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heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot
#tl4j time travel au#slightly longer ver is cal and ezra have 1. accepted what's happened to them and 2. know tragedy has given them an amazing found family#which they wouldnt have if everything was 'fixed'#and ezra knows from the wbw that changing the past is a Bad idea (which alongside the found family thing cal accepts n agrees w)#but ahsoka cant take her own advice and insists fixing this is Different to the Kanan thing#bc she has not accepted it the same way and her life is soo much more depressing and seeing the live republic reminds her#if she fixed the timeline she'd have her whole family back (bc rn she just has luke) and thered be so much less horrible horrible loss#and luke is the force's specialest boy so he assumes itll all work out great#its basically 'attachments + compassion for those the empire killed' vs 'attachments + acceptance of the world that exists now'#like both 'sides' are going half good jedi ideology and half attachment ig (tho cal n ezra i think have a one-up on jedi-ness of their idea#misc tag#but even tho cal n ahsoka/ ezra n luke have opposed goals theyre the only ones who understand what the other is going thru#so u get fun dynamics as shown by the diagram
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slightly fucked up moment in voy s7 'shattered' where they show adult icheb and naomi working on voyager. YOU'RE STILL HERE??? You genuinely spent up to your mid 30s and maybe beyond on this ship presumably still traveling to the alpha quadrant? Are you operating this ship by yourself? Is this a generation ship? Is everyone dead except for you and the people with the extended lifespans?? Will you get home in 40 years with noone left alive from the original crew with only people who've never even seen 'home'???
#voyager liveblog#Im assuming thats not what the implication was but Hm. Ummmm. Slightly depressing future here#a ship arrives in the delta quadrant hailing starfleet command. the only people on board are two strangers wearing starfleet uniforms#an ancient vulcan man#and a medical hologram#?#Hrm.
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vashwood fluffies :T
#vashwood#trigun stampede#trigun#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#fanart#kamomedraw#i hate depression everything i draw looks like crap but i felt slightly better by the end i wanna learn to draw faster and more efficient#tristamp#vash x wolfwood#what else…
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JINX + TEXT POST MEME
#Arcane#League of Legends#arcaneedit#animationedit#loledit#Jinx#text post meme#*mine#i am nothing if not predictable ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and i made myself sad while making this gifset 😔#like i realized most of these were pretty depressing so i mixed in two that weren't to SLIGHTLY lessen the pain lmao
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Kai being the first human Wyldfyre got really attached to and them being a silly little duo and then her losing him after it's revealed that she's lost a lot of loved ones in the past was DEVASTATING AS HELL wtf 😭😭😭
#like holy shiittttttt#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dr#wyldfyre#kai#dragons rising s2#ninjago spoilers#on a related note Wyldfyre getting through to Egalt because of her knowledge of dragons (specifically the illness that she's seen kill them)#was a really cool and slightly depressing detail#also the thing about the mountain being named after him is fun
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Woe. Scully be upon ye.
#the x files#dana scully#txf#txf fanart#my art#i was gonna draw more stuff but depression and art block is a bitch so all your gonna get is this scully#you’re*#also sorry for having a slightly inconsistent art style#it will happen again
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I keep seeing people call astrology and fortune-telling in general "bioessentialist," and just now I saw someone call "being born in the US" "winning the genetic lottery".
These things are unrelated to biology and genetics. Eugenicists are fucking up human language again.
#let's call astrology 'calvinist'#also inaccurate but slightly-less-so and imo it's a more-cutting insult#depressing cw
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One of my favorite activities while watching Revenge of the Sith (to distract myself from the pain, I guess) is finding little moments that had the potential to change everything. Anakin comes so close to turning back and making better choices, so many times. There are many more, but my top three today are:
-Dooku crushes Obi-Wan under a heavy platform and Obi-Wan passes out (??) for a while but then gets up, fights a battle, and seemingly suffers no ill effects whatsoever. What if this were actually treated like a serious spinal injury and not just a convenient way to have Obi-Wan out of the picture so Sidious can convince Anakin to kill Dooku? Obi-Wan is hurt, either temporarily or permanently paralyzed from at least the waist down, and therefore in in the infirmary and obviously in no shape to go to Utapau. Anakin, being obviously concerned about his master, spends all of his meager free time at Obi-Wan's side rather than with Sidious, and harbors no resentment about not going to Utapau (he didn't want to leave Obi-Wan, or Padmé, anyway), and maybe actually manages to take a goddamn nap.
-Speaking of Utapau - on the landing platform, Anakin says he wants to go with Obi-Wan, and that he could be helpful. Obi-Wan agrees that no doubt he would be. What if he actually did it? Obi-Wan's a Master, a General, and a Councillor. I'm sure he has the authority to say, "You know what, you're right, Anakin. Grab your things and let's go." I'm not sure this would be enough to avoid Order 66, but it would keep Anakin out of Sidious' way, and maybe he and Obi-Wan would return to the Temple together, only this time to save the younglings rather than murder them.
-A big part of Sidious' pitch to Anakin is that he and he alone possesses the knowledge to save Padmé (and by extension Anakin and Padmé's unborn child). That's Anakin's whole deal with killing Master Windu - he first tries to argue that Palpatine should stand trial, and it's only after Windu argues against that plan that Anakin takes Palpatine's side. But then immediately after, Palpatine says, and I'm paraphrasing but he basically admits, 'okay so I don't actually know how to save your wife. But uhhh you're really strong in the Force soooo I'm sure together you and I will be able to figure it out."
And Anakin just goes along with this! I realize he doesn't have (or, doesn't think he has, which are two different things) any better options on the table, but it feels very Anakin to me for him to be like, "um, wait a second, my new master. I thought you said you'd tell me how to keep people from dying? Padmé could die tomorrow. We do not have time to sit around in the Sith library and 'figure it out together'. You lied to me!" Anakin hates being lied to. This is an immediately stab-worthy offense.
