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................you know, all in all, id call this recon mission a success!
(also, this was my immediate thought at ur third panel and i couldnt stop giggling)
(obviously ur full title is something more like
BUG THE BENEVOLENT, BRINGER OF STARS; RADIANT CUDDLE BEAST, AND MASTER OF GOOBERS
but the game devs couldnt fit it all on the health bar)
the power this creature contains is horrifyingly immense........ frolicking rampages...... goober-fying the locals....... attacks of cuddles and affection seemingly at random......
the sheer love radiating from them matches that of a god..or a beast....or both..........
((HIDDEN SECRET MESSAGE: HELLO BUG JUST FYI I LOVE U AND UR ART SM THE WAY U USE SHAPES AND ARE SO EXPRESSIVE BUT ALSO SO CLEAN ITS AMAZING AND UR COLORS ARE JUST UGH. UGHHHH. DELICIOUS. THANK U THAT IS ALL SECRET MESSAGE ENDS))
Heyo zach :3
#BOUNCING AROUND IN CIRCLES HI BUG HI BUG HIIIII#<3333333#(i accidentally got too excited making this reply and was like an hour and a half late for work lol)#also i love cricket sm#both their new and old designs#they feel like every sort of creature all at once and i am obsessed#fandom friends#also hit me up any time u wanna chat!!!#(fun fact - ur usagi designs gave me so much seritonin that u sparked me to do some of my own takes on the bun)#(like u made something click in my head like 'oh right this bitch (/aff) can be whatever shapes i want')#(this was like months and months ago like literally after ur first jjcon design/post)#(havent posted him yet but gay lil buns been in my drafts all this time)#(prolly gonna redo him a bit cos i didnt really put any thought into designing his outfit or much besides shape languages)#(but ye genuniely love ur stuff so much you are an amazing artist and a major personal inspiration!!!!)#(ok enough heart on sleeve shit)#rolls repeatedly to escape like in dark souls
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ŕ¨ŕ§ MY DOPAMINE! â p. jongseong
pairing. tutor!park jay x f!reader w.c. 0.8k tw/cw. organic chemistry rawrrđš, nicknames(sweetheart, pretty girl), kissing on the cheeks genre. non idol au, college/high school au, fluff
sru's note! finals are coming fr and im in need of a handsome tutor smh đŠ feedbacks and reblogs are always appreciated!
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"so," jay pushed up his rimless glasses with his slender fingers as he sighed, looking at you, "how do you convert ethyne to benzene?"
it was tough really, both the subject and the situation.
only a week ago you convinced, park jayâ the chemistry topper in your class, to tutor you for the upcoming final exams. there was no doubt you weren't even going to get the passing marks at the subject, which was obviously, a shame. but you had to do something! the finals were in a week or so!
but your heart was against convincing jay park to tutor you. it was against the fact that your heartbeat would accelerate everytime he was in the frame, the fact that your pupils would dilate at the sight of him simply adjusting his glasses or his cute face whenever he was solving problems, the fact that you'd find yourself in awe whenever you were lost in his heavenly face.
the fact that dopamine secrets in your body whenever its him.
almost whatever he did, you loved it.
"hey, are you even listening to me?", jay's 'strict tutor' voice snapped you out of your trance.
"h-huh? y-yes!", struggling to actually pay attention to the opened chemistry book in front of you, you lift your head up to meet the firm eyes of jays.
but as soon as you took a glimpse of his blond hair caressing his soft brows with his glasses and rolled arm sleeves to the addition of his beauty, boy oh boy, you were swept away.
"uh huh?", he smirked leaning over the study table, closer to you, "then what's the answer, hmm?"
"it's...", you trailed off, making a fake thinking face to show some level of understanding in the subject to jay, when in reality you had no idea of the tedious chemical reactions, ".... it's uhm-"
"come on sweetheart," sweetheart, "I've taught you this three times already", jay closed the notebook in front of him and sighed, clasping his hands together.
"to be honest jay....", you heavily sigh back, whining as you dug your fingernails in your scalp, mentally cursing chemistry and cursing you lovestruck weak heart, for not being able to concentrate.
"i-i really don't know the answer. i've never been good at chemistry!"
"alright, but is that the excuse you give to the teacher when you fail this semester?"
"no, but-" you roll your eyes, wondering when this was gonna end, but jay cut you off,
"y/n, im gonna ask you the simplest question ever. if you don't get it right, i wont teach you anymore."
this single sentence of jay had you sweating cold, with your heart suffer a crack. Shit. You knew you had to leap for the sun for this one, by hook or by crook.
'cause obviously, you didn't wanna miss your favourite face for a week.
"solve this numerical for me ok?", jay slided a blank workspace with a question on top for you to solve.
you gulped at the question, it was easy but tricky.
few loose strands fondled your cheeks while you worked at the problem, praying to every god that you'd get it right for the sake of jay sticking around.
you groaned, scribbling the whole equation for the second time after you thought it would be right. and if the pressure of the awful subject chemistry wasn't enough, you felt the warm touch of jay's hands, ever so lightly tucking the loose strands behind you ear.
but thank god you had your head down, for your cheeks went crimson.
"i love your hair," jay chuckled, his fingertips still lingering on your cheeks, "come on! you know the answer, hun." hun.
you gulped even harder, and handed him the answer sheet back, manifesting it would be correct. but you were on the verge of keeping cool. jay park smiled at for the second time! and tucked your hair?! oh myâ
"hey! i told ya, it's correct!" jay beamed, handing you the paper back.
"finally!", and so you couldn't keep your joy, squealing and giggling. because you got the answer right was a factor, but being able to spend more time with jay made up 99% of it.
but all this time jay admired you as much. so much, that he ignored the tiny mistake done in the numerical he gave, after all he too wanted to be closer the prettiest girl in the world. he rejected tutoring to so many other students in his class, just for his pretty girl. (>.<)
then all of a sudden it came to a halt when you felt a feathery, tinglish sensation on your cheeks, tinting it crimson again.
it was almost unbelievable that jay kissed you, but then he smiled ever so sweetly at you, meanwhile you were losing your mind over this, jaws hung low, eyes widened and cheeks rapidly getting coloured.
"if you manage to get good grades this semester," jay sang, leaning dangerously close to your ears and stealing your breath away as he whispered,
"then i'll kiss you on your lips, pretty girl."
Š bywons, 2024. do not copy, translate or upload any of my works without my permission.
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Dark Horse- Husband and Wife
Part 4
PriceXFem!reader
Reader is a single mother, working double shifts at a restaurant. Father of the child starts to become a problem while reader is at work and Price offers a solution. Slight age gap between reader around 25 and Price around 35. MDNI! This chapter contains light smut towards the end, not necessary to continue the story.
This one is a little rushed I feel. Wanted to write more, but limited on time and didn't want to keep everyone waiting for an update.
Searching your closet for the best outfit you owned was proving difficult. You hardly ever splurged on yourself for anything that you deemed wasn't worthy of your job. Honestly, fresh white long sleeves and black slacks being most of what you owned. Standing there in your towel, tiny water droplets falling to the floor dampened your carpet. Finally, you had found it. An old dress you had for the baby shower for Abel. It was long and white made from cotton lined with blue flowers. Setting it out, to slip on after your hair and makeup are completed.
It was hard for you to even look yourself in the eyes. Nervous about being a married woman at the end of the day, but you were doing it for Abel. John seemed like a man that would hold his word, surely, he would be a good husband⌠There was no denying there was attraction between the two of you, but would it be enough to make a good marriage?⌠Shit, should you write vows? What was expected of you here??
After perfectly working yourself up and deciding you had enough makeup on and hair styled, you went out to find Abel eating a bowl of cereal at the counter.
"You all ready for you big day?" Asking him, you started to gather your other items.
"You look pleasantly ready for yours," A familiar voice announced themselves. Looking over you saw John sitting in front of 2 cups of coffee that he had got to go, one for you and one for him.
"John!" you exclaimed startled. He started chuckling, your face full of surprise. You looked back and forth between him and Abel. "Not that I'm upset that you are here⌠but how did you get in?"
"I let him in," Abel said turning to you looking at your shocked face.
"Abel, what have I said about unlocking the door?"
"He's not a stranger ma," Abel defended himself, making you shake your head and sigh. Oh, the irony.
John who had found the scene amusing chuckled harder, sliding the coffee to you. "I did tell him it was me when he asked who I was, the door was still closed."
"I suppose," you grumbled, giving Abel a side eye while smiling, feigning annoyance still. "He is the only other person you open the door for, ok?"
"After today I would hope you would give him a key." Abel said, quickly proud of his witty response.
"Abel!" Was the only thing that could come out of your mouth while John laughed loudly in the background.
"He's a good kid, like how he thinks." John grinned at you, making you roll your eyes even more. They were going to get stuck in your head today.
"Grab your stuff, let's go," You ushered to Abel like normal in the morning. "Can't have you missing your field trip."
"Absolutely not," he concluded making you laugh.
"Glad to see you're in a good mood today."
"Dinosaurs and you are happy momma, that's why." he said, skipping away like he normally did to the end of the sidewalk. The statement made your head turn to him to look. Had he really noticed what you thought was a subtle difference in you? Were you really that unhappy? It made your heart hurt to see that Abel could tell the difference.
John gave you a longing glance seeing your hurt behavior before reaching into his pocket and grabbing his key fob to his car to unlock it. The lights flashed on a fancy black car parked in front of your house.
"Are we going in that?!" Abel asked where John nodded at him in response.
"Sure are."
"This day just keeps getting better and better!" Abel exclaimed, getting into the backseat.
You then smiled seeing him gleam and shine in the backseat, an extreme flip flop just happened in your emotions. It made your nerves unsettle again as you approached the car preparing to get into the passenger seat.
A large hand stopped you from reaching for the door handle making you look up at John.
"I get the doors." Eyebrows raised at you telling you he would take no arguing about it, making you take a step back so he could clear the door of you.
It made the heat rise from your neck into your cheeks. Trying to hide it, you buckled yourself in turning around to make sure Abel did.
John slid into the driverâs seat starting the car causing all kinds of lights and gauges to light up as the engine came alive. It was different not walking to school and seeing all the other people pass by in a slow blur. Sure, a car would be nice in your life, but other things take priority over other means of getting around. This just feels like a luxury.
John pulled up in front of the school for drop off. Stepping out of the car, you chased Abel up the front steps.
"Hey! Hey! Hey! Slow down!" You said waiting for him to stop before giving him a hug. "Got all of your stuff still?" Looking him over just to be sure.
"Yes," he groaned, finding all of this unnecessary. Your final glance over completed, you titled his chin to make him look at you. "I love you; I hope you have a good time. We will be the ones to pick you up tonight since itâs the weekend." With that, you got a brief hug before he turned and ran off in the direction of the front doors. Making sure he got inside; you turned and saw John leaning against his car. You stood still a moment, taking him in. He wore a long white sleeve shirt, a blue tie and blue matching slacks to go with. Truly, he was handsome. But the smile he was giving you was warming your heart, a hand gesturing out to come to him. Answering his plea, you approached where he again opened the door for you to sit down in his car. Smoothing out the dress, the pearl ring catching your eye. You didn't even have a ring for him⌠A frown on your face.
He must have noticed this as he got in and sat down.
"You alrigh'?"
"YeahâŚ" you mumbled out, your left hand tucking your fingers down, trying to hide what you really wanted to say.
"Out with it." he firmly but gently, he said turning to better face you.
"Don't have a ring for you, don't have vows for you, don't even have a key made for you-" you blurted out with haste, a hand reaching over to squeeze your hand.
"All of those things will come with time, sweethear', don't stress it. Can pick a ring for cheap at a pawn shop, keys can be made in minutes. We don't have to say vows, the Judge can tell us what to say. It's gonna be alrigh'" his hand reaching over and brushing across your left hand, finger rubbing against the ring.
"Do you not wan' to do this?" He asked as if it was his worst fear, to either make you feel like you were obligated to or perhaps didn't want this.
Taking a few seconds, you shook your head "No, I want thisâŚI think. You seem like a good man, but itâs confusing to me. To have anyone treat me so kindly."
This time it was his turn to frown, the damage and abuse you had withstood from your ex clearly shining through all your cracks right now. And he intended to fix it.
"Everyone deserves to be treated like this by one another. Especially the ones who love their children so much. Who have been through it all and still remain good in this fucked up world⌠Whatever that man has done to you, ends now. I'm going to show your son how a real man loves and protects his woman.." He said leaning over, an arm wrapping around your shoulders and pulling you to him. A warm kiss was placed on your temple before he rested his own forehead against it.
"You sure you want this? Are you ready?" he asked again, trying to make sure you were confident in your answer.
"Yes," you nearly whispered out, fighting off the tears not wanting to ruin your make up you hardly ever wore.
Kissing you one more time, he let go, putting the car in drive before heading off in what you assume was the direction of the courthouse.
The paperwork was more than you had expected. Had to present ID and sign through what felt like stacks of sheets of papers and told to sit in the hallway and your names would be called.
"How old are you?" you asked.
"35."
Favorite color?"
"Green."
"Dogs or cats?"
"Dogs. Interrogatin' me now?" A slight laugh to his question.
Meekly you answered, "Just realize I know nothing about you.... besides your food order."
"I will tell you all you wanna know then."
Spending a half hour you learned a lot about John. He joined the military right out of school, it being no doubt where he wanted to go with his life. No siblings, his mother and father both passed leaving him without immediate family. He traveled a lot for his job, gone for periods of time.
Next, he learned about you. Your upbringing. The favorite things you enjoyed in life. The hardest part the details of how your ex had got you drunk before raping you and causing you to get pregnant. Watching the anger flash across his face, and hands squeezing tightly on the wrinkles of his pants.
"As terrible as it was, and as he can be⌠I don't regret it. Abel is the best thing out of my life even for the circumstances."
John's eyes softened, his hand reaching back over to yours. Thumb stroking the back of your hand.
"I'm sorry it happened to you like that and so young."
Shrugging you tried to brush it off. "It's aright⌠sometimes I just wish he would disappear." You stated more for yourself. He wanted to say more but was interrupted as your names were called. It now became a thought John would catalog away for now, something he might return to later if the chance arises.
Standing up, he reached for your hand which you gladly took, walking next to him, matching his stride.
You could see the judge's mouth moving, words supposed to be coming out, but it sounded like garble to you. Your heart pounding loudly in your ears, the anxiety rushing through your veins causing what sounded like static.
All of it was simple, but still somehow more extravagant than what you thought you would ever deserve. The moment finally came that you had been stressing about all morning, turning to face John away from the judge seemed to fix that issue. His blue eyes and calming smile soothing you, all fret finally leaving.
His words echoed true.
"I, John take you to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part."
The words seemed to have rung a bell in you, causing peace to quell within. This was it, it was real, it was happening. Pure Bliss. Mirroring his words you repeated them back to him, holding true.
"Do we have rings to exchange?" The judge asked glancing over to John and a slight shake of his signifying his answer. This was all so fast- the last item on your list but making the top of it now.
"Then you may kiss your bride." The judge stated, smiling, removing his glasses a way to watch the event before him.
John stepped forward leaning down and kissing you sweetly. So much different from what had happened last night on your couch. Standing up on your tippy toes to kiss him fully back before breaking away.
That was it. You're done now. Probably the craziest thing you have ever done in your life besides giving birth. Hand wrapped around yours, John led you back out the court room and waved off those that congratulated you both. Grateful to be back outside you took a deep breath in filling your lungs. Your mind flashing over to think of Abel. You did this for him, you will protect him. John was grinning, the very best smile of his you had seen yet making you match it back.
"How's it feel to be Mrs. Price?" he asked arm wrapping around your waist.
"Like a whole new person," your tone joking.
"Have a whole day planned before we pick up Abel," John said checking his mirrors before pulling out.
"Like what?'
" 's surprise wife," he said reminding you, smiling still.
"No hints whatsoever?"
"None."
He drove out of the city, taking you into the countryside.
"Where are we going?" You asked trying to get anything from him.
"Almos' there." was his answer before pulling down a bumpy lane.
He drove slow not wanting to cause a rough ride, giving you a good glance. Trees surrounded the lane, giving shade over the car, bits and pieces of sun peeking through periodically. The car finally came to a stop pulling into what seemed like a random piece of land. John sighed, parking it and turning over to face you while he popped the trunk.
This whole thing seemed strange, but you were putting faith and trust into John that there were not ropes and trash bags in the back he was going to stuff you in.
"Going to explain now?" You asked with an arched eyebrow.
"I bought this piece of land. Wanna build a house and move us all here. Have you be in charge of it while I'm gone."
You were rendered speechless.
"You what?"
And John calmly repeated himself, knowing it had shocked you. Letting the words bounce off of you, you looked out the windshield eyeing the property.
"One more timeâŚ" you repeated. This whole thing had to be a fucking dream, you were in a coma, there is no way you just hit the jackpot in luck with finding a man and him building a house.
And again, he repeated it, a snicker in between words.
"You can't be serious."
"Very serious, wouldn't joke about that."
Tears stung your eyes this time, falling desperately.
"Oh hey, I didn' mean to make ya' cry." Trying to hold you in the car.
"Not sad John, I think these are tears of joy," you answered awkwardly laughing while feeling like a fool. A fit of giggles ensued you both.
"I've never had something as nice as you." you said, looking at him, trying to stop crying.
"Makes any difference, I've never had anything as nice and good as you eitherâŚ" before leaning forward and kissing you with so much love and passion.
"My husband," you said hand stroking through his beard.
"Hope your ready wife," he said getting out of the car coming over to open yours.
"For what?"
"To be wined and dined." Hand extended to help you out, next grabbing a blanket and basket out of the trunk of car. He had packed an extensive picnic. A bottle of wine, cheeses, crackers and deli meat to make sandwiches. Even stopping to find a small cake to celebrate your wedding day.
Bellies full, he laid down looking up at the blue sky, watching clouds roll by. Slowly you joined him, head laying on his chest joining him. Hand reaching over to lay on his heart, feeling it pound in his chest. Slowly it moved south, settling on his thigh, making him look down and over at you.
"Careful bird, I'll make you sing," he lovingly threatened you.
"Think I want you to make me," you confessed to him. Before you knew fully what was happening, he was braced over the top of you. Knees strong columns over your sides and pinned your wrists above your head.
"Wanted this from you for so long," he had hissed into your ear before biting your pulse point in your neck, just enough to make you moan out. Running his tongue across it, soothing what he had just done to you. "Watching you run around that restaurant," one hand pinning your wrist while the other slipped behind you roughly grabbing your ass. "Look so good while being a good little waitress, the way you flirted with me even though I am an old man compared to you. But you're an even better mother. You gonna give me one?" he asked grinding into you, his clothes causing friction giving you all kinds of sensations.
He was dirty talking you⌠and you liked it.
"Whatever you want," you admitted, doe eyes looking up at him.
"Yeah? 'Cause I'm your what?" Smirking while he looked down at you, tone smug.
"You're my husband."
"And you're my wife. You want to give me children?"
"Yes." Dutifully answering him, making dry hump into you again, this time your dress fully out of the way feeling more of his hard cock press into you.
"Such a good wife," he said pulling your dress up, and over your head. Leaving you in the lacey set you had picked out.
"Wanted this, huh?"
How could you not?
"Such a gooood little wife," he coed into your hair before slipping into your panties, making you arch.
Gasping, you both continued, him getting his want of you and your fill of him. Lying next to him on the blanket after, feeling his hand stroke up and your side lightly with his fingers.
"Will give you the world, love. Going to make this all right for you."
It was here your heart linked with his, knowing you fully made the right choice.
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Day 16-Step-Sibling Incest-Chrollo/Reader/Hisoka/Illumi
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ok soooo, weâre finishing up Kinktober with a bang! ( ͥ° ÍĘ ÍĄÂ°) anyway, this one is gonna be kind of hard to write but im starting it a bit early cause i have a lot of free time today! Btw this shits ooc as hell but idgaf. It's also looooooong, like over 8k words loooooong. Anyway, enjoy
Title is from âThe Boysâ by Girls Generation
btw art is from pinterest, if its ur dm me and ill credit u<3
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You find out your mother remarried when her postcard arrives in the mail. It's a short note, and starts out by telling you that she's on vacation in Bali. She goes on in detail about all the cool things she's doing, and you just shake your head, very used to your mothers forgetful attitude. And then, at the end in a little throwaway sentence, she mentions that she got remarried.Â
âHe's a lovely man. And he's got three boys, Name dear. Try to get along with them, and don't cause trouble!âÂ
You shake your head, annoyed at the entire note. She tells you not to cause trouble? As if you would, you don't care enough about your mother to bother being upset about the news. But she could have at least invited you to the wedding. She probably forgot about you, her only daughter. It sounds insane, and impossible, but you're very used to your mother forgetting about you entirely. You didn't mind anymore. She pays for anything you need, and your life is comfortable, if not happy. But you could live with that.Â
You stare at the postcard for a minute, taking in the colorful flowers and ocean on the front. The bright colors hurt your eyes a bit. But brothers! You couldn't believe it. You had lived your entire life an only child, and now that was about to change. You felt a bit of tentative excitement fill your heart, lifting your moon and painting a smile across your face. You smiled, pinning the stupid postcard to the fridge. It stood out, the only thing on the entire front of the fridge.Â
Things are about to change. For better or worse, you don't know.Â
( ͥ° ÍĘ ÍĄÂ°)
It's lunch break the next day. You're sitting at your usual lunch table, telling your friend about the postcard, the sun shining down on the uniformed students sitting around in the courtyard of your expensive private school. A brisk breeze whistles through the air, rustling your knee length skirt. You shiver, grabbing your uniform jacket from where you had discarded it, and pulling it back on. Your friend Evelyne, sitting across from you and picking at her sandwich, rolls her eyes.
