#*BITES THIS POST BITES THIS POST BITES THIS POST BI

[mblue-art]

someone is having thoughts (he's trying sooo hard to be nonchalant and chill)

[xonyxox]

sigh. my nipples in someone’s mouth when :( big hands around my entire waist when :( thumb in my mouth making me drool when :( sucking on the tip while scrolling on my phone when :( riding someone’s thigh when :( gentle words but rough thrusts when :(

[somedayslater]

i didnt read the last chapters since i discovered it was the end (but i was spoiled by tumblr lol)... i didnt want to believe it... i want to still look forward to new chapters of No Home :(

For the last few years eunyung and haejoon have been my companions. I healed a little while following the story of eunyung, feeling like its ok to be angry and wanting revenge on your family and the society that continues to want to keep you in a "house" where you are mistreated. How the world isnt made for children at all, the absolute unfairness of it all. That you can choose to keep going, and if you do so its ok to keep your distance with what hurts you.

I healed too with haejoon, who came to terms with the fact that he will always be overcome with sadness and grief from time to time, and when that happens he can only let himself feel and wait for it to pass, and try to look forward to the next day.

Honestly this manwha was the best ever. I couldnt read this manhwa as a form of escapism because it was too real. It pulled strings in my heart i didnt know i had, made me question a lot of things about myself, about others, about my relationship with others. It made me have painful discussion with a few people. Following this manhwa, most of the time, was really unpleasant lol. I hated then loved eunyoung, I liked and then disliked haejoon (yeah sorry haejoon, i think you can be really cruel and stupid and i wanted to strangle you a few times in the last arcs (i would NOT be friend with that guy lol) -thats why this character is so amazing). But i felt so much while reading it i wouldnt trade it for anything. It was funny, it was dumb, it was deep, it was enraging and healing, but most of all it was sincere. The most sincere depiction of what being a person in a deeply flawed society is, and how there's happiness even while surviving.

It was so frustrating to see the manhwa go in a direction i didnt want it to go ! I wanted it to become my cozy refuge, where every problems are magically solved, where haejoon and eunyung ends up understanding and loving each other in a cliché way, where theres a new home with my *fave charas* and its a series of feel-good interactions. Instead the problems kept pilling up, most of them didnt have a satisfactory conclusion, eunyung and haejoon kept hurting each other and distancing themselves. Haejoon just cut contact with his father without knowing what were his nefarious motives or without this guy facing any consequences, we dont know if eunyung's parents will keep bothering eunyung unchecked, we dont know if they're going to be happy and rich, or if, realistically, as orphans without generational wealth and deep traumas, they're going to end up in a shitty life situation.

And i couldnt thank wanan enough for this. They didnt take the easy way, the feel-good way, the way that would have given them a probably bigger fandom so a bigger source of money. I'm amazed by how they managed to hold this whole story so perfectly. Not a single misstep. Everything they draw was where it should have been, every action from the characters were understandable (and frustrating lol), the fucking subtlety of the developing relationships, no deus ex machina and no miserabilism. I didnt always agree with wanan's ethic or what i perceived of it (i think stealing or being violent is ok depending on the context, i dont think working hard to earn money is a virtue) but i respect how they choose to present it. I didnt talk about the other characters because honestly they didnt move me as much (except marie), but i love them so much too. I felt sad that eunyung and haejoon didnt become best friend 5ever (or even lovers hehe) but honestly, understandable lol. If i was one of them i WOULDNT become close with the other at all, so its kinda amazing they could still find this level of mutual understanding.

In short, wanan is an amazing story teller.

And an amazing image-composist (have no idea how to say this in english). The artstyle doesnt look like much, but this gave wanan a wide graphic range to convey emotions that wouldnt have been possible with a more sophisticated style i think -how will i forget the red swirlings mixing with eunyung skin ? The expressions, the choice of colors, the choice in showing something in particular without giving a clear explanation on why (often haejoon's surprised or contemplative face, which made me re-read chapters a few times to try to understand what was happening in his big head). It didnt feel like wanan thought their readers were stupid, nor did they play the fake-deep style. It was perfectly balanced.

