#. why am i anxious about this rn. i have a tough day ahead of me for a different reason i should probably focus on first 🫠

[daz4i]

love my social worker he's so sweet and i love my mentor/guide/one day i'll find a fitting english word for what her role is too. last time i met the former he said they talked abt the thing i'm starting this thursday and said "while it feels like these circumstances may be impossible for you, logically speaking you shouldn't succeed there, yet both of us are certain you will" which is very nice but also AAAAAAAAAAAAA

[lauraacan]

ALL OF THEM WHAT DO YOU THINK? Except 1, 12 and 42 because I already know those ;)

0:Height1m60. But my parents found funny to put 1m59 on my ID… VERY FUNNY x)(omg you’re taller than me

1:Virgin?I’m Leo.

2:Shoe sizeA boring 39 ;)

3:Do yousmoke?NOPE. NEVAA

4:Do you drink?Very rarely. Although I kinda could enjoy being drunk rn lmao

5:Do you take drugs?NOPE NOPE. Like if I needed any LOL

6:Age you get mistaken for25 yo.

7:Have tattoos?No

8:Want any tattoos?YES But I won’t have any because I’m way too perfectionist to get myself inkedby anyone. Imagine they shake???But if I could i’d like some orca on my arm, in maori style. Also a phoenix somewhere accross my Back/hips... I dunno I love so many tattoo concepts. Also some motivational words on my wrists. 

9:Got any piercings?Not a single one

10:Want any piercings?Not really

11:Best friend?ONE SINGLE FRIEND. MORGANE YOU KNOW IT S YOU.

12:Relationship statusIn couplealso I DON’T FUCKING HATE YOU OK ;A;

13:Biggest turn onsWOW That escaladed quickly. OKayyyy-> Don’t ever touch my neck for your own sanity. OR PLEASE DO->  Good perfume can do miracles.Seriously

14:Biggest turn offs-> PAIN -> Vulgarity I think??

15:Favorite movie

Mmhhh tough one. I recently watched “ledernier jour du reste de ta vie” and it really rang a lot of bells to me.

16:I’ll love you ifI LOVE YOU  TOO ;A;

17:Someone you missWell you obviously. But let’s not be too cheesy and add…. Ahem…. Old friends?Like those I had back in middle school days?

18:Most traumatic experience

My mother died, I was bullied veryseriously as a teen  but NO my biggesttrauma is almost losing a tooth two years ago??? LIKE BRAIN WHY ARE YOU LIKETHIS??? (I really have nightmare regularly about this accident O.o)

19:A fact about your personalityI’m a selfish person, sadly. I try to at least deal with it a little bit. AlsoI am VERY anxious. But you know all too well

20:What I hate most about myself

Ahahha very easy: my sex. Why am I not afreaking boy it would be so much easier on so many levels? ;)

21:What I love most about myselfIt may sound weird but: the world I built to sooth me (I should write / draw itlmao but somehow it just never feels right). Also I kinda like my body. Almost. Okay it’s a love / hate relationship but let’skeep it positive!

22:What I want to be when I get older

GOSH IF I KNEW… Alive?

23:My relationship with my sibling(s)

Very conflicted. And I wish one of mybro wouldn’t have missed his suicide, because he’s making our lives a living hellfor so long.. I wish we wouldn’t have to watch him turn in such a monster yearsafter yearsBut I kinda love how the brother I thought I was the most in conflict with actually is the one who is there for me when shit happens lol. He’s a shithead but he’s a good guy

24:My relationship with my parent(s)Conflicted too? But things go better over time. I managed to say “I love you”to my dad for the very fist time in YEARS for Christmas… I cried a lot.

25:My idea of a perfect dateCUDDLES. Just cuddles… And some good, healthy sex afterwards would be marvellous.Or simply cuddles more. No seriously some nice chattering on a bed, with a good movie, some food, tea…It sounds lame omgI also did the “watch at the stars lying on a beach” and it was amazing (thank you ex BF for being such a romantic soul ahhaha)

26:My biggest pet peevesI dunno… Not even sure what a “pet peeve” is… Something I really dislike? Welllet’s say intolerant people, physical violence. Also cetacean captivity.

27:A description of the girl/boy I likeGOSH I can’t. I’m crying because I just CANT. Guys. Fantasizing about someone who isn’t your boyfriend EVEN THO you love himis actually the WORST FEELING EVER.

28:A description of the person I dislike the mostLet’s go ahead: he lacks three fingers in one hand,is the utterly asshole and should be in jail for so many reasons. Oh also he’smy brother.

29:A reason I’ve lied to a friend

I don’t know… to not worry them? To not destroyeverything? Well I do try to avoid lying a lot, it’s been a fucking long timesince I last lied…. Can’t really remember.

30:What I hate the most about work/schoolSTRESS

31:What your last text message says“oups” I did it again

32:What words upset me the most“Seriously, what do you wanna do with your life, you can’t keep going like that »- like fuck you living is already hard enough and you ask me to make PLANS ???Also “you chose your path” – very funny to say that when my parents didn’treally give me a choice.

33:What words make me feel the best about myselfWhen people say they love me ;A;But let’s be honest I’m much more confortable with physical touches when it’s about making me feel better. Nothing’s better than a good hug.

34:What I find attractive in womenOh gosh almost everything ahahah. Almost. (I have an issue with female sex)No seriously I must have a thing for neck. 

35:What I find attractive in menNECK/ torso/ arms/deep voice

36:Where I would like to liveI think it’s not about where I want to live but who I want to be with ahhaha. Ican do with most places I think.

37:One of my insecuritiesmy fantasies.

38:My childhood career choiceI wanted to be a vet, then a mangaka. And then a translator. 

39:My favorite ice cream flavourVanilla maybe?

40:Who wish I could bea guy I guess. Handsome please.

41:Where I want to be right now

With someone

42:The last thing I ateSushis

43:Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediatelyHEJGFKDSSHLDGJJFGDKJGJH * end up crying *

44:A random fact about anythingReading my answers I find myself super scary… Looks like I need to really sort some things out lmao / I’ve been telling that for the past 10 years litterally /Also, I swear a LOT more in English than I do in French ahahah.