#(no i did not go up to them and no i did not take a pic of them i am not a freak)
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Your friend has always been a bit carefree
Whenever he gave you those gifts, he basically just shoved them into your hands as If giving you some candy or something
He liked to joke around and get you in dumb situations all the time, sometimes those shenanigans got you in trouble, other times it ended in a rather underwhelming repercussions, like the flower bed incident when you were small.
Lucky for the both of you, the neighbourhood community had already wanted to get rid of that flowerbed, so you only got cleaning duty for three months because of what you two did
Maybe because of this, he would sometimes give you these gifts? He is a trickster and gets in trouble a lot yea but not a bad friend, u know?
Just yesterday, he told you that his next gift was gonna be awesome!
But why did he need you to wait in the square park for that?
...
It's been so long now...
How many hours have you been waiting?! And you were just praising him! He should just wait until you are back!! You shall not have his back!
Trudging away in anger and saddled with annoyance you finally reached your home
I mean homes, you two are neighbours after all,
"Hey! Where did that idio-"
Just as you snapped the gate doors open, the sight before you sucked any words you had left out of your mouth
"Oh, ops I got caught huh?" Your friend sheepishly confessed
"...." your gaping mouth couldn't catch up with your brain fast enough to close, but that was the least of your concerns right now
"You don't have any questions? " that same carefree tone and face yet, just what was going on?
There in front of you he stood, shimmer by shimmer he was fading away,
Words could not form, thoughts would not churn.
You could only stare
"Hey now, don't make that face," he laughed sheepishly like he did when he felt at loss
Why? What? How?
You could not say any of that
You couldn't even close your mouth
".....h..w..what?...how?" You finally managed to let out
Looking at his stupid face you wanted to claw the answers right out of his mind
But you couldn't, you wouldn't, even if you could.
"....because I made lots of mistakes?" He hummed as if thinking to himself
"So what! Why would this happen?!" Your confusion ignored, but that ignited your still mouth, and it finally spun its cries
"Because i made up for them all!"he boasted cheerily as if he wasn't fading more and more
"Wha?" Your confusion only multiplied but your words lost their strength
The passing time was only proved by his fading eyes
"...please just tell me your reasons" you tried a final time your earlier annoyanc and grievance at being stood up long forgotten
Looking at you for the uptenth time tonight, quite and kind, he wasn't someone who would have such a gentle look
"....because i care," smiling widely he answered vaguely yet again.
Streching your arms to grab that stupid figure, you barely had your words!
"That doesn't explain anything you doofus!"
You cried as your hands caught air
Your friend wasn't here anymore
.
...
....
.." ghr..dang..it...you.." blabbering your words, you could not speak anymore
You only cried in confusion
And that's okay
Despite every reality we had, you were always there for me.
You always went along with me
You had my back even when you didnât recognize me
Be it in the past ir the future, or even in the present
You were my family
My friend
My teacher
My partner in crime
My only constant in the world
When you were gone, my world was gone
I searched for you, countless worlds and times, but they all aren't you
Well, they are you, but not you at the same time... Maybe that's why eventually i gave their original friends back to them
Because they were not my friend whom i lost
Maybe because i did that, i found you again
One final time
I had my family again for the last time
If the price for that was my life, it didn't really sound so bad
I hope you live on much more happily this time
We only had one life after all
Farewell, my friend.
Your friend keeps giving you very random gifts at completely random times. It seemed like an odd but nice gesture, until you realise each gift has saved your life from any sort of incident some time after accepting it.
#writers on tumblr#writing prompts#i tried smth up >:3#i was pretty inspired by the prompt#i got the idea to make the friend somrhow has thr ability to know about his friends' future accidents#and that by giving him these gifts he saved him but at the price of his own life#at furst i didnât have an idea as to where all these abilities came from#but as i wrote i thought more! maybe by the power of grief the gifting friend found a way to travesr space and time to search for#his friend's soul! and whenever he did he would take over someone whose close to them to be qith his family again#but the more he did that#the more misfortunes he#caused for their worlds#and he couldn't keep doing that anymore#hurting all these souls for his selfishness#so he gave up his fruitless chace#and wandered space time eternally as a fading soul#maybe because of his selflessness in giving up what he wants#he ironically got it back#but not completely#he still had to pay back for all the misfortunes he caused#to do that he traded his time for the objects which could save his friend's life if that makes sense?#and so little by little#his dept was repaid#and his time was ending#his final gift was putting out a fire that could have ended his friend's life#he convinced his friend to go to the park just in case he couldn't do it#but he could#and he had to leave#he didn't plan for his friend to catch him just before he left thu#this might sound romantic but it's not intended as such btw its about family or found family in this case <3
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the annual christmas sorority date auctionŕźŕł
warnings â frat!rafe, sorority!reader, date auction (for charity), rafe being competitive, jealous rafe, oral (m. receiving), praising, tit sucking, nipple biting (for like 2 seconds), spanking, sex in lingerie, unprotected sex, creampie wc â 1.7k a/n â merry christmas + happy new years !! got the date auction idea from the movie, white chicks
ânot that iâm against the purpose of it, but do you have to be in this yearâs event?â rafe huffed, looking around at the stage setup . âi would skip it if i could, but they think having all of us in the event will benefit the fundraiser,â you sigh. âyeahâŚwell, these guys willing to bid to win a date with a girl is a bit pathetic, itâs stupid,â your boyfriend grumbled, making you raise a brow.
âoh is it? you didnât seem to think it was stupid last year when you bid on getting a date with me. you knowâŚthe same date that led to us dating.â rafe knew you were right, but that didnât mean he liked the idea, âi know, but i donât want to even think about how many of the guys from the other fraternities will try to bid on getting a date with you.â
âguess youâll have to outbid them, huh?â you tease. he rolled his eyes, muttering something along the lines of, âi shouldnât have to bid just to go on a date with my girl,â under his breath. âthatâs too bad, i was hoping to give you one of your christmas presents early if you win the bid,â your fingers played with the hair at the nape of his neck. âyeah? and what would that be?â rafe grinned as you plucked his hat off his head, turning it around and placing it backward on his head.
âthereâs only one way for you to find out,â you whipped your head around at the sound of your sorority sisters calling your name. âitâs about to start. i have to go before london rips my head off for not being ready,â you gave him a rushed kiss on the cheek, your gloss sticking to his skin, before heading towards the stage to get in position.
as the event started, rafe became antsy, waiting for your turn as your sorority sisters appeared on stage individually. members of fraternities bidding against one another in hopes of landing a date with any of the girls had him on the edge of his seat.
he fidgeted in his seat when london announced your name, his jaw clenching at the sound of the men hollering when you stepped out onto the center of the stage. you gave rafe a playful wink while london introduced your name and interests to the crowd of fraternity brothers before the bidding started.
he figured no one would try to place a bid, knowing you were his. but rafe couldnât be more wrong when he heard â$100â. he sat up in his seat, snapping his head toward the direction of the voice. âyouâve gotta be fuckinâ kidding me,â he scoffed, he glared, his eyes landing on chad, a member of his rival fraternity, who had his typical, stupid smug look on his face.
â$200,â rafe called out, and it didnât take long for the two to start calling out numbers, trying to outbid the other. you nervously shifted in place, your eyes darted back and forth between rafe and chad, anxiously shifting in place as the number increased, nearing $800. your eyes widened at the number rafe blurted out, he knew his father would be furious once he found out how much money he blew off, but knowing no one could get their hands on you was worth it. seeing chadâs dumb grin on his face fall was purely a bonus.
after the event, you walked off stage, where rafe was waiting for you by the stairs. âthought you said you shouldnât have to bid to go on a date with me?â you mock. he chuckled, dipping his head down to capture your lips with his, âlike i said, youâre my girl. you didnât really think iâd let these assholes take you from me, did you?â you giggle, âno, but youâre dad might kill you for how much money you dropped, which was a ridiculous amount.â rafe shrugged, âthe old man will be fine, you know i donât care how much i spend when it comes to you.â
âplus, i wanna know what my present is,â he grinned, âyou canât blame me for wanting to know when youâre the one who mentioned it.â you give him a playful smack to the chest, âyouâll see what it is when weâre back at my apartment.â
as soon as those words left your mouth, he practically dragged you out of the building. once the two of you made it to your apartment, he tried to pull you into your bedroom, only for you to shove him onto the couch, âbe patient,â you warned. âbaby, you know iâm the most impatient man when it comes to you,â rafe complained, groaning at the look you give him, âokay, fine.â
âwait here,â he watched you disappear around the corner and into your bedroom. he looked around at your apartment's walls which were adorned with pictures. his ears perked at the sound of your bedroom door opening, accompanied by your voice, âclose your eyes!â you poked your head out, ensuring his eyes were closed before walking out.
you stood before him, lowering your head to press your lips onto his in a messy kiss, climbing onto his lap, your legs straddling either side of him. rafe wrapped his arms around your waist, his tongue slipping into your mouth. he let out a strained groan as you suck on his bottom lip, a string of spit connecting between your lips when you pull away.
âholy shitâŚâ rafe rasps, his eyes blinking open, raking up and down your body, taking in the red and white candy cane lingerie. âgodâŚyou look so fuckinâ sexy,â his hands ran up and down your thighs, fingers playing with the embellishments on your stockings.
you kiss along his jaw to his neck, sucking and biting at his skin. you roll your hips into him, grinding your clothed cunt against his bulge. rafeâs hand entangles in your hair, tugging your head back to pull you in for another kiss. he nips at your bottom lip, âas much as i love this on you, i wanna see those pretty tits,â his hands snake behind your back. he unhooks the clasps of the corset, pushing the straps off your shoulders, and tossing it aside. your eyes flutter shut, his lips trailing down your neck to leave wet, open-mouthed kisses.
your hands pull at the hem of his shirt, tugging it over his head, before gently shoving him to sit back. âiâm supposed to make you feel good tonight,â you slipped off his lap, settling yourself between his legs, your hands fumbling with the button and zipper of his pants. rafe lifted his hips, helping you pull his pants and boxers down to pool around his ankles, his hard cock slapping against his abdomen. you look up at him, wrapping your hand around his length, stroking it slowly before licking at his tip, sucking it into your mouth.
he watches you take more of his cock into your mouth, and he leans forward, grabbing your hair and bunching it into his fist. âfuck, just like that,â he moans, his hips rolling, pushing his cock deeper into your mouth, pulling a gag from you when his tip repeatedly kisses the back of your throat. you blink up at him, tears threatening to spill and drool slipping out of your mouth, âalways makinâ a mess on my cock like a good girl, just how i like it,â his praise making you press your thighs together.
his jaw goes slack, watching your lips slide up and down his dick, âfuckâŚyou like makinâ me feel good, donât you? always wanna please me no matter what?â you hum around him, the vibrations traveling up his cock making it hard for his eyes to stay open. he pulls you off of him with a wet âpop,â âif iâm gonna cum, it needs to be inside your sweet little cunt.â
rafe yanks you up from your knees, and you hurriedly try to remove the garter belt and thigh-high stockings. âno, keep âem on,â he demands, pulling you down onto his lap again. you rest your hands on his broad shoulders, raising your hips to let his fingers hook into your thong to pull it to the side. âjesus, sucking my dick always gets you this wet, huh?â he chuckles, planting a hand on your hip to keep you steady.
he guides his cock to your drooling hole, biting back a groan at your walls stretching around him, sucking him in deeper. he presses his head into the cushion of the couch, staring up at you in awe as you roll your hips. âtakinâ me so deep, your pussy is always greedy fâme, isnât she?â his hands ghost up your plush thighs to your ass. you whined when he delivered a sharp smack. âcâmon baby, you can do better than that,â he coos, encouraging you to move up and down, bouncing on his cock.
âgood girl, just like thatâŚâ rafe grunted, leaning forward to capture your nipple into his mouth. his fingers dug into the flesh of your waist, ârafeââ you yelped, the pain and pleasure of feeling his teeth sink into the sensitive bud sending jolts through your body. you whine as he pulls away, âoh, you like that, huh?â
he pulls you forward, your face burying into his shoulder and his hands grip the fat of your ass, holding you still to pound into you. you cry out, your nails biting into his skin, his thighs smacking against your ass with each harsh thrust. the head of his cock persistently hits your cervix, pulling a sharp gasp from you.
rafe removes one hand to slip between the two of you, the pads of his fingers circling your puffy clit. your eyes roll back, whimpering into his shoulder, âgonna cum fâme, baby? gonna make a mess all over my cock then let me fill this pretty pussy with my cum?â
ây-yes!â you sob, his fingers pinching your clit, sending you over the edge. âshh, just a little longer,â he groans at your walls squeezing around him. you pant against his neck, squirming on top of him. his hips stutter, pushing himself deep inside you, moaning your name, his cum spilling inside your cunt, painting your walls white.
âdonât know how youâre gonna beat next yearâs present, this mightâve been the best christmas present yet,â rafe panted, kissing the side of your head.
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Yandere Werewolf
There's something terrorising your town every full moon. And a stroke of bad luck has you running into it more than once.
There's something terrorising your town.
The chickens are turning up dead, torn apart with their feathers and blood clumped together all over the yard. The pigs spend every full moon squealing and running around their pens like they can smell a predator in the air. The hunters say there's strange tracks out in the deep woods, tracks bigger than any wolf they've ever seen.
And there's scratches on your door - deep, gouged out claw marks like something wants to dig its way into your house.
You try not to get worked up about it.
It's probably just a fox or a coyote, right? Everyone knows they steal a chicken now and then. And you've seen the six-packs of beer your dad takes when he goes hunting. Dog tracks look pretty damn big when you're drunk and it's dark out, don't they?
You try not to get worked up about it, but every full moon you double check your locks.
You're squinting at the local paper when your best friend comes up behind you and slings his arm across your shoulders. He plucks the paper out of your hand and scoffs at the headline.
"Chickens found dead at McKinnly farm? No one should be surprised by that. Old McKinnly doesn't even have the coop properly fenced in."
"Hey! I wasn't done reading that."
He balls the paper up and tosses it into the dustbin with a smooth overhead throw.
"You are now. C'mon y/n, don't tell me you're buying into all this werewolf business too?"
Your best friend towers over you, every inch of him well bred, football star muscle. You have to crane your neck to properly glare at him.
"Don't be ridiculous. It's just sensational nonsense."
"Oh yeah? So you ain't scared of a big bad wolf breaking into your bedroom one night?"
It's your turn to scoff. "That's a pervert, not a wolf. How's a wolf even supposed to open a window?"
The school bell rings before he can give you an answer.
He groans. "I've got extra practice again tonight. Will you come watch me? We can get pizza after."
You grin. "Breaking News! Star quarterback needs his favourite cheerleader around to make life bearable."
He flicks your forehead. "Damn right I do. So whatcha say?"
"Sure. Someone's gotta be around to keep you on your toes."
It's only when he's long out of sight that you remember - you're one night away from the full moon.
He destroys his team mates at practice. When he's pounding down the field, head down and his fingers curled like claws around the ball, he almost looks inhuman.
After practice, he catches you before you can scramble away and rubs his sweaty face all over you.
"Ewwww." You shove him at him unsuccessfully. "You do that every time! It's so gross!"
"Gotta be faster than that squirt," he laughs.
By the time he's done in the locker room, you've already ordered pizza for the both of you.
You head up to the overlook, his old Mustang growling down the highway.
The overlook is exactly what it sounds like - a hill high over town with a great view of the twinkling streets far below. It's a clear night, and the almost full moon casts a silvery shadow over everything.
He slings his arm across the back of your seat and complains when you pick the olives off your side of the pizza.
"God, I hope your taste in men is better than your taste in pizza."
"My taste in men and pizza are equally questionable, thank you very much."
He laughs, "At least you're self aware. Speaking of guys, I know Murrey from Algebra asked you to prom, and Dave from Homeroom."
You groan. "How did you even hear about that?"
"I've got ears like a wolf." He turns to face you. "What did you tell them?"
"I said no. You and I go together every year."
"Atta girl." He sounds pleased.
You offer him some of your discarded olives and he bites them straight out of your fingers.
"Y'know, lots of girls were awfully disappointed you didn't ask them. When are you gonna get yourself a girlfriend, mister star quarterback?"
He leans down and ruffles your hair. "I got you in my life, don't I? That's plenty."
Eventually, his arm finds it's way to your shoulder, and he pulls you against his side. He's warmer than you and when you curl up against him, he smirks and says that's what you get for being hopelessly under dressed.
There's an old love song on the radio and you fall asleep with your hand knotted in his jacket.
He drives home extra slow and when he shakes you awake, his hands linger on your waist.
You rub your eyes groggily. "Goodnight mister wolf."
You're already halfway up the driveway before he replies, his voice too soft to hear.
"Goodnight little lamb."
On the night of the full moon, you wake up to a cloudy sky and your dog scratching at your bedroom door to be let out.
You struggle into your slippers and mutter about better toilet training. When you open the back door, he slips past your legs and shoots off into the trees. Yawning, you rest your elbows on the porch railing and try not to fall asleep.
It's only when you hear him yelping that you come awake fully.
"Cruiser? What's wrong boy?"
The street lights reach all the way to the edge of your lawn but the trees beyond are black dark. You make you way down carefully, your sense of unease growing with every whistle he ignores.
Your dad left his old wind up torch near the shed and you grab it. It whirs to life with a dull flicker.
Cruiser is whimpering louder now. You follow the sound of it, ducking under branches and trying not to slip in your flimsy slippers.
The clouds clear and for a minute or two, the forest is bright enough that you barely need the torch. You find Crusier backed up against a tree, his tail tucked between his legs. He ignores you when you call him, staring out into the dark and whining like you've never heard before.
"What's wrong boy? What's out there?"
You can't help the fear you feel. Your dog is hard to scare and you've never seen him this frightened.
Twigs snap in the gloom and you swing your torch around wildly. You try and tell yourself that it might be a deer, wandering in from the deep forest. But all you can think about is the local paper.
"Chickens torn apart. Vet suspects large wolf on the prowl."
But it can't be here, right? You're practically on the main road. You reach down and grab Cruiser's collar, your heart racing. The dog barely acknowledges you when you tug on it.
"Heel Cruiser. C'mon boy."
You try and whisper, but your voice comes out high and nervous. His whimper changes into a low growl that vibrates through his collar.
That's when the moon comes out again. And you see the werewolf.
It's coat is dark and thick, and it's crouched halfway behind a tree. Less than twenty feet away.
How the hell did it get so close without you hearing it?! Adrenaline slams into you and your heart skips into overdrive. You turn on your heel and run.
The funny thing about adrenaline is the way your own body takes control. You duck under branches before your conscious mind even realises they're there. You run faster than you ever thought possible, trees streaking by in black blurs.
You hear footsteps behind you but you can't tell if it's Cruiser or the wolf. You don't bother checking. You just keep your head down and sprint like the Devil is on your heels. Hell, he might be.
The werewolf catches you just as you break out of the tree-line. It slams into you from the side and sends you sprawling.
As you scramble to your knees, you get your first good look at the terror of the town. It's bigger than any wolf you've ever seen. Closer to the size of a small grizzly, with the thick fur to match. It's down on all fours, but it's forelegs are unusually long. It's paws are strangely misshapen and for a second, they look almost like hands. It's body feels more ape than wolf.
Oh, but it's teeth are all canine. All sharp, curving fangs, shining with spit.
It sniffs the air and with a start you realise that you're bleeding. Your palms are sliced up from trying to cushion your fall. Blood, you think numbly. Blood is supposed to make carnivores more aggressive. Whett their appetite.
Staring up at its drooling maw and narrowed eyes, you find it hard to believe anything could be more bloodthirsty.
It lunges for your throat and if it weren't for Cruiser, you'd be dead.
The dog shoots out from the forest, barking loud enough to wake the neighbourhood. He jumps at the creature's back, sinking his teeth into the fleshy muscle where neck and shoulder meet.
The werewolf roars.
It reaches up and tears Cruiser off with one nasty yank. Your dog thuds into the ground with an ugly cracking sound.
You scream - half terror and half rage. Cruiser is trying to stand, but can't manage it. One paw hangs uselessly. Oh, your poor, brave dog.
You act without thinking.
You lunge forward and punch straight at the werewolf's nose. It's hard and wet, and your fist keeps going even after contact. His teeth leave shallow cuts on your knuckles.
The werewolf yelps. Like a kicked puppy.
It backs away a few steps before lowering it's head and snarling. It gears up for another pounce.
That's when your daddy shoots it. The blast from his shotgun knocks the werewolf right out of the air.
It crashes down and scrambles to its feet. Its head swings wildly between you and your father. It growls one final time before turning on its heel and bounding into the trees.
How the hell could it even stand after a blast like that? You shudder, your eyes fixed on the trees.
You can hear your dad on the phone, frantically reporting to the Sheriff's office. You sink to your knees next to Cruiser. He draws his eyes up to yours and whines.
"My brave boy..." You stroke his head with the back of your hand and accidentally stain his fur with blood. "I'm so sorry. I'm so damn sorry."
He cranes his neck and licks the tears off your cheek. Just like when he was a puppy. You laugh, high and hysterical. And once you start, you can't stop.
Somewhere in the forest, the wolf howls.
You can't sleep at all after that. And when the Deputies question you, it takes almost all night. They don't believe you entirely, but the tracks their dogs pick up are strange enough to garner a few nervous looks.
You're on the porch, clutching a warm drink and watching the sunrise, when your best friend finds you.
He sweeps you up in a crushing hug, his cheek pressed firmly against your hair.
"Are you okay? I came as soon as I heard."
You pull away, confused. He cups your face in his hand and gently twists it left and right, scanning for any cuts or bruises.
"What? Who told you?"
He cooks his head. "You did. A few minutes ago."
Did you? You don't remember calling him. But you're tired and frightened. Maybe you just can't remember everything.
He sits you down on the porch swing and carefully inspects your palms while you tell him what happened.
"It wasn't a wolf. You believe me right? I saw it clear as day."
"You were pumped up on adrenaline and fighting for your life. You can't be sure what you saw." He sighs, "Maybe it was a wolf or maybe it was a bear or maybe it was some exotic animal that we've never heard about. But really y/n, it sure as hell wasn't a werewolf."
"Yeah... but..."
In the daylight, werewolves and horror feel silly. Illogical. You aren't a kid anymore, you shouldn't be letting your imagination run wild. There's definitely a reasonable explanation.
But every time you think about it, the more sure you feel. That creature was nothing normal or logical at all. It was wrong. Anatomy all out of proportion, eyes too bright and aware, the smell of it more like human sweat than dog musk.
No, you didn't imagine any of it. It wasn't a wolf at all.
"How's Cruiser doing?"
You take a sip of your drink and try not to cry. "Not good. The emergency vet came by and rushed him to surgery. Multiple broken bones they say, maybe some internal bleeding."
He sucks in a breath. "Oh y/n, I'm so sorry."
He opens his arms and you curl up against him gratefully. His letterman jacket is soft against your skin and the smell of him envelopes you.
"I still remember the day you got him for me," you say.
He rubs soothing circles across your back.
"He was such a runt back then. All eyes and big floppy ears. When you pulled him out of your jacket, I didn't realise he was a puppy. I thought you got me some weird stuffed teddy."
He laughs. "I tried putting a bow on him y'know. But he kept tryna bite my fingers off."
You laugh too. "I could never figure out why he didn't like you."
"Jealousy I say. Didn't want me to steal you away."
You punch his arm, smiling. "You're the only guy who'll compete with a dog for my attention."
"If that's what it takes. Put a leash on me right now if you want."
You scoff and curl up closer against him. "I would but they don't come in your size big guy."
You're too tired to notice the bruise on your best friend's nose, or the way he flinches when you touch his side. For a little while, you make the awful mistake of forgetting about the beast.
Prom comes faster then you expect. Your dress gets measured and tailored and steamed. You spend days practicing different hair styles. Cruiser limps around behind you, whining for treats like he wasn't touch and go just a month ago. The moon grows thin and then round again.
When you pull up at your best friend's house, his parents are on their way to a party of their own. His mother gives you a peck on the cheek and says you look stunning and to not forget the keys when you leave.
You laugh and wave them off and almost forget about the full moon streaming through the trees.
The house is quiet and you make your way to his room, your heels hanging from your fingers.
"Hey princess!" You knock on his door. "Are you ready yet? I'm coming in!"
You open the door to an empty room, his tux still on its hanger.
"Oh. My. God. How are you still not done?"
You can hear the shower running and you pound at the door. "We're gonna be late! I swear I'm going to kill you when you get out of there."
No response.
"Hey! I know you can hear me!"
Still nothing.
You try the handle and the door swings open a crack. Steam billows out and you slap a hand over your eyes before you can see anything too revealing.
"Hurry it up! We're gonna miss all the good songs if you don't get dressed soon. Do you really wanna slow dance to something Mr Jared the gym teacher picks out?"
You hear the slap of footsteps on wet tile and breath a sigh of relief. "Did all that football practice knock your ears outta wack? I've been yelling at you since I got here."
Something growls, low and deep.
Your eyes shoot open and you step back. But you're still too slow to react and the werewolf leaps at you. Its heavier than a man and you tumble to the floor together, its paws pinning you down by the shoulders.
Its snout is right in front of your face, almost touching your nose. Lips curl away from awfully long fangs.
It growls almost like a man, almost like it's saying, "Mine."
You scream, kicking and tossing and failing to get away. It's claws prick holes in the satin of your dress and draw little beads of blood.
You scream your best friend's name, terrified that the beast got him too. You're going to die, you think desperately, you're going to die and your poor mother won't even be able to refund your prom dress. If you weren't screaming, you might have laughed.
But the monster doesn't kill you.
Instead, it licks the tears off your cheek. Just like Cruiser did a month ago. It growls again, but the sound is lighter. Pleased almost.
You grow still, confused and terrified of provoking it. Your best friend's room is cluttered with football gear - trophies and jerseys and signed helmets. The moon shines dully off all of it. And you're in the very centre, with a monster pinning you to the ground.
The moon dips behind a cloud and the werewolf changes right before your eyes. Hair and snout receding, his eyes darkening from wolf amber to warm brown.
It's only his teeth that stay the same. All sharp points that peak through his lips.
Your best friend is on top of you, totally naked and still warm from the shower.
"I didn't want to hurt you y/n, I swear."
His voice is lower somehow, like the wolf's growl is just under the surface.
You're too shocked to move. Too shocked to scream. This must be a dream. It's too surreal to be real.
He leans down and kisses you on the cheek. "I wanted to tell you. But it would have sounded crazy. I grow claws and teeth on the full moon? I heal faster than I used to? I can smell when you're ovulating and when you're on your period?"
He pulls back and tilts his head. "When we were kids, we promised we wouldn't keep secrets. And now you know."
"You...you were outside my house that night."
He laughs. "I'm outside your house every night dummy. That was just the night you caught me."
"Why?"
He shakes his head the way he always does when you say something dumb. "To keep you safe. To keep other animals away from you. To protect you, like I said I would."
His hands slip from your shoulders to your waist. "But now you know."
He grins, his teeth awfully sharp. "Now I can make you just like me."
He holds you down and kisses you and nips at your neck hard enough to draw blood. And when the clouds clear from the moon, you feel your teeth start to lengthen.
Something is terrorising your town. And you should have know better than to cross its path.
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SINK IN ME WITH YOUR DOG TEETH!
ŕłâ⡠pair: logan howlett x fem!reader
ŕłâ⡠wc: 7.0k
ŕłâ⡠contains: 18+ SMUT MDNI, swearing, established relationship, feral nasty unhinged logan yes god, logan only slightly losing his humanity but like itâs a lot less sad than it sounds, maybe some toxic relationship dynamics but who cares itâs porn, predator/prey dynamics, p in v, unprotected sex, multiple orgasms, HEAVY scent kink (like donât make me say itâŚbut beware of some very subtle armpit stuff), pain kink, biting is just another form of sexual penetration guys, blood, so much come and come talk, creampie, squirting, this is just gross, porn w/o plot, no use of y/n.
ŕłâ⡠nat's note: hiâŚhi yâallâŚso hereâs the winner of the poll and i need everyone to just hear me out for a second! walk with me! this is probably the most unhinged thing iâve ever written, like omg those tags. this upsetting depravity was inspired by this post by @stupidfuckingwindow and this post by @monimccoythings which both altered the chemical balances of my brain so fiercely i blacked out for a while and when i came to this was in front of me. merry christmas and happy holidays! take this not at all christmas themed fic as my present to you my precious angels. kisses!
dividers by lovely @saradika-graphics!
you notice a strange shift in logan...
Thereâs something off with Logan.
The changes were subtle, but youâve been with him long enough now to pick up on them. And while he's always had a raw, untamed edge to him, a sort of wildness simmering just beneath the surface, this feels different.
It started with the way he would go quiet for longer than usual, like his mind was too far away for you to reachâlost to somewhere distant.
Logan has always been quiet, but this was a different kind of silence. Conversations that used to flow with ease now hang in the air, unfinished. All of his responses reduced to nothing but low grunts and clipped words.
And he was more territorial over you, so much more.
His hand has started to linger at the small of your back or the curve of your waist for a lot longer when youâre in public, his strong grip firm enough to remind youâand anyone nearbyâthat youâre his.
He would fume at even the slightest hint of someone else's interest in you, a low warning growl escaping his throat to anyone who spared you a second glance.
It wasnât just the physical closeness, though. It was also in the way Logan has started to watch youâhis sharp gaze a never ending constant. An all imposing, heavily looming shadow.
There were even times late at night when you thought he was asleep, that youâd find him staring at you in the dark.
Not the usual, protective gaze heâd have when he thought you were vulnerable, but something deeper, more intense. His breathing would be slow, measured, but there was this energy, this tension that hummed between the two of you.
The nights he did manage to sleep, heâd hold you close to him, his grip iron-tight, his face buried in your hair. If you tried to shift away, even for a second, heâd stir, his arms pulling you back with a quiet, possessive growl that sent a shiver down your spine.
There were bite marks on your neck when you'd wake up, small enough to pass off as nothingâat least, thatâs what you tried to tell yourself, but each one felt like a brand. They were deeper, more deliberate.
Then there was the scentâhis scent.
You swear itâs gotten stronger, more potent. It clings to you like a second skin, lingering in your clothes, your sheets, even your hair. An intoxicating blend of leather and pine and musk that makes your head spin.
Each time you left the house without him, heâd pin you to the mattress and rub himself all over you before begrudgingly let you walk out the door. His hands or his face running along the delicate skin of your neck, of your stomach, of your wrists.
Everywhere.
He was claiming you in waysânew waysâthat left you both exhilarated and confused.
There were other things too, smaller but no less odd things that were starting to add up.
More and more of your clothes have slowly started to go missing over the past few weeks. Each morning when you open any of your dresser drawers, it seems like there are less and less filling them.
Shirts, shorts, socks, bras, panties. All things youâve found shoved under his side of the mattress or tucked under his pillow. The most memorable hiding place was the front pocket of his leather jacket, your favorite pair of panties haphazardly stuffed inside.
You havenât said anything about it yet, unsure if you should be concerned or amused.
It isnât like heâs truly hurting anyone.
Heâs just actingâŚstrange.
A part of you canât help but be drawn to itâthe new intensity, the new rawness. There was something undeniably magnetic about the way he clings to you, like you're his anchor in a world constantly shifting beneath his feet.
Youâve seen Logan at his worstâbloody, broken, and lost. But this? Itâs never been like this before.
Whatever it is, it has its claws in him deep, and by extension, you.
You just got home from a run, barely walking through the door and kicking your shoes off when a call of your name rings out from the bedroom.
Loganâs tone stops you in your tracksâlow and rough, like gravel crunching underfoot.
Your reaction is nearly instant, breath hitching in your chest, heart skipping a beat as a warmth that has nothing to do with the temperature outside starts to pulse through you steadily.
Itâs like youâve become reprogrammed to respond to him this way, your body reacting before your mind can even catch up as his deep, familiar voice rolls over the sweaty expanse of your skin.
You drop your bag at your feet and slowly make your way to the bedroom, a bead of sweat trailing down your temple as you push the door open.
All the curtains are closed, the only light in the room a yellow glow that shines from your bedside lamp.Â
Logan is sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning back on his palms, but thereâs nothing casual about his posture.
His gaze is locked on you, dark and intense, tracking every step you take, like a lion stalking a gazelle as it drinks from a watering hole.
âDidnât tell me where you were going.â His eyes gleam as the lampâs rays reflect off of them, his pupils dilated so he can see you better in the darkness that shrouds your room.
You swallow hard, trying to be as nonchalant as you can as your feet carry you to your dresser. âI went for a run,â you reply, your voice a little too steady, a little too casual.
You tug open the top drawer, rifling around for a clean shirt with a little more focus than necessary to distract yourself from the way his eyes burn a hole into your back.
âYou didnât tell me,â Logan repeats, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that sends a shiver down your spine. âYou know I donât like it when I donât know where my girl is.â
Thereâs a sharp edge to his words, but itâs not angerâitâs something far more primal.
The energy in the room crackles like a storm about to break, and you feel it in your bones, in the way your skin prickles under his gaze.
"I was only gone for an hour," you say, your voice measured, careful. "You were still asleep when I left, I didnât want to wake you."Â
You chance a glance over your shoulder, and the sight of him steals the air from your lungs.
Logan hasnât moved an inch from his perch on the edge of the bed, but the sheer force of his presence keeps you rooted in place, heart hammering in your chest.
âHmm, thatâs real sweet, baby,â he drawls, sitting up straighter now, leaning forward.
The motion makes him seem larger somehow, shoulders broad and imposing in the dim light. His tongue drags slowly across his bottom lip, and the way his gaze rakes over you feels like a physical touch, leaving a trail of heat in its wake.
Your fingers still in the drawer, fabric slipping from your grasp as your pulse pounds in your ears. You canât bring yourself to look away from him, caught in the snare of his sharp, predatory focus.
You turn slowly, arms falling to hang limply at your sides. "I wasn't gone long."
Logan tilts his head, a low, amused sound rumbling in his chest as he rises to his feet with a fluid, deliberate ease that makes your stomach flip.
âDidnât feel that way to me, darlinâ.â His voice is a deep, gravelly purr. It sends a shiver down your spine. âFelt like forever.â
His eyes never leave yours as he crosses the room, the green completely swallowed by the dark black of his pupils as they seep into the color like oil spilling out over the surface of a lake.
Youâve never seen him like this before, so hungry.
"Logan," you say slowly, back pressed tightly against your dresser. "You're really starting to freak me out."Â
Logan hums idly, head cocked to the side as he watches you. "I can hear your heartbeat."Â
His tone is calmer now, but thereâs still a dangerous edge to it, like a knife pressed just lightly enough against the skin not to break it.
Your pulse races, heat simmering in your stomach despite the slight edge of fear clawing its way through your chest.
He stops in front of you, so close that his scent invades your senses strong enough to make your knees feel like theyâre about to buckle beneath you.
âThereâs nothinâ to be scared of baby,â he mutters quietly, thick arms coming up to cage you against the dresser.Â
Your hold on the wood tightens, your knuckles turning white with the strength of your grip.
Itâs almost chemical, the way you can feel your body start to give in to him. The thought fills you with as much arousal as it does unease, a heady combination that churns in your stomach.
You muster up enough will to breathlessly nod in agreement, a quiet submission.
Loganâs lips quirk into the faintest smirk, his heavy gaze dipping to the curve of your neck, lingering on the rapid flutter of your pulse. âThatâs my good girl.â
Any words you might say get caught in your throat as you stare up at Logan, wide eyed and steadily leaking wetness into the gusset of your panties.Â
His nostrils flare, and a knowing sound rumbles from somewhere dark and low in his chest as his eyes flutter shut on a deep inhale.
Your thighs clench together instinctively, the overwhelming need to be filled wracking through your body like thunder.
When Logan opens his eyes again, thereâs no trace of anything but pure animal need. The muscles in his jaw working furiously under his skin in time with the strain of his forearms still caging you in place.
âYeahâŚâ he trails off slowly, tone both condescending and soothing all at once. âI know youâre not all that scared, honey.â
He leans in, tearing a small whimper from your throat at the way his beard scrapes against your cheek as he crowds you.
His breath fans over the shell of your ear, hot and enticing as they brush against your skin when he speaks again. âI can smell how fuckinâ wet you are.â
Loganâs words send a sharp jolt through you, a broken moan falling from your parted lips as your cheeks heat up so fiercely itâs as if youâve been slapped.
Your body moves without thinking, pressing up into his hard, unyielding frame like you canât help itâand maybe you canât.
âLâLoganâŚâ Your voice trembles, a weak thing that dissolves in your throat as he noses along the skin of your neck.
His hands come down to rest on your waist, palms rough and possessive and warm and a perfect fit where they lay over your curves, anchoring you in place.
âShhh.â His lips trail down your jaw, leaving wet kisses in their wake. âYou donât gotta say a thing, princess. I know what you need.â
Loganâs hands slip lower, cupping the backs of your thighs with ease before hoisting you onto the dresser like you weigh nothing. The sharp edge of the wood digs into your legs, but you canât find it in yourself to care about the discomfort.
Your hands go to his shoulders without much of a second thought, nails digging into corded muscle as you try to keep your balance.Â
Loganâs hands stay on your thighs, his grip strong enough for you to feel the power behind them without hurting you.
He noses along your sweaty skin like a hot-tempered hound, desperately inhaling greedy lungfuls of your scent wherever he can get it.
Behind your ear, in the crook of your neck, along your collarbone, the exposed swell of your breasts, dangerously close to your underarm.
He groans against your shoulder, a full body shiver jolting his frame. âSmell so fuckinâ good darlinâ, drives me goddamn crazy.â
You canât form a coherent thought, let alone a response. His mouth finally finds yours, claiming you with a ferocity that steals your breath.
Logan's tongue slides against yours, a messy, desperate kiss that has you moaning into his mouth, your fingers tangling in his hair to pull him closer.
Itâs filthy, fueled by nothing but raw need and desperation. Spit drips from your chin to trail down the length of your throat until it gathers in the valley of your breasts. Whether itâs his or yours, it doesnât matter.
Itâs a perfect mix of the both of you, lewd and messy in the way it claims your skin.
Logan breaks the kiss with a low moan, his chest heaving the same as yours as you both inhale harsh lungfuls of air.
His lips are red and raw, swollen in a way that your own must mirror. A string of saliva keeps you connected, drooping thinner and thinner in the space between you until it breaks under the weight of gravity.
Logan doesnât give you long to catch your breath. His lips trail down your jaw and latch onto the sensitive spot just below your ear, teeth scraping against skin before he sucks hard enough to leave a mark.Â
Your head falls back against the wall as his mouth moves lower, dragging the strap of your sports bra down with his teeth.
The way heâs actingâlike a man crazed, like he needs you more than he needs airâhas you dizzy with need. But there's a part of you thatâs still trying to hold onto some semblance of control, to hold onto something familiar in the chaos.
Itâs only then that you realize this may be a bad idea.Â
Whatever this is, is clearly an accumulation of all the things youâve noticed over the last couple of weeks.
Maybe indulging Logan will only make things worse, like giving in to him when heâs in such a state could be the tipping point to a much deeper and all consuming issue buried somewhere inside of him.
It canât possibly be healthy for him to act like this, and it canât be healthy for you to bask in it as much as you are.
âWâwait.â Your thighs slip shut, hands coming up to push at Loganâs shoulders weakly.
Thereâs no real force behind your ministrations and you keep your neck bared to him all the while, but he stops anyway, rearing back with a displeased noise.Â
His face hovers inches from yours, and for a moment, you swear he looks almost painedâhis brows furrowing, jaw tightening as though reigning himself in is a Herculean effort.