And so even if i didnt read it, i have no doubt the end will be the same. Im so sad they decided to end this manhwa, but i know prolonging it would have been greedy and that ultimately, the manhwa would have suffer for it. Some authors do that : they have a popular series going on, and for whatever reason they keep writing new chapters without a clear goal and so the story becomes diluted, messy, useless. I love when they do this, because i can say goodbye to a story progressively as my interest in it wans, without feeling sadness or loss. But it makes me not think of the story at all in the future, since everything that was good about it became buried in new shitty chapters. Because wanan didnt do that, i know that i would think of no home for a long while, maybe forever,

,like i really lost companions when no home ended actually. Because it really, really hurts, knowing i wont be seeing new faces of the no home characters anymore. I know it sounds probably stupid ; i feel genuine grief here lol. I want to know what will happen to them, if they are alright, if they found a place in the world... if there is something to look forward after all, and i really dread not having answers every monday anymore. and the fandom is so small i cant comfort myself by re-entering the no home world every week or whatever... does anyone else feel this way ToT ? maybe i should participate myself but well,, i wouldnt know where to begin...

And saying that ! I'm almost never on this blog, i dont really have socmed accounts, i dont participate in fandoms at all. But I spent a looot of time reading and watching people who does -without being connected or interacting with posts or fanfics at all. AND i really want to thank you all for giving me so much material to chew, posts that made me think, fics that made me smile, drawings that inspired me, witnessing interactions that made me laugh. I was and i probably will continue to be a ghost on socmed, but i really want you to know that you had an impact on me and i was looking forward to your new posts (and will continue to!).

the "every no home chapter is a test of my willingness to Not blow my own brains out" and explosion eunhae monday of @skiptoyuri

the regular nohome posters which makes me happy to check tumblr regularly @shimamitsulover @lesbianpegbar @luckyswamps @tomoyoo @cloudbends @t0a2ter @solcarow @dragon-of-timeless-blue

the awesome artists who keep producing bangers nohome art @gohaejoon @maxsolosur @jjd5426 @bnnuycafe @ct-bunny @lentl-soup @fartaycat @jjd5426 @prokkoli @moxymaxing @ginangtan

the nohome posters that i enjoyed running into @pleuvoire @homolobotomized @podoro-vines @fmet @welpuu @revertrate @obstinaterixatrix @kulluto

the artists that made me interested in checking no home @cienfll @craysmo @ant-eaters @idledee @fruiitlins @froqpi-art @201918b @tinfishmeal @ohrsoh @30mingirlfriend

thanks @ditherslam for the awesome fanfics, obviously i read them all and they're some of my favourites. youre an amazing writer and i cant wait for the next chap of "your atoms"!!

thanks @homeless202 for being an insatiable nohome poster for a while (and @grannykombucha !)

im forgetting a lot of others but i really wanted to thank you all for your time, energy, work. i never interacted with your posts or with you but i really want to convey how cool it is that you all contribute to make no home a more well-known manhwa and the fandom alive

thank youuuu (hope the @ are ok tell me if its bothersome ill delete it)

and really, really, thank you wanan ! waaaa i want to cry

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

In honour of Pride Month:

Which egg would go all out for Pride month (plan fun events, graffiti the island with rainbows, etc)?

Psst. For this poll specifically I'll remind you all that "Combo" is an option you can pick if you think this applies to multiple eggs

[coolsvilleprincess]

Had an itch to draw Mortifer and Nikara because I was thinking about them teaming up so now it's the annual Warlock of the Year party and the theme is fur coats (I imagine Vincent's is faux but the other two who really is to say)

I do wonder how they would interact in a situation where both of them and Vincent are all lurking around the same party. Vincent and the gang attending the same awards party as both of Van Ghoul's exes would be a fun concept I think.

[timmie15]

pecs

Rusty and Iguazu's design by @beth4short-blog

[percephilous]

He's breaking out of the fucking narrative someone STOP HIM!!!!!!

