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#(unlike other meds where prescriptions are ongoing (such as prozac))
storm-of-feathers · 2 years
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#okay so i didnt change pharmacies bc of some insurance and doctor fuckshit but it'll be changing in the new year#so woo#but okay. remember how they had me flagged for drug abuse??#now. i wont deny i have a history of addiction anyone whos known me a particularly long time can attest to it#BUT ambien is like the Only shit that works bc typical 'drowzy' meds dont work while hypnotics do#and its a muuuuch much less change of me being an idiot than a benzo#anyways. bc of said history of drug abuse i would go by 15 day fills#basically my fill would be split in half and every other week i'd grab them#that way if(/when) i abuse it im not out for a whole ass month#well. bc of the drug abuse flag theyre no longer going to do that for me#so theyre giving me the full 30 for the month#which. doesnt make any fucking sense to me?? like at all???#apparently my doctor had to tell them to give me the things (bc ambien is (minor!) control i can only get 90 day prescriptions at a time)#(unlike other meds where prescriptions are ongoing (such as prozac))#idk they sounded pissed when i had a back and forth w them earlier today#but bc of said flag they said theyd only be filling once a month instead of twice#but now with the 30 count once a month instead of the 15 count every 14 days#make that make sense????#like. thats worse??? thats so much worse?????????#im apprehensive ab it bc YEAH DUH I HAVE OVER A DECADE OF ADDICTION ISSUES#i started my bullshit when i was THIRTEEN#so ?? why give me MORE at a time??? couldnt that fucking KILL ME????
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