His hands remain on your thighs, trembling slightly as he keeps himself rooted in place, clearly fighting every instinct roaring through him to just take what he wants.
âYou donât want me to stop, sweetheart,â he murmurs, voice low and gravelly, a stark contrast to the restraint in his expression. His thumbs stroke idly against your skin, his touch soothing even as his words drip with pure, feral confidence. âI can smell the way your pussyâs achinâ for it. I can feel it. Youâre shakinâ for me.â
You areâyour whole body feels like itâs on the verge of unraveling under his touch, your resolve crumbling faster than youâd like to admit.
Everything you were going to say gets clogged in your brain on the way out, leaving you silent as you hold his gaze.
You donât even have the capability to feel embarrassed at the way you blanch, lost in the way his scent attacks your senses, in the rough drag of his palms over your bare thighs, in the way your lips still tingle from his kiss.
Logan sighs, long and all suffering as his hands come to rest on both of your shut knees. The impatient raise of his brow paired with the dissatisfied curl of his lips is enough to shake you to the core.
âNow, you gonna show it to me?â His fingers drum along your knee, his patience thinning. âOr am I gonna have to make you.â
And it may sound like one, but you know itâs not a question.Â
Itâs a choice.
Your mind races, hands clenching and unclenching on Loganâs shoulders as you weigh your options. His own hands squeeze your knees, just hard enough to let you feel it in your bones.
You spread your legs.
Logan doesnât waste a second, dropping to his knees in front of you with a satisfied rumble and a predatory gleam in his eyes. His hands grip your thighs, pushing them even wider. Wide enough to make you feel exposed, vulnerable in the best way.Â
Your head dips, chin falling to your chest as you watch the way Logan takes up the space between your legs. Your shorts are soaked, fabric so drenched that itâs melded to the shape of your cunt, your puffy folds on display for his greedy eyes.
âFuck,â Logan breathes, his voice cracking like a whip in the quiet room. His hands find your waistband, and the dull sound of fabric ripping rings out.
The sturdy cotton tears like tissue paper in his hands, the scraps of your shorts falling carelessly to the floor, leaving you in nothing but the light blue panties you slipped on before your run.Â
The way he gazes at the space between your thighs is feral, unrestrained, like heâs a man starving for his next mealâand youâre it.
âLook at thatâŚâ Logan mutters, almost to himself as he runs his knuckle along the wet cotton of your panties. His touch is featherlight, barely any pressure at all, but itâs enough.
Your breath hitches, a sharp intake of air at the teasing touch, and your hips instinctively cant forward, silently begging for more.Â
Logan's eyes flick up to yours, a dark smirk curling his lips like he knows exactly what heâs doing to youâand how much you're already falling apart.
âEager fuckinâ thing,â he drawls, voice rough with arousal. He leans forward, his hot breath ghosting over your soaked panties, sending a shiver racing down your spine. âYou want me to give your pussy some kisses, baby?â
You open your mouth to respond, but the words never make it out. Loganâs lips press against the damp fabric, placing a kiss right over where your covered clit throbs with need.
Your head falls back to rest on the wall behind you, a shocked moan bursting from your lips.
âLogan.â His name is pulled from your mouth like a plea, but he doesnât let up, the sharp edge of his teeth scraping over the sensitive bundle of nerves hidden beneath the soaked barrier of your underwear.
âHmm?â He hums against you, the vibration sending shockwaves through your core. âThought you wanted me to stop?â
The taunt is maddening, the rasp of his voice and the teasing flicks of his tongue combining to unravel you piece by piece.Â
You shake your head furiously, thighs trembling where they rest on his broad shoulders. âN-noâdonât stop. Please, donât stop.â
Logan chuckles darkly, his hands sliding up your thighs to hook his fingers into the thin waistband of your panties.Â
âThatâs more like it,â he taunts. With a single, sharp tug, the ruined fabric joins the scraps of your shorts on the floor.
Logan groans at the sight of your bare cunt, slick with your juices and flushed with arousal. His mouth waters, his tongue running along the sharp points of his canines in anticipation.
Youâre already so ready for him.
âYou smell so fuckinâ good,â he growls, leaning in to drag his nose along the slick seam of your folds. The deep inhale he takes is obscene, sending a ripple of anticipation through your entire body. âKnow that you taste even better.â
Logan licks a broad stripe through your folds, groaning like the taste of you is enough to satisfy him completely. His hands grip your thighs tighter, keeping you spread and utterly at his mercy as he begins to work in earnest.
He alternates between laving the tip of his tongue over your clit and dipping down to fuck into you, his beard scraping along the skin of your thighs in a way thatâs almost too much. Your head falls back, hitting the wall with a soft thud as your vision blurs.
âGod, Logan.â You squirm on the vanity, but he holds you steady, growling low and deep into your core like your moaning only spurs him on.
âThatâs it,â he mutters between licks, his words unmistakably smug. âMake those pretty little sounds for me, baby.â
Logan circles your clit with the flat of his tongue, alternating between firm, deliberate strokes and light, teasing flicks that leave you gasping for air.
You cry out, fingers tangling in his thick, unruly hair as he repeats the motions, your thighs starting to tremble on either side of his head.
Every time your hips buck against him, he growls, the vibrations of it sinking into your skin and amplifying the pleasure coursing through your veins.
âStay still,â he orders, his voice muffled against your dripping core but no less commanding. His hands tighten on your thighs, holding you in place with an unrelenting grip. âYouâre not in charge, sweetheart.â
You whimper, your whole body trembling as you fight the urge to grind against his face. But itâs impossible to stay still when heâs licking into you like a man possessed, his mouth working you over with an intensity that has your vision going hazy.
âI know, you're just so damn needy, arenât you, baby?â He drawls , pulling back just enough to speak, his lips glistening with your arousal. âYou love this, hmm? Lettinâ me take care of you?â
You can only nod, words failing you as his fingers replace his mouth, sliding through your spit soaked cunt.
âYouâre so goddamn pretty down here.â Logan mutters, almost to himself, spreading your puffy, abused folds obscenely wide.Â
He teases your entrance, fingertips dipping into your warm heat only to retract a second later. You whine, high and embarrassing as your hips twitch with want.
Logan watches your face closely, his expression equal parts smug and adoring as he finally sinks one thick finger inside you, curling it just right.
âFuck,â you breathe, your head lolling back he adds a second finger, stretching you in a way that has your toes curling. He pumps them slowly at first, each deliberate thrust sending waves of pleasure radiating through your body.
âTakinâ me so well,â Logan murmurs, his thumb brushes over your clit, drawing tight circles that make your thighs tremble. âSo tight and wet for me. Youâre makinâ me crazy, darlinâ.â
Your moans grow louder, unrestrained, as he picks up the pace, his fingers plunging into you with a rhythm that has your skin burning hotter and hotter.
Loganâs mouth returns to you with renewed fervor, tongue and lips working in perfect tandem as he drags you closer to the edge.Â
He shakes his head back and forth like an animal, his nose rubbing up against your clit deliciously as buries his tongue as deep in your cunt as itâll go. The coarse hair of his beard scratches the sensitive skin of your inner thighs red and raw.
You canât think, canât breathe, your entire world narrowing down to the feel of his mouth on you.Â
âLoganââ Your voice cracks, your head falling back against the wall as the spring of pleasure inside you winds tighter and tighter, threatening to snap at any moment. âIâmâfuckâIâm so closeââ
âGood,â he growls, pumping his fingers in time with the flicks of his tongue. âI can feel you squeezinâ me. I want you to come for me, baby. Wanna taste every fuckinâ drop.â
Youâre powerless to resist.
You cry out, thighs clamping shut on either side of his head as you come on his tongue. Your body shakes so violently you knock a few things off the vanity, the distant sound of glass shattering hardly registers.Â
Logan growls, low and dragged from the back of his throat in such a way that makes it reverberate in the space between your legs. His own arms come up, grip strong and encouraging as he forces your legs around his head even tighter than before.
He doesnât stop, doesnât let up, licking and sucking and pumping his fingers to drag you through the aftershocks like a man obsessed.Â
When you finally come back to yourself, panting and trembling, Loganâs holding your shaking thighs apart, his mouth still pressed to you in soft, languid strokes.
âFuckinâ perfect,â he mutters, voice rough and gravelly as he presses a final kiss to your oversensitive clit.Â
Loganâs hands slide up to your hips, gripping tight as he rises to his feet, towering over you with that same dark, predatory gleam in his eyes.Â
His lips are even redder than before, swollen and slick with your juices. His beard is damp and shining in the low light, and the smug, satisfied smirk on his face sends another pulse of heat through your already spent body.
âGood girl,â he purrs, not even bothering to wipe his mouth before leaning in to capture your lips in a kiss thatâs all heat and possession.Â
You can taste yourself on his tongue, the salt and musk mingling with the raw hunger. Itâs filthy and intoxicating, and it leaves you gasping for air when he finally pulls away.
But Loganâs far from finished.
His hands slide under your ass, lifting you off the dresser with ease. Your legs wrap around his waist instinctively as he carries you to the bed and tosses you on it with little preamble.
Your back hits the mattress hard enough to have you bouncing on it once, twice, three times before Logan is crawling up to blanket your body with his.Â
The heavy weight of his metal laced bones sink you into the soft plushness, keeping you stuck beneath him with nowhere to go.
Which you know is exactly where he wants you.
He slots his hips between yours, dragging the straining jut of his cock along your sensitive cunt. You can feel the warmth of him even through the thick material of his sweats, a scalding plane of heat that makes your cunt ache with need.Â
You can feel the damp patch where his clothed tip nudges against your clit, and you know from that alone heâs already soaked through the cotton with pre-come. His cock leaking like a faucet in the harsh confines of his bottoms while he ate you out.
âFeel that?â Logan asks, voice hoarse as he buries his head in your neck. âThatâs all âcause of you, baby. Got me drippinâ like I busted a damn pipe.â
The sharp intake of air you suck in at his words does nearly nothing to help your breathlessness, your desperation bleeding through as your frantic hands push at the waistband of his bottoms. âOff. Off.â
Logan huffs a rough laugh against your neck, his warm breath skating across your skin as his lips ghost over your pulse. âSo fuckinâ bossy.â
He doesnât move to help you, not right away, savoring the way your hands fumble and tug, your frustration bubbling over in breathy little gasps.
âYou want it that bad, huh?â he teases, the rough timbre of his voice a stark contrast to the gentleness of his lips pressing along your jaw. âLook at you, so damn needy. Canât even wait for me to get my cock out.â
You only tug harder, patience nonexistent as your fingers curl into the waistband. âPlease, Logan. Donât tease.â
âAlright, alright.â Logan finally gives in, sitting back just enough to push them over his hips, freeing his cock.
It springs free, slapping against his stomach heavy and slick with pre-come, the ruddy tip glistening in the low light.
The sight alone has you clenching around nothing, a devastatingly desperate noise falls from your lips as the ache between your thighs builds to an almost unbearable throb.
He makes quick work of ripping his shirt over his head, carelessly tossing it behind him before heâs back on you.
This time, when he bullies his hips in between yours, there's nothing separating you.
You feel every inch of his cock as it grinds along the seam of your cunt. The velvety skin is almost scalding as it drags against your own, the drool of pre-come only adding more to your own wetness.
Logan presses you into the mattress harder, rutting against your cunt almost desperately as he noses along your damp, overheated skin.
His mouth is everywhere. Sucking marks where the junction of your neck meets your shoulder, lapping up the sweat that pools in the valley of your breasts, licking a filthy stripe across the side of your face that has your cheeks burning.
He buries his nose in the sweaty skin of your underarm, whining and panting like a surly dog all over again. Each breath is hot and wet against you, and it only seems to make him hungrier, greedier. His cock blurts even more pre-come onto your skin with every inhale he takes.
It should gross you out.Â
It should be utterly mortifying, but the sight of Logan like this only leaves you thrumming with want.Â
His desperation, the raw, unfiltered way he takes you inâlike he canât get close enough, canât have enough of youâhas your pulse racing and your mind spinning out of control.Â
You feel his nose press harder against your skin, the heat of his breath fanning over you as he groans, a deep, guttural sound that reverberates right through you.Â
âFuck,â he rasps, voice gravelly and broken. âYou smell so goddamn good. Canât help it. Canât fuckinâââ His hips jerk, the weight of his cock sliding slickly against your cunt, bumping up against your clit in a way that makes you shiver.Â
âLogan,â you whimper, your hands clutching at his broad shoulders, nails digging into his skin. Your hips lift instinctively, chasing the friction, the relief, the unbearable stretch you know only he can give you. âPlease, I canât take it anymore. I need youâneed you so bad.â
He smirks, his lips curling against your skin as he nips at the curve of your jaw. âNeed me, huh?â he murmurs, his tone dark and teasing. âNeed my cock inside you, stretchinâ you open? Tell me, baby. Tell me how bad you need it.â
âSo bad.â Your hips tilt up instinctively, desperate for him to push inside. The head of his cock catches at your entrance, the blunt pressure sending a jolt of electricity through your body. âNeed you so bad it hurts. Pleaseâplease donât make me wait.â
Logan growls, a feral sound. âSuch a good girl when you beg for me.â he snarls, big hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise so he can flip you on your front, gently manhandling you until you're on all fours. âGonna fill you up, princess.â
His hands knead the soft flesh of your ass as he lines himself up behind you. The weight of his cock presses against your entrance, slick and ready, and for a moment, he just stays there, teasing.
Your arms shake beneath you, elbows locked as you force yourself to stay still, patient.
The head of his cock nudges against you, spreading your slickness, and your body trembles in anticipation. He sinks himself into you in one deep, unrelenting thrust.
The stretch is instant, the burn delicious as he pushes inside, inch by inch, filling you in one fluid, devastating stroke. A choked gasp spills from your lips as he bottoms out, his cock seated so deep you swear you can feel him in your stomach.
âFuck.â Logan stills, his cock pulsing inside you as he lets you adjust, but the restraint is fleeting.Â
His hands glide up your back, palms rough and grounding as they map every curve, every quiver of your body. He starts grinding his hips in slow circles, pressing every inch of his cock along your velvety walls.Â
Your head drops between your arms, brows pinched together as you take in greedy lungfuls of air. Youâll never get used to this, the way Logan fills you so perfectly, no matter how many times itâs been.
âCome on, baby.â Logan leans down to press a soft kiss between your shoulder blades, his lips fever hot. âYou wanted to fuck me so bad you could hardly wait. Nowâs your chance, fuck me.â
It takes a few long seconds for his words to cunt through the molasses clouding your mind, the small thrust of his hips hinting at what he wants you to do.
You let out a pitiful whimper, hands digging into your bedâs puffy comforter as you start rocking your hips.Â
You start slow, letting yourself build up a nice, steady rhythm as Logan purrs words of encouragement from behind you. His hands never leave your hips, thumbs rubbing soft circles over your skin as you start to pick up the pace.
âThatâs it,â he encourages darkly, giving the rippling muscle of your ass a sharp swat. âFind the fuckinâ spot, baby. Write your name on this cock, tell everyone who it belongs to.â
You cry out at the sting of his palm, bouncing yourself on his length impossibly faster. Your arms burn under the strain of your movements, but you canât stop chasing the high of pleasure that shoots up your spine.
The sound of skin on skin fills the room, a lewd slap slap slap as you fuck yourself on Loganâs cock like heâs a replacement for the cheap suction cup dildo collecting dust in a box hidden away in your closetâlike heâs nothing but a expertly shaped lump of silicon molded solely for your pleasure.
You can feel yourself getting close to the edge, and in nearly no time at all. The telltale coil buried deep in your belly winding tighter and tighter as you work yourself on Loganâs cock hard enough that the cheap frame of your bed thumps against the wall.
It might be embarrassing if you werenât so far gone already, so fuck drunk that the too loud moans falling from your lips hardly phase you.
It's like there's nothing but the feel of Logan inside you, bumping against that spot inside you that has stars shining behind your closed eyes.Â
âClose already?â Logan taunts from behind you, voice just the tiniest but breathless, but the way his cock pulses and jerks where itâs sheathed in your cunt lets you know heâs right there with you. âI know you are, honey. I can feel how sheâs squeezinâ me, so damn tight.â
His hands dig into your hips, not even waiting for a response as he starts thrusting in time with your bounces. He pounds into you, hips snapping against your ass hard enough to sting.
âFuck, Iâm gonna come too baby,â he bites out, the rhythm of his hips getting sloppier. âGonna come so fuckinâ hard, fill you up so good. Shitââ
Logan pulls out enough that only the thick tip of his cock stays sheathed in the warmth of your cunt, his body falling to hunch over yours as he pumps his come into you with a feral growl.
You whine at the feeling of his release filling you, painting your insides with spurt after spurt of thick come. Itâs so much, itâs always so much. A rush of warmth that floods your insides each time without fail.
And just like that, the feeling alone has you coming.
Your back arches as your cunt gushes over the tip of his cock, drenching his thighs and the rest of his shaft in your essence. You think you may scream, but itâs hard to tell over the white noise rushing through your ears.
Your arms finally buckle under you as Logan helps you ride out the last few tremors of your orgasm with a few slow rocks of his hips, and your spent body collapses onto the mattress.
Loganâs low noises of pleasure barely register as your chest heaves almost violently, your lungs desperately trying to get as much air as they possibly can.
But you barely have time to catch your breath before Logan plants his knees back firmly on the mattress and starts thrusting, again.Â
âLogan!â Your hands scramble for purchase on the mussed sheets of your bed, the overstimulation making your legs kick out frantically.
âYou thought we were done?â Logan asks, his tone equal parts amused and mocking. âYou popped twice already, baby. Sâonly fair that you let me catch up.â
With no warning, he takes you in his arms, pulling his cock out just long enough to flip you on your back. He throws your legs over his shoulders before plunging back inside your fucked open cunt with a filthy squelch.Â
He feels even bigger like this, yet your body swallows his cock like itâs nothing. The spongy warmth of your walls melding to the shape of him like itâs what you were made for.Â
The coarse hair of his happy trail drags across your clit each time he thrusts, adding to the blistering feeling where the knife's edge of too much too much too much meets not nearly enough.
His come stuffed in your trembling cunt only makes it all the more filthy, his cock plunging inside you and coming back out slick and wet on every thrust.Â
Your lips fall open on a broken moan, eyes screwing shut as you work your cunt around him, feeling the way his release gets fucked deeper and deeper inside you.
Logan notices, of course he does.
A dark chuckle rumbles against your own as he leans down enough to whisper into your slack mouth. âYou like havinâ someone come in your pussy, baby?â
You moan into his mouth unabashedly, loudly. Both of your eyes burning as tears threaten to fall down the flushed skin of your cheeks, your throat going dry and scratchy in the best way possible.Â
âShitââ Your hands claw at the rippling muscles of his back desperately, nails digging into his skin hard enough that you feel the unmistakable slickness of his blood coating the tips of your fingers.
The pain spurs him on, his head tips down on a low groan and his eyes squeezing together for a split second before heâs spewing filth again.
âYou want some more?â Logan asks, tone going dark like he already knows the answer as his hips speed up impossible faster. âYou want me to come again?â
You donât respond, you canât respond. You can barely make a coherent thought.Â
All you can manage are whiny moans that fall from your slack lips, broken little uh uh uhâs that get punched out with each new thrust. Your nails rake down his back mercilessly, leaving behind deep red welts that heal as you go.
âYeah, I know you do.â He turns his head to nip at the skin over the delicate bone of your ankle where it bounces near his head, sharp teeth digging in enough to have you whining pitifully. âYou love havinâ a messy fuckinâ pussy, donât you? Love being stuffed so full of my come you canât even hold it all, huh?â
His words hit you like a physical blow, lighting up your body from the inside out. Your thighs shake where theyâre wrapped around his hips, ankles locking over his lower back so he couldnât pull out if he wanted to.
His come mixes with your juices to coat his cock, completely drenched all slick and shiny in the dull light of your bedroom. It drips down almost leisurely compared to the near feral snap of his hips, trailing all the way down his length to his heavy balls.Â
âYes.â He groans, reverent. âGive it to me, baby. Wanna feel you come on my cock again, feels so fuckinâ good. Canât ever get enoughââ
Youâve never heard him like this, so high of pleasure that his speech slurs and his words all meld together into one filthy stream of ramblings that has you sinking your nails even deeper into his back and coming on his cock with a loud wail.
Your cunt convulses around him, shaking with the force of your release, milking him.Â
âFuck, princess.â Logan pitches forward, his sweaty torso covering yours as he keeps fucking into your shaking body, desperately chasing his own release.
Finally, with a muted roar of your name, he sinks his teeth into the tender skin of your neck and comes for you.
You cry out at the sharp sting of his teeth bearing down hard enough to draw blood, your vision whiting out with the pleasure of being claimed in every way imaginable.
Loganâs hips only stop when heâs drained of every last drop, his body shaking where it lays over yours. He laps at the broken skin of your neck, a soft gesture that isnât quite an apology for making you bleedâbecause you know that he isnât sorry whatsoeverâbut itâs nice nonetheless.
Your arms come up to circle around his neck, eyes fluttering shut as the exhaustion hits you all at once. You get lost in the steady rhythm of Logan catching his breath, in the way his heart pounds against his ribcage where his chest is pressed to your own, in the way his fingers twitch and flex on your hips.
The last thing you hear as you drift off, his come starting to leak down your thighs in thick streams of white, is a hushed whisper of âI got you, baby. Iâm right here, Iâm always right here.â
It puts you at ease, all the worry you felt over the last few weeks slipping from your mind like grains of sand through your fingers.
Maybe, this new side of Logan isnât so bad after all.
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The Sweet Girls' Dilemma: Three is the Answer!!
Christmas Specialđ
Ningning x Rei x Male Reader
word count: 14K
"What the actual fuck?" you mutter, standing frozen in your doorway. The scene before you feels surreal - your two ex-girlfriends, Ningning and Rei, are lounging on your couch like they own the place. They're both dressed festively - Ning in a short red dress that shows off her petite frame, Rei in a green sweater dress that hugs her soft curves.
"Surprise!" Ning chirps, jumping up with that familiar bouncy energy that always made your heart skip. "Merry Christmas Eve!"
"How did you... what are you..." you stammer, still trying to process this bizarre situation. After a long day, you'd been looking forward to a quiet evening alone, since work had made it impossible to make it to your family's house in time. This was the last thing you expected.
Rei gives you that shy smile that never fails to make you melt. "We kind of broke in. Well, not really broke in..."
"I may have kept a copy of the spare key," Ning admits with a mischievous grin. "Don't be mad!"
You run a hand through your hair, overwhelmed. "I'm not mad, just... confused as hell. What's going on here?"
The two girls exchange meaningful looks. Rei fidgets with the hem of her dress. "We've been talking..."
"About you," Ning adds, stepping closer. "About us. All of us."
"Look, we know the history is messy," Rei says, also standing up. Her thick thighs peek out from under the sweater dress as she moves. "The way things ended with both of us..."
"But we figured out the problem!" Ning bounces on her toes excitedly. "We were trying to force you to choose!"
You lean against the wall, head spinning. "What exactly are you suggesting here?"
"We want to try again, daddy" Rei says softly. "Both of us. Together."
"You don't have to pick between us anymore," Ning adds. "We can all be together!"
"Have you both lost your minds?" you ask, but your eyes keep trailing over their bodies. Fuck, they both look incredible tonight. Ning's dress shows off her delicate collarbones, slim waist, those perky little tits that fit perfectly in your hands. And Rei... that sweater dress is doing criminal things to her curves, highlighting her thick thighs and soft stomach that you used to love grabbing.
"Maybe a little," Rei giggles. "But think about it - it makes sense! You loved both of us..."
"Still do," you admit without thinking. Heat rises to your face.
"Exactly!" Ning claps her hands. "And we complement each other perfectly. Rei's the sweet nurturing one, I'm the fun adventurous one..."
"Plus we're already friends," Rei adds. "We talked it all through. We both want this."
Your mind is racing. They're right - you never truly got over either of them. Things ended with Ning because you felt guilty about your growing feelings for Rei. Then things fell apart with Rei because you couldn't stop thinking about Ning. But both of them? Together? The idea sends blood rushing south.
"This is crazy," you mutter, but you can't tear your eyes away from them.
"Crazy good," Ning purrs, pressing against your side. Her small hand trails down your chest. "We missed you so much..."
Rei steps closer on your other side, her soft curves brushing your arm. "Let us show you how much..."
"Fuck," you breathe as Ning's fingers play with your shirt buttons. "Are you sure about this?"
They answer by kissing you - Ning fierce and demanding, Rei sweet and gentle. Your head spins as they take turns claiming your mouth, their different styles driving you wild. Ning nips at your lower lip while Rei soothes it with her tongue.
"Bedroom?" Ning suggests breathlessly.
You nod, unable to form words as they lead you down the hall. Your cock is already straining against your pants just from their kisses.
In the bedroom, they push you to sit on the edge of the bed. Ning straddles one of your thighs while Rei kneels between your legs. The contrast between them is intoxicating - Ning's lithe body in that tight red dress, Rei's lush curves in soft green.
"We've been planning this," Ning whispers in your ear. "Talking about all the things we want to do to you..."
"And with each other," Rei adds with a blush that makes your cock twitch.
You groan as they work together to undress you - Ning unbuttoning your shirt while Rei unfastens your pants. Their hands roam over your exposed skin, relearning your body.
"Fuck, I missed your muscles," Ning purrs, trailing her nails down your chest.
"Still so strong," Rei agrees, squeezing your thighs.
When they've stripped you down to your boxers, they step back to give you a show. Ning unzips her dress slowly, letting it pool at her feet. She's wearing tiny red lace panties and nothing else, her small perky tits on full display.
Rei is more shy, needing encouragement from Ning to pull her sweater over her head. But fuck, the wait is worth it. Her curvy body is wrapped in green lingerie - a lacy bralette struggling to contain her full breasts, matching panties hugging her thick thighs.
"Beautiful," you breathe, drinking in the sight of them. "Both of you are so fucking beautiful."
They beam at the praise, moving closer again. Ning climbs fully into your lap while Rei kneels between your spread legs. Your hands automatically go to Ning's slim waist as she grinds against your erection.
"Want to see something hot?" Ning asks with a wicked grin. At your nod, she turns to Rei. "Come here, baby."
Your cock throbs as your ex-girlfriends kiss each other, soft and sweet at first but quickly growing heated. Ning tangles her fingers in Rei's hair while Rei's hands squeeze Ning's small ass. The sight of them together is better than any porn you've ever watched.
"Holy fuck," you groan. Your hips buck up involuntarily, making Ning gasp into Rei's mouth.
They break apart, lips shiny and pupils blown wide. "Like that?" Ning teases. "We've been practicing..."
"So hot," you manage. Your boxers are tented obscenely now.
Rei's hands slide up your thighs. "Can I...?"
"Please," you breathe. Ning gets off your lap, you lift your hips so she can pull your boxers down, freeing your aching cock.
"Mmm, I missed this cock," Ning purrs, wrapping her small hand around your shaft. "Remember how good he fills us up, Rei?"
Rei nods, licking her lips. "So big..."
They work together, stroking your length with their different techniques. Ning's grip is firm and quick while Rei's touch is softer, teasing. The combination has you throbbing in their hands.
"Fuck, that feels amazing," you groan as they take turns kissing and licking your cock. Ning focuses on the head while Rei works the shaft, their tongues occasionally meeting in the middle.
"Want to see him fuck my throat?" Ning asks Rei with a wicked grin. "He used to make me gag so pretty..."
Rei nods eagerly, watching as Ning wraps her lips around your cock
"Okay, time to show you how much I've missed this big fucking cock," Ning purrs, wrapping her lips around your throbbing head. Her tongue swirls expertly as she takes you deeper, inch by inch, maintaining eye contact the whole time. You groan as she relaxes her throat, taking your full length until her nose presses against your pelvis.
"Holy fuck, that's hot," Rei breathes, watching intently as Ning starts bobbing her head. Drool drips down your shaft as she fucks her own throat on your cock, making obscene wet gagging sounds.
"Show Rei how you used to take it," you growl, gripping Ning's hair. She moans around your length as you start thrusting up into her willing throat. Her eyes water but she doesn't pull back, letting you use her mouth roughly.
After a particularly deep thrust, Ning pulls off with a gasp. "Your turn baby," she tells Rei breathlessly. "Show him that sweet mouth of yours."
Rei leans in eagerly, wrapping her plump lips around your spit-slicked cock. Where Ning was rough and fast, Rei starts slow and sensual, taking you deeper with each bob of her head. Her soft moans vibrate around your shaft.
"That's it," Ning encourages, running her fingers through Rei's hair. "Take that big cock nice and deep. He loves it when you gag on it."
You grip the sheets as Rei picks up speed, her head bobbing faster as she takes you to the back of her throat. She gags slightly but doesn't stop, determined to take your full length like Ning did.
"Fuck yes, choke on that cock," Ning purrs. She guides Rei's head down further until tears form in her eyes. "Doesn't she look pretty gagging on it?"
"So fucking pretty," you groan. Both girls work together now, taking turns sucking and stroking your throbbing length. Ning deep throats you aggressively while Rei focuses on teasing the head with her tongue.
"My turn again," Ning demands after a few minutes. She grabs your cock and guides it back to her mouth, immediately taking you to the base. Her throat contracts around you as she gags, but she just takes you deeper.
"Show off," Rei giggles, but her eyes are dark with lust as she watches Ning's performance. She leans in to lick and suck your balls while Ning continues deep throating you.
The dual sensation has your hips bucking up involuntarily. Ning adjusts her angle to take it, letting you fuck her throat roughly while Rei's tongue works your sack.
"Fuck, your mouth feels amazing," you groan, fisting Ning's hair as she gags around your length. Drool runs down her chin and neck, making a mess of her chest.
When she finally comes up for air, her lipstick is smeared and her eyes are watering. "Miss getting my throat fucked like that," she pants. "Your turn again Rei. Show him how much you've learned."
Rei eagerly wraps her lips around your cock again. This time she doesn't hold back, taking you deep into her throat right away. She gags but pushes through it, bobbing her head faster.
"That's it baby, fuck your throat on his big cock," Ning encourages. She reaches down to play with Rei's tits through her bra as she continues sucking you off.
Your cock throbs as you watch your ex-girlfriends work together to pleasure you. They take turns deep throating you, each with their own technique - Ning rough and demanding, Rei slower but just as deep.
"Want to see something really hot?" Ning asks with a wicked grin. When you nod, she guides your cock between both their mouths. They kiss around the head, tongues swirling together as they share your length.
"Holy fuck," you groan at the sight. Their lips meet around your shaft as they work their way down, taking turns going deeper while the other licks and sucks whatever they can reach.
"Tastes so good," Rei moans, pulling back to catch her breath. Her lipstick is smeared across your cock now too. "Love sharing his cock with you."
Ning responds by deep throating you again, gagging loudly as she takes you to the base. When she pulls back, Rei immediately follows suit, forcing herself down until her nose touches your pelvis.
"Look at these slutty girls, fighting over who can choke on your cock better," Ning purrs. She grabs Rei's hair, holding her down as she gags. "Show him how much you love it baby."
Rei's throat spasms around your length as tears stream down her face, but she doesn't pull back until Ning releases her. She gasps for air when she finally comes up, strings of drool connecting her lips to your cock.
"My turn," Ning demands, immediately swallowing your length again. She bobs her head frantically, making obscene wet sounds as she fucks her own throat on your cock. Rei watches in awe, slowly stroking herself through her panties.
"Fuck, I'm getting close," you warn them, your balls tightening as both girls continue their oral assault. They work together even faster now, determined to make you cum.
"Want to see who can take your load deeper?" Ning suggests breathlessly between sucks. "Whoever makes you cum gets first fuck later."
"Deal," Rei agrees eagerly. She wraps her lips around your cock again, taking you deep into her throat. Her soft moans vibrate around your shaft as she bobs her head faster.
"Don't hog it," Ning complains after a minute, pulling Rei off to take her turn. She immediately starts deep throating you roughly, her nose pressing against your pelvis with each thrust.
They continue trading off, each trying to outdo the other. Ning gags loudly as she forces herself down on your length, while Rei focuses on working her tongue along your shaft as she takes you deep.
"Gonna cum," you groan as the pressure builds. Both girls fight to get their mouths on your cock first.
Ning wins, wrapping her lips around your head just as you start to explode. She takes you deep into her throat, swallowing your first few spurts before pulling back to let Rei have some.
Rei eagerly accepts your cock into her mouth, moaning as you continue cumming. They take turns swallowing your load, passing your throbbing length back and forth between their cum-covered lips.
"Don't waste a drop," Ning orders as Rei sucks the last few spurts from your sensitive cock. When she's done, they kiss deeply, sharing the taste of your cum between them.
You watch in awe as your ex-girlfriends make out, their tongues sliding together as they swap your load. Some of it drips down their chins, making them giggle and lick each other clean.
"Fuck, that was hot," you groan, your cock already starting to harden again at the sight. "You two are incredible."
"Just wait," Ning purrs, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. "We're just getting started. I won since I made you cum first, so I get first ride."
"That's fair," Rei agrees with a shy smile, her lips still shiny with your cum and their shared saliva. "But I get to sit on his face while you ride him."
Your cock throbs fully hard again as they discuss their plans.
This is going to be a very interesting Christmas Eve indeed.
"Look how hard he's getting already," Ning notes with satisfaction, wrapping her small hand around your length. "Ready for round two baby?"
You nod eagerly as both girls climb onto the bed with you. Their mouths may have just drained you dry, but watching them share your load has you aching to be inside them again.
"Let's get more comfortable first," Rei suggests, reaching behind to unhook her bra. Her breasts spill free, making your mouth water at the sight.
"Good idea," Ning agrees, hooking her thumbs in her tiny panties. She slides them down her slim legs teasingly slow, revealing her smooth pussy.
You lie back on the bed, stroking yourself as you watch them strip completely naked. The contrast between their bodies is incredible - Ning's petite frame and small perky tits, Rei's soft curves and full breasts.
"Fuck, I missed seeing you both like this," you groan as they crawl toward you on the bed.
"Ready to get that cock inside me?" Ning purrs, straddling your hips. Her small hand wraps around your shaft, guiding it to her dripping entrance. "Been dreaming about riding this big dick again."
"And I've been dreaming about your tongue," Rei adds, pulling her panties aside and moving to straddle your face. Her thick thighs frame your view as she lowers her pussy toward your mouth.
You groan as both girls position themselves - Ning slowly sinking down on your cock while Rei hovers her wet cunt just above your lips. The dual sensation of Ning's tight pussy stretching around you and Rei's sweet scent filling your nostrils has your head spinning.
"Fuck, still so big," Ning moans as she takes you deeper. Her small body trembles as she adjusts to your size. "Stretching my little pussy so good."
You reach up to grip Rei's soft hips, pulling her down onto your eager tongue. She gasps as you immediately start licking and sucking her swollen clit, her thighs quivering on either side of your head.
"Oh god," Rei whimpers, grinding against your mouth. "Your tongue feels amazing..."
Ning starts bouncing on your cock, her tight pussy gripping you like a vice with each thrust. You can feel how wet she is, her juices coating your shaft as she rides you faster.
"Look at this slutty little pussy taking that whole cock," Ning pants, rolling her hips. "Missed getting stretched out like this."
You moan into Rei's cunt as Ning picks up speed, her small tits bouncing with each drop. The vibrations make Rei grind harder against your face, smearing her wetness across your lips and chin.
"Fuck his face baby," Ning encourages, reaching forward to play with Rei's full breasts. "Use that tongue while I ride this big cock."
Rei does just that, rolling her hips as you eat her out hungrily. Your tongue alternates between fucking into her dripping hole and flicking across her sensitive clit. Her thighs tremble around your head as she gets closer to the edge.
Meanwhile, Ning is practically bouncing off your cock now, lifting until just the tip remains before slamming back down. The wet sounds of her pussy taking your length fill the room along with her desperate moans.
"So fucking deep," she gasps, her inner walls clenching around you. "Hitting all the right spots..."
You grunt into Rei's pussy as Ning's pace becomes frantic. Her small body is covered in a light sheen of sweat as she works herself on your cock, chasing her pleasure.
"Play with her tits," Ning orders breathlessly. "Make her cum on your tongue while I ride this dick."
Your hands move from Rei's hips to her full breasts, squeezing and pinching her hard nipples. She cries out, grinding her pussy harder against your eager mouth as you continue devouring her.
"Fuck, I'm getting close," Rei whimpers, her thighs shaking. "Don't stop, please don't stop..."
You focus your attention on her swollen clit, sucking it between your lips while your tongue flicks rapidly. Her pussy floods with more wetness, coating your face as she rides the edge.
Ning's own orgasm is building too, her tight walls fluttering around your throbbing cock. She leans forward to kiss Rei deeply, swallowing her moans as you continue eating her out.
"Cum for us baby," Ning purrs against Rei's lips. "Soak his face with that sweet pussy while I milk his cock."
That pushes Rei over the edge. She cries out, her thick thighs clamping around your head as she cums hard on your tongue. You keep licking and sucking, drawing out her orgasm as she trembles above you.
"My turn," Ning gasps, bouncing even faster on your cock. Her small body is practically vibrating as she chases her release. "Gonna cum all over this big fucking dick..."
You grip her slim hips, helping her ride you as Rei recovers from her orgasm. Your cock throbs inside Ning's tight pussy, getting closer to your own climax.
"Fill me up," Ning demands, her walls clenching rhythmically. "Want to feel that hot cum deep inside me..."
Rei moves off your face, giving you a perfect view of Ning's lithe body taking your cock. Her small tits bounce wildly as she slams herself down, her pussy making obscene wet sounds.
"So fucking close," Ning whines, her movements becoming erratic. "Gonna cum, gonna cum..."
You thrust up to meet her bounces, making her scream as you hit even deeper. Her tight pussy spasms around your length as she finally tips over the edge, cumming hard on your cock.
"Don't stop," she gasps, still riding through her orgasm. "Keep fucking this tight little pussy..."
Rei moves behind Ning, reaching around to play with her small tits and sensitive clit. The added stimulation makes Ning cry out, her pussy clenching even tighter around you.
"Fill her up, daddy" Rei purrs, pinching Ning's nipples. "Give her that hot load she's been begging for."
Your own orgasm builds quickly as both girls work together. Ning's pussy milks your cock while Rei's hands roam over her sweaty body, tweaking her nipples and rubbing her clit.
"Gonna cum," you grunt, your balls tightening. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum..."
"Do it," Ning demands, slamming herself down one final time. "Breed this tight fucking pussy!"
You explode inside her, flooding her clenching walls with rope after rope of hot cum. She moans as she feels you pulsing, grinding her hips to milk every last drop from your throbbing cock.
When you finally finish pumping her full, Ning collapses forward onto your chest. Your cock slowly softens inside her well-used pussy, both of you panting heavily.
"Fuck, I missed that," she sighs contentedly. "Nobody fills me up like you do."
"My turn next," Rei reminds her with a playful smack on her ass. "Once he's ready to go again..."
You groan as Ning slowly lifts off your sensitive cock, your mixed fluids dripping from her stretched hole. The sight of your cum leaking out of her has your dick already starting to twitch with renewed interest.
"Look how wet and messy you made me," Ning purrs, spreading her pussy lips to show how thoroughly you filled her. "Want to clean me up, Rei?"
Rei bites her lip and nods eagerly. You watch in awe as she moves between Ning's legs, your cock twitches back to life as you watch Rei eagerly lapping up your cum from Ning's dripping pussy. Her tongue works methodically, gathering every drop that leaks out while Ning squirms and moans above her.