Face closeups bcz he's my handsome little guy

[sunwarmed-ash]

look, all I'm saying is, if Stephanie Meyer came out as a polyamorous lesbian today I would not be surprised

[memoirs-of-a-sapphic]

05-25-24

Strawberry

Strawberry bed, Green, pink, and red, On the strawberry pillow I rest my head. Strawberry blanket, Green and pink sheets, In the strawberry bed I drift off to sleep. Red, pink, and green, Thread, lining, seams, Strawberry bed, strawberry dreams. Strawberry mind, An organized mess, Strawberry girlfriend in a strawberry dress. I spin her around, Ladies first, I insist, Slowly lean in for a strawberry kiss. Strawberry field, Strawberry skies up above, Strawberry kisses, strawberry love. -OvV- I love this one. It's a silly one but its great. I wrote it line by line in our chat the day after I bought a strawberry blanket and a strawberry pillow to match. I was super excited about it lol. I love my girlfriend. So much. Every breath I take reminds me of her and I would literally breathe her if I could.

[xonyxox]

Intro and Important Info ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊

(read before interacting!)

I go by Nyx here ♡ ︎I’m generally very horny all the time, so I decided to start posting so I have somewhere to put all the thoughts that float around in my brain, and maybe you to share them with! New account, not new user (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

my blog will be strictly 18+, so please act accordingly. no minors, blank blogs, married, terfs, homophobes, transphobes, etc.

About me જ⁀➴ ♡

I’m part of many fandoms, including (but not limited to) Arcane, Avatar (and Korra!! put respect on my girl’s name), Spiderverse, Star Wars, Marvel, Interview with a Vampire, etc. My likes will also probably be flooded with fanfics/fanart lol

I also love reading, painting (though it’s been a while), writing. Anything creative to pass the time. Always need music, of course

Speaking of music! I love most genres. I listen to anything from today’s pop, to punk, punk/rock, 50’s-60’s music, to dad rock, 70’s-80’s music, midwestern emo… so yes, a little bit of everything. However, it’s somehow not enough, and I’m always looking for more

Bisexual, but (unfortunately) leaning towards men

Red is my favorite color ❤️

Will probably be posting mostly nsfw since that’s what I made this for, but will have other content as well

Whatever comes up in my head and on my feed. I’ve abandoned personal blog. Fuck it, let freak and neat meet 🙂‍↕️

NSFW જ⁀➴ ♡

Mainly sub, but with dom tendencies. Depends how I feel that day

I’m down for anything sweet and vanilla, as well as anything a bit more intense

Love, love, loveee myself some praise, maybe a bit of degradation mixed in ❤️‍🔥

(good girl, pretty girl, good slut, little whore, etc.)

Size kink (5 feet to be exact)

Preference for older men. Yes, I have daddy issues (selective daddy kink)

LIGHT choking

Breeding (but not the pregnancy part,, no kids for me)

+ cockwarming mmmmhm

Biting? But not always in an NSFW way. Will sometimes bite out of no where, sometimes wanna mark you up all over

Will just lick and suck on ur chest all day idc. Let me drool all over

Always horny when intoxicated (weed and alc 😋)

Can’t think of much else on the spot, but otherwise peek at the blog!

Will probably be using “dick”/“cock” in text posts but this does not exclude straps/toys ! Just want something inside me :p

Hard no’s જ⁀➴ ♡

P*ss, scat

Feet

Pet play

Drugged, r*pe, kidnapped, assault, etc

Inc*st/fauxcest

Age play

“Kid”, “kiddo”, “dad”, etc.

If you DM, don’t be kinky right away. I will block your ass. (someone literally opened with “hey bitch” …yeah guess what happened) I’m expressive on here but I’m also a normal human being, not a sex bot

Anything similar/following these paths

Tags જ⁀➴ ♡

I’ll try to stay mostly organized on here, mostly for my own sanity :P Hopefully I’ll be able to keep up with these lol and update when needed

horny thought dumps- #nyxthots❤️‍🔥

general thought dumps- #nyxthinx💭

im obsessed with romantic cannibalism okay- #nyxnoms🫀

photo dumps (probably most/all from pinterest)- #nyxpix📷

music n such- #nyxnotes🎵

other, non-nsfw things- #nyxxtra

Asks & DM’s જ⁀➴ ♡

I do have a life outside of Tumblr and have notifs off, so I may not be active much other than posting in bursts late at night (in the US. Unfortunate, ik)

DMs for mutuals only; Asks open for everyone

Do not send any unsolicited pics or media of any kind, I also will not send in return.

