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dust-n-roses · 11 days ago

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just rewatched half of Home Invasion and god. I am obsessed with Steven Wilson but in such a weirdly specific way vs other musicians?? like obviously I adore his music and his songwriting totally resonates with me but also, without being weird about it I’m, like, obsessed with him as a… physical being? completely nonsexually (being ace and all) but man I have never wanted to give someone a HUG so BADLY. also the way he never wears shoes and is so casual onstage? like, he looks like he could be sitting on the sofa, not a made-up RockstarTM. I’m just here like 🥺🥺 and then there’s his mannerisms/gesticulations which are just fascinating to me. idk basically I’m aesthetically/sensually as well as musically insane about this guy lol. can’t wait for the new album and to actually see him in person next year!!

#he’s a victim of that thing where you get into an artist. and they are completely normal/average looking #then you get obsessed and they become weirdly attractive #like aesthetic/musical demisexuality lol #i am sooo into him but it feels weird bc the intensity is. like. sexual. LMAO #and it totally isn’t. again me being ace and all #(sidenote i’m feeling more confident/less imposterish in saying that now!)#i watch that concert vid and i’m just. vibrating. with some kinda pure serotonin from him just like sitting there #cause i’m clearly very normal about him and his music LMAO #this post is an attempt to remove some of that energy so i can sleep 🤣#i love being able to interact with my favourite musicians in a completely sane way yall :)#dustnroses.txt #someone tell me you know what i mean and i don’t just sound like an obsessive psycho lol #i’m like this with others to an extent (most notably mikael åkerfeldt- go figure) but my brain totally latched onto steven for some reason #most other ppl i’m just like you make cool music ily! and that’s the end of it #with varying levels of aesthetic attraction #ok i’ll shut up now i think i’ve embarrassed myself enough

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