This of course doesn't address Anakin's raging attachment issues nor his misplaced distrust of the Jedi, but it does prevent the creation of the Empire so all in all I'd take this as a win.
Anyway. I'm deep in the weeds of an entirely different RotS rewrite and don't have time to take on another, much less three, but they're enjoyable scenarios to think about, at least. They don't even need to be endgame Obikin...even if I personally think of them that way :D
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New life overruns; the dust of dried tears is cleaned out and tossed into the wind; a table is placed where a friend once stood, day after day, waxing poetic to the beetles lining the windowsill; their conversations smother our glittering memories of whiling the days away in pleasant company, heedless of time, freeing ourselves – for just a moment – from the weight of responsibility to the star. Would that I might claim in me his desires wholly absent, but I dare not be so prideful.
(dialogue slightly edited from this WIP Wednesday post to fit images)
#gpose#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv#ffxiv screenshots#miqo'te#wol oc#ffxiv wol#lillian post#If this sounds like Venat excusing Emet-Selch then I am sorry for failing as a writer and I will do better by the time I reach this scene#the idea was to have Venat essentially go “yeah I get it. I might have the done the same in his position. Really fucked up to think about.”#“understandable motive - still murder on a scale undreamt of though. I love my people and all living things too BUT”#“after thousands of years of depression and dwelling on an ancient I considered a friend forever changing the course of history - Yeah.”#also this is a slightly tweaked version of the original WIP so i could fit it into a photoset
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DUUDDEEEE I got so beaten TO IT!!!! I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE W THAT IDEA mod by KellyVader on Gamebanana
#motorcity#motorcity mike#My hyperfixation on Motoricty and Guilty Gear was pretty close#1-2 years ago I did compare Sol and Mike. Both are faces of their media#both are vigilante.#brown hair with bangs hiding eyebrows#slightly dark skin#form of nose too#My friend jokes abt that Mike is Sol's teenager version. I would buy it#especially with how depressive and gloomy OG Robert's Valley concepr of Mike looks like
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I love seeing the scale go down. Genuinely it’s such a weird way to fix my depression but it works 🤷🏻♀️
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‼️NO HATE TO CALEB‼️
I would love love to see these two get into a fight. Not over MC, my girl can handle herself. The playful rivalry that gives you second-hand embarrassment 😭😭
Caleb: You should eat more carrots.
Zayne: I don't see why that's necessary.
Caleb: Yeah, that's the point, Zayne! You're practically blind. How many fingers am I holding up? *holds up the middle finger*
Zayne: *Eyebrow twitches as he sips his cup of sugar (cuz my guy would put a whole ass jar of sugar in a tiny ass cup)* Remind me why I'm here?
MC: I don't know, but I'm loving the energy we're bringing onto the table.
#lnds#l&ds#lads#zayne love and deepspace#caleb love and deepspace#I'm slightly ashamed that i laughed too hard at this#please infold#a little comedy between these three would cure my depression#let's steer away from the angst for a bit
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girl when close to ready to drop another chapter can you use this as a 24-48 hours warning so I can mentally prepare and re read 🫣🫣🫣🤗🤗🤗
This is everyone's tentative 24-48 hours warning :)
It was supposed to be out today but well minor setbacks happened last night so!
(if it doesn't happen i never posted this)
#ask#do y'all actually even want the next chapter like i feel like we're already in slightly depressing times and well-
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BSC doodle because his interaction with nutmeg is something I think about too much
#cookie run kingdom#burning spice cookie#digital art#my art#slight nudity#slightly suggestive#??? idk#burning spice’s deep depression hour
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And maybe I would draw more if I wasn’t terrified of being found and harassed. Maybe I would post more in general if I wasn’t terrified of being found and harassed. I wouldn’t orphan all of my AO3 works and I wouldn’t post drawings exclusively to Pixiv and Discord servers. Maybe I could be free like the rest of you if you didn’t spook me into hiding.
#The main reason I don’t post a lot is just. Depression#But I think I at least would slightly more often if you guys weren’t fucking mean#just saying#proship#proshipper#profic#profiction#proshippers are valid#proshipper safe#proship please interact#proshippers please interact#proshippers are welcome#proship friendly#proship community#op is a proshipper#fuck antishippers#antishippers dni#antiship dni
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recently got that new set with rogue and Morro and was also thinking about takes I've seen on them and the concept of destiny. I just think we need to add Nya to this too, together they represent three types of people when faced with it.
Jay wanted his destiny that he saw in the cave so hard it curve balled, but also still came true in the end because wish shenanigans.
Morro wanted to defy destiny, refusing that the path of the green ninja wasn't his to have.
But Nya, she complies with destiny. She knows it's gonna happen, she may like it or not, but she knows nothing can stop it. She complies with destiny on her own terms. She knows she has no other fate but to be the water ninja, so she accepts it, it wasn't easy to but she knows she had to let go of Samuri X, eventually passing it on. She knew that she was going to end up with Jay. Not because destiny told her to but her heart did, she just wanted it to be the right time. Destiny required her to become one with the sea, and she hated the way that cookie crumbled, but she still did it on the terms it saved those she loved.
Unlike the others she is not running away or towards destiny, she lets it come to her. She accepts it, not always with the most open arms, but she does and just goes from there, making the most of it.
#Nya in skybound really taught me about accepting the hand you've been delt and knowing it is also out of your hands#And then just adapting from there and making the most of it#like sure it's slightly depressing but also just very real#ninjago#nya smith#nya ninjago#jay walker#ninjago morro
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