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I hope this kills you and makes your day at the exact same time. I'm winging this btw and it's all improv in mah brain so it might be longer than expected, idfk, we'll see.
Thanks so much for existing and giving us this comic in the first place now suffer-
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Leo watched as Donnie continued talking, his movements exaggerated and his words ecstatic. The holograhic screen lit up every surface within a 2-foot radius, the words big and bright against the darkened atmosphere. Beside himself, Mikey and Raph shivered on each side, looking anywhere but at Donnie's face. And even though Leo understood why they couldn't bare to look their brother in the eye right now, something deep inside of him still burned with annoyance. Because despite everything, it was still Donnie! They just couldn't see it yet!
Not like Leo could see very well past the hard, stable shell that his twin had built around himself. Not like he could tell how Donnie was really feeling. Not like his tireless efforts to reach out and help did anything noteworthy.
All it got him was...
"...Oh! And how could I forget the infirmary machinery as well!" Donnie continued, his voice raised in a professional manner that would make anyone else think he was just giving a regular presentation. "The infirmary duties will obviously be passed onto you, Leo, since aside from Casey, you're the most medically knowledgeable. Plus, I know you won't disappoint."
Of course, Leo wasn't anyone else. He could hear the manic cry for life and freedom and pain in his twin's voice, no matter how quiet. It was there, faint and far away, somewhere that not even Donnie could find it, but it was still there and it needed answering.
Donnie just kept refusing to look in the right direction.
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It was well after midnight when Donnie pulled Leo aside for a chat about the affairs of taking on three positions at once. The leader of the resistance could barely piece together what Donnie was saying though, his words muffled by the bigger picture.
In the dead of night, as expected, Donnie's demeanor took a complete 180 shift, his expression barely masking the exhaustion and weakness he undoubtedly felt. His eyes were half-lidded and cloudy, a look that Leo's only ever seen thrice in those yellow and red irises. His shoulders, despite getting bonier and bonier by the day, were slouched in a lazy way that made the soft-shell look like a corpse. The purple hoodie he so much adored nearly reached his knees, the lost fat and muscle making the article of clothing seem bigger than it actually was.
But one of the worst aspects about Donnie's appearance didn't have anything to do with any signs of death or sickness. No... The thing that made Leo really want to throw up...?
Donatello was now shorter than Leonardo.
"C-come on, Donnie... Why would I need to learn any of this... Nerd... Stuff, if I already have you?"
A stupid question. Idiotic, dumb, foolish, stupid, demeaning, disgusting, stupid, gross, stupid stupid stupidstupidstupidstupid-
"Riiiiiight... Anyway, you'll need to remove that panel right there to get to the inner-workings of..."
But even though it was a stupid question, Donnie would've usually gone out of his way to answer it.
Why wouldn't he answer?
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Two weeks.
It had only been two weeks.
But it felt like a lifetime.
Donnie wasn't dead yet, thank whatever god that's still out there that he wasn't, but Leo still felt like he was. Donnie was literally just there, he was just right in front of him, talking about the schematics of something or other, running his mouth like he's been doing for the past few days. Nothing truly notable about Donnie's health had really changed, no weakening brain cells or crippling disabilities. The only things that had changed were Donnie's height again and his now inability to walk.
His inability to walk. Just two weeks ago he was bouncing off the walls and biting people's noses off.
However, despite all of the physical evidence that Donnie was very clearly still here and alive, Leo couldn't help but feel like a part of him was gone. Dead, deceased, whisked away by the winds of time... It was hard to explain, even for him, how something inside of him just kind of... Faded away.
The Death, as Leo pessimistically liked to call it, was a slow and agonizing process, beginning all the way back when Donnie first revealed his worsening condition and then continuing on until now. It began with just a little click, a little pinprick of emptiness and loss and HURT that Leo didn't know how to fix. Then that pinprick slowly grew into a scab, then a paper cut, then a scratch, then a hole, and then finally evolved to a gaping wound that would take years to fix. It was just this... This agonizing feeling of emptiness and loneliness that Leo hadn't even felt when Raph first died. (Haha, funny. He's already died twice by now. Hilarious.) And no matter how hard Leo tried to heal it with potions and bandages and medicine and melatonin, it never went away.