âYour mom sucks, Name.â She says, popping a green grape into her mouth. You smile.
âOh, she's not that bad, Evie.â You say, feeling the need to defend your mom, even though she doesn't deserve it. Evie rolls her eyes, pulling at the sleeve of her gray sweater. The school forbids any clothing items aside from uniforms of course, and a jacket or sweater over your white button up. Evie had decorated her sweater with pins and patches, adding a slight bit of uniqueness to the sea of girls wearing similar uniforms. You were too lazy, just wearing the normal dark navy uniforms. Evie was so cool in your opinion. She even dared to dye her hair a brilliant orange red color, which was against the rules. But apparently the school was too busy checking that all the girls' skirts were the correct length, that they missed Evieâs bright hair. Or maybe they didn't care. Evieâs father donated to the school a lot, after all. Evie pulls at her hair, fluffing her bob around her face.Â
âSeriously though Name, that was so uncool of your mom. First she doesn't invite you to the wedding, and now just dropping three step siblings on you?â Evie says, her voice echoing in the courtyard a little too loudly. You look around anxiously, but no one cares. The brisk breeze blows some leaves off the large tree over your heads, and you watch them tumble down to the ground.
âI mean it's not too bad, right?â You ask, stealing one of her grapes. âI really don't know anything about them, they could be nice!â
âSure,â Evie says, taking a large bite of her sandwich. âThat was still a dick move, though.â
âMaybe,â You giggle, popping another grape in your mouth. âThey mightââ
Someone clears their throat right behind you. Startling, drop your third grape, and turn around. There's a boy standing behind you. Looming over you and Evie and the table, with long straight hair tumbling down his back. He's wearing the male version of the uniform, without the jacket. You raise an eyebrow.
âUm, can I help you?â You ask. You hadn't heard anyone come up behind you. The boy doesn't say anything, simply looking you up and down with no expression on his face. He has big eyes, like a porcelain doll in the window of a shop. His skin is pale, his lashes long, his mouth a pale pink. He's quite handsome. And then he opens his mouth.
âI am disappointed,â He says, voice even and cold. There is barely any inflection there at all, but his eyebrows furrow slightly as he looks at you. You frown.
âUh, what?â You ask, confused. It seems like heâs insulting you, but you can't quite tell because you don't even know who this guy is, what the hell he's talking about, or why he's talking to you in the first place. Evie frowns, opening her mouth. You shake your head at her.
âYou know, when people usually meet each other for the first time, it's polite to introduce yourself.â You say, trying to smile through the confusion and slight annoyance. The boy tilts his head, hair waterfalling down his back. You're kind of jealous of it, it looks so smooth and straight.Â
âI am Illumi.â The boy says after a moment. And then, before you can spack, he continues. âFather informed us that we are to live with you from now on. I am disappointed.â
The pieces start falling together, the puzzle solving itself in an instant in your mind. Your mouth drops open, a chill running through your body.Â
âYou're one of my new step siblings?â You ask, jumping to your feet in shock. Illumi nods, frowning slightly at your sudden movement. He's very tall, looming over you even when you're standing right in front of him. You offer a hand, trying to smile. He's been quite rude, but you still give him a few chances to make it up. After all, he has a right to be upset about this situation, after all. His father had just gotten married, just like your mother. You wonder if he was invited to the wedding.Â
Illumi stares down at your hand, frowning like it's personally offended him somehow. Finally, after your smile starts to waver, he takes it, giving you a quick handshake.Â
âIt's nice to meet you.â You say, really trying to mean it. Illumi nods. He doesn't talk much, just stands there before you, staring deep into your eyes with his big, black soulless ones.Â
âYou are very normal.â Illumi says, looking you up and down again. You raise an eyebrow, trying to figure out if that's a compliment or an insult.
âIs that good or bad?â You ask. You can hear Evie grinding her teeth behind you, like an angry guard dog. Illumi tilts his head to the side, tapping his chin. He moves a bit like a robot, slow, calculated, and cold.Â
âSimply an observation,â He says, straightening his head. His hair flows distractingly around him. You don't know how to feel.
âOh,â You say, forcing a customer service smile. âYou look like a porcelain doll.â
Evie chokes on a laugh. You know she's rolling her eyes behind you. Illumiâs brow furrows, his black eyes slipping from your own for a moment, to look behind you.Â
âYour friend is quite loud.â He says, looking back at you like you should deal with it. You raise an eyebrow. This guy is really weird.
âI guess?â You say, running a hand through your hair. âShe sounds normal to me.â
Illumi frowns, standing still and straight like a robot.Â
âThe two of you are similar in your normality,â He says. âI shall inform father that I am disappointed in his choice of family.â
He turns, walking away briskly, his hair swinging behind him. You strain your ears, listening for the footsteps that are supposed to be there. You hear none.Â
âWell, he's just lovely, huh.â Evie says, popping a grape into her mouth. You sit down again, taking a bite of your own food.
âHe's quite odd,â You say, taking a sip of your soda. âReminds me of a robot. Or a haunted doll.â
Evie chuckles, tossing her half eaten sandwich in the trash can with a thump. She grabs one of your apple slices, taking a bite. You steal a grape in retaliation, even though youâve already eaten half of them. You make a mental note to grab some grapes at the grocery store later.Â
âWell name,â Evie says, tossing the rest of her trash as the bell signaling the end of lunch echoes through the air. âI hope you're excited to meet the rest of your step-siblings.â
âI don't know, I guess I am a little bit.â You say, tossing your trash as you and Evie start towards your English class. âThey can't be weirder than Illumi, right?â
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You might have to eat your words, you think to yourself as you stand in the front entrance of your large house, staring at the three boys across from you. It's been about two weeks since your first meeting with Illumi, and your mother and her new husband had just arrived back from their vacation. It seems the boys had not been invited. You feel a bit vindictively happy about that. Your mother and her new husband barely spared you a few drive by greetings before they vanished into the house with their bags. Leaving you and your three new step brothers in the front entrance. You break the silence, offering your hand with a smile.Â
âIm Name,â You say, voice echoing in the front entrance. The room stills for a moment, and then the tallest one darts into action. He moves forward, gripping your hand in his cold, pale hands, and shaking it firmly.Â
âHow lovely it is to meet you, Name.â He says, smiling. His yellow eyes dart up and down your body, zeroing in on your uniform, and then your eyes. He runs a hand through his bright red hair, pushing it back off his forehead. It falls back immediately, obscuring his eyes slightly as he speaks.
âHaving such a pretty sister is so exciting.â He says, pointed canines flashing in the light. You flush.Â
âHisoka,â One of the other boys says, voice a warning. âStop it.â
The red haired boy, Hisoka, simply smirks wider, slowly bringing your hand up to press a kiss to the top. You flush, yanking your hand away from his plush lips. He tilts his head, pouting like a wounded puppy. The black shirt he's wearing stretches over the muscles of his chest and arms. He's really hot. So are all of them actually. You wince internally. These boys are going to be your step brothers, you aren't allowed to lust after them, no matter how attractive they are.Â
âIt's nice to meet you,â You say, forcing down your blush. Hisoka's smile returns to his face. It looks practiced, rehearsed, fake. This one is dangerous.Â
âI'm the oldest, you see. Chrollo, the frowny one with the bangs,â he gestures backwards at the boy in question, who simply sighs as Hisoka continues, âIs the middle child. And the one on the end is the youngest.â
âIllumi and i met already actually.â You interject, frowning slightly. Hisoka raises a single eyebrow.Â
âOh dear, I hope he wasn't too rude.â He says, smiling apologetically. You resist the urge to tattle, and brush your hair over your shoulders. You're wearing simple clothes, some jeans and a nice blouse. Your mother had texted you before they had arrived, asking you not to âembarrass herâ.Â
âOh, he was fine.â You say quietly, ignoring the way Illumi stares into your soul. âWe go to the same school. Do you guys go there too?â
Hisoka chuckles, looming over you a bit. His stare edges towards predatory sometimes.Â
âOh no dear, I graduated a couple years ago.â He laughs, arm flexing as he pats you gently on the shoulder.Â
âOh,â You say, ignoring the lingering hand on your shoulder. He's very physical. âWould you guys like a tour of the house?â
âThat would be lovely!â Hisoka exclaims, spinning you around bodily and gripping your waist. âYou're very sweet, darling.â
You smile, ducking away from the hand clutching your waist. It's better for your own sanity. The other boys trail behind you as you exit the main entrance way.Â
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Adjusting to the new living situation isn't as bad as you thought it would be. Your mother and her new husband don't hang around the house often, and even if they do, they usually stay secluded to their wing of the house. Hisoka often isn't at the house for long stretches of time, or comes back quite late at night. It's too bad, he's the most friendly of his brothers. Illumi is home almost twenty-four seven, leaving only for school and the occasional odd errand. Chrollo vanishes, you don't know where he goes. But he's probably still at the house. You think.Â
It's been a few weeks since you were first introduced to them, but your life hasn't really changed all that much. The two younger boys aren't very friendly or inviting, and you haven't had the chance to talk to them as much as youâd like. It would be nice if you could get to know them a bit better. So that's what you're doing now.Â
Illumi is probably in his room. He usually goes straight to his room after school, and shuts the door behind him with a slam. All of the bedrooms are in the same hallway, two on each side. Your parents bedroom is in their wing of the house, of course.
You walk up the stairs, steeling yourself for a hard fight. Illumi is a weirdo who can't really carry a conversation well and doesnt want to talk to you, but you're determined to try to be friends with him. Or at least, civil. You even have a plan. Ask for help with homework, and then the two of you could be study buddies. You were in the same grade, which meant you had the same classes. It was a perfect plan! Well, maybe not perfect, but pretty good.Â
The hallway is dark. You switch on the light with a click, illuminating the metal plates on each door. Your room is next to Illumiâs. Hisoka and Chrolloâs rooms are on the other side. No light shows from under their doors. They're probably out. Illumiâs room has cold bright light leaking into the hallway, however. You dip into your room to change out of your school uniform. Slinging on a tank top and a pair of sweatpants, you grab your study materials and walk a few feet down the hall. Raising your hand, you knock tentatively on Illumiâs door.Â
âHey Illumi? It's me, can I come in?â You ask through the door. It's quiet, and for a moment you wonder if he's actually not in. and then he speaks.
âYes.â He says, quietly, just barely audible through the thick wood of the door. You take a deep breath, steel yourself and open the door.
You step through, cold feet meeting a blue carpet, and close the door behind you. Illumi looks up, staring at you with wide, confused eyes. Heâs sitting on the floor with his study materials spread neatly on a low table. You smile.
âCan I study with you?â You ask, hiding your shaking hands behind your back. Illumi blinks for a moment, as if mentally calculating whether or not it's a good idea. Finally, he nods.
âI don't see why not.â He says, looking back to his own study materials. You smile.
âThanks,â You say, moving into the room and bending down to place your study materials out. Illumi makes an odd noise, like a choke and a cough at the same time. You look up, worried. His face is a little flushed.
âYou ok?â You ask, sitting down across from him at the low table. Illumi nods.
âI am fine.â He says, eyes wandering from you to your work to the wall behind you. You shrug, turning to your study materials. The room sinks into silence, broken by the occasional turning of pages and the scratching of pencil on paper. Finally, when you think he's adjusted to your presence enough, you speak.
âHey Illumi, what did you mean when you said I was normal?âÂ
Illumi looks up from his work, eyes darting past your chest a little slowly and focusing on your eyes. He tilts his head in confusion.Â
âExactly what it sounds like.â He says, as if it's obvious. You frown.
âBut what does it mean?â You try again, âLike that im ugly?â
âYou are not ugly.â Illumi says, voice sounding a bit weird. You flush.
âOh, thanks.â You say, scratching your chain awkwardly. âIs it that I'm boring?â
Illumi stares at you long and hard, barely blinking. It seems like he's trying to figure out why you're upset. It reminds you of a robot, updating its programming as it tries to figure out what the weird human is upset about. Finally, he shakes his head.
âThe words I used were inappropriate. I apologize.â Illumi offers, face still blank. âI simply met you were not the tyrant your mother portrayed you as.â
You frown. You've heard those words before, the insults aren't uncommon from your mother. But it still hurts. Your chest aches as you force a smile.
âOh, really?â You say, forcing a fake laugh. âWhat did she say?â
Illumi frowns slightly, watching your face closely. He seems to be scanning for any change, any hint that you're upset. But your poker face is flawless, you've had a lot of practice. Finally, he opens his mouth.
âYou were a spoiled brat who would throw a tantrum at a moment's notice.â He says, placing his pencil down on the table. âI was informed you went to my school, so I decided to meet you. You were not like I had been told, and I simply expressed it poorly.â
Your heart sinks into your stomach. You know your mother doesn't like you that much, or at least never wanted children, but is this what she thought of you? You feel like you're going to cry. You don't want to, you can't cry in front of Illumi. But against your will you feel tear after tear roll down your face. Illumi looks almost helpless as you cry, whipping it away with the back of your hand.Â
âAre you sad?â Illumi asks, frowning. He looks like he doesn't know what to do.
âYes, Illumi.â You sob, tears rolling faster and faster down your face. âI'm crying. Have you never seen a girl cry?â
Illumi shakes his head, hand hanging awkwardly in the air between you. He clenches his fingers a few times, then lets it drop down.Â
âI don't really talk to girls.â Illumi says, staring in confusion as the tears roll down your cheeks. He looks almost adorable in his helplessness. Your shoulders shake as you cry, big fat tears rolling down your face and hitting the fabric of your tank top, soaking the blue fabric a darker blue. Illumi stares, awkwardly shuffling his pencil around in front of him. Finally, you give up.
âYou're supposed to comfort crying girls.â You whimper, wiping the tears away as fast as they come.Â
âComfort?â Illumi asks, tilting his head. You nod.
âJust give me a hug, Illumi.â You cry, crawling around the table towards him. Illumi sits there awkwardly as you throw yourself against his black covered chest. You cry into the turtleneck he's wearing, muffling your sobs into his chest. Illumi sits straight up, hands hovering awkwardly above your body until finally, when you crawl fully onto his lap, he settles them on your back. His hands are big, and warm. Finally, the tears start to subside.Â
You snuggle into his neck and shoulder, warm and snug against his surprisingly hot body. In both temperature and stature, actually. He has broad shoulders, and strong arms through the thick black fabric of the turtleneck. You giggle, drawing circles on his shoulders as you wipe the last tears away.Â
âThanks for giving me a hug.â You sigh, still burrowing into his warm body. Illumi coughs, the sound loud in the relative silence of the house.Â
âI apologize if it was a poor hug. I was never taught to give one.â He says, voice rumbling out from his chest. You giggle, shifting on his lap.
âWhat are you talking about, silly. No one gets taught how to hug.â You say, running your hand through strands of his long, silky hair. Illumi coughs, clearing his throat as you shift on his lap again. The room sinks into comfortable silence for a moment.Â
âWhat, have you never hugged a girl before?â You laugh, moving again. Illumi makes a choked little sound in his throat, and shakes his head.
âI told you, I don't really talk to girls.â He says, his voice sounding a bit strained. You frown, pulling away from his chest to look him directly in the face. A faint flush has painted itself across his cheeks.Â
âHey, are you alright? You sound weird.â You say, bringing a hand up and pressing it against his forehead. You shift on his lap a bit as you bring your other hand up, touching your own forehead. He doesn't have a fever, at least.
âI am fine.â Illumi nods. His cheeks are still just the palest petal pink, but his ears have started burning pure red among the strands of black hair. You're kind of alarmed. You dont think youâve ever seen a hint of pink on his face, and now you see so much. You shift slightly as Illumiâs hands fall, grabbing your waist tightly.
âYou should get off.â He says, voice warbling slightly. You frown, trying to ignore how butterflies rise in your stomach as his hands clench around your waist.Â
âWait, why?â You ask, grabbing his shoulders as you slip slightly, pulling yourself close against him. âI was enjoââ
You stop suddenly as you feel something under your thigh. Illumi looks away, body tensing as you move experimentally, pressing against the thing. It jumps against you. Illumi chokes.
âAre you hard?â You ask, voice loud in the silence. Illumi winces slightly.
âNo.â He says, pulling his head back until his hair partially obscures his face. You shift experimentally and are rewarded with his hands clenching down on your waist.Â
âIllumi you literally are.â You say, biting back a smile. Illumi doesn't say anything. Now you know you should be disgusted. He's your step-brother, after all. But, you can't quite bring yourself to pull away and run to your room. So instead you slide down his thighs, slowly crawling backwards on the floor until you're sitting a few feet in front of Illumi. His face looks dreadfully blank, like he expects you to slap him. Your eyes trace down his figure, taking in his broad shoulders and trim waist, and the bulge in his pants. You really wanna fuck him. But somehow, that seems like too much. Like it's a line you can't cross as step siblings, so you'll settle for this. Reaching your hand out slowly, carefully, you bring it down, stroking him over his pants.Â
The effect is instantaneous. Illumiâs back straightens, his body tensing as a small groan leaks out from between his clenched lips.Â
âWait, what are you doing?â Illumi asks, obviously trying to keep his tone even as you stroke him.
âThanking you.â You smile, pulling the belt of his sweatpants down. There's a small wet patch on his gray underwear, near the tip. You grin, licking your lips, and pressing your hand against him. Illumi whimpers, and quickly bites the rest of the sound back. You wish he would let all of his sounds out, but you doubt he will. And so you pull him out of his boxers, stroking him gently in your hand. Illumi bites his lips, eyes falling closed as you stroke him. He looks so pretty like this. Back straight and stiff, hair pooling around his shoulders and hitting the ground, cheeks flushed cherry blossom pink. You grin, mouth watering, and bend down.Â
âWait, Name.â Illumi protests, his voice slightly hoarse. You pause, looking up at him from your position on the floor. His black eyes are filled with swirling lust and something else you can't quite place.Â
âYeah?â You ask, letting a big glob of spit fall from your lips and plop onto Illumis dick. It twitches and Illumis shoulders twitch with it.Â
âWhat are you doing?â He asks, eyes locked on your own. You smile.
âI'm gonna give you a blowjob.â You say, and then start taking him into your mouth. He was clearly going to say more things, probably useless things that you don't want to hear, but they dissolve in his throat as you take him as far as you can, using your hand on the parts you can't reach. You make sure to use your hand on the parts you can't quite reach. Illumi groans again, as one hand clenches in the fabric of the carpet, and the other grabs your hair. You humm around him, pulling up and down, doing your best to drive him mad. It must be working, too, because tiny huffs and groans have started to leak out, even though he must be doing his best to hold them back. You can feel him twitching in your throat, probably close to cumming.Â
You smile around him, pressing a kidd to the tip before eating him down your throat again. Illumi groans, hand yanking your hair a bit as he does.
âWait name imââ
He doesn't get to finish his sentence before something warm and sticky is flowing down your throat. You do your best to swallow it all before you pull off him, licking your lips. And then you realize what you just did. Illumi looks out of it, his black eyes hazy and confused, his cheeks still flushed. His dick is lying on the hem of his pants, tracking spit and cum on them. He looks very pretty. And then it just hits you what youâve done. You gave your step brother a blowjob. You jump to your feet, trying to fix your hair. Illumi startles, shoving himself back into his underwear and pulling up his pants. Finally, when the room sinks into silence, you speak.
âDon't tell anyone.â You say, whipping a spot of cum off your boobs. Illumis eyes jump there, and then back to your own. You wait for him to agree, then flee to your room in embarrassment. What the hell have you done.Â
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So maybe your plan to get to know your step brother didn't exactly go as you had thought. But you were still determined to get to know them. Without the blowjob part, obviously. You sigh, turning a page in your book as you stare into space. The library was your favorite part of your house. The smell of books and lavender filled your nostrils and helped you calm down. The light was golden, pouring over the little seating area youâve found yourself in. It was a perfect place to read.Â
Too bad you're not actually reading, just trying to forget the Blowjob Incident⢠from two days ago. You sigh, remembering it again and shifting your legs. You hate to admit how much it kinda turns you on. How you just wanna go back and demand that Illumi eat you out. You sigh, crossing your legs again, and closing your book with a slam. Well, the book was boring anyway.Â
Your socked feet make barely a noise on the hardwood floors as you move back into the tall bookshelves that rise to the sky. Well, the ceiling. The bookshelves aren't that tall but they still feel tall. You slip the book away, and then move down the narrow hallways of books running your hand along their spines. Maybe a smut book will make you a little less pent up. Or more, but you could at least blame it on the book then, and not the Blowjob Incidentâ˘.Â
The smut section of the library was there when you and your mom moved in. Actually, most of the books were. It makes sense because the house has been in your family for generations. You chose not to think too hard about which of your dead relatives had picked out the smut books. You had already read all of them, but you scanned the shelf for one of the better ones.Â
Finally you spot one, the familiar gold and red cover sitting teasingly out of reach on the top shelf. You stand on your tippy toes, and reach up as high as you can, your fingertips just brushing the bottom. You brace your hand against one of the lower shelves and strain as high as you can. Someone chuckles behind you. And then a warm body comes up behind you, reaching just the last few inches to grab the book from the shelf and recede. You spin, and take in Chrollo, standing in front of you with the book outstretched.