"Such a good girl, cleaning up daddy's mess," Ning purrs, grinding against Rei's eager mouth. "Make sure you get it all."
Rei moans into Ning's pussy, her thick ass swaying as she continues her task. The sight of her tongue sliding through Ning's folds, gathering the mixture of cum and pussy juice, has your cock fully hard again in no time.
"Look how hard you're making daddy," Ning points out, noticing your renewed erection. "I think he's ready for round three."
Rei pulls back from Ning's pussy, her lips and chin shiny with your combined fluids. "Please daddy," she whimpers, crawling toward you. "Need your big cock inside me now..."
"Since you asked so nicely," you growl, pulling her thick body against yours. Her soft curves press against your hard muscles as you claim her mouth in a deep kiss, tasting yourself and Ning on her tongue.
"How do you want me, daddy?" Rei asks breathlessly when you break the kiss. Her pussy is already dripping, leaving wet marks on your thigh.
"On your back," you command. "Want to watch those big tits bounce while I fuck you."
Rei eagerly lies back on the bed, spreading her thick thighs to reveal her soaked pussy. Her full breasts jiggle enticingly as she gets comfortable, looking up at you with needy eyes.
"Please daddy," she whimpers again, reaching down to spread her pussy lips. "Need you so bad..."
"Look how wet she is for you," Ning purrs, moving to kneel beside Rei's head. "Such a needy little slut."
You position yourself between Rei's spread thighs, rubbing your hard cock through her dripping folds. She gasps and bucks her hips, trying to get you inside her.
"Patience, baby girl," you growl, continuing to tease her entrance. "Beg for daddy's cock."
"Please daddy, please fuck me," Rei whines, her pussy clenching around nothing. "Need your big cock stretching my tight little hole..."
"Good girl," you praise, slowly pushing just the tip inside her. Her warm walls immediately grip you, trying to pull you deeper.
"More daddy, please more," she begs, her thick thighs trembling. "Fill me up like you did Ning..."
You grab her soft hips and thrust forward, burying your full length inside her in one smooth motion. Rei cries out, her back arching off the bed as you stretch her pussy.
"Fuck, still so tight," you groan, giving her a moment to adjust. Her inner walls pulse around your cock, squeezing you deliciously.
"Move daddy, please," Rei whimpers after a few seconds. "Need you to fuck me..."
You start with slow, deep strokes, watching your cock disappear into her greedy pussy again and again. Her full breasts bounce with each thrust, drawing your attention.
"Play with her tits," you tell Ning, who immediately complies. She reaches down to squeeze and pinch Rei's nipples, making her moan louder.
"Such sensitive nipples," Ning teases, rolling the hard buds between her fingers. "Love watching these big tits bounce while daddy fucks you."
You pick up speed, driving your cock deeper into Rei's willing hole. The wet sounds of your fucking fill the room along with her desperate moans and whimpers.
"Harder daddy, please harder," she begs, her pussy clenching around you. "Want to feel you for days..."
You grip her thick thighs, spreading them wider as you start pounding into her roughly. Your balls slap against her ass with each thrust, adding to the lewd symphony of sounds.
"Take that cock baby," Ning encourages, still playing with Rei's bouncing tits. "Show daddy what a good fuck toy you are."
Rei's moans get higher pitched as you fuck her faster, her pussy getting wetter with each stroke. You can feel her inner walls starting to flutter, signaling her approaching orgasm.
"Getting close already?" you tease, angling your hips to hit her sweet spot. "Such a sensitive little slut."
"Yes daddy, yes," she cries out, her thick thighs trembling. "Gonna cum on your big cock..."
"Not yet," you growl, slowing your thrusts. "Good girls ask permission first."
"Please daddy," Rei whines desperately. "Please let me cum... need it so bad..."
You respond by fucking her harder, making her full body jiggle with the force of your thrusts. Her pussy is practically gushing now, soaking the sheets beneath you.
"Beg better," you demand, reaching down to rub her swollen clit. "Show daddy how badly you need it."
"Please daddy, please let me cum on your cock," Rei sobs, her back arching. "Been such a good girl, need it so bad... please daddy, please..."
"Cum for daddy," you finally grant permission, pounding into her g-spot while rubbing her clit faster. "Show us what a good little slut you are."
Rei screams as she explodes around your cock, her pussy clamping down hard. You don't slow your thrusts, fucking her through her intense orgasm as she thrashes beneath you.
"That's it baby, soak daddy's cock," Ning encourages, pinching Rei's nipples harder. "Such a good girl, cumming so hard for us..."
Before Rei can fully recover, you flip her over onto her hands and knees. Her thick ass jiggles as you immediately slam back inside her oversensitive pussy.
"Daddy!" she cries out, her arms giving out so her face presses into the mattress. "Too much..."
"Take it baby," you growl, gripping her hips as you pound into her from behind. "Know you can handle it."
Ning moves to lie beneath Rei's hanging breasts, sucking one of her nipples into her mouth while playing with the other. The dual stimulation has Rei moaning uncontrollably, her pussy clenching around you again.
"Look at those tits swing," you groan, watching them bounce with each thrust. "Love fucking this thick body."
"Please daddy," Rei whimpers, pushing back to meet your thrusts. "Need your cum... want you to fill me up..."
You fuck her harder, your hands leaving marks on her soft hips as you use her pussy. The sight of your cock disappearing between her thick ass cheeks drives you wild.
"Gonna cum again baby?" you tease, feeling her walls starting to flutter. "Getting close?"
"Yes daddy, yes," she sobs, her whole body trembling. "Please let me cum again..."
"Cum with daddy this time," you grunt, your own orgasm building. "Want to feel that pussy milk my cock..."
Rei screams into the mattress as she cums again, her pussy spasming around your length. The sensation of her walls squeezing you triggers your own release.
"Take it all," you growl, slamming deep as you start pumping her full of cum. "Every last fucking drop..."
Your cock pulses inside her, flooding her pussy with rope after rope of hot cum. Rei whimpers and moans as you fill her, her walls still fluttering with aftershocks.
When you finally finish emptying yourself inside her, you slowly pull out to admire your work. Your cum immediately starts leaking from her well-used hole, dripping down her thick thighs.
"My turn to clean up," Ning says eagerly, moving between Rei's legs. She spreads Rei's ass cheeks, watching more cum leak out before diving in with her tongue.
Rei gasps and squirms as Ning eagerly licks up your mixed fluids, cleaning her thoroughly just like Rei did earlier. The sight has your spent cock giving an interested twitch, despite having just cum.
"Such good girls," you praise, running your hands over both their bodies as Ning continues her task. "Taking daddy's cum so well..."
"Thank you daddy," they respond in unison, making you chuckle.
This is definitely turning out to be the best Christmas Eve ever.
You watch contentedly as Ning finishes cleaning Rei's pussy, gathering every drop of cum she can find. Both girls are thoroughly satisfied, covered in sweat and various fluids from your activities.
"Think we wore daddy out," Ning giggles, noticing your softened cock. "At least for now..."
"Just need a little recovery time," you assure them, pulling both girls close. Their different body types press against you - Ning's small frame on one side, Rei's soft curves on the other.
"Good thing we have all night," Rei says with a shy smile, trailing her fingers over your chest. "And tomorrow..."
"And the day after," Ning adds mischievously. "Hope you didn't have any other Christmas plans..."
You groan as both girls start kissing your neck and chest, their hands roaming over your body. Despite having just cum twice, you can feel your cock starting to show interest again.
"Insatiable little sluts," you mutter fondly, running your hands through their hair. "Going to be the death of me."
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You wake up to the eerie quiet of Christmas morning, only in your boxers, the absence of warmth where you swear there were two bodies pressed against you last night. For a second, you wonder if you imagined itâthe laughter, the whispers, the sinful tangle of limbs. But the faint ache in your thighs and the scent of something heady lingering on the sheets say otherwise.
You rub your eyes, half-resigned to the idea it was all some cruel dream. Until the door crashes open, a sharp burst of sound followed by an explosion of giggles. Ning and Rei storm in like chaos incarnate, balancing a tray loaded with what looks like breakfast. Both are wearing your shirtsâoversized, nearly swallowing their petite framesâand nothing else except Santa hats perched jauntily on their heads. The shirts are just long enough to tease and short enough to torment.
âMerry fucking Christmas!â Ning announces, grinning like sheâs just won the lottery. She strides over, her bare legs pale against the dark fabric, and plops the tray onto your lap without much ceremony. Rei follows, quieter, her cheeks pink but her lips curved in that shy smile of hers. Her thighs brush the edge of the bed as she sits, and you canât help but notice how they press together, soft and inviting.
âUhâŚâ Youâre still processing. âWhat is this?â
âBreakfast, dumbass,â Ning says, rolling her eyes like youâve asked her why the sky is blue. âWe made it for you. Well, Rei did most of it. I just supervised.â
âI told you not to add that much whipped cream,â Rei mutters, poking Ning in the ribs.
Ning yelps, swatting her away. âYeah, yeah. He likes it sweet, donât you, babe?â
You blink at them, at the tray loaded with steaming hot chocolate, toast, and what might be pancakes under a mountain of whipped cream. âYou didnât have toââ
âShut up and eat,â Ning interrupts, jabbing a finger at you. âItâs Christmas. First one with the three of us. Youâre eating, and then youâre getting your present.â
âPresent?â You raise an eyebrow, suspicious. âWhat kind of present?â
They exchange a look. Ningâs grin stretches wider, and Rei ducks her head, suddenly very interested in smoothing out the bedspread. âYouâll see,â Ning says, her voice dripping with mischief.
Your stomach growls, betraying you, and you sigh, picking up the mug of hot chocolate. Itâs ridiculously sweet, just like Ning said, but thereâs a warmth to it that feels⌠right. Comforting, even. You glance at them, perched on either side of you, their legs tucked under them like theyâre settling in for a long haul.
âSeriously, though,â you start, setting the mug down. âThis is⌠I mean, you didnât have to go through all this trouble.â
Rei shakes her head, her voice soft but firm. âItâs not trouble. We wanted to.â
âYeah,â Ning adds, leaning back on her hands, the movement making the shirt ride up just a little too high. âBesides, itâs kinda our fault youâre in this mess. Least we can do is spoil you a little.â
You snort. âMess? That what weâre calling this?â
âHey, youâre the one who couldnât decide between us,â Ning shoots back, her eyes sparkling. âWeâre just making it easier for you.â
Rei nudges her, her cheeks turning a deeper shade of pink. âNingâŚâ
âWhat? Itâs true.â Ning turns back to you, her grin taking on a sharper edge. âAnyway, hurry up. Youâre gonna love what weâve got planned.â
You eye them warily but dig into the breakfast, their chatter filling the room as you eat. Ning keeps making snarky comments about the whipped cream, and Rei keeps tryingâand failingâto shush her. Itâs chaotic and ridiculous and more than a little surreal, but it feels good. Like maybe, just maybe, this crazy arrangement might actually work.
When you finally finish, Rei takes the tray, and Ning bounces to her feet, practically vibrating with excitement. âAlright, time for your present.â
âWhat is it?â you ask, already knowing you wonât get a straight answer.
Ning smirks, her eyes dark with promise. âLike I said, surprise.â
Rei stands too, her hands fidgeting with the hem of the shirt, but thereâs a glint of something in her eyesâsomething bold and a little dangerous. âJust⌠go with it,â she says, her voice quiet but steady.
They exchange a glance and, as if on cue, toss off their Santa hats. Before you can say another word, theyâre on you.
The taste of hot chocolate clings to your tongue, warm and sweet, as Ningâs lips claim yours, bold and insistent. Her kisses always feel like a challenge, like sheâs daring you to keep up, and you never back down. The moment she pulls away, Rei takes over, her touch softer, slower, like sheâs savoring every second. Youâre caught between them, your head spinning, and itâs hard to tell where one ends and the other begins.
âYou two are gonna kill me,â you mumble, your voice rough with affection and something deeper, heavier.
Ning smirks against your neck, her teeth scraping lightly at your skin. âThatâs the plan, babe.â
Rei giggles, her fingers tracing idle patterns on your chest. âWeâll make sure you enjoy it.â
They pause for a moment, shifting their attention to each other, and youâre helpless but to watch as they lean in. Ningâs hand slides up to cup Reiâs cheek, tilting her head slightly, and then their mouths meet. Itâs slow at first, teasing, their tongues brushing, testing, and then Ning deepens it, her free hand tangling in Reiâs hair. The sound of their lips, wet and needy, fills the air, and your cock twitches at the sight.
âJesus Christ,â you breathe, unable to look away. âYou two are fucking unreal.â
Ning pulls back just enough to smirk at you, her lips shiny and swollen. âLike what you see?â
âAlways,â you admit, your voice thick. âNot sure Iâll ever get tired of it.â
âYou better not,â Ning teases, her eyes sparkling with mischief. She turns back to Rei, her thumb brushing over her bottom lip. âHeâs hooked.â
Rei blushes but doesnât shy away, her gaze flickering to you. âGood. I donât want to share him with anyone else.â
âNeither do I,â Ning says, her tone playful but edged with something serious. âWhich is why weâve got a little surprise for you.â
Your eyebrows lift, curiosity piqued. âOh yeah? Gonna tell me what it is now?â
Ning grins, leaning in close enough that her breath tickles your ear. âWe talked, Rei and I. And we decided⌠you get to take her anal virginity today. Merry Christmas, babe.â
The words hit you like a freight train, and you blink at them, your brain scrambling to catch up. âWait, what?â
Reiâs cheeks are flaming now, but she doesnât look away. Instead, she presses closer, her hands splaying against your chest. âItâs true,â she murmurs, her voice soft but steady. âI want you to take my anal virginity. Just like you did with Ning.â
âHoly shit,â you say, looking between them. âYouâre serious?â
âYes, daddy,â Rei whispers, her eyes wide and sincere. âI want it. I want you to be the one.â
You swallow hard, your pulse pounding in your ears. âRei, are you sure? I mean, this isnâtââ
âIâm sure,â she cuts you off gently, her lips brushing against your skin. âI trust you. Just⌠take it slow, okay? I want it to feel good.â
âOf course,â you promise, your voice low. âIâll take care of you, baby.â
âDamn right you will,â Ning interjects, already tugging at your waistband. She yanks your underwear down with a triumphant grin, your cock springing free. âBut first, let me get this nice and wet for her.â
Her hand wraps around you, stroking lazily as her tongue darts out to lick the tip. The sensation makes you hiss, your hips jerking involuntarily. Rei watches, her teeth worrying at her bottom lip, her hand trailing down to rest on your stomach.
âRelax,â she whispers, leaning down to press a kiss to your chest. âLet us take care of you.â
Ningâs lips close around the head of your cock, warm and wet, and you groan, your fingers digging into the sheets. She works you over with practiced ease, her tongue swirling, her cheeks hollowing as she takes you deeper. Reiâs kisses move lower, her mouth brushing over your abs, her breath hot against your skin.
âYouâre gonna love it,â Ning murmurs around you, her voice muffled but clear. âFucking her tight little ass. Sheâs been dying for it.â
Rei nods, her hand slipping lower to cradle your balls, her touch tentative but eager. âI want to feel you everywhere,â she says softly. âPlease, daddy. Make me yours.â
Your head tilts back, a groan tearing from your throat. âFuck, you two are gonna ruin me.â
Ning doesnât hold backâshe never does. Her spit drips down your shaft, glossy and obscene, as she strokes you with both hands, twisting at just the right angle to make your toes curl. Every few strokes, she leans in to lap at the head, her tongue flicking over the sensitive slit, teasing a groan out of you. She glances up, her dark eyes locking with yours, her lips curling into a smirk thatâs equal parts wicked and playful.
âGod, youâre so fucking hard already,â she murmurs, her voice dripping with satisfaction. She spits again, the sound sharp and messy, the glob sliding down to pool at the base of your cock. âYou like this, donât you? Having me jerk you off while Reiâs being such a sweet little slut for you.â
Reiâs lips are soft against your chest, her kisses growing wetter, sloppier, as she works her way toward your nipple. Her breath is hot, her teeth grazing your skin before she closes her mouth around the sensitive bud. The sensation makes you jolt, a sharp gasp escaping you, and you tangle your fingers in her hair, giving it a gentle tug.
âGood girl,â you murmur, your voice rough with arousal. Reiâs whole body seems to shiver at the praise, and she looks up at you with those big, eager eyes, her cheeks flushed.
âYou like that, huh?â Ning snickers, her hand squeezing the base of your cock as her lips kiss along the shaft. âShe loves being called a good girl, donât you, Rei?â
Rei pulls back just long enough to nod, her voice soft but breathy. âYes, daddy. I love it when you call me that.â
âYeah?â You smirk, stroking her cheek with your thumb before tugging her hair a little harder, making her gasp. âThen be a good girl and keep sucking on me. Make me feel good.â
âYes,â she whispers, her lips returning to your chest, her tongue swirling around your nipple. She moans softly as she sucks, her nails dragging lightly across your stomach, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
Meanwhile, Ning takes you deeper, her lips sliding down your length with practiced ease. She moans around you, the vibrations shooting straight to your core, and your hips buck involuntarily, pushing just a little further into her mouth. She takes it like a champ, her throat relaxing as she swallows you, her spit making everything slick and filthy.
âShit, Ning,â you groan, your free hand gripping the back of her head. âYouâre so fucking good at this. That mouth of yoursâfuckâitâs like it was made for me.â
She pulls off with an audible pop, a trail of spit connecting her lips to your cock. âDamn right it was,â she purrs, her voice thick and sultry. âBut Iâm not done yet.â
She dives back in, her tongue running along the underside of your shaft, tracing every vein, every ridge, until youâre twitching in her grasp. She pauses at the head, her lips wrapping around it as she sucks hard, her cheeks hollowing. Her hand works your base, twisting and stroking in rhythm with her mouth, and you feel yourself getting dangerously close to the edge.
âFuck, Ning,â you gasp, your head falling back against the pillows. âYouâre gonna make me cum if you keep that up.â
âNot yet,â she teases, pulling back to kiss the tip, her tongue flicking out to taste the bead of pre-cum there. âWeâve got plans for this cock, remember? Canât let you blow it all in my mouth.â
Rei giggles softly against your chest, her lips brushing over your skin as she whispers, âDonât you want to save it for me, daddy? I want to feel it inside me. Please?â
Her words hit you like a lightning bolt, and you groan, your hips jerking as Ningâs mouth works you over one last time before she pulls off completely. She sits back on her heels, her lips swollen and shiny, her hand still stroking you slowly as she grins up at you.
âReady to give her what she wants?â she asks, her voice dripping with mischief. âBecause sheâs been begging for it, babe. And I think sheâs earned it.â
âYou're right. Okay, Rei, get on all fours on the bed.â
You stand up, your eyes raking over Rei as she slowly peels off the oversized shirt, letting it fall to the floor. Her pale skin glows in the soft light, and the way she shyly glances back at you makes your cock twitch with anticipation. Without hesitation, she climbs onto the bed, her movements deliberate, her curves on full display as she lowers herself onto all fours.
"Like this, daddy?" she asks, her voice trembling just enough to make your chest tighten.
"Just like that, baby," you murmur, stepping closer, your gaze locked on the tight, pink pucker of her ass. It clenches slightly as if in anticipation, and the sight is almost enough to undo you right there.
Beside you, Ning smirks, her eyes darting between you and Rei. "Fuck, she looks good like this. So eager to please. You better give her everything she deserves."
You crouch behind Rei, your hands gripping the soft curve of her hips. "Youâre goddamn perfect," you tell her, your voice low and rough. "But first, weâre gonna make this nice and wet."
Rei whimpers softly, her head dropping forward as she presses her cheek to the bed. "Yes, daddy. Please⌠make it feel good."
Your tongue darts out, teasing the rim of her asshole, and Rei gasps, her back arching as her body responds to the sudden jolt of sensation. You take your time, licking slow, deliberate circles around the sensitive flesh, savoring the way it twitches under your touch.
"Shit," Ning breathes, her voice heavy with arousal. She climbs onto the bed beside Rei, her fingers sliding down to part the folds of Rei's dripping pussy. "Look at her, already soaking wet. You really do love this, donât you, Rei?"
"Y-yes," Rei stammers, her voice muffled against the mattress. "It feels so⌠oh god⌠so good."
Ning chuckles, her fingers slipping inside Reiâs slick heat, curling just enough to make her moan. "Once you feel daddyâs thick cock in that pretty little ass, youâre never gonna want it any other way. Trust me, I know."
You hum in agreement, your tongue pressing more insistently now, the tip dipping just inside her tight entrance. Rei lets out a choked cry, her body trembling as she struggles to keep still.
"Fuck, you taste so good, baby," you murmur, your breath hot against her skin. "I could eat this ass all day."
"Sheâs already so tight," Ning says, her fingers pumping slowly in and out of Reiâs pussy. "Youâre gonna have to take it real slow at first. Donât break her too quick, daddy."
Rei whimpers at Ningâs words, her hips pressing back against your mouth. You take that as an invitation, thrusting your tongue deeper, swirling it inside her while your hands grip her ass, spreading her wider for better access. The slick sounds of your tongue and Ningâs fingers fill the air, mingling with Reiâs breathless moans.
"Daddy, please," Rei whines, her voice high and desperate. "I need you. I need you so bad."
"Not yet, baby," you say, pulling back just long enough to catch your breath. Your lips are slick with spit and her taste, and the sight of her writhing beneath you sends a surge of possessive lust through your veins. "Weâre gonna take our time. I want you to beg for it."
Rei turns her head, her eyes glassy with need. "Iâm begging. Please, daddy, I need you inside me."
Ning laughs, her fingers sliding out of Rei and trailing up to rub slow circles around her clit. "Look at her. So needy. Youâve got her hooked already, and you havenât even fucked her yet."
You grin, leaning in to press one last, lingering kiss to Reiâs asshole before sitting back, your hand stroking your cock slowly. "Alright, baby. Letâs see how much you can take.â
You kneel behind Rei, taking a moment to admire the viewâher body trembling with anticipation, her back arched just enough to push her ass higher into the air. The way her tight little hole flexes, opening and closing, as if beckoning you, makes your cock twitch painfully.
âYou ready, baby?â you ask, your voice low and steady, but the hunger behind it is impossible to miss.
Rei turns her head just enough to glance back at you, her cheeks flushed and her eyes wide with need. âYes, daddy. Please⌠I want you to make me ready.â
âGood girl,â you murmur, running a hand over the curve of her ass before spreading her cheeks apart, exposing her fully. âGotta take this slow. Donât wanna hurt my pretty girl, do I?â
Ning snickers beside you, her fingers still lazily playing with Reiâs pussy, occasionally brushing her clit just to make her squirm. âShe can take it, babe. Trust me, Iâve seen how much of a slut sheâs becoming for you.â
Rei whines at Ningâs words, burying her face into the bed. âIâm not⌠I justâoh god, daddyâpleaseâŚâ
You press your thumb gently against her entrance, teasing her with just the barest pressure. âWhatâs that, baby? You just what? Say it.â
âI just want you,â Rei stammers, her voice muffled but desperate. âI want to feel you. I want to take you.â
âThatâs my girl,â you say, slowly pushing the tip of your thumb inside her. The resistance is immediate, her tight ring of muscle clenching around you, but youâre patient. You wait until she relaxes, the tension melting away, before pushing deeper. âFuck, youâre so tight, Rei. Youâre squeezing me already.â
Rei moans softly, her hips shifting back against your hand. âIt feels⌠weird, but good. Please donât stop.â
âOh, Iâm not stopping,â you assure her, pulling your thumb out slowly before replacing it with your index finger. The slickness from your spit and her arousal makes it easier, but you still go slow, taking your time. âLet me know if itâs too much, alright?â
âSheâll be fine,â Ning chimes in, leaning down to press a kiss to Reiâs shoulder. âSheâs tougher than she looks. Isnât that right, Rei?â
âYes,â Rei whispers, her voice trembling. âI can take it. I want to take it.â
You smile, curling your finger inside her, watching the way her body reacts. âThatâs my good girl,â you murmur, adding a second finger without warning. Rei gasps, her back arching further as her hands claw at the sheets.
âOh my god, daddy,â she whimpers, her voice high and breathy. âItâs so⌠full.â
âAnd weâre just getting started,â you say, scissoring your fingers gently to stretch her. âYouâre doing so good for me, baby. Just relax.â
Ning grins, her fingers dipping back into Reiâs soaked pussy. âSheâs so wet, babe. Youâve got her dripping all over the bed. I bet sheâs gonna be addicted to this by the time youâre done with her.â
Rei shakes her head, though her moans betray her. âIâm not⌠I justâoh, fuck, daddy, that feels so good.â
You add a third finger, taking your time to work her open, the resistance gradually giving way to acceptance. Reiâs body quivers under your touch, her moans growing louder with each slow thrust of your hand.
âThink sheâs ready for you yet?â Ning asks, her voice dripping with mischief. âOr should we keep teasing her a little longer?â
You smirk, leaning down to kiss Reiâs lower back. âWhat do you think, baby? You ready for my cock, or do you want me to keep stretching you?â
âPlease,â Rei cries out, her voice breaking. âIâm ready. I want you, daddy. Please, I need you.â
âPatience, sweetheart,â you say, your fingers thrusting one last time before pulling out completely. âIâll give you what you need. But youâre gonna have to beg for it first.â
"I'm begging you daddy," she whimpers. "Please, I need your cock in my tight little asshole!"
"Fuck, you're so adorable like that, so needy. Alright, princess, I'll give you what you want so badly.â
Ning crouches beside you, her dark eyes glinting with mischief as she wraps her hand around your throbbing cock.
âLet me take care of this first,â Ning purrs, her tongue darting out to flick across the sensitive tip. A shiver runs up your spine as she presses a sloppy kiss to the head before sliding her lips down your shaft, her spit pooling as her hand twists expertly at the base.
Rei whimpers, glancing over her shoulder, her cheeks flushed and her lips parted. âPlease,â she whispers, her voice barely audible. âDaddy⌠Iâm ready.â
âPatience, baby,â you murmur, pressing her spine downward, making her arch her back even more. Her ass rises higher, her glistening folds peeking just beneath her tight entrance. Itâs enough to make your cock twitch in Ningâs mouth, her satisfied hum vibrating around you.
Ning pulls back with an obscene pop, a string of saliva connecting her swollen lips to your cock. She smirks up at you, her hand still stroking as she angles your cock toward Reiâs tight hole. âSheâs all yours, babe,â she says, her voice low and teasing. âMake her feel it.â
The slickness of Ningâs spit glides easily as you rub the tip of your cock against Reiâs tight entrance, teasing her. She gasps, her hips jerking back slightly, her soft cries music to your ears. âShh, baby,â you soothe, one hand steadying her hip while the other guides you into her. âWeâre going slow.â
Reiâs breath catches as the head breaches her, her body tensing, then softening under your touch. âOh god,â she whimpers, her fingers clutching the sheets. âItâsâitâs so muchâŚâ
âYouâre doing so good,â you murmur, your voice thick with desire. Inch by inch, you press into her, the tight heat of her untouched ass gripping you like a vice. Ningâs fingers trace lazy patterns on Reiâs spine, her voice dripping with encouragement.
âThatâs it, Rei,â Ning coos, watching intently as you stretch her. âYouâre taking him so well, like the good girl you are.â
You grip Reiâs hips firmly, feeling the tremble in her body as you push deeper, the overwhelming tightness of her ass gripping you like a vice. Her breath hitches, a soft cry escaping her lips as her fingers claw at the sheets. âIt hurts,â she whimpers, her voice trembling, but she doesnât pull away. She stays still, obedient, her back arching slightly to give you better access.
âI know, baby,â you murmur, leaning forward to press a reassuring kiss between her shoulder blades. âYouâre doing so good. Just breathe, okay? Let me in slowly.â
Ning crawls closer, her hands gliding over Reiâs trembling thighs. âThatâs it,â she whispers, her lips brushing against Reiâs ear as her fingers stroke soft circles over her skin. âYouâre such a good girl for him, Rei. Taking his cock so deep in that tight little ass⌠Youâre perfect.â
Reiâs breath comes in short, shaky gasps, her body taut beneath you. Every inch you press into her feels like a battle, her tightness squeezing you so hard it almost makes you dizzy. But she doesnât pull away. She takes it, her resolve clear in the way she pushes back against you, even as her whimpers grow louder.
âGood girl,â Ning purrs, kissing the back of Reiâs neck. Her hands glide upward, cupping Reiâs breasts. Ning teases her, pinching one nipple lightly, drawing a sharp gasp from her lips. âSee? You can take it. Youâre made for this, arenât you?â
âYes,â Rei breathes, her voice barely a whisper. âI⌠I can do it. I want to do itâfor you, daddy.â
Your cock twitches inside her at her words, the way her voice shakes but stays determined. You pull back slightly, the slickness of Ningâs saliva making it easier, then press forward again, inching deeper. Rei moans loudly this time, her head dropping forward as her body clenches around you.
âRelax, baby,â you say, your voice low and steady. One hand slips around to stroke her stomach, grounding her. âIâve got you. You can take it.â
Ning leans in, her lips finding Reiâs cheek, then her jawline, soft and reassuring. âYouâre doing so well,â she murmurs. Her free hand slides lower, brushing over Reiâs swollen clit, her touch feather-light. âFeel that? Youâre so wet, Rei. Youâre loving this, even if it hurts a little. Youâre so fucking strong.â
Rei cries out as Ningâs fingers work her clit in slow, teasing circles, her body trembling but yielding under you. âNing,â she gasps, her voice breaking. âOh god, Iââ
âShe loves it,â Ning says, grinning wickedly at you as she increases the pressure on Reiâs sensitive nub. âLook at her, babe. Sheâs taking your cock so deep, so perfectly. She just needs a little help relaxing.â
Reiâs breathing turns into soft moans, her body slowly opening up as you sink the last inch inside her. The tight, velvety grip around your cock is almost unbearable, but you hold still, letting her adjust. Ning doesnât stop, her lips peppering kisses down Reiâs neck and shoulders, her fingers working her clit with practiced ease.
âDaddy,â Rei whimpers, her voice raw. âItâsâitâs so much, but it feelsâŚâ
âFeels good, doesnât it?â Ning finishes for her, her grin sharp as she kisses Reiâs parted lips. âYouâre so fucking beautiful like this, Rei. So perfect for him.â
Rei nods weakly, her body relaxing just enough for you to start moving. You pull out slowly, almost all the way, before pushing back in, setting a deliberate, careful rhythm. Each thrust makes her moan louder, her cries a mixture of lingering pain and growing pleasure. Ning stays close, her hands roaming Reiâs body, her kisses keeping her grounded as you fuck her slowly, thoroughly.
âYouâre mine,â you growl, gripping her hips tighter as you thrust into her. âEvery part of you, Rei. You were made for me.â
âYes, daddy,â Rei gasps, her voice high and breathless. âIâm yours. All of me. Please donât stop.â
Your grip on Reiâs hips tightens, your fingers digging into her soft skin as you rock into her. Her ass clenches so tightly around you that every movement feels like it's pulling you deeper into an impossible grip, her body almost fighting you but yielding all the same. Reiâs gasps and broken cries fill the room, each one edged with pain but dripping with determination.
âYouâre so fucking tight, baby,â you groan, leaning forward so your chest brushes her back. âIâm barely inside, and youâre squeezing me like youâre trying to keep me there.â
Rei shudders beneath you, her head hanging low, her damp hair clinging to her flushed cheeks. âI-Iâm trying,â she whimpers, her voice trembling. âI w-want all of you, daddy. Iâll do it. Justâjust donât stop.â
âGood girl,â you growl, your voice dripping with praise and possession. âYouâre so fucking brave, taking me like this. Youâre going to let me ruin that tight little ass of yours, arenât you?â
âYes, daddy,â she gasps, her body trembling but arching back to meet you, her knees threatening to buckle. âI want it. Please, fuck me harder. Iâll be goodâIâll be so good for you.â
Your cock throbs inside her at her words, the way her voice shakes but carries no hesitation. You lean back, spreading her cheeks wider to watch yourself disappear into her. The sight is obsceneâher hole stretched taut around your thick length, swallowing you inch by inch. âLook at this,â you hiss, one hand gripping the base of her spine while the other keeps her spread. âYouâre so fucking small, and youâre still taking me like the perfect little slut you are.â
Ning, sprawled beside you, lets out a breathless laugh, her bare thighs glisten in the morning light as she runs her fingers between them, biting her lip. âGod, youâre so fucking hot like this, Rei,â she murmurs, her tone dripping with arousal. âTaking him so deep, even though it hurts. Youâre such a good girl, baby. Youâre making me so wet just watching you.â
Rei lets out a choked moan, her body trembling harder as you begin to move faster, your thrusts growing more deliberate. âFuck, daddyâitâsâoh god, itâs so much,â she cries, her voice high and breathless.
âYou can handle it,â you snap, your tone sharp but full of pride. âYouâre my brave little slut, arenât you? You want this. Youâve been begging for it.â
Her head nods weakly, her voice breaking as she whimpers, âYes, daddy. I w-want it. Please donât stop. Iâll take itâIâll take all of it.â
Your pace increases gradually, each thrust forcing a loud cry from her lips. Sheâs trembling under you, her body taut but pliant, her ass rising higher as you hold her open. Every plunge into her is met with her tight walls gripping you harder, the resistance making you groan in pleasure.
âFuck, Rei,â you growl, your hands sliding down to squeeze her ass cheeks as you spread her even wider. âYouâre so goddamn tight. I could stay buried in this perfect ass all night.â
Ning moans softly, her fingers working faster against her clit as she watches. âKeep talking to her,â she gasps, her other hand teasing her breasts. âShe loves it. Tell her how good sheâs being. Tell her how fucking perfect she looks with your cock stretching her like that.â
You lean down, your chest pressing against Reiâs back as you pick up speed, each thrust making her cry out louder. âYouâre taking it so fucking well, baby,â you murmur against her ear, your voice rough. âYouâre mine, Rei. Every part of you belongs to me, and Iâm going to make sure you feel it every time you move tomorrow.â
Her moans are ragged now, her fingers clutching the sheets so tightly her knuckles are white. âOh god,â she whimpers, her voice raw. âIt hurts, daddyâbut it feelsâfuckâit feels so good. Please, donât stop.â
âIâm not stopping,â you promise, your voice harsh with lust. âYouâre gonna take everything I give you, arenât you?â
âYes,â she cries, her body shaking beneath you. âYes, daddy. Iâll take it all. Pleaseâplease just keep fucking me.â
Your hips snap forward harder, faster now, the slick sounds of your cock sliding into her filling the room. Reiâs cries grow louder, her voice breaking with every thrust, but she doesnât pull away. She braces herself, pushing back against you, her determination driving you wild.
âFuck, look at her,â Ning breathes, her fingers moving in frantic circles over her clit. âSheâs so fucking beautiful like this, isnât she? Taking your cock like a goddamn champ.â
You smirk, gripping Reiâs hips harder as you slam into her, your thrusts deep and relentless now. âSheâs perfect,â you growl, your voice dripping with possession. âThis tight little ass was made for me.â
Rei sobs out a moan, her body shaking violently. âDaddy,â she whimpers, her voice barely audible over the sounds of your thrusts and Ningâs breathless cries. âIâm yours. Use me like your fucktoy. Pleaseâdonât stop. I want it all.â
Your cock throbs inside her, the heat of her body driving you closer to the edge. âYeah, youâre mine, Rei,â you groan, your voice rough and commanding. âEvery part of you. And Iâm not stopping until I ruin this perfect little ass.â
Your hips drive into Rei with a relentless rhythm now, the sound of your body meeting hers echoing sharply in the room. Rei's screams tear through the air, a blend of agony and pleasure so raw it sends a pulse of heat straight to your cock. Her face is buried in the sheets, her hair a damp mess as her ass rocks back to meet you, even as her legs shake from the effort.
âFuck, daddy!â she wails, her voice breaking on the edge of a moan. âItâit hurts so much, but it feelsâoh godâit feels so good! Please, donât stop!â
âGoddamn, look at her,â Ning pants from her place beside you, her fingers slick as they work her clit in tight, desperate circles. Sheâs watching intently, her eyes drinking in the sight of Reiâs stretched, trembling body taking you over and over. Her lips curve into a wicked grin, her voice low and sultry as she says, âYou should spank her.â
Your hips falter for a brief second, and you glance at her, sweat dripping from your brow. âYeah?â you growl, your hands gripping Reiâs shaking hips tighter.
âFuck yes,â Ning breathes, licking her lips. âHave you not noticed yet, babe? She loves it. The pain, the stretchâitâs driving her fucking wild. Behind that sweet, innocent face, sheâs a filthy little whore who needs it.â
Rei lets out a choked gasp, her moans breaking as her body trembles harder beneath you. âN-Ning,â she stammers, her voice muffled by the sheets, but thereâs no denial in her tone. Only embarrassment. And arousal.
âIs that true, Rei?â you ask, your voice dropping to a growl. You lean down, pressing your chest to her back as your cock drives even deeper into her ass. âAre you just a dirty little slut who loves the pain?â
Rei hesitates for a moment, her breath coming in shallow gasps, before she nods weakly, her voice trembling as she whispers, âYes, daddy.â
âThatâs my girl,â Ning purrs, her fingers dipping lower, slipping into her dripping pussy as she watches with a hungry grin. âTold you. Sheâs a whore for it. She wants you to use her, to hurt her, to make her scream. Isnât that right, Rei?â
Reiâs face burns crimson, but she moans loudly, her body tightening around you as she stammers, âY-yes, itâs true! I love itâoh godâI love it when you hurt me!â
Your cock throbs at her confession, and your lips curl into a dark smile. âThen youâll fucking love this,â you growl, raising your hand and bringing it down hard on her ass. The slap echoes through the room, sharp and loud, and Rei screams, her body jolting forward as her cheeks jiggle from the impact.
âFuck!â Rei cries, her voice high and ragged. âDo it again, daddy! Please, spank me!â
Ningâs laughter is breathless, her hand working faster between her legs as she watches. âSee? I told you. She fucking loves it.â
You donât hesitate, your hand coming down again, harder this time. Reiâs scream turns into a moan, her back arching as her ass turns a delicious shade of red. âYou like that, baby?â you growl, your hand rubbing the stinging flesh before delivering another sharp slap. âYou like feeling my hand on your ass while I fuck you like the little whore you are?â
âYes, daddy!â Rei sobs, her voice thick with tears and lust. âI love it! I love it so muchâoh god, donât stop!â
Your hand rains down on her, each slap harder than the last, her cheeks bouncing beautifully with every impact. The sound of your hand meeting her skin mixes with her broken cries and moans, filling the room with an almost primal rhythm. Her body clenches tighter around you with each strike, driving you closer to the edge.
âLook at her,â Ning murmurs, her voice husky with arousal. Her fingers plunge into herself faster, her other hand squeezing her breast as she watches the scene unfold. âSheâs such a fucking mess, and itâs perfect. Keep going, babe. Spank her harder. Make her feel it.â
You oblige, your hand coming down harder, leaving bright red marks on her pale skin. Reiâs cries grow louder, her voice hoarse, but she doesnât pull away. Instead, she pushes back against you, her ass rising higher, begging for more.
âYouâre such a good girl,â you growl, slamming into her harder, your cock driving deep into her tight, trembling hole. âTaking everything I give you. You love it, donât you?â
âYes!â Rei screams, her voice breaking. âI love it, daddy! I love being your dirty little slut!â
âThatâs right,â Ning moans, her hips rocking as she fingers herself desperately. âYouâre his filthy little whore, Rei. And you love every second of it.â
Your pace becomes merciless, every thrust a deep, punishing drive into Reiâs tight, trembling ass. Her high-pitched screams ring through the room, a symphony of pain and pleasure that pushes you further, makes your cock throb as her body writhes beneath you. Her hole squeezes you so tightly, it feels like sheâs trying to pull you in deeper with every desperate moan.
