#* 𝄞 . this is the hour i greet myself with the buck - eyed bravado of roadkill : ‟ dash game . „

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vanya      /      moi      /      jaylen @uncinerated

*      picrew !

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*      PICREW    .            /            tagged by @apocalypsedeterrent <3

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WHAT “EVIL” WOMAN FROM MYTHOLOGY / FOLKLORE ARE YOU?

LA LLORONA.      La Llorona ('the crying woman') from Mexican folklore is the ghost of a woman who steals children in order to drown them. She walks along the water wearing white, weeping for her son who she killed in a fit of madness. She is often described as a lost soul, doomed to wander the earth forever. There are things in your past that haunt you. You may sometimes be overcome by grief, but those who know you would describe you as resilient. You are highly emotionally expressive and introspective; the smallest things may lead you to tears. You are not bold, but you make up for it in compassion and warmth. You may make yourself too small, but this is something you can work on.

tagged by:      stole it from @mtchstck tagging:      @consequntial @guidest @initcne

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+      picrew .

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two lesbians            +      picrew.

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WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU?

JUSTICE.         what would you do to ensure justice? you know full well i don’t speak of lofty ideals and courts and magistrates, dearest. what would you do to those that hurt you? if i dropped them in your lap, what would you do? what kind of pain could you possibly inflict upon them? you are right to do so. you are right to want to do so. ignore the screaming, dearest, you are the hand of justice now, and they hurt you. do not look too closely at their faces, dearest. you are within your rights. you spell out your own rights, now. are you happy about it? are you certain that this is the right person you hold by the hair? does your anger hurt less now?

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 bold what your muse can do.    italicize for something they can do to some extent.

bake a cake from scratch  /  ride a horse   /  drive a submarine  /  speak a second language  /  dance   /  catch a fish   /  play an instrument   / throw a punch  /  ice skate  /  unclog a drain /  program a computer  /  change a flat tire / fire a gun /  sew  /  juggle  /  play poker  / paint  /  fly a kite  /  sculpt  /  write poetry  /  change a diaper  /  sing  /  shoot a bow and arrow  /  ride a bike  /  swim  /  sail a boat  /  do a back flip  /  play chess  /  give cpr /  pitch a tent  /  flirt  / stitch a wound  /  read palms  /  use chopsticks  / write in cursive /  use an electric drill  /  braid hair  /  make a campfire  /  make a mixed drink   / do sudoku puzzles  /  wrap a gift  /  give a good massage  /   jump-start a car  / roll their tongue  /  do magic tricks  /  do yoga  / tie a tie or cravat / skip a rock / shuffle a deck of cards  /  read morse code  / pick a lock   / fly a plane rocketship  /  train a dog/cat  /  fix a car  / apologize /  write a business letter  / write in a second language   /  say the alphabet backwards  /   read music  /  cook complex meals  /  change oil  /  paint nails  /  draw  /  socialize  /  march  / take apart a gun  /  drive a rig  /  operate a tank  /  climb a tree  /  rock climb  /  tie a cherry stem  /  basic first-aid /  draw blood  /  put out a fire

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muse battle edition.