âHere you go,â He says, offering you the book. You take it quickly, holding it against your chest as you flush.
âThanks,â You say, hiding the title of the book as best you can. Better to be safe than sorry. Chrollo smiles slightly, folding his arms across his chest. He's wearing a fluffy looking sweater. You clear your throat, still standing with your back against the smut books.Â
âAre you enjoying the library?â You ask, in a hurry to change the subject, so he doesnt start asking questions about your book.
âYes it's quite extensive.â Chrollo says, brushing a hand through his hair. âI myself have been enjoying the philosophy and nonfiction sections.â
âOh,â You say, smiling slightly. âThose sections are pretty good, the nonfiction section especially has some pretty interesting and rare books. â
âYou seem to know this library pretty well.â Chrollo says, sliding his hands into the pockets of his black pants. âI assume youâve read most of the collection?â
âYep, almost all of it.â You say, smiling excitedly. âI haven't quite got through the cookbook section.â
You love the library. It's such a lovely place to escape too. And besides, your mother never comes in here. She says it's too dusty, even though the maids do a wonderful job of cleaning the entire house. You sigh, leaning back against the bookcase. Chrollo frowns.
âYou seem upset about something.â He says, moving a few steps closer. You sigh. Your mothers words still sit a bit heavy in your heart, but you're more used to her cruelty than you should be. It's embarrassing that you're actually more upset about the Blowjob Incidentâ˘. But you definitely can't tell Chrollo that. So your mother is getting thrown under the bus. Besides, you're kind of curious to hear what they were told about you.
âWhat whereâŚâ You say, clearing your throat, and trying again. âWell I mean, how much did you guys know about me before you moved in.â
Silence falls for a moment as Chrollo considers you, taking in your body, clothes up a turtleneck, pleated skirt and socks, your face as you avoid his eyes. Then he speaks.
âOh, not much. At least I wasn't told anything.â Chrollo says almost soothingly, moving forward to pat you gently on the arm as he continues. âI know father told Illumi a bit more.â
You frown, tilting your head.Â
âWhy not you?â You ask, looking up at him. Chrollo stifles a smile.
âOh, Father and I don't get along.â He rubs your shoulder reassuringly, and you shiver as his warm hand leaves you. âIllumi listens to him. Hisoka and I do not.â
âOh,â You say, shoving down your confusion and the urge to pry. âWell, did you know anything?â
âYour age and gender.â Chrollo says, patting you on the head with a chuckle. âIs that what you were upset about? Don't you worry, We all had a favorable impression of you the moment we saw you.â
You frown, brow furrowing in confusion as Chrollo steers both of you out of the seas of bookshelves and back into the rest area. You spot a book resting open on the couch, a mug of something warm on the table. Steam spirals into the air, and you sit down on the other end of the couch, watching Chrollo as he picks up the book, sitting neatly in the middle. You sigh, brushing your hair out from behind you and leaning back, closing your eyes. The sounds of page turning fills the air, broken only by Chrolloâs slow, even, breathing.Â
You open your own book, too embarrassed to change books now. What would you say if he asked why you were exchanging your book? âOops, I grabbed a smut book because I was feeling horny after I gave your brother a blowjob, and I'm too embarrassed to read it in front of you.â Hello no. Besides, Chrollo isn't paying attention to you, and youâve already read this book a thousand times. The smut won't turn you on as it once had, you're sure.Â
You were wrong. Maybe it's something about the fact that chrollo is sitting a few inches away, turning the pages of his own book calmly, or maybe you were just that horny, but you're barely into the smut scene when your pussy starts throbbing. You shuffle on the couch, crossing your legs and clenching your thighs together. You shiver at the little burst of pleasure that gave you and continue reading, body tight and tense. You're barely digesting the words on the page, far too busy being distracted by the warm body a few inches away from you. Chrollo is much more interesting than the stupid smut book anyway.Â
You look at him out of the corner of your eyes. His hair falls gently, angled down towards the book in his lap. It's some philosophy book, you don't care enough to try to make out the tiny text at the top of the page. Chrollo's skin is pale, sharp against the black of his hair. It's a close shade to the cream white of his sweater. You want to reach out and brush his hair out of his eyes, then beg him to kiss you senseless.Â
You curse the universe for giving you such hot men who were so close in age to you and lived with you, and then making them your step siblings. So out of reach. You ignore the looming memories of the Blowjob Incidentâ˘, and turn a page, trying to focus on the smut scene. But words on a page cannot distract you from the subtle scent of Chrollo's cologne, floating in the air between you. You shift uncomfortably on the couch as your pussy floods with heat, your body begging to be touched.Â
You're crossing your legs again when Chrollo speaks.
âYou seem a bit restless.â He says, pausing before the last word. You slam your book shut, not even bothering to put a bookmark in it. Your face must be flushed, you know.
âI guess.â You say, clearing your throat. You swear you can hear your arousal in your voice, smell it in the air. The room sinks into silence as Chrollo puts a bookmark in his book, setting it down on the table with a soft thump. You clutch yours in your lap, kind of thankful for a hard thing to clutch. Not like that. Chrollo smiles at you softly, his gray eyes glowing slightly in the lowlight.
âBad book?â He asks, gesturing towards the book in your lap with a nod. You squeak, shrugging.Â
âUh, it's fine!â You say, putting it on your other side. You feel like a rubber band pulled tight, about to snap. Chrollo seems to be moving closer.Â
âI'm impressed,â Chrollo chuckles, scooting closer to you along the couch.Â
âWhat?â You say, heart pounding double time as his gray eyes move closer and closer. You scoot backwards until you're sitting with your back pressed against the arm. The book slides off the couch, hitting the ground with a muffled thud. Chrollo chuckles, stopping a few feet away from your knees.Â
âIt's quite bold to read a smut book an inch away from your step brother.â Chrollo says simply, a small smile marking his pale lips. Your mouth drops open.
âHow did you know?â You ask, voice a little to breathless for you liking. A flush is working its way up your chest and neck, and overtaking your face. Your traitorous pussy drools arousal on your panties. Chrollo chuckles.
âI memorized the Library layout.â He says, smoothing a hand over your sock covered calf. âI'm sure you did as well.â
Youâve had it memorized since you were a child. But you're very distracted right now by his warm hand as it moves slightly higher on your raised legs, now brushing past your knee. You bite back a whimper, not daring to make a noise as his hand travels higher and higher. Chrollo chuckles.
âWe certainly aren't the best step siblings, aren't we?â He says, hand stroking up and down your thigh, tips of his fingers barely brushing the edges of your pleated skirt. His fingers feel hot against your bare skin. You slap your hand over your mouth, and Chrollo smirks.Â
âWhat are they going to say?â You whimper through your hand as Chrollo gently grips both your thighs, urging them apart. Chrollo chuckles, tugging down your panties, the last sticky barrier between him and your telling wetness.Â
âWho, our parents?â he asks, voice still so soft in the large silence of the caverness library. âThey're never here. How could they know?â
 You guess he's right, you think to yourself as he presses a delicate little kiss to your clit. How could they know, when neither of them pay attention to you. To any of their children, it seems. Your back arches against the couch, hands reaching down to tangle in Chrollo's black hair.
Chrollo eats pussy like a man starved. He eats you out like you're an oasis in a dry desert and he hasn't had a sip of water in years. He buries his head between your thighs, gripping your hips tightly as he licks and sucks you closer and closer to orgasm. You feel like you're losing your mind, tipping so close to insanity. Here you are, engaged in sexual activities with another one of your step brothers. Two out of three. And although you had initiated the one from a couple days ago, this one had been all Chrollo.Â
You whimper as you feel your orgasm threatening on the horizon, as you tug gently on Chrollo's soft hair and moan his name tellingly into the empty library.Â
âI'm gonna cum.â You whimper, warning him with a few extra tugs to the hair in case he isn't listening. He only doubles his efforts, concentrating his sucking and licking on your clit and tossing you off the cliff of orgasm like a rag doll. You moan loudly as you cun, body tensing and convulsing as you come undone, tugging at his hair.Â
It takes you a moment to come back, blinking up at the overhead lights. And when you speak, your voice is hoarse.Â
âYou can't tell.â You say, voice trembling in the room. You wait for Chrollo to nod, and when he does, then you flee again, pulling your panties up and dashing out of the room leaving Chrollo behind you.Â
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You straighten your back as you stand a few feet outside of the doors to the exercise room. You know Hisoka is in there. You know he's there because you made sure to triple check with him, and both his brothers. You need to talk to him. Urgently, one might say, because you're kind of having a crisis, and it's surprisingly hard to get him alone to talk. But the crisis. Maybe it has something to do with the incidents that had happened in the last week. You shiver slightly as you remember them, body trembling as it recalls all of it. You shake your head, straighten your shoulders, and march into the gym with your head held high.Â
You don't go in here often. You don't like working out, preferring sports to things like gyms and working out. But you know the general layout.
Hisoka is over by the rack of weights. You can see his brilliant hair from all the way across the room, as he does some sort of weight exercise. You move through the room, catching your own reflection out of the corner of your eye in the mirror lining one wall. The room is silent, besides for the sound of your feet on the cold concrete floor, and the muffled music blasting from Hisokaâs headphones.Â
He hasn't spotted you yet. As you move closer, you watch his arm muscles bulge, completely put on display by the black tank top he's wearing. You clear your throat, begging your already fried nerves and the arousal beating at your gut to calm down.Â
âHisoka? Can I talk to you?â You say, trying to be audible over the music pounding in his headphones. Hisoka looks up, meeting your eyes in the mirror in his sharp yellow gaze, and then smiles.Â
âAh, Name. I didn't see you there.â He says, placing the weight back in the rack, and pulling his headphones out of his ears. âCome to watch me workout?â
He winks, and you chuckle. He's not wrong, that's what you were doing just then. You shake any traces of arousal out of your face and force a smile.
âUm, I wanted to talk to you about something.â You say, bringing a hand to your mouth. You chew anxiously on your nails, heart pounding a bit too fast. Hisokaâs brow furrows, eyes scanning you up and down.Â
âIs something wrong, darling?â He asks, moving closer to you, gently grabbing your hand and lowering it away from your mouth. You almost flinch as his hot fingers touch you, as he gets close enough and all you can see is the beads of sweat lingering on his skin. You want to lick them off, oddly enough. His hand is still holding your wrist. He can probably feel your pulse beating double time.Â
âI,â You start, then clear your throat. âWell, this is kind of embarrassing.â
Hisoka raises an eyebrow, hidden behind his bright red hair. His eyes flicker the length of your body again, taking in your pajama shorts and t-shirt you cut into a crop top. You look like a slob, but he'd already seen you when he got home and you figured it would be weird if you showed up wearing something nicer to have this conversation. You didn't even know if he would believe you, or what he would say. You shake your head, begging your face not to flush.Â
âWell, recently, i've been trying to get to know Illumi and Chrollo,â You start. Hisoka chuckles.
âOh how adorable~â He says, patting you gently on your head. He smells of salt and musk and faintly of cologne. âAren't you just the sweetest.â
You flush, body heating up at the nickname. Maybe this was a bad idea.Â
âIs your hair natural?â You ask, too embarrassed to keep talking. Hisoka chuckles.
âYes, doll. The three of us have different mothers.â He says, patting your head gently again. âNow what did you want to say?â
âOh, um,â you stutter again, voice suddenly caught in your throat. âI'm not sure how to say this.â
Hisoka considers you, trying to peer into your soul through your eyes and figure out what's got you so worried. You almost wish he would. Then the words wouldn't have to pass your lips. He's starting to look almost worried. Or as worried as you've ever seen him look.Â
âWhy don't you sit down,â he says. You plop down onto the mat below your feet, sitting with your legs crossed on the cushy material. Hisoka sits down opposite you, smiling patiently at you.Â
âHave my brothers been bothering you?â He asks, moving forward to smooth the wrinkle between your brows. âYou don't deserve to worry your pretty head about those idiots.â
âOh no, it's my fault too.â You say, shaking your head. Hisoka's hand withdraws, falling back into his lap. You don't know if you want him to touch you more or stand ten feet away. You can't decide which one you want more.Â
âWell, I think I've been a bad step sister.â You confide, leaning forward a bit. Hisoka raises an eyebrow,
âOh why would you think that?â He purrs, reaching forward again to smooth a hand over your shoulder. âIf anything, you're too good for undeserving men like us, doll.â
You smile, brushing your hair over your shoulder. The gym is empty besides the two of you. You don't know if anyone else is home. Your mother and her new husband are on some favation. Illumi isÂ
âI guess. The other boys haven't complained or anything,â You flush, body temperature rising as you remember the things that had happened. âBut, I keep doing things that step sisters aren't supposed to do.â
Hisokaâs face goes blank for a moment. He blinks a couple times, and then a smile appears on his face.Â
âWhatever are you talking about?â He asks, a fake smile still glued to his face. You flinch, face still flushed. It feels like he already knows what you mean, or has an idea. But he seems like he wants to hear it from your lips. Hear you say all the dirty forbidden things you've gotten up to with his half siblings. You lick your lips and clear your throat. Your hands are trembling in your lap, and you clench them against your pajama shorts, suddenly feeling too naked to be doing this. You don't know why.Â
Maybe it's how Hisoka is looking at you. His yellow eyes scan your body, taking in each square inch of bare skin on display for his viewing, or the careful way he holds himself. He looks predatory. You hate how it sends a bolt of heat to your gut. You take a deep breath, steady yourself, and speak.
âWe have engaged in some sexual acts.â You whisper into the silence of the gym. Hisoka raises an eyebrow, looking mostly unsurprised.Â
His yellow eyes dart down again, scanning your body as if looking for evidence of what you have spoken into existence.
âI'm afraid you're going to need to be more specific, doll.â Hisoka says, voice light and teasing as if the two of you are discussing something as trivial as the weather. You gulp down your spit, taking a deep breath and closing your eyes.Â
âI have Illumi a blow job. Chrollo ate me out.â You say, keeping your eyes closed. âWhat am I supposed to do?â
Silence echoes in the gym for a moment. And then Hisoka chuckles.Â
âOh my, what a dilemma you seem to have, doll.â He laughs, the sound echoing in the empty room. You open your eyes, kind of confused.
âYou seem surprised.â You say, eyes gliding over Hisokaâs body again before you can yank them up to his eyes. You're already a bit turned on from just talking to him, touching him, being near him. Not to mention thinking too much about the events of the last week.Â
âOh, i figured it out as soon as you mentioned sexual acts.â Hisoka says, doing air quotations around the words âsexual actsâ. He shoots you a wink as he continues. âI just wanted to hear you say it.â
âOh,â You say. He seems very casual about this, very unbothered. You pull your lower lip into your mouth, biting it as you watch him smile unnervingly. âWhy aren't you angry?â
âHmm~â Hisoka hums, eyes darting down to your mouth as you let your bottom lip out of your mouth, probably a bit red from the biting. âI wonder.â
It happens so fast. One moment you're sitting upright, watching Hisoka in front of you with apprehension. And then the next moment you're tumbling backwards, the world spinning on its axis. Your back hits the mat with a thump and you grunt. Hisoka looms over you, a feral light hiding in his eyes as he greedily scans you up and down.Â
âWhat?â You say breathlessly, biting back the moan that wants to leak out as you take in Hisoka above you. His hair droops around him in a brilliant red halo. He cages you against the matte softened floor, and you whimper as his thigh finds its way between your legs, pressing up into your pussy.Â
âMy brothers and I are very different, you know.â Hisoka says, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your neck. âBut I suppose we are similar in some ways after all.â
He nips at your neck and you whimper, body reflexively straightening against his thigh. Your hands reach up to scrabble at his shoulders.Â
âWait, Hisoka.â You whimper as he breaths hot and heavy on your ear, pressing hickeys on the skin under your ear. âNo marks, theyâll see.â
Hisoka laughs huskily.Â
âWho doll?â He laughs, pressing his thug against your pussy harder. You whimper, pleasure running a hard line down your spine. You're losing your mind and he hasn't even taken your clothes off.Â
âChrolloâ You breathe, the name coming out as more of a moan. âAnd Illumi.â
âAh, not those pesky absent parents of ours?â Hisoka says, a chuckle in his voice. âOh they won't mind. If anything, theyâll take it as a challenge. How would you like that doll?â
You whimper, gripping his muscled shoulders tightly and digging your nails into his back. Hisoka grunts, body pressing you deep into the floor. You're trapped, between the matt covered floor and a body of solid muscle. Hisoka reaches down, using one hand to pull the loose pajama shorts off your body, tossing them somewhere behind him. You whimper as he yanks off your panties too, exposing your poor pussy to the bare air and the mean strokes of his corded thigh.Â
âYou're so sexy,â You whimper as he drives his muscled thigh into your clit. You feel like you're going to break, just shatter to pieces right there on the gym floor. Hisoka laughs, heavy in your ear.Â
âWhat a slutty step-sister I have.â he breathes, voice deliciously husky. âI wonder. Could you handle all of us at once?â
Your pussy twitches against him, drooling more arousal, leaving sticky trains all over the fabric of his sweatpants.Â
âOh god yes,â You whimper, images of it filling your mind. You're too turned on to be mortified as HIsoka laughs, kissing hickeys and bite marks all over your neck. You're losing your mind. It seems your three for three, and all you want to do is to be fucked stupid by your step brothers.Â
Hisoka chuckles, pulling away to stare down at you with lust driven yellow eyes, almost glowing behind curtains of red hair. And then he shoves two fingers into your mouth.
âBe a good girl and suck.â He coos, driving his thigh against your pussy in regular thrusts, driving you closer and closer to orgasms. You're gonna cum. Soon, you're so close to losing your mind.
You're sure you look like a mess. Your hair is a messy halo around your head two fingers shoved in your mouth, your body twisting and turning on the mat. Shorts and underwear long discarded, grinding your bare pussy on your step brother's clothed thigh. But you don't even care. Hisoka smiles above you, canines sharp in the lowlight.
âYou gonna cum, doll?â he smiles. You nod, sucking his fingers obediently, whining around them as best you can. Hisoka smiles, merciful as an avenging angel above you.
âYou've been so good, so I'll let you cum.â You coos, leaning the weight of his body on you as he withdraws his fingers from your mouth. You're about to protest, but you don't get words as he replaces his fingers with his lips, sealing your mouth in a kiss as you fall off the edge.
Your body convulses as you cum, grinding down on his thigh until you can't anymore, until you're screaming from oversensitivity and you yank yourself away from his thigh, trembling. Hisoka eats every moan and scream, muffling it with his tongue and his lips. Until finally, he pulls away with a little chuckle.
âDone already?â He coos, wiping the tears and spit from your face with a laugh. âI was just going to call the others.â
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Endnotes: i hope you guys enjoyed this kinktober ride as much as i did lol. This ones a bit long but i figured weâd better go out with a bang~
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I âĄď¸ DILFS
word count: 3k
Warnings: smut 18+ only (minors DNI), Daddy kink (kinda expected), established relationship, age gap (reader is between 24-25, Joel is in his 50s), oral (male receiving), fem!reader
A/N: I've always thought Joel was hot but Pedro Pascal playing him really did it for me, trying to improve my smut so I hope this is better than my last one. <3!!
You were going through an old building as a short cut you didn't realize it at first from the decay and rubble, but the more you looked around, you could see that it used to be a mall. You looked inside a store seeing if you could find anything useful when you spot it. It was a sign from fate; you go and grab the shirt and hold it up to look at. Considering what it's been through, it was in pretty good condition, like it was saved for you. You quickly take off your backpack and put it on. It was a little small; you assume it was a baby tee from the fit of it, but you had a long sleeve under, so you were still covered. You hear Ellie call your name and grab your stuff and run over to them. Joel starts walking, leading you out once he sees you, âTook you long enough come on lets get out of hereâ You see Ellie looking at the shirt, trying to read it.