âFuck, baby,â you growl, slamming into her with a brutal rhythm that makes her ass ripple with each impact. âYouâre screaming so loud for me. You love it, donât you? You love how Iâm wrecking your perfect little ass.â
âYes, daddy!â Rei cries, her voice shaking, her hands clawing at the sheets as her whole body quivers. âI love itâI love how it hurts! Please, donât stop!â
���Donât you dare stop,â Ning chimes in, her voice breathless and full of raw heat as she kneels beside Rei, her body gleaming with sweat. Her fingers slide between her slick thighs, teasing her own dripping cunt as she watches the scene unfold. âSheâs about to cum, babe. I can see it. Sheâs such a filthy little slut, sheâs going to cum with your cock in her ass. Isnât that right, Rei?â
Rei nods frantically, her face buried in the sheets as she screams, âIâm so close, daddy! Please, please make me cum! I need itâI want to cum with your cock in my ass!â
Her desperation sends a surge of heat through you, and you tighten your grip on her hips, pulling her back to meet every brutal thrust. Your free hand comes down on her ass again, hard, the slap echoing through the room as her skin turns a deeper shade of red. âYou want to cum for me, baby?â you growl, spanking her again. âThen take it. Take all of me.â
Reiâs cries reach a fever pitch as you go all out, slapping her ass with every thrust, her cheeks bouncing under the force. âFuck!â she screams, her voice breaking. âDaddyâIâmâIâm gonnaâoh god, Iâm cumming!â
You feel itâthe way her body tightens, her ass clenching impossibly around you as she lets out a scream so loud and raw it sends shivers down your spine. Her whole body trembles violently, her knees giving out as she collapses onto the bed, her moans turning into soft, breathless sobs.
âGood girl,â you murmur, your voice rough and full of pride. You slow your movements, savoring the way her body spasms around you, milking every last ounce of pleasure from her. âThatâs my good fucking girl. You came so hard, didnât you?â
Rei whimpers, her face buried in the sheets, too wrecked to form words. Ning moves closer, a wicked smile playing on her lips as she kneels beside her, reaching down to spread Reiâs ass cheeks. âLook at this,â Ning purrs, her tone dripping with admiration. âYou destroyed her, babe. Her holeâs all red and swollen, and sheâs still twitching from it. God, Rei, youâre so fucking hot like this.â
Rei lets out a soft whine, her exhausted body melting into the mattress as Ning leans down, her lips brushing Reiâs trembling shoulder. âYouâre so perfect,â Ning whispers, her voice gentle but full of desire. She presses a kiss to Reiâs neck, then her cheek, before capturing her lips in a deep, hungry kiss. Their mouths move together, soft and slow at first, before Ningâs tongue slips inside, claiming Rei in a way thatâs both comforting and carnal.
Rei moans weakly into the kiss, her body still trembling as Ning pulls back, her lips shiny and swollen. âYou did so well, baby,â Ning murmurs, brushing Reiâs hair back from her damp face. âBut now itâs my turn.â
Ning flashes you a wicked grin as she slides off the bed, helping Rei move to the side. Rei watches, her breathing still ragged, as Ning crawls onto the mattress, positioning herself on all fours. Her bare ass sways enticingly as she looks over her shoulder at you, her eyes dark with lust.
âCome on, babe,â she purrs, spreading her knees wider to give you a perfect view of her dripping pussy. âRei got her turn. Now itâs mine. Fuck me like the filthy slut I am.â
Ningâs ass sways temptingly, her smooth skin practically glowing under the soft light. You canât resist the way she presents herself, so eager and proud, her legs spread wide, her hips tilted just right. Your hand comes down on her ass with a loud, sharp slap, the sound ringing through the room as her flesh jiggles under the impact.
âFuck!â Ning gasps, her back arching deeper as she throws a playful smirk over her shoulder. âGod, I missed that.â
You run your hand over the reddened spot, squeezing her cheek roughly. âAnd I missed fucking this perfect little ass,â you growl, your voice thick with anticipation. âItâs been too fucking long, Ning. Iâve been dying to wreck you again.â
She grins, her tongue darting out to wet her lips. âThen stop teasing and do it already,â she purrs, wiggling her hips. âYou know how much I love the way you stretch me open. Make me feel it.â
You lean down, spitting directly onto her tight hole, the warm saliva glistening as it slides over her skin. She shivers at the sensation, a low, needy moan spilling from her lips. Your fingers spread the slick wetness over her entrance, circling it teasingly, pressing just enough to make her squirm beneath your touch, her hips wriggling in desperate anticipation.
âGod, youâre still so fucking tight,â you mutter, pressing the tip of your cock against her hole. Ning pushes back against you, her body relaxed, welcoming. âEven after all the times Iâve fucked you, your ass feels like itâs trying to swallow me whole.â
âThatâs because itâs yours,â she shoots back, her voice breathy but bold. âThis ass was made for you, babe. So quit talking and fill me already.â
You chuckle darkly, gripping her hips as you push forward. The head of your cock breaches her, her tight heat wrapping around you like a vice. Ning hisses, her fingers gripping the sheets as she adjusts to the intrusion, but thereâs no hesitation in her bodyâonly want.
âFuck, Ning,â you groan as you slide deeper, inch by inch. âYouâre still so fucking tight. But you take it so well. Look at this ass, swallowing me like itâs hungry for it.â
âGod, yes,â Ning moans, her voice trembling with need. âI love itâI love how you fill me, how deep you get. Keep going, babe. Give me all of it.â
You sink in fully, her ass clenching around you as if refusing to let you go. She lets out a guttural moan, her body shuddering as she pushes back against you, taking you to the hilt. âThatâs it,â you growl, your hands spreading her cheeks to watch how perfectly her body grips you. âGood fucking girl. Youâre taking me so deep already.â
âFuck, daddy,â Ning gasps, her voice dripping with lust. âYouâre so bigâI can feel every inch. Donât stop. Please donât fucking stop.â
You pull back slowly, almost all the way out, before slamming back in, earning a sharp cry from her lips. Her body trembles under your grip, but she doesnât falter. She pushes back to meet you, her ass bouncing beautifully with every thrust.
âGoddamn,â you mutter, picking up your pace, the sound of your hips meeting her echoing through the room. âI could fuck this ass every day and never get tired of it. You feel so fucking good, Ning.â
âDo it,â she moans, her voice high and desperate. âUse me. Fuck me like the dirty slut I am. I want itâI need it.â
Your thrusts grow harder, faster, the slick heat of her body making it impossible to hold back. âYou love this, donât you?â you growl, spanking her ass again. âYou love being fucked like this, having your ass stretched open just for me.â
âYes, yes, yes!â Ning cries, her voice cracking as her body rocks under your assault. âI fucking love it! God, you fuck me so good. I want moreâI need more!â
You grip her hips tighter, driving into her with abandon now, her cries spurring you on. âThatâs my girl,â you snarl, watching the way her body takes you so perfectly. âYou take everything I give you. Youâre so fucking good for me, Ning.â
âFuck, babe,â Ning pants, her voice breathless but full of bliss. âYouâre gonna ruin me. But I fucking love it. Keep goingâdonât stop. I want you to wreck me.â
Your rhythm quickens, every thrust deep and punishing, sending shockwaves through Ningâs body. Her cries grow louder with each snap of your hips, a mix of guttural moans and filthy encouragement that drives you to go even harder. Her ass swallows you completely, the tight heat pulling you in, her body taking every inch like itâs exactly what she was made for.
âFuck, Ning,â you growl, your fingers digging into her hips as you hammer into her. âYouâre so goddamn tight. How do you still feel like this after everything? Like your ass is squeezing me on purpose.â
Ning glances back at you, her face flushed, her lips curled into a cocky grin despite the way her body trembles. âBecause I love it,â she pants, her voice thick with lust. âI love the way you stretch me. I love the way you fuck me like youâre trying to break me. Give me more, babe. Donât hold back.â
Her words ignite something feral in you, and you grip her even harder, slamming into her with a force that makes her gasp, her hands clutching at the sheets to keep herself steady. The sound of skin meeting skin fills the room, mingling with her cries and the wet, obscene slickness of her taking you so easily.
Out of the corner of your eye, you catch Rei sitting up on the bed, her wide eyes glued to the scene unfolding in front of her. Her cheeks are still flushed from her own wrecking, her lips parted as she watches Ning being fucked mercilessly, her small hands fidgeting with the sheets.
âEnjoying the show, baby?â you ask, your voice rough, teasing, as you deliver a sharp slap to Ningâs ass. The smack echoes, her cheek bouncing under your palm, drawing a loud moan from her lips.
Rei blinks, her breath hitching as she meets your gaze. âIâI didnât know she could take it like that,â she murmurs, her voice soft but tinged with awe. âSheâs... sheâs amazing.â
âDamn right I am,â Ning gasps, throwing a glance over her shoulder. Her grin is wild, her eyes blazing as she moans, âYou better be taking notes, Rei. This is how a good slut takes it. Isnât that right, babe?â
You smirk, delivering another sharp thrust that makes Ning cry out, her ass clenching around you. âSheâs not wrong,â you say, your voice thick with pride. âNingâs a fucking champ. Always has been. Look at her, Rei. Sheâs taking my cock so deep, begging for more, like the filthy little whore she is.â
Reiâs cheeks darken, her thighs pressing together as she squirms, clearly affected by the raw intensity of your words. Ning notices, her grin widening as she throws another taunt her way. âYou like watching, donât you, Rei? You like seeing how he wrecks me? Bet itâs making you wet again already.â
Rei stammers, her eyes darting down, but she doesnât deny it. Ning laughs breathlessly, her body rocking forward with every thrust, her cries growing higher, more desperate. âGod, babe,â she moans, her fingers clutching at the sheets as she pushes back against you. âHarder. I want to feel you fucking destroy me.â
Your grip tightens on her hips, your pace turning brutal, each thrust making her ass ripple, her moans breaking into incoherent cries. âYou want me to ruin you, Ning?â you snarl, your voice rough as your cock drives deeper. âYou want me to fuck this tight ass so hard you feel it for days?â
âYes!â she screams, her head dropping forward as her body shakes under the force. âFuck me harder, daddy! Wreck meâmake me yours!â
Reiâs small gasp catches your ear, her wide eyes watching every moment, every movement of your hips, the way Ningâs body takes you without hesitation. âYou see this, Rei?â you say, your voice commanding even as your thrusts grow frantic. âThis is what it looks like to give everything to me. To let me take you however I want.â
Rei nods weakly, her breath coming in shallow pants, her hands gripping the sheets tightly as her gaze stays locked on the two of you. Ning moans louder, her body arching as she cries out, âYes, yes, yes! Fuckâdonât stop! I need it, babeâI need you to fucking ruin me!â
Your cock drives into Ningâs ass with deliberate, deep thrusts now, your pace slowing but losing none of its intensity. Each stroke makes her moan loudly, her body quaking as she takes every inch of you like she was made for it. The way her ass grips you so tightly, the soft, wet sounds filling the room, itâs all enough to make your head spin.
But then your eyes catch Rei. Sheâs sitting on her knees, her thighs pressed tightly together, her lips parted as she watches with wide, hungry eyes. She looks like sheâs trying to stay still, but her body betrays herâthe small, involuntary shifts of her hips, the way her hands clutch at the sheets. Sheâs boiling with lust, practically trembling with it, and itâs clear she wants more.
You smirk, slowing your thrusts just enough to tease Ning, who whines in protest, trying to push back against you. âHold on, Ning,â you say, your voice low and commanding. âI think Rei wants to join the fun. Donât you, baby?â
Rei blinks, her cheeks flushing as she stammers, âIâIâŚâ
âGet on all fours,â you order, cutting her off. Your tone leaves no room for argument, and Rei obeys immediately, crawling onto the bed until sheâs beside Ning. She looks up at you with those big, innocent eyes, but thereâs nothing innocent about the way her body shivers with anticipation.
âThatâs my good girl,â you murmur, running a hand down her back as she settles into position. âNow stay still. Let me take care of both of you.â
You pull out of Ningâs tight ass with a groan, her body clinging to you as if it doesnât want to let go. Your cock throbs, slick and dripping with saliva and her arousal, as you turn to Rei. Sheâs trembling on all fours beside Ning, her eyes full of desperation, her pussy glistening with need.
âYour turn, baby,â you say, your voice low and commanding, as you guide the head of your cock to her soaked folds. You tease her entrance, rubbing the tip against her slit, drawing a shaky gasp from her lips. âYou want this, donât you? Youâve been sitting there, watching, dripping for me.â
âYes, daddy,â Rei moans, her voice trembling with need. âI want it so bad. Please, fuck me. Fill me up.â
You push into her slowly, savoring the way her pussy stretches around you, impossibly tight and hot, like her body was made for you. Rei cries out, her back arching as you sink in deeper, inch by inch, until youâre buried to the hilt. Her walls clench around you, pulsing, drawing you in further.
âFuck, Rei,â you groan, gripping her hips as you give her a deliberate thrust that makes her whimper. âYouâre so fucking tight. You feel incredible, baby.â
Reiâs voice breaks as she moans, her fingers clutching the sheets. âOh god, daddy. Youâre so bigâI can feel every inch. Please, donât stop.â
Behind you, Ning lets out a breathless laugh, shifting to press her chest against the mattress, her ass raised high in the air. âDonât forget about me, babe,â she purrs, wiggling her hips. âIâm not done with you yet.â
You smirk, pulling out of Rei with a wet, obscene sound that makes her whimper. âDonât worry,â you say, sliding back into Ningâs ass in one smooth thrust. âIâm not leaving either of you wanting.â
Ning gasps loudly, her back arching as her body clamps around you. âFuck, yes!â she moans, pushing back against you. âThatâs it, babe. Iâve missed thisâmissed you wrecking me like this.â
Your rhythm builds, switching between them, your cock plunging deep into Reiâs tight, wet pussy before sliding back into Ningâs ass. Their cries blend together, filling the room with filthy harmony, each thrust earning a moan, a gasp, or a scream as you take them both.
âLook at you two,â you growl, your hands gripping their hips as you alternate between them. âSide by side, letting me use you however I want. Youâre both so fucking perfect.â
Rei whimpers, her voice high and breathless. âDaddy, you feel so good,â she cries, her body trembling beneath you. âI love itâI love the way you fuck me.â
âGoddamn, Rei,â Ning breathes, glancing over at her with a wicked grin. âListen to yourself. Youâre such a good little slut for him. Look at you, taking his cock so well.â
You slap Ningâs ass hard, the sound sharp and loud, making her cry out. âYouâre both filthy little sluts,â you say, your tone full of pride and possession. âTaking turns on my cock, moaning for me like this. Fuck, youâre perfect.â
Ningâs laughter turns into a moan as you pound into her harder, her ass bouncing under your grip. âKeep going,â she gasps, her voice hoarse but full of need. âWreck me, babe. Make me feel it. I want to be sore tomorrow.â
You pull out of Ning with a wet pop, slamming back into Reiâs pussy, her body jerking forward with the force. She screams, her nails digging into the sheets as her walls tighten around you. âDaddy,â she sobs, her voice cracking. âIâIâm so close. Please, donât stop. I need to cum.â
Your grip tightens on her hips as you thrust harder, faster, driving her toward the edge. âThen fucking do it,â you growl, your voice harsh. âShow me how good you are. Cum for me, baby.â
Rei's body trembles beneath you as you pound into her pussy, the sound of wet, slick thrusts mixing with her desperate cries. Her hands clutch at the sheets, her back arching as you drive deeper, your cock stretching her in ways that have her gasping for air. Her moans are high-pitched, frantic, every sound dripping with need.
"Daddy!" she wails, her voice breaking as her thighs start to shake. "IâI'm gonna cum! Please, don't stop! I can't hold itâI'm so close!"
You grip her hips tighter, your thrusts growing rougher, faster, as you chase her over the edge. "Do it," you growl, slamming into her harder. "Cum for me, Rei. Show me what a good little slut you are."
Her scream tears through the room, raw and guttural as her orgasm slams into her. Her pussy clenches around your cock, a vice of molten heat, her body shaking violently as wave after wave of pleasure crashes through her. She sobs into the sheets, her nails digging into the fabric as her juices coat your cock, dripping down her thighs.
"Fuck," you mutter, watching her fall apart. "You're so goddamn perfect, baby. Look at you, cumming so hard on my cock. You love it, don't you?"
"Yes, daddy!" she cries, her voice trembling. "I love itâI love how you make me feel!"
As Rei collapses forward, her body spent and trembling, you pull out and immediately turn your attention to Ning. Her ass is still raised, swaying slightly, her cheeks red and marked from your earlier slaps. She glances back at you, her grin wicked despite the way her body trembles with anticipation.
"Come on, babe," she purrs, wiggling her hips. "Wreck me. I want to feel itâI need it."
You waste no time, sliding back into her tight ass with a deep, brutal thrust that has her crying out. Ning pushes back against you, her body greedy, taking every inch as you pick up a relentless pace. Her moans are filthy, each one sharper and louder than the last as you pound into her without mercy.
"Fuck, Ning," you growl, gripping her hips hard enough to leave marks. "Your ass feels so fucking good. It's like it's begging me to destroy you."
"Yes!" she screams, her voice hoarse but full of desperate need. "Destroy me, babe. Make me cumâplease, I need it so bad!"
You spank her hard, the sharp slap making her whole body jolt as her ass ripples under your palm. She screams again, her cries turning into sobs of pure pleasure as you slam into her harder, deeper. "You're such a filthy little slut," you snarl, your cock driving into her over and over. "You love this, donât you? Love being fucked like youâre nothing but a toy for me."
"God, yes!" Ning moans, her voice breaking. "I'm your slut, babe! Do whatever you wantâjust don't stop!"
Her body tightens suddenly, her back arching as her moans become frantic, incoherent. She grips the sheets, her knuckles white as her orgasm tears through her. Her ass clenches around you, spasming as she cries out, her voice raw and shaking. "Fuck! I'm cummingâoh god, I'm cumming so hard!"
You watch her fall apart, her body trembling violently, every muscle in her taut with the force of her climax. Her cries are ragged, broken, her face pressed into the sheets as her orgasm leaves her a shaking, breathless mess.
"That's it," you mutter, slowing your thrusts to savor the way her body milks you, still so tight and hot. "You look so fucking good like this, Ning. Completely ruined."
She collapses beside Rei, her body spent, her breaths coming in shallow gasps as she glances back at you with a weak but satisfied smirk. "Youâre fucking incredible," she murmurs, her voice hoarse but dripping with satisfaction.
Your words are sharp, cutting through the heavy, lust-drenched air. "On your knees," you command, your voice low and authoritative. Ning and Rei, their bodies still trembling and spent, slowly rise from the bed, obediently sliding down to the floor. They kneel before you, side by side, their flushed faces tilted up, their eyes wide and eager.
"Good girls," you murmur, stroking your cock lazily as they watch, their gazes locked on you like theyâre waiting for your next move. The sight of themâbare, disheveled, and completely at your mercyâsends a thrill straight to your core.
You step closer, gripping your cock as you tap it against Ningâs cheek, the wet head leaving a glistening streak on her skin. She smirks, her tongue darting out to taste it, her eyes dark with hunger. "You missed this, didnât you?" you growl, shifting to Rei, letting the heavy length rest against her soft, flushed cheek.
Reiâs breath hitches, her eyes flicking up to yours as she whispers, "Yes, daddy." Her voice is soft but laced with desire, her cheeks burning as you slide the tip across her lips, teasing her.
"Youâre so fucking cute, Rei," you say, your tone teasing as you tap her cheek lightly with your cock. "These cheeks were made to be marked by me. Look at youâso innocent, but so fucking filthy."
Rei whimpers softly, leaning into the touch, her lips parting slightly as her tongue flicks out to taste you. Sheâs hesitant but eager, her wide eyes looking up at you, waiting for permission.
"Not yet," you say, pulling back just enough to make her whine. "Iâm not done teasing you."
You switch to Ning, slapping your cock lightly against her lips. "And you," you growl, your voice rough. "Always so greedy. Always ready to take everything I give you."
Ning chuckles, her grin sharp as her tongue swirls around the tip, wet and teasing. "You know I love it," she purrs, her voice thick with arousal. "But donât make me wait too long, babe. I want your cum."
You let your cock trail back and forth between them, grazing their lips, their cheeks, their tongues as they take turns tasting you, their moans soft and needy. Rei leans forward, her adorable face full of desperation as she presses her lips to the tip, her tongue flicking out to lap at the bead of pre-cum there.
"Please, daddy," she whispers, her voice trembling. "Let me suck you. I want to make you feel good."
Ning joins in, her hand reaching up to wrap around your shaft as she plants a wet kiss on the side. "Sheâs right," she murmurs, her lips brushing against you. "Weâll make you feel so good. Just let us take care of you."
You smirk, finally giving in as you nod. "Go ahead, then," you say, your voice low and commanding. "Show me what you can do."
The two of them waste no time, their mouths meeting at the head of your cock as their tongues swirl together, wet and eager. Ning takes you deeper first, her lips sliding down your shaft as Rei licks and kisses at the base, her small hands cupping your balls gently.
"Fuck," you mutter, your hand tangling in Reiâs hair as you guide her closer. "You two look so fucking good down there. Keep goingâdonât stop."
Ning pulls back with an obscene pop, passing your cock to Rei, who takes you into her mouth slowly, her eyes closing as she savors the weight of you on her tongue. Her cheeks hollow as she sucks gently, her moans vibrating against your shaft as Ning licks along the side, her tongue tracing every vein.
"Thatâs it," you groan, your hips twitching as you watch them. "Good girls. Suck me just like that. Make me want to fill those pretty little mouths of yours."
Ning and Rei are relentless, their mouths working together in perfect, filthy harmony as they lavish attention on your cock. Their tongues slide along your shaft, wet and sloppy, as they take turns sucking you deep, their soft moans sending vibrations through your body. The obscene sounds of their lips smacking and their spit dripping fill the room, mixing with their desperate pleas.
"Please, daddy," Rei whimpers, pulling back just enough to let her swollen lips brush against the tip of your cock. Her wide, innocent eyes look up at you, glistening with desperation. "I want your cum. I need it. Pleaseâplease give it to me."
"God, babe," Ning pants, licking up the side of your cock before taking you back into her mouth, her cheeks hollowing as she sucks hard. She pulls off with an audible pop, her hand stroking you as she grins up at you wickedly. "Donât make us wait. Weâre being so good for you. Just let us have it."
"Keep begging," you command, your voice rough with arousal as you grip the base of your cock, guiding it back to Reiâs soft lips. "I want to hear how much you need it."
Rei whines softly, her small hands wrapping around your thighs as she leans in, pressing a kiss to the sensitive head. "I need it so bad, daddy," she whispers, her voice trembling. "Please⌠please cum for us. Iâll do anything."
"Yes, babe," Ning adds, her tone full of heat as her tongue flicks over your balls, her hand sliding up and down your spit-slick shaft. "Weâre ready for it. Just look at us. Weâre your good little sluts, and we want you to cover us in it."
Their desperate pleas send a surge of heat straight through you, and you feel the tension building, your body on the brink. You pull back slightly, your hand wrapping firmly around your cock as you start jerking off, stroking yourself in quick, rough movements.
The sight of them drives you insaneâtheir beautiful faces tilted up toward you, their cheeks flushed, their lips wet and swollen from sucking you. Their eyes stay locked on your cock, watching every stroke as their hands reach out to touch your thighs, their fingers trembling with anticipation.
"Fuck," you groan, your grip tightening as you feel yourself teetering on the edge. "You two look so fucking perfect like this. Beg for it one more time. Show me how much you want it."
"Please, daddy!" Rei cries, her voice high and needy, her hands clasped together like sheâs praying for your release. "I want your cum all over me. I need to feel itâplease, please give it to me!"
"Cover us, babe," Ning moans, licking her lips as she inches closer, her face right next to Reiâs. "Weâre yours. Mark us. Show us how much you love it when weâre good for you."
Their words push you over the edge, and with a guttural groan, you explode. Thick, hot ropes of cum spurt out, splashing across their eager faces, painting their cheeks, their lips, their foreheads. Rei gasps softly as a glob lands on her tongue, and Ning moans, her eyes fluttering shut as she tilts her face up, letting it drip down her skin.
"Fuck," you mutter, your body trembling as you milk every last drop onto them, the sight of their cum-splattered faces enough to send another jolt of heat through you. "You look so fucking good like this. Covered in my cum. My good fucking girls."
They stay still, their breaths shallow, their hands rising to touch their faces, smearing the warm, sticky mess across their cheeks. "Clean me up," you order, holding your cock out toward them. "Suck the rest off. Donât waste a drop."
Rei moves first, her tongue darting out to swirl around the sensitive head, her lips closing softly as she sucks, her moans sending shivers through you. Ning joins her, licking along the shaft, her tongue brushing against Reiâs as they work together to clean you, their mouths wet and eager.
"Fuck, that feels so good," you groan, your hips twitching as they take turns, their lips pressing kisses to your still-throbbing cock.
Once theyâre satisfied, they lean back, their fingers trailing over their cum-covered faces. Ning dips a finger into a thick glob on her cheek, bringing it to her lips with a grin. "So warm," she murmurs, her voice playful. "And so much."
Rei watches her, then mimics the gesture, her cheeks flushing as she licks her fingers clean. "Itâs⌠itâs kind of sweet," she whispers shyly, glancing at you.
Ning smirks, leaning closer to Rei, her voice low and teasing. "Letâs see how it tastes on you."
She presses her lips to Reiâs, her tongue slipping inside, and Rei gasps softly before melting into the kiss. Their mouths move together, wet and sloppy, as they share the taste of you, their moans soft and full of heat. When they finally pull apart, their eyes meet yours, their faces still streaked with your release, and they smile, utterly wrecked and satisfied.
An idea hits you, sharp and wicked. You glance down at them, their gorgeous faces still painted with your cum, and the two Santa hats lying forgotten on the floor catch your eye. A slow grin spreads across your face.
âStay just like that,â you say, your voice low and full of intent. âDonât move.â
Rei and Ning look up at you, curiosity flickering in their lust-heavy gazes. You bend down, grabbing the Santa hats and brushing off any stray lint before holding them out.
âHere,â you murmur, smirking as they take them. âPut these back on. I want to record thisâremember it.â
Reiâs cheeks flush, but she doesnât hesitate. She grabs the hat with trembling fingers, sliding it onto her head, her messy hair spilling out from underneath. Ning snickers softly, more than eager as she adjusts hers, tilting it at a playful angle.
âYouâre serious?â Ning asks, her lips curling into a devilish grin.
âDead serious,â you reply, already picking up the phone on the nightstand. âYou two look fucking perfectâadorable and filthy all at once. Iâm not letting this moment slip away.â
They exchange a glance, Rei biting her lip nervously, while Ning just shrugs, her smirk widening.
âAlright,â Ning says, leaning forward slightly, tilting her chin up as if presenting herself. âMake it a good one, babe.â
Rei nods shyly, her hands clasped together in her lap, her wide eyes shimmering with that innocent-but-not-so-innocent look that drives you crazy. âDo you⌠want us to smile?â
âDamn right I do,â you say, holding up your phone. âBig, pretty smiles, ladies. Let me see those faces.â
They obey instantly, their lips curling into sweet, innocent smiles that contrast so perfectly with the cum streaked across their cheeks and lips. The Santa hats perched jauntily on their heads only add to the surreal, filthy beauty of the moment.
âHoly fuck,â you mutter, snapping photo after photo. âYou two are so fucking hot like this. Perfect little sluts, looking so goddamn adorable and dirty all at once.â
Reiâs smile falters slightly, her cheeks burning. âD-donât say that,â she whispers, though the way her thighs press together betrays how much she loves it.
âWhy not?â Ning teases, nudging her. âItâs true. Look at us. Weâre fucking masterpieces.â
You chuckle darkly, snapping one last shot before lowering your phone. âAlright,â you say, your voice softening just a bit as you grab the wet wipes from the bedside table. âLetâs clean you up now.â
You kneel in front of them, pulling a wipe free and gently cupping Reiâs chin. She looks up at you, her wide eyes trusting as you start wiping the sticky mess from her cheeks.
âYou did so good, baby,â you murmur, your voice low and soothing. âSuch a good girl for me.â
Her lips part slightly, a soft sigh escaping her as you finish, discarding the wipe before moving to Ning. She tilts her head back, her smirk softening into something almost tender as you carefully clean her face.
âCanât have you two walking around looking like this,â you joke lightly, tossing the last wipe aside. âEven though I kinda wish I could keep you like this forever.â
Ning chuckles, leaning in to press a quick kiss to your cheek. âYouâre such a sap sometimes,â she teases, but her eyes shine with affection.
Rei giggles softly, her fingers brushing over the brim of her hat. âThank you, daddy,â she whispers, her voice small but full of warmth.
You sit back on the bed, watching Rei shift slightly where she kneels. The way her thighs tremble and how she winces just a little when she moves catches your attention. A smirk tugs at your lips, but thereâs genuine care in your tone when you ask, âHowâs your ass, baby? Still sore?â
Rei nods shyly, her cheeks flushing as she glances over her shoulder. âIt⌠it still hurts,â she admits softly, her voice trembling. âI can feel the marks from where you spanked me.â
You lean forward, brushing her hair back gently, your fingers trailing down her cheek. âLet me see,â you murmur, guiding her to turn slightly. The marks on her ass are still visible, red and slightly raised from where your hand connected earlier. A pang of pride and guilt mixes in your chest as you trace one with your fingertips, making her shiver.
âStill so beautiful,â you say softly, your voice full of affection. âBut donât worry, baby. Iâll take care of you now. Youâve been such a good girl for meâIâll make sure you feel better.â
Rei bites her lip, her eyes fluttering closed as she leans into your touch. âThank you, daddy,â she whispers, her voice so small it makes your chest tighten.
Before you can say anything else, Ning snickers beside her, that sharp grin back on her face. âThis is my favorite part,â she says, her voice playful but affectionate. âYou fuck us like youâre trying to break us, then turn around and treat us like weâre goddamn princesses. Itâs almost unfair how good you are at this.â
You chuckle, shaking your head as you pull both girls closer, making them sit on the bed. âYou are my princesses,â you say, wrapping an arm around Ning while your other hand strokes Reiâs back gently. âThatâs why I canât just leave you all wrecked like this. Gotta take care of my girls, donât I?â
Ning smirks, pressing a quick kiss to your jaw. âDamn right you do,â she says, her tone softer now. âBut I guess thatâs why we keep coming back for more.â
Rei giggles softly, curling into your chest, her body relaxing as your fingers trace soothing patterns over her back. âI like it when you take care of us,â she murmurs, her voice barely audible.
âAnd I always will,â you promise, pulling both of them even closer. âAlways.â
These twoâyour Rei, your Ningâtogether like this, looking up at you with soft smiles and heat still lingering in their eyes, itâs overwhelming. Youâve always loved them, separately, deeply, but seeing them like this, each one by your side, their small hands caressing your body... it seems like a dream too good to be real.
Reiâs cheeks are still red, her lips swollen from the intensity of everything, and sheâs the first to speak. âSo⌠what do you think?â she asks softly, her voice trembling just a little.
Ningâs grin is more confident, but thereâs a flicker of vulnerability in her dark eyes as she adds, âYeah, babe. Was this the best Christmas present ever, or what?â
Your hands find theirs instinctively, your fingers lacing with theirs, squeezing tight. âAre you kidding me?â you say, your voice thick. âThis⌠this is everything. I donât even know how to put it into words. You two⌠fuck, I love you both so much.â
Reiâs eyes widen, her breath catching, and Ningâs grin softens, a rare sweetness creeping into her expression. âGood answer,â Ning says, leaning in to press a quick kiss to your lips. âWe wouldnât have done this if we didnât feel the same way, you know.â
Rei nods, her voice small but firm as she says, âWe talked about it a lot, and⌠and we decided we both love you too much to let you go. So⌠weâre here. Together.â
âTogether,â you repeat, your voice quiet but full of awe. You look at them, your chest tightening as the reality sinks in. âFor real, right? Like⌠this isnât just a one-time thing?â
Ning laughs, her hand coming up to brush some of the sweat-damp hair from your forehead. âYeah, babe, for real. Weâre not going anywhere.â
Reiâs smile is soft, shy, as she squeezes your hand. âWe want to make this work. The three of us. If⌠if you want that too.â
You stare at them for a long moment, your heart pounding. Then you pull them both into your arms, holding them so tightly itâs like youâre afraid they might disappear. âBeing completely honestâ you murmur against their hair, âthis is the best fucking thing thatâs ever happened to me. You two togetherâitâs perfect. Youâre perfect.â
Ning chuckles softly, her arms wrapping around your waist as she nuzzles into your neck. âWe do go pretty well together, donât we?â she says, her voice teasing but warm.
Rei giggles, her face buried against your chest. âI think so,â she murmurs.
You pull back just enough to look at them, your hands cupping their faces, your thumbs brushing over their flushed cheeks. âMore than perfect,â you say, your voice low but steady. âI donât even know how I got this lucky, but Iâm not letting either of you go. Ever.â
Rei blushes deeper, her smile soft and full of love, while Ning smirks, her confidence back in full force. âDamn right youâre not,â she says, leaning in to kiss you again, this time slower, sweeter.
When she pulls back, Rei surprises you by leaning up to kiss you as well, her lips soft and hesitant but filled with just as much emotion. Itâs like something slots into place as the three of you sit there, tangled together, an unusual union, but one that still seems perfectly logical.
âBest Christmas ever,â you murmur, your hands holding theirs tightly.
