#* eris ain't dysfunctional like you girl / headcanons !
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chainsmckerarchive2 · 5 years ago
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anyways regan has never celebrated christmas being jewish but they had a tree after her mom married june. she didn’t do much w christmas until this year when val wanted to get a tree for the house. (leah doesnt really celebrate christmas anymore and tobias is also jewish.) so they got a tree together and they went out and bought cute jewish ornaments for the tree so it could be both of theirs and regan & valerie are the cutest couple ever okay
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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about the wannabe war goddess
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1) What does your muse smell like? notes of leather and cigarette smoke, a general aroma of the citrus perfume she wears and the citrus deodorant she uses, all mixed with the smell of apricots from her shampoo.
2) How often does your muse bathe/shower?  she takes a bath at least twice a week, mostly to treat herself and make her feel better. she showers probably three to four times a week. unless she is injured in some way, then she showers/bathes more.
3) Does your muse have any tattoos or piercings? to start, she has two piercings in each ear, and an industrial in her right ear. regan has many tattoos. her first tattoo was dedicated to her favourite band, letlive. it is their ll. logo on her left forearm. she has a minimalist golden gate bridge going down her right side (similar to this). she has a minimalist feather on her right arm, near her wrist. she has a geometric scorpion with watercolours on her right thigh. she has this daisy (her sister’s favourite flower) with morgan’s name written in cursive into the stem. near morgan’s name, the hebrew word for love is tattooed. finally, she has a lambda on her inner left wrist. she is planning to get molon labe tattooed, as well.
4) Any body movement quirks (e.g. tapping heel, shaking knee)? she cracks her knuckles often, cracks her neck a lot -- honestly, she cracks joints all the time. when she’s focused on something, she shakes her leg or taps her foot on the ground.
5) What do they sleep in? pajama shorts and an old t-shirt, usually an oversized hand-me-down from her best friend/roommate tobias or her older brother michael.
6) What’s their favorite piece of clothing? her black leather jacket. it’s her favourite thing to wear, and she wears it all the time. it’s got pins all over it and some patches on the back.
7) What do they do when they wake up? she rolls over, grabs her phone, and scrolls through useless apps for a bit. then she uses the bathroom like an Adult.
8) How do they sleep? Position? sprawled all over, usually clutching a pillow. she sleeps generally with one blanket, but in the summer/warmer months, it’s usually only a sheet. she’s got about four or five pillows, not included the one she holds most of the time. she’s also got two stuffed animals she sleeps with. growing up, her favourite animal was a lion while morgan’s was an elephant. regan name the lion leo and morgan named the elephant ella. they got them on their third birthday and slept with them their whole lives; now that morgan is gone, regan sleeps with ella the elephant, too.
9) What do their hands feel like? calloused, rough, like they’ve seen intense work. her knuckles are bumpy in odd places, showing her breaks she’s accumulated throughout the years. she uses hand lotion often, however, though mostly it’s so that people don’t feel her calloused hands (from sword fighting and being a vigilante) when she shakes hands with them.
Instructions: Fill out the questions about your muse, repost don’t reblog, and tag as many people as you want.
Tagged by: @astroboots​ Tagging: whoever wants to steal this !
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catastropheyes-a · 8 years ago
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  REGAN FISHER + INSPIRATION – GRECO-ROMAN MYTHOLOGY
            ARES, GREEK GOD OF WAR & BLOOD LUST; GREEK: AREΣ             BELLONA, ROMAN GODDESS OF WAR & DESTRUCTION; LATIN: BELLONA             ENYO, GREEK GODDESS OF WAR & CITY DESTRUCTION; GREEK: ENYO             ERIS, GREEK GODDESS OF WAR & STRIFE; GREEK: EPIΣ             NEMESIS, GREEK GODDESS OF VENGEANCE & RETRIBUTION; GREEK: NEMEΣIΣ             VIRTUS, ROMAN GOD OF BRAVERY & MILITARY STRENGTH: LATIN: VIRTVS
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chainsmckerarchive2 · 5 years ago
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REGAN + MORGAN’S BIOLOGY
an object or a system is chiral if it distinguishable from its mirror image; that is, it cannot be superposed onto it.
