#(the speed is my prescription adhd meds and the weed is prescribed to me for a different purpose

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ADHD meds are so fucking wild bc they make you feel happy?? When you complete a task???

Like when I'm off my meds my thought process around doing tasks is "ughhh I have to do the thing I need to do it but I don't WANT to but I have to so I should start the task I should do it RIGHT NOW why can't I do it" and then while I'm doing the task my brain is just going "ughhhhhhhh" the entire time and then when it's finished my only thought is "thank fuck that's finally over I never want to do that again"*

*(the task is one that I need to do on a regular basis)

But when I'm on my meds my thought process is just "hmm I mean I don't really want to do the thing but I know I have to, so I'm gonna start it now" and then while I'm doing the task I'm just focused on the task and then when it's finished I think "wow it sure is nice to have that task done!" and maybe even a little "I did a good job and I'm proud of my work!"

Like what kind of sorcery is this. Do people without ADHD really live like this all the time?? For free???