 âI heart-i heart, whats a DILF?â Ellie asks more so to anyone than directly to her you could see the gears turning in her head trying to figure out what each letter means.Â
You wish you could take a picture of Joel's face when he heard that, he turned around so fast, âWhere the hell did you find that atâ âCâmon Joel you know this is my brand, my whole motto, this is me, it was fate that brought me and this shirt together and Im never taking it off.âÂ
âDead I Like, Deadly I-ok I give up what is itâ you both ignored Ellie trying to figure out what DILFS are.Â
âI can't take you anywhere, how do you always manage to find the most ridiculous shit during an apocalypse.â
 âHey! what is it, I don't get it.â You hear Ellie shouting at you clearly annoyed, but youre more focused on Joel at the moment.Â
âAw Joel don't be jealous you know you're the only DILF for meâÂ
âCan you shut the hell up.â You giggled slightly at the clear annoyance in his voice. You loved messing with him when you can, and when it wouldn't put you in danger of course, you added some much-needed fun to his life.Â
You finally leave the mall and walk out onto the road; you were so excited about your DILF shirt, you had an eye for things like this. You knew you couldn't take back everything you find but if it was small or something you really liked you took with you like when you found an old hello kitty watch, it didn't work, but it was still cute. Another time you found a Britney Spears poster in decent condition that was currently hanging up in your room, but the DILFS shirt was definitely your favorite after the poster. You were happy to add it to your little collection.Â
âCan someone please explain what is a DILF I don't get it and why is Joel one?â Ellie asks for the billionth time, getting frustrated at you both for not listening to her.Â
âIts da-â You were interrupted by Joel his deep voice, a little upset at you for almost telling Ellie, you didnt think it was too inappropriate but he clearly disagreed.Â
âAbsolutely not youre not telling her she doesn't need to know, way too young for that, Im surprised you even know what it meansâ he responded, looking back at you mortified at where you had learned it from.Â
âHey! I was born before the pandemic you knowâ you tell him, reminding him that youâre not that young. Although compared to him, you were.Â
âYou were what 4, 5 when it happened canât have remembered much before.â you heard the sass in his voice but you continue trying to prove that it shouldn't be surprising that you know what a DILF is.Â
 âOkay, Im not ancient like you but still I had older friends, and we would talk about-â He interrupts you again, staring at you with frowned eyebrows.Â
âPlease stop there I really donât want to know what you and your friends talk about, can we just change topics please.â If they told you about DILFs, he really didn't want to hear what else teens talked about in this world.Â
âDude câmon, why can't you tell me, Im not a little kid.â Ellie says again, trying to get both of your attention and get you to explain it to her. You know now sheâs not gonna let it go since Joel told her no. But you decided youâll explain it later, especially after the whole playboy magazine situation, and she was around the same age you first heard it from your friends so you didnt see the issue.
âAlright from here until we get to where we are headed we are quiet, no one says a word unless you're dying got itâ you could tell Joel had heard enough, and considering that you were outside you told it was best to listen to him and not distract him or yourself.Â
âgot itâ âyes sirâ you lean towards Ellie. âHeâs in a mood today huhâ deciding to bother him one last time before you would have be serious.Â
She was about to respond until you walked right into Joel, giving you a yet intimidating glare frowning his eyebrows at you. âalright alright, iâll shut up.âÂ
After a couple hours of walking, Joel found a small safe building to sleep for the night, and you had been talking to Ellie until she fell asleep; you walk over into the room Joel was in, deciding to tease him again.
 âHey daddy whatcha doing?â you call out in his direction, watching as he rolls his eyes at the name.Â
âStop.â he responded flatly, clearly not amused by your jokes, but you decided to keep them going.Â
 âWhat's wrong Daddy does it make you flustered?â You thought he was going to give you another flat response or tell you to shut up. But you were wrong, instead, he stands up and walks over to you, standing closer than you anticipated, you try to step back slightly, but his arm around your waist prevents you from going too far. You feel the blood rush to your cheek and ears, your mouth goes dry, not knowing what to say or how to respond.
âOh look whoâs flustered now, sweetheart.â His deep voice teases you back, having more of an effect on you than your teasing did on him. You feel yourself get hotter, your brain is unable to focus anything except on how close he was and his rough hand around your waist forcing you closer to him, though you didn't mind. You continue blinking up at him, speechless.
âYoure so quiet now what happened, thought you were teasing me baby?âÂ
You continue to stare at his brown eyes, the only thing you brain was thinking way, wow hes so hot. You look up into his face, taking in his features. The wrinkles around his pretty brown eyes, the scars and cuts around his face. God you always thought he was attractive but it still amazes you how hot and pretty he was. You could look at him all day.Â
He wraps both his hand around your waist, pulling you to him,places his lips on yours. You loved kissing Joel. It was rare having him kiss you while you werenât in the safety of the QZ. He usually couldnât relax enough to kiss you, needing to be alert and focused just in case. So this took you by surprise but his kisses always made you feel warm and safe, and in that moment, you didn't have to worry about anything. All that mattered was him.Â
You wrap your hands around his neck as you deepen the kiss, pressing your lips against his rough lips, closing your eyes as you melt into his embrace; his hands lower down your waist and squeeze your ass, which surprises you so much that you let out a small gasp against his lips. Joel pulls away slightly, smiling at you âyoure cuteâ His actions confused you; you rarely ever are intimate outside the walls, but you trusted him and if he felt comfortable you knew you were safe so you decided to mess with him âhmm I dont daddy youre pretty cute yourself.âÂ
He guides you over to the makeshift bed, leading you by your waist, making you walk backward, as you continue kissing him, parting your lips slightly, allowing his tongue to slip inside yours.Â
 âYou ainât gonna stop are youâ he asks he sits down and pulls you down onto his lap; you couldnât tell iif he seriously was tired of you calling him that or if he just teasing too.Â
 âwhat you don't like it Daddy?â you ask, trying to gauge his reaction you didnât want to push it too far or actually make him uncomfortable.Â
 âI never say that now did I, sweetheart?â again, he confused you does that mean he liked it or that he didnât mind you joking about it? you stare at his face trying to see.Â
Your thoughts are interrupted by him pulling your lips onto his again. But more aggressively than earlier, moaning into his mouth and rolling your hips against him as he gropes your ass through your jeans.
âJoelâ You moan against his lips before you lean your head into his neck.
 âAw baby what happened to daddy huhâ you pull away, looking up at him with wide eyes, surprised. Did he like it? You look at his face and see his eyes full of lust, and you realized he liked it. He liked it when you called him daddy. You look down, suddenly getting shy and embarrassed about saying it. It was one thing saying it as a joke and teasing him about it, but to moan, it was different; it was dirtier.Â
He saw you getting shy and flustered in his lap, avoiding eye contact with him. Unlike you, he could read you like the back of his hand; he could easily tell you were embarrassed.
âcâmon baby no need to be shy, I can tell you like too donât youâ he softly stroked your waist when one hand and squeezes your ass with the other. you take your gaze off the floor onto him. nodding in agreement with him.
âCâmon baby need you say it, you like calling me daddy donât youâ you could tell he wanted you to say it out loud, his hand rubbing small patterns on your waist encouraging you, reassuring you that you didnât need to be embarrassed.Â
âYea i like it daddyâ you mutter quietly, still ashamed to say in a serious setting. Not quite ready to admit to yourself that calling Joel daddy turned you on as much as it did.Â
You didn't think you would like it or find it this attractive. Maybe it was your lack of a father growing up, and Joel being older than you. You didn't know why; all you knew is that once you said it, you felt yourself getting wetter.Â
âhmm good girlâ he takes your face into his hands, kissing you again; you slip your tongue into his mouth, his deep voice letting out a moan against your mouth. You couldnt help but grind and roll your hips against him, searching for any type of release.Â
He goes to lift your shirt but stops slightly, rolling his eyes âWant me to fuck you in the I heart DILFS shirt dont you?â you look at him, nodding laughing a little âyou know me so well.âÂ
He sighs and shakes his head. Although thereâs disappointment in his voice, you can tell thereâs also amusement. â I do, dont why I tolerate youâÂ
 âYou love me, cant live without me, I bring adventure into your life youâd be so bored without me.â you remind him why he puts up with you.
âShut upâ he mutters, though you sensed the amusement in his voice because he knows youâre right. As much as you annoyed him, he couldnât imagine living without your teasing and antics.Â
You unbutton his shirt and take it off, lightly grazing your fingers across his chest, admiring his chest and body, you see more scars and healed wounds but you also see his muscles. Youâve always loved his body. You remember the nights in your apartment placing, kissing along his waist, his chest, his stomach.Â
You thought about placing marks on his chest but were interrupted by him unzipping your jeans and lifts your hips up to slide your pants off, you get off his lap, taking off the rest of your pants. You unzip his pants, pulling them down, you stare at his bulge through his boxers and press kisses onto his dick, teasing him through his boxers.Â
âWanna suck you offâ you mumble quietly, focusing on how much you need him in your mouth. You werenât even sure he heard or understood you until you hear his deep voice speak to you, breaking you away from your thoughts.Â
âWhatâd you say darling couldnt hearâ You know he heard you he just wanted you to say it louder.Â
âCan I please suck your dick daddyâ you look up at him batting your eyelashes while you rub your hand against his hard dick. You feel his dick twitch against your hand while he bites his lip, suppressing a moan.Â
âGoddamn darling youâre killing meâ his texas accent getting stronger as he gets harder in his boxers, you loved hearing his deep texas accent come out as he gets more turned on by you.Â
He pulls down his boxers, and no matter how many times youâve seen his dick, youâre still in shocked at how big he is. You canât help but to stare for a couple of seconds taking it in, you smile up at him before teasing him licking the tip gently as you lightly stroke him, you continue placing kitty licks on his dick. He shivers against your tongue, and you love it, love watching him fall apart because of you and seeing how much your mouth affected him.Â
 You gather some spit in your mouth before you drool some onto his dick. He rolls his eyes back as you slowly stroke his cock in your hand, using your spit as lube. You hear his deep voice moaning as you lean down and lick the tip while still stroking him. You start to slowly speed your hand when you feel his hand lightly tugging your hair making you stop and stare up at him.
 âyouâre gonna have to speed it up sweetheart.âÂ
That was all he said before his hand grabbed the back of your head and forced your lips onto his cock. You hollow your cheeks and take him in further, feeling your nose brush against his hair at the base of his cock. He moves his hips gently fucking your throatÂ
âFuck you feel so goodâ he murmured under his breath, his voice deeper than his usual tone. You closed your eyes as you felt yourself starting to choke on him,he started to thrust his hips faster into your mouth.Â
âCâmon baby look at me, look at daddy.âÂ
You couldnât help but moan around him at his words, feeling yourself getting more turned on as he called himself daddy. You listen, looking up at him through your eyelashes as you continue taking him down your throat.Â
âAtta girl, so pretty looking up at me like that.â you feel yourself getting warmer from his praise, loving how vocal he was, you wish you were back at his apartment so he could be louder without the risk of drawing unwanted and dangerous attention.Â
He moves the hair that was falling in front of your face behind your ears âyou look fucking gorgeous sucking my dick darlingâ feeling butterflies in your stomach as he compliments you. Â
You take him out of your swollen lips when you start feeling dizzy from the lack of air; you continue to stroke him in your hands as you catch your breath until he puts his hand on your head, guiding your mouth back onto his cock. His deep voice moans out your name under his breath as he gets closer to his release.Â
âfuck darling iâm close keep on-yes like that baby god you like this huh like having daddyâs dick in your mouth sweetheart?â
You nod as best you could, trying to agree, but all that comes out is your moans against his dick. You could tell he was close as his started to get slightly louder, but you could tell he was trying his best to be quiet. His deep voice, making your head go fuzzy in arousal. He start making you gag as he thrusting into your mouth faster , sloppy fucking into your mouth as he closer to his release. After a few more thrust you hear him moaning your name as he cums into your mouth. You feel his cum shoot into your mouth and down your throat.
You held your head onto his cock until he finish before you slowly took him out your mouth. He holds your cheek in his hands, lightly caressing them.Â
âOpen baby girl let me see.â you happily open your mouth, showing how you swallowed his cum. âGood girl baby câmereâ he pulls you onto his lap again before placing a kiss on your lips , softly biting your bottom lip before pulling away. He holds you in his lap for a couple of minutes. you lay your head on his shoulder as he softly rubs his hand up and down your back.
âif we were at home you know iâd take care of you right babyâ his deep voice makes you lift your head off of him, looking into his eyes. Before you met Joel, you thought older men didnât have much of a sex drive, you didnât know if it was just Joel or all men in their 50s but he proved you wrong. There have been many nights in his room where he would fuck more than one time; the first time caught you by surprise. Of course, you both paid the price in the morning; both sore, aching muscles had to spend the next day in bed, not being able to do much. So you know he would have fuck if you were back at home.Â
âOf course i doâ you play with the hair at the back of his neck for a little while before getting off his lap so he could put his clothes back on, and you do the same. You didn't mind; you knew sucking him off was as much risk as he could take, and you didn't really feel comfortable enough to fuck out in the open like this. After you both have your clothes on, you lay down with Joel, wrapping your arms around his waist as he turned, pressing your back into your chest, falling asleep. Trying to rest before youâd have to walk back to the QZ in the morning.
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HI OK SO
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info/cw: fem x dom!tom, bj (m! recieving), praising, degrading
synposis: youâd do anything to get out of doing german homework
a/n: NOT PROOFREAD. also to requester, i changed plot up a bit, I HOPE YOU DONT MINDâŚi was having horrible writers block
more under cut :)
I watched as the door cracked over, my eyes meeting his brown eyes. "Hey, Tom, " I gave a small smile as he exchanged one back. He raised an eyebrow as his eyes moved lower through my body, undressing me in his mind. I bit my lip as I tugged at my skirt, keeping my eyes on his. "Tom?"
"Oh...sorry. Come in, " He looked back into my eyes, a slight pink tint washing over his face. I snickered as he took a step aside, opening the door more. "I'm helping with German, right?"
"Mhm, " I stepped in, watching as he closed the door behind me. His eyes scanned over me one more time before shuffling past me.
"Over here, " He spoke. I watched as his jeans dragged against the shiny floor. The wood floors reflected a slight yellow hue from the ceiling light. I followed behind him, my platform heels clacking against the ground. I sighed, holding onto the strap of my tote bag as I watched him pull out two chairs from his dining table. I took a seat next to him, placing my bag on the glass table.
"Tom?" I looked over at him as I reached into my bag, pulling out the German textbook. He hummed in response, taking a seat next to me. "You know, you're a sweet boy, right?"
"I am?" He raised an eyebrow. I nodded, pulling out the worksheets that were stacking up as days went by. I needed this credit, badly. But, I'm not gonna be the one to do it. I shuffled in the cushioned seat, sitting up.
"Yes, you are, " I turned to him, placing a hand on his shoulder. I could see his dilated pupils from here, he was so easy. I bit my lip as I felt the painted design of his jacket sleeve under my palm. "You know how I'm struggling for this credit right?"
"Yea?..."
"And, you know. That one time in math when I helped you, " I tilted my head, rubbing his forearm. He furrowed his eyebrows.
"You did?"
"Well...besides that..." I pressed my lips together as I looked away for a bit. Damn it, maybe he's smarter than I thought. "Could you do my work, please?"
"What?? I can help you but I'm not doing your work, " His face twisted, pulling the textbook over to his side.
"Tom, please?..." I pleaded, watching him turn to the book.
"It's not that hard, come on, " He took one of the worksheets and looked over it.
"Fine...I guess you didn't want a reward, " I sighed as I took out a pen. He kept his fingers on the worksheet before looking at me again.
"Reward?..."
"Yea...I guess it doesn't matter, " I shrugged, clicking the blue pen. I grinned to myself, watching his face twist again.
"No, tell me, " Tom placed the paper down, crossing his arms. He sat back, his legs spreading as he narrowed his eyes. I felt a lump form in my throat, looking from the chandelier above the table and to him.
"It doesn't matter, " I pulled the worksheet over to my side. Shit, I should've just let him tutor me. I shuddered, feeling his lips gently brush over my ear lobe. I could feel his grin, watching his hand enter my vision to take hold of my hand that held the pen.
"Tell me, " He spoke softly into my ear, taking the pen from my hands. My palms grew sweaty as my heart raced. He sat back again, crossing his arms with the pen in his grasp.
"It's nothing, Tom. Let's just do this lesson, " I turned back to him, reaching out for the pen. He raised his hand, holding the pen up high. I stood up, regretting packing only one pen. He leaned back slightly, this fucking idiot. I grit my teeth, placing a hand on his chest as I try to reach for the pen.
"Oh, so now you wanna do the lesson?" He snickered, continuing to hold the pen out of my reach.
"Tom, give it back, " I scoffed, leaning closer to him.
"Only if you tell me."
"Tell you what?" I groaned, taking hold of his wrist. He snickered and I widened my eyes as I felt his breath on my chest. I felt my face heat up as I fell back onto my chair. He held a proud smirk on his stupid face, spinning the pen in his hand. "Perv!"
"And you're not?"
"What are you talking about?" I looked away, folding my arms over my chest.
"What was the reward?" He leaned over, pushing the tip of the pen under the strap of my top. His eyes followed my pen as he moved it down my skin. I shuddered as I snapped my head toward him.
"Do the worksheets first, then I'll show you, " I glared at him, licking my top lip. He played with his lip ring, looking away to think. My body grew less tense as he leaned back, taking a worksheet. I sighed, watching as he filled out each question. I slowly slid off my chair, this better be worth it. I crawled between his legs, looking up at the confused expression that formed on his face through the glass. I sat up on my knees, sliding my fingers to his bulge. My fingertips went against the threading of the folds of his jeans. He smirked to himself as he felt me undo his jeans, sliding down the zipper. I looked up at him from time to time, digging my nails into the denim to pull them down.
"You're not serious are you?" He reached down, taking hold of my lower jaw. I swallowed the lump in my throat, the feeling of his rough callous thumb pressed into my cheek. He raised his eyebrows. "Oh, you're serious, " He watched as I slid my fingers under the start of his boxers. He shuddered at the cold feeling of my nails hitting his skin as I tugged at his boxers. He didn't seem to mind as he pulled away, working on the worksheet again. I pulled down his boxers, watching his cock swing out. I didn't mind either, he's the only tutor I'd do this to. I bit my lip as I wrapped my hand around his length, hearing his stuttered breaths. I slowly stroked him, feeling him harden in my hand before looking up at him. He kept his breath steady with small hicks and I leaned in, kissing his tip. I moved my free hand down between his thighs, pushing them apart as I continued to stroke him. Tom let out a small groan, tightening his grip around the pen. I spat on his tip, spreading my saliva down the base as I watched a vein protrude out of his arm. I smirked to myself, continuing to stroke him to lubricate his cock. The lewd noises between my hand and his cock only caused my heart to race more.
"Is that okay?" I asked innocently, fluttering my eyes as I leaned close. I kissed his tip again, letting saliva slide down it.
"Keep going, " He kept his eyes on the paper. I licked his slit before wrapping my lips around his tip. He grunted, feeling me hallow my cheeks. I stroked the rest of his size as I slowly moved my head down his length. I held his inner thigh, closing my eyes as I continued to move my head down. I gagged as his tip hit the back of my throat, furrowing my eyebrows. He breathily moaned, as I slowly bobbed my head. "Just like that...for the A, " He hissed, moving a hand behind my head as he answered questions with his other hand. I hummed into his cock, causing him to let out a satisfied groan. I opened my eyes, my vision blurry from the tears forming. Tom's jaw hung low as his eyebrows curved inward. "Fuck...you want an A, right? Use that mouth, right, " He strained out, placing the pen down. I gagged as he held either side of my head, moving my mouth down. My nose hit his lower stomach as I looked up at him, hallowing my cheeks still. He pulled me off, allowing me to breathe as his chest heaved up and down. His forehead formed sweat, and the angle of him from down here caused me to clench my thighs together. I panted before licking his tip again. "Yea, you want that A, don't you?"
"Mhm, " I let out a small whine as I swirled my tongue around his tip. He chuckled, taking hold of his cock to press his tip against my tongue.
"You're so pathetic, " He slowly slid his size into my mouth. My panties only became more soaked from his power over me. I hallowed my cheeks, keeping eye contact as my eyes watered again. His tip hit against my throat, causing him to let out a satisfied sigh. "Use that pretty mouth if you want your worksheets done, " He bit his lip, using my head to his pleasure. His breath caught in his throat as he continued. I whined into his cock as I moved against his steady rhythm, my eye makeup slightly ruined from the tears. "Just like that, good girl, " His chest continued to heave, pulling away once I learned the rhythm. Tom let out a guttural moan, keeping his focus on the worksheet. I looked up at him for approval as I worked my mouth on his cock, bobbing my head quicker. He moved a hand back down, caressing my forehead with his thumb as he worked. He groaned, lowering his head as he tried to write. "Fuck-- just like that, pretty girl, " He hungrily moaned. I breathed heavily through my nose, slowing down as I grasped his cock again. His tip poked into my cheek as I slowed down, barely enough for him to feel. I tasted the gloss from my lips that smeared around his cock. He looked down at me again, his harsh look sending chills down my spine. I felt my stomach turn, feeling his grip on my wrists as he began to thrust into my mouth. âI donât think you wanna pass.â
âI do, I do, â I muffled as I leaned back, sucking on his tip. He pulled me closer by my wrists, causing me to wince. His face was flushed, and my lips were swollen. My jaw stung as I hallowed my cheeks again.