they split late, at around 11 days. they are identical mirror twins. morgan was right handed and situs solitis, while regan is left handed and situs inversus
situs inversus means all of regan’s organs are on the opposite side of her body. she has dextrocardia, meaning her heart is on the right side of her chest. situs solitis is the normal position of organs, the way most people’s organs are arranged.
being mirror images, their fingerprints are literally the reverse of each other. their hair whorls in the opposite direction, the mole on their upper lip is on the opposite side – they are exact mirrors of each other.
at first glance, they might just appear to be normal identical twins, but after being around them long enough, people start to realise they’re mirrors of each other.
jolene has never had a problem telling them apart. after you’ve been around them for a bit, it becomes easier.
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chainsmckerarchive · 6 years ago
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THE OTHERS
regan wendy fisher aka eris, leader, from san francisco
bobbi yue xiao aka blur, from los angeles
iris joan gordon aka skadi, from portland
artemis athena murdoch aka asteria, from new york
rosalie anne miller aka arkana, from miami
valerie jane beauchamp aka echo, from new orleans
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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regan + languages
grew up in america and spoke english at home with her family
learned german from her mother and grandparents, though they didnt really speak it much anymore. took german all four years of high school, however.
took greek (modern and ancient) while in college, as well as latin. even took summer courses of the languages to learn faster and stay fluent. this helps in her career as a classical historian, as she is able to translate things.
has learned hebrew from her grandparents, her mom, her aunt, and her uncle. her grandparents are german-born israeli immigrants and as such, they spoke hebrew. they were still learning english when they immigrated to the us, and so they spoke hebrew at home with their children. she picked up on a lot of the words growing up, and has become near fluent since. she really only speaks it with her grandparents anymore.
she’s conversational in yiddish and knows a bit of ashkenazi.
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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fun little character game !     fill in the below categories with 3 — 5 things that your character can be identified by.     repost & tag away !
EMOTIONS / FEELINGS.
rage.
revenge.
power.
grief.
loss.
COLORS.
jester red.
cabernet.
windsor wine.
jet set.
sparkling grape.
SCENTS.
leather.
sea mist.
evergreen forests.
lavender and vanilla.
cranberry and pomegranate.
CLOTHING.
jean and/or leather jacket, black skinny jeans, combat boots, graphic tee.
crop top, highwaisted jeans or shorts, canvas shoes.
bralette, wide-brimmed hat, sunglasses, sandals, short shorts.
kevlar woven fabric, hood, eye mask, heavy duty combat boots.
sweatpants, sweater, fuzzy socks.
OBJECTS.
perfectly smithed xiphos, leather wrapped hilt.
candles, mostly lavender and vanilla.
small locket, oval shaped, with a topaz laid in the centre. the name morgan is etched on the back in dainty cursive.
iphone 6, red case, black earbuds always attached.
fleece tie blanket, red on one side, purple on the other. made by regan and morgan when they were seven.
VICES / BAD HABITS.
smoking cigarettes excessively.
knowingly entering dangerous situations; extreme recklessness coupled with carelessness.
working herself too hard; pushing her body to limits it was never meant to handle.
enjoying the violence of her vigilantism, feeling refreshed as her sword pierces a gut.
obsession with revenge, with vengeance, with justice.
BODY LANGUAGE.
dark, stony eyes, brows set sharply, head slightly tilted -- anger and restraint all in the same look.
right hip raised slightly, fingers on left hand wiggling slightly as they itch for the handle of a blade or the trigger of a gun.
dancing in combat; moving with elegance as she slashes through her opponents.
slumped shoulders, fluttering eyelids, head lulling forward only to be yanked back: exhaustion.
devious smirk, devilish glint in her wild eyes, glee on the rest of her face.
