#*points at 20 yo me who also had the brain permanently reqired by es* he thought es hyperfixation was only for a few months! he MAD!

[mihai-florescu]

We've been mutuals for a bit over two years I think that's so strange (not at all in a bad way mind you it's just that I remember it rather vividly too you used to have a Yuki icon and when you followed me I was like !!!! Because I've seen your posts in the wataei tag and I think you were actually one of the first actual mutuals I had on this site and. It really does not feel like it's been two or so years in July it's my 3 year enstarsiversary and that game has fundamentally rewired my brain chemistry joy to the world for it gave us wataei and their crazyinsane love story amen I forgot where I was going with this)

I think its soooo cute when people say i was one of their first mutuals, it's like... you know the post that you dont yet know all the people you'll end up meeting that will make you happy in the future? That but online. 2024 is the 10 year anniversary of this blog and i still have no idea how i ended up surrounded by so many lovely lovely people. Very glad i followed you sooo long ago (just 2 years? Well i suppose it makes sense. Ive also been into enstars for less than 3 years) I would love to go back in time to late 2021 and try to remember what i was like back then (i know it was end of december-beginning of january when i read checkmate for the first time. Also i was struggling through a reading slump and was wondering whether my es hyperfixation will die out that year. Um. Everyone point and laugh XD)