#* // Mika AU ( I need your blood or I'll lose my mind / feral )

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@preciousangelyu got mika!! ( my feral au )

White cape lifted in the wind and the blonde felt his mouth ache, his fangs were causing his gums to swell as they throbbed. He needed blood, but simply refused to take from Humans, and had even ran from Krul ( his mistress ) and stayed far from Ferid and the other vampires, simply wanting to protect his family ( Yuu and the others he had known for a while. ) A gloved hand balled into a fist as the thirst grew rapidly, his eyes beginning to shine a deep crimson ( more than his usual color. )

Mika panted, gripping his throat with fingers, wishing he could just tear it out and bleed to death, if only to stop the damned hunger he had for blood. He had to find Yuu, they'd know what to do, but he was afraid, as the pull of the desire for blood was stronger than it had been, and Mika didn't wish to hurt his family.

Eyes were puffed from tears, and his throat was red from scratching with his gloves off. He had already been away from the Humans, his family just because he knew it was happening, but now he needed some kind of help, however scary it might be.

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Mika's groans filled the dripping alley they were in, no other sounds around but the sound of Mika inhaling the life fluid his body so badly craved, unlike any other Vampire. He wasn't sure how he got to that point, being so ravenous, but Yuu was there, nothing bad could happen, right?

The feeling of the hand on his snowy skin went nearly unnoticed, till his hair was pushed back from his ear. Mika normally hated people seeing his ears, normally if they saw his fangs they'd immediately shoot, also given the white uniform, but his ears were something only Yuu could touch.

Big red eyes slid over to Yuu's face, and they scrunched a bit as through the feeding haze, Mika's Human bits and pieces could tell Yuu needed to be free. Hearing his families voice his ears actually twitched, and he willed himself to unlatch from the arm, blood dripping down his chin.

"Yuu-chan..." He said softly. a little garbled due to his gums still being so swollen even after feeding. Mika shivered, looking at the arm he had gorged upon, his eyes tearing up as he once again cried. "I did this." Staring at his gloves that were torn at the fingers from his nails and bloody from having clutched Yuu's arm, Mika tore them off in disgust. Disgust at himself.

It was bad, he couldn't go to anyone for help, Mika feared getting shot at, or worse, leading people back to Yuu and being persecuted because of what he was-- what he had been forced to be. Damn the Vampires...

Shifting away from on top of Yuu, he didn't dare touch the raven's weapon, it would hurt. Bringing his arms up to grab his knees, his nails dried with blood bit the fabric of his pants. He glanced over at Yuu, he wanted to pillow his head, but that would cause instincts to blossom again, and he could really kill him.

Crying, Mika huddled against the wall, just wishing he could die.

-Yu started feeling light headed. He let out a little noise of his own that almost sounded like a moan, due to the sensation of the vampire bite. He could feel his heart slowing. He could hear Asuramaru yelling at him. And yet he laid there watching Mika.

-He had been so starved. How long had he gone on without feeding? Yu reached up with his free hand, cleaning some of the blood from Mika's face, before it got into his hair, before letting his hand drift to the blond locks right next to Mika's ear. He tucks some back to see the vampire's pointed ear.

-"Mika.....let me recover first, than I can give you more," he said softly.

-He knew he was going to pass out soon from blood loss, but he wanted Mika to know that he wasn't going anywhere. "It's okay...Mi....ka," he said softly, finally passing out, heart still beating, but so slowly most would assume that he was dead.

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FLESH -- simon curtis

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( @nainarufa said: "Mika what's wrong with you?" )

UNPROMPTED ASKS // accepting

〜 多くの魂 ——— Just the words of his most cherished person going in his ears made the Vampire clench his teeth, the scent of him made Mika close his eyes--he couldn’t look at Yuuichirou, not with the blood red gaze he possessed, it was right and it wasn’t kind for him to be lusting after blood--Yuuichirou’s blood as he was. What was wrong? Oh hell, he didn’t even know the answer himself and he didn’t want to lie, you didn’t lie to family.

