#-- I have no *income* so I won't qualify for any sort of financing in the first place. I'm Extremely Disabled and can't get a normal job.
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If I were to start a GoFundMe or something how many people would be willing to help me get out of this house
#Hahaha I'm chronically ill and I live with an abusive narcissist who Actively Deteriorates our shared living space into squalor#She has vaguely threatened to kill me multiple times. She wants to buy a gun and just hasn't been able to yet apparently.#She thinks I'm an ''Antifa terrorist'' and said I'm ''part of the problem with this country''. She then said she wanted to buy a gun --#-- SPECIFICALLY to shoot any ''terrorists'' who came onto her property. She was mostly talking about BLM protesters but --#-- she also said that Very Pointedly at ME. She called me a terrorist and then said she wanted to shoot terrorists.#She later said she wished Trump would enforce marshal law on every state; drag the ''terrorists'' out of ''hiding'' [their houses]; and --#-- line them up somewhere and shoot them all to ''set an example''.#Now I am actually in a very complicated situation financially. I actually have about $24k! It's just not fucking helping me somehow.#You'd think that'd be enough for a down payment on a house right? Correct! But I won't get the chance to do that because --#-- I have no *income* so I won't qualify for any sort of financing in the first place. I'm Extremely Disabled and can't get a normal job.#And I can't work from home in these cramped and filthy living conditions. AND because I have $24k...I don't qualify for any sort of --#-- financial assistance program. I'm over the asset limit. If I want to buy a house it looks like I'm going to have to pay cash and thus --#-- just pay the full price for it upfront. No mortgage. Which seems fantastic but there are no fucking houses on the market for $24k lmao#At least not any in livable condition. There are some rotting piles of sticks out there for cheap. But anything you find for $24k or under -#- is going to need at LEAST $20k more sunk into it for repairs to make it safely inhabitable. So I can technically buy one of those places -#- but that won't exactly do me any good. And if I'm gonna move somewhere with cheaper real estate...moving myself and my pets --#-- and all my shit is ALSO expensive. Pile those couple thousand on top of the house price and that's a problem too.#How is $24k so fucking useless?? What the fuck?? What the fuck??#.It speaks#Anyway I wanted to open commissions but. I can't work apparently. It's painful and I get interrupted by my raving mother constantly too.
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If I were to open commissions, would anyone even want them? My art never breaks 20 notes lately, and half the time it doesn’t even get 10.
I also have no idea how to price shit. How much is my art even worth?
#.It speaks#I need money. I need to get out of this house. I can't fucking live like this and I don't know what to do.#I have $24k and somehow that's not enough to save me. I can't move out with only $24k.#I have more than enough to cover a DOWN PAYMENT on a house but not to buy one outright. But buying outright is my only option.#I'm super disabled and don't have enough peace to work on top of that. I don't have any steady income and can't get any. Can't work.#So I don't qualify for any sort of financing; I wouldn't be able to get a loan.#But there is no such thing as a livable house for sale at $24k or less. If there's anything available at all for that price it's --#-- a crumbling rotten health hazard that cannot be lived in without $20k+ more work done on it that I obviously can't afford.#Honestly I don't even know what opening commissions could possibly do for me. It probably won't help.#I'm not going to make the $30k+ I actually need by doing that.#I really don't know what to do but I am fucking dying here. I live with a horribly abusive narcissist who terrorizes me and hurts my pets.#I know I don't really talk about my living situation here because it's not fun but shit is really bad for me IRL#And it has been for a long time. It's just managing to rapidly get worse now. My mother has literally threatened to shoot me.#And I have a chronic illness that I can't get treatment for on top of that. I have no insurance. I'm starving. I can barely walk.#Something or someone is going to kill me if I have to stay here for too much longer but I don't know how to leave#This trailer is full of garbage and falling apart due to rot and water damage and it's full of rats and bugs#Mom refuses to even acknowledge there is anything wrong. She says I'm just greedy and ungrateful for wanting anything more than this.#How Dare I Not Value Her Love More
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