fight  honorably / fight  dirty  /  prefer close-quarters /  prefer  range  /  chat  during  /  go  silent   /  low  pain  tolerance  /  high  pain  tolerance  /  attack  in  bursts  /  attack  steadily  / go  for  the  kill /  aim  to  disarm  /  fight  defensively  /  strike  first /  provoke  easily  /  provoke  their  opponent  /  tease  /  get  visibly  frustrated  /  shout  while  attacking  /  use  strategy   /  focus  on  their  battle  /  experience  conflicting  thoughts  during  battle  /  rush  in  recklessly / try  to  read  their  opponent  before  fighting  / fight  wildly   / fight  calmly  / fight  with ��anger  /  fight  with  excitement  /  fight  because  they  have  to /  fight  because  they  want  to  /  fight  without  regard  to  wounds /  run  away  when  wounded  /  hide  wounds  / take  a  blow  to  protect  another  /  prefer  a  blade  /  prefer  a  gun  /  prefer  a  bow  /  prefer  a  shield  /  prefer  a  spear  / prefer  a  personalized  weapon  /  prefer  magic  or  spells  /  prefer  brawling   /  their  greatest  weakness  is  physical  / their  greatest  weakness  is  mental  /  their  greatest  weakness  is  emotional  /  transform  for  battle  /  fight  as  they  appear  /  rely  on  strength  /  rely  on  speed  /  use  everything  they  have /  hide  their  full  potential  / exhaust  quickly  / high  stamina /  doubt  their  strength  /  proceed  with  caution  /  behave  arrogantly  /  brag  after  landing  a  hit / belittle  foes  abilities  /  use  psychological  tactics  /  use  brute  strength  /  avoid  civilians /  strike  down  civilians  /  damage  surroundings  /  avoid  damaging  surroundings  /  signature  fighting  style  /  making  it  up  as  they  go  /  mastered  skillset  /  learning  their  skillset  / fancy  footwork  /  sloppy  footwork  /  messy  fighter  /  elegant  fighter  /  accept  defeat  /  refuse  defeat  /  beg  for  mercy  /  compliment  their  opponent  /  insult  their  opponent  /  use  unnecessary  movements  (  flips,  twirls  )  /  move  efficiently  /  barely  move  /  prefer  to  dodge  /  prefer  to  block  /  defend  their  blindside  /  has  no  blindside  /  use  all  available  advantages  /  strictly  use  one  main  method  /  play  around  /  hold  back  / fight  ruthlessly  /  show  mercy  /  wait  for  opponent  to  be  ready  /  strike  when  opponent  isn’t  ready  /  fear  death  /  fear  pain  /  fear  killing  /  has  PTSD  /  avoid  fighting  /  has  lost  a  fight /  has  won  a  fight  /  has  killed  /  refused  to  kill  /  want  to  die  standing  /  would  succumb  slowly

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YOUR LIFETRAP:   EMOTIONAL DEPRIVATION.

EMOTIONAL DEPRIVATION, 79%.

SOCIAL EXCLUSION, 75%.

UNRELENTING STANDARDS, 71%.

At root, you have a feeling of being chronically disappointed in other people. That they will let you down. We are not speaking about a single case of disappointment. Your conclusion, as a result of past relationships, is that you cannot count on people to be there for you emotionally. It is a sad and heavy sense of knowledge.

Because you have faced so much deprivation in your life, you feel that it is frightening to make yourself vulnerable to others and ask for what you need. You may protect yourself from closeness by choosing partners who are unavailable, or someone who is physically there but mentally cold and ungiving. In this way, you perpetuate your sense of being neglected. It feels as if no matter where you turn, you encounter deprivation.

Emotional neglect is part and parcel of intimate relations for you. But, at least in part, this neglect also arises because it is dangerous for you to ask for what you truly want. You have become very invested in doing the opposite; that is, keeping yourself invulnerable in close relations to protect yourself from disappointment.

To avoid the hurt of the deprivation you have felt, you focus on how others have let you down and disappointed you. You can easily access anger about past relationships, but it is difficult for you to feel the pain.

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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘  :  𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃𝐒. ( italic  : somewhat   /   bold :  very   /   bold-italic :  exponentially   /   strike :  out )

SPARROW.     innocence.   big dreamer.   waking up too early.  walking home.   being afraid of meeting new people.   slim hands.   always cold.   reading a book under a tree.   the smell of the forest.   missing your home.

EAGLE.   independent.   caring too much for others.   sharp looks.   walking through the city late at night.   the tallest and most spectacular building.   iron.  being single and okay in a world that tells you that being single is bad.

SWIFT.    falling in love easily and heavily.   traveller.   the infinity of the bluest sky.   storms.   broken smiles.   forgetting people who used to be your beloved ones.   feeling out of place.   mistrusting people.   a fleeting romance.

