#... actually im fixating on a weird vague memory that means less than nothing in the grand scheme of (my personal&immediate) things
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#so im doing a lot of study on mushrooms again lmao. for medication purposes.#&its reminding me of the insulin thing that was going around here&my immediate dislike of it#&while i stand by my opinion on the fact that no one who needs insulin to survive would ever handwave it as easy to make#i am once again reminded of the time period(s) that i have obsessed over making everything from pain medication#to chemo equivalents now that i still: 1-- cannot handle it&2-- dont have insurance to cover alternatives#&i still think its rude as fuck to pretend any form of medication is easy to make i do send my love to anyone needing to#experiment on themselves like fucking labrats bc the alternative is slow&painful (or fast&painful) death lmao.#... anyway im thinking about growing chaga mushrooms. i never did finish setting up the garden room bc health+monetary constraints lmao#but im reorganizing priorities more or less right now lmao&thinking maybe overhauling the patio+garden room should be higher on the list.#im pretty sure im thinking about the insulin thing right now bc i still feel a bit hypocritical to be so against bathroom insulin#when i do this shit lmao but also im like. working exclusively w plants. so like?#... actually im fixating on a weird vague memory that means less than nothing in the grand scheme of (my personal&immediate) things#bc focusing on almost any other facet of this outside of research+application makes my head spin&my blood pressure spike lmao.#... &also runs the risk in ending w molotov cocktails being tossed around if i think on shit too long. metaphorically. of course. lmao.
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