Not even when Donnie stood directly in front of him.
And isn't that just hilarious? Isn't that great? Isn't that just Splendid? Isn't that just the coolest Revelation That LEO'S EVER FELT?? ISN'T THAT SO INTERESTING????
Isn't it funny?
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Leo watched as Donnie continued talking, his movements exaggerated and his words ecstatic.
He watched the ghost wave goodbye with a dramatic flair and a little giddiness in his step, the small soft-shell turtle barely able to show his hand from inside the giant sleeve of his favorite hoodie.
Leonardo waved back, a sad, forced smile and a train track of dried tears gracing his face.
Red enveloped Leo's vision one final time, and soon enough...
The half of himself that somehow still remained...
Faded away.
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Haha get Disaster Twin'd idiot-
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I mean. Thank you. This is amazing and I love it with all my heart💜💙
#What horrible person would put characters through such trauma???#looks in a mirror#ah.#right.#dies casually#collapses#*$&=(@₩#heekoeiejdbxno#fic tag
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@yummycrummy
Do with this what you will
#yummycrummy#dhmis art#dhmis#ucr#fanart#dhmis fanart#not my au#yummycrummy smart roy au#kid roy#uncharged roy#wip animatic#dies casually#i need help#nixx draws#why are there so may tags#im too gay for this#me when#me when roy bite of 87'd his parents#omg no way#i love my art#blood tw#gore tw#cannibalism tw#cw: blood#cw: gore#cw: cannibalism
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i may or may not be obsessively talking about your favorite murder robot show so now i get to show it to my brother and am begging my sister to watch it
i swear every time i get a new hyperfixation it feels like my brain is vibrating when i talk about it /pos
explodes
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i am guilty of this
mostly cos the people im moots with are way older
way cooler
and i literally just cried because my idol just followed me
Do you ever become mutuals with someone you share an intense interest with and it becomes this limbo of "I want to be your friend SO fucking bad but I'll eat a shoe before dm-ing first"
#crum im looking at you#making grabby hands at my moots#I love you all and I hope you have eaten and had water and enough sleep today#keening#dying#going feral#absolutely feral#dies casually
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The fact that both Obi-Wan and Ahsoka think that the other died during order 66 and spend years mourning the other when they both survived is so heartbreaking
#obi-wan dies thinking that his grandpadawan is dead#and ahsoka never officially finds out he survived order 66#the only way she could find out is if luke casually mentions in one day#that would be devastating#to find out that your father figure who you’ve mourned for the past 20+ years was alive till recently and you never knew#and never got to talk to him#i love obi-wan and ashoka’s relationship#that clip from clone wars were obi-wan called ahsoka ‘our padawan’ to anakin is always in the back of my head#people really sleep on their father/daughter relationship#star wars#clone wars#obi wan kenobi#ahsoka tano#disaster lineage#star wars the clone wars
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big thing about the terror is how it treats every single death as a massive tragedy. from the death of david young in the first episode through every horror that follows every death scene is given enormous weight in the narrative, it never once feels like anyone is expendable despite most of the cast really not mattering that much. it's such a good choice to make tonally in a show about how these people are simultaneously tools of british colonialism and victims of the indifferent imperial machine.