âYea? Then act like it, â He bucked his hips once I parted my lips. Husky moans left his lips, each thrust matching his moans. He closed his eyes, thrusting deeper into my mouth to feel every inch as he groaned in satisfaction. I rubbed my thighs together, muffling moans around his cock from the friction. âGood girl, â He struggled to let out as he threw his head back, continuing to thrust into my mouth. I clenched my fists, moving my head against his thrusts as I felt his cock throb. âKeep it up-- and all of your worksheets-- will be done, â He dragged out his moans, quickening his thrusts. I gagged at each thrust to the back of my throat. Tom cursed under his breath, taking hold of the back of my head, and pushing me down as he released. His groan was followed by a hoarse moan. I slightly choked, swallowing the warm liquid around his cock. I pulled off with a pop, drool running down the corner of my lips as I leaned back in. He panted, looking down at me as I licked the cum around his base.
âDid I do good?â I breathed heavily, feeling him let go of my wrists. I held myself up from the cold tiled floor, licking the corner of my lips. He nodded in response with a smirk, looking back at the piece of paper.
âI barely did though, â Tom puffed his cheeks, as he only answered three questions.
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her eyes invite you to approach
pairing ⌠luke castellan x daughter of ares!reader
word count ⌠1.5k
warnings ⌠vv suggestive, alcohol, luke is a perv, but itâs ok bc you are too đ, not proofread
a/n ⌠this chapters songs are: no1 party anthem by arctic monkeys and eyes without a face by billy idol
They were glowing, despite the dark brown hue that adorned his irisâ. Lukeâs eyes drew you in, halting the search for your sister your own eyes had been intent on finding.
The tool shed was used most often as a hotspot for parties instead of its intended use of holding tools for the strawberry fields and weapons for friendly games. The decorations of axes and spears settle a comfort in your body.
But those eyes; the way they had been fixated on you. Theyâd been staring at you for so long you began to feel the phantom pain of burning on your face. The muscles in your body tensed when they began to enlarge. You realize itâs because he was moving closer to you.
Sure, you were used to stares and pointed looks from other campers, it was a frequent response to your parentage. Being an Ares kid automatically meant you werenât going to have many friends outside of your cabin. Your fatherâs reputation preceded you too much to not intimidate anyone.
But it didnât seem to work on Luke Castellan. In fact, he was intimidating you. This is what he was known for; his daunting smirks and undeniable charm. It was no wonder he was the son of Hermes. But people knew better than to connect the dots to his face.
Soon enough, the tips of his worn black converse and your pointed boots were touching, as he nearly teleported in front of you. You were too lost in the clouds of your thoughts to pay attention to his stealthy path towards you.
âLuke,â you greeted, a friendly smile at-first-glance painted across your face. The fire that fueled the beating of your heart and the flow of your veins hidden behind the deep tint of your lips.Â
The sound of your name coming from his lips already caused a ripple of nerves to weaken in your thighs. âI saw your sister walk out with my brother a couple minutes ago.â
You shrugged, adding more product to the pre-existent lip marks on your cup as the liquid trailed a burning sensation down your throat. âUnsurprising, they canât keep their hands off of each other for more than 15 minutes.â
A cash register ding sounded in your mind as you began daydreaming about the smooth surface of 20 bucks being smacked into the palm of your hand when Clarisse realizes you won your bet.Â
âYou wonât be able to last 15 minutes in that shed,â you remember your remark to Clarisse a few hours before the party.Â
âWanna bet?â she commenced your inevitable win. âOnly if you wanna lose, Lisa,â a shit eating smirk spread across your lips as your fingers curled around the otherâs palm in a handshake.Â
âGods, stop calling me that!â
Lukeâs laugh rumbled through his throat and touched every corner of the contained space and brought you back to the present. It made you realize how small the shed was. A chill ran down your spine.
Your eyes began to travel down the veins that bulge under the skin of his arm, disappearing behind the dark denim of his jean pockets. The other hand was clasped around the rim of his red solo cup. You realized this was the closest you all would get to regular teenagers.Â
âI havenât seen you in the arena recently, finally scared of me?â Luke tested, pulling your gaze from his arm. You tilted your head at his assumption.
âIâm sorry, Iâve been too busy having a life. Why, you miss me?â The comment causes a blush to adorn both of your faces, though you believe his was much deeperâ it was pretty dark.
âJust miss beating you, sâall,â his voice quieted down to an intimate volume. And from the mere distance (or lack of), you knew it was one only you and him could hear.Â
âUh-huh,â you rolled your eyes playfully. The leather of your jacket sleeves rubbed against one another when you crossed them, peeling your eyes away from him to spectate the party. It was a weird combinationâ your cabin (Ares), the Dionysus twins (whom you could identify by their pale blonde curls), a gaggle of Aphrodite girls in the corner seducing a poor Hephaestus kid, a couple Hermes kids (including Luke) and you couldâve sworn you saw a few Athena kids rolling blunts through the window to outside.
Luke followed your gaze, the indistinct yet noisy conversations filling the air between your two. Then, he looked back at you. His attentive eyes swallowed in the sight of your dazzling vanity. He could see glitter shimmering on your eyelids and a few strands of silver tinsel blending into the texture of your hair. Your legs were bare, pressing together as the cold winter wind managed to slip between the wooden walls of the shed and torment your skin with goosebumps.Â
He imagined what his hands would look like gripping the skin.
Your leather jacket (covering what he wanted most to see) was black and worn at the elbows from your extensive use. He can recall every time heâs seen you wear it; the quick descent from stiff, shiny leather to its now dull and scruffed material. Lukeâs eyes trailed back up to your face, but not before tracking across the supple and pure skin of your neck.Â
âYâsure you arenât a child of Aphrodite?â His voice startled your head to whip back to his, nearly knocking your noses together from how close his face had gotten to yours during your people watching.Â
When it registered, the compliment sent heat to your cheeks despite the feelings you had towards the cabin.Â
You didnât mean to be stereotypical but they were serpents wrapped in pink bows and itchy glitter. Donât let the compact mirrors eclipse their strategy for trapping others. Your mind flashes back to the time an Aphrodite kid legitimately caught you upside down with a rope rubbing against your ankle and the other end tied to the thin limb of a tree. Their giggles echo in your ears.Â
âNo. Iâm not,â your response is cold, causing the short conversation to fall flat. Luke raises his eyebrows at the bite in your voice, pressing his lips to the cusp of his drink to hide the amused smirk that spread across them. âI know you have a certain bond with them, though.â
Luke scoffed at the dig. Yes, he had a reputation with a few (multiple) girls at camp, but that wasnât a big deal. You try putting a hundred kids together in a confined camp and see what happens.Â
âSounds to me like someoneâs jealous.â
Oh please, he was just trying to rile you up at this point. Your eyelids fell to shoot him a (hopefully) menacing side eye, only being met with a prideful grin and his wiggling eyebrows. He followed it with, âAm I right, spitfire?âÂ
The nickname made the hairs on the back of your neck stand and the, once cold, feeling of your bare skin melt into a flustered heat. He knew just from the near-petrified look on your face that it would live on forever between you two.Â
âNooo,â you drew out, scrunching your nose in spite of the boy. Tilting the red plastic, you funneled the rest of your drink into your mouth. shuffling your feet across the dusty floor of the shed to crush your plastic cup and throw it into the garbage, feeling Lukeâs burning gaze melt into your frame (and how the thin fabric of the tank top underneath your jacket pinched against your tits). Luke licked his lips, seeing how the peaks of your nipples poked through the fabric.Â
âUh-huh,â he mocked your attitude from earlier in the night, causing an irresistible smile to break across your face as you hit his chest in reprimand. He caught your hand in his before it could fall back to your side, pulling your bodies together. His breath fanned across your face, the tingling smell of beer (courtesy of the Stoll brothersâ sneaky escape from camp) and minty toothpaste filling your senses. You could swear your senses detected the slight aroma of cherry chapstick as well.Â
You admit it, you wanted to kiss him.
âYou know itâs true, spitfire,â it was as if heâd read your mind, âyou want me.â His voice was hypnotizing, you weren't sure if thatâs what made the statement true or your honest feelings towards the boy. âAnd what if I do?â you pointed an eyebrow up, your eyes staggering around his face until they had nowhere else to go but his eyesâ where he was already looking into yours.
He didnât say anything else, only jerking his head towards the exit of the shed and provoking a nod from your side of your shared bubble. With Lukeâs hand on the small of your back guiding you through the crowd, you realized you had been another victim of Luke Castellanâs charm.
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Smoke, Fire and Ash
Warnings: This fic includes noncon, dubcon, manipulation, violence, death, forced marriage, and inc3st. Tags will be added as the fic goes on.
This is a dark!fic. 18+ only. Read at your own discretion. Please read the warnings before continuing.
Summary: You are the eldest daughter of Rhaenyra and Daemon Targaryen. You are forced to navigate the difficult surroundings of your upbringing and the eventual disintegration between your family and the Hightower's relationship. What will happen when your older and estranged uncle suddenly takes a more sinister interest in you? (Dark!Aemond x Reader)
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Characters: Aemond Targaryen X Reader, HOTD characters.
Note: Aemond and reader really be going through it together, call that shit trauma bonding ok? I'm so tired but also so keen to pump out these chapters for you so that we can finish this month long journey that has been Smoke, Fire and Ash. You are all the best!!! I love you so much! Enjoy <3
Chapter 93: Stoking the FlamesÂ
What are women but an object for men to possess?
A body they can press their hands into, and mark with their teeth. Giving them validation that they are men, man enough, above status, better born.
Noble.
A vessel for their cocks, ears to hear their woes, and arms to hold them tenderly when needed. A body for them to take out their anger, a body for them to act upon their lust. A way for them to let out the rising tensions within their own bodies without repentance.Â
A good wife should never say no. A good wife should never fight back. A good wife should have 'yes' at the very tip of her tongue, 'thank you' in the back of her throat, 'please' at the ends of her fingers, 'more' between her thighs.
A good wife should be smiles and curtseys, kisses on both cheeks and eyes, embroidery wheels, and laughter. The womb for his child, the mother to raise them, the teacher to teach them, the cook to feed them, the cleaner to keep the house tidy for them all.
A tongue that is bitten and raw, teeth that are chipped and broken, words unspoken and kept between brittle fingers and chewed lips. A body bent to his will, when he wants, without question because he is your husband, and that is what you are meant to do.
But you were not a good wife. At least, not in a way of being complacent and weak.
You were far more than that.
And Aemond now knew this.
Your confessions to one another seems to have begun to pull the seams between the two of you back together. Each thread being tugged, to make you whole.
To burn together. Not apart.Â
As one.
And despite the horrors that you had faced, despite the losses that seems to continue to mount against you, you knew that you had a duty to your mother. To the realm. To your husband even. And this duty extended itself to dining with the King without argument. To dining with the people who watched as you were dragged to the throne room, all teeth and claws, to watch your ally be slain before you.Â
A warning.Â
A threat.Â
Their victory.Â
The Greens believed in their heart of hearts, that the Maester was the only eyes in the Keep. Or at least, you suspected Aegon to believe this. Alicent, despite her sometimes lack of spine and wherewithal, had a paranoia that often worked to her favour, not to her mental health, her chewed and battered fingers and all round jumpy demeanour could attest to that, but perhaps to the way things always seemed to fall in line around her, no matter how messy.
The maids were silent as they doted on you, as though the simplest of touches would pull a carefully laid brick in your very being, and the rest of you would fall down, tumbling to the surface below with a crash.
It was a black gown you wore, not only in support of your mother, but in mourning of the mother you would not become.Â
High necked, and tight sleeved, the bodice wrapped around you tightly, false dragon scales lining your bust with a dark leather, the sleeves cuffed over your middle finger in a sharp point. Skirts of sweeping black, and hair braided tightly behind your head, not a hair out of place, not a strand left loose.
Stiff.Â
Strict.
Together.
A vision of power, despite how powerless you felt.
Aemond wore black leathers, a similar scaling press at the front of his own chest, buckles of gold reaching right beneath his chin. His own hair pulled back into a half braid at the back of his head, large rings upon his fingers, and his sweeping black leather coat that used to strike fear in you.Â
And so you walked, as one, in unity.
One in loss.
One in mourning.
One in fire and blood, and rage and grief.Â
Walking as one to the Small Dining Hall where you knew the both of your strengths would be tested by the King and all those surrounding. By the Council. By the Dowager Queen and the Hand. All eyes would be upon you, and all lips would no doubt utter false senses of condolences and meagre hints of regret.
You were exhausted.
Mentally. Physically. Emotionally.
And as Aemond walked you through the corridors, he kept with your pace, his hand in yours, letting you squeeze his tightly. Preparing yourself for the inevitable.
When you had entered the Hall together, the room instantly became silent, and the thundering roar of blood in your ears filled the noise instead. Each step that you took seemed to echo, and each breath that you breathed seemed to rattle within your lungs.Â
All eyes were on you.Â
Not Aemond.Â
You.
And your eyes were on Aegon.Â
He matched your stare with equal verocity, violet eyes glinting in triumph.Â
I won, they said.
And he had.
For now.Â
No one spoke a word as you sat in your seats, nor did they stop their silent staring at you either. It was worse, you thought, this false pity. Worse than the usual disdain or hatred.
It made you feel weak.Â
âPrincess,â Aegon began, tone low and filled with false sorrow, âYou should be resting in your chambers.â
You cleared your throat softly, shifting in your chair as you watched the tables reaction.
Everyone seemed to be on edge.
âI have rested plenty. I have a duty to my husband, and he a duty to his King.â
Aegon nodded solemnly, as though he was not the catalyst for your losses, âYou are a good wife to be sure. And strong.âÂ
You tapped your fingers against the table, looking around at the Lords and Lady Alicent, who watched you with cautious and sad eyes. The table was full of food already, piled high with meats and legumes, gravies and sauces, and large decanters of wine and ale.Â
Turning to Alicent, you gave her a terse smile, âLady Alicent, might you say a prayer to begin?â
Alicent blinked at you doe-ishly for a moment, before nodding, holding her hands in front of her, âMay we pray to the Father,â She began, and all Lords bent their heads to look at there hands in prayer, whilst Aegon kept his eyes on you, âAnd ask him to guide the child lost to the Stranger gently where it may rest."
You let your gaze meet Aegon, and fire erupted within. His lips were pulled forward in a pout as he looked at you, then to your husband beside you, whoâs head was diligently bowed, and eye slid shut.
Alicent continued her prayer as heat rose within you, âMay we pray to the Mother, for mercy and peace, and ask her to give blessings for a new heir.â
You swallowed thickly, hands in your lap tightening into fists, âMay the Crone guide us forward, and show us the path to strength and unity.â
The prayer ended, and all eyes fell upon you again, some looking away as your gaze met theirs, others offering you a sad smile in brittle support.
âI pray to the Father,â Aegon began, hands tucked under his chin as everyone warily looked at him, âI ask that he delivers divine justice, and judgement upon my actions, and pray that he forgives me of my misdeed which led to the loss of an innocent babe.â
You breathed heavily, teeth clenched as he looked at you.
âVery good, My Lord.â Otto Hightower praised stiffly from his side, whilst Alicent looked as though she had turned a shade of grey.
Aemond dropped a hand into your lap, stopping the way one of your own pulled at the skin of the other meanly. His large fingers pressed between yours, squeezing it in a subtle show of strength, a show of support. A sign that he was there with you.Â
An attempt to ground you.
âI pray that he delivers such justice indeed.â Came you cool response, reaching forward to pour yourself a goblet of wine, bringing it your lips as you did not trust yourself to hold your tongue.Â
The Lords around the table began to eat, and their own chatter rose amongst each other, replacing the once stale, stagnant air. And as they spoke, Alicent asked after you.Â
âMight there be anything that you need, Princess? Perhaps we could go to the Sept together and pray.âÂ
An attempt at kindness.Â
But kindness did not come to the Lady Alicent easily.
You swallowed, feeling Aemondâs hand still in your lap, âThat is kind of you, Your Grace. But for now, I think I need time to spend with the Old Gods first.â
The older woman gave a crooked smile, âOf course.â
You all ate, yourself and Aemond staying quiet, listening to the filler conversations that the Lords tiptoed around, all the while Aegon continued to stare at you in a way you could not describe.Â
Was there remorse there behind his eyes?
âMy condolences to you, brother, and to you niece.â Aegon spoke quietly to you both, âIt is no easy thing to lose a child.â
Jaehaerys.
Aemondâs eye was cast down at his plate, before he gave a solemn nod.Â
The hand in your lap tightened.
âHave you written to your mother and father to tell them of the loss?â Aegon inquired, placing his cutlery softly against his plate, he was treading carefully.Â
Too carefully.Â
He was worried for your parents reaction.Â
âI had not the chance to tell them I was with child, and it would seem silly to send them such notice of losing one they didnât know I had.â Your tongue felt like lead in your mouth.
âOf course, it would be difficult to say such things over parchment. A far better conversation to have in person, when one can convey the misfortune of it all. Not at all what I had intended, I would never wish anything like the loss of a child upon a mother.â
You ground your teeth down in your jaw, Alicent and Otto watching you and Aemond carefully.Â
âYour apologies are too kind, Your Grace.â The words were sour in your mouth, "You were not to know of the outcome of such a thing.â
Aegonâs violet gaze searched your face before he asked a new question, âAnd how are you faring? Is the new Maester tending to your needs?â
The new Maester.Â
âHe is perfectly acceptable.â Came your stiff response.
Aegon smiled, âGood. Did you know that he was the one to treat Aemondâs eye when he lost it?â
Aemondâs hand twitched in your lap, and it was your turn to soothe him.Â
âI did.â
âThen you are in good hands.â
âIndeed.â
You finished your meal, and as the Lords continued to dance around you, you decided that you had had enough. Standing from your chair, you offered no bow, no apologies, but instead stiffened your posture, holding your hands in front of you as you had been taught to do, and excused yourself from the Dining Hall.Â
Aemond followed you, curt farewell on his tongue.
Your maids dressed you for bed as soon as you entered the chambers, and soon enough you are beneath the sheets, calling out for Aemond to join you. He crawled in from behind, the heat of his body engulfing you. You rolled in your spot, turning to face him before you asked him to hold you.Â
Aemond pulled you tight against his chest, lifting your leg over his hip to slot his between yours. Not in a sexual way, but in a way to have you as close as possible, to have all of you pressed against him. He tucked your head beneath his chin as you lay in the dark of the chambers.Â
âI wish things were different.â You whispered to no-one. It was just something that you wished. Something that you needed to speak into existence, for you feared if it was not said, it would not be true.
Aemond only pulled you tighter against him, small hum vibrating his chest as he kissed the top of your head, keeping his lips against your hair.
âI wish he was dead.â
Spoken into existence again.Â
Aemondâs chest stilled, before breathing again gently.
You licked your lips, inhaling the scent of your husband. Musk. Sandalwood. Smoke.
âI wish Aegon was dead.â
You felt hot air blow against the top of your scalp, but Aemond did not move to stop you, and so you let the roll of thoughts tumble out of your mouth. The thoughts and words which had been hiding in the back of your throat, your tongue bitten and bleeding, teeth chipped and raw.
âI can still feel it.â You breathed, heart beginning to race in your chest, "I can still feel the way he felt inside of me. The way he forced himself inside of me.â Aemondâs hands tensed on your flesh, and you felt the familiar sting of tears on your eyes.Â
âI remember it all. The fear. The terror. The pain.â
Another sharp blow of air atop your head.
âI called out to you, and he would not stop. I tried to stop him. I tried-â You hiccupped, feeling a sob wrack your body, âBut he was so strong, and I couldnât move, and all I could do was pray you would come home and save me.â
Aemond murmured your name so quietly that you would have missed it if his breath were not above your ear.
âI hate it. I hate him. I hate that I know what he felt like. I hate that he was inside of me. How he laughed at me. How he mocked you. I think about it and I feel sick. I feel so sick and horrified at the thought of him in our bed again.â
Tears slid down your cheeks, and you felt Aemond press another kiss to your head, though his body was stiff, and vibrating with energy.
âSometimes,â You licked your lips, tasting your salty tears as your voice crackled, âSometimes Iâm thankful we lost the babe.â
Aemondâs chest stopped again, no hot air of his breath moving across your scalp.
âB-ecause,â Your voice wavered, more tears beginning to fall, landing in the crux of your neck wetly, âWhat if the Moon Tea hadnât worked. What if it was Aegonâs.â A sob fell from your lips. âWhat if-â
âShh.â Aemond whispered atop your head, shifting so that your body was now atop his. You curled atop him, his hands coming to hold you against his body as you felt his chest rise and fall raggedly beneath you.
âÄdrugon, byka mÄre.â Sleep, little one, The One-Eyed Prince whispered atop your hair, pressing his lips to your forehead gently, âĂuha idaĂąa perzys, Čłdra daor pendagon hen ra.â My twin flame, donât think of such things.
âNyke vaoreznuni.â Iâm sorry, You sobbed into his chest, feeling him hold you against him impossibly tight.
âShh, konÄŤr iksis daorun naejot sagon vaoreznuni syt.â There is nothing to be sorry for.
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im in LITTERAL obito hell. Can i please get hcs for obito w total sub fem s/o. God, i really need therapy bc how much i need a man like him đ
Nonny,
We all are in Obito hell, especially when he's balls deep slapping your ass to the rhythm of your moaning.
