#*nik rants
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idk what is going on with me but I feel so ill, literally opened and closed my game 5 times today without doing anything, I didn't even go to class I just feel so messed up
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found an old picture of a sturgeon I had yeaaaars ago!
#we only had her a couple of weeks to quarantine her for my friend#sturgeon#fish posting#nik rants#my fish!!!
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Just saw a tiktok that said “when I’m about to read smut and it says ‘mdni’” and the audio was like ‘well what are you gonna do about it punch me?’ and dude these comments are PISSING ME OFFFFFF

YOU KNOW WHAT FOR

MOST OF US ARE ADULTS 😭

ME, I AM, TRYING TO BY PUTTING MDNI

AGAIN, YOU DONT STOP BEING IN FANDOM ONCE YOURE AN ADULT

YOU KNOW WHAT YOURE ACTING LIKE??? A CHILD.
sorry just very annoyed at all these comments and ppl publicly admitting they read smut while like THIRTEEN like, did I do that too? Of course. Do I still VERY actively discourage it because it is in fact very inappropriate? YES!!! These children get on my fucking nerves
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Yall, please send me some good vibes this week. I have 2 final projects and 3 final presentations due this week for my grad school summer semester. I also have a nerve test being conducted on my hands on Tuesday because they are in severe pain almost every day, and ibuprofen is my best friend, and my doctors want to know what's the biggest issue so they can operate this later this summer. I also have a manic episode setting in (thanks anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder). So, in short, your girl is going through it right now, and I am trying not to crash out.
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long time no art, have a big dump of the drawings i made in the past few months (up to a year, some of them) of the various characters from my chronicle, shadows of berlin (aptly nicknamed sob). i spent too long putting all of this together NOT to post it!
featuring:
@deenomilk 's zasha
@taazo-kaan 's chris
@eye-of-the-queen 's venus
and @snowberry-pie 's tulip
#nik's art#vampire the masquerade#vtm fanart#vtm art#vtm oc#vamily#i just realized i didnt put either of em's player characters here. oh god. em i am so sorry.#gonna draw stef for you just to make up for it#anyways !! this is definitely not the best quality content but its been sitting in my krita wips for too long#and i put too much heart into it#saur :)#i could rant about any of these guys for hours.
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citing all my sources of inspiration for Nikodemus would mean unironically putting Misfits 2009-2013 at the top of the list
#second? malleus maleficarum#sometimes you can tell this character's bones were constructed sometime in the beginning of the previous decade#and now i'm trying to put meat on them#but it's why i haven't changed all the silly weird shit about him in so long#his names are still a fucked misreading of various sources i half researched on my ass computer at 15#he's still like a badly written cartoon villain in some aspects#and a vague eldritchy blob that still elludes me in others#cause yeah i maybe read a little bit of lovecraft at the time and decided the evil fratboy was ALSO gonna be unknowably complex#without having the knowledge and resources available to write him that way#ITS WHY I LOVE HIM THOUGH#reviving him and Avita after so long felt a lot like excavating a time capsule left by myself in the past#and so much of it didnt fucking make sense BUT IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO MAKE SENSE BACK THEN#it was supposed to be FUN#sometimes i wonder if i've sucked the joy out of it somewhat but it's also a motivator to stop gaf#like fuck it man#little Vee's creation should be honored as instructed#Nik the bastardous little magic man and all his adventures#where's the fuckin WHIMSY BRO#ok rant over. this post was about nathan young and his chokehold on my teen self fjdkkdks it was TERMINAL
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no because oh my god the ui is so good. saw some people say "p5 but blue" and imo thats doing it a huge disservice. the designers know what they're going for
at the end of the day they're part of the same series so yeah.. there will be some similarities. but imo so far from what i've seen p3r absolutely feels very distinct, whilst borrowing a few elements from p5 that made it work. the ui actually manages to feel more modern and sleek (compared to the original), whilst still keeping things about it that make it distinctly... 2000s (drop shadows, font choices, outlines, etc). its also incredibly fluid, compared to p5's snappiness (again, fitting)
#needed to rant about it#because OUGHHH theres so many elements that are blowing my mind#nik speaks#p3r liveblog
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Lend me a hand
Guys what legacy can I do that is heavily story based and do, I want to try the acting career and simfluencer thing cause I've never ever done that so I might start out with twins in either apartments or a flat in Del Sol Valley ngl... I think I might try my hand at crafting my own story .... this is gonna be hard hopefully I can get attached to these Sims
And yes Joy of Life is still gonna be here I LOVE them so much that I'm just behind on editing so I can't play them rn however I have some edited screenies and screenies to edit not sure about Spread thin tho it's super fun to play but meh I'll let you guys know
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babies
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just saw niknocturnals video on reacting to spotifys top 50 (global) and something wasn’t sitting right when his lil fans on twitch started commenting on how “repetitive” the beats were in the Latino/Hispanic songs
#like ok we get it y’all are hardcore metal heads and don’t think that other shit is <<real>> music or u think it sounds AI generated like#fuck off fr fr#nik was at least like nice about it? but some of his fans are… Something#personal rant#personal