AESTHETICS.
a broken mirror, with the origin of the shatter very clearly being a fist.
sitting on the beach, a greenish blue fire blazing in front of her, the gentle roll of the bay’s waves lapping up mere yards from her feet.
neon lights reflecting brightly in puddles, rain soaked streets, drops of rain glinting under street lights.
the moon bright and full, a cacophony of howls drifting through pine trees like a heavy wind.
eyes closed, rain hitting the window, the sound of wind rushing between trees.
SONGS.
MUTHER -- letlive. mother, you know i’m sorry, but sorry’s pregnant with remorse // don’t you cry, mama, we’ll be okay.
THANK YOU FOR THE VENOM -- my chemical romance. sister, i’m not much a poet but a criminal. and you never had a chance.
LONELY DAY -- system of a down. the most loneliest day of my life -- such a lonely day, and it’s mine. it’s a day that i’m glad i survived.
CONTROL -- halsey. and all the kids cried out, “please stop, you’re scaring me.” i can’t help this awful energy. goddamn right you should be scared of me.
WREAK HAVOC -- skylar grey. they call me a menace, they say that i’m cursed // cause bad habits, they die hard. we live fast, we die hard. go against me, you’ll die hard. // i dine with the blood on my hands, thrive when i’m beatin’ the man.
tagged  by :  stole from @warjournaling tagging: my baes @seiismic @solefires @shieldchosen @lethalintelligence and anyone else who wants to steal this !! just tag me in it so i can see !
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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regan + greek myth inspiration
ERIS. goddess of strife and discord. ARES. god of war. NIKE. goddess personification of victory. ENYO. goddess of war. ALALA. goddess personification of the war cry. NEMESIS. goddess of revenge.
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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the only thing regan can actually COOK on a STOVE is grilled cheese. everything else? she uses the microwave. wants rice? microwave. wants mac n cheese? microwave. wants a cookie? makes a fuckin mug cookie.
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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regan + killing
at first, it wasnt something she would do. she would spare everyone she came across, instead leaving them at a local precinct
after the first time she killed someone, she was scared. not exactly scared that she would get caught (and believe me, she was scared of that) but she was scared at how much she enjoyed it. it’s not that she loved the feeling of killing someone, but the power it gave her to take the life of someone she knew deserved it.
she doesnt like killing people. she hates it. she hates that she feels powerful doing it. she hates that she loves that feeling of power.
this has something to do with the fact that she is descended from the goddess of war.
regan takes some solace in the fact that she’s not a murderer. she doesnt kill people out of nowhere -- it’s almost always in a fight. the few times it hasnt been a fight, it was a preemptive strike.
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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BAD HABITS.
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swearing | fingernail biting | slouching | slurring | drinking | smoking | doing drugs | impulse decisions | impulse shopping | bad time management | slang | poor grammar | overworking | slacking off | over sleeping | under sleeping | skin picking | scab picking | poor eye contact | lying | rambling | interrupting | muttering under their breath | humming/singing to themselves | talking to themselves | talking with their mouth full | skipping breakfast | junk food | self criticism | procrastinating | day dreaming | forgetful | envious | jealous | gossiper | overreacting | secret teller | spitting | lip licking | lip chewing | eye rolling | sniffing | squinting | drinking from the bottle | putting feet up on tables | yelling | poor hygiene | impatient | hot headed | biased | complaining | cheek biting | teeth gnashing | stealing | scamming | speeding | hair pulling | large ego | eavesdropping | exaggerating | fidgeting | littering | one-upping | whining | “borrowing” without returning | unnecessary aggression | talking during performances | plagiarism | glaring | spacing out | ignoring | over critical | messy | hateful |
tagged by: no one im a Thief tagging: anyone who wants to do this!