CROW. feeling as if you have seen so much and as if you know a lot. prejudging.   tight hugs that leave you breathless.   a grey sky.   serenity.  intelligence.   being left behind.   chains.   smoke.   the pride of someone wise.

DOVE.  petals.   jealousy.   being tired of living with the same old faces.   whispered secrets.   marble. sundresses.   white clothes.   the first sunset of winter.   pride in who you are.   learning to get over someone.

SEAGULL.    family.   golden light.   the sea murmuring in your ear.   summer afternoons. caramel ice cream.   collecting seashells and other things and calling them treasures.  living breezy and carefree.   swimming in the sunlight.

CANARY.    artistic. getting excited easily.   dancing and singing while you are alone.   looking at your friends having fun.   no phone.   being afraid of judgement.   spring.   a meaningful gift.   the first ray of sunlight.

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*      picrew .

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▌real name:  vanya h.argreeves. ▌single or taken:  single,   generally. ▌abilities or powers: sound - based telekinesis,   mild weather control. ▌eye colour:  dark brown / white. ▌hair colour:  brown. ▌family members: reginald h.argreeves,   father,   deceased.   grace h.argreeves,   mother.   pogo,   uncle figure.   luther,   diego,   allison,   klaus,   five,   ben,   siblings.   all adoptive. ▌pets: none. ▌something they don’t like:  small / crowded spaces. ▌hobbies/activities:  violin.   reading.   picks up baking as well after a bit. ▌ever hurt anyone before:  lmao yes. ▌ever killed anyone before:  lmao. ▌animal that represents them:   shrike   ( small but capable of being vicious ). ▌worst habits:  selfish,   has trouble seeing things from others’ perspectives,   isolates herself,   assumes either the worst or the best in people despite signs to the contrary either way,   extremely stubborn. ▌role models:  none,   really   :   bases her choices on what would her siblings not do moreso than what would ___ do. ▌sexual orientation:  lesbian. ▌thoughts on marriage/kids:  doesn’t see herself ever getting married,   though if the right person came she would.   definitely doesn’t think she’ll ever have kids. ▌fears:  severe claustrophobia,   fear of complete silence,   fear of not being good enough. ▌style preferences:  comfort over fashion. ▌someone they love:  klaus & five are the siblings she’s closest to   &   the only ones she can genuinely say she loves without an asterisk attached.   also,   shoutout to @consequntial,   her wife,   &   @psychexch,   her best friend,   both of whom she absolutely adores. ▌approach to friendships:  she’s not very good at friendships,   honestly.   clicks best with people she can talk to openly,   people who don’t care who her family is,   people who she doesn’t have to constantly impress. ▌thoughts on pie:  big fan.   pie was definitely one of the few treats grace was allowed to make for the kids,   and vanya’s favorite is pumpkin pie. ▌favourite drink:  lattes! ▌favourite place to spend time at:  at home,   at her orchestra’s theatre,   at local cafes or libraries.   quiet places,   but quiet places where she isn’t entirely alone. ▌swim in the lake or in the ocean:  honestly i don’t think she knows how to swim ▌their type:  people who are smart,   who are caring,   who will push her out of her comfort zone just enough   &   try new things with her ▌camping or indoors:  indoors!!!   vanya has never been camping and has rarely left new york and she would Not Enjoy It!!

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TAGS 01.

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which  hero  are  you?        ›        tagged  by:   @1uther !    tagging:  the  first  five  on  my  activity  feed  / @monalsasmile @jopheil @wirelies @signedfate @hargrump

tragic hero  ( 81% ) :      you are most like the tragic hero.      the tragic hero is a hero who tries to be heroic,      but eventually fails.      or if he doesn't exactly fail at his goal      (e.g. hamlet),      his story has a sad ending.

›    conflicted hero      :      65% ›    anti - hero      :      55% ›    unwilling hero      :      50% ›    willing hero      :      39% ›    lovable rogue      :      18%

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