Ning laughs, her head resting on your shoulder as she says, âYou better believe it, babe. And this is just the beginning.â
Rei nods, her smile growing as she leans into your other side. âMerry Christmas, daddy.â
You chuckle, pulling them closer as your heart swells with a love so deep, it feels like it might burst. âMerry Christmas, my girls.â
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what arcane characters would be like at christmas!
inspired by @cosmicporos whose work is here <3
iâm in the christmas spirit and wanted to do a sillier post on what some arcane characters are like at this time of the year! once christmas and exams are over, iâll get back to working through requests â¸(ď˝ĄË áľ Ë )â¸âĄ
Jinx:
jinx gifts you something homemade, maybe a scrapbook of all the things you did together throughout the year?
aw omg i bet sheâs amazing at taking secret picsâŚthereâs so many embarrassing pictures of you in there but you canât even hate it when she doodles love hearts right next to them :â)
all the pictures inside would be meticulously dated with a corresponding memory to go underneath
she wants to show you how much she cares!
jinx would love anything you give her, but she would swoon if you got her materials to make more chomper bombs - she loves how accepting and enthusiastic you are of her hobbies
jinxâs favourite holiday activity is decorating!
she loves getting into a festive spirit where itâs seen as more acceptable to be goofy and childlike?
sheâs very thrifty so i feel like most of the decor is stuff you guys make together in front of a warm fire while it snows outside hehe
makes cranberry and popcorn garlands which you guys end up eating by the end of the week
thereâs just plain string all over the place đ
obviously there will be christmas themed graffiti
instead of a star or angel on top of the tree, she makes miniature figurines of you two hugging to stick on top
she is incredibly down bad for you and loves the holidays because she gets to be extra sentimental
gets a stupidly skinny christmas tree that barely has enough branches to wrap decorations around but she wouldnât have it any other way
jinx doesnât want to take everything tooooo seriously
jinxâs favourite christmas song is i wish it could be christmas everyday
Vi:
vi gifts you your own leather jacket! it's second hand and a bit worn through but she tried her best
you always spoke about how much you loved her jacket and now you two can match
irons and pins on patches of your favourite bands all over the jacket
spends so much time into making sure it looks perfect for you
i can see you two wearing each otherâs jackets a lot so you can smell like one another
best investment ever - now everyone knows you two are made for each other
she would love it if you gifted her boxing gloves in her signature colour!
viâs favourite holiday activity is sledding!
she probably uses an old sled her and jinx made together when they were younger
itâs seen better days but she doesnât want to give it up anytime soon
better wear a helmet in case the whole sled comes apart as you ride it đ
sheâs the kind of person to convince you to let her push the sled down a steep hill⌠she cheers as you scream in fear
when you asked her if it was safe she winked and told you to trust her đ
big mistake but how can you say no to her???
you both land in a heap of snow at the bottom, laughing so hard you have to catch your breath as snowflakes melts into your hair
she rolls you around in the snow and kisses you for a loooooong time hehe
viâs favourite christmas song is baby itâs cold outside
Ekko:
ekko gifts you a painting he made of you!
heâs very nervous when he does, watching for every little reaction on your face - he just wants to know that he did a good job and made you happy
how could you not like it? he captures your likeness so well it feels like looking in a very flattering mirror
you can tell how much love and thought he put into it
he would love it if you gifted him more face paint and hair dye - even better if you offer to do it for him!
ekkoâs favourite holiday activity is playing in the snow!
snowball fights, building snowmen and igloos, making snow angels - all of it!
this guy LOCKS IN when it comes to snowball fights
honestly sometimes you want to say no bcs he gets a bit too committed and you feel like youâre getting hunted down đ
but then he promises to make you hot chocolate when you get inside so it works out in the end
accidentally pelts you in the face with a solid snowball and his face drops
he runs over to where you got knocked over and is worriedly checking you all over to make sure youâre not hurt
thatâs when you shove snow down his back and run away in a fit of giggles
he goes still before he starts to chase after you - you both launch snow at each other for house
yeah, you both get ill after that đ
ekkoâs favourite christmas song is santa clause is coming to town
Jayce:Â
jayce gifts you jewellery he forged himself :3
i can see him dragging you along to the workshop, making you watch him be all sweaty and hot for hours (youâre not complaining)
if you ask what exactly heâs making there he brushes it off as a custom piece of equipment needed for his experiments - little do you know itâs actually gifts for you
when he does gift it to you he has the most smug look in his face
who else is doing gifts like him?? exactly đââď¸
he would love it if you gave him new tools he can use when heâs doing his forging!
jayceâs favourite holiday activity is making gingerbread houses!
mainly sneakily nibbling away at little pieces of you (you notice)
you two end up ditching the house and smear icing all over each other
he licks the icing off your cheek
you tell him how gross he is but heâs not fooled when youâre blushing and giggling at his antics
after you two finish your âbreakâ, you get to work on finally completing the gingerbread house
doesnât let you leave the kitchen until youâre done - he made BLUEPRINTS for the house
it ends up being more like a mansion when youâre done
heâs cheesing so hard when itâs done and he makes you pose with the house
he posts it on his instagram story with some dumb caption (âlook at my sweet treat and the gingerbread house we made đâ) and you only find out when your friends send it to you
jayceâs favourite christmas song is all i want for christmas is you
Viktor:
viktor gifts you customised skincare he made just for you!
he is more physics-minded but after hearing you complain about how all the products you tried just werenât doing it for you, he decides to step up
spends so much time consulting chemists at the academy for help creating the products
âsubtlyâ asks you questions about your skin so as not to give himself away
âyour skin looks quite dry today, would you agree?â
says this in front of a bunch of people - you hate this man so much đ
youâre so happy when he gifts it to you, youâve never had someone listen so intently to what you talk about
you definitely cry into his arms and heâs a bit stunned but eventually holds onto you - you stay like that for a while
he would love it if you gave him fancy coffee to help him stay up in the lab!
viktorâs favourite holiday activity is going to the christmas markets!
loves the smell of cinnamon and cocoa in the air, loves how the cold air nips at his nose
the icy ground is a bit of a nuisance for his cane but he knows he always has you to help out, even if he hates asking ^^
makes you two look at all the lights so you can rate them
goes to basically every dessert stand and scarfs down an insane amount of sweet things in record time
likes to buy the weirdest snow globes he can find
viktorâs favourite christmas song is winter wonderland
Caitlyn:
cait gifts you a first-edition copy of youâre favourite classical novel!Â
she had to pull a lot couple of strings to get it but she would do just about anything for youÂ
even though youâd be happy with anything she gives you, she places a lot of expectations on herselfÂ
she stresses herself out over making sure you have the best christmas everÂ
she would love it if you gave her clothes that she would actually wear, things sheâs told her she likes - not just what sheâs expected to wearÂ
caitâs favourite holiday activity is ice skating!
sheâs honestly so good at ice skating youâre surprised it isnât her job or somethingÂ
takes you skating on the frozen lake at her estateÂ
if you donât know how to skate, sheâs incredibly patient and teaches you the basics
she loves that you have to cling onto her so you donât fall overÂ
if you know how to skate, she bashfully asks if you want to learn coupleâs ice skating choreography with herÂ
has the time of her life doing lifts and jumps with you!Â
wishes she could stay outside skating with youÂ
cait's favourite christmas song is underneath the treeÂ
Mel:
mel gifts you a holiday at your dream destination!
she has lots of money at her disposal and gifts you things all the time, so she really has to go above and beyond for this one
you complain about barely getting to see her due to her work on the council so she manages to get a week away with you!
has a whole itinerary planned out so all you have to do is sit back and relax
makes up for all the time she spent away from you by making sure you're both attached at the hip lol
she would love it if you gifted her one of those jars full of little notes with things you love and admire about that person!
melâs favourite holiday activity is playing games by the fireplace!
at first, sheâs off-put by the whole idea - sheâs not a child
but deep down i feel like sheâs quite lonely and yearns to feel like she really belongs somewhere, sheâs just scared to be emotionally vulnerable
so when you come along she reluctantly agrees and finds that she really loves doing this at a time that reminds her of her estranged family
loosens up around you and feels like she can really be herself
sheâs also very competitive so it adds more drama to it all
you guys definitely argue when you play charades or uno đ
she makes it up to you by letting you win the next game even if itâs incredibly obvious
makes silly bets when you play - âif i win the next round you have to tell me what you got be for christmasâ
sheâs such a cutie
melâs favourite christmas song is santa baby
Ambessa:
ambessa gifts you a spa day
honestly a bit of a self-indulgent present since her mind isnât completely innocent with this gift
a spa day is a spa day however
she doesnât celebrate christmas - itâs a useless frivolity that wastes precious time that could be used to train her army
she knows how much you enjoy it though so she makes an exception for you
you can tell her heartâs not in it but itâs sweet that she tries for you
she would love it if you made her an intricate meal with all her favourite noxian foods!
ambessaâs favourite holiday activity is making christmas cards!
well, sheâs not the one making them
she just watches you make them
but she thinks the look of concentration on your face is quite endearing so she stays around to watch you make them
sheâs surprised by how much effort goes into making them from scratch and she walks away with a new appreciation for your hobby
you could beg her to join but sheâs just not gonna do it đ
she likes you, but not that much
ambessaâs favourite christmas song is none of them unfortunately <\3 (she has a soft spot for feliz navidad)
Heimerdinger:
heimerdinger gifts you a jailbroken gaming console đ
he spent precious time on that thing
doesnât agree with doing things like that usually but itâs christmas
everyone deserves a treat every now and then!
hopes youâll focus on your work at the academy more often if you have this
backfires in his face because youâre constantly on it now, oh well
at least you liked the present
he would love it if you you gifted him a song you wrote!
heimerdingerâs favourite holiday activity is secret santa!
he is SO bad at keeping his a secret đ
he goes around the academy asking people about your hobbies, likes and dislikes
you know he has you by the end of the day lmao
heâs so cute you canât even be mad
heimerdingerâs favourite christmas song is wonderful christmastime
AU!Claggor:
claggor gifts you one of his hybrid plants!Â
this is a huge honour since theyâre basically his childrenÂ
the one he gifts you was a seedling from the very first plant that managed to survive off the fissure gasesÂ
gives you a whole speech on how to properly care for it (tells you the secret is to whisper positive affirmations to it every morning)Â
heâs nervous gifting it you since it means so much to him, but he knows he can trust you to look after itÂ
itâs so sweet since heâs sharing such an important part of his life with you!
he would love it if you gave him cuttings from a rare plant you may or may not have taken from some rich piltieÂ
claggorâs favourite holiday activity is baking!Â
he has his own apron and everythingÂ
makes cookies and yule logs topped with marshmallows - he goes above and beyondÂ
makes enough to give out to family and friendsÂ
he loves seeing people enjoy his labor of love, it makes him all fuzzy insideÂ
claggorsâs favourite christmas song is itâs beginning to look a lot like christmasÂ
AU!Mylo:
mylo gifts you wool gloves!
you always complain about having cold hands so whenever you two are outside, your hands are always in your pockets
but he wants to hold your hand :(
so gloves it is!
two birds with one stone
he would love it if your gift was literally just a kiss under the mistletoe, he doesnât ask for much!
myloâs favourite holiday activity is scavenger hunts!
heâs another one who thinks certain activities are childish, but once he gets in the zone istg heâs shoving actual kids out of the way đ
like i genuinely believe you would have to restrain him because heâs going feral over this
he needs to calm down tbh
probably loses to a five year old and sulks for the rest of the rest of the day
myloâs favourite christmas song is a nonsense christmas
Silco:
silco gifts you expensive clothes and perfume/cologne
heâs got MONEY and i feel like he wants to make up for the fact that heâs never had much growing up, so he spoils you in all the ways you deserve
he rolls his eyes if you tell him you donât want anything for christmas
as if he would let you celebrate the day empty handed
when you asked him for a big fir tree you got it, along with mountains of presents stacked underneath
way too many for one person
he watches you intently with a smirk on his face, loving the way your eyes light up with each present you unwrap
he likes having the satisfaction that only he can treat you like this
he would love it if you offered to inject his eye as a gift - he canât really reject this, can he?
if you offered under any other circumstances, he would probably say no
silcoâs favourite holiday activity is dressing up as santa!
ok hear me out
one day when jinx was younger she asked if she would see santa that year
and he justâŚdressed up as him?? and gave her presents??? and now itâs a tradition thatâs stuck đ
keep in mind jinx didnât believe in santa at this point but he had no idea about this so he didnât want her to be disappointed
his santa impression is just âho, ho, hoâ đ heâs so deadpan itâs hilarious
he has this tacky stiff beard and pillows stuffed under his costume
so when you find out about it, you beg to see it with your own eyes
itâs sooooo embarrassing for him but he loves making his favourite people happy no matter the cost
doesnât let anyone else but you two and sevika see him like that
silcoâs favourite christmas song isâŚthe christmas song lol
Sevika:
sevika gifts you a custom-made gun, âto Y/N, from sevâ inscribed on the handleÂ
sheâs secretly whipped for you but canât let anyone else know, how else is she meant to keep up her tough facade?Â
teaches you how to use the gun - she doesnât want you to be defenceless in the lanes, especially since youâre connected to someone like herÂ
her worst fear is someone hurting you to get to herÂ
she would love it if you got her a backup arm, god knows hers is always getting ruined considering all the fights she gets intoÂ
sevikaâs favourite holiday activity is watching christmas movies!
she rarely gets a moment to relax so when the holidays come around, she loves getting to chill with you on the couchÂ
you guys watch those awful hallmark movies and you spend the entire time complaining the the tv about how unrealistic and dumb the characters areÂ
she throws popcorn at the tv whenever her least favourite character shows upÂ
oooh i can picture you two sipping on mulled wine, sevikaâs arm wrapped around your shouldersÂ
youâre basically snuggled into her lap and she lives for itÂ
would die if anyone saw her like that thoughÂ
makes it a yearly tradition to show you the picture she secretly took of silco dressed up as santaÂ
she basically glows inside when she hears your laughter ring out like bellsÂ
sevikaâs favourite christmas song is please come home for christmasÂ
Vander:
vander gifts you free hug vouchers lmaoÂ
i see him as someone who values sentimental value over material possessions, so he came up with this genius idea >:)
youâre having a bad day? redeem a free bear hug!
youâre feeling sappy? redeem a free bear hug!Â
you just want a hug? you donât even need to ask!Â
he was scared you would think he was just being lazy with this present but heâs elated when he sees you openly tearing up at itÂ
you both laugh at the christmas table over his presentÂ
he would love it if you gave the kids a gift, it shows how much you care!Â
vanderâs favourite holiday activity is carol singing
except drunk (itâs for charity!)
drunk carol singing is good for the soul, or so he saysÂ
i can imagine him and silco when they were younger wandering the streets, cheeks red with sappy grins straining their faces, belting out songs at the top of their lungsÂ
multiple people told them to shut upÂ
they just sang louderÂ
end up at the last drop where they have a karaoke sessionÂ
when he does get tips for his carolina, he uses it to help the most vulnerable people in zaunÂ
helping his people is his main priority Â
vanderâs favourite christmas song is let it snow
masterlist
#arcane#arcane fanfic#arcane headcanon#jinx x reader#vi x reader#ekko x reader#ekko arcane#jayce x reader#arcane jayce#viktor x reader#viktor arcane#caitlyn x reader#arcane caitlyn#mel x reader#mel arcane#ambessa x reader#ambessa arcane#heimerdinger x reader#heimerdinger#claggor x reader#arcane claggor#mylo x reader#arcane mylo#silco x reader#sevika x reader#vander x reader
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Ghoap x reader. Autistic reader. Christmas angst. Allusions to Ghostâs backstory. Salacious use of ribbon. Soap being inappropriate. NSFW.
Soap fidgets on the train the whole way over to the light show. You donât notice, of course, your earplugs are in, but Ghost, hypervigilant for the season, cocks an eyebrow.
âItches like mad,â Soap grouses. He tugs at the collar of his sweater, a ghastly thing in fuzzy green, red, and gold, with LED bulbs embroidered down the front.
Ghost scowls at him. Soap purses his lips, not chastened. You sit between them, oblivious, fingering the zipper of your purse.
Thereâs enough cheer on the train to make up for their collective lack. More than one person wears a dumb Santa hat, and at least every other has on something colorful and festive. It seems like everyone feels some sort of Christmas spirit but Ghost, and it makes his hackles tense up.
Your hand slips into his then, smooth like silk settling over his palm. He looks at you; your gaze is fixed steadily ahead, unfocused. Heâs not sure whether you reached for him to find comfort or offer it, but he closes his fingers around yours anyway.
He looks overâSoap has your other hand. Reaching to find, then. He squeezes.
The three of you wait until the very last moment to disembark when you arrive, letting the crowd out first. Ghostâs choice. The absolute last thing he wants is to lose either you or Soap in the stream of people flowing from the trainâSoap will get distracted, and you hate it when strangers crowd you. This is going to be a trial as it is.
Ghost has to admitâonce they reach the grounds, the displays are something to see. Together, you walk through a tunnel of lights leading you to the beginning of the walk, rings of warm white gently shining overhead, and Ghost, despite himself, canât help but admire how it makes both of his partners look like theyâre glowing.
Then Soap tugs at his sweater again, and Ghost bites down a growl.
âOh, hot chocolate,â you say at the end of the tunnel, looking over at a cart laden with a few big steel samovars. âIâm going to get some, either of you want any?â
âCider,�� Ghost says, softening the curtness of his tone with the tenner he hands you. âIf theyâve got any.â
âCoffee for me, hen, if you donât mind,â Soap adds with a smile. You nod, and scurry toward the drinks.
Soap eyes him. Ghost knows what he seesâhis back has been ramrod straight since the bloody month started. He holds his shoulders the same way he might if he had his rifle across his chest. His jaw has been hard as a cinder block any time the market clerk tossed âhappy holidaysâ at him when he did his best to get away as fast as he could.
âDonât,â Ghost says.
Soap says nothing.
This is not their first Christmas together, but it is their first with you. The sergeant already knows how Ghost feels about the holiday; you do not, and Ghost wants to keep it that way for a little while longer.
Divining your feelings about anything takes a little longer than it might with anyone else, but heâs pretty sure youâre excited, in your way. Soap, for whom pine trees and glitter and the smell of snow in the air seem to activate a sleeper agent in his brain that orgasms at the mere sight of tinsel, already has a Wellington resting in their shared fridge, and artfully wrapped presents crammed under their pre-lit tree. The two of you together have flooded the flat with lights, candy-cane frippery, crocheted snowflake doilies, and ski-lodge scented candles.
Ghost, for his part, has scrolled various travel websites to figure out if assassinating Santa Claus is something actually feasible. Maybe if he defeats the final boss of Christmas he can actually sleep through the night at least once this month.
It isnât that he hates it, exactly. Itâs just that Christmas, to him, began as a hazy game of roulette, wondering if the wild animal of his father would appear to ruin the exchange of charity-shop gifts wrapped in reused paper, and then solidified as an image reflected in pools of spreading blood.
The last happy Christmas, he had to burn down. Thatâs no reason that he has to ruin it for everyone else, though.
You return with three paper cups held awkwardly in your two hands, and Ghost and Soap relieve you of your burden. Your cup has a peppermint stick jutting up out of it, and you use it to stir your steaming drink periodically as the three of you proceed.
The path leads through an army of glowing snowmen in mismatched sizes, life-size gingerbread houses, past multicolor balls tossed across the top of a frozen pond. Trees banded with so many strings they look like branches of lightning reaching up from the earth. Electric snowflakes dangling above your heads from netting stretched between lampposts.
Ghost keeps clenching and unclenching his fist. His cider goes rapidly cold in his other hand, untouched. He probably canât get his money back for it, but heâs agitated enough to start a fight and try.
Meanwhileâitâs obvious, youâre enjoying yourself immensely. You donât say much as you flit between installations, running a hand over the glowing bulbs, tilting your head this way and that like a curious little bird. You take your phone out more than once to open your camera, and Ghost knows youâre saving pictures to put together a slideshow later on.
More than once, you look back at him and Soap, and grin wide at some novelty or another. Ghost manages to nod his head at youâgo on, little birdie, keep having fun.
âJesus,â Soap mutters, trying to scratch at a spot on his back for the third time.
âFuckâs sake, Soap, just take the fucking thing off,â Ghost snaps.
âCanna,â Soap says.
âWhy the fuck not?â
Soapâs mouth slants sideways. He looks around for spectators, and, finding none within eyeshot, lifts the bottom of the sweater.
Bright, shiny, very red ribbon runs in two lines along the naked cut of his obliquesâdown past the waistband of his trousers.
Ghost tosses the cider out of his cup and grips Soap by the back of the neck, throws, âOY! Duckie! Bathroom!â at you, and drags his boyfriend to the nearby public loo.
Itâs empty, thank god, so Ghost wastes no time yanking the closure of Soapâs trousers open. The ribbon continues downward, downward, the V narrowing and narrowing untilâ
It converges in a (somewhat lopsided) bow tied right around the base of Soapâs dick.
âSoap, what the fuck,â Ghost says.
The sergeant backs up, and pulls the sweater fully off. It reveals a latticework of satiny red crisscrossing his chiseled torso: lines of ribbon accenting the curves of his pectorals, his toned abdomen, highlighting the small indent of his trim waist.
Soapâs cheeks flush pink.
âGoes further down,â he mutters, not meeting Ghostâs eye.
âWhat the fuck,â Ghost repeats.
âWas gonna do a big reveal when we got home,â Soap says. âStart stripping when we got the door closed. That rubbish.â
Ghost, incredulously, snorts, and Soap smiles at him.
âFirst time youâve laughed this month,â he says quietly. âSâ why I did it.â
Ghost steps up to him and takes Soapâs chin between thumb and forefinger. âYou fucking idiot,â he says, and kisses him.
The bathroom door opens, letting in a gust of wind, and Ghost and Soap jump back from each other momentarily, before relaxing when your voice reaches them.
âThere better not be a handjob happening in here without meâoh,â you say, stopping short.
Shoving the waist of his pants down further, Soap turns around to show off to you the full extent of what heâs done. It gives Ghost a good look at the pretty intersections happening overtop of the muscles of Soapâs back, and the dip of the ribbon down between the two perfect globes of Soapâs arse.
You blink several times. âThere isnât a lock on this door, Soap. If I get down to suck you off, someone is going to come in.â
Impossibly, Ghost snorts again, and then laughs for real, a full-belly guffaw that comes out a little more harsh than it should. But you grin at him, and the line of Soapâs shoulders, which Ghost suddenly realizes has been as tense as his this whole time, relaxes.
He pecks the bare swell of Soapâs bicep, and then the crown of your head as he passes you by.
âIâll hold it closed, duckie,â he says. âDo whatever you want.â
He only leaves the door once when he hears you shriek suddenly with laughterâto find that Soap has decorated his cock with a peppermint-loop of red lipstick, all the way to the tip.
âFucking idiot,â Ghost repeats, and cancels his trip to the North Pole then and there.
#ghoap x reader#ghoap x you#ghost x soap#ghost x reader#soap x reader#soap x ghost#ghostsoap#mwritesghoap#madi writes#unedited be gentle#merry Christmas etc
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Muay Thai - Part 1
Jihyo x M/Reader
Inspired by Jihyo's Seibja Ep_13
Proofread by @vorrentis, big thanks for some ideations by @authorhjk1
Word counts : 6163 words
All works are fictions ENJOY !
After a long week traveling across Thailand, Jihyo was preparing for her next new plan on her traveling show Seibja.
The last episode had her surfing and though challenging, she had a wonderful time and now awaited for her next adventure. It wouldnât be long as the screenwriters and directors have a suggestion, and itâs something she would be eager to take on.
Director: âJihyo, we came up with the idea that your next challenge would be to try Muay Thai, you know about the sport right?
Jihyo: âOhh, Iâve seen how intense that can get.â
Director: âWell if you donât mind, how about we set that for you to try at a local gym for the next episode?â
Jihyo: smiles and nods yes! I'm wanting to get some exercise in, letâs go!"
Director : âThen I shall book it. Weâll see you in a few days about the schedules for pro trainers, but that shouldnât be much of a problem, also our cameraman will go with you too to film it, I hope you too will work well togetherâ
Jihyo: "I work well with anyone sir, I did spent a whole trip with many other foreigners. I canât wait!â
A few days later
Jihyo was at her hotel lobby, passing time on her phone texting Jeongyeon.
Today was her time to get her Muay Thai episode filming and now she was waiting for her driver/cameraman to take and film her. He texted her ten minutes ago heâd be there and twelve mins have passed since
Jihyo wondered if she should call or-
"Excuse me? Ms. Park?â Jihyo looked up from her phone and noticed a man approaching her and stood up.
Jihyo: "Hey there! Youâre the cameraman who will be in charge of todayâs filming right? How should I call you? I'm Jihyo, no need for formalities.â
Cameraman: âThe name is Jungwoo, nice to meet you. Can I say that Twice is my favorite group. When I heard about this job, I couldnât believe it. Itâs a pleasure to work with their leader.â extends hand as Jihyo shook it
Jihyo: âThen letâs have fun together Jungwoo, letâs get this Muay Thai show started!â
Jungwoo chuckles at her energy as he stands to the side and waved behind him
Jungwoo: "After you Jihyo.â
Inside the Muay Thai gym
A trainer speaking in Thai: âUppercut! THUMP Knee strike! WHACK Elbow strike - 1-2-3 Combo! THUMP THUMP WHACKâ
Jihyo: âWoah! Now this is fun I wonder if I can try those moves! And Nayeon-unnie might loves those buff dudes!â the trainer looks at Jihyoâs direction and heads to her
Trainer: "Hi there, I'm the lead coach at this facility, the name âs Anurak. These 2 over here are Chakan and Chalerm, are you part of the korean filming crew that iâve been contacted with?â
Cameraman: "Yes sir, our director did talk to you a few days ago about it and weâre here for the session, this is our main star, Park Jihyo from Twice, and weâll be filming her trying out moves for the show.â bows to them
Jihyo: âNice to meet you all. I hope I wonât be a burden since itâs my first time with the sport!"
Anurak: "Donât worry, we have beginners nearly everyday, and we all love to teach them how to strengthen their bodies and mind through Muay Thai, so please go prepare yourselves and weâre good to go!"
Jihyo: "See you in a bit!â
Jihyo walks out proudly from the changing room,; her gear consists of blue trousers with brown top. She shadow boxes some moves while the camerman and the trainers are getting ready.
Cameraman: âOkay Jihyo, letâs get to the ring and weâll start.â
Anurak: "Donât forget your arm bandages and gloves. We donât want to break your arms and such on the first day!â after tying up her bandages and gloves
Jihyo: "Alright coach! I'm ready!â
Anurak: âOk Jihyo, so to warm up, you will do rope skipping for 3 minutes, non-stop, are you ready?" Jihyo: "Letâs go!"
Jihyo takes a deep breath then starts skipping. Her body jumps up & down through the motion, with her big titties defies gravity along with the jumps, moving up & down each bounce she takes. The motions of her tits are so noticeable for the fighters, making their eyes stare straight to her endowed chest. Anurak (thinking) : "Damn, those are some big boobs, looks mesmerizing.â Chakan (thinking) : "Holy shit, her titties just bounce up & down like crazy.â Chalerm (thinking) : "one hell of a pair for sure â
Anurak: "Ok Jihyo, first it's about the stance, itâs very important to have a strong stance so you can be balanced while striking. Put one leg in front and one leg behind, Jihyo copies good, like that, and put your arms straight in front of your face for guarding, this will be the basic of your training.â
Jihyo: "Got it."
 Anurak: âNext, you will use your right hand to punch into the pad on my right hand side of the pad, this will be the basic punch, now punch itâ
WHACK
Anurak: "Good! Harder!"
THUMP WHACK THUMP
Anurak: "Very good! Now do the same thing with left hand!
 WHACK
Anurak: Good! Even harder!
WHACK**WHACK
Anurak: Great. Youâre a fast learner Jihyo.â
Jihyo: "What can I say~ I'm adept to everything!â
 Anurak: Okay next is elbow strikes, use your right elbow to strike to my pad.
WHACK
"Good, one more."
THUMP
"Harder!"
THUMP WHACK
"Combo left right!"
THUMP WHACK
"Very good!"
Jihyo: "Woohoo my very first Muay Thai lessons! I feel pumped!" thumps her gloves together
Anurak: âYou sure are! Okay, now here comes the quite challenging part, kicks, many of our beginners hurt themselves for this so be slow first. Sweep your kicks into my pads, learn the move slowly, ok good, a little more force, good, donât loose your balance while kicking...
THUMP
"Good a bit harder!
THUMP
"Good! Harder!
WHACK
"Left kick!
WHACK
"Right kick!"
THUMP
Jihyo: "I'm getting a hang of this, itâs like learning for our choreos, but with more hits!â
Anurak: "sweet! Okat next, itâs combo strikes, you will combine what you just learned with me and strike into my pads, with both jabs, elbows and kicks, got it?â
Jihyo: "yes coach!"
Anurak: "Okay here we go! Left jab! Right jab! Good! 1-2-3 left right left! harder! Right Elbow strikes! Good! Go for the-Ooghhhhh!â
Jihyo: GASP Are you ok!? I'm so sorry!"
Chakan (in thai): "Hey coach what happened? Youâre alright?
Anurak (in thai): âShe kicked me in the nuts...shit, this hurts...â
Cameraman: "I'm gonna cut the filming, that looks painful.â
Jihyo: "Sorry I got to excited, my adrenaline just kicked in and I was too careless, I ruined our filming plans.â
Anurak: "Jihyo itâs okayâŚ.I'm gonna go...in the locker room...to check it out⌠holy crap that one hurtsâŚâ
Jihyo: "I'm seriously sorry for this, but weâll help you what we can okay? Just call out if you need anything.â
Anurak: "I will..." hobbles out of the ring and back to the locker room
Chalerm : "Donât be to worried Jihyo, youâre just a beginner, it could happen to anyone the first few times, weâll take him into the lockers, and weâll be right back.â
Few minutes later...
Chakan : "Okay so we helped him into the bench, heâll be okay and weâll have to wait if he can come back out, but we know our coach, heâs one tough dude.â
Jihyo: "Okay, but I think I should go check him out, Jungwoo would you mind let our director know that weâre on hold? I'm very sorry for this.â
Cameraman: "Already on it, and donât be too harsh on yourself Jihyo, every show has delays. Let me know if thereâs anything coming up okay?â
Jihyo: "Will do.â
Inside the lockers
Jihyo: "Hello, Anurak are you okay? I'm such an idiot for doing this to you..."
Anurak: "Itâs alright...iâve been through harder punches and kicks than this...but gotta say...you got quite a kick for a beginner...â
Jihyo: "Again, I'm very sorry, would you mind let me help you with it? It does sound pretty bad and seeing you like this is not my thing.â
Anurak: "ButâŚit might feel quite awkwardâŚfor you to check my âfriendâ...I donât think itâs appropriate for me to let you do that âŚ. Just let me restâŚa bit...and iâll be back out thereâŚâ
Jihyo: "Just a quick look okay. I would feel even more inappropriate to let you on your own like that while keep going with the show, itâll be quick, donât be shy about it. Beside, between you and me, yours is not the first one I seen giggles, so sit straight up, put your back to the lockers and lemme have a lookâ
Jihyo said while pulling down his trousers slowly.
Anurak ( thinking) : 'this girl is fearless, no wonder sheâs a leader, oh well, doesnât hurt much to let her see my dick'
Jihyo: "Hey Anurak, you mind if I...touch it? I wanna see if you have any bruises."
Jihyo said while being internally excited.
Anurak: "Gulps s-sureâŚbut pleas be gentle⌠"
Jihyo (giggles) : "Yes coach~â Jihyo uses to her fingers to move along the length of his dick, and then move to the ballsack, at first slow but then she suddenly uses her entire palm to massage it
Anurak" 'fuck, sheâs moving too fast⌠too hard...to resist now âŚâ
Jihyo: "Youâre okay Anurak? Youâre shaking! Did I hurt you?â
Anurak: âKeep goi-⌠oh shitâŚno pleaseâŚslow downâ
Jihyo ( pretends to not hearing clearly) : âOh~ Keep going? Sure coach! Whatever you say!"
Jihyo moves her palm faster
Anurak: "Shit, at this rate I'm gonna⌠"
Jihyo suddenly slow down, but, she has other ideas
Jihyo: "Coach, I have this technique I learned long ago that can help you, you want me to try? It will make you feeeeel goooood~"
Anurak: "Oh noâŚâ Jihyo slowly opens her lips and put his lengthy dick slowly into the opening of her mouth, while looking up at Anurak with her round but smiling eyes, letting his entire length moving in and out which each bop of her head straight to his crotch.
Anurak: âOh fuck, I canât control it anymore, please Jihyo, whatever you do, do it quick!â
Jihyo pulls out her huge smile: âYes coach whatever you say~ I am your student (giggles)â then she get back to his dick, putting his entire length to the deepest part of her throat, gagging on it, slippery but not to mention, full of adrenaline.
Anurak: "Fuck Jihyo⌠too good...I'm gonna ...I'm gonna cum...too good...canât hold it anymore âŚâ
Jihyo keeps going, bobbing her head even faster like those quick javs she had with the lessons, pulling in and out of his dick just to tease him, and then go fast again to pick up the pace, leaving Anurak no room for breaks, let alone controlling his urge to cum.
Suddenly, Anurak, pulling his big dick out of Jihyo mouth, standing up while moaning out: âJihyo I'm cumming...ahhhhhh...fuckkkkâŚâââ
Thick blobs of cum spurting out from his dick straight to Jihyo face, down to her sex lips and in her tongue, itâs like Anurak just hit a K.O for his win.
Jihyo (with cum in her face, mouth): âOh wow, he came a lot, and itâs thick, and mmmhhh taste pretty good too, wonder what he ate this morning?â
Jihyo said while using her fingers to scoop the cum away from her cheeks, nose, lips and get it all to her mouth while Anurak standing proud and panting with his dick still hard, falling back a bit to the locker.
Out of a sudden, Jihyo and anurak startle when they hear voices coming from the opening doors
Chakan: "Coach you okay? We hear your from out there. What's going on? Do we need to call for ambulance?â
Chalerm: âYeah, what's wit-what theâŚ. y-you two-...â
Chakan and Chalerm just standing there, looking surprised at the messy scenario while Jihyo slowly turns her head back, and Anurak is rushing to pull his trousers on
Anurak: "Hey guys...uh...Jihyo and I⌠well she...helped me to ease off the soreness...well⌠it feels go-I mean, it feels less sore now...she...did an amazing job...for a non medical personâŚ" Anurak talks while panting, not forgetting pulling his trousers up
Jihyo: âyes. I helped him a bit, heâs alright now, your coach surely is a tas-...tough one to recover (giggles)
Chakan and Chalerm, (turning back and whispering to each other in thai) : âShe just blew our coach's dick off like nothing, sheâs wild dude.â Chakan said.
Chalerm: âYeah, and sheâs fuckin hot, no wonder sheâs one of their top idols, look at that face and her tits man, I had a boner back then just looking at them.â
Chakan: âWhat should we do now, should we ask her to "helpâ us too? I mean...doesnât hurt to ask right? His cum is all over her face already so why not?â
Chalerm: "Yeah, itâs not like we have this chance every day in this little facility. Might feel good hehe," they both turn back and speak out : "uhâŚmiss JihyoâŚI think we have a problem here.â
Jihyo: âOhh? What is it? Did I do something wrong?â
Chakan: âoh no nothing wrong, it just...weâve been training all evening before you came for your show, and Chalerm and I are feeling pretty sore, our lower body are tensed and...I think we need some help...would you mind âŚâ Chakan pats his crouch.
Jihyo ( thinking in her head while smiling): these naughty boys "Hehe, sure iâll help you. letâs see how tasty they are (giggles)
Chalerm: âSo...youâll help us miss?"
Jihyo (laugh out loud): "Hehe~ Come here you two buff boys, iâll help you, veeeeryyy good for sure, considering this my bonus from the show okay?â
Jihyo said while hurrying getting their pants off, letting their hard dicks to pop straight out, "oh stop calling me miss, itâs too formal, just call me Jihyo.â
Chakan: "Okay Jihyo, do your thing, please, weâre âveryâ sore now." Quickly, the two stood on either side of Jihyo, letting her holding their dicks at the same time as Jihyo again using her tiny palms and start moving, wetting her fingers with their pre-cums.
Jihyo: "Wow, you two sure are tense hehe, I guess iâll have double the efforts~" Then, Jihyo put her mouth into Chakanâs dick while keep stroking Chalermâs making them moan out. Sheâs going slow and steady, alternating between two, making them moan louder and louder each turn.
Chakan: "Fuck Jihyo, ahhhh,...so good...where did you learn this âtechniqueâ, this is even scarier than having an uppercut to your jawâ
Chalerm: "Youâre such a pro for this, are you sure youâre not "skilledâ enough to beat us?"
Jihyo: "Well, like I said to Anurak, your dicks arenât the first one iâve seen, just ones of many hehe~"
Chakan then holds Jihyo's head, starting to pump in and out of her mouth, making Jihyo gags a bit, while Chalerm is about to do the same. The two muscular fighters alternating Jihyo mouth, fucking deep and long strokes, while she just enjoying it.
Jihyo (closing eyes and thinking): "Theyâre ravaging my mouth, good, I want it, been a while seeing huge dicks like this anyway, beside, I'm too high on adrenaline now, feels like I can just suck them all nightâ
Anurak, standing there watching his two subordinates being sucked, thinking: 'damn, she one hell of a unit, big tits nice thighs, round ass, would be good if I can see ALL of thoses assets, might get me hard again for another round'
Everyone suddenly rushed out to the ring, half naked below, while Jihyo, in all her dirtiest thoughts, thinking thereâs a way to make the filming even more interesting and impactful. Aftee Jungwoo setting up the camera on a tripod, all four guys around Jihyo, with her kneeling in the middle smiling.
Anurak: "Okay Jihyo, next lesson, itâs about endurance, if you can âbeatâ all four of us, youâll get a treat from our facility, if you canât, well, weâll have some âpenaltiesâ for you. Sounds good?â
Jihyo: "Alright coach! I wonât stop until you guys all âbeaten upâ hehe~ Whose first."
"I am," Jungwoo walks forward as Jihyo licks her lips.
"No way, I'm going first," Chalerm points at himself.
"Just get over here, in fact, I'll go for all of you," Jihyo stated and that brought a grin to everyone.
Jihyo starts, sucking out Jungwoo first, then suddenly turn to the side and suck Chakan, while stroking Chalermâs dick, then she keeps going with Chalerm meaty dick, while stroking Anurak, taking turns on each of them, making them moaning out loud in the ring.
Jihyo: "Howâs my technique, am I doing good? Excellent?â Jihyo said while stroking dicks.
"AMAZINGâ All four blurts out, itâs too good for them to describe, having Twice's curvy member blowing them out one by one like a hungry fighter beating their foe in the ring.
Jihyo doesnât stop, she keeps gagging between dicks and alternating hands to mouth, doing rounds of blowjobs like competing in a muay thai battleground, making each of her âfoesâ moaning loud and hard.
Then, a huge scream came from Jungwoo as he pulls out his dick, stroking hard and cum onto Jihyo's side cheeks, nose, while Chakan and Chalerm follow, cumming onto her pretty lips, forehead, and a bit of her hair, with Anurak finishing straight in the middle of her nose and a bit on her neck, covering her beautiful face with thick white spurts of cum.
The four panted, backing up to the four corners, while slowly recover their stamina, seeing Jihyo face being covered in cum, some of it dripping down to her top and trousers. Jihyo stays quiet, in a weird silence, making the guys feel a bit scared.
Cameraman: "Jihyo?⌠uh âŚyou okay? DidâŚdid we go too far?
Anurak: "Oh shit, I think we âŚ. I think we really did go quite far⌠she seemsâŚ. upset⌠what should we do?"
Chakan and Chalerm: "Coach...itâs⌠itâs our fault⌠we were just being too horny seeing her...damn it⌠we might get in huge trouble for this ..â
âNO!â the four guys shocked to their ears hearing Jihyo screams loudly.
Anurak tries to calm down the situation by speaking calmly: "Hey Jihyo weâre sorry...we shouldâve sto..â
âNOâ, Jihyo shout, with continue dripping on her face and mouth "I LOVE IT, FUCK, FORGET THIS FILMING, I DONâT CARE, THAT WAS THE BEST THING IâVE HAD IN MONTHS AND I WONâT LET IT STOP HERE!â
Jungwoo, in his surprise, asking: "Jihyo did you say you...love it? Did I hear it right?â
"FUCK YEAH I DOâ Jihyo keeps it as loud as she can, âKEEP THE CAMERA ROLL, BUT NOT FOR THE SHOW, FOR ME, TELL THE DIRECTOR WEâRE DELAYING, ALL FOUR OF YOU ARE STILL HARD SO I NEED YOU TO FUCK ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, FILL ME UP, CUM ON ME, I WONâT LEAVE THIS PLACE WITHOUT CUM ALL OVER AND IN ME TODAY, YOU GOT ME?!â
All four: "Yes Jihyo!â
In quick succession, all four starting to throw away all the clothes, getting their buff bodies out in front of Twice leader, making Jihyo eyes light up and open wide seeing them, feels excited for the wildest event in her life so far.
Like hungry animals they rush up to her quickly to grope her tits, grab her big mounds, pinch her brown nipples, move down along her abs and grope a handful of her ass, help her standing moving those rough palms all over her body.
Jihyo, being really into it, push the hands out of her for a moment, using her strong grip to rip off her clothes, throws them out of the ring like dirty rags, fully displays her entire assets for the guys to see while their dicks are straight up like pistols.
All of them shouting out âooohhhhhâ when Jihyo, flips her hair a bit, grabs her tits and mashes them together, her juicy nipples rub onto each other.
She then waves her curvy ass by using her solo songâs dance as a tease for the guys.
Quickly, Jihyo stops, blurts out: "What the heck are you waiting for, come take me! Go ahead and really FUCK me!â
The four guys, in their naked selves, resuming with their hands on Jihyo tits, nipples, ass, running along her abs and pussy, with chakan and Chalerm suck each side of her tits, lift her up to the top and second rope, while jungwoo and anurak take turns fingering her pussy and tiny anus, alternate their tongues between two holes.
All groped and licked Jihyo tan-skinned body from top to bottom like a full course meal, with Jihyoâs body is dangling on the rope being "servedâ with full pleasure and attention. Jihyo, feels too good she could hardly forms any words, does her best to spill out :
â FUCK, YESS, suck them, SUCK MY TITS, EAT MY HOLES OUT, goddamn it,DONâT FUCKIN STOP!â
The four guys and Jihyo, continue the sinful act on the ring for a while, alternating between her assets, making Jihyo squirts a huge stream out all on the ring floor, leaving some trails as the four guys shouting out "woooowwwwâ again
Anurak then says out loud : "You squirt on our ring floor, now itâs time for us to give you the REAL lesson, letâs go boys, you know what to do!â
Jihyo is still feeling enamored with the sensation, suddenly being put down to her feet.
Seemingly understand the situation, she puts out a huge smile and goes to the middle of the ring, drops down on all four, with the intention of using the camera angle, invites them by taking one of her hand to her butt cheeks and pulls it apart, showing her pink pussy and puckered anus, ready for whatever comes next.
Knowing exactly what to do, Anurak orders Jungwoo to get in front of Jihyo, while he himself lines up to her pussy, slowly enters his dick in her tight walls while kneading her butt cheeks, making Jihyo moans out and squinting her eyes a bit, but then get shut fast by Jungwooâs dick in her mouth, still loving the feeling of deep throating his number one idol, with his hands groping her big tits.
The two start to pump in and out, leaving Jihyo a real mess in the middle, spit roast her while Chakan and Chalerm masturbate themselves, patiently waiting for their turns.
Jihyo, being filled both ends, having a real time of her life, her butt cheeks ripple in every poundings while her tits dangling back and forth, and her entire face keep touching in and out of Jungwooâs crotch.
Even better, when the two starts to switch out, making Jihyo forms a puddle of drools between each switches, enjoys endless pleasure. Chakan and Chalerm, get their huge dicks ready, both agree they will have other plans for her.
After Jungwoo and Anurak both pull out, Jihyo, feels a bit disappointed, asks out loud while panting slightly : "Wait what? Is that all you got? I'm not done yet! We didnât even cum! What about my other hole? That one needs a cock too! Hurry up and put yours back in! I donât wanna wait!"
Her pleas are being full filled right away, as Chakan and Chalerm tell her their plans: "Jihyo, I think you will really enjoy this, let us show you!"
Both then quickly get into their position, while Chakan lays flat on the floor, letting Jihyo rides on top of him, with her tits bounce up & down each pounding, but also does his best to pull Jihyoâs tits close to his muscular chest.
Chalerm, has a spicier idea, takes a deep breath, gently pushes Jihyo down even closer to Chakanâs chest, enters his huge dick into her tiny anus, making Jihyo screams out loud like a full volume amplifier:
"ARGHHH !! FUCKK !! YOU TWO ARE STRETCHING ME APART !!! FUCK !!! DO WHATEVER YOUâRE GONNA DO! HURRY!"
The act continues with Jihyo being pumped in and out with two dicks in her holes. Chakan and Chalerm do their best to match each other pacing, just like how they do training practices with each other, but this time, both their cocks run in and out Twiceâs leader, fill her whole.
