#(not like the act- and like a big no no but seems a taggable thing)

[familiaanteomnia]

somebody about xav to nate: that unhinged creature seems the sort to do at home body modifications nathan knowing his twin just like: ..... i’m not going to tell you how incorrect that is but that’s one of the things he takes very seriously ironically -which like, some senior trying to peer pressure nate into getting a stick&poke at a party when he’s a freshman and him being like- as much this could earn me some belonging i’ll accept coming off as a stuck up rich kid because i value my health -those sort of antics are disallowed at vortex parties once he becomes fairly in charge (of course nate is like i really have no say in it- if they are going to nothing’s changing that but i will actively kick them to the curb because no thanks) not for like preservation of the club or risk control but him just really not wishing to remotely be in proximity to those choices -you would think xav given his being reckless,etc has been in those situations but it’s one of his no go’s which can be a struggle for him because of how much a people pleaser he is/his mental health issues so when it’s 3am and he really wants a new tattoo sometimes he’ll be like I could do it, properly sanitize and not be stupid about it to which he usually counteracts by texting his go to tattoo artist/or doing a mockup, doodling the design etc till he falls asleep -nathan finds tattoos cool but isn’t hit with the actual motivation to get any personally/does have his health issues,etc (certainly wouldn’t mind getting a horror tattoo of some nature, actually has quite a few he’s seen that were like “cutesy” horror that he was like wow that’s fucking cool style- naturally would consider getting a whale related one too maybeee as cliche or nerdy a camera) piercings are even more unlikely for him- meaningful would be the drive for a tattoo *as funny it’d be for him to get like comedy/tragedy for the lols* -xav is just a connoisseur of tattoos, piercings to the extent of hardcore passion naturally especially regarding piercing jewelry/theming stuff,etc (though his body tends to not allow piercings very easily, will heal things up too well/like if he forgets to wear a piercing for x amount of time it’s like that spot never got pierced so that tends to be a complicated matter) -like with many things xav has also managed to get ink when he was underage (due to the crowd he hung out with plus the ability to seem older than he is+a really good fake id etc) which he’ll admit was probably not the smartest or like morally right but as if it’d been like ‘ah yes i will take my 16 year old to the tattoo shop, pay for me to get one of my concepts like ~arson is romantic~’ *tbh in his adopted verse he likely did go to his parents like take me plz cuz that’s one difference* -regarding the style of xav’s tattoos/wanted one’s its a lot of he is down to genuinely mean “have fun with it” because really respects the persons art style, wants them to have fun *does also communicate very well in general plus sometimes back forth art nerding* some have meaning, others not so much (he finds colored ink really cool+uv ink as well but also a typical sucker for black outlined designs etc) plus sometimes he just wants “dumb” tattoos like he won’t take shit for getting like a vampire c.are bear if that’s what he feels like getting -related, xav is actually pretty picky sometimes about certain things like carefully painting water on a envelope seal to activate it because “my tongue can only get destroyed by salt&vinegar chips, sour candy, and dry cereal” which is pretty amusing -both genuinely kinda shiver when like passing by c.laires or whatever especially if somebody they are with goes ‘i should go get pierced lol’ depending might be met with ‘no no no plz if you’re serious i will pay for you to professionally get what you want’

[jordanr770-blog]

This or That

I was tagged by @bitchslapthatboy to do this! Thank you so so so much for tagging me! I love doing these things and I apologize that it took me until now to do it! I didn’t even see it until today because Tumblr wants to act a bit tipsy for some reason and not inform me of when super cool people give me taggable things to do!  =)

wind or rain // Although I do love rain, it's been raining a bit too much where I live lately. So I am going to go with wind. I can't even remember the last time it was a blustery day. Probably in April when I was in Chicago one week before the COVID stay at home order hit.  So yeah, both are good but I'm going with WINDY as of right now.

closed curtains or open window // Open windows! Unless there's a sniper outside, then closed curtains are probably a safer bet... =P

bumblebees or butterflies // Butterflies.

banana bread or cheesecake Banana Bread! I haven't had banana bread in forever and I truly love it. I think the last time I had some was about two years ago and the person who made it didn't even put bananas in it! I'm still frustrated with that and seriously need to think about baking some in the very near future.

tulips or roses // I like both of them.

lemon & honey or apple & cinnamon // Apple & Cinnamon. But until this very moment, I never would have thought  of putting lemon and honey together as a scent, so that could be interesting.

hillside cottage or city apartment // City apartment. I've never lived in the city and think it would be a good experience if nothing else.

warm or cool // Coolish warm? Not too hot as to where I'm baking and not too cold as to where I have the possibility of getting hypothermia.

book or video game Book! But only because I'm awful at videogames and the last type of video game system where I was even remotely good was Super Nintendo! And yes, I still do play Super Nintendo games and will not sell you my game just because your kid wants one and I am an adult KAREN.

organized bullet journal or cluttered sketchbook // How about just a mess of sticky notes and notebooks on my desk but an extremely organized computer?

^ Your answer is actually pretty similar to mine. =P I have a bunch of random sticky notes and chaotic notebooks but a very organized computer. I tried starting a bullet journal before but I never really followed through with it.

smoothie or milkshake Milkshake.

sunshine or moonlight // Sunshine

relaxing or productivity // Both.

holding hands or back hug // Is neither an option? Holding hands...maybe? I don't know. I've never held anyone's hand in a romantic sense before, and it seems kind of pointless? Like, “let me grasp your hand to display my affection for your person! “I obviously don't understand these things at all but apparently they are a big deal? I’m completely clueless. And I swear if anyone was to ever try and give me a random back hug , that person would end up with a broken something or other because I don't enjoy being snuck up on, which is why I never go to haunted houses because my first instinct is to HIT the person who sneaks up on me and that’s not fair at all to the actor portraying the zombie with the chainsaw! So yeah, for the safety of everyone involved, we’ll go with holding hands.

sunset at the beach or stargazing in a field // Stargazing in a field would be cool.

poetry or prose // That's a tough one, so I'm going to be indecisive yet again and pick both!

candle or diffuser // Candle.

longing for the past or longing for the future Longing for the future, but mostly because I can't go back to the past.

vocals or instrumentals Both! Unless the instrument is a ukulele. Then vocals 100%.

snowy mountain or rolling green hill // Rolling green hill because the hillllss are aliiiiivvvee with the sound of musiiiicccc.

And I shall tag anyone who wants to do this and wish everyone reading this a happy day!  =D