#(the bitchass mf attitude)

[murkyshitposting]

ryan howard from the office is really hot. thank you have a good day.

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

Fuck it.

I'm tired of the ridicule and the ridiculous shitholes who can't even consider that just because I'm a feminine ass woman, that doesn't automatically make me weak, a sub, a bitch, a mean ass strong lady at the bus stop who slants her eyes at the next bus stop because SHEEEEE'S not HEEEEEE has a fucking attitude about motherfucking drunk assholes coming up to her asking for a cigarette or saying hey you hlgot some money and she's trying to carry herself out of an on/off chaotic but affectionate home, still trying to determine herself away from an abusive ass nigga that's in a relationship and treats her exactly like he thought she was, but really isn't.

I'm so sick and tired of people pleasing and accepting the role of sub and then when I say I'm not, people want me to just take it and not be Daddy.

BITCH IM A BETTER FATHER TO YOURSELF THAN YOULL EVER BE. DONT YOU FUCKING DARE SAY A BITCH WITH A HIGH PITCH VOICE CANT BE BOSS, CANT BE A LEADER IN A RELATIONSHIP AND SHARE THE ROLE OF LEAD IN A RELATIONSHIP OR AT HER FUVKING JOB.

ITS SO DAMN FUCKING ANNOYING HOW PEOPLE JUST AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME THAT IF YOU'RE NOT IN MENSWEAR THEN YOU'RE NOT A DOM OR THE BEST IN BED EITHER ENOUGH TO EVEN TALK TO YOU OR COME YOUR WAY.

AND IM SICK OF BIG BITCHES WHO MISUNDERSTAND MY TITLE OF A FUCKING BLACK GAY FEMALE IN AMERICA AND JUST JUDGE ME, SWIPE RIGHT ON ME, THEN WASTE MY FUCKING TIME.

I COULD BE FUCKING SLEEP RIGHT NOW AND ALL YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT IS IF I CAN PUT IT DOWN IN THE BEDROOM???!!! JUST BECAUSE I DONT LOOK LIKE A FUCKING STUD AND YOUR HORNY ASS WANT ME TO EITHER LOOK LIKE A STRIPPER OR DRESSED HEAD TO TOE WITH SMALL BOOBS, BUT OHHHH YOU GOT FUCKING H'S YOU MIGHT NEED TO WEAR A BINDER TO FIT IN AS A FUCKING MALE FIGUREEEEE???!!!!

WHAT IN THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD WHERE YALL ONLY SEE A MALE AS THE OPTION TO BE A FATHER, A PROTECTOR, A PROVIDER, A HOME OWNER, OR EVEN OWN THEIR OWN BUSINESS OR PAID EVERYTHING THEMSELVES.

AND I HATE AYUNNA AND JAY PERSPECTIVE THAT YOU NEED TO LOOK LIKE A STUD IN ORDER TO HAVE A BUNCH OF SEX WITH WOMEN.

IM NOT THAT COMMITTED!! ITS NOT THAT BIG OF DEAL TO LOOK LIKE A WOMAN AND BE DADDY.

I DONT HAVE GENDER DYSPHORIA AND THE ONLY TIME I EVER FELT IT WAS WHEN I WAS IN RELATIONS WITH YALL TWO ON THESE FUCKING APPS TALKING TO BITCHASS WOMEN WHO CANT EVEN DECIDE IF THRY LIKE YOU ENOUGH TO TALK TO YOU AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO GO ON ANY DATESSSS.

ALL MY DATES WERE WITH GUYS, WOMEN WTF PLEASE STEP IT UP. SHARE THE ROPES, I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE CHASING YOU AND ASKING YOU QUESTIONS TO KEEP THE CONVERSATIONS GOING AND IM TALKING TO 25 PPL ALL AT THE SAME TIME LIKE A FUVKING HR LADY!!

THATS STRESSFUL AS HELL!! AND MFFSSSSSS WHO JUSTTTTTTTTTT GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP STOPP WASTING BITCHES TIME AND ENERGY TO TALK TO.YOU, ABD TELL US YOU WANT A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP BUT ALL YOURE THINKING ABOUT IS WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE NAKED WITHIN THE 1ST 3DAYSSS????!!@@@!

WHO THE FUCK DESIGNED YALL PPL, THEN WANNA HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY ITS ME FOR NOT DOING AS YOU ASK, SAYING PLEASE, BEIMG NICE AND SUBMIITTING TO THE BULLSHIT AND FAKE ASS GIFTS OF AFFECTION JUST TO OPEN UP TO ME ABOUT YOUR TRAUMA AND WE CONNECT OFF SOME TOXIC ASS SHIT THAT HAPPENED TO US

AND YOURREEEEEEE STIILLL A WWWWHOOOOOORREEEE!! A SHITTY ASS SHITHOLE.

AND YOU KNOW WHST FUCK THESE BINDERS CAUSE WHY THE FUVK WOULD I WANT SOME FUCKING 30-40PD WEIGHTS OF TIT STRAPPED TO MY FUVKING CHEST JUST TO IMPRESS A CHIVK WHO DIDN'T GIVE A FUVK ABOUT ME!!!

NO WONDER YALL THEYS GET MAD AT US SO FAST ABOUT ASSUMING IF YOUR TRANS JUST BECAUSE YOU LIKE TO GO BY HE AND QUESTIONING YOUR DOMINANCE??!

IVE NEVER FUVKING MET A MORE SENSITIVE, TRAUMA RELATED PERSON WHO KNOWS THEIR A MAN ON THE INSIDE AND IS TRYING SO HARD TO PROVE TO THE WORLD THEIR A MAN EVEN IF IT MEANS HURTING THEMSELVES OR THE OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVED.

THIS MF DOESN'T EVEN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME, OR THE FACT THAT THEY WERE ONES TO EVEN MAKE ME THINK THST JUST BECAUSE I WAS A FEMININE WOMAN, WHO LOOKED STRAIGHT...THAT I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE GAY OR EVEN LOOKED THE PART.

SO YOU KNOW WHAT FUVK HER AND THE HIM INSIDE OF YOU. FUCK YOUR RACIST, SEXIST, CLASSISM ON GAY RIGHTS AS A FEMALE JUST BECAUSE MY SEXUALITY ISNT WRITTEN ON MY FUVKING FOREHEAD OR ON MY VAGINA.

YOU STUPID, IGNORANT, TOXIC WASTE TRASH IDEA OF A FUCKING LOVER, FATHER, AND A BF.

GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE AND OUTTA MY FACE, MY HEAD, AND MY MAKEUP.

I FUCKING TRIPLE DOG DARE YOU TO SAY ITS MY FAULT OUR RELATIONSHIP ENDED WHEN YOURE THE FUVKER WHO ABUSED ME AND ABANDONED ME. YOU GIANT PIECE OF SHIT. FUVK YOU ABD YOUR FUVK UGLY, COLD HEARTED FIANCE.

SHES A PIECE A SHIT LITERALLY FUVKING GLUED TO YOUR ASS, YOU CUNT.