〜 多くの魂 ——— He found himself backing away from the Namanari, hands shaking as they clutched his cape closed around his body. His instincts were begging him to attack and drink--more than what he needed, his brain was pounding in his skull. His voice finally came but it was short as his mouth ached in its entirety since his fangs had lengthened in the process of his backpedal, his own body betraying his words as he tried not to let Yuu see the hunger in his eyes. “--I’m fine. Nothing is wrong. ...I just... I need to go.”

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( anon said: "Mika, someone is trying to kidnap Yuu." )

UNPROMPTED ASKS // accepting

〜 多くの魂 ——— The voice was short, but he had heard everything--his pupils dilating at the mention of Yuuichirou. Grinding his teeth he could feel his body tense as it wanted to feed, and his eyes flashed red for a moment. Snarling he looked up in the direction the voice had come from and yelled into the air. "I'll save him!! No one can take him from me!!" Blonde hair shook as Mika closed his eyes, body shaking in anticipation of saving his beloved. After a moment of attempting to gather himself--which was futile--Mika ran off in the direction h knew Yuu and the others to be.

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★ ━━━━━━ His eye unfocused and refocused time and again as he sat there, huddled into himself, he could SMELL Yuu nearby, and couldn't look at him, the thirst was so strong...

He just had to get a hold of himself, the thirst was unbearable, clawing at his throat, tearing his brain to make him feel like his insides were dying, though his body was essentially DEAD, Vampires got in dire straits if they were feral, or went too long without consuming blood.

He wasn't leaving, thank whatever God there was, but also... Mika wished he would leave, then he could succumb to his weakness and pass out, and not have to worry about jumping the raven.

Mika heard the rustling, what was he doing? Head in his hands, Mika half growled, half moaned in pain and ravenous hunger. It took everything he had not to stand and jump Yuu again, Mika would never forgive himself... but part of him wanted to...

When the raven spoke, Mika FLINCHED and shivered, even hearing the word ( blood ) made his fangs tingle, and his insides burn like everything was on fire. He couldn't... it wouldn't be enough, it was never... never enough, and Mika himself knew it.

"A cup..." His eyes stayed closed as he buried his face in his knees, hissing. "It won't work... I-I'll just attack you... when you give it to me." He wasn't wrong, Mika knew himself better than anyone else, even his sire, Krul.

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-The raven was about to get to his feet when Mika said what he did. Yu sank back down to the ground, looking worried still. His family may not have been a bit better, but Yu could tell he needed more. But Asuramaru was right he needed to heal a bit more, before he could give that much blood again.

-It would take longer than Yu would like for that to happen, so all he could do was sit there, hoping that Mika wouldn't take off.

-"Okay Mika, I'll stay right here, but I am not leaving you." He had to think of a safe way to feed Mika. He rubbed the back of his neck thinking, and his fingers ran over the small scars from when he was young and in the vampire city. An idea struck him.

-He went to his pack that got tossed aside when he got tackled to the ground by Mika, and pulled out a small cup. "How about this Mika, when I am ready I give you blood in the cup instead of you feeding directly on me."

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★ ━━━━━━ Mika shivered, he didn't need to breathe; but his chest heaved anyway as he drew knees to his chest and clasped arms around them. He was horrible, disgusting...a monster. Mika didn't need to be around Humans, let alone Yuu-chan, who wasn't Human but still...

The taste of blood in his mouth made Mika sob a little more, but his gums were still swollen, fangs aching even though he had fed; his body wanted more. His eyes were tired, and they were threatening to close on him.

His neck shifted to look at Yuuichirou, eyes flickering to his bloody, but healed arm, yes he knew the Daemon within Yuu's cursed gear did that, but seeing the arm healed only made his body want to grab it again, the need to feed again so strong.

"Yuu-chan, please..." He groaned, feeling his mouth salivate as he fought to stay against the wall. "Stay over there. I can't... I can't control myself."

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-Yu was lying on his back in the dark. He knew this place. It was where he normally spoke to Asuramaru. He felt heavy as he laid there. He glanced around, to find his demon was watching him, looking amused. Yu knew what was coming before he even got to his feet, but he didn't say anything. He just looked at the demon, balancing on the hilt of the sword.

You got guts. He could have killed you.

-"He wouldn't. I told him everything would be fine."

-The other smiled, just a little. You know Yu, there will come a day where I can't save you.

