#(the extended lore is that i imprinted on allen and cloud when i was 13 and mostly didn't think much about it) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

icharchivist · 2 years ago

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sorry to have for Most Important Characters That Marked My Life boys with light hair and abnormal eyes with memories issues who are unaware of their fucked up life before the death of a beloved one whom they end up believing is their fault because of the flawed recollection of the people who were part of their past, who now have to navigate their lives and their identity through those lenses and having been so close to death that now their own approach to their mortality is skewed as well, who were in a fucked up organization and have been abandoned by at least One of their parents, and also they cope by being little shit to others people while being extremely protective as well while also keeping everyone they care about at armlength to not burden them with all of this, and who all had a mental breakdown realizing their whole lives were a lie, as if it was my fault.

#am i talking about allen cloud or hisoka wHO KNOWS.#buries face in hands and starts weeping.#sorry like i was actually aware Cloud and Hisoka had common elements #(what with losing their memories on a hill holding a beloved as they die in their arms anyway)#but i forgot to connect it to the fact i also thought cloud and allen had a lot in common #hey if there's one thing to get out of it is that i'm consistant #ichatalks #also i did leave my allen tag i'm now going to calm down like a normal person for a second #(the extended lore is that i imprinted on allen and cloud when i was 13 and mostly didn't think much about it)#(until i came back to it years later and connected so many dots it was concerning.)#(i'm going to cry brb)#(bonus point on the two boys with a name that's not their birth one)#(but the one given to him by their dead beloved <3)#WHY IS THAT A TROPE EVEN

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