Chakan, asks out while continue his pumps : "How you do you feel Jihyo, having two dicks inside you, you ever had this before? Your walls are crushing us too hard now!"
Jihyo, with her eyes nearly roll back, mouth opens, keeps on panting and moaning, screams loud and clear like sheâs hitting her high notes : "I LOVE IT, GOSH I FEEL SO GOOD NOW! FUCKK !! YOU DICKS âŚ. YOUR DICKS ARE TOO DEEP INSIDE ME NOW, DONâT STOP FUCKING MY TIGHT HOLES !!! DONâT STOPPPP !!!â.
Jihyoâs anus and pussy, like theyâre sharing a single mind, tightly wrap around the two cocks even harder, making Chakan and Chalerm feel like heaven on earth, with each cock senses the presences of each other, but also the warmth of Jihyoâs caverns. And without a doubt, the two fighters reach their climax, do their very best to hold it together just to savor more moments with Jihyoâs two holes .
Chalerm ( finally able to speak out) :"oh fuckk, gonna cun, deep in this tight anus âŚâ
Chakan, also blurts out :"yess !!! Fuckkk !! Gonna ...gonna fill your pussy Jihyo !!â
Jihyo: "Give it to me! Fuck! REALLY CUM IN MY HOLES !! FILL THOSE UP !!!! GIVE ME YOUR HUGE LOADS !!!!"
And so they both did, with their dicks explode inside Jihyo tight walls, feeling her holes clenching the very last of their cum.
As they slowly pull out, thick blobs of cum leaking out from Jihyo pussy and anal hole, staining the ring floor below, making Jihyo feels proud but sore at the ring floor, but she just loves the feeling, love being stretched out.
Jihyo, lays flat on the ring mat, face up to the ceiling, body slightly twitching and shaking, with cum continuing to flow out of both her pussy and anus, thinking to herself:
"Fuck...they...fucked me good⌠in my two holes...at the same time...but my adrenaline is still too high...I want ...more of this⌠shit ...i can even ...go all day...if they can...I can just let them keep..."jabbingâ inside me...for rounds âŚâ
The session continues, but this time with Anurak and Jungwoo replace Chakan and Chalerm, whom taking a small break after their enjoyments, both sitting down next to the ringâs corners.
Anurak suddenly picks Jihyo up her feet, with the help of Jungwoo, bot carry her to a ring corner opposing the cameraâs view, with Anurak rests his back to it, starts to use his fingers to tease Jihyoâs asshole.
Jihyo, surprises by the act, moans out a bit while using her right hand to pull Jungwoo in for a small kiss, with her other hand forcefully strokes his cock.
As Anurak stops the tease with his finger, he lines up the tip of his cock to Jihyoâs tiny hole, whispers to her right ear: "Are you ready for another round of this Jihyo? We will do as hard as we can for you!"
Jihyo, being excited for the situation, says out loud : "Yesss !!!! Go ahead !!! FUCK MY HOLES YOU TWO!!"
Jungwoo: "We will !! And youâll love it !!â
And so, Anurak, slowly pushes his dick to Jihyoâs anus, passing the tip, with Jihyo moans while panting hard, and even louder once he pushes his entire shaft through the warmth of her tight hole, stretching her wide.
In front, Jungwoo gets the cue from Anurak, also slowly slides his dick into Jihyoâs pussy, struggling a bit due to the position of her pussy, but only takes him a while before both cocks are sheathed inside her two holes, making Jihyo once again screams loudly to their ears:
"FUCKKK! SOOO BIGG! FUCK MY HOLES NOW!â
With that, the two guys start their movements, pump in and out of Jihyoâs holes, let her tiptoe on one leg between the two, while her other leg wraps around Jungwooâs waist.
As Jungwoo keeps on sliding his dick in and out, he uses his hands to grope Jihyoâs big tits, grabbing huge amounts while also uses his fingers to pinch her nipples, to the point which Jihyo fiercely reaches both of her arms to push his face into her tits, making Jungwoo both surprises but also has the time of his life enjoying her huge titties.
Anurak, from behind, even though he couldnât see much of the action in front, still enjoys having his dick inside the tightness Jihyoâs ass, does his best to hold her hips, with Jihyo leans onto his abs and thighs, while his face somewhat rubs into the back of her hair.
Even at one point Anurak has to tell Jungwoo to stays still a bit so he can enjoy ramming straight into Jihyo plump butt cheeks and tight asshole, making Jihyo groans out loud :
"FUCK !!! TWO COCKS !!! YOUR TWO COCKS ARE RAMMING IN ME HARD !!! FUCKK !!! I'M SO STUFFED !! FUCKK !!! FUCK ME MORE !! I WANT MORE !!â
A moment later, Anurak gives sign to Jungwoo so they can move down to to ring mat, as it was quite a challenge for their position.
They both pulls out from Jihyoâs holes in one go, as Jihyo groans out in disappointment for the sudden pause, but, she doesnât have to wait for long.
Jungwoo, lies back flat to the mat, dick points up to the ceiling, while Anurak is helping Jihyo to sit down to his dick in a reverse position, with his dick going straight up her tight ass, causing both Jihyo and Jungwoo cry out loudly together:
"FUCKKK!!â
Anurak, kneels to down Jihyo, put his dick inside her pussy, spreads her legs out to the side widely, with one of his hand gropes her tits while the other pins down to the ring mat.
Jihyo, being stuffed both ways and full of excitement, continues scream as loud as she can when the two guys start their movements, but this time, they pick up the pace, ramming her hard and nonstop.
Each time the two of them is hitting the deepest part of her holes, to the point Jihyo has to use her entire vocal cords to scream out loud
âARHHHHH !!! FUCKKK !!!! HIT ME DEEPER !!!! FUCKKKK !!!! DONâT STOP FUCKING ME!!!! ARGHHH I FEEL SO FUCKIN GOOD !!!â
Jihyoâs scream is a huge motivation for the two to keep tearing out her holes.
Jihyo, with sweat all over her face down to her heaving tits bouncing up & down, starts groaning in random Korean words that are hard to understand.
Anurak, finally able to open his mouth after a long while panting : "Jihyo, I think I'm close...I will fill your pussy...fuckk...itâs too good!!!! Your pussy is too tight!!!! Itâs squeezing my dick hard!!! I⌠canât hold it any longer âŚ!!â
Jungwoo, does the best of his abilities, also says out loud : "Jihyo, I love your tight anus âŚ. So much !!! I'mâŚI'm gonna cum soon too !!!â
Jihyo is still having the time of her life, shouts out straight to their eardrums :
"THEN GO ON AND FUCKING CUM IN ME !!! FLOOD MY HOLES! MAKE ME CUM TOO !! DO IT !!!! DO IT NOW !! FILL ME !!â
And with that, the three cum loudly,, with Jungwoo moans out, shoots his cum straight into Jihyoâs anus, while Anurak, pummels his semen straight into Jihyoâs pussy, mixing his with her messy cum, spill onto their bodies.
The three pause a bit in that position, then Anurak pulls out, with huge blobs of cum flows out from Jihyoâs tight vagina.
Jungwoo then again follows, has his dick being removed from Jihyoâs asshole, leaks some of his to the mat as well.
Jihyo, once again enjoys her pleasure, rolls off Jungwoo and to the side, breathes out hard with her eyes close, full of sweats all over her body, her tits are heaving up & down, and cum leaking out of her holes in thick streams, making the matâs being stained with cum and sweats.
But, even in her messy state, Jihyo, smiles while knowing that, this is surely not the end of this session.
After a few minutes of rests, the session continues, albeit with full force from the guys.
From having Jihyo being prone bone straight to the mat, tits mash to the flat surface, taking each dick in the two of her holes, filling her entirely and repeatedly, to having Jihyo holds her grips onto the top or second rope, in standing doggy position, being pounded hard from cocks to cocks, as she screams and cum onto the ropes and the mat, covered the whole ring with her cum.
The real highlight, is when Jihyo, while having two cocks in her holes, both of her hands on both side stroke two more dicks, alternate between sucking and stroking left and right, while her eyes are peeking or looking straight to the camera lens.
Jihyoâs lewd but beautiful face, combine with the most sinful acts she couldâve done in her entire career, being recorded on camera is something could come straight out of a porno, but for Jihyo, itâs nothing but an entire adrenaline- filled workout session.
A while later, the four guys later rest themselves in different corners of the ring, with Jihyo in the middle of it to take their breathers.
Jihyo then slowly gets up, plays around with her cum filled pussy while wiping off some of her sweat, asks up :
"Hey guys...one more time...spill on me...make my body covered in cum...let's go...one more final round..."
The four guys lazily gets up, with Anurak moves his body and sore dick onto Jihyoâs tits, moves up and down between her rack.
Chakan and Chalerm soon follow, by letting Jihyo strokes their dicks to prepare for their own titfucks, and lastly Jungwoo finally rises up from his tired self, walks towards the 3.
Anurak, with his dick hard and faceâs reddened, getting close to his climax, cries out : "I'm gonna fuckin cum on your tits Jihyo, they're too good not to'
Chakan and Chalerm, both are following their coaches: "we're gonna cum on your pretty face Jihyo, gonna covered that face again"
Last but not least, Jungwoo, while, tired, doing his best to say it out loud : "I'm...fuck ...I'm gonna...cum in your mouth Jihyo...I want you to taste my cum...one last timeâŚâ
Jihyo: "DO IT! FUCKIN CUM ON ME! ANYWHERE YOU WANT !! COVER ME IN YOUR CUM !! FUCKIN PAINT ME !! GIVE ME YOUR CUM K.O!!â
In the matter of seconds, Anurak cums hard, spills his thick cum all over Jihyoâs tits and nipples, making a huge mess down below her neck to her rack.
Following by Chakan, who's cum flys straight onto Jihyoâs right side, thick white spurt of cum splashing on to her cheek and nose, with a bit on her forehead.
Chalerm, holds it in for a while, finally releases it straight to Jihyoâs other cheek, side lips and hair.
Both guys later tap their dicks on each of her big tits, both cocks are smearing the cum onto her nipples while bumping fist with each other, with Jihyo does her best to open her eyes, cum covered, cracks out a huge smile.
Jungwoo, does the same thing he did before, pokes his cock straight to her lips, pushes it in and out Jihyo's mouth for the final drain, and he does proudly, cums straight into her throat, all over her tongue, with a bit onto her front lips, finally finish this long sexual act.
The four guys drop to their knees, finally passing out from the intense rounds of cum draining, all are having their K.O like they just finished a championship match.
Jihyo wipes some of the cum on her face, parts of it from her tits, rise up and shakily walks over the tripod.
Her tits jiggle with cum roll down from her tits to her abs and thighs, while her pussy and anus leak out even more down the inside of her legs, staining the ring floor every steps she makes.
The training session might be wrapped with delays, but nonetheless with her full satisfactions.
Jihyo looks straight to the camera, opens her mouth full of cum, swallows it in one go, then turns back to the guys and says: "So guys, we'll redo the show tomorrow? Will be hella fun hehe~â
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in which the holiday season is achingly difficult to get through, when you are spencer reid, who believes he is no longer allowed to enjoy them.Â
pairing: spencer reid x fem!reader genre: hurt/comfort tags: established relationship. post prison!reid. word count: 2k a/n: and for my final act? the parfaitblogs special (post prison reid fic to a searows song). merry christmas from australia because it IS the 25th here!!! this is the end of my christmas advent calendar!! i had soo much fun writing these stories thank you to all that requested âĄ
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He does not deserve a Christmas.Â
Perhaps that is the only thing that runs through Spencer Reid's mind the second the Halloween decor filtered out of the stores, reindeer mugs entered them; while candy canes and Santa hats adorned every little item, and Christmas trees lit up every corner of every mall.
No matter what state he traveled to, he couldn't escape the festivities of the holiday season. He's pretty sure he's the only person who wants to.Â
You waited for him. He feels immensely guilty for just how much waiting you've had to do all year. Waiting for him to go to trial, waiting for him to get out of prison, waiting for him to let you in again.Â
Waiting, waiting, waiting.
You're waiting again. A Christmas tree that blandly sits empty and undecorated in the corner of your shared apartment; a Christmas roast you aren't sure if you'll even cook takes up too much space in your fridge; gingerbread cookies you promised your friends weeks ago remaining unbaked.Â
He knew you were upset about it. His Christmas loving girlfriend forced to mute the celebrations of her favourite holiday because he couldn't find it in him to be excited about it.Â
He didn't know how to fix it, really.Â
You had tried everything to get him back into the Christmas spirit he's had for the past three years you've spent together. Baking with him, picking out the very Christmas tree that leaves the room smelling like a pine forest together, Christmas shopping for the presents he had no will to buy for his family and friends.Â
Nothing had worked.Â
"Spence?"
Sitting awkwardly at his â now â very minimally decorated desk, his head lifts from the papers in front of him, eyebrows frowning towards each other as his eyes land on you.
"Hi," he murmurs, putting the pen in his hand down in an effort to give you his full attention. He was getting better at that, these days.Â
"I finished dinner," you tell him, fingers fidgeting with one another; a recent habit he had noticed you'd developed in the months between his arrest and release. "If you want to come eat."
He doesn't, but then again, he never does. And despite how awful he feels, he feels even more so for what he's putting you through, and the guilt that chews away at him is enough to will him to do small things â like eating â for you.Â
"Yeah," he breathes out, and stands up from the desk, following you silently over to the meal sitting at the edge of the kitchen bench you had cooked for the two of you.
Silence overwhelmed you two as you ate, as it usually does. Sitting curled up beside one another on the couch, sharing a blanket and yet still feeling so distant from each other regardless.Â
"Did you call your mom?" you ask him, and his fork pauses in the plate.Â
Right. It's Christmas. The time for calling family members and sharing love for them during this supposed to be joyous time.Â
"Not yet," he shakes his head. "I'll... get to it. Before Christmas is over."
"You have a week," you remind him, though it isn't to be passive aggressive at all. You genuinely wonder if he's forgotten the date of Christmas that has quickly crept up on you both.
"I know."
You stare silently at the coffee table after a short nod to his words, and you wrack your brain for things to say, just to keep him talking.
"Can I give you your gift before Christmas day?"Â
He lifts his head, and you feel his eyes transfix on you.
"If you want."
You want him to want it too, but you aren't sure if that's a reasonable wish anymore.Â
"I do," you nod, and quickly finish up your food, before you stand, and leave the room altogether.Â
He places his plate next to yours on the coffee table â he'd remember to get to cleaning those later â just as you return, a square shaped brown paper gift in your hands, a purple ribbon tied in a bow around it.Â
"You got me a square?" he asks you, and your heart warms at the teasing tone in his voice. He's trying.Â
"Open it," you press, instinctively shaking his shoulder with both hands pressed up against it.Â
"Okay, okay."
He's meticulous in pulling the plain wrapping paper off, and you almost want to open the gift for him.Â
"Did you make this?" he asks you as he carefully pulls the square apart in front of your eyes, though he does already know the answer before you have a chance to start nodding your head.Â
A Victorian Puzzle Purse situates delicately in his hands. Hands that pull it apart ever so slowly, taking note of every little drawn and painted detail on the paper, opening it up to a letter that he spent two minutes reading through â confirming that he was not only reading it once through.Â
"Do you like it?" you ask him, almost hesitantly.Â
"Victorian Puzzle Purse's were how lovers would communicate for Valentine's day," he says, instead of answering your question directly, as he neatly folds it back up into the intricate origami square it was originally when he pulled it out. "Sorry," he quickly adds, his eyes landing back on you. "That wasn't an answer. I do. I like it a lot."
"I know it isn't much, but I don't want to overwhelm you with gifts this Christmas. I'm honestly not even expecting anything big. We can just order food in and watch movies or something this year, if you'd prefer. You just have to promise me you'll at least let me put mistletoe up outside our bedroom, because it's kind of become tradition and... sorry."
He's staring at you, half dumbfounded, half in awe, as you realise you were rambling instead of sitting in the moment of him enjoying something seasonal, but you can't even find it within yourself to be frustrated at it. For he is letting a small smile grace his lips, and you're leaning forwards with a smile of your own, and for a second or more, he is not the shattered prison man, and you are not his distanced girlfriend.Â
"You can put mistletoe outside our bedroom," he says, and you're breaking into an even wider grin.
"Really?"
"It's tradition."
You light up enough for there to be no need for a decorated Christmas tree in your apartment anymore, and you're threading your fingers through his hand to drag him up off the couch.Â
Your gift to him remains on the coffee table as you lead him over to your bedroom door, prompting him to stay still, as you disappear to find the piece of familiar fake greenery.Â
"Mistletoe!" you present it to him, and he takes it from you habitually, using the pin you also hand him and pinning it above your heads on the doorframe.
"I think we need to buy a new one," he says, hands dropping back by his side. His eyes are trained on you, but your own head is still tilted back, inspecting the faux plant.Â
"I think we need to buy a real one," you answer conclusively, finally dropping your gaze to him.Â
"Next year," he confirms. "Tradition complete?"
You shake your head. "The tradition ends with a kiss."
Hesitation follows your words, and you instantly regret them.Â
It wasn't that you didn't kiss, or weren't intimate in any way. It's simply that it was on occasion now, and almost always motivated by something more important than a silly mistletoe tradition.
"It's okay," you cover your unwelcome disappointment with a smile.Â
He ignores your reassurance. "It does end in a kiss, you're right."
"But we don't have to," you mumble.
"Yes," his hands encase your waist to do nothing more than to pull you closer to him. "We do."
"Not if you don't want to."
"Did I say that?"
You open your lips to respond, but the words die on your tongue.Â
"What did I do to make you think I don't want to kiss you, angel?" he's frowning now, and you feel guilt settle in your chest.Â
"Nothing, really. We justâumâdon't kiss... as much. Anymore. Which is fine, by the way, and I can understand it. You're under no moral obligation to kiss me. Obviously."
His frown deepens. "I think we're experiencing a bout of miscommunication."
"What?"
"I thought you didn't want to kiss me," he explains, and suddenly, you're mirroring the confusion on his face.Â
"Why would I not want to kiss you?" you ask him, incredulously.Â
His shoulders slump at the question, and you force yourself not to fill the silence that follows.
"Prison," he replies, quietly. "I didn't think you'd really even want me once I got out of prison. You don't initiate anything anymore, either. I just assumed."
"I didn't initiate anything because I was waiting for you to initiate stuff."
"I can see that now."
"I didn't want to rush you," you tell him, as earnestly as possible. "I know prison was a lot, and you still haven't told me everything that happened, but I wanted you to not rush yourself. Or... us, I guess."
He swallows the lump of emotion that lodges in his throat. "I thought you were disappointed in me. Orâwell, scared of me."
"No," your heart shatters, and you're sure he can hear it in your voice as your hands instantly cup his cheeks, fingers brushing over his cheekbones. "No, oh my God, Spencer."
"You shouldn't use the lord's name in vain. It's Christmas," he jokes, weakly. The smile you give him is weak, too.
"I was terrified for you. I was so worried about you in prison, andâand what they were doing to you in there. But never of you. Not a single part of me will ever be scared of you, sweet boy."
"I'm scared of me," he whispers, and his voice cracks in a way that has tears welling in your eyes. "I think differently, you know."
"And that automatically means I should be scared of you? Or makes you any less deserving of love?"
His silence is enough of a response.Â
"I love you," you settle on telling him. "No matter what baggage you came back to me with. You deserve so much love, and I hate that you have been through so much. So much so that you believe yourself undeserving. You are not. You never will be. I will spend the rest of my life proving that to you, if I must. Or as long as you will let me."
"Forever," he replies, and you feel his hands close over your own on his face. "I will let you forever."
"Thank God. It'd be kind of embarrassing if I say all this and then you were to break up with me tomorrow," you say, and his cheeks stretch beneath your hands as he huffs a laugh.
"I won't break up with you."
"I wouldn't let you, anyways."
"Oh really?" his hands slide down to your waist once more.Â
"Yeah," you confirm with a small nod, your own hands dropping to his neck, interlacing behind it, as you draw his head closer to yours. "You're stuck with me."
"I have not a word of complaint," he replies, and he's close enough that you feel the words tattoo your lips. "I love you."
And then he's kissing you, and there is an overwhelming amount of neglected feelings you had been missing poured into you, from his soul to yours.Â
It was a kiss so unlike what you had grown used to in recent months. Fingers dug into your waist as a violent reminder of what you mean to him, and for the first time since May, you believed it.Â
When he goes to pull away, you barely give him time to get air before you're chasing his lips again, and he tugs you impossibly closer with a laugh that vibrates against your face.Â
You kiss him until your hands go numb behind his neck, and your legs begin to ache, and your waist is sure to have bruised in the shapes of his fingertips. Chest heaving and eyes full of more adoration than you think one human can have for another, you meet his gaze once more.
"Tradition complete."
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itâs christmas (this is gonna be a nightmare)
pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader
summary: steve puts a little too much pressure on himself to make this holiday a magical one. or: 4 times steve messes up your first christmas together, +1 time it's perfect.
word count: 7.4k
content: established relationship, one injury (no blood!), some kisses, a lot of steve's thoughts, and a love confession <3 fluff all around!!!
a/n: a full length fic!! it's a christmas miracle!! thank you to the anon who sent the ask that inspired this fic and to all of u for being here. i love u, happy holidays <3
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Steve Harrington doesnât know too much about what exactly a perfect Christmas looks like. He has his parents to thank for that.
What he does know is that this year has to be just that: perfect. Because this year he has you.
Though you went to high school together, you and Steve properly met in the summer. Right at the beginning of it, where the evenings still have a chill of wind but the sun cuts through it with welcomed warmth. Robin convinced him to take her to the flower shop just outside of town, and youâd been behind the counter to greet them.
Robin recognized you, and she chatted your ear off while you helped her pick a bouquet with the sweetest smile Steve had ever seen and he felt like an absolute moron for never having noticed you before at school. But he noticed you then.
Heâd forced Robin to wait for him in the car while he stayed back, bought you your own bouquet of flowers from the store as if you werenât the one whoâd made them, and asked you on a date. Steve fumbled the whole way through, pricking himself with a rose thorn and cussing mid-sentence, but you still said yes.
Youâve been together ever since, and Steve feels incredibly lucky for it. Lucky for how kind you are, how well you fit in with his friends, how much the kids (Max, especially, though he wonât call her out on it) like you. Lucky for being allowed to grab your hand, to kiss you whenever he wants.
And, on the nights you stay over that grow more frequent with each month, lucky to have you fill the space in the Harrington home that usually feels so cold and empty.
So, maybe the holidays make him extra sentimental, maybe he cares a little too much about making sure itâs the best damn Christmas you could have. Maybe, for once, heâs actually looking forward to it all.
Robin startles him into the present â leaning on the counter at Family Video â with a stiff poke to the cheek. âDude, I can literally tell youâre thinking about her by the look on your face. Itâs kinda gross.â
He scoffs at her, even though he probably was making a face. âSounds like jealousy to me, Buckley.â
âShut up, if it werenât for me, you wouldnât even know each other! I deserve compensation.â
Steve hangs his head dramatically. Robin is never letting that go. Ever.
âMy friendship isnât enough for you?â Steve says, placing a hand over his heart, âYou wound me.â
âYou annoy me,â she says, flicking his arm.
âOw- whatever. Youâll be free of me in like five minutes.â
Steve checks his watch just to be sure. Robinâs closing by herself today, and while Steve would normally just stay and bother her anyways, heâs got plans that involve you and takeout and napping together on his couch.
As if the thought conjures it, you walk through the door, the bell jingling cheerily above your head, Steveâs car keys dangling from your fingertips. (Yes, he lets you drive the BMW.)
âThank God,â Robin says when she sees itâs you. âPlease get rid of him, heâs getting on my nerves.â
You smile and walk towards Steve, who immediately tosses an arm over your shoulders and pulls you in close, stamping a kiss to the side of your head.
You turn your head to the side and look at him, âWhat did you do?â
Steve gasps, âMe? Honey, youâre supposed to be on my side.â
You send him a wink, and Steve grins. He fucking loves having you with him, being able to speak without speaking. Your hand grabbing his and squeezing says I missed you, his squeezing back says me too.
âOkay, please remove your public displays of affection from the store and leave me alone with the overplayed Christmas song radio station, thank you.â Robin announces.
âDonât miss me too much, Robs. I know itâll be tough,â Steve says, guiding you forward.
âGood to see you, Robin!â you wave on your way out.
âYou too!â And just before the door closes behind you, Robinâs voice rings out; âYouâre my favourite half of the relationship!â
Your smile widens. Steve is the best thing thatâs happened to you, and his friends becoming yours is one of the greatest bonuses you could ask for. Itâs like his life made room for you as simply as the oceanâs tide pulls in and out. Gentle and certain.
He catches the keys when you toss them to him, and Steveâs mood just seems to lift and lift on the drive back to his place with you in the passenger seat, Christmas lights lining the streets glowing on your cheeks.
Yeah, he thinks, this Christmas is going to be perfect.
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1.
That weekend Steve calls you and tells you to be ready by noon and to dress warmly. He doesnât tell you much else besides his usual âsee you soon, honeyâ or âmiss youâ murmured sweetly through the phone.
As instructed, youâre dressed in a pair of jeans and one of your favourite knitted sweaters, your brown leather jacket overtop and socked feet stuffed into your Doc Martens. Though you feel plenty warm, Steve will probably fuss over you and hold you close for body heat anyways. And, well, youâd never be opposed to that.
Steveâs BMW rolls into your driveway exactly one minute past twelve, and by the time you walk outside to meet him, heâs already standing on the passenger side of the car waiting to open the door for you.
âAlways a gentleman,â you say, kissing him quickly on the cheek.
You slide into the seat thatâs become yours for the most part, and Steve ducks down to kiss you properly on the mouth before pulling back, âMm maybe not always.â
He closes your door and you laugh lightly, your face a little warm even though heâs been your boyfriend for months now. You donât think youâll ever be unaffected by Steve Harringtonâs charm, ever be used to it being aimed at you.
Of course, you knew of him in school, but knowing the real thing, the kind, caring boy whoâd been buried under King Steve back then, is probably the greatest gift youâve ever had.
Steve drives with one hand just above your knee, his thumb running back and forth over the stitching in your jeans. Still, he doesnât tell you where heâs taking you, his only hint was to âpay attention to the radio station.â
Itâs playing Christmas music. Like that narrows things down a whole bunch.
You chat the entire way. Steve asks you how the flower shop is doing (âPoinsettias are flying off the shelvesâ), you ask him who he got for the groupâs secret Santa this year (âMax. Iâm going to need your assistanceâ). Itâs so easy to talk to him, to laugh and joke and not have to worry about what you say or how you come off.
You never knew being with someone could be so easy until Steve.
Eventually, he pulls into the long driveway of a farm. A Christmas tree farm, to be exact, if the wooden arch you drive through is to be trusted.
âWhat are you planning, Harrington?â
He shrugs, his hand squeezing your knee, âThought we could pick out a tree together. Put it up at the house. My parents arenât gonna be around â shocker, I know â I figured weâd do it together. Make it our own.â
Steve pats your leg before letting it go and putting the car in park, his palms dragging over his thighs like heâs suddenly nervous.
âOur first Christmas tree,â you say quietly, almost to yourself, a smile creeping onto your face. He really is sweet. âI love it. Letâs go adopt a tree, Stevie.â
He flashes you a smile before getting out and jogging around the hood to open your door for you. Youâve learned to wait for him to do it since youâve been together. The last time you tried to open your own door he made you close it again just so he could be the one to open it.
Before, youâd never really cared about that sort of thing, but Steve has single-handedly raised your expectations.
He grabs your hand and leads you towards the classic red and white barn, following the signs painted simply with a tree and an arrow pointing you in that direction.
When you turn the corner and see the selection of trees, however, Steve pauses.
There are maybe seven trees left, none of which are very impressive upon first glance. Their branches are skinny and the pine needles leave a lot of space to see through them. Itâs safe to say these arenât the Christmas trees Steve was hoping to surprise you with.
He was sure thereâd be something better left, at least. And heâd been wrong. Minus a point on that perfect Christmas, he supposes.
Still, he walks you to the selection, the farmâs employee greeting the two of you as you walk up; âHey yâall. Good afternoon!â
âHey man,â Steve starts, âyou wouldnât happen to have any more trees left, would you?â
âSorry folks, this is all weâve got. Most people like to get âem early.â
Steveâs hope dwindles, and you can see him deflate a little bit.
You, however, donât mind one bit. You tug on his arm to get his attention, and Steve turns to look at you, brown eyes shining like honey in the sunlight. âItâs okay,â you tell him. âEven the little trees need homes, right?â
He shakes his head with a small smile. Itâs cute, he thinks, the way you tend to talk about plants as if they have feelings. You do it when you tell him about the flowers you sell, too.
âRight as usual, honey,â he decides. âPick your favorites.â
So, you wind up with two small Christmas trees rather than one full one, and thereâs a small victory in it when you and Steve strap them both to the top of the BMW without too much of a struggle.
Another victory when you sing along to âLast Christmasâ and hold out your fist as if thereâs a microphone in your grip to get him to join you. Admittedly, it isnât a very good rendition, but Steve loves it all the same.
You have a way of turning things around for him, even without knowing it.
When you get back to Steveâs, he brings both of the trees inside and sets them up before bringing down the bins of ornaments and lights from the attic. He only shouted once when a spider crawled over his hand.
Having two trees makes it easy to turn decorating into a lighthearted competition. You both claim one as your own and decorate them with string lights and tinsel and ornaments. Steveâs mom would probably have an aneurysm seeing them used so haphazardly.
Though by the end, your tree is definitely prettier, Steve still feels like heâs won something as you lean your back against his chest and his arms cross over your own, keeping you there.
As a kid, he wasnât even allowed to do the decorating. Mrs. Harrington had to make everything look picture perfect, and Steveâs hands didnât help with that. Not according to her.
Today couldnât feel more different from those memories of his childhood.
âYours is better,â he tells you, chin perched on your shoulder, his voice low in your ear.
Objectively, it probably is better (your prior experience with arranging plants was an advantage), but you donât actually care about that.
Today felt like a little glimpse into the future you and Steve could have. Itâs easy to picture it: your own apartment, buying decorations you both actually like, setting it all up together every year.
âI think theyâre both brilliant,â you say.
And while today wasnât what he was picturing, wasnât what heâd hoped for with his ideal holiday in mind, Steve finds that he can certainly live with that. Your adorable little clap when youâd finished decorating was enough to cement it.
Itâs only one thing. Heâs got plenty of chances to be perfect later, he guesses.
Steve dips his head and kisses the top of your shoulder over your sweater.
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2.
You stay over at Steveâs that weekend. Youâre both off work, and you find yourself spending your days (and nights) off with Steve more and more.
In the morning, you blink your eyes open slowly, naturally. No alarm set, your boy wrapped around you. Itâs how youâll spend every morning someday.
The sunlight sneaks through a crack in the curtains, cutting a line across Steveâs blue bedding. You squint at it, shifting onto your back gently. Steveâs arm remains slung over your waist as you move, his knee against your leg. You roll your head to the side to look at him, a smile creeping over your mouth at the way his cheek is smushed into the pillow, his lips pouting and hair a mess over his forehead.
Mornings have easily become your favorite time to spend with Steve. Heâs cuddling you in some way every single time without fail, even when he wakes up. His voice is all low and gravelly from sleep and it feels like an honor to get to be the one to hear it like that. Usually, you spend an hour in bed with him after waking up. Laying together, talking, kissing. Sometimes (often) more.
Youâd stay put right now if you didnât have to pee so bad.
Slipping out of bed without Steve noticing proves a challenge, his arm tightens over you in his sleep, his brows scrunching. You whisper a soft âIâll be right back.â He mumbles something incoherent, but his arm relaxes and youâre able to sneak away.
On your way back from the bathroom, you pause and take a peek out the window. You gasp happily at what you see: snow. A bright, white layer blanketing the ground sparkling in the sunlight.
You turn back to the bed and let yourself fall to it with a bounce, earning another grumbled protest from Steve, but thereâs no way youâre going back to sleep now. You trail a hand up his arm to his shoulder, giving it a small shake, âStevie, wake up.â
âHm?â his eyes scrunch before opening. âWhat happened, honey?â
âIt snowed!â
âYeah?â he huffs a laugh at your excitement, his hand searching for yours in the sheets.
âYeah, and itâs so pretty. We should go out before it melts.â
âItâs winter, sweetheart. Not gonna melt that fast.â
âSteve.â
âOkay, okay,â his hand leaves yours in favor of wrapping itself around you again, and he uses it to tug you close again. âJust five more minutes.â
His nose is pressed to the top of your head, and he breathes you in, smiling to himself. Mornings are Steveâs favorite, too. Only when theyâre spent with you.
Secretly, heâs also happy about the snow. He was hoping mother nature would be on his side so that he could check yet another holiday item off his list with you. Hopefully one that will turn out nicer than the tiny trees youâd ended up with.
Itâs definitely more than five minutes by the time you get Steve to get up and out of bed. You attempt to get him outside right away. He stops you with a: âNo snow-related activities on an empty stomach!â
So, itâs a rushed breakfast of bagels and coffee provided by Steve, and then youâre gearing up and heading into the back yard.
The cold bites at your cheeks, and the tip of Steveâs nose is pink within minutes, but you love it.
Thereâs a snowman built together, snow angels made that get ruined when Steve rolls himself on top of you and steals a kiss or five. Naturally, all there is left to do is have a snowball fight.
You start it when youâre still on the ground, a hand sneaking into the snow to grab a handful and pressing it to the back of Steveâs head. He gasps, and you take the opportunity to push him to the side and get up.
âNo fair!â he calls. âI was distracted and you went for the hair.â
âYour fault for not wearing a hat, babe,â you laugh.
âOh, you wonât be laughing for long, honey. Youâre in for it.â
And just like that, youâre running around like kids in a schoolyard, hiding behind trees, slugging snowballs at each other and cheering when you manage to not miss.
Steve silently thanks mother nature or the universe or whatever made it snow for the wide smile on your face, your eyes shining with mirth.
At one point, youâre suddenly distracted by something in the trees, and the snowball is out of Steveâs hand before he sees you start to look towards him again.
It hits you square in the face.
A quick âOwâ comes out of your mouth, though it really doesnât hurt that bad. Your first reaction is just to let it slip, but Steveâs heart sinks to his stomach.
âShit, honey.â He runs over to you and cups your face in his hands, his mittens soft against your skin as he brushes the snow from your face. âFuck. Iâm so sorry. I wasnât tryinâ to get you in the face.â
Minus another point, for sure. Perfect Christmas: -2.
âI know, donât worry,â you tell him, because he clearly is worrying.
âYou okay?â he checks. He literally winces when you sniffle, frowns when he sees the way your eyes water. âHoney. Iâm sorry.â
âHonestly, Steve, Iâm fine,â you reach up and grab his wrists, squeezing them over his jacket. âIâm only crying âcause it got my nose. It doesnât actually hurt.â
âAre you sure?â
âPositive,â you assure him. âDidnât you used to play sports in school? Thought athletes had better aim.â
âI was a swimmer, baby. No projectiles involved.â He smiles softly when you laugh, but he canât stop himself from asking one more time. âYouâre really not hurt?â
âItâs just a bit of snow, Stevie.â
His eyes run over your face anyway before he nods. Then, he dips forwards and lightly kisses your cheek, the other, the tip of your nose, and your mouth.
âWell now Iâm certainly all better,â you say against his lips.
Steve pulls back but doesnât go far. âI think this snowball fight is over.â
âBuzzkill,â you tease.
He bends down and picks up a handful of snow before shoving it in his own face.
âSteve!â you laugh.
âThere, now weâre even,â he says, snowflakes clinging to his lashes.
You let him lead you inside after that, his arm draping over your shoulders, yours hugging his middle as you walk across the yard.
Once youâve both shed your layers of coats and boots and hats and mittens, Steve takes you upstairs and runs you a bath to warm you up. He apologizes another two times when he looks at your face for too long, and you have to kiss him to stop him uttering another âsorry.â
Hell, if itâs gonna make him this sweet on you, youâd probably take a snowball to the face any day.
Eventually, when the bathtub is full, a layer of bubbles over the surface, you coax Steve into joining you. He leans against the side with you between his knees, back settling into its home against his chest, his chin resting atop your head.
Steve runs his hands over your shoulders, presses kisses into your hair. All along heâs reminding himself that the next thing will go right. He wonât be throwing anything, at least.
-
3.
The next weekend Steve calls you again. He asks you to be ready in the evening this time, but still keeps things vague other than the fact that youâll be outside and need thick socks.
You have a pretty good idea of what he has in mind, but heâd called it a âredemption dateâ over the phone and even though you truly donât think he has anything to redeem himself for, you donât want to spoil his plans, so you play along.
He comes to the front door when he picks you up this time, knocking gently as if you hadnât been waiting for him by the windows.
âHi, honey,â he drops a quick kiss to your lips, âhad to come and approve your outfit. Donât want you getting cold and stealing my jacket again.â
Heâs lying, really. Steve fucking loves draping his own jacket over your shoulders and seeing you pull it tighter around you. When that happens, he braves the cold, but he figures that probably wonât be smart for spending hours outside.
âAww, but yours is so much warmer than mine,â you pout jokingly.
Steve simply grabs your thickest jacket from a hook by the door and holds it out for you to slip your arms into.
As suspected, he drives you to a skating rink. He chose one a town over from Hawkins, where they have twinkle lights strung above the rink and rainbow Christmas lights lining the boards. Steve smiles when you gasp lightly in delight at the sight of it. The brightness cutting through the already dark night sky.
Steve guides you over to the skate rental booth first, bumping his hip into yours when you attempt to pay for the rentals. âAs if. My idea, my wallet.â
âYou donât even let me pay when itâs my idea, either.â
âWell, thatâs just chivalry, babe.â
You roll your eyes at him and thank the man behind the booth when he hands you both your skates. As you walk towards the lockers and cubbies set up nearby, you lean up and kiss Steveâs cheek, his light stubble scratching your lips.
âThank you for this,â you say.
âYou donât need to thank me,â he tells you. âThough I should warn you that Iâm not very good at this.â
âWhat? You, not good at something? Please.â
âNo, seriously. Iâm like bambi on ice.â
You laugh and shove his shoulder weakly, âDonât worry. Iâm probably even worse.â
Steve grins. So far, so good. This one will be perfect. Well, as perfect as it can be considering his skating skills.
You sit on one of the benches and Steve puts both of your shoes in one of the cubbies. He ties his own skates first before kneeling in front of you to help you with yours. He knows how to tie them, at the very least.
He helps you slip your feet into the skates first, then tightens the laces on one before peering up at you and checking, âFeel okay? Not too tight?â
âItâs good, Steve. I feel like Cinderella.â
âA perfect fit! She must be the one!â
âDork.â
âThatâs prince dork to you.â
Steve finishes up with your skates, squeezing your ankle before setting your foot down and standing back up.
On the ice, neither of you are very graceful. You hold onto the boards most of the time, and Steve stumbles and nearly falls every few strides, but youâre laughing and having fun, so who cares?
So what if you get lapped by multiple people on the rink, including children? So what if you get some side eyes for being too slow or in the way? Neither of you can bring yourselves to be bothered.
Best of all, Steve keeps a hold on your hand the entire time. He literally saves you from falling with his grip on your hand squeezing and pulling you up straight.
However, your hands being clasped also means that, inevitably, when one of you goes down, you both do.
It happens after a decent amount of laps; your toe pick catches on a dip in the ice and itâs all it takes for you to lose your balance. Steve somehow twists himself to catch the brunt of your fall.
