#-is bringing me so much joy! jm glad im working on myself and im glad i can feel all of this joy! I love living!

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i love my boyfriend so much i truly don't know how to deal with it... at any given moment im very likely to be writing a poem about him or painting him or looking through my photos of him and any moment where im not im ALWAYS at least thinking about him. he truly is the most beautiful inspiring soul and the fact he exists just amazes me... how is it even possible for someone so lovely to not only have been born but to continue to live every day and with each SECOND increase the amount of joy and goodness in the world exponentially HOW IS IT POSSIBLE. i tell him all the time how madly infatuated i am with him and yet im still full of more love. infinite infinite love. so much love. and so much love for life. for friends and trees and coffee and schoolwork and sunlight. dont even get me started... maybe life is a dream.