#*nik rants

[cherrycola27]

I have a job interview for a middle position after school today.

I also came back to work after being sick for almost a week.

While I was out, I started to regret applying for the position. However, after just a few hours of being back, I was reminded of all the reason I applied.

Please send me some positive thoughts that I get this position this week because I have to get out of elementary.

[numtune]

HEYYYYYYYYYYYY

Gues who's ALIVEEEEEE ; I"m BACKKKKKK *high pitches singing voice*

[lazareneblessing]

long time no art, have a big dump of the drawings i made in the past few months (up to a year, some of them) of the various characters from my chronicle, shadows of berlin (aptly nicknamed sob). i spent too long putting all of this together NOT to post it!

featuring:

@deenomilk 's zasha

@taazo-kaan 's chris

@eye-of-the-queen 's venus

and @snowberry-pie 's tulip

[esynk]

[prjctdiva]

no because oh my god the ui is so good. saw some people say "p5 but blue" and imo thats doing it a huge disservice. the designers know what they're going for

at the end of the day they're part of the same series so yeah.. there will be some similarities. but imo so far from what i've seen p3r absolutely feels very distinct, whilst borrowing a few elements from p5 that made it work. the ui actually manages to feel more modern and sleek (compared to the original), whilst still keeping things about it that make it distinctly... 2000s (drop shadows, font choices, outlines, etc). its also incredibly fluid, compared to p5's snappiness (again, fitting)

[leahcee]

just saw niknocturnals video on reacting to spotifys top 50 (global) and something wasn’t sitting right when his lil fans on twitch started commenting on how “repetitive” the beats were in the Latino/Hispanic songs

[merrilymp3]

nik alexander's "i don't care much" did irreparable damage to my soul. the way they told the story and the choices they made as emcee were so one of a kind and soul shattering through the whole show, but especially in this song. the way emcee cried out the "if we touch" just to be cut off and silenced is so chilling. i miss this production so badly.

(also i will always have such a vivid picture of his face at the end of the finale in my mind. that smile shatters my soul just to think aboit. ugh i can't, these choices are such genius.)

[vullcanica]

📂 for 3 muses of your choice!

His 1.5 missing fingers and two missing toes Silas lost to frostbite. Being 13 and living in a forest hut means you're a little screwed in particularly cruel winters. He didn't know better, was undersupplied for the deeper snow, had no dry wood once the thatched roof gave under the ice and, at loss of what to do, undertook a trecherous trek back to town on foot. Collapsed in a snowbank a kilometer or two away. To this day he still jokes he's only alive because of the red hair, bright enough for a passing farmer to notice amongst all the snow. He was brought in and thawed out, safe and sound but for two blackened toes, a righthand pinky and a righthand ring finger, only half of which was cut off. A small price to pay considering the alternative. He's a leftie with a sword for that reason alone. No pinky, no grip strength.

The Tower's served plenty of functions in human society, from temple to office; it knows how to blend in. Constance's favourite has to be residential building, though. They're a fair, reasonable and helpful landlord and, while not the best conversationalist, they enjoy observing and interacting with humans. Sure, the place is strange but it has decent rent, shady tenants go missing pretty quickly and there's an unlocked janitor's closet (no janitor in employment) off the foyer that always contains items you're currently in great need of. Scissors, cables, drills, blankets, lost keys, pets and children. So long as you're respectful, it will always be unlocked for you.

Nikodemus is still fond of and honors his culture greatly, despite being the reason it was wiped out. Still, there's no place like home, even if home was rather hostile to him and some source of pain. He likes best the folk songs and native food he was reared with, thick dark broadleaf forests and simple lenins, chanting to the open sky and travelling by short plump mount. He respects earthen magics still though if he's long since left his behind, sticks to odd rituals, birth, wedding and burial rites, and even indulges in some of the silly little superstitions he never believed in. For nostalgia's sake.

[thisthisthisandthis]

lolo and nik nation how are we feeling today

[babyyfaceddemon]

I cannot, for the life of me, find a metal-cover of Nik Kershaw's 'The Riddle', that is even slightly satisfying enough. They always leave me thinking "this needs to fuck harder" (ﾉಥДಥ)ﾉ︵┻━┻

[cherrycola27]

In case anyone is wondering how the lusty month of May is going for me, here's the highlights from the past few days

I slipped on my stairs and sprained my wrist

I currently have strep throat and covid with one week until our state exams

And I started my period two days early

So, if you need me, I'll be in bed trying not to die

[numtune]

Thinking of doing a rags to riches on here and just post the raw unedited flics kind of just like a chill thing on here Uk?

Don’t worry the Barry’s are coming and they’re staying I literally love them

In the middle of building them a new house because I feel like the old one is crowded

[queervegancryptid]

I have an appointment on Wednesday to see somebody about an IOP program that allegedly accepts my insurance. It may also be a total waste of time. I'm not trying to get my hopes up.

But it's something. I really have to find a new primary care doc. Today's appointment made that clear to me. People who haven't been through this may not know, but a lot of doctors have gaps in their knowledge, huge ones, around mental health. Especially eating disorders.

That's not the only issue with this doctor. But it's the most pressing one. I'm eccentric and happen to be trans, so I'm pretty sure I'm basically a novelty for him. That wouldn't be too much of an issue, but I'm trying to do battle with an illness that can and will kill me. I need a doctor who's competent and knowledgeable enough to do what they can to prevent that. At this point, I see no path forward in which this person is at all likely to do that. Because he doesn't see me as fully human, whether he knows it or not; I'm more of a roadside attraction, a freak, than anything legitimate or worthwhile. Being interested in me as a novelty is not the same as having my best interests in mind. It's like people who have a fetish for trans people but don't actually see us as people so much as bodies to fuck. Attraction is not the same as love or respect. Scientific curiosity is not the same as doing your job as a doctor.

As hard as this is to admit, I need help, and I know that I have to figure out how to get help on my own. One component of that is finding a doctor who understands what I'm going through and intends to do something to help me. That's not going to happen here.

I'm a novelty from the Island of Misfit Toys to some people, not a person or even a patient or client. That really fucking stings. It's kinda the last thing I need right now. So, I don't know how I'm going to do it, but something has to change. I don't know that I deserve it, but I need help, and this isn't cutting it.

[esynk]

tommy and nik back at it with the gay sex on dash :3

[bearman-ollie]

[thewindsofsong]

My COD OC, Betty Price

ngl, i am very nervous about posting this because i've never really shared any of my oc's before and probably some lingering cringe from my younger years.

Here's some basics tho:

Betty is two years older than John and they met shortly after he turned 18 and they got married within a year.

Betty is aro/ace and Price is gay. Their marriage is a lavender marriage and they both openly acknowledge this to each other

She's mostly a house wife but she has dabbled with selling some of her crafts

While She and John have discussed having children, especially when they were younger but they agreed that they didn't want do it

Betty does cook and send food over to the 141 via care packages when possible

All of the 141 have an open invitation to come over to the Price house and join her for a cuppa

Betty does enjoy a good English cuppa, but she does also put on a Gongfu style tea ceremony (she's of chinese decent)

At one point, John taught her some basic self defense and gun safety and prays that she'll never actually need to use it.

Betty does her best to stay a point of normalcy for everyone