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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fighting stuff
she started out with just karate and taekwondo as a kid !!
regan originally started taking martial arts to feel close her dad, who was always gone and rarely stopped by to see her and her siblings. she kept with it bc it made her feel powerful
after that, she started picking up kickboxing, boxing, krav maga, judo, brazilian jiujitsu, and muay thai
the more she fought, the better she felt abt herself, especially after she was raped. it gave her a sense of strength and gave her a way to make her feel strong and powerful and unstoppable
while in college, regan started a support group for rape survivors and taught self defence. it was instrumental in her own recovery, and it still remains instrumental today. after word of the group got around campus, she started teaching other self defence groups w what she’s learned
after her brother got back from his last tour of duty, he began teaching her the mixed martial arts they learned at the marine corps. their father wasnt pleased abt it, but regan and michael both didnt care
fighting with a sword is very different, however. she fenced in high school, so she used some of her techniques she learned there, but she needed more training. regan searched for a mentor and found one in one of michael’s friends; holly blake, ex south african spec ops and a bladed weapons expert.
once michael formed sting, his paramilitary operation, she began training with all of his spec ops friends, all of them teaching her their different country’s fighting techniques. it was there that she learned how to fire just about every gun. they taught her how to take them apart and put them back together.
after training with them for about six months, she began her vigilante mission in april of 2017. she didnt adopt a name until july, once people started to catch on to what she was doing.
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chainsmckerarchive · 7 years ago
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fun facts!
regan has powers ! she just doesnt know it yet! mostly bc her powers are, at the moment, subtle enough that she doesnt notice them. she has heightened strength but, as a trained mixed martial artist, she figures it’s just bc she’s stronger than average
all the members of the brood have powers similar, save for noah, liz, and naomi
aside from heightened strength, she also has enhanced stamina, slightly enhanced speed, and an accelerated regeneration factor. she also has weapon mastery, meaning she can pick up any weapon ever created and know how to use it instantly.
though not yet activated, she will eventually gain the power of weapon generation and weapon control. this won’t be for some time, however.
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chainsmckerarchive2 · 5 years ago
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𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄   REGAN WENDY FISHER
𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐄𝐂𝐇
# 𝙾𝙵 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 𝙻𝙰𝙽𝙶𝚄𝙰𝙶𝙴𝚂:    1    /    2    /   3 +
𝚃𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙾𝙵 𝚅𝙾𝙸𝙲𝙴: high    /    average    /    deep
𝙰𝙲𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃:   yes  /     soft   /    no
𝙳𝙴𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽𝙾𝚁:    confident   /    shy    / approachable   /    hostile    /    other
𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴: slumped    /   straight    /   stiff   /   relaxed
𝙷𝙰𝙱𝙸𝚃𝚂:     head tilting /    swaying    /    fidgeting   /    stuttering    /    gesturing    /   arm crossing   /   strokes chin    /   er, um, or other interjections    /   plays with hair / clothing    /    hands at hips    /   inconsistent eye contact    /   maintains eye contact    /    frequent pausing   /   stands close    /   stands at distance
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐓𝐘
𝚅𝙾𝙲𝙰𝙱𝚄𝙻𝙰𝚁𝚈:     ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼
𝙴𝙼𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽:    ◼ ◼ ◻ ◻ ◻
𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝚄𝙲𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙴:    ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘
𝙵𝚁𝙴𝚀𝚄𝙴𝙽𝙲𝚈:     ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼ ◼
𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙸𝚅𝙸𝚃𝚈:    ◼ ◼ ◼ ◻ ◻
𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐘.  arse. ass.   asshole.   bastard.  bitch.  bloody.   bugger.    bollocks.    chicken shit.   crap.    cunt.    dick.    frick.   fuck.    horseshit.   motherfucker.  piss.    prick.    screw.    shit.    shitass.    son of a bitch.    twat.    wanker.    pussy.
𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓. christ on a bike.    christ on a cracker.   damn.    goddamn.   godsdamn.   hell.    holy shit.   jesus.   jesus christ.   jesus h christ.    jesus h.    roosevelt christ.    lord sithis have mercy.   jesus, mary and joseph.   sweet jesus.  seven hells.   jesus fucking christ
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓?     contractions or enunciation ?    straightforward or cryptic ?   jargon or toned ?    complexity or simplicity ?   finding the right word or using the first word that comes to mind ?   masculinity, neutrality, or femininity ?    formalities or abrasiveness ?    praise or equivocation ?    frankness or lies ?   excessive or minimal hand gestures ?   name-calling or magnanimity ?   friendly or blunt nicknames ?
𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒
𝙳𝙾 𝙿𝙴𝙾𝙿𝙻𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙰 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙳 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝚁 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 ?
 almost always    /    frequently  /    sometimes    /   rarely  /    never
𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁’𝚂 𝙿𝙾𝙸𝙽𝚃 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙰𝙲𝚁𝙾𝚂𝚂 𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙸𝙻𝚈 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙰𝙺 ?
 almost always    /   frequently    /   sometimes    /    rarely    /    never
𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 ?
 almost always    /   frequently   /   sometimes    /    rarely    /    never
𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙱𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝚃𝙾 𝙴𝙽𝙳 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 ?
almost always    /   frequently    /    sometimes    /    rarely    /    never
𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚄𝚂𝙴 ‘𝚆𝙷𝙾𝙼’ 𝙸𝙽 𝙰 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 ?
 yes    /    no    /    only ironically
𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃𝚂 𝚃𝙾 𝙼𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙰 𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙿𝙾𝙸𝙽𝚃.  𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙳𝙾 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝚄𝚂𝙴 ?
but    /    though    /   although   /   however  /    perhaps   /    mayhaps
𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙴𝙽𝙳 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 ?
 walk away    /    ask if that’s everything    /    say that that’s everything    /   give a proper goodbye   /    tell their company they’re done here  /    remain quiet   /    they don’t
𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙰𝙳𝙳𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂 ?
 titles    /   first names   /   surnames    /    full names    /    nicknames
𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚂𝙾���𝙸𝙰𝙻 𝙲𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚂 𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙰𝚂𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙶𝚂 𝚃𝙾, 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙼 𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙰𝙺 ?
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catastropheyes-a · 8 years ago
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REGAN FISHER INSPIRATION + SOCIAL MEDIA
                      a weird twitter/instagram hybrid magical social media thing??
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catastropheyes-a · 8 years ago
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                i. they never tell you what it’s like to sit in the front row of a funeral. there’s no group to help you through that. you just have to sit there, on your own, black fabric clinging to every inch of your body, the only colour the red around your eyes. they don’t tell you what it’s like to cry on display when your mother eulogises her daughter. they don’t tell you about your brother crying next to you and your absentee father sitting there showing emotion for once.
                ii. they never tell you what it’s like to talk to the police about your sister’s murder. watch all the crime procedurals you want, nothing prepares you for that moment. the light is harsh, the table is cold, the questions are probing and accusatory. they’re just doing their job, isn’t a comforting thought, but it’s the only one you can have. they never tell you when they thank you for your time they’re really thanking you for an obligation.
                iii. they never tell you what it’s like to hear the police have a new lead that they’re chasing, only to have it not pan out. they don’t tell you what it’s like for the lead detective to look you in the eyes and say i’m so sorry, the lead was a dead end. they don’t tell you what it’s like to break down in an interview, the man who’s looked at the pictures of your sister’s dead body every day for weeks the only one to comfort you.
                iv. they never tell you how to deal with the grief. no one tells you how to breathe after you lose a part of you. no one tells you how to fall asleep knowing you’ll never see her again. no one -- absolutely no one -- tells you how to deal with losing someone so suddenly and so horribly.
                v. they never tell you. but you figure it out on your own. you are regan wendy fisher, and you will claw your way through this world if you have to.
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