#a lot of the weight comes from how much francis feels responsible for them#i love the little moment in the first ep when sir john casually lets francis know that david young died and francis reacts to it#excellent screenplay#the terror#the terror amc#the terror 2018#francis crozier#james fitzjames
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she’s like if the virgin mary smoked a pack of pall malls every day 🚬
#sims 4#the sims community#simblr#ts4#sims 4 edit#mysims#drawing/editing these tears took actual years off my life#editing this in general did but the tears were my hell#her name is norma jean named after her grandmother but she goes by either jeanie or jj#she works at the local convenience store and bartends at night when shes able to pick up shifts#shes the worst bartender in existence and refuses to lift anything over 2 pounds#she once convinced a customer to buy her a sweater because she looked a little cold while working#she lied and said her manager never lets them turn on the heat and casually mentioned pennys was selling her favorite sweater#and then described in detail exactly where the sweater was in the store#all she had to do was blink her big brown eyes and call them baby a few times and they immediately folded#she goes to church 7 days a week even though she hates it because that's what she did when her mom was still alive#and its one of the few things that helps her feel close to her mom#her mom died after she had to drop out of highschool to take care of her#she holds a lot of resentment for having to give up such a big part of her life#but at the same time blames herself for not being able to make her mom better#she doesnt believe in banks and hides money around her house to store it but she's also super forgetful#she'll randomly find money around the house and then treat herself like it was present she meant to leave for her future self#she loves crosswords but treats it like a fun game and refuses to check if her answers are ever right#there's ur fun little facts about jeanie 🫵🏼
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......ah.
So, @somerandomdudelmao I think you noticed how impactful your Donnie arc was for all of us, so let me add my little bit to the cries of the crowd. (as my disaster twins heart bleeds)
Oh and the song is called
Unfair - by The Neighborhood
It's junky and I wouldn't call it even an animatic but it became a giff before I moved on to something resembling a animation program so... Sorry for the quality but I think that emotions still are readable.
Obviously it is a redraw from your page so I hope that doesn't bother you
Someone said something about the next stage being bargaining... And. Well. I am already at depression.
But I trust you Cass!!!
I know you will bring it to a satisfying end! But for now let us cry.
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RADIOAPPLE COTL AU!
"What do you do when a mere scapegoat becomes so enamored with the God Of Death that they actually look forward to dying again and again just to see Him?"
"What do you do when said God Of Death yearns for the sacrificial lamb's PERMANENT DEATH and this very thought is actually the reason He smiles at them?"
"But it's only because He wants to own them FOREVER the only way He knows how??? ...For His Vessel's soul to be HIS to keep."
Basically, this is my COTL Radioapple AU idea! (NOTE: Read it all over again! This time, just the yellow highlighted words for a different experience and perspective on things! 😉 Trust me on this.) -Bubbly💙
#spacebubblearts#hazbin hotel#cotl#radioapple#appleradio#angst#sort of#misunderstandings#y'all were too happy too long#it's about time for drama me thinks#COTL AU#cult of the lamb#narilamb#implied#lucifer morningstar#alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#radio demon#god of death#king of hell#cult leader#“Alastor: How can you NOT know I was courting you? I made my intentions VERY clear!”#“Lucifer: You literally told me to kms and tried to take my soul on multiple occasions. 😑”#“Alastor: To keep you forever of course! I'm the God Of Death???”#“Lucifer: Wait no y is dis ded as rizz working tho- 😳”#NEVER think I wish to romanticize 'sewing-side' EVER#but when the God Of actual DEATH is involved it's kinda hard not to be so casual about the topic of the afterlife.#this has gotten more serious than I intended#lucifer x alastor#alastor x lucifer
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Imagine one day Persephone comes to camp and everyone is freaking out "it's so rare for a god to physically show up at camp ! She must have a very important quest to give !" But then she walks to Nico and says "Hi Nico, next time you see your dad can you tell him I forgot my dandelion earrings at his palace?" And he's like "for the love of Olympus Persephone I told you to not talk to me in front of other campers it's so embarrassing"
Bonus point if he's with Will and she looks at him and goes
Persephone, smirking : you must be Will
Nico : Persephone
Persephone: Nico told me quite a lot about you
Nico : I'll ask Alecto to bring your earrings back to you. Can you go now
#i love how all halfbloods are desperate to have *one* sign of their godly parent...#and this guy casually hangout with his dad stepmom and stepgrandma#pjo#nico di angelo#percy jackon and the olympians#persephone pjo#solangelo
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I think people should listen to a compilation of only Sasha James' lines. Istg 70% of her lines elicited this reaction from me
#she is absolutely unhinged#some lines from her statement. what she tells tim. how she talks in that monologue before she dies.#HOW SHE CASUALLY TALKS ABOUT INVADING JONS PRIVACY ON HIS BDAY GOOD LORD#insane. i love it#tma#the magnus archives#sasha james
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I like think David and Rowan met briefly as kids. Just the once on some kind of bring your kid to work day. They only made eye contact. Brief enough they don't remember it when they meet again later but... Idk I just think its a nice thought.
