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fatheroffdensen · 1 year ago

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my brain is in a state of 'i could write poetry about anything' rn and the way i could write a fucking novel's worth of psychoanalytic prose about dethklok is insane. like the character depth itself lives in my brain rent free. fucking brendon gave me brain rot so bad. oh my GOD dethklok are just literally perfect caricatures of toxic masculine expressions of severe complex ptsd and i will never get over that. like brendon GETS IT. he either is a trauma survivor and/or neurodivergent himself or actually has an unfathomable empathy + understanding that he managed to inject into the most unexpected artform (funny silly gory adult cartoons- who thought it would literally be about the power of friendship in the end!??!). i wanna pick his brain i could talk to him for hours i bet

#i wish i could be brendons therapist i'm gonna be so for real #the more i think about it the more affection/connection i feel for him in the way he writes characters with obvious but unacknowledged ptsd #(not to trauma dump but im a parental abuse/medical neglect/multiple CSA/COSCA/adult SA survior who lives surrounded by (cont)#toxic masculine trauma deniers who are also metal fans. so i fucking get it sm. MTL feels like a reflection of my social life sometimes)#i have a doc with a 'psychiatric analysis' spoof of dethklok. not kidding i diagnosed them all #i've got such hardcore brainrot today. brendon if you see this dm me i see through ur writing hmu /s

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