#- i just needed an ultimate lifeform to protect and comfort me i guess 🫂 heh!

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

Me: Okay, I'm going to just let myself feel my feely feelings for Kars so I can just get it out of my system and get over him

Me approximately 3 days later:

I've got it bad. This man consumes my every thought regularly. Somebody please tell me why Kars the freaking villainous ultimate lifeform pillarman is watching me make my stupid human breakfast with his arms around my waist and his chin on my head

Why him

I keep trying to push him away, but he comes back full force and makes me be in love with him even hARDER

(also I'm really really sorry, but I'm still not comfortable with sharing any of my f/os. I'm not upset or angry, but please refrain from gushing about selfships with him or any of my others please 😔

I won't block others who ship with Kars, unless I get extremely uncomfortable, because plenty of my mutuals have a crush on him. But I will definitely ignore others' selfship things involving him to protect my own comfort and heart. EsiKars is 100% okay and I love seeing them together)