#Thinking a bit about TOU again...#tou#two of us!David#two of us!Red#dhmis#I cant remember if I mentioned this but Roy got parts for sets from Peterson's and Friends and Sons so they sorta worked together#Mr petersons like an independent contractor who came and went#Personal hc of mine is that if Roy and Lesley hadn't died when they did they woulda eventually set up an playdate between David and Rowan#And so they would have gotten to hang out and play as kids#They only would have ended up as casual friends tho unfortunately#David only bonded with Rowan as hard as he did cause of trauma and circumstances lol#me when I make it bittersweet teehee teehee#You get the life you always wanted but never bond with the person who meant everything to you
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Komik
Of Marissa and yn
Spoilers for sposre parts
Two for robbery and such
And rapidly decreasing quality
#fnaf security breach#fnaf#nixx drew a thing#fnaf au#spare parts#art#dies casually#literally so tired rn#marissa#spoilers#cw robbery
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jason: who the hell traumatized you?
nico: you want, like, a list?
jason:
nico: ?
jason: yes actually
#this was meant to be percy because i love pretending percy and nico are on casual friend terms#but yeah percy'd be on the list#nico di angelo#pjo#heroes of olympus#jason grace#percy jackon and the olympians#hoo#incorrect quotes
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The fact that all Gwen knows about her variants in other universes is that they're dead is so sad. Like imagine you want to know what happens to you in other dimensions and it turns out that wherever you look you mean nothing, you're so unimportant that there's no bigger role for you other than dying.
And I've seen you guys pointing this out, where she's looking at what looks like her own death and even if it's not this is not just a "love interest" Gwen, this is a superhero who is supposed to mean something, but she doesn't. She's only here to die. And so far this (our) Gwen doesn't have any reason to believe that she won't die very soon just like other Gwens.
I think that one of the main reasons why she's rejecting Miles is not just her trauma and all shit she's been through and the fear of dying like other Gwens when they're involved with Spider-Man, but also because if they start something and she dies this will hurt him too.
It's easy to say "canon events aren't true she shouldn't believe in that" but this isn't just a regular risk, this is her life we're talking about.
#my baby just wanted to stay alive#her death just casually appeared above her head and she's expected to continue the conversation normally#and it doesn't look like she died peacefully at all look at her#spider man across the spider verse#Spiderverse#across the spiderverse#gwen stacy#spider woman#spider gwen#ghost spider#to anyone who says that this is kravens last hunt he injured peter badly in that comic almost killed him#but that doesn't mean that she won't die either in hands of kraven or anybody else#or that this is just one canon event she has more but as far as she knows she'll die if she touches spider man or just die like that#but I'm not sure if it's even kravens last hunt pic she doesn't look well here either way#to me it looks like she's hurt here I didn't think about other possibilities until y'all said it could be but it's sus i think she's hurt
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Lucifer: When I was your age-
Alastor: *mocking him* When I was your height-
Lucifer:
Lucifer: Listen here you little shit-
#alastor *with THE BIGGEST shit-eating grin*: ahem- ‘’little’’ shit?#Lucifer: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT-#Alastor: do I?#Lucifer: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#Lucifer casually forgetting he could obliterate his problem without trying#Alastor seeing Lucifer casually defeat Adam like: oh man I could have died so many times holy shit#this is so low effort I’m sorry#Alastor#Lucifer#Hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin alastor#hazbin lucifer#Angel: *from a safe distance* JUST F*** ALREADY
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