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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.
"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."
i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.
you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"
i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.
what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.
i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.
"don't make a big deal about this," you said.
this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.
"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.
you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."
the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.
afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."
#spilled ink#writeblr#i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience#that i think is specific to the internet generation#where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy#sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw#like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex#bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is#something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it
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Charles “We’ve got literally forever to figure out what the rest means” Rowland
#what in gods name is their ship name#someone make a poll so we can vote and figure it out please and thank you#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#I’m not tagging chedwin because that’s awful#tho my issue with paynland is people are gonna get confused if it’s payneland or paynland#whatever#payneland#they are so important to me#I love how romantic love isn’t shown askre important than platonic#devoted if the best way to describe their relationship
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logan comforting virgil after a particularly bad anxiety attack
#can be seen as platonic or romantic#or familial or whatever#my art#drawing#art#sketch#sanders sides#log’s art#sanders sides fanart#virgil sanders#logan sanders#logan sanders sides#tss logan#tss logic#ts logic#ts logan#virgil sanders sides#ts virgil#tss virgil#analogical#platonic analogical#familial analogical#virgil x logan#logan x virgil#qpp analogical
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jeremy can be a brunette AND a blond
#this js low quality because if i spent more than 30min-1hr on a joke it is no longer a joke#i also wantef to finish this before i go to bed#my art#aftg#all for the game#jeremy knox#jean moreau#neil josten#i guess . hes kind of there#jerejean#i guess part two. is bleaching a guys hair for yhem romantic or whatever#the sunshine court
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the thing is that martin thinks it took "two years of crisis and trauma" just to make him and jon compatible and the reason jon doesn't know how to rebut that wildly incorrect fact is because he's barely aware that he had a stick so far up his ass in season one that it grew roots in his brain before he stubbornly and meticulously and with gritted teeth plucked them all out. jon could've plucked those roots out before all the trauma and crises if he simply chose to. and he would. in so many universes. because martin (and friendship and love and connection) is worth it. mic drop
#martin blackwood? a reliable narrator? I think the fuck not#they meet in the worst possible situation to foster a relationship but that doesn't mean they NEED trauma to bond#necessarily#on the other hand. a part of my brain finds the idea that they only find each other in this specific universe weirdly romantic#or well. romantic isn't the right word#but. intriguing I guess#anyway. we didn't get it right but love we did our best#or whatever#tma#jonmartin#jon sims#martin#jmart#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#ALSO#martin is complicit in the season one incompatibility#though not quite as much
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Tiny skk adventures!
not like they're also cranky and tired and touch-starved
#tiny skk adventures#''why is chuuya at the ada'' you're asking too many questions. why is any of this happening.#this skk flavour (like most i offer) comes with a free choice of romantic platonic something in-between or whatever else you may want#but here the longing is mandatory#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd dazai#bsd dazai osamu#bsd chuuya#bsd nakahara chuuya#skk#soukoku#and friends#nawy's comics#AH DANG I FORGOT TO WRITE#dedicated to remi who's enabling me and bombarding me with ideas for the tinies
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“buffy ended the show single :)” ok but only because her current love interest just DIED!! (he near quite literally died in her arms! in sacrifice for her!) her last words of the entire series were telling him she loves him and then saying his name in admiration. she isn’t single; she’s a widow.
#spuffy#anti cookie dough#also lol just for clarity and so they don’t come here:#anti bangel#anti-bangel#this post inspired by nothing in particular#except the ongoing women need to be alone to be strong bullshit narrative by anti feminist JW#can’t believe so much of the fandom buys that#buffy anne summers LOVES love#she values romance in her life#look at the way she talks to and looks at and touches spike in s7#and TRY to tell me she just wanted to be alone#you can’t#that’s insane troll logic#and i’m so serious fking ANTI cookie dough!!#no one is ever done baking#ever#we all grow and change our entire lives and we deserve companionship while we do that#i’m not saying buffy needed to be ready to settle down#whatever that means#but she very clearly enjoyed having spike as a partner#as evidenced by the scene IMMEDIATELY after the cookie dough speech lol#and she should get to have a romantic partner who also wants her#ie spike#obligatory fandom and shippy tags:#spuffy is endgame#you���re the one buffy#i believe in you spike#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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they r so stupid
#based on the twitter prompt: john and sherlock holding hands and not realising they're doing it#johnlock#sherlock and co#john watson#jonklock#sherlock holmes#jonk watson#art#fanart#btw this can be interpretated platonic romantic queerplatonic whatever :D#they just love eachother man even when they dont realise it and i think thats fucken beautiful
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"stayed gone" but its a toxic yuri moment /j
i dont support vivzie and this show has so many problems but ,,,, i cant stop thinking abt it 😞
cover by annapantsu in yt !!