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I have a job interview for a middle position after school today.
I also came back to work after being sick for almost a week.
While I was out, I started to regret applying for the position. However, after just a few hours of being back, I was reminded of all the reason I applied.
Please send me some positive thoughts that I get this position this week because I have to get out of elementary.
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nik alexander's "i don't care much" did irreparable damage to my soul. the way they told the story and the choices they made as emcee were so one of a kind and soul shattering through the whole show, but especially in this song. the way emcee cried out the "if we touch" just to be cut off and silenced is so chilling. i miss this production so badly.
(also i will always have such a vivid picture of his face at the end of the finale in my mind. that smile shatters my soul just to think aboit. ugh i can't, these choices are such genius.)
#cabaret#ox is rambling again#nik alexander#i could rant about this production for hours#but NIK'S EMCEE!!
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I wish I have the piano instrumental from firework in autumn, or just the general soft piano leads up in every gentle moment of the musical. For my game.
#pavlovs connections#it will literally fit in so well with my rom com playlist#also theres a moment in the musical thats literally abelard meeting nik and that intrumental motiv is playing and i want to BITE AND GNAW#LET ME IN LET ME HAVE THIS#unhinged ranting no one will understand this but whatever
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Guys how did you lot discover your favourite bands? For me it was one of my Duel (the series by Berd) obsessions (first or second, not sure, they happen basically whenever a new episode is released lol) (like 2021 or smth) and I liked the music so I started listening to it and one song I liked was Universe On Fire by Gloryhammer so I started listening to Gloryhammer, got a bit obsessed (only stuff I listened to), had a David Tennant and then TOTA obsession, got back into Gloryhammer for a little bit (end of 2023), started watching Gloryhammer videos on YouTube. This made YouTube show me OIS shorts and I had noticed they always used songs by Opal In Sky (didn't realise it was OIS' channel lol) and was gonna listen to them so i went onto their YouTube to watch more funny videos and realised they were Opal In Sky (this was that one metalhead crush video that caused this, I remember cuz I also found out there was two of them) so listened to their stuff. Then I had an obsession with OIS (early 2024) then I found more bands through their videos, had an obsession with that one Shields album (the one with the song with Spencer Charnas on it, which will be relevant soon) and i also listened to one Termina song during this time just to start getting recommended Nik Nocturnal videos after this and then have a Nik/metal music obsession. Spoopifoo then recommended me Ice Nine Kills (February 2024, most important part of this whole thing) and then only listened to the same 5 INK songs (Ex Mørtis, Welcome To Horrorwood, The Box, Meat and Greet and Assault and Batteries) all the way to, during and coming back from my trip to Norway. When I got back I listened to more INK and had an obsession until probably like August or smth idk it was late 2024 when the obsession started to die down. Through INK I had discovered more bands like Lowist, HAWK, American Nosebleed etc that I liked which was part of the reason for the obsession dying cuz I was listening to these bands instead. I also used Pinterest a lot and I saved a lot of INK stuff and there was this one account I kept seeing and they posted lots of INK so j would just go through their pins to get more stuff for my INK board and I kept seeing "The Venetia Fair" pop up and found em on Spoopifoo so then listened to every BIGOT DEWS song (gonna keep calling it that even though it was only funny the first time) but it was at like 3am so I kinda forgot so I listened to everything (not just BIGOT DEWS) much earlier the next day at 12am cuz sleep is bad and that would spark my TVF obsession. The obsession did briefly fizzle out for like a month or two at the end of 2024/ start of 2025 cuz j found Squid The Whale and Icarus The Owl but then it came back after I was suddenly motivated to find all the demos I hadn't gotten already (legit don't know why but I was successful ig). We will see how long this lasts for though.. I have a tenancy to only listen to one band to the point that I know all their songs too well and they just become boring, like I listened to INK too much and now I haven't listened to them consistently for like 6 months but I still love their music, otherwise I wouldn't have begged for tickets to see them live in December lol. Anyways rant over.
#berd#duel#gloryhammer#opal in sky#shields#nik nocturnal#ice nine kills#INK#HAWK#hillhaven#american nosebleed#lowist#affiance#this or the apocalypse#david tennant#takin over the asylum#night rider#flat out#bedford exit#the venetia fair#tvf#squid the whale#icarus the owl#k sera#rant#epik Indigo lore#this lore spans like 4 years#maybe more im not sure when i first watched duel but it was a while ago
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#the time travel fix-it series#i'm trying to keep track of this project here just to look back at my ranting so i don't lose it#also many of my conversations with liv and nik
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what the actual fook is going on…
so my game froze and i can’t even do the little slip around for the save and exit. idk what’s going on bro. i just gave my sims make overs. i can’t remember if i saved.
I was playing in full screen i can’t even windows open new tab out of this situation wdf?
This is the first time i’ve experienced this

it’s completely frozen, not even a buffering cursor or anything just straight bricked and solid… what even is that

BRO I CANT EVEN OPEN TASK MANAGER TO FORCE CLOSE IT WHAT THE FOOOK?!?!?

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