Obito is a weird mix of a sub/dom himself, heâs going to need to be shown the ropes, idk why but he's aggressive in a tender way. đđđ
NSFW; both y'all getting fucked stupid; there is no way around it; Obito likes to be owned too; (lightly edited because its late asf.)
Itâs kinda cute actually. 𼚠His s/o is such a patient woman!! Has no issues with forcing his aggression on her. But HOLY, once Obito is in charge.
Babygirl, you're fucked. In every sense of the word. He's not super fond of tying you up because he really likes when your nails dig into his skin. Obito, bless his little Uchiha heart, can't really feel much on his right side due to nerve damage. So you can freely bite and claw your way up his arm and throat. For the love of god, leave those delectable red marks in the shape of your lips. Hickey's are his love language, and Obito won't hesitate to consensually leave you a handprinted necklace. A testament to how a bit you both are unruly and unhinged in the heated throes of sex.
He's so shy, but easily warms up to it. Especially when you look that gorgeous stuffed with his cock in your mouth. He loves loves loves when you hum from the base of his shaft and up to his tip, sucking there just a little harder than the rest of him. Please press a kiss there too every so often, the tender aspect of it makes him whine. You sucking him as the slut he's always needed just drives him bonkers, and may make him cum fast. And that's usually embarrassing for some men, but when you both are really in the mood for one another...this is just the starting line. You haven't even been stretched around him properly.
His absolute favorite thing is overstimulation. For both of you, he particularly enjoys cock warming in your mouth until he's hard and ready again. It goes without saying, but most Uchiha have a really quick refresh rate (breeding kink checking in). And, this is just my two cents, I love all the Uchiha men, but Obito is built like a damn semi truck, ok? Cock, balls and fuck if I don't love good thighs on a man. Powerful enough to just keep going and going and going... So have your fun now, because you're getting railed faster than the 'midnight train to anywhere.' Your pussy will be crying and raw by the end of the next two hours.
Obito might not even go soft if he's sucked deep enough in your throat. The muscles in the back milk him so damn good. Of course Obito's ideal woman swallows his cum whole, but he understands if you didn't like it coming out your nose like last time. Regardless, once he's been worked good enough, you better grip the sheets and expect to be flipped on your stomach. I truly believe that Obito's favorite position is face down, ass up. He loves to see you shudder and writhe, how each thrust ricochets through your lithe frame.
It gives him the most intimate view of his beautiful cock filling you too, seeing how deliciously you swell around his girth that first thrust in. You being a whimpering mess is an added bonus, even if you try to be quiet, you're not. Not really. Probably don't even remember half the shit you moan out when he's busy fucking you this way.
'Gods Obi...just like that..' or 'Please, I need to cum.' He really enjoys edging you, and then once he does allow you to cum, fucks you into oblivion until you can't stand it anymore.
His large palm pressing your face into the mattress as you stare up at him with glazed eyes, his other hand gripping your ass. He's not thrusting himself into you, he's thrusting you over his cock. The perfect little sleeve, and you glide so easy over him. In and out, the delicate tap tap tap of his cock head against your sensitive cervix just is so good, you cum so fast within the few minutes of being conquered this way. He doesn't mean it if it hits too hard, his cock is just that divine and long. Several orgasms leave you drenching his shaft, but Obito is far from cumming fast this time.
Expect to be thrown into every position known to mankind, and ending with every Uchiha males favorite. The mating press. Oh it's so so so hot, looking into those dark onyx eyes this way. He's incredibly one of the best Uchiha to watch when they cum. His eyes gleam with the impending orgasm that makes his cock twitchy and thicker. Hand at your throat, squeezing every time he feels the dull throb of your pussy sucking his cock in more and more. Each gentle swell of your overused walls reverberates up and down his aching need.
'That's right babygirl, you love to cum all over me.' and all you can do it moan more, words are beside your minds ability to function other than thinking about how full you are.
I know this is supposed to be a dominate situation for you guys, but Obito can't help but be a tender dom. Asking you if you're gonna cum all over his cock again, begging you to cum with him. You both are babbling little fucked out idiots here. And the moment that throb in the depths of your cunt shoots through you, making the both of you pant over each other's mouths. His hand tightens around your throat the second you moan his name for the hundredth time tonight, that undeniable sound of gratification and satisfaction as you cum hard all over his cock. Shaking, twitching and incapable of breathing due to his grip. Adding another layer of your juices to his balls and thighs, the bed is a damn lake from the two of you and it probably is reaching up your back now.
A final groan in your neck as you feel your orgasm coaxing his to fruition. Obito is a softie when he finally cums, it's just so hot to him when you want him to use you this way. Its the best offering for a man who was deprived of basic human touch. Being milked for all that he is worth in the most beautiful manner. SO much better than all those solo years as a 'handy man.' His cum, like most Uchiha, is thick and warm. Coats your insides and each subsequent thrust thereafter your mutual climaxes causes some of it to seep out around your raw opening.
The time you two take to come down and actually gather your senses is euphoric. Obito traces your skin, and rubs your aching thigh muscles when he finally sits up.
All in all, he's down to please you however. Maybe next time he'll wear that mask you always ask about...
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Hii love I was wondering if could request where the triplets have a younger sister and she is going through a bad break up her boyfriend cheated on her and the boys comfort her and spends the day with her to make her day ( sorry I that doesn't make sense)
For The Love Of A Sister Sturniolo Triplets x Lil Sister One Shot
Summary: The boys have a little sister who is going through a breakup.
Notes: N/a
It was 2pm and their little sister was still in bed, scrolling through pictures of her and her boyfriend on her phone. They had been together for 3 years and she could have never pictured that he would do this.
Her curtains were drawn, she was wearing his hoodie and she had mascara all over the pillowcase. Matt creaked open the door and tried to adjust his eyes to the darkness.
He was holding a plate of food and placed it on her bedside table. âYou gotta eat somethingâ, Matt said as he pulled open the curtains.
His heart broke when he saw tears streaming down her face. He could have never imagined that little shit would have broken his sister's heart. He sat on the bed next to her and wiped her tears with his sleeve. "I know it sucks right now, but I promise that it will get easier," he pulled her into a hug and placed a kiss on top of her head. "I've got you, ok? I will always be here for you."
He stayed with her to make sure that she ate something and to ensure she stayed off her phone. When she was done, he took the plate and on his way out said, "Get dressed, we're going out." When she pouted, he insisted "You can't stay in here all day - this shit will consume you."
She forced a smile for the first time since she found out her boyfriend was cheating. Matt was always the one to take care of her when she was sick or upset. He always had the kindest way of delivering bad news and he was assertive without being cruel.
She forced herself out of bed and put on the first thing that she could find to wear. As she went to leave her room she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror and decided to tie her hair up and take a makeup wipe to her under eyes.
The boys were already waiting in the car when she got downstairs. Chris was leaning against the bonnet and smiled when he saw her. He pulled her into a hug but couldn't find the words to say. As he opened the back door for her to jump in, Nick was already there with a pack of her favorite candy.
"Let's go," said Matt as he pulled out of the driveway. They were heading to the mall to grab Starbucks and go shopping. They put their heads together but, couldn't come up with a better plan than that. Their sister didn't care, she liked Starbucks and she loved shopping especially when it wasn't the money she was spending.
Matt kept checking on her in the rearview mirror as they drove and Chris kept sneaking glimpses over his shoulder. Usually, they were loud and chaotic but, they felt helpless not being able to make her smile let alone laugh.
They drove in silence, listening to Taylor Swift hoping that would lift her spirits but, when All Too Well started playing as they pulled into the parking lot, she burst into tears.
Matt parked the car as Nick pulled her into his chest. âWhy wasnât I enough for him?â she whimpered.
Matt clenched the steering wheel and took in a deep breath. Chris looked away, his heart shattered. How could someone break their little sister like this?
"You are enough", Nick started, "he just made you feel like you weren't by doing what he did."
She couldn't stop the tears from rolling down her cheeks. "You are way too good for him," Chris added as he reached for her hand.
"Come on... let's go inside," Matt said, desperate to get out of the car before he started crying too.
Nick kept his arm tightly around his sister as they walked toward the mall. "You're gonna get through this", he promised. She looked up and he was smiling back at her. As impossible as it felt, she believed him. He was never wrong about these kinds of things.
She grabbed her favorite pink drink from Starbucks and they started walking through the mall. For the first time in her life, she was not at all interested in shopping and wanted desperately to crawl back into bed and feel sorry for herself.
"Look!" Chris shouted. She turned around to see him pointing with a childlike grin on his face. She looked and saw that the arcade was open and knew exactly what he was thinking.
"I'm not going to the arcade," she demanded.
Nick, Matt, and Chris exchanged a telepathic look and then, as if planned, they grabbed her and carried her inside. For the first time in 2 weeks, she laughed - really laughed and they knew that things were turning around.
They spent the afternoon playing Pac-Man and Pop-A-Shot, Chris even won his sister a giant Tweety toy that she had asked their parents for every single time they came to the arcade when they were kids.
Her heart still ached but, she really needed to spend this time with her brothers. She didn't know how depressed before. She couldn't put it into words just yet but, she loved them infinitely.
As the stores in the mall began to close, they headed for the exit grabbing a Blizzard from DairyQueen on the way out.
"Thanks for hanging out with us today", Chris said with a smile on his face. "Yeah," said Matt, "we need to do this more". "Agreed," said Nick, "and not just at times like this."
"So, are you going to come with me to get our nails done tomorrow?", she said. She seemed better, almost ok.
"I'm in!" they said in unison. She laughed as she shook her head.
The ride home felt nostalgic. Nick went off on a rant about Pac-Man, Chris laughed his head off the whole ride home and Matt just smiled and rolled his eyes.
When they got home, MaryLou was in the kitchen making dinner. "Where have you four been?" she asked.
"The mall," Chris said as he headed into the lounge room followed by Nick and Matt.
"Is that a smile I see?" MaryLou observed as she pulled her daughter into a hug.
She nodded as you took a seat at the counter. "I've missed that smile a lot, sweetheart," she said as washed her hands, "I'm glad you have brothers that can cheer you up".
Every day after that got a little bit better. She found out who her true friends were at school and even got an apology for the boy who broke her heart.
More than anything, she knew that her brothers would always be there for her no matter what she was going through and she would be there for them as well.
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Sweet Summer Heat
Jean Kirschtein x reader
Itâs a warm summer day in the middle of July. Itâs beautiful and sunny out. Kids are playing on their lawns, people are at the pool, and just enjoying the heat in general. Except for you. You canât handle heat at all. You get cold drinks and eat ice cream during the winter. If itâs 25° celsius or higher, youâre not leaving your house until it cools down. No, you prefer to sit inside in the nice air conditioning so you donât overheat.
Nothing can get you outside in this heat. Not one, single-
Ding.
Your door bell rings. âIâm not expecting anything.â You say to yourself. The bell rings again so you get up and walk over to the door. You look through the little window thatâs at the top and see Jean standing there. You feel your heart flutter before quickly opening the door. Heâs standing there in his blue button-up short sleeved shirt (one of your personal favourites of his) and a pair on white shorts. He usually leaves his hair down but since itâs hot out, he put it up.
âHey.â He greets you simply. âHi. What are you doing here?â You ask. âI, uh, wanted to see if you wanted to hang out.â Jean answers. âJust me?â You ask. âNo one else?â
âI asked Sasha, but sheâs taking some seafood class with Niccolo.â Jean says. âConnie isnât picking up. And Mikasaâs hanging out with Eren and Armin.â
âOh⌠So Iâm a backup?â You say. You meant to say that in your head, but it had other plans. You stand there, feeling like a jerk. âShit, sorry, that came out wrong.â Jean quickly apologizes. âNo, I was always planning on asking you. Itâs just that no one else wanted to come.â
âOh, ok.â You say, feeling slightly less embarrassed. âUm, Iâm not sure. Where would we be going?â
âI was thinking down by the water.â Jean answers. âThereâs a music festival going on. I thought itâd be fun. Thereâs live bands, obviously, some food trucks, rides and games.â
You cringe at the thought, but donât let it show on your face. As you stand in the doorway, you can feel the humidity. âUmâŚâ You say. Youâre about to decline his offer, but the look in his eyes clenches your heart. He looks dejected, knowing that youâre about to say no. You can tell that all he wants is to hang out with someone. So against your better judgment⌠âSure. Why the hell not?â
His head perks up. âSeriously? You want to go with me?â
You nod. âYeah, of course! Sounds like fun!â It actually sounds like torture, being around so many sweaty people in the hot sun, but he looks so happy and itâs too late to take it back now. âLet me just get changed and put on sun screen. Come in.â
You stand aside so he can enter. âThanks.â He says. âWow. Your house is freezing.â
âWell weâre not in the middle of winter, Jean.â You remind him. âIâd prefer to be cold while inside, not sweating my ass off. Iâll be right back.â
You head upstairs and change into the coolest set of clothes you can find. A pair of cotton shorts. A cotton tank top. And a pair of sandals so you donât have to wear socks. You head back downstairs and into the kitchen where you take a second to rummage through the junk drawer in order to grab your sunscreen.
âHave you put any sunscreen on?â You ask Jean as he stands by the front door. âYeah, donât worry.â He answers. âDo you need any help?â
âCould you do my back?â You request. âSure.â He says and walks over to you. He takes the bottle of sunscreen from your hand and puts some into his. You move your hair out of the way as he starts to rub the liquid over your exposed skin. His hands move methodically as he focuses on getting every inch of skin so you donât get burned.
It feels nice to you, almost like a massage. You swear he shouldâve been a massage therapist. I mean, his hands are large enough and he certainly has the muscle strength to get out any knots heâd find.
Jean has finished rubbing the sunscreen in for about a minute now but he just wants to savour the feeling of your skin. Sure, itâs a bit sticky now but that doesnât deter him. He still thinks itâs the softest thing heâs ever touched in his life. Then he finally stops, much to the dismay of both of you. He thinks you were starting to find it weird, but you were honestly starting to fall asleep where you stood.
âAlright. Letâs go.â He says and the quickly turns around. You canât see it since his back is already to you, but heâs blushing a bit too hard for his liking. You follow him to the door and mentally groan as the humidity hits you like a train. You follow him to his car, which was a hand-me-down from his mom for his 18th birthday, and hop in the front seat.
It takes about ten minutes to get down to the water and another ten before you finally find a parking spot. You werenât complaining, though, as you let the AC blast in your face. You can hear the loud music from here as you exit the car.
âAlright, where do you wanna go first?â Jean asks.
You shrug. âI dunno. Why donât you choose? Youâve been here before, right?â
He nods. âYeah. I came last year when Marco was playing.â
âOh, really?â You ask as you two start to make your way down to the festival. âI havenât seen him in forever. Is he playing this year?â
âNo, heâs over in Australia doing some charity work.â Jean answers. âOf course Marco would willingly go to a place with spiders as big as my head.â You say. âWhat, you donât like spiders?â He asks teasingly, knowing you donât.
You visibly cringe. âHell no. I can barely handle little house spiders. Remember when I used to call you over to kill one for me?â
âYou mean in the middle of the night when I was finishing off an important project?â He says, remembering the exact moment youâre talking about. âHow could I forget you screaming into my ear through the phone and then climbing my back like a goddamn tree?â
âOk, donât be so dramatic.â You say, smacking his arm lightly. âI was not screaming.â
âThatâs what it sounded like to me.â He says. The crowd on the street gets thicker as you two reach the entrance to the festival. âWanna go on a ride?â
You look at the area they set up and see a few little rides: A ferris wheel, obviously, a little rollercoaster, one of those gravity rides where the floor drops out, and one that swings like a pendulum. âYeah, letâs do the pendulum!â You exclaim excitedly. The two of you head over and get into line.
When itâs your turn and you take a seat, you groan at the feeling of sweat under you. âThey couldnât wipe the seats off first? When I stand, everyoneâs gonna think I pissed myself.â
âYou want me to check to make sure youâre good to walk?â Jean offers. âSure. Thanks.â You accept. Heâs a sneaky bugger, Jean. Heâs using this opportunity as an excuse to look at your behind without you getting suspicious. But then he starts to feel like a gross frat boy, taking your trust and running with it. So he shakes his head as the ride starts to move.
The both of you scream and holler in joy at the feeling of swinging high up into the air, and then plunging back down towards the ground. The ride ends about a minute later and Jean does as he offered, but doesnât take his time like he did with the sunscreen. âYouâre fine. Donât worry.â
You sigh in relief. âOh, good. Now, câmon. Letâs go play some games.â
You two immediately head over to all the games set up with cheap, dumb prizes for people to win. Jean doesnât really care about the prizes. Any time he wins one of these games, he ends up giving it to the person he beat. It just brings out his competitive side which he loves to feel. Itâs like a small adrenaline rush.
So as you two sit down at the water shoot game, your friendship basically goes out the window. Youâre now his enemy. And enemies need to be conquered. Two more people step up to the game and take the seats beside you. Seeing the determined, smug look in his eyes makes you want to beat him.
âAlright, ready?â The carney says. âSet. Go!â
You aim the water gun right at the centre and quickly start to pull ahead of Jeanâs little character. Suddenly, you feel him poke your ribs, causing you to stop pushing the button. You gasp and tart to press the button again. Unfortunately, those few seconds were enough for him to beat you.
âYou little cheater!��� You scolds playfully. Jean just smiles in response but then stops as he hears the kid beside you start to cry. He gets up from his seat and kneels down in front of the boy. âHey, kid. Which prize do you want?â
âH-Huh?â The boy asks through his tears. âWhich prize?â Jean repeats. âCâmon there has to be one you want, right? I donât really care for the prizes, so tell the carney which one you want.â
âUm⌠Iâd like that one.â He says as he rubs his eyes. âThe orange penguin?â Jean asks as he looks at the prize. âNice choice.â The carney gets the prize down and hands it to Jean, who then hands it to the boy.
âAlright, James. What do you say?â His mother asks. âThank you!â The boy says, smiling wide as he hugs his new toy. âNo problem, buddy.â Jean says as they walk away.
You feel your heart swell watching the interaction go on. âThat was so sweet of you.â
âAh, well, didnât want to leave the little man disappointed.â Jean says, brushing off his kindness. He notices the look youâre giving him and looks away with another blush on his face. âWhere to next?â
You two wander between the different games until you spot a prize you desperately want. Itâs a white polar bear with a blue tie. âOh, my god, that bearâs so cute!â
âYou want it?â He asks. You nod quickly. He walks up to the carney and hands her the money. Itâs one of those balloon pop games. The sign says that he only has to pop five in a row to win a medium prize, but heâs determined to show off. He grabs the darts and starts to quickly throw them into each balloon, popping each one as he does. You and the carney are pretty impressed by his aiming.
âI think I deserve two prizes for popping them all.â Jean says smugly before flashing you his signature smug, shit-eating grin. âUh, yeah. You can say that again.â The carney says. âWhich two would you like, sir?â
âWhich would you like?â He asks you. You obviously point out the bear, and then you look and see a matching one with a red bowtie instead. âYou want both bears?â You nod. âThen both bears you shall have.â
The carney grabs both bears and hands them to you. I tuck the blue tied one under your arm and then hold out the red tied one round him. âWhat you canât carry both yourself?â Jean asks. âNeed a big strong man to help you?â
âNo, I wanted us to have matching bears.â You answer innocently. His heart feels like itâs actually going to explode. You smile up at him as he takes the bear out of your hand. Anyone else who looks at Jean right now would just see him as a gruff, 6â4 man. But heâs pretty sure heâs melting into a puddle from the cuteness.
âYou wanna head towards the stage now?â You ask. He nods silently as he holds the bear. As you two walk back out into the sun, you realize that it was probably a bad idea winning the prize so soon. You now had to a carry a fluffy plush in the scorching heat. You almost die just at the realization, and then die again as you feel your hand heat up. You pass by the indoor building where the bathrooms, event space and the regular food stands lives, and want to run into the nice air conditioning.
But you promised Jean to go watch the bands for a bit so you soldier on. The music is good. Some songs make you want to rip your ears off, but others arenât bad. Typically these types of events are for first time performers and indie bands. You can easily tell who the indie players and who the newbies are. The sun starts to get so hot that you stumble into Jean. He immediately notices how red you look.
âHey, why donât we head inside and cool off?â He suggests. You quickly nod and leave your spot to head over to the building. Thereâs a few people inside waiting for the washrooms and just cooling off in general. Jean runs over to an empty table so no one else claims it. You take a seat and place your bear on the table top. He does too but keeps his eye on you just in case you decide to faint.
He cools down relatively fast. But you still feel boiling. âGoddamn, is it hot in here or is it me?â You ask. âItâs you.â He responds quickly. He didnât mean for that to come out. His face turns red as the both of you stare at each other. âUh- I mean, you still look like youâre hot. So Iâm just gonna, uh, go grab you some water.â He quickly stands up and rushes over to the vending machine.
He sighs in relief thinking he just saved himself from any awkwardness. You, however, feel a bit sad and a little insecure now. You know that you were reading too much into that. It was pretty obvious that you were still really hot from the hot. And you did ask the question. But you did hope that he thought you looked hot. Or at least pretty. But youâre drenched in sweat so that lookâs probably out the window by now.
