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ficandkaboodle · 2 months ago

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Here's my OC, she has scrupulocity and is extremely uncertain/highkey regrettable about having basically nosedived into the Church of Ghost while experiencing religious guilt, but a bunch of tarot card readings said it was time for her to change her pace and get out of her comfort zone and she feels like she’s in too deep to leave. Unfortunately, being out of her comfort zone feels extremely bad and guilt-inducing and she’s about to just exist the rest of her life in a relentless fugue state to make up for it. Thankfully, there is Copia, who also somewhat straddles the fence in that while he is capable and even indulgent of sin, he is also very gentle about easing her into being more comfortable about just plain living her goddamn life with fewer regerts.

There. That's my OC: A self-indulgent creecher through which I put my increasing likelihood of OCD into even though I honestly have no idea how to conquer it. She will be my therapy doll.

#she is me making the dumb decisions I would make if my impulsivity and independence were just a bit stronger #omg she just like me frfr #the band ghost x reader #therapist: okay so the indicator says OCD is highly likely so next week we’re gonna do a few more evaluations —#me: say no more *takes my currently undiagnosed issues and applies them into a made up character so I have an excuse to hold Copia’s hand*#*and also somewhat walk through my weird convictions that I’m a bad person even though a part of me knows this can’t be true*#*but also to hold Copia’s hand while dying because PDA is overwhelming*

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