#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin art#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel animatic#vox#alastor#radiostatic#platonic or romantic whatever floats ur boat#stayed gone#hazbin hotel art
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what's more gay: being gay, or catching your sworn enemy's sword when he drops it in a moment of deeply uncharacteristic weakness and, instead of just handing it back to him like a normal person, you slide it back into his sheath for him.
#a serious question with a serious answer imho#coldfire trilogy#what is the tweet that's like 'is it romantic? is it platonic? whatever it is it's homosexual baby'#that's what damien and gerald have got. the concept of a ship(tm) isnt nearly as important as the Implications
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Reader: Hey where's that blanket I just finished?
Reader looks at the bird boys all squeezed together to fit under a queen sized knitted blanket.
Reader: ... Hello?
Damien: This is not exceptional.
Reader: Okay, but-
Damien: Make more.
Dick kicks Jason out from under the blanket.
Jason then dives back in and knocks Dick and Tim out.
Damien, smiling: Nevermind. It's mine now.
The three dogpile on Damien.
#batfam x reader#batfam#this was jiggling around in my brain for a while#damien wayne x reader#dick grayson x reader#jason todd x reader#tim drake x reader#platonic or romantic#whatever
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Saw the title of today’s episode, can’t wait to watch my girlfriend get his ass kicked 🥰
#eustass kidd#massacre soldier killer#red haired shanks#hoping for lore about the two of them finally but it’s One Piece so who the hell knows#anyway can’t wait to watch Kid die horribly (affectionate)#I hope he gets defeated and then realizes that the real one piece was the friends he made along the way#and then him and Killer and the rest of the Kid Pirates all frolic off into the sunset#and get to go listen to alt music and murder civilians and eat pasta#and whatever else they like to do#💖together💖 awwwwww#for his own sake I hope Eustass gets power of friendship-ed#it would be good for him#one piece#one piece fanart#my art#eustass kid#eustasscaptainkid#one piece killer#killer one piece#kid one piece#kidd pirates#kidkil#not explicitly or at all if u don’t want it to be. I enjoy them in all flavors and this isn’t inherently meant as romantic at all#but I shall also give the shippers their crumbs cuz I’m also one of you sometimes#kiddkiller#kid x killer#eustass captain kidd#art#one piece 1112#yapping in tags
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Velcrows
#saw this joke on a sign on my commute to work and had to draw it cause it's so them#can be read as platonic or romantic#whatever suits your fancy#i just love their dynamic so much#call of duty#cod mwii#cod mw2#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghostsoap#soapghost#cod ghost#cod soap#kazdraws#told myself I wouldnt fall down the cod rabbithole but the hyperfixation is real they are now my blorbos#cod modern warfare
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Joel SmallishBeans mentions that he looks at fanart on tumblr.
“He’s here!” People scream, “Scatter!”
As everyone runs away, I, unmoving, look him dead in the eye & say,
“Let him watch.”
#okay this is really dramatic but like.#Joel is of the age & personality to 100% understand what he’s getting himself into here#& if he wants to look at all my art of him romantically arranged with Etho#who the fuck am I to stop him???#also I know I am sooo not the only one doing this#there are at least several handfuls of us who feel no shame associated with Joel witnessing us#doing whatever fan things we happen to be doing#Joel SmallishBeans#SmallishBeans#hermitblr#hermitcraft season 10#Hermitcraft#verdant rambles
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in honor of our first byler set leaks and pride month
i present to you: the romantic goth byler i was yapping abt
#this is my version of happy byler#its the most lighthearted im gonna get guys#sorry#i find beauty in the darkness#omg im so edgy#joke#i love horror romance or whatever you call this#hes fine btw#BEFORE YALL START CRYING#HES GONNA BE OKAY#hes just taking control of the UD/vecna’s army by using vecna’s vines!!#yk the ones he gets attached to in the creel house in the UD#its a theory me and crud (iykyk) made up last year and i think its rlly cool#byler#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#byler fanart#stranger things fanart#fanart#will byers fanart#mike wheeler fanart#stranger things 5#st5#st5 speculation#romantic goth#irisart!!!
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Minos, The King of anatomy practice
And maybe snakes
#ultrakill#ultrakill minos#ultrakill minos prime#also the heart is not romantic he’s just admiring his snakes please don’t think that’s the intention#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill art#art#artists on tumblr#drawing#it was not meant to be rendered but whatever
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