-Yu laughed hand behind his head. "It was just a little blood."

-Asuramaru hopped down and came closer. Don't think you can keep doing this thanks to me. Watch yourself. Now...wake up.

-Slowly the world came back into focus. Yu didn't feel anything, all though he was covered in blood on his arm. Glancing around he noticed that he was alone, or so it seemed. Yet he could hear something....crying?

-How long was he out?

-Yu sat up slowly and looked at his arm, it was healed. His clothing was the only hint that something had happened. Finally he saw who was crying. He wasn't alone, Mika was still there. "Mika?" he asked as he got to his knees. "Are you okay now Mika?" he asked with concern.

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His body slightly trembled as his fangs lengthened a bit inside Yuu's arm, gums still painful and swollen. Mika's red eyes were wide and looked at Yuu as he fed, growling and still somehow crying.

White gloves were speckled red as it dripped down his chin as he drank, obscene noise coming from the Vampire. Moving to not cramp his legs over Yuu, Mika now straddled his family, his blood going down like liquid fire, causing him to gasp and groan, it was so good.

Mika may have been greedy, his mind only filled with feeding as he was ravenous, gripping Yuu's arm with his nails digging into flesh harder, he needed more...

Mika barely heard Yuu say he needed to stop, his body craved it like air for a Human. His humanity cried out within his head stop! you'll kill him!! But the Vampire within was too powerful as he continued to drink. He couldn't pull away.

-Yu let out a gasp, when Mika bit him. It was what he had wanted of course. He had wanted Mika to come to his senses. What he didn't know, was how vulnerable he would feel as his friend fed on him. His heart was racing, and yet he felt as if he was slowly getting closer to death. It was a rush that his body didn't know that it could experience, get addicted to, until now.

-"Mika," Yu said softly, as he was starting to feel light headed. "Stop for now. I can give you more later."

-That was the one good thing about having cursed gear. He healed right away, his blood supply returned rather quickly. But if he was drained before his demon could catch up, he would die, just like anyone else.

-"Mika..."

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Head perked again when Yu spoke toward him, tears still streaming down the Vampire's cheeks. He couldn't, it'd tear him away from the humanity he still grasped onto, but his body was getting the better of him., nails biting harder into Yu's arm.

Watching Yu grab his weapon, and slice his arm, Mika's body went crazy. He screamed mad and went for the arm, snarling and latching onto the skin with his mouth, fangs dipping into the wound as he drank, hunched over on Yu.

In his head he was screaming at himself, crying, and wishing he could stop, but his body was too far gone, too starved and weak. Yu gave him the sustenance he required as a Vampire, but it only brought him closer to no longer being Human, carrying the last shred of his former life to the grave.

-Yu didn't flinch at the pain. It was as if he had gotten used to physical harm, like knives, a long time ago. The only thing that seemed to show that he was bothered was the look in his eyes. Yet it wasn't due to pain. It was worry for the one on top of him, the one who had dropped a tear on his face, hearing that snarl.

-Yu reached out with his free hand, not for Mika, but for his sword, Asuramaru. He didn't attack Mika with it however. He used it to cut higher up on the arm Mika was holding, before dropping it again.

-"Mika," Yu said softly, trying to get through to his friend. "Just do it. I can see how much this is driving you mad. Stop snarling at me, and drink. Or do I have to make you?"

-Yu was surprisingly calm about this whole incident, even though he should have been fighting for his life. Being stuck in a space with a starving vampire was no joke, let alone offering them your own blood. Even his own demon was calling him an idiot. Yet Yu had chosen what he was going to do. If Mika fought this any longer, he knew of a way to trick the blond into getting what the raven wanted him to do.

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In his head Mika wished this encounter hadn't happened like it did. The tear the burned his eyes fell upon Yuu as Mika had him pinned, growling and feeling his mouth salivate as the source of food was right there. Though the shred of his morality showed in how he wasn't going for it, biting Yuu's arm. He didn't want to, not like this. Mika felt once he began, that he'd drain Yuu too much because of how ravenous he was, and it turned his stomach thinking about it.