He returns with the cold water and opens it for you. âHere. Youâll feel better.â
You nod silently and take the bottle from him. The sudden cold on your hot hands causes you to gasp. It feels good. You take a sip and then quickly start to chug it. âGood thing I got that for you.â Jean says when you eventually stop drinking, over half the water is gone. âYou were seriously dehydrated. Why didnât you tell me?â
âI didnât want to keep interrupting your fun.â You answer honestly. âYou wouldnât have interrupted my fun.â Jean says. âI just want to hang out with you. Thatâs where the fun is.â
You smile, feeling a bit better. But you still have that aching feeling in your stomach over how fast he explained his words. âWeâll stay inside for as long as you want, ok?â Jean says. You nod, taking another sip of water. You both go on your phones. You start playing a game a solitaire to relax mind while he just pretends to be doing something. In reality, he keeps looking at you.
He can see that somethingâs wrong. You were talking your head off not too long ago about the bad music and which songs you did like. But now youâre oddly silent. Did he do something to set you off? Did he not recover as well as he thought he did? Oh great, now you were feeling embarrassed that he called you hot, the very thing he tried to avoid. He watches as the red flush disappears and is replaced by its normal hue. He swears he can see tears prick at your eyes, but he opts not to say anything in fear of humiliating you further.
He knows he didnât ask you outright, but heâs viewing this as a date. He thought he was doing so well earlier. He won you prizes, got your heart to melt, showed off his skills, made you laugh it was going great! Then he had to open that stupid horse mouth of his and ruin it all. âYou ready to go back out and walk around?â Jean asks. âWe can go try some of the food trucks. I hear thereâs one that sells gelato.â
You nod silently and put your phone away. He had to make this not-official date better. He couldnât drop you off at home with you like this. So off to the food trucks you went. You finally find the gelato truck and get in line. âWhat are you gonna get?â He asks. âIâm thinking of getting salted caramel.â
You hum for a second as your eyes scan the menu board. Some of the items are covered with a Sold Out sign so you have a bit of a limited amount of options. âIâm gonna get lemon blueberry.â
You two get up to the server and you tell him what you want. Jean then quickly adds his orders and pulls out his wallet again. âJean, I can get my own gelato.â You say. âI have money.â
âI know you do but I asked you to come with me, so Iâm paying.â Jean says. You open your mouth to protest again. âDonât argue with me, it isnât gonna work.â
So you close your mouth again as Jean hands over the money. âHave a nice day.â The server says as you two walk away with your bowls of gelato clutched between your hands. You two walk around aimlessly while enjoying the sweet treat. You watch as he licks his spoon. You start to wonder what it would feel like for his lips to be on yours. When you realize that youâre getting jealous of a damn treat, you start talking about how his job at the art museum is going.
You chat and joke, but Jean can still sense that somethingâs off. The sun begins to set a bit so things start cooling off. The crowd thins, which also helps the temperature.
Taking one final bet into fixing what he did, he brings you over to the Ferris wheel. âYou like Ferris wheels, right?â He asks.
You nod. âYeah. I like watching the buildings go bigger and smaller.â
You two get up to the front of the line and wait until the red car stops in front of you. A couple gets out and youâre helped in first. Jean quickly slips the operator a bill. âStop us at the top, please.â He whispers.
The man takes the money and nods as Jean quickly follows after you. He places his bear to his left so that there isnât a barrier between you two. He watches as your face lights up, completely ignoring his surroundings. The car stops perfectly at the top of the ride giving you the best view of the lake and the city. You look down at all the people walking home from the festival.
âSo, you gonna finally tell me whatâs wrong?â Jean asks suddenly. You gasp softly and look at him. You thought you were doing such a good job at hiding your feelings. But his eyes tell you that he knows somethingâs off.
âWhat- What do you mean?â You stutter. You donât want to ruin the end of the night by saying anything. Itâs vain and a little selfish. âYouâve been acting off since we went inside.â He says. Damn it. He was such a good observer. âI thought you were still just overheated. Then I thought you might be hungry or had low blood sugar. But youâre still off. Did I do something wrong?â
You open your mouth to act dumb again. But heâs got you totally trapped. âIâŚâ He looks at you with concern, determined to fix whatever it is. Determined to make you feel better. You sigh and look back out at the scenery. âYou called me hotâŚâ He sighs. He knew it. He knew that slip up made you uncomfortable. âand you didnât mean it.â
âHuh?â Is all he can say. âYou said âItâs just youâ when I asked if it was hot inside or if it was just me.â You remind him. âThen you said that you meant that it had to be me because I still looked hot. And then you went and got me water.â
âI thought it was because I had callee you hot.â He asks. âWait, what?â You ask, looking back at him. âAh, shit.â He thinks to himself. No back tracking now. âI, um⌠I did mean to call you hot. But I didnât mean to say it out loud. I thought it made you uncomfortable so I reiterated what I meant. Why are you upset I didnât stick to my word?â
âWellâŚâ You fiddle with your fingers nervously. âBecause then that means you think Iâm attractive, like how I think youâre attractive.â Jeanâs heart almost stops at your confession. âI know everyone says you look like a horse, but I donât. Iâve always thought you were incredibly handsome. So⌠yeah, I guess thatâs it. I just wanted someone to tell me I look nice.â
Jean blinks for a few seconds as the ride begins to turn again. How could you be insecure about yourself? And youâre so insecure that you just want someone to say you look nice? Not stunning or gorgeous? Is the bar really set that low? He figures he needs to get a shovel and dig in order to reach it if the goal is basically just âsay I look niceâ. Now heâs on a mission. No way in hell is he gonna let you go a day without being complimented.
âI always think you look nice.â He confesses. âYou look stunning no matter how you dress. Like when you were in your PJs when I came to get you. You looked adorable. And now? You look amazing! You could wear a damn potato sack and Iâd still think youâre the most beautiful person on the face of the earth. I thought I was being so obvious!â
âObvious?â You ask, tilting your head slightly. âAbout what? About how you like the way I look?â
The ride stops so you two are forced to get out. He doesnât answer right away as he walks to the rope that sections off the pathway and the water. âNot just the way you look.â He says. âYou in general. Your laugh. Your personality. Your voice. I love it all.â
âYou love me?â You ask, feeling your heart leap with joy. âOf course.â He says, turning to look at you. âIâve just never mustered up the courage to ask you out. So I kinda⌠never actually asked anyone else to join me today. I made all those reasons up. I knew today would keep them away from here since itâs so hot. But I guess I never stopped to consider that youâd get overheated, too.â
You smile softly. âNext time, weâre staying inside.â
âNext time?â He asks hopefully. âWell, yeah.â You confirm, gently taking his hand in yours. âThis doesnât technically count as a first date since you didnât properly ask me. So we still need to have one. I mean, if weâre gonna start going out.â
He swears fireworks start going off. You rub your thumb over the back of his hand, looking down and smiling softly. âThen would you like to go on a date with me?â
âOf course, I would.â
#aot fluff#attack on titan#jean kirschtein x reader#jean kirstein x reader#shingeki no kyojin#jean kirschtein fanfiction#jean x you#jean x reader#jean kirschtein fluff#jean kirschtein x reader fluff
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for soda centric fics decentishoutsidersthoughts has some good ideas!
but some general ones to spur the thoughts:
middle child syndrome in the sense that heâs always playing the middle man between pony and Darry⌠and do they really stop fighting after canon even with his whole breakdownâŚ.
heâs the âstupidâ curtis⌠both his brothers are so smart damn how would he feel growing up⌠his baby brother being able to do his homework for him :/ his convo with Darry abt dropping out after their parents die and Darry is trying to prove to the state that heâs a fit guardian
sandy. thatâs it.
I lie thatâs not it. but the girl ur so in love with and want to marry just up and leaves with no explanation. you find out later itâs cause sheâs pregnant (with another manâs child?)
heâs canonically the crybaby of the family. he wears his heart on his sleeve but wouldnât that get him into trouble? as a boy as a greaser in the south in the 60s
ADHD, dyslexia⌠in the 60s... end tweet
Heâs 16 and also working as a breadwinner for the household. Hes even taking the place as one of ponyâs guardians in a wayâŚ
Just his stress and anxiety abt pony being gone that week, the trial, his friends dying (and theyâre all around his age more than they are the other brothers⌠do with that what you will)
Him finding Johnny in the lot
Pomyboy says he doesnât drink and has never lost a fight BFFR heâs just hero worshipping and I believe sodas never let him see him like that
If ur a Stevepop galâŚ. yeahâŚ. having feelings for your best friendâŚ. and you really notice them after ur girlfriend disappears⌠but heâs still happily dating evieâŚ.
He probably has a shit ton of insecurities and just doesnât show it⌠not being smart like his brothers⌠working at a gas station⌠not being enough for his gf to not cheat⌠not being enough for his brothers to not fight⌠not being able to help out with bills more⌠not being able to help his little brother out at school⌠people just talk about him for his looksâŚ.
Imagine ponyboy starting to grow up and not need soda as much anymore⌠no more bed sharing, no more late combos, pony grows taller than him (Iâm a truther), pony starts hanging out with people other than the gang (curly Angela) and imagine how that feels after being such a strong parental role for your brother and heâs just starting to pull away from you like every teen does⌠but then again thatâs your brother and youâve always been closeâŚ. you were just immediately thrust into this parental roll and slowly itâs being taken away from you and you donât even notice it until itâs too lateâŚ. ADD ON TOP OF THAT HOW OUT OF ALL THREE BROTHERS SODA IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO GET OUT OF TULSA BC OF REASONS (SEE ABOVE) AND SO HES FEELS LIKE HES BEING LEFT BEHIND
Shit wait I kinda cooked up more than I meant to⌠maybe I actually gotta learn how to write fanfics skdhfbcbbd
ok no but the soda feeling stupid compared to his brothers is sooooo insane to me. like one of them graduating, okay, but BOTH? esp pony a year early?? frankly once is a fluke but twice is a pattern!! so why couldnât he graduate too, why did he have to be the only brother to perpetuate greaserhood and see nothing bigger for himself than working at a gas station?? also ponyboy doing his hw FOR him despite being two years younger is nauseatingggggg.
i DO think that soda genuinely is happy where he is most of the time but at the same timeee i think heâd sometimes have trouble reckoning with guilt esp on ponyâs graduation day (i dooooo have a fic. coming someday about that. smiles), esp because we only know soda through ponyboys eyes. for all we know maybe he ISNT as happy as he always seems and puts up a front for his baby brother!!! in fact thatâs most likely it tbh!! like he is canonically a crybaby and is probably just scared to show ponyboy bc he Knows pony looks up to him like a hero!!! itâs so!!!
adhd dyslexic soda in the 50/60s. yeah. i could yap that into the GROUND. lest this post becomes an Essay though i will leave it there unless someone else asks LOL
pony not needing soda as much anymore as he gets older is so. like ohhh you Hate me. itâs not even that pony doesnât Need him itâs just that heâs growing up and bettering himself and making a better life than he was ever supposed to have and sodaaaa thinks heâs gonna stay stagnant his whole life đŁđŁ pony who used to share every secret with him but now heâs all grown and doesnât need to as much anymore. sighhhhh. sodapop curtis i LOVE YOUUUUU
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Only you.
a/n// well hello! long time since Iâve written and I kinda just mustered this up last night and called it a day. I hope you enjoy it even if it might be a bit shit. Also yes this is part of my Dr collective fics!
warnings// kissing, reader falls and hits their head, mentions of Tommy overworking himself, Tom and reader being children, pretty much pure fluff. If I missed anything please tell me.
cc!tommy x reader
wc: 1.2k
âYou chose the wrong person to fuck with, love.â Tom said as he spun the saber in his hand.
Tom had been super busy lately. Not getting enough sleep, barely eating anything unless he had too, and always staring at his phone or computer screen, aggressively typing. He was streaming when he could, not taking breaks when he needed them, wanting to give his fans content. And you loved how much he loved all of them and how much he cared about his career, but you also cared about your boyfriend and his well-being. So when you finally got the chance to steal him away and convince him to take a break, you had came up with the best idea.
You had challenged the great Tommyinnit, or your boyfriend, to a lightsaber fight. He always spoke so highly of himself and his ability to beat anyone in a fight if he had too, which you and all of your friends knew was bullshit. But you wanted to challenge him into a different fight. One you knew heâd absolutely have a blast having with you.
âOh did I now? What if I end up beating you, darling?â You asked Tom with a smirk as you start to circle around the living room, had moved everything out of the way for this specific event.
Tom scoffed as he started to move with you, bringing the lightsaber to a halt in his hands as he looked at you with a playful glint in his eyes. âOh, sweetheart. I can assure you you wonât.â Tom raised his eyebrows at you as you smiled.
âWeâll see pretty boy. You donât know the tricks I have up my sleeve.â You halted in place as you turned the lightsaber in your hand on, the toy making a loud striking sound as it slowly turned green.
Tom quickly turned his on, it making the same noise but turning blue. âOh youâre on!â Tom challenged as he got in a stance, placing his saber out in front of him.
You quickly shortened the distance between the two of you as you swung the lightsaber to your left, quickly trying to hit toms exposed side but was quickly denied by his saber clashing into yours.
âYou think youâre slick, huh?!â Tom exclaimed as pushed your saber back and quickly pushed his towards your side, barely skimming your stomach as your turned away from it.
âActually-â you smirked up at him as you leaned in closer to him, face close enough to feel his breathe against your cheek as you whispered in his ear. ��I donât think Iâm slick. I just think Iâm a good distraction.â You smiled up at him as he quickly scrambled back away from you, shaking his head.
âNo, no. No, that wonât work on me.â Tom said with a determined voice, almost like he was talking to himself.
âLooks like it almost did.â You said, pointing out the blush that took over his face, laughing at how he quickly tried to change the subject by swinging the lightsaber around once again.
âOh youâll pay for this!â
âWill I now?!â You said with a playful smile as Tom quickly swung the saber to his right and clashed with yours. As Tom continued to strike anytime he could, you quickly realized how off balance you were from the continuous strikes. Once Tom let a blow to your left side, nearly getting you, you tripped over your feet and onto the floor, quickly laughing at the sudden events.
âOh my god! Are you ok?! What hurts? Do I need to call an ambulance? Can you see me? Love I need you to an-â
âTom! Tom. As much as I love to hear you talk, you need to calm down and talk slowly.â You cupped his cheek as you looked at his beautiful blue eyes.
Laughing lightly, he nodded and took a deep breathe, trying to calm down from the fight and from the heart attack he nearly had when you fell. âAre you ok? Anything hurt at all?â
Shaking your head lightly, you winced as you started to feel a slight throb in your head as you slowly sat up, Tom grabbing your waist quickly to help you. âYeah Iâm good besides hitting my head to hard on the ground. Iâm like you now!â
âOh fuck off!â Tom laughed out as he slowly helped you up to your feet and wrapped his arms around your waist. âMay I add I havenât gotten a concussion in a long time, one. Two, I didnât look as graceful as you did when you fell.â
You rolled your eyes at his comment and slap his chest. âIâm just too cool to look bad, Simons.â You smiled up at him as you leaned closer, touching the tip of his nose with yours.
âEh, are you though?â Tom joked back as he connected his forehead with yours.
âShut up and kiss me, yeah?â You told Tom as he quickly nodded and gently pressed his lips against yours, softly pressing closer to you as he placed his hands to cup your face. Placing your hands on his chest, you grabbed his sweater and leaned up into the kiss and deepened it.
âWhat the hell did we just watch?!â You and Tom both jumped away from each other as you snapped your bodies towards the mystery voice.
âSeriously Wil?! You had to ruin the moment?â You looked behind the tall man to see your brother, Aiden, standing beside him, hitting his shoulder, giving him a unsatisfied look.
âHow the hell did you two get in here? Also when did you get in here?!â You questioned the couple across the room as Tommy wrapped his arms around your waist and hid his face in your neck out of embarrassment, making a small groaning noise as Wilbur continued.
âYou do remember that Aiden used to live here too?â
âTechnically I still do but-â
âWe also got here right when you guys started your little sword fight thingy-â
âLightsaber!â You and Tom both yelled at Wil for disrespecting the name of the light up kid toys you were using earlier.
âYeah Wil, lightsabers.â Aiden mocked as he started walking to his room as Wil followed him like a lost puppy, groaning about how it was âtechnically the same thing sense they werenât real.â
As you sighed, you turned your body back to Tom and wrapped your arms around his neck. Tom pulled you closer to him as he peppered soft kisses on your neck.
âSo? Who won?â You asked the blonde in curiosity while thinking back to where you left off.
ââŚâŚ I donât think anyone did.â Tom said as he leaned back up from your neck to his full height.
With a smirk on your face, you went over to one of the sabers lying on the floor. As you picked it up, you turned the toy on, smirking as it turned blue this time.
âAre you thinking what Iâm thinking, toms?â You asked your boyfriend as your turned around, spinning the lightsaber around in your hand.
âI think I am. Round 2? First one down is the loser?â
âOh, absolutely.â
âYouâre going down, sweetheart.â
âIâd like to see you try, pretty boy.â
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don't know if you're doing reqs but Lady Lesso x Fem!Reader with prompt 32?
Heyyyy anon! I DO take and love requests, so thank you for asking 𼰠Iâd love to write this!!
Drunk on You ~Leonora Lesso xFem Reader
Link to Part 2, Part 3 & Part 4
MommyâŚMaster List
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#32. âDrink if youâve masturbated to anyone at the tableâ.
Warnings: NSFW, alcohol, drinking, mentions of sex, implied sex, smut, etc.
Medium fic
Enjoy (;
Clarissa had decided that a girls night was needed. She said that she wanted to âunify the girlsâ of both sides of the school, whatever that meant.
Turns out, what that meant was drinking games in the school library after hours.
âAlright! Weâre all here, perfect! Now, we can bond as females and not just Ever versus Never teachers!â Clarissa excitedly exclaimed.
Leonora sighed, as if she was already over Clarissaâs antics. The groups consisted of Clarissa and Anemone, two female Ever professors, and you and Lady Lesso, two female Never professors.
Soon, everyone was in some stage of tipsy, Clarissa being the most drunk already.
âCanât hold your alcohol?â Lesso chuckled, sipping her glass of straight vodka.
âEnough of this!â Clarissa exclaimed, âLetâs play⌠Never have I Ever! Get it, cuz it have the words âNeverâ and âEverâ in it?â Clarissa desperately and drunkenly laughed at her own joke, but then became very serious about playing.
âJust take a Shot if youâve done what the prompt is. Ok Iâll start.â She began, âNever have I ever⌠Stolen a book from the library!â
âReallyâŚ?â Lesso said unamused as she drained her magically filled shot glass in an instant.
You quickly took your shot, followed by Anemone.
âAnemone, really??â Clarissa exclaimed with surprise, âI mean I get those guys, but you?â
Anemone nodded with a sly smirk on her face.
âWhatever I guessâŚâ Clarissa shrugged her shoulders, âYour turn Anemone.â
Anemone had a look on her face which made your stomach churn, she had something up her sleeve you could tellâŚ
With that sly smirk she spoke, âDrink if youâve masturbated to anyone at the tableâ.
Your heart dropped.
Shit. Fuck.
âNo wait Anemone!!â Clarissa drunkenly groaned, âYou need to say âNever have I Everâ first!â
Anemone shrugged her shoulders, âSame thing.â
By now you were blushing. You couldnât avoid this. They would know you where lying if you didnât, wouldnât they?
Regardless, you just took the shot.
And then silence ensued.
For a bout three seconds before Clarissa was bouncing up in down, âOh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!!!â she squealed, âWho is it?? Now you just have to tell us!!â
Youâre face grew even redderâŚ
You couldnât say⌠She would never reciprocate⌠True Love wasnât possible for Nevers, was it?
âUh⌠I donât believe, according to the rules, I need to answer that questionâŚâ you managed to get out.
âNew rules!â Clarissa exclaimed, âYou have to tell us! There, thereâs a rule, now.â
Leonora chuckled as she leaned back and watched the show.
Your face grew hot and your thoughts instinctually squeezed together. You couldnât say. You wouldnât say.
But your drunken mind got the better of youâŚ
âIt was Leonora..â you chocked out in a slight whimper.
Leonoraâs eyes widened a bit and her back straightened at your words. Clarissa and Anemone weâre at a loss for words. You had just admitted to touching yourself to the fucking dean of evilâŚ
Lesso leaned in, âHow many times?â, she tauntingly played.
You gulped.
âManyâŚâ you whispered.
âWhat was that?â Lesso raised her voice, torturing you in this humiliating moment.
âAt least three times a weekâŚâ you clarified, instantly regretting that decision, because now you had admitted to getting off on the idea of your boss on a almost daily occurrence.
Leonora hummed in delight. âWonderful. But wouldnât it be even better if it were my fingers inside you instead of yours?â she suggestively toyed with you.
Your breath fled your body. You couldnât move or think or breath.
âYesâŚâ you whimpered and almost mewled.
âWell then beg me for it. Beg me for it and Iâll fuck you so hard youâll see stars and not remember your own nameâŚâ she growled, âBeg me and Iâll fuck you dumbâŚâ
You gulped again.