He expected that to come with some pain, a couple bruises, maybe. Instead, his wrist twists painfully against the ice as he falls, as if heâd tried to catch himself with it, and he canât help the hiss of pain that comes out when he lands.
âYou okay, honey?â he asks you.
âOf course I am. I landed on you, Stevie. Are you okay?â
He tests his wrist out by flexing it, wiggling his fingers, and he tries to hide it but he winces when he does, a sharp pain shooting up his arm. âMâfine.â
âBullshit, I saw that wince, Harrington.â You manage to get back up on your feet and hold out a hand for him to grab, âUp, Iâm taking you to the ER.â
âNo, no. Iâm good.â
âSteve.â
âBaby.â
âCome on, you donât want to make it worse, do you?â you urge him. âPlus, Iâll only keep worrying and bugging you about it until you let me take you to the doctor. Your wrist is already swelling, babe.â
Mostly because he doesnât like the thought of you worrying about him, Steve agrees.
When both of your skates are off (your doing, this time) and given back to the booth, you reach into Steveâs coat pocket and grab the keys to the BMW. He doesnât protest, and that alone tells you he must be hurting more than heâs letting on. You even manage to open your own door for once.
Steveâs quiet on the drive to the hospital, his hand resting limply on his leg. His brows are furrowed, his eyes squeezing shut every so often when a burst of pain comes. You do your best to avoid any pot holes or bumps along the way.
Once there, you make him sit in one of the waiting room chairs, âIâll get the check in forms and everything. Stay put, yeah?â
âYour wish is my command,â he says, trying to joke. His voice wobbles a tiny bit, though.
Itâs at least an hour of waiting before someone can see him (and thatâs including your many pesterings to the front desk). You donât mean to be a bother, but youâve never seen Steve injured in any serious capacity, and itâs messing with your head.
He took the weight of that fall to make sure you wouldnât get hurt. The way he pays attention to things like that is one of the many reasons you love him.
You love him. You havenât said the words to each other yet, but youâve felt them for a long time already. Itâs hard not to love Steve Harrington.
Finally, the doctor takes him back, and you follow. After an x-ray and some prodding, he determines that itâs a sprained wrist and that he should keep it wrapped for a few weeks to make sure it heals. They give him a prescription for some mild painkillers, too, for the first couple of days.
You breathe a sigh of relief knowing it isnât broken, but Steveâs shoulders are still slumped.
Heâs in pain, sure, his wrist now wrapped up in a tensor bandage, but really he feels defeated at messing yet another thing up. Third strike.
Steve lets you guide him back to the car and drive back to his place. Youâve decided youâre staying the night to take care of him, and as much as he hates looking weak or feeling useless, heâs glad to have you around.
You dote on him back at home, grabbing an ice pack from the freezer after making sure heâs settled on the couch, throwing a frozen pizza in the oven, bringing him meds and water.
âHoney, itâs just a sprain. Please stop fussing and sit with me.â
His brown eyes shine a little, and you could never say no to him when he looks at you like that.
You sit beside him and he drops his head to your shoulder, your hand coming up to play with the strands at the nape of his neck, scratching his scalp gently. His uninjured hand rests on your thigh and squeezes.
âBest painkiller ever,â he says.
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4.
Steve has convinced himself that nothing could possibly go wrong this time around.
His plans for today involve staying at home, just you and him, no outside forces to deal with or avoid. So much less potential for failure. Thatâs what he thinks, at least.
Steve knows nearly every piece of you, so, obviously he knows you like to bake. Youâd made him a cake for his birthday, and every so often you bring him other treats from home. Naturally, that meant that there was no way he was leaving out Christmas baking.
Heâd considered doing gingerbread houses, and then remembered that the last time he tried that in a competition with the kids, his house was nothing more than a messy pile of gingerbread slabs. One with a bite taken out of it.
So, considering his past failures this holiday season, heâd settled on something that he thinks â hopes â is really hard to mess up: sugar cookies.
His motherâs collection of cookbooks had never been used for more than decoration until now. Steve searched through them until he found a recipe, wrote down the ingredients, and bought them at the grocery store to make sure he had everything.
In school, he never did much studying, but he reread the hell out of that recipe in order to get at least this one thing right.
The tensor bandage is still wrapped around his wrist, which is fucking annoying, really. He has to adjust it every day, and itâs hard to do with a single hand. He much prefers when you do it for him, sealing it with a featherlight kiss.
Worse, the thing still hurts, and you refused to let him drive and put more strain on it than necessary, so you took the bus and walked the rest of the way to his house.
Heâs got all of the ingredients and tools laid out on the island when you ring the doorbell. âHurry up, Harrington, itâs freezing!â
Hurry he does. He lets you in and helps you unwrap yourself from your bundle of a scarf and hat and mittens and jacket. Steve dips in to kiss your cheek, your skin cold against his lips. âWouldnât have to freeze if you let me come get you.â
âI donât want you hurting yourself for no reason, Iâm fine,â you grab his uninjured hand and kiss the pads of his fingers, âand I like these hands.â
He smiles at your words, smug, âYeah, I know you do, honey.â
You shake your head at him, but youâre smiling all the same, âI take it back. Your ego is getting too big.â
âNooo, itâs just the right size,â he winks.
âDonât you have plans, Steve?â you ask, changing the subject. âGetting a little off track, arenât we?â
âLater, then,â he says, taking your hand with his good one and leading you to the kitchen.
You pause at the entryway of the kitchen, scanning over the things on the island, two aprons Steve mustâve dug up from somewhere hanging from the knobs of the cabinets.
âTada,â he says, âweâre making cookies.â
âThis might be my favourite one yet, Stevie.â You walk over and grab one of the aprons, leaving the other (a pink floral number) for Steve. âIâm in charge, though.â
âWouldnât have it any other way,â he says, taking the other apron without a complaint. âThis is your kitchen today, chef.â
âMm. That has a nice ring to it.â
âChef honey,â he says, planting a kiss where your neck meets your shoulder, breath warm even through your shirt.
You get started after that. Predictably, you make a mess with flour on the island and mixing bowls strewn about the surface. You get distracted with a bit of a flour war somewhere in there, Steve smudging it onto your cheek, you onto the tip of his nose.
When itâs time to roll out the dough and cut out the cookies, Steve grabs a handful of cookie cutters from one of the drawers, setting them onto the counter with a small clang. Theyâre all holiday themed. Candy canes and snowmen and Christmas trees.
âSomeoneâs prepared,â you say, bumping your hip against his.
âI run a serious establishment here, baby.â
âI thought I was in charge.â
Soon enough, after sneaking bites of raw cookie dough and cutting out as many cookies as you could manage, theyâre placed into the oven, the timer set.
You end up in the living room, a random channel playing on the TV while the cookies bake. It starts innocently enough, just sitting next to each other, shoulders and thighs pressed together.
Then, Steveâs good hand wanders, starting above your knee and moving up and up until heâs squeezing the top of your thigh, tracing patterns with his thumb. When he speaks a husky, âCome closer?â how could you ever say no?
So, somehow, youâve ended up straddling Steveâs lap, his injured hand resting loosely on your waist, the other pressed in between your shoulder blades to keep you close. Yours are in his hair, running through the strands, tugging even.
It grows heated fast, and all of a sudden youâre making out like a pair of teenagers, Steve urging you to press further down in his lap, to writhe there while his mouth works yours until itâs all you can think about. All you can feel.
The room feels warmer, Steveâs jeans tighter over his lap, your chest bumping against his, hearts racing. Even just kissing him feels better than anything youâve ever had in the past.
He kisses you like heâs starved everytime, sometimes a ravenous hunger, like now, or, when heâs gentler, something tender and soft. A sweet tooth.
The cookies are long forgotten. The timer sounds and nobody hears it. You would keep going forever, if you could. But then thereâs the smell that hits your nostrils. The smell of something burning.
âSteve?â you say against his mouth.
âUh-huh?â he breathes.
âDo you smell that?â
He pulls back, and itâs immediately after you say the words that the alarm goes off, piercing through the air, killing the mood, much to your dismay. Even more to Steveâs.
âFuck,â he groans.
Youâre both rushing to the kitchen then. You, fumbling off his lap, him beating you to the kitchen and frantically taking the baking sheet out of the oven and turning the thing off. You grab a towel from the counter and start fanning beneath the alarm to get it to go off, and when the cookies are dealt with, Steve joins the efforts.
Eventually the thing stops beeping, and you both rest your arms. The room still looks a little cloudy, the cookies black at the edges.
Steve doesnât say anything, only rests his elbows on the island and slumps his head, defeated.
Heâs so frustrated with himself. Not for kissing you. No, he could never be mad at that, but at the outcome of his final attempt at a holiday date going south again.
You frown at him, walking over and placing a hand on his back, rubbing gentle circles. âSteve? You okay?â
âI just- I messed it up again.â
âHey, Iâm as much to blame as you are. It takes two to tango, as they say.â
He huffs a weak laugh, picking his head up and twisting to look at you. Your pretty face, eyes nothing but kind. Fuck, he loves you, and he just wanted to show you that. To make Christmas as magical as it's supposed to be.
âI really wanted it to go well, you know?â
You realize then that heâs not only talking about today. That heâs been putting this pressure on himself all month to make plans and something has happened every time. You donât blame him for that, if anything, it makes your heart ache with adoration.
âSteve, it doesnât matter to me. Things happen, itâs okay,â you kiss his bicep lightly. âIâd rather things go a bit wrong with you than to have them go right with someone else. You are the best part.â
âI-â love you, he almost says. But he doesnât want the first time to be like this, in a room that still stinks. âYouâre the best part for me too, honey.â
You decide that next time, itâs your turn to do something for him.
-
+1
Steve comes home from work on Christmas Eve, eyes tired and feet hurting despite having worn relatively comfortable shoes today.
Heâd tried to get the day off, tried to be able to spend it with you in bed for hours and hours and not getting up until the afternoon. Keith had other plans for him.
He even tried to dramatize his wrist injury. Still, he was forced to go in.
Walking up the driveway, Steve sees the glow of lights inside filtering through the curtains. Heâs fairly certain he hadnât left any on, but he also knows heâs often wrong about these things, so he shrugs it off and goes inside.
Thereâs noise coming from the living room. Crackling of the fireplace that he barely ever uses, music playing quietly, and then he hears you humming along.
âHoney?â
âYup, itâs me!â
You know where the spare key is, Steveâs the one who told you the information and encouraged you to use it, but youâve often been too nervous to do so. Not today, it seems.
While Steve was at work, youâd set up your plan for him.
He follows the sound of your voice without much of a thought, a moth drawn to a flame. When he turns into the living room, he stills.
There are strings of warm white Christmas lights hung about, the fireplace is actually housing a fire, and in front of it is a fort made up of red and green and white blankets and pillows. Some plaid, some with snowflakes, all Christmas themed.
âDid you do all of this?â he asks, walking slowly to where you stand by the fort.
âFigured it was my turn to organize a date, donât you think?â
âBaby. This is all really sweet, but wha-â
You cut him off, âUh-uh. Let me explain.â You reach for Steveâs hands, and he meets you in the middle willingly. Suddenly nervous, you shift your weight on your feet. âI thought we could do presents a little early.â
His brows scrunch, âBut Christmas is tomorrow.â
âPlease?â you ask, squeezing his hands once.
And, really, Steve would never say no to you. Especially not when youâre saying âpleaseâ all sweet and delicate like that.
âOkay,â he says. âYours is in my room. Iâll go grab it. And change; I smell like Family Video.â
ââKay, Stevie.â
You kiss his cheek before he goes for good measure.
Steve is confused the entire time, wondering what it could be that youâre up to, but he does as he said he would. Youâd been wearing a set of pyjamas (one he loves on you; a soft baby blue pair of shorts with a matching sweater), so he goes for one of his pairs of plaid pants and a plain t shirt before grabbing your messily wrapped gift bag from where heâd hidden it under his bed.
Back in the living room, he finds you now settled on the ground of the fort, which youâd lined with fuzzy blankets and the biggest of the pillows. His gift is sat beside you, a gift box wrapped in a lovely bow. Your skills of wrapping bouquets are transferable, heâs learned.
He joins you, sitting across from you, but close enough that your legs tangle and knees bump.
âYou go first,â you tell him.
âOkay,â he scratches the back of his neck, handing you the gift bag. âLet me explain it before you say anything.â
That grabs your attention, but your plans arenât about his present to you, really, and you know youâll love it no matter what because Steve knows you better than anyone.
You lift out tissue paper first, uncovering multiple different things inside the bag, also wrapped. It pieces together as you go. A toothbrush, toothpaste, a hairbrush, your entire skincare routine, a couple of pyjama and underwear sets.
âItâs so you donât have to bring an overnight bag every time you stay over now. I, um, cleared out a couple of drawers in my dresser and the bathroom.â
âSteve,â you look at him, heart squeezing. Itâs so thoughtful, so him, and you surge forward you wrap your arms around his neck and breathe into his skin, âI love it. Thank you. Itâs perfect.â
Perfect.
âYou really think so?â
âOf course I do,â you sit back into your spot. âYou know I hate carrying things.â
âI never let you carry anything, honey.â
âExactly,â you nod. Now, you hold out his gift for him to take, âYour turn.â
You watch Steveâs hands as he tugs the bow undone, then lifts the lid of the box.
Nestled inside are four delicate ornaments. A Christmas tree, a snowman, an ice skate, and a plate of cookies. One for every date heâd planned for you.
Steve frowns at them, not because he doesnât like them, but because he doesnât quite understand where youâre going with this.
âI thought it was time we started collecting our own ornaments. For our place, one day,â you tell him.
âTheyâre lovely, but honey you- you really wanna remember these things?â he shakes his head, more at himself than you. âI messed âem all up.â
âThereâs one more thing in there,â you say quietly.
The thing you're nervous about. A thing youâve never said out loud before.
Steve finds it beneath one of the ornaments, a small piece of paper folded up. When he opens that, his heart stutters in his chest. Written in your handwriting are three words: I love you.
He blinks away from the paper to look at you, though his thumb continues to trace the words absentmindedly. âHoney-â
âI love you, Steve. Okay?â You shift closer, kneeling at his side, your hands coming up to frame his jaw, your fingers kind against his skin. âI donât care that things didnât go how you planned. I mean, I would rather you didnât require an ER visit, but the point is that I donât need things to be perfect. And I know youâve been hard on yourself trying to make them so.â
He lets go of the paper and reaches up to grasp your wrists, his thumb finding your racing pulse. His uninjured hand holds on tighter than the other.
âThank you for trying for me,â you continue, âfor caring. But no matter what happens, things are perfect for me. Because I get to do them with you. Got that, Harrington? Youâre perfect, and I love you, and-â
He shuts you up with a kiss. Itâs a simple but firm press of his lips against yours, but it says enough.
âI fucking love you too, honey,â he says, his forehead against yours, lips only a breath apart. âYou saying all of that it means â you mean a lot to me.â
âYeah, well, I meant it.â
âI know you did,â he nods. Steve pulls back the tiniest bit to be able to see your face fully, his sweet brown eyes locked on yours. âI wanted our first Christmas to be perfect, and I didnât wanna let you down, but youâre right. They were perfect, because youâre here. And I love you for beinâ here.â
âAs long as youâll have me,â you say. You push his hair off his forehead before letting go of his face and sitting back, âWhy donât you give those ornaments a try?â
âOn those trees?â he asks, eyebrows lifted, voice joking.
âSteve.â
âOkay, okay.â
He picks up the skate first. Surprising, considering that one had ended in a physical injury for him, but you say nothing and watch him walk over to your little trees by the window. You join him, sitting on the arm of the couch nearby while he scans over the tree.
âPick a spot, handsome,â you encourage. âThereâs really no wrong answer here.â
He goes to hang the first ornament, hand wavering before setting on a branch.
âWell, maybe not-â Steve tackles you onto the couch before you can finish. You dissolve into giggles as he pokes at your ribs, his head on your chest.
Steveâs done keeping score.
Perfect Christmas. Thatâs it.
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Birds of a Feather || Old Man!Logan x Reader x Worst!Logan
summary: Logan loves you even if he can't say it but he knows that given his old age he's been lacking in the intimacy area. When a strange portal opens up and another Logan tumbles out of it, things get a little messy. (Or Worst Logan cucks Old Man Logan)
warnings: SMUT, MINORS DNI, fem!reader, cucking, fingering, rough sex, cum eating, masturbation, thigh riding, oral (female receiving), overstimulation, mating press, doggy style, dirty talk, kinda mean!worst logan (he taunts old man logan a lot), slight pain kink (Logan), ass play, nipple play, breast play. Also neither logan ever interact with each other beyond talking.
a/n: Soooo Merry Christmas!! Here is my gift to all of you lmao. So to set a few things up, At the start both men are called Logan but a couple paragraphs in is when I separate them into James and Logan. I really hope it doesn't get confusing but I did my best lol. I really hope this lives up to peoples expectations im kinda nervous lol. Anyways happy holidays and I hope u love it!!!
Logan was an old man now. The adamantium was seeping itself into his blood. Killing him. It had been for years but with his healing factor starting to fail him the poisoning was truly taking its effect. He was weaker, tired. His heart was touched by a poison and it was turning him cold. There's only one good thing in his life now and it's you.
You're too kind. He tried to keep you away from his fucked up life but you were relentless. You were an experienced nurse who could take care of Charles. Free of charge. He fought you at every step of the way. Not wanting your pity. But he caved.Â
Eventually you started taking care of him too. You were just too pretty, too charming. He couldn't stay away. This old man doesn't believe he gets to be happy and you try to change his mind every day. He did his best to take care of you too but the one area he knows he's lacking is the sex life. He tries, he really does. But he's old and while you're the sexiest thing on the planet, sometimes he just can't keep it up or he just can't finish.
It's embarrassing. Humiliating. You wave him off, telling him that it's not a big deal. That he still pleases you in a million other ways. Riding his face, his big fingers, you don't need his cock to know that he can take care of you. But it still bothers him. Still you lived your lives and things were fine. Until something weird happened. Really fucking weird. A large yellow portal opened up in your house. Logan bared his claws and pushed you behind him, ready to fight whatever the hell stepped out of it.Â
To both of your shock another...him?Â
Beaten up and bruised but its him. He looked younger but his hair was in these little tuffs and he was wearing a god awful yellow suit. He was kind of cute. Is this what your Logan would have looked like when he was younger? You snap out of your thinking, this is another man. It's Logan but not Logan.Â
"Fucking shit!" The other Logan yells as the yellow door closes behind him.Â
"Wade you dumb motherfucker I'm going to rip your head off!" He roars. He turns around, wiping the blood from his face. His eyes go wide when he sees you. He calls your name and steps towards you. Your Logan growls, putting up his claws.Â
"Back the fuck up bub." The other Logan looks between the two of you and just narrows his eyes. Both their shiny claws come out to threaten the other.Â
"Logan?" You call softly. Both of the men turn to you.Â
"Can we just talk?" They look at each other and slowly retract their claws.Â
After getting both of them to calm down the other guy explains exactly how he got there. He's from another universe, another time. He was pulled from his world into this one by an asshole with a stupid face and red suit. His stupid friend was messing with a little time machine thingy he stole and now he's here. That was his summary of things. You...tried to grasp it. You live in a world with mutants so time travel and universe hopping wasn't exactly strange. But to see another Logan. He also keeps glancing at you.Â
Every time he does James, you've decided to start calling your Logan by his childhood name to make it easier, James tightens his grip on your hand. The way this other Logan looks at you, they're such sad eyes. He must have had a you in the other universe.Â
"You can stay with us for a while, until you can get back to your time." You offer sweetly.Â
"Thank you sweetheart." Logan's hands twitch, like he wants to reach out for you but he doesn't. James reluctantly gets up, pointing to the spare room and keeping his eyes on Logan's every move.Â
"Don't drink my liquor." James mumbles as he heads to your bedroom.Â
"He's the anchor being, really?" Logan whispers but you catch him.Â
"What was that?" Logan freezes and turns to you.
"Nothing sweets," He flashes a smile you know he's lying. This Logan has the same tell as your own.Â
"Who am I? In your world?" You ask curiously. Logan's face drops and he seems to close up.Â
"No one, just a friend." He stalks to his room and closes the door behind you. Sighing you wonder what you've got yourself into now.
Living with two wolverines was not easy. Especially for you. They didn't get along and you had to play peacemaker. It was exhausting. Logan was nice enough to you but closed off and James was pissed off and protective. You were worried they'd slit each other's throats.
Plus...it was hard living with two Logan's when they were both ridiculously attractive. You never wanted anyone else but James. But this was just confusing. He was James but he wasn't but he looked like him and fuck he was ripped. James had a body to envy but so did Logan.
You were ashamed to admit you thought about Logan, just a little bit. You never let it go far but your dreams ran wild. They were hot and dirty and you woke up feeling soaked and guilty. You didn't say a word to James or Logan. What good could come of that? But they're perceptive men and you could feel Logan's eyes on you in the mornings. James' too. You couldn't escape them forever.
You should have known something was up the moment you walked through the front door and saw both boys sitting together in the living room. Normally they'd stay far away from each other.
"Hi..." You say suspiciously as you set down the grocery bags.Â
"Come here." James pats his lap and you walk over. He pulls you down onto his knee and smashes his lips onto yours. You can't help but moan as his hand squeezes your ass.Â
"James!" You moan as you try to push him away. You look over at Logan who was watching with hungry eyes. Licking his lips as his eyes trail up and down your body.Â
"We had a talk sweetheart," Logan's voice is deep and primal as he stands up and grabs your chin.
"We both know what you want. The old man over here can't fuck you the way you want to be fucked." James tightens his grip on your waist as Logan flirts up a storm.Â
"I...James I-" You look at James with a guilty look on your face.Â
"It's okay honey, I want you to feel good." He says while glaring at Logan. He isn't going to just hand you over, but he knows you crave to be destroyed, ruined and he can't do that for you anymore. So reluctantly, he's going to let his other self fuck you.Â
"Rule one. You don't get to come inside." James situates you on his thigh. Slowly rocking you on it until you're squirming.Â
"Rule two. She says stop, you stop." Logan eyes your cleavage with a hungry look.Â
"And rule three. You don't get to kiss her." He says possessively.Â
Logan rolls his eyes but agrees to the terms. The three of you head to the bedroom. James sits on a chair facing the bed. He groans as his bones creak. You shoot him a worried look but he waves you off. Unbuttoning his pants and letting his cock free. Logan pulls your focus as he leaves hickeys up your shoulder, sucking on a particular spot on your neck.Â
"Shit.." You groan. How did he know that was your sweet spot? You don't have much time to think as you hear a claw come out. Logan waits and you nod your head. He cuts through your clothes and they fall to the floor in shreds.
"Fuck." Logan groans as his hands trail up your body. Your bare skin drives him nuts. He closes his eyes as he takes his time exploring. Committing your body to memory, each curve and dip.Â
"Missed this." He whispers softly for only him to hear.Â
"Lay down sweetheart." Logan hums and you obey. Crawling onto the bed as Logan sheds his yellow suit. Your eyes trail down his built chest to his already hard cock.Â
"Damn."Â
"As big as your boyfriends over there?" Logan says with a smirk.Â
He kneels onto the bed and grabs your legs, putting them around his waist as he bends down and goes back to biting your neck. Your nails dig into his biceps as you buck your hips. His cock presses against your thigh as he moves down your body. Stopping at your breasts, squeezing and teasing one of your nipples while sucking on the other. You whine when he bites down. Licking over the spot he bit.Â
"Sorry, I couldn't help myself." He smiles through his apology. He moves down your stomach and rests himself in between your legs.Â
"Let's see how sweet you taste." You gasp as he buries himself into your cunt. His hands locking you in place, not letting you move against his pleasurable assault.Â
"Logan!" You moan as you claw at his hair. Raking your hands through it until you find a grip. Pulling on it only eggs him on. His tongue moves against your clit over and over again. He refuses to let up as your moans get louder. You try to move but Logan growls like an animal.Â
"Don't fucking move." He licks his lips as he raises his head. He looks over to James and smirks.Â
"I see why you're so protective, wouldn't want to share a girl as sweet as this either." You look over to James who was slowly stroking his cock. It was painful watching another man feast on his cunt but he can see how much you're loving it.Â
"Play with your tits." James commands as Logan goes back down.Â
You listen and slowly play with your nipples. Squeezing your breasts and arching your back when Logan sticks his tongue into your cunt. Fuck he knows what he's doing.
"I can't- fuck! I-" Your back arches high as Logan sucks on your clit.Â
He doesn't let up. One of his hands lets go of your thigh and his thumb presses on your clit. His tongue is now moving to your cunt. You roll your hips as Logan fucks you with his tongue and rubs your clit with his thumb.
It's a deadly combination that leaves you helpless. You come around his tongue hard. He groans as you leak around him. Licking up the sweet taste until he's satisfied. As you start to relax you feel Logan's tongue back on your clit.Â
"Fuck!" You gasp in surprise as he places himself back on your cunt.Â
"Too much! Can't take it!" You claw at the sheets but Logan pays no mind.Â
"You can take it, always have you crying on my face." James says huskily.Â
He wants a taste, mouth watering at the sinful sounds of your went pussy. Tears threaten to fall as Logan shoves two fingers into your cunt. He fucks you like he knows you, curling his fingers just how you like it. The sounds of your cunt get louder as he roughly fingers you.Â
"One more come on, fuck give me one more." Logan props himself on his elbow as he pistons his fingers into you.Â
"No No I can't." You cry. You don't want him to stop but it's so overwhelming. It's too much pleasure.Â
"Yes you can." Logan cups your cheek and wipes away a stray tear.Â
"I got you," Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you come again. Your cunt clenching around his fingers as soak his hand. Both of them watch in awe as you make a mess.Â
"Knew you could take it." Logan takes his fingers out and sucks them clean. He eyes James who hasn't taken his eyes off your cunt.Â
"Want a taste old man?" You look over with pleading eyes at your boyfriend. You need him too. He winces as he stands up but leans down and gets between your legs.Â
"Shh baby, just want a taste." James squeezes your thighs softly.
Your cunt twitches as he leans down and takes a fat lick up. You're on edge from your previous orgasms and it's borderline painful. Both men look up at you when you gasp.Â
"I'm okay, just please be gentle." Your lips form into a small pout and James melts.Â
"Course baby," He takes a few soft licks and you sigh as Logan strokes his cock.Â
He takes your hand and wraps it around his cock. Fuck he's big and hard and leaking over your hand. You can't help but notice it's different from your Logan too. But you keep that thought to yourself. James grunts as he gets back to his feet. His beard slick with your juices. He slips two fingers into your cunt and pumps them slowly.Â
"Did so good, baby." He praises and you smile. You bite your lip and close your eyes as you take in James' thick fingers. They work you like magic, he knows you inside and out.Â
"Are you gonna take my cock now sweetheart?" Logan purrs in your ear.Â
"Tell me, what dirty fantasies do you have up there." Your breath catches in your throat as he cups your breasts in his hands.Â
"Any positions you want to try? Face down ass up is always a favorite of mine, or I can put your legs on my shoulders and press you into the mattress." You moan just picturing each scenario in your head.Â
"I can hold you against the wall. Bounce you on my cock so you're forced to take every inch of me.
"Even better, we can do all three." Logan lets go of you and nods his head, telling James to go sit down. James takes his fingers out and brings them to your lips, pushing them into your mouth as you suck on them like he trained you to do.Â
"You okay?" James asks and you nod.Â
"M'alright baby, are you okay?" You reach up and grab his hand, squeezing it gently. Is he still okay with this? If he's too uncomfortable you'd stop but he just smiles. He leans down and kisses your head, then moves to sit back down.Â
"You've been talking a lot of shit bub." James says gruffly as Logan nudges his cock at your cunt. You're on your back with Logan pressing your hands into the mattress.Â
"Don't worry old man, I'll take care of her." He slides in and you moan. He's going too slow, relishing with every inch.
"Faster!" You beg but Logan doesn't listen. Instead he pushes all the way in, balls deep and throbbing just being in your sweet cunt.Â
"Oh fuck yeah." Logan purrs as he draws his hips back, slamming them back into you.
His pace is slow and hard. He watches your breasts bounce with each thrust, enjoying the way they move because of him. He's still got you pinned down and you want to move, you want to hold onto him as he fucks you but he won't let you. Logan's got stamina and it's clear as he doesn't let up.Â
"Logan I-" He growls and pulls out much to your dismay. Manhandling you to your knees, grabbing your neck and forcing you to look right at James. You couldn't meet his eyes as Logan sinks back into you.Â
"Ah ah, don't you want him to see how good you feel?" Logan says in a mocking tone. Smirking as he sees the fire lit in James' eyes.
"It's okay baby." James says as your head falls down to the comforter. Logan's just so big. He's overpowering all of your senses. He just keeps going and going. Logan tilts his head back as he digs his fingers into your hips.Â
"Such a tight fucking cunt." He presses your face into the bed and grabs a handful of your ass. Pounding his hips into your pussy and loving every little noise he's fucking out of you.Â
"She likes it when you choke her." James says, his breath ragged as he watches you get fucked. Logan chuckles and puts his hand around your neck.
"Of course she does, such a dirty little whore you got on your hands." His mouth is filthy, the degradation pouring from his mouth with ease.
James mixes his praise with his meanness but Logan is pure filth. The pressure on your throat sends you into fucking orbit. A fat cock pounding your sweet spot and rough hand on your throat is lethally delicious. You could die happy.Â
"That's it, just let me use you sweetheart. Doesn't that sound fun? Being my little toy? Our little toy?" You look at James who's perked up at the mention of him, your cunt clenching around Logan's cock.Â
"Oh that got you interested huh?" Logan teases.Â
"You can be our plaything sweetheart, just nothing but a couple holes for us to use. Big man over here can stick his cock down your throat while I get the back." Logan rubs his hand along your ass, his thumb trailing down until its teasing your asshole.Â
"He ever been in here before?"Â
"O-Once." You mewl as he presses his thumb, not breeching you yet but knowing he could if he wanted to.Â
"Is it as tight as her cunt?" He asks James.Â
"Even tighter." James spreads his legs, he was getting hot. He sheds his jacket and unbuttons his white button up. Being this old and still ripped was so fucking unfair. His pants were already at his ankles and his cock was stirring just remembering that day.
How you cried and whined as he prepped you with his fingers. How fucking tight you felt when he slid his cock in. You were a mess, babbling and whining and begging to be ruined. James opens his eyes and sees you staring at him. Hunger in your eyes as you take in your handsome boyfriend. You may be getting fucked by another man but you only ever want James.Â
âMaybe next time." Logan moves his hands back up your body.
He sits back on his knees. His hands come to your breasts and pull you up so your back is against his chest. His cock somehow sits deeper as he bounces his hips up and down, spearing his cock deeper and deeper. One of his arms wraps around your waist while the other plays with your breasts.Â
"Logan!" You chant over and over. He's grunting in your ear whispering dirty things that only you can hear.Â
"I know you're loving this sweetheart, you may love the old man but you love my cock more." You whine, words failing you as you try and talk. You start to go limp in Logan's grasp so he tightens his hold.Â
"Come for me sweetheart, go on." He purrs as he lets go of your breasts to pleasure your clit. Rubbing small circles until you're squirming out of his grip, or trying to.
"It's okay, I got you." Logan whispers as you tilt your head back into his shoulder.Â
Eyes rolling back as you fully submit to the man. Your legs shake uncontrollably as you come harder than you have in a while. He holds you up as you melt, your vision blurring as you're sent to cloud nine. You were clawing at his arms, digging your nails into him until he bleed which only made things better for Logan as he humps you like a crazed animal. Grunting and groaning.Â
"Fuck!" He lets go of you to pull out, whimpering at the loss of your wet cunt.
He's rough with his hand as he jerks himself until he comes all over your back. Hot cum spurting from his cock and drenching itself on your skin. Your eyelids are heavy as you collapse into the bed, your body aches with a delicious sort of pain. With all the energy you could muster you glance over at James. He had cum staining his chest, breath ragged. He was worn out just from watching.Â
"I love you." You say softly, reaching out for him. Your hand doesn't make it very far so he meets you halfway. His pants pulled up and cum still on his stomach.Â
"Feel good baby?" He pets your head and you nod sleepily. Logan has gone off to take care of himself. Redressing into that god awful suit and coming back with a towel.Â
"Can I?" He looks over at James who nods. Gently he wipes his cum off your back, cooing when he accidently stimulates your clit again.Â
"Sorry sweetheart, just gotta get you nice and clean." Logan looks at James before leaning down and kissing your forehead.
James doesn't argue. Once you're cleaned up James tucks you into bed. He sits on the edge as you curl into his lap. Logan comes back with water and a towel for James. You're sound asleep by the time he's back. Logan smiles at you with a fondness that James can only recognize as love.Â
"You know her." Logan looks up and shrugs. "Heard her say she was just a friend. You were lying." James continues. He knows Logan was lying because they're one in the same. They may not like each other but they knew each other better than anyone ever could, even you.Â
"Look. You may think your life is fucking miserable but you had your family, you have her. You don't know how lucky you have it." Logan growls.Â
"Lucky? You think becoming a shell of who we were is lucky?" James feels the anger surging inside of him.Â
"At least she's alive in your world." Logan hisses. The truth comes out. Why Logan worked you like he already knew you, why he looked at you with such sad eyes. Why he listened to you. James caught all of it from the start but you never did. He looks down at you and you barely stir.Â
"What happens to us, in the future?" James asks while staring at you. Timelines don't need two of the same man and he knows that. He just needs to hear it. "I don't think I'm supposed to say." Logan mumbles.Â
"Who fucking cares?" Sighing Logan looks over at you before revealing the truth.Â
"You die and your world starts to fall apart, that's why I got pulled into it."
James knew that death was coming. He could feel it. He had been slowly dying his whole life. That's not what bothers him. There's only one thing holding him back in being ready for the end. You. He can't leave you alone but it sounds like he does anyway. Failing you once again.Â
"What about her? Is she okay?"Â
"Yes.â James nods, he doesnât ask what happens. He doesnât want to know. As long as youâre okay then thatâs all that matters.Â
âTake care of her. Please.â James asks, for once letting Logan see his gruff façade break.Â
It feels like an odd request. Both of them know it, but he wants you to be safe and protected and no one will love you more than him. In any timeline, any universe, he loves you.Â
âI will.â Logan promises.
The two of them donât share many words after that. Itâs not like theyâre suddenly friends now but theyâre less hostile towards each other.
Eventually the strange yellow portal appears once again and Logan leaves. The time he spent here feels like a fever dream. Maybe it was? But you notice that James holds you a little tighter for a little longer now. He also rests a little easier. He knows where heâs headed, whatâs to come.
But its a little easier knowing that no matter what, youâll always have him.Â
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Sukuna x f!Reader
In which Sukuna brings home child Uraume â 2
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It was your scream piercing through the forest that had Sukuna dropping everything and speeding up his steps.
He was coming back from a hunt while you and Uraume were walking through the woods, foraging for ingredients.
It's been a few weeks since Uraume joined you both and since then, you had showered them with nothing but love and affection. Like the child you always wanted.
Sukuna, on the other hand, was teaching the kid how to properly control their technique. It wasn't something he would ever do for anyone but he has grown to... have a soft spot for Uraume.
But when he dashed through the woods and arrived at the scene, Sukuna would never admit the way his heart sank at what he saw.
Ice.
Ice everywhere.
With you slumped against a tree, shaking uncontrollably while Uraume was next to you in tears, screaming and crying as they apologised profusely. Half of your body was covered in ice.
"No! No! My lady, please! IâI'm sorry! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this! It was an accidentâ!" The child wailed. Memories of the frozen corpses of their parents rushing through their head.
It was just like that time.
"What have you done?" Sukuna's angered voice had Uraume backing away in fear as he got closer.
Your husband was by you in an instant, taking you in his arms. His eyes raked over your body to assess the damage. He quickly used his RCT to heal you. His heart was in his throat and he didn't stop until color returned to your face and your breathing was even.
You were going to be okay.
You were going to be okay but Sukuna was not going to let this go so easily. You... His everything... was harmed. Had almost brushed against the brink of death.
But when he looked up at Uraume with a rage of a furious storm, he paused.
The child was bowing deeply against the forest ground, body uncontrollably shaking from sobs and their little fists digging into the dirt as they repeated the same thing over again.
"I'm sorry! Please forgive me! I didn't meanâI-I didn't mean to hurt herâ!"
And those words stirred something inside Sukuna. A memory. A memory he had buried deep into his mind and vowed to never look back upon ever again.
Of a small, deformed child who had just discovered his dangerous technique.
"How could you do this?!"
"Please, I'm sorry!"
"Do you think sorry will fix this?! Will fix the damage you caused?!"
"I didn't mean to! Mother, I swearâ"
"Stay away from me, you wretched thing!"
"Monster!"
"Four eyed demon!"
"He'll bring a curse upon our village!"
"Kill that deformed thing! Kill itâ"
"Enough. Stand up and let's go."
"B-But my lady isâ"
"She's fine."
The walk back to home was quiet. Uraume had expected their punishment the moment they stepped into the house. But after Sukuna had gently laid you on the futon, the punishment never came.
Instead, the King of Curses placed his large hand on top of the child's head and scowled disapprovingly.
"Brat, did you not get what I taught you? Focus on a single damn point and breathe. That way you'll be able to control your technique. Nowâ"
Sukuna lead Uraume outside again and stopped a few feet away from a deer and a fawn.
"Kill the fawn and only the fawn." The man ordered.
Uraume was in disbelief. They had fully expected a punishment for what they did but when they looked at Sukuna, there was no malice in his eyes. Instead, impatience clouded those bloodied rubies as he tapped his large foot on the ground, waiting for the moment the child would do something.
With an impossibly warmed heart Uraume turned to the fawn with a smile and followed the malevolent king's instruction.
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You awoke a few hours later, eyes blinking up at the ceiling as memories of what happened slowly came back. Your heart sank and you tried to get up.
You had to find Uraume. The poor child!
But then you felt small cold arms secured tightly around you. Uraume was curled next you as they slept.
You calmed down and smiled tenderly, running your fingers across their snowy locks.
"They refuse to leave your side."
You looked over to see your husband leaning against the door frame. Your smile widened and you reached out to him.
Sukuna didn't hesitate, pushing himself off and walking over to you. He sat down next to you on the floor and took your delicate hand in his large one.
"I'm surprised they're even at my side."
Sukuna grunted. "They can control their technique now. So expect the brat to be glued to you more often."
You laughed softly. "Oh? And does that have something to do with you, my lovely husband?"
Of course it did because he simply refused to look at you and gave you a mere shrug. He was embarrassed. You could tell.
"My lady...?"
You turned your focus to a sleepy Uraume, gazing at you with an apologetic look.
"My lady, I'm sorry..."
You shushed them, stroking their hair affectionately. "Hush now, little one. It wasn't your fault. Sleep, okay? I'm here..."
Sukuna looked on at you and Uraume quietly. You, his beautiful wife, whispering soothing words to the child who, moments ago, was nothing but terrified of who they were.
And then he thought back to the little deformed boy with four eyes and arms running away with a tear streaked face from a mother who begged the villagers to kill him.
He knew that boy was at peace now.
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Christmas Eve - joel miller x female reader
summary: Christmas Eve with your husband.
word count: 2k
content warning: fluff..slight insinuations to sex, girl dad joel, heavily pregnant reader, anxiety surrounding pregnancy, birth etc. Pre established marriage, joel is in his early 30âs. no outbreak. I think thatâs it?
a/n: itâs chrissy eve in Australia⌠10:15pm as Iâm posting this. Merry Christmas to all my moots / fans of Joel / Pedro / whoever reads this. Love you all x
Lights draped around the window frames and along the porch were strung up, emitting a golden glow along the cleared pathway to the front door. Tinsel is tightly wrapped around the wooden frame of the steps to your front house, complete with a beautiful wreath on your front door.