When his ears heard Yuu say he could do what his body craved, Mika cringed and pulled his head away very slowly. His eyes were fixed upon Yuu's arm which he had already made to bleed as he grabbed it before. It was right there (his saving grace) but also his fall from the man he used to be, the boy he had been ages ago (one he could never get back.)

Mika shook his head head, mouth open showing his swollen gums in a silent scream. He hated this predicament, wanting to let go and leave. But his body craved blood, and it was right below, on his fingers as he pushed his nails deeper into Yuu's arm, the madness taking hold and making him snarl at his family.

-Yu was shocked when he saw the state Mika was in, as he was being charged. He dropped his cursed gear as he came crashing to the floor with the starving vampire on top of him. If need be, he knew that he could reach it easily, but this was Mika. The person that he had been looking for, for so long it hurt to think about.

-Just looking into Mika's eyes, and feeling his hold on his, Yu knew exactly what was going on. He had gone too long without blood. This whole situation was dangerous, but it was Mika. Just looking into those eyes Yu knew what was going to happen, and he didn't care, so long as it helped his best friend.

-"Just do it Mika," he said softly. "If it will help you feel better just do it."

-There was no way in hell that Yu was going to leave Mika, not since he found him. And seeing the state that Mika is in, Yu knew he could not just bring him back to the others either. They knew Mika was Yu's family, but an out of control vampire was still something that was hard to deal with, if you were refusing to kill it.

-Keeping his emerald eyes fixed on Mika, Yu didn't back down. "I know you need my blood Mika. So just drink, don't make me force feed you." Yu didn't think he really could force feed Mika, but he could always cut himself, let the scent of blood linger in the air, worse than it was now, so that Mika would stop being in pain.

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White gloves were tucked in his belt, fingernails dotted with skin cells and blood from scratching his throat. Pointed ears caught movement nearby, and his dead heart was racing in his dull rib cage.

He felt the power of a Cursed Gear and shivered, perhaps it was one of the Humans Yuu didn't know, coming to kill him. Mika was on edge and more than ready in his hunger to turn and attack whoever it was.

His mouth was so painful, he had to have something to ease the throbbing, he couldn't hold himself back. 'I have to...forgive me ..' Standing from where he was couched, his blonde locks were barely visible in the not so lit alley.

Turning on a dime, cape flaring, and mouth bared with fangs, Mika launched himself at whoever was there. Growling uncharacteristically, his hands, groping for anything to bite, found Yuu's arm, pushing him off center and falling on top of him. Mika's face was nasty, fangs fully bared, eyes glowing so red they were bewitching, growls coming from his chest. He was near going crazy.

Hearing and registering that it was his family after he had pounced upon him, Mika was stunned, his will wasn't yet gone, but he was close to being crazed. I was difficult to speak with his mouth so swollen, but tears fell from his eyes and they burned, as if vampires shouldn't cry. claws gripped Yuu's arm so tightly he ripped the jacket and hit skin, the scent of blood so enticing but Mika had a shred of will, staring at his family.

-Yu had known that Mika was out there somewhere. And each day that he could not find him, the more concerned he had become. He knew that Mika was off on his own somewhere, away from human and vampires. He had been told that by Guren, saying it was intel he got. Which made Yu all the more worried.

-If Mika was on his own, he would be in pain. Yu would have left him alone again in the dark. And there was of course what he had been told if a vampire started to death. Yu couldn't let that happen. He would kill himself before he let Mika become like that.

-So he went out on patrol on his own. A bit away from the others. He had always done it, as he looked for Mika. In a hopes that he could find him. He was about to give up when he heard something, down an alley close by.

-Was that crying? Yu couldn't tell for sure but something...someone was down there. And if it was a survivor he should go get them and bring them to safety. If it was....

-Yu's mind raced a little as he pulled out Asuramaru. He didn't want to be caught off guard if it was something other than what he hoped that it was. When he turned the corner and saw a white uniform he froze, hand still tightly holding his cursed gear. Guren would yell at him for hesitating again, but yet his heart was telling him to stop.

-He only saw the back of the vampire, or at least the person who was dressed as one. He knew this person all too well. Yet...it couldn't be this easy. How long had he been searching for him, and suddenly he was here? "Mika?" he asked stunned.