We can also just chat about anything, doesn’t need to be spicy! Just be kind and considerate, and I will reciprocate 🫶🏻

Also pls don’t open with just “Hey” 😭😭 where tf am I supposed to go with that. I also suck at holding convos so if u give me nothing to work with then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I’ll probably be using queue to post sometimes, so even if there’s a recent one it doesn’t necessarily mean I’m active. I’ll also probably be posting mostly right before I go to sleep, so if you DM, be prepared to wait many hours until I respond.

I’ll try to keep this updated, but that’s all for now!

💋ྀིྀི,

N 🌙

[caveat-canine]

every time. every time I get weird about a fictional character (which is like two, arguably four of them, but it happens a lot), I deny myself the right to shout "im literally putting this dude in my mouth and chewing on him. maybe shaking him from side to side a little. like a squeaky toy" ignorantly forgetting that this site exists. Like a fool.

[someotherdog]

character: dovid open: m/f/nb plot: dovid is a college football player and brother of the beta delta chi fraternity. your muse is the bookish, wallflower type. as far as everyone knows, our muses have rarely ever interacted, but they've been secretly having a s/xual relationship for the past few weeks. it's up to you how your muse feels about it, but dovid personally feels pretty good about having their arrangement; both for the thrill of secrecy and the shame of hooking up with a nerd. based on the mtv show awkward. this post was made using beta editor, please do not reblog it in legacy as i no longer have access to it!

dovid didn’t want to say they were ashamed of them. that was how it seemed though, didn’t it? dovid couldn’t bring them back to the frat house, they’d drag him to hell and back if he walked in with them hand in hand, and he unfortunately cared more about what his brothers thought of him than what the person he had been sleeping with for weeks now did. that was why their trysts had to be done in secret, passing it off as a study session or sneaking away from a party to meet in their room, when everyone else on campus was at his frat house. he laid in their small bed, breathing heavily as his heartbeat began to slow down. another successful ‘meeting’, at least in dov’s opinion, he had to enjoy the post-coital bliss for the few minutes he could; soon his frat brothers would start to wonder where he was, no doubt about to blow up his phone with facetime calls and drunk texts if he didn’t go back to the beta delta chi house within the hour. with a quiet hum, dovid peeled himself off the sweaty sheets and began to collect his clothing, “i gotta tell ya, i think that was our best one yet!” he boasted, pulling his shirt back over his head, “i love our agreement, man. it’s like… the best of both worlds, y'know? we can just chill together when we want, then go back to our regular lives the rest of the time. it’s awesome!”

[elftism]

do u ever just look at a fandom and wonder if any of its members know how to read

[shoplifting]

they love him for his androgynous swag and dead-eyed stare

[memoirs-of-a-sapphic]

02-13-24

'Don’t be ridiculous,' you say.  I’m conspicuously Dodging meticulously  Your every attempt to kiss me,  And it's ridiculously  More funny. You're ambitiously  Trying, again and again, viciously  Trapping me. And I, unwilling, Evade you once more, suspiciously Extending my arm, maliciously  Attacking your knees, persistently  Tickle your feet. Reluctantly Letting you be, you're suddenly  Pulling me close, you're kissing me Sweetly— like you— deliciously. Slowly at first, affectionately, Holding me tight, so desperately, Your lips on mine, indefinitely. And I wish it could last an eternity, Solid foundation in uncertainty. For sure, we were meant to be— I love you and you love me. Now, I'm not superstitious, If maybe religious, Though the only one I'd consistently  Commit to is loving you religiously. As I bite your nose, assiduously, You say, "don't be ridiculous."

-OvV-

This is a silly one. One could say... ridiculous. It was a draft with 2 lines for about 2 months before I picked it up and finished it.

We had a moment once where I kept dodging her while she was trying to kiss me and she was like "bitch! let me love youuu! why are you like "dodged, weaved" ?!?!" I kissed her, obviously. She's so adorable when she's exasperated by my foolish antics. And sometimes I'll dodge her while saying "dodged, weaved" because I think it's funny. That's what this poem is about- me jokingly dodging her affection.

I also know that she isn't very ticklish at all but if I get her knees at the right moment or get the area under her knees, she will succumb to the tickles. And also feet and armpits.

[xonyxox]

hello im back and im high and i wanna dig my teeth into someone’s arm while they fuck me