âI think this is our cue to leaveâŚâ Anemone said, hurriedly rushing a drunken Clarissa out of the library.
âFuck please⌠please fuck me, LeonoraâŚâ you begged.
Lesso hummed in delight again.
She came over to you, vodka on her breath and growled into your ear, âMy room, 10 minutes.â
pt. 2 out nowđ
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Tma x mechs
Jonny archivist baby
"Is there a reason you're in my office, Sasha?" Jonny looked up from the statement on his desk.
"I've figured it out." Sasha smirks.
Jonny raised a brow. "Figured out what?"
"Why you suddenly became a dick after the promotion." Sasha hums. "You've fallen hard for Tim and Martin and me, but I'm aromantic, so sorry about that, bud. You're trying to cover your tracks by being a dick and pretending you hate everyone."
Jonny scoffs. "Of course not. I'm perfectly being just here as me and.... have you noticed Martin has a spider collection above his desk?" Jonny sighs. It's only been a few decades. How has he gotten so shit at lying?
Sasha raised a brow. "Jon, come off it." She crosses her arms as Jon sighs. "I'm sure if you talked to them they would be on board."
You're mortal all of you. Is what Jonny wanted to shout, but he couldn't. Even with the metal heart, he was falling hard and fast, weird horror be damned. Maybe he could use the weird horrors to keep them around long. He groans. "You have to be included aromantic or not. You're going to be a part of it, even if it's just sex."
"I'm sure I could arrange something." Sasha finishes her text, and there's a shout from Tim outside Jon's office.
"BLOODY KNEW IT." Tim shouts.
Jonny covers his face. He was screwed.
......
It's only been three weeks since they tried out the dating thing. He can only recall one other time truly where he was in love, and that was with Tim, not Stoker, but Gunpowder. It didn't end well. They remained friends, but it hurt. Tim blamed him for his eyes, but Carmillia was already dead to their knowledge, and they didn't mean to find him. They tried again a few times, but it was never the same, and everything it just hurt him more. DTTM was the final straw that broke the camels back. He's happier now than he has been for a long time. His crew probably doesn't even care that he's gone.
"Jon?" Martin's soft voice broke him away from the self hatred. "Jon, are you ok?"
Tim hugged Jonny's arm. "What ya thinking about, boss man?"
"We are literally in bed together. Don't call me that." Jonny sighs. "My ex, his name was also Tim. We became friends after but it was never the same yaknow. We were a part of this group like a family. I had a really bad falling out with them. That's how I ended up here." He sighs. "I'm not good at being open."
Martin sighs and moves Jon to his chest. "You feel like with us, you're betraying what you once had."
Tim nods. "Well, I'll be a better Tim." He hums softly. "You still have your memories even if they aren't great."
Jonny tries to hide his face in Martin's chest. "Enough! You're making me soft."
"That's the only thing soft about you. You're way too thin." Tim chuckles.
Jonny whines as Martin traps him in a soft hug. "Stop. I am a vicious man."
Tim smiles, joining the hug. "Mmh, yes, you're so scary."
"Yes, you make the statements come alive. Even if toy think they're fake." Martin smiles.
Jonny was absolutely fucked. He had to figure out how to keep them alive, and he'll be damned if Carmillia got involved. That bitch better stay the fuck away from here. She better be dead.
.......
It took a year for everything to go to shit. A fucking year. Jonny sat in the empty archives. It started when Sasha got bit by a moth of all things. He didn't think moths had mouths. Then she got sick. Elias was being a dick about it, and soon she was coughing up worms and talking about music she could only hear. She disappeared after that, claiming she was sick and he hadn't heard anything.
Next was Tim. He started to get sick and pale, claimed the light hurt. He wore long sleeves and sunglasses inside, but he didn't change mentally he just... physically, he was changing, and he tried to help, but one day, they were walking, and a cars shadow passed by, and he vanished. He mourned with Martin.
Last was Martin he helped get to the bottom of things. These fear gods were changing his loves, but they were supposed to have a choice. He rubbed his burned hand. Martin went to hill top road and didn't come back.
He should have known better. He can't just play pretend like he was some mortal. He wasn't even human. He could feel something wet drip down his cheeks. He was crying so much lately he was fucking pathetic.
A soft knock on the door made Jonny rub his face and sit up. "What is it?"
"Sup boss man." It was Tim he had sharper teeth, and his eyes were pitch black, but it was him.
"T-Tim?" Jonny shot up out of his seat.
"Yeah, it's me." Tim rubs his arm. "I can promise you I didn't want this. I've become some sort of monster, and you deserve to -" he gasps as Jonny knocks him to the floor in a hug.
"Fuck that, monster or not I still love you." Jonny freezes he never spoke those words since....
Tim pulls Jonny into a kiss. "Are you sure?"
Jonny nods. "You have to help me find Martin and Sasha now. Im a monster, too, I think. I got this weird knowing thing. Elias won't tell me anything, but I know he knows more than he lets on. We I know about the fears, and you've become an avatar. So what? I don't care."
"Jon, I could kill you." Tim still wraps his arms around Jonny."
"And?" Jonny scoffs. "A lot can kill me. it doesn't mean it will stick."
"What?" Tim blinks.
"I'll explain later." Jonny gets up, grabbing Tim's hand. "We have to find Martin."
"Jo-Jon, wait." Tim can't really stop as he's pulled along.
It wasn't hard to find Sasha next her apartment complex was condemned due to infestation. It also took no effort to break into.
"Tell me again why you know how to pick locks?" Tim sighs.
"Immortal space pirate, Tim please keep up." Jonny smirks as the door opens.
"Just because you survived being dragged through the dark doesn't mean I believe you." Tim pinched his brow as worms splattered Jonny, and soon enough, he exploded in worms, leaving a metal heart on the floor and a half eaten corpse. "Jesus fucking christ."
"Don't you hear.... oh hi Tim." Sasha waves as she makes her way across the room. "Seems you've been busy following a different song."
"I didn't have a choice in the manner." Tim frowns, staring down at Jon. He pauses, and his eyes widen, and he jumps back.
Jonny suddenly sits up as his skin knits back together. He now has ears that flare out like a cow and horns. His teeth are sharp he has claws and a long tail. "Ok, the first time I died like that."
Sasha blinks, and the swarm pulls away from Jon. "I'm sorry my brood ate you, and you exploded. Not that I'm mad, but how?"
"Immortal space pirate." Tim and Jonny say at the same time.
Jonny brushes himself off. "Aw shit my disguise failed. Anyway, do you know where Martin is? I'm pretty sure you guys aren't fired, and I'm in love, and I'm not giving up just because you're weird horror creatures. I've fucked weirder."
"I have so many questions." Sasha pursed her lips. "Let me get dressed, and I'll help you look."
"I also have questions." Tim pauses for a moment. "I love you too."
.......
A woman answered the door at hill top road. "Archivist."
"Yeah, yeah, whatever, where's Martin?" Jonny crossed his arms.
"Oh, dear archivist mother has plans for him."
"Ew." Jonny scoffs pushing past the woman. "Martin! I don't care what weird creature you've become. I'm not human, so it will be fine."
A confused response from Martin. "I.... what?"
"Martin!" Jonny runs towards the voice, getting caught in a web. "Fuck."
"Hello Annabelle." Sasha waves at the door she looks almost normal minus the moths fluttering around her.
"Mother doesn't want him dead." Annabelle pauses. "What is he hoping to accomplish?"
"True love." Tim dramatically swoons under his umbrella.
"We also warned him not to just run into here but as you can see." Sasha vaguely motions.
"FUCK!" Martin shouts. "WHAT THE FUCK JON?"
"What you act as if this is the first time I've knawed off a limb to get out of something. See, look, it's already growing back." Jonny motions to his newly reformed arm. "Also spider centaur is pretty hot."
Martin pulls Jonny up and kisses him roughly. "You are the weirdest man I've ever met."
"Technically, not a human man." Jonny snickers.
......
Elias was about to pull his hair out. He had no idea how his new archivist had gotten his assistants back after they turned into avatars. It's actually impressive, but since one of them is now the web, he can no longer spy on his archivist. The hats were new, but he couldn't understand why Jon insisted that it's his new thing. It's the middle of summer. He does not need to wear winter hats.
.......
Nastya had returned to the Aurora too much fanfare, and it only took a day for her to ask where Jonny was. She stared at Tim, who crossed his arms. "So?"
Tim sighs. "After we realized we're yaknow truly immortal. He took it the worst and didn't accept it like the rest of us, and he left. Stole a ship and a bunch of shit, but he's been gone for 100 years. Lyf took his position as lead singer, but we have been looking for him."
"We don't have a way to track him." Brian adds. His metal body has been changing to reflect how he looked before the mechanisms. He was very quiet about it, but it was extremely noticeable. His top hat covered his fox like ears. "We all want him back. We found you by accident looking for him."
Nastya frowns. "He's gone?"
Tim frowns and looks away. "He didn't even take the metal box he keeps under his bed."
"Bullshit." Nastya touches the wall. "Aurora, track the ship Jonny stole. I'm getting my brother back. You're going to apologize." She points to Tim. "He's our captain."
Tim nods. "I fucked up."
.....
"Man, you human holidays are fun." Jonny's tail flicked happily behind him. The Magnus Institute was throwing a massive festival for Halloween. Elias was taking statements he insisted on that. "Didn't have anything like this on my astroid."
Martin followed behind with normal legs but 8 eyes and three pairs of arms. "Well , we will remedy that."
Tim seems to have hair that floated like rising darkness. His eyes were pitch black, and his mouth was full of sharp teeth. He was wearing a shirt. Jonny made him say the better Tim. "Martin, I think he likes it for the amount of sweets he's able to get."
Jonny scoffs. "I like the costumes."
"You're not even dressed up." Sasha raised a brow. "You said that was your normal outfit in space."
"Well, yeah, but it's not normal here, and humans don't have ears teeth or a tail like mine." Jonny huffs.
"Point taken." Martin chuckles. "Oh, looks like Elias got a band to play for the festival."
"It's not a band it's an open mic. A feast of stage fright." Jonny hums. "I'll perform something."
"Spoiling us?" Tim purrs.
"Yes, always." Jonny gasps as Martin picks him up.
"You're a hopeless romantic for someone who has lived as long as you and claims to be just as bitter." Martin smiles.
"Only for you guys." Jonny kisses the right side of Martin's mandible. "We could just skip this and have fun in the bedroom."
"Horndog." Tim chuckles. "How about after we hear you sing song bird?"
"Tim's right." Martin's gaze darkens. "You have to both earn it."
Jonny shudders. "Yes, sir."
Tim nods eagerly.
.......
"Impressive costumes." A cheery soft voice came from a tall, muscular sailor captain.
Lyf blinks. "Um, hello."
"Costume?" TS tilts their head.
"I didn't think Nikola would change for Halloween." A man wrapped around the sailors arm.
"Um, right...." Lyf sighs. "Um, could you help us? We're looking for a man going by Jonathan Sims." He hopes Nastya was right in the fake name Jonny chose.
"You're looking for my archivist?" The man's eyes flash green.
Lyf's eyes flashed rainbow. "I'm sorry. Did you say archivist?"
"Correct. I'm Elias Bouchard. This is a nice Halloween festival for my insistute. Jon is with his partners traversing the festive scene." He gives a sinister smile. "I highly suggest the activities while you look."
"That Sounds Like Jolly Good Fun." TS drags Lyf into the festival grounds.
"W-wait, TS!" Lyf groans he had more questions to ask.
......
Inspector: At the Halloween festival with TS. It's being thrown by the Magnus Institute. TS has prevented me from asking more questions to the head of said institute. However, Jonny might be the head archivist.
Archivist: There is a 100% that's bullshit.
Fire Fire: that's a good joke kid
GP: there's a open mic here to perform.
TS: I Made A New Friend.
There's a picture of TS next to a mannequin who seemed nervous in clown makeup. There appears to be human skin stretched tightly around the plastic body.
TS: This Is Nikola.
Inspector: Tim why the fuck didn't you warn us about earth?
GP: What the fuck are you talking about
GP: TS what the fuck.
Drumbot: I am with Nastya. We have found a meat themed activity. I agree with Lyf. This doesn't seem very human. However my phone will be taken for this so I will talk later.
GP: meat?
GP: Brian?
Doctor: I am going to the mushroom tent! Lyf invitation open to join. I think they will enjoy the fact I am poisonous.
Inspector: Marius we still haven't figured out what you are.
Science officer: Not for a lack of trying. Anyway, I'm going to find that meat tent.
Fire Fire: there's a woman named Jude Perry and she's all about Fire I'm going to find her.
Nastya: They did not let me in with Brian. However, they did give me some sort of meat on a stick. Jonny would love this.
GP: ill play my song. If he's here, he'll come to watch right?
Nastya: I will join you.
.......
Brian stumbled out of the tent. His throat hurt from screaming. He stopped in his tracks and when he looked down at his hands and saw flesh. He blinks and continues to stare. He could feel more so than he did before. He could hear the heart in his chest. He can feel his fox ears twitch under his hat. He could feel his tail. When did he get a tail? He always had one before...
A man bumped into him. "Oh shit sorry man." The man paused, tilting his head. "You ok?"
Brian stared at the man, and it was Jonny. He had glasses on and his normal outfit. "I uh...." He could feel everything, and he was getting overwhelmed. "I think... I." He felt Jonny grab his arm.
"Come on, you look like you're about to pass out." Jonny says softly, leading him to a table where three other people are already sitting down. "Hey, I know promised snacks, but we'll he looks like he's about to panic." He sits the man down who stares down at his hands.
Brian blinks as a bottle of water is put in his hands. He can't eat or drink. Why was this... he unscrewed the cap and drained the contents. Something wet dripped down his cheeks. A soft warm had patted his back, and Jonny sat to his left.
"Hey, are you ok?" A soft voice came from Brian's right. A man with eight eyes and a spider mandible gives a soft smile. He hands over half of a sandwich. "I know the tents can be much for anyone."
"Because avatars run them." The man with shadow like hair sighs. He hands Brian a few tissues. "It's impossible to stop others from being dragged inside."
Brian nibbled on the sandwich. It's been millions of years since he ate anything since he could taste. He couldn't even feel the metal in him, but he knew it was still there. It was changed and he couldn't understand, but this was the best meal he had ever had.
"So what's your costume? It seems very realistic." Jonny smiles.
Brian swallows and wipes his face. It was still so overwhelming, but he could handle it. He pulls off his hat to reveal two fluffy fox ears.
"Oh, let me guess! A foxy magician!" The woman chuckles as moths flutter around her.
"No, he's obviously an animal tamer turned animal." The man nudged her and they both giggle.
"He could just be a furry." Jonny wiggles his brows and the table erupts into laughter.
Brian can't help but laugh along.
"Wait, I have one he's a musician." The spider man smiles.
Brian giggles and nods. "Correct!"
"I'm an ex musician." Jonny smirks.
"No, you're not. You take every chance to perform." The man throws a crumple piece of paper at him.
"Ok, fine, I'm a part-time musician and full-time archivist." Jonny smiles. "Ah, right, let me introduce everyone. The man in the better Tim shirt is Tim, the lovely lady with the various moths is Sasha, and the spider guy is Martin. I'm Jon, the archivist of this insistute, currently dating the two handsome gentlemen, and fucking Sasha because she's happily aromantic."
Sasha salutes.
Martin waves, and Brian notices he has three pairs of arms.
Tim throws finger guns. "You're free to join us. Jon's got a sweet tooth, and double boss man got some American sweets for a few booths."
Jonny nods and gets up. "He's an honorary assistant for the day then."
"You probably shouldn't say that, Elias might actually hire him." Martin chuckles.
"To be fair, he hired you." Sasha winks getting up.
Martin chuckles, holding one hand out to Brian. "Come on, we'll help you navigate this place."
Brian realizes Jonny doesn't recognize him. Which makes sense if he wasn't metal anymore. He also left before his body started to change to reflect what he looked like before mechanisms. He sighs and nods. Might as well see what has happened to Jonny.
"I'll lead the way!" Jonny hops up.
"Eye eye boss man." Tim chuckles.
Jonny rolls his eyes. "We are literally together. Don't call me that."
"Fine, sorry, cowboy." Tim smirks as Jonny blushes.
"... go back to boss man." Jonny says with a deep blush on his features.
.......
Drumbot has changed his name to Brian
Brian sent a photo
It's a picture of Jonny between two men looking happy. Both men are kissing either cheek, and he has a sign that says little cowboy and his partners.
Brian: Jonny doesn't recognize me, but I also don't recognize me.
GP: I'm sorry, but Jonny got hitched!
Nastya: He's wearing wedding bands? Isn't that a human custom?
GP: Brian, what switch are you on
Brian: None
Archivist: impossible
Brian sends another picture
It seems to be a selfie. He has grayish goldish skin, soft, long hair, and big fox ears. He doesn't appear to be made of metal anymore.
Brian: The meat tent was actually a guise for a Flesh god.
GP: this literally can't be earth
Doctor: I think I accidently poisoned the nice mushroom man.
Lyf: I need to bleach my eyes.
Fire Fire: I think I believe Brian becoming flesh again over Jonny getting hitched
Archivist: this is all highly unlikely scenarios
Science officer: I am grabbing you Brian.
TS: My New Friend Stole My Arm Then Screamed When It Reattached
Lyf: I'll get TS from causing a panic.
Doctor: Wait let me come with you my love.
Lyf: not until you bathe in a bath of bleach
Doctor: only for you.
GP: I'm going to rip my eyes out.
........
"Brian!" A woman swoops down mechanical wings spread out as she grabs Brian's shoulder. "It even feels like flesh."
"Ah." Martin pauses. "So, is this a former crew member?"
"Yup." Jonny hums and sips on his bright orange drink.
"So how many are there, like 9?" Tim raised a brow.
"Well, Nastya left, but Lyf joined, and Aurora can be considered a mech as well." Jonny shrugs.
"Isn't Brian supposed to be metal?" Sasha nudges Jonny.
"You know that explains what he looks so familair and yeah he is supposed to be metal." Jonny shrugs again, watching Raphaella poke and prode Brian.
"No wonder why he had a panic attack." Tim hums. "I probably would too if I went from metal to flesh."
"Jonny...?" A Russian accent caught Jonny's attention.
"Nastya?" Jonny smiles. "It's been a while and it's nice to see you."
"What happened to you?" Nastya stops right in front of Jonny.
"Therapy mostly, got hitched, and git a degree, became archivist, and just enjoying life with weird horror gods. What's up with you? It's pretty fucked up that you broke up with Aurora because she changed physically but not mentally."
Nastya blinks and opens her mouth, but Jonny cuts her off.
"Yaknow, I spent decades helping her through the breakup and losing my sister." Jonny sips his drink obnoxiously. "Eh, I'm mostly over it, Marius was right. Therapy does help. Anyway, congrats on rejoining the mechs or whatever you're doing."
Raphealla and Brian have both stopped and stared at Jonny.
Brian takes a breath. "I think my ears are malfunctioning."
"No, I heard that too." Raphaella blinks.
Nastya stared stunned at Jonny.
"Have a fun time and stay away from the tents, you'll get pretty fucked up in you go into them, and not in the fun way." Jonny gets scooped up by Martin.
"I think that was very emotionally grown of you." Martin smiles.
"Does this mean the other Tim is here? Oh fuck yeah I'm going to fuck with him." Tim runs off and jumps into a shadow.
"Follow him!" Jonny climbs to Martin's shoulders. "This is going to fucking confuse Elias to no end."
Martin chuckles. "With pleasure."
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WALLOWS LINES THAT MAKE ME FEEL
⢠'my life's going by, but it's just begun.'
⢠'all the times that feel like everything, when nothing really happens at all.'
⢠'all the things you don't wanna let go, you wanna look back on in the cold.'
⢠'there's a time you'll seek out a disguise, when you think people hate you the most. and it gets worse before it gets better, that's one thing that i've come to know. just so you know.'
⢠'you've turned into someone that i never knew.'
⢠'pick up the pieces, finding a place in the world to be.'
⢠'when shit gets hard, don't worry about me.'
⢠'laugh when i hit the ground.'
⢠'we were wanting to grow up every weekend, now we're watching the moments as they're leaving.'
⢠'don't let them take away all the games we've played; go on and take a bow, 'cause it's over now.'
⢠'we can get up and try to feel ok again.'
⢠'you & i, we grew up in the suburbs, now you're gone, the city's done a number. it is not the same without you around.'
⢠'am i so thin that you can see through?' the fact that such a hit of a line comes from one of their most batshit crazy songs is so funny to me
⢠'thought i saw your shadow under the door - just a trick of the light i've seen before.'
⢠'what age would you call your prime? we've been at this for a long time.'
⢠'i can't make up another drawn-out vague excuse.'
⢠'is my silence deafening you?'
⢠'i hope you're happy with the things that you've got, and i'll still remember all the bright parking lots.'
⢠'heart on my sleeve, i just can't believe that i wasn't doing enough.'
⢠'let's invite your friends for a backseat drive.'
⢠'it's not a crime if you take what's given - it's just a crime if you're paying for it.'
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