Through the curtains, you could make out Joelâs figure up on the step ladder, hanging more lights in the living room.
As you step foot into your home, the harsh wind follows you as you tap the snow off your boots on the doormat, a freezing breeze curls up your neck, making you shudder.
But as the front door closes behind you, all you feel is warmth. The ugly Christmas sweater you wore has poorly stitched reindeers, snowflakes and the ugliest shade of green youâd ever seen. Alas, Youâre shocked to see Joel wearing his matching sweater as you step through the threshold of the living room.
Tinsel hangs along the hallways, the smell of the pine tree fills your lungs with warmth. Never did you think it could be possible to crave a smellâuntil now. The fresh scent of pine tree that Joel had cut down, he and Tommy had lugged it into your living room to use as a Christmas tree upon your insistence.
He turns to face you, raising an eyebrow at your messy hair and few intact snowflakes on your sweater. In hand, youâre clutching a sacred tin of powdered hot chocolate.
His ugly Christmas sweater is the same as yours, but red. His dark hair is littered with greys, feral curls untamed and his face framed with a pair of thick specs. The rainbow lights heâs hanging up with a hammer and nail reflect in them for a moment, before he removes them. His sweet, warm brown eyes meet your own.
âHouse looks good baby,â you call softly, admiring how beautiful the decorations looked with his determination, not allowing you to do anything more than decorate the tree, and wrap the gifts, since it was your favourite part about Christmas, excluding the gingerbread baking.
He climbs down the ladder, hooking his glasses through the neckline of his sweater, setting the hammer and nails onto the flat surface at the top of the step ladder.
âWithout your vision this never would have come to life. Sarahâs going to love it.â He preens, stepping toward you. âHow was it out there?â With an all recognisable voice of concern, you smile.
It was beginning to snow outside, and Joel was anxious the entire time youâd been gone.
âChaotic, shopping on Christmas Eve isnât for the weak. I had to practically fight an old lady to get this tin of hot chocolate you know?â
His soft laugh breaks the tension of his anxiety, just glad to have you back. His arms snake around you, resting on your hips. âSounds like you needed your man to come with you hm? Iâve got no problems protecting my girl from the oldies.â
âI can handle them, plus.. Iâm glad you stayed. Sarahâs going to be so happy when she sees all of this. Did you remember to do Santaâs footprints with flour?â
Tsk. âSo much distrust baby, course I remembered, I ainât the one with baby brain yâknow?â.
You roll your eyes at him, shoving his chest lightly. âAnd whoâs fault is that, hm?â
Joel chuckled as you rolled your eyes, knowing how much you secretly loved his teasing. He followed your gaze to the lights before smiling, proud of his work.
"Iâll take half the blame, honey," he said,
âIf you donât recall, Iâll recite the way you begged me to get you pregnantââ
With your cheeks warming you interrupt. âAlright.. alright. I remember.â
His thumb leaves your waist, curling into your cheek to caress you softly with adoration. "Iâm glad you convinced me, baby. You look so beautiful, youâre glowing.â
Your cheeks feel warm at his praise. The warmth of the fire crackling inside of the living room begin to ease the ache in your joints, particularly your knees and ankles.
âI look and feel like a whale.â It had been hard on you, anyone could see, with your stomach so round and swollen, the Christmas sweater struggled to stretch over your stomach to cover it entirely.
Joel shook his head, slipping his warm hands underneath your sweater to caress your aching stomach in a soothing notion.
"No," he protested softly. "You look like my beautiful, pregnant wife who is about to bring a little bundle of joy into the world. Half of me, and half of you.â
With a soft hum, you find yourself smiling. The thought warmed your heart, a small bundle of love, made of you and him. âFlattery will get you everywhere with me, Joel Miller.â
"Hm?" Joel hums in return, planting a kiss on your cheek, his nose nudging your own. "That's good to know, I might have to use that to my advantage."
He leaned in to whisper in your ear, his hot breath sending a shiver down your spine. "Maybe... it'll get me everything I want."
With a baited breath, you breathe out a shaky response. âAnd what is it that you want?â
"Hmm..." Joel pretended to ponder about it for a moment, his hands sliding down to rest on your hips again, fingers curling into the curved surface.
"Since you asked," he murmured, his voice low and enticing. "All I really want for Christmas is to spend it with you. But if you're looking for a more tangible gift, I guess I could think of a thing or two."
With a roll of your eyes, you snag a candy cane off of the tree beside you, and uncurl the plastic and stick the hooked peppermint lolly into your mouth, sucking the flavour off with a pop.
âHot chocolate first.â You insist, kissing his cheek, leaving sticky residue on his warm skin. âI didnât drive through a snowstorm and fight an old lady for nothing.â
You shake the tin of chocolate powder as if to remind him, garnering his attention.
Joel chuckled wipes the sticky candy cane residue off his cheek. âYou got it mumma. Hot chocolate first, then I'll tell you what I really want for Christmas."
Joel gestured towards the couch by the fireplace with one hand and an expectant gaze.
"Go take a seat and relax. I'll make the hot chocolate, and then you can tell me about that beautiful baby of ours and how youâre feeling."
He swats your ass softly, amusement clear in his voice.
âThanks baby. For everything. My feet are killing me.â Minutes later you graciously accept the warm mug of hot chocolate, the white mini marshmallows are soft and starting to melt.
"Anything for you baby.â You know he means it too.
He took a seat on the couch beside you, the leather sinking under his weight. "How's everything been today? Any contractions?"
You shake your head with a small mouthful of the gooey, warm, sweet drink. âNo, nothing yet. I feel like sheâs never going to come at this rate..â
A soft hum vibrates within your chest as he encourages you to shift towards him, and he props your feet up onto his lap to remove your shoes and socks, promptly massaging your swollen ankles.
âDo you think sheâll come before the new year?â
Joel continued massaging your ankles, looking down at your huge baby bump as you rubbed it tentatively, he can sense some anxiety coming from you as a first time expectant mother.
Sure, youâd practically raised Sarah since she was twelve months, but this was different. A newborn, the birth.. that was all new to you.
"Hard to tell, baby," he said with a thoughtful expression, not wanting to cause you any stress. "But judging by how big you are, I wouldn't be surprised if she decided to make her debut soon."
He looked up at you, his gaze meeting yours as he decided to pry further, coaxing the truth from you. "You feeling ready for the big day yet?"
âIâm terrified,â you admit in a gentle whisper between you, a sudden sense of vulnerability curates between the two of you. It makes it all the more real.
Joel's expression softened as you admitted your fears, his fingers pausing in massaging your ankles. Watching as you set your now empty mug down onto the coffee table, having satiated your sweet tooth.. for now.
"Hey, I get it," he reassures quietly, his thumb gently rubbing circles on your foot in a comforting gesture this time, rather than a massage. "Giving birth is a big deal, baby. But you're gonna be incredible. You're strong, you're capable, and I'll be right there with you every step of the way. I promise.â
Joel smiled warmly, squeezing your shoulder gently as you slowly processed his words of encouragement, that no matter what happened through the birth, youâd soon have a family of four. âYouâre right.. itâs all going to be okay.â
"You're damn right it's going to be okay," he said with conviction. "Because we've got each other, Sarah, and our precious little girl.. Sadie, right?â
He moved his hand from your feet, leaning closer to place his hands on your stomach, feeling his daughter actively kick at his affectionate touch. Seeing you nod in confirmation. âYeah.. Sadie.â
"Just think, in a few days, you'll be holding our baby in your arms."
The thought is overwhelming, a small baby in your arms, Sarah, who had turned six earlier in the year. She was stoked to be a big sister, asking every day when the baby was coming. Constantly cradling your heavy stomach with her small hands, singing as she prompts the baby to kick.
The image of innocence, a young child that still believes in Santa, which will hopefully carry into the next few years of your lives.
The thought makes you smile, wrapping dozens of presents for everyone and sticking them under the tree for all of you, your family of four plus Tommy and Maria who annually joined you for Christmas celebrations.
Joel glances around the living room, taking in the sights of the lights and the decorations that adorned the house. The tree stood in a corner, covered in colorful, homemade decorations from Sarah, the topper at the top of the tree shaped like a snowflake coloured in with a half dozen colours being Joel's favorite of them all.
"You know," he said softly, his hand still resting on your tummy. "This is going to be our last Christmas as a a family of three..."
The thought makes your heart ache with guilt or perhaps anxiety, biting into your lower lip. âItâs all a bit much isnât it?â
"Yeah, it is," he admitted, his voice thick with emotion. He was getting older now, creeping into his early thirties. To start over again, he felt a little out of practice.
"It's a lot to take in, baby, I know. But that doesn't mean it's a bad thing. We can do this together, Tommy and Maria will help.. we arenât doinâ this alone. Sarah will adore our little girl. And I know youâre goinâ to be an incredible mother.â
Ever the romantic.
With a wry smile and your heart swelling inside of your chest, you offer him what he had indignantly prompted for earlier in the evening. âWant to try and get this baby out?â
Your hand trails through his hair with a suggestive smile. Joel raised an eyebrow at your suggestion, a sly grin spreading across his face.
"Hmm... Now that's a proposition I can get on board with, baby."
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á°áŠ Day Five of Slutmas// Run, Rudolph, Run â R.C + J.M
Youâve always fantasized about being chased, hunted and used. Luckily for you, Rafe and JJ help bring the fantasy to life one snowy Christmas night.
CW: smut! 18+ only! CNC, dark!rafe, dark!jj, primal play, slight blood play, use of cuffs, choking, throat fucking, unprotected piv sex.
note: hiii! i just want to first off address, i marked this as consensual non consensual because reader did tell them she wanted this⌠though i donât show the backstory of HOW they got here, she wants it even though she doesnât voice it during this and will be âfightingâ them, itâs all apart of her fantasy. secondly, thank you all for reading and supporting slutmas! iâve had so much fun doing this, and hope to provide for yâall again next year! i hope everyone has had a merry christmas, and happy new year babies! mwahđâ¤ď¸
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âSweetheart! Weâre going to find you⌠Why donât you just come out and play, huh?â
Rafeâs low voice echos through the silent hallway of his large house, sounding closer than he was moments ago. You press your back against the closet door, trying to steady your breathing, your heart thumping wildly in your chest. You wanted them to find you, just not too soon, it would ruin the fantasy, take away the fun of the chase.
The sound of footsteps thump loudly outside the door youâre behind, and you quickly slap your palm over your mouth.
âWhere the fuck else could she be, Rafe? Your house is big, but not that fuckinâ big.â JJ says, annoyance lacing his tone.
Rafe slams his palm against the door, making you squeal behind your hand. âFuck, I donât kn- Wait⌠You hear that, Maybank?â
Shit. You gave yourself away.
âYeah, sounds like it came from your room.â
Your heart rate slows, letting out a slow breath. They didnât know you were in here. They didnâtâŚ
Your thoughts die. A shrill scream escaping you when the door is ripped open, causing you to fall backward onto your ass, Rafe and JJâs tall frames standing on either side of you.
A slow smile spreads across their lips, Rafeâs eyebrows rising as he tilts his head to the side. âHi, sweetheart. Told ya weâd find you.â
Tears begin to fill your eyes, and you scramble backward, pushing yourself further into the closet. Fuck, this wasnât smart.
You quickly jump to your feet, taking advantage of Rafe stepping further into the closet. You try and rush forward, your shoulder colliding with his firm chest, but itâs no use. He quickly grips at your upper arms, digging his nails into your skin, making you cry out.
Gripping a fistful of your hair, he yanks your head back, forcing your glossy, tear-filled eyes on his. âAnd where exactly do you think youâre goinâ sweetheart?â
Your lips part, letting out a silent scream as he uses the hold on your hair to pull your body flush into his. He dips his head down, running his nose up the side of your face and inhaling your scent.
âYour fear smells so fuckinâ sweet,â His tongue darts out, licking up the hot tears that spilled down your cheek. âBet that pussy is soaked, ainât it, sweetheart? Bet youâll be so wet and tight when we fuck you⌠Use you like the fuckinâ slut you areâŚâ
You fight against his hold, pushing your hands against his abdomen, feeling his abs flex underneath your fingers through his thin white t-shirt. He tightens the hold on your hair, his free hand making its way around your waist and holding you tightly against him. You feel his hard cock growing stiffer through the rough denim of his jeans, your clit pulsing with need as your nostrils flare, eyes narrowed into thin slits as you forcefully stare up at Rafe.
âThe fight turns me on, baby.â He rasps.
And then heâs yanking you up off your feet, tossing you over his shoulder and exiting the closet. He passes JJ as he steps through the threshold and into the cold, dark hallway of Tannyhill, and you catch a glimpse of the blonde. His eyes match Rafeâs, bright blue, but right now, both of their pupils are blown, their eyes a sea of black as they think of all the things they can do to you.
Rafe walks you down the long hallwayâ JJ following closely behind, silent as he watches you kick, scream and fightâ until he reaches the master bedroom. He kicks open the door, reaching the California King in two steps. He tosses you down onto the mattress, your tits bouncing from the impact of your back hitting the plush mattress.
JJ licks his lips, walking to stand on the other side of the mattress, staring down at you with a hungry look in his eye. He tilts his head to the side, leaning forward and pressing his palms into the mattress, his face mere inches from yours.
âGoddamn, princess. You put up one hell of a fight⌠Too bad for you, I love that shit. It turns me on.â
He inches closer, his lips ghosting across yours. He presses his lips to yours, but itâs short lived before youâre head butting into his nose. He pulls back, hissing in a breath and letting out unintelligible curses, his right hand cupping his nose.
âFuck! Why the fuck did you do that?â He hisses, pulling his hand back and seeing it covered in his blood.
âFuck. You.â You choke out, squeezing your eyes shut and falling back onto the mattress.
JJ is on you before you have time to take a breath, his legs straddling your hips, his left hand wrapped tightly around your throat, squeezing so tight you see stars. He pulls his right hand from his face again, looking at the blood that covers it before a wicked smile stretches across his lips.
âRafe, help me out and pull this little bitches shirt off, yeah?â
Rafe chuckles, stepping around the mattress. He pulls out a pocket knife, flipping it open and bringing it to the collar of your shirt, cutting it straight down the middle. Your bare breasts come into view, nipples hardening as the cool air hits them.
JJ licks at his lips, pulling his bottom one between his teeth. He takes his right hand, smearing the blood that covers it across your chest, running it across your breasts, covering you in his blood. He groans, scooting himself up to straddle your stomach. He grips your cheeks in his bloody hand, covering your face in his blood as well, forcing your lips to part slightly. âFuckinâ beautiful.â He rasps, squeezing at your cheeks harder.
JJ pushes off your face, climbing off of your body and roughly tugging your flared leggings down your thighs. He and Rafe share a look when they catch a glimpse of your baby pink lace thong, a small wet spot already forming in the middle.
Rafe begins fumbling with his belt, pulling it through the loops of his khakis and tossing it to the floor, the loud clank of metal hitting the floor has you wincing. JJ works his clothes off as well, both men stripping down to nothing but their boxers. You push up on the mattress, rolling to the side, hoping you can run again, but Rafe quickly grabs at your ankles, pulling you back up the mattress.
He tsks, pursing his lips as he shakes his head like heâs disappointed in you. âStop trying to fuckinâ run, sweetheart. I promise⌠Youâre gonna love what we give you.â
He snaps his head up, pinning JJ with a stare before he snaps his fingers. âTop drawer of my nightstand, thereâs a pair of cuffs. Grab âem and cuff her wrists to the headboard, yeah?â
JJ gives a wicked grin, the dried blood covering his nose and upper lip making him look ten times more scary. But also, very fucking hot. He slowly turns, making his way to the nightstand and ripping open the top drawer. The unmistakable sound of metal clanking fills your ears as JJ pulls out the silver cuffs.
He holds them up, his eyebrows raised as he makes his way toward you again. You begin to kick and squirm again, Rafeâs hold on your ankles tightening. Your body thrashes and fights against the mattress, messing up the perfectly made bed. JJ aggressively wraps his hand around your throat again, his fingers digging into your sensitive skin as he squeezes tight.
âStay fucking still.â He demands, and you swallow thickly.
JJ releases your throat, climbing onto your body once more, straddling your chest as he grips your right hand in his, bringing it up to the metal bars of the headboard, clicking the first cuff in place. He pulls the other cuff through the bars, the metal chain that separates both sides harshly clanging against the bars of the headboard. He finally grabs your left wrist, bringing it up and cuffing you in place.
Pulling back from the bars, he sits back, enjoying the way you pull against the cuffs. Loud screams and curses slip past your lips, falling on deaf ears.
Rafe climbs into the bed, joining you and JJ. You glance over JJâs shoulder, watching as Rafe tightly grips his thick cock in his hand, stroking himself slowly, his eyes never leaving yours.
ââM gonna have so much fun fucking that tight, sweet cunt of yours, sweetheart.â
Your hips buck, arousal pooling in your panties as you imagine Rafeâs fat cock stretching you, brutally pounding into you. Rafe releases his cock, bringing his hand down to your weeping slit, slowly running two fingers through your folds. He hums softly, reveling in the feel of your arousal coating his fingers.
He brings the two fingers to his lips, pushing them into his mouth and sucking your sweet taste off of them, mumbling out a low praise, âMmm, pussy tastes so sweet.â
He pulls his fingers from his mouth, reaching down to fist his cock again. Your head falls back into the pillows, a small whimper escaping you as Rafe slowly runs the swollen tip of his dick through your folds.
JJ reaches through the slit in his boxers, pulling his own cock free, stroking himself and lightly tapping the head of his dick against your lips. Your lips part slightly, allowing JJ to slowly push the tip inside your mouth, laying his fat tip on your tongue.
JJ smiles, âOpen up, pretty girl.â
You do as he says, opening your mouth wide enough to allow him to slip his heavy cock down your throat. He groans when you close your lips around him, your tongue flattening against the vein on the underside of his shaft.
Rafe continues to tease at your entrance, pushing the tip inside before pulling back out. JJ places his hands behind your head, lifting it slightly, giving him enough space to begin fucking himself roughly down your throat. You whimper and gag around JJ, a muffled and choked squeal pulled from your lips when Rafe finally rams himself fully inside, stretching you to the hilt.
Both men begin forcefully thrusting into you, shockwaves of pleasure coursing through your body as they use you.
âFuck, youâre so wet, sweetheart,â Rafe rasps, slowly pulling his cock out, slamming his hips forward again, pulling a muffled whine from you. âLove the way this pussy feels, squeezinâ my dick so tight.â
JJâs hips slow, his cock buried deep down your throat. Drool spills past the corners of your lips, and JJ groans when you gag around him, tears spilling from your eyes. âLook so fuckinâ pretty when youâre full of cock, princess. Like a fuckinâ masterpiece.â
You whimper, your legs shaking and mind growing foggy from how full you are. Rafe and JJ both begin thrusting harshly into you again, using your body, nearing their releases. Your pussy clenches around Rafeâs cock, your clit pulsing as your orgasm threatens to burst.
âMm, feel you squeezinâ âround me, sweetheart. Be a good girl and cum on my cock, yeah?â
Rafeâs hands grip at your hips, lifting your lower half up off the bed as he quickly pounds inside you, his dick pulsing and swelling. JJ picks up his pace as well, harshly fucking your throat. You yank at your cuffed wrists, the harsh metal digging into your sensitive skin. Both Rafe and JJ laugh at your attempts to get free.
âStop fighting it, princess. âM so close, almost doâ shiiit..â JJ rasps.
You feel JJâs cock twitch in your mouth, a low grunt spilling past his lips as the hot ropes of his cum fill your mouth. He holds your head still, nose firmly pressed against his pelvis as he forces every last drop of cum down your throat. âThatâs it.. Swallow my cum, princess.â
Rafe isnât far behind, his thrusts growing sloppy before he shoves himself deep inside you, a pleasured moan escaping him as he fills your pussy with his cum.
JJ pulls himself from your mouth, rolling off your chest and onto the bed beside you, his chest heaving as he tries to calm his breathing. Rafe stays buried inside you, his body falling on top of yours, his lips placing soft kisses up the length of your neck.
Your breathing is rough and choppy, your wrists aching from the cuffs. You let out a soft whimper, your head rolling to the side and finding JJâs eyes. âJ⌠Cuffs..â
He chuckles, rolling onto his side and placing a kiss to your lips before grabbing the key off the top of the nightstand. He quickly undoes your wrists, allowing them to fall down by your sides. You pull them up to your chest, rubbing at the raw and sore skin before letting them fall to your sides again.
Rafe slowly pulls himself from inside you, rolling to lay on the opposite side of you. He and JJ both wrap their arms around you, both nuzzling their faces into your neck. You let out a content sigh, and whispering âThank you, both. Merry Christmas.â before sleep claims the three of you.
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â kissing under the mistletoe.
kissing genshin men under the mistletoe! / fluff / no cw / other: youâre not dating in all scenarios! (â) a/n: i did NOT proofread. but this took me a bit⌠hope you guys enjoy nonetheless! happy holidays! :)
characters included: albedo, childe, cyno, diluc, kaeya, kazuha, lyney, scaramouche, tighnari, wriothesley, xiao, and zhongli.
wc: ~4.4k words
ârelax, itâll be fine!â he said. âjust lead her to the mistletoe when you two are chatting at the party; after all, you both are probably going to stick together the entire time anyways.â
that was kaeyaâs advice. of course albedo took it, considering the probabilities of it working due to his insane roster of people fawning over him for just existing. of course heâd be more educated in this area.
but how would he be able to enact said advice if the guy who gave the advice in the first place was busy taking up all your time at the stupid party?
albedo was ready to just head home at this point. there was no point in waiting for you if he was most likely going to chicken out in the end anyways.
a boisterous laugh from kaeya brought albedo out of his little slump as he looked over, watching as the guy pushed you lightly his direction. you seemed⌠almost bashful. it was cute.
you shuffled through the people dancing and walking around before stopping in front of him.
âhey, âbedo.â you smile.
â(y/n), itâs good to see you here.â albedo returned, realizing that besides the initial hello you two shared before you were whisked away elsewhere, this was the first time heâd been able to talk to you tonight.
âgood to see you too, i was thinkingâ thereâs this place i wanna show you outside of the party, would you want an escape for a bit?â
he followed you immediately.
the spot was serene. the backdrop of all the constellations and the hanging moon in the sky were in full view, a couple trees here and there adorning the already pleasing landscape. albedo wished he had brought something to paint with, but a mental remembrance would have to do for now.
âitâs⌠stunning.â he murmured out as you continued walking. you went over to a tree whose leaves leaned forward just a bit, providing some shade. you sat down under it, patting the ground next to you.
this was his sort of paradise. the cool breezes, the quiet atmosphere, the world seemingly frozen as you two sat so close that one movement would have your arms brushing together.
he made that one movement.
you gave him a glance before seemingly staring at the sky. âlook up in the branches of the tree.â
he did so without a word, his eyes zeroing in at the singular, small irregularity amongst the greenery of the tree.
mistletoe.
a light blush spread across his face, his eyes widening as they faced yours, which were already staring at him. he forced his expression to go back to being as neutral as he could manage, before cupping your face with one hand and bringing you in for a kiss.
needless to say, kaeya was a good matchmaker.
the holidays have always been a heartwarming time with ajaxâs family, not to mention that ever since you joined him, he waits twice as excitedly to see them again.
he loves the domestication of you with his younger siblings, his parents, him; in a warm house with snowflakes floating down amongst the scenic landscape outside and everyone inside away from the troubles of the world. all his loved ones, together, in one place, safe.
taking your hands and spinning you around, he lets go of one to hold your hand as you both sprint to the house ahead. you love how his eyes shine as he knocks on the door, his younger siblings tackling him and squeezing you tightly to the ground with his parents reprimanding them and herding them back inside.
youâre grateful for the warmth of the house as you shed off your winter gear and help ajax get off his as his siblings spout off with questions for him that they couldnât fit in the letters sent back and forth between them.
at one point, they bring their big brother in to whisper something in hushed voices. ajax chuckles as they scurry off, shaking his head and smiling brightly at you. he almost seems like a kid again, the way his smile reaches far and he looks like he canât get any happier.
you see teucer poke his head out from behind a wall and beckon ajax over. he goes over, but not without a glance to you showing off the mischievous glint in his eyes.
you wait in anticipation with a smile as you hear everyone with him giggle and push him out with a newly acquired headpiece, a headband with a string attached to a mistletoe.
a few seconds go by with your laughter before ajax teasingly says, âso, are you going to come over here, or?â
you be sure to give a thumbs up to his siblings before tackling him in a hug and bringing him in close for a smooch or two.
âstay still,â you softly chided, âiâm not going to be able to get all this sand out if you donât.â
âsorry.â cyno replied, glancing back at the ceiling. of all methodsâŚ
this was purely tighnari and colleiâs doing. theyâre the only ones who know cynoâs preferred place to sit as you âhelp get the bits of persistent sand in his hairâ even though he knows that he can do it himself.
when had they placed that there?
cyno quietly sighed as you finished with the ends of his strands, carefully taking off your gloves and putting down your brush on the towels beneath you both.
âalright, thenâ good night, cyno.â you say as you get up, although hesitant. you wanted to spend more time with him, but with his narrow schedule, you donât mind putting his rest before your own desires. you wait for him to stand and get off the towels, which he does, before cradling them in a way so that the sand on top of them wonât spill. you give a small âbye, sleep well,â before turning to leave.
you feel his coarse fingers delicately wrap around your upper arm, a gasp leaving your lips as he pulled you back with a force that youâd be able to escape from if you wanted to.
âcyââ
âlook up.â
you do as told.
as soon as your eyes meet the red and green symbol, you feel the same fingers that pulled you to him hold your chin, bringing your focus to him.
he speaks through the meeting of your eyes, and you allow him with a response of your lips against his.
he separates after a bit before diving back in. after such a small taste of paradise, he canât help but want more.
of course someone put a mistletoe above the doorway of the tavern. and of course he didnât remove it incase you came by today. and of course kaeya teased him for it.
no matter how annoying, heâd go through it if it meant youâd come to him at the end of the day.
and that you did.
you rushed past the door in excitement to tell him about your hectic, but interesting, day as diluc ignored the knowing stare he got from the calvary captain.
with a small smile, you two stayed talking until midnight, when diluc finished cleaning and closed up the tavern.
âiâll see you tomorrow, âluc.â you smile, as he does the same despite his diminishing hope at being able to kiss you under the protruding plant that you two were still standing under.
just as he came to the conclusion that heâd have to be the one whoâd initiate the kiss, you leaned in close to place a kiss on the corner of his lips. âyouâre obvious when you want something, you know that?â
he chuckled a bit after he recovered. âyou just know me well.â
he put a hand on the side of your face and pulled you in again.
âyour office is so⌠bland. for someone like you, i expected at least some interesting decorations especially during this season.â
ââfor someone like youâ?â kaeya rose an eyebrow, eyeing the box you set on his desk. âand furthermore, i havenât had the time to decorate for the season! iâm always busy with work or spending time with you.â
âor at the tavern,â you pointed out, taking items and sorting them out across the floor from the box. âhmm, red or blue?â
âboth. and what if i was just waiting for you to come in and help me since we both did a pretty good job last year?â it wasnât a total lie. he was waiting for you, but only to be able to spend more time together.
âstraight line or dips? then i think thatâd be a lie,â you countered, âafter all, your office was as brightly adorned as the outside all those years back before i came in to help.â
âon the walls? straight would be easier. dips would look good on the desk, though.â kaeya said as he adjusted some of the ribbons he fluffed out. âi like your company.â
a smile creased your features as you stayed quiet at the thought for a few seconds before replying with a âi like yours, too.â
eventually, you both stepped back to revel the sight. you sipped the last bits of the now lukewarm drink kaeya brought for you earlier. you remembered the way your fingers brushed against each other and the small spark that you hoped he shared.
you felt him brush a piece of hair from your face, tucking it behind your ear.
when did he get so close?
he tilted your head up to the ceiling, your heart beating fast and resounding in your ears.
and then he kissed you, soft and delicately.
amidst the glowing lights and cheery decor, nothing couldâve matched the high spirits you and kaeya were feeling right then and there.
kazuha's observant. he always has been. so heâll always know when youâre not giving yourself as much love as you should be. case in pointâŚ
âi know that i am not the most perfected in this artâŚâ says the guy who can make cussing sound flowery and sweet sounding, âbut i made this small book for you. itâs full of haikus and other forms of poetry containing everything i find attractive about you.â
you take the quite hefty book full of papers and some apparent trinkets sticking out of some of the pages (like flowers that remind him of you and such) with care. its title is (y/n), my muse and eternity.
you canât seem to find your words. âkazuha⌠this isâŚâ
he smiles at how happy you look.
he knows that insecurities are far from that of the like of small insects and the such, in which you can just kill them with a little flick or small press of a youthâs finger.
insecurities are plagues, brought from hell itself to block out what objectivity sees.
he knows that his words wonât be enough to quell your troubles permanently, but heâll damn well try just to see that smile and see you free from whatâs trapping you in that moment.
he flips the pages to the end where papers face you devoid of ink. he gestures above, where a small plant glistens amidst the dull space where you two are seated. you swear that wasnât there when you walked in.
you feel him slowly trace your arm, as if asking permission to pull you closer. you lace your fingers together, relishing in the warmth of his presence as you let yourself come closer.
his lips meet yours, soft as his appearance but as passionate as his dreams and ambitions.
and when you two come apart, he takes ink and a quill from a nearby table and fills in the blank page with new words, swiftly getting the mistletoe from above to tuck into the pages like a bookmark.
lipsâ
with the snow falling
in the slumber of the world
Heaven-sent are they
with warmth to my days
with feelings of home in you
paradise is found
âa private show right now?â you softly laugh.
âexactly! and youâre in for a treat todayâ i picked up a book per someoneâs recommendation about the significance of different flowers and their meanings! and i will incorporate that in the trick iâm about to show you!â he spouted excitedly, bowing in front of you as he usually does before a performance.
âwell then, letâs see what youâve got for me today thatâs different than all the other shows youâve already shown me!â you say, sitting in the chair he prepared ahead of time.
he smiles. taking his hat off again, he swirls his fingers over the opening.
âoh, it seems thereâs something stuck; give me a secondâŚâ and with a yank, out he pulls a bouquet of rainbow roses. he offers them to you with a warm grin.
you take it with wide eyes, holding it close to you as you relish in how your fingers brushed against his and the remembrance of the meaning of these flowers.
taking advantage of the proximity, lyney brushes back a piece of your hair, reaching behind your ear and pulling out a piece of mistletoe with small buds blossoming on the branches.
you feel your face become unbearably hot.
he leans in to whisper. âthis part isnât a trick, by the way⌠these flowers represent my feelings rather well, i think. do you accept them?â
you can feel your heart pounding as you nod, his lips reaching yours as soon as you do. itâs passionate, just as the flowers represent.
once you both pull back, he says, âhow do you rate your performance?â
âiâll rate it ten out of ten if you kiss me again.â
he does. 10/10!!
what a stupid touchy feeling tradition. absolutely stupid. absolutely not worth his time setting up just because of your stupid romantic fantasies.
well, i guess that makes him stupid, then.
if all goes wrong, he has at least five back-up plans ready. so thereâs nothing to lose, right?
except maybe possibly hopefully the norm of friendship you two have changing into something more.
but, he knows that if his hopes are set too high, they can come crashing down more hurtful than falling from a fifty-story skyscraper.
so he settles for stomping out his icky hopes and dreams for this encounter in favor of not going insane. at most, you were probably going to just peck him on the cheek as a âfriendly gestureâ. or slap him altogether.
it was still a good ten minutes or so before your designated meeting time, so he closed his eyes and waited beneath one of the shady areas of the forest hangout you both discussed on, listening for the sound of your footsteps. to his mild surprise, he heard them coming just a few minutes later.
you emerged from the trees, your eyes widening a bit before smiling to seemingly cover it up. âscaraâ! sorry, did i make you wait for long?â
he shook his head, eyeing the basket you were holding before meeting your gaze. âyouâre fine. i just arrived.â which was a lie, he came extra early to prepare.
âthatâs good to hear. i met with the traveler a few days ago, and he taught me a few new recipes. i was wondering if youâd like to try them out?â you say, taking a small picnic blanket out. scaramouche offered to take it as he spread it out under the tree he was leaning against.
âsounds good, your cookingâs always something i look forward to.â he replied, throwing that compliment in for good measure.
you laugh softly, opening the basket and setting out the dishes. he canât help but notice a certain small plant in there as well for a brief second before itâs gone, covered by a few napkins shifting around as you arrange the food and utensils.
ah. wellâŚ
he stops you momentarily, gently moving your hands off the basket as he brings it closer to himself, knelt down as he rummages through it and pulls out the small piece of mistletoe inside.
youâre quick to talk. âoh, thatâs⌠thatâs just a lucky charm i carry around. i⌠a friendsaidthat itâs supposed to bring good luck! and fortune! and i brought it to ensure that you wouldnât uhâget food poisoning or something, yâknow? or so that i wonââ!â
youâre startled by scaramouche pulling you to your feet, a smirk on his face as his hands trail up to your face. his thumbs trace the sides of it as he says, âif you look up, iâm sure youâll find something very confidence-boosting.â
you do.
he slowly leans in, like heâs seen other couples do. and he swears youâre something else and that something zapped his lips and spread through the rest of his body, because the moment your lips met it felt as if a small electrocution was taking place in each part of his being.
itâs almost so overwhelming that he also swears that he can feel his own heartbeat in there. what did you do?
a small paradise of his own, and he plans on never losing it.
(also something ate a portion your foodâ it wasnât you or scaramoucheâ but hey, at least that means that he can spend time with you cooking that same dish again!)
sleeping out in the forest can be difficult, but for people like tighnari, you just get used to it.
however, thatâs not the case this time around with the only sound that his ears seem to be registering being the sounds of you outside your tent, sitting on a stump, writing in your plant/personal(? he thinks?) journal, and very much awake after he told you to rest up for tomorrow.
he sighs, getting up. heâs not letting you do this.
you immediately turn your head to the sound of him exiting his tent, knowing youâre in for an earful about taking proper care of yourself. you know he cares, but at least wait until youâre finished writing these last few wordsâŚ
âi told you at least an hour ago to head to sleep. youâll need the energy for tomorrow.â he walks closer, ending in front of you with a hand on his hip, which he drops as soon as you look up at him.
âi know, butâŚâ
âyou can fill in whatever you want to fill in tomorrow. come on.â he gently ushers you to your feet, taking your hand and confiscating your notebook.
âtighnâ!â
âiâll give it back tomorrow. i donât trust you not to write in it in your tent.â he leaves no room for complaint, evading all your attempts in retrieving the book until you eventually give up with a more than devastated look.
you reluctantly lie down, tighnari watching you till you put your covers over yourself.
âgood night, (y/n),â he gives a small smile, âtell me if anything nearby irritates your senses. i wonât mind being waken up for that.â
and with that, he leaves.
he spares a glance at the notebook in his hand, still open to the page you were writing on. he had no intentions of reading it, but when your nameâs written down in someoneâs time, youâre bound to be curious why.
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thatâs where it ends. in the book, a small mistletoe plant is nestled in between the pages. tighnari can feel his face heat and his tail jerking around excitedly behind him, prompting him to take a deep breath to calm down. itâs no use, really.
you like him?
he canât help the smile that flutters up, taking the plant out and dropping off your notebook in his tent.
he goes over to yours, knocking his foot against the rocks outside as a sort of doorbell. he knows youâre awake.
meanwhile, youâre panicking and on the verge of running out and taking your chances in the dangers of the forest in the dark. you hear his knocking.
âyou read it.â you manage from behind the curtain like doors. âiâm sorââ
âmay i come in?â
he hears you inhale deeply. hesitant footsteps make their way over, opening the entrance to him.
immediately, he takes your hand. lifting his other arm, the mistletoe he has a hold of dangles above you both.
âi would,â is all he says before his lips press against yours.
both of your worlds spin, and every other noise in the avidya forest blurs away.
when you separate, heâs the first to speak with rosy cheeks decorating his features.
âmistletoe is also categorized as a parasitic plant, meaning it depends on other plants to survive by drawing nutrients from them. be sure to add that to your journal.â
âtighnari.â
he kisses you again in apology.
âyour knuckles are all bruised againâŚâ you mutter, taking his hands into your own. you brush your thumbs over the especially calloused areas.
âitâs really no big dealâŚâ he murmurs, thinking you to be sweet for caring so heavily about him.
you get your bandages out. âare there any other places that are injured that i should know about?â
he shakes his head no, but then answers verbally realizing that with your eyes focusing on his hands, you probably didnât see.
a couple minutes later and youâre done, a lot sooner than wriothesley wouldâve wanted.
âflex your fingers.â he does so. you take the hand you just bandaged to fix one loose end. âi think thatâs itâŚâ
he subconsciously holds your hand in his. as per traditionâ a sort of inside joke between you twoâ you bring his fingers to your lips and kiss his bandaged knuckles with a smile.
when you do the same to the other hand, he chuckles. you look at his head tilted upwards, looking up at the ceiling. you trail up as well, your eyes widening for a moment.
âit looks like sigewinne mustâve slipped in and done some decorating for me. we donât have to, if you donât want to.â
you recall her words from a few days ago to you. âwell, if you donât make a move soon, donât be surprised when i intervene.â
you meet his eyes. he looks⌠bashful? embarrassed?
you gather up your confidence before it evaporates and move up to kiss him.
He stiffens before melting into the kiss, bringing you closer with the hand not holding yours on the small of your back and the other intertwining your fingers.
he chased your lips after you separated, and well; you both didnât leave his office for a bit.
you definitely made sure to hug and give sigewinne a new sticker sheet afterwards.
you thought up the idea a while back, but never acted on it. xiao was⌠well, xiao. you simply didnât think heâd like it, especially if he didnât like you in that way. thatâd just be awkward.
so you never did it, until one day after you consulted zhongli.
âit seems he does feel the same way, after all the talks weâve shared of the topic being you, to whom he speaks very highly of.â
you smile at the thought now as you sit beside xiao, explaining the topic of mistletoe, which apparently he overheard from some people walking past that he wanted to learn about. what he heard you donât know, so you prompt to start from the very beginning from its origins all the way to its tradition.
he stays quiet with a few questions throughout your speech, seemingly deep in thought.
you think thatâs a good sign.
when youâre done, you look at him only to find him already staring at you.
âwould you want to do that with me?â
your eyes widen at the sudden sentence before you throw out a response. âyes, i would.â
âiâll be right back.â and before you can say anything, he vanishes. he comes back a few minutes later with something in his hand. a small mistletoe.
you stand up to his level, eyeing the blush beginning to spread across his face.
you smile serenely, taking his hand holding the plant and raising it above your heads. you then take the lead and lean in to kiss him.
in all of his years of being alive, xiao thinks heâs never felt so⌠actually alive. itâs always like that around you. you take him away from the automatic responses he gives and seemingly endless monotony that is slaying monsters and the sort. you give him some sort of essence he canât describe that heâs been lacking all these years, decades, centuries, millenniums.
he loves you so dearly.
and when you separate, he finds himself seeking more, pulling you closer and kissing you again.
itâs his sort of reward for suffering for so long without this, he supposes.
âitâs rather late,â zhongli glanced over at the night sky, âshall we get going?â
you nod. âthanks