#-like. some entirely separate eprson who doesn't object to their beliefs and keeps quiet and has nothing wrong with me
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love it when i'm like "oh yeah, things are getting better!!" and then i realize they aren't, i've just been in my room a lot more
#'oh maybe i was overreacting to everything about my parents and our relationship' takes one (1) step outside and is obliterated#idk i feel like it just Keeps Getting Harder to fake my end of this relationship and it takes more and more energy to put on an act yknow#but i have to keep doing this because my life will actively be hell or eve ended if i don't#so sometimes i feel bad abt complaining to ppl because 'ur parents are nice to you' like yea that's because they think i'm-#-like. some entirely separate eprson who doesn't object to their beliefs and keeps quiet and has nothing wrong with me#i mean queer wss and political beliefs aside theres also the fact that#like#i have Symptoms psycholgically that i can't talk abt for fear of bein 'exorcised' again#because someone can't fuckin treat hallucinations or sleep paralysis like a normal human would and has to i sist that theyre cause by demon#s#and SOMEone is convinced that im fine and allistic because i 'get good grades'#like ok i also have to mask and rehearse conversations and want to die when i get a Bad Sensory Experience sooooooo#grades have nothing to do with it!!#i only have the grades i do because i have a very small social life#comparatively at least#sorry for the typos i cannot actually see the tags im writing bc they are under my phone keyboard as i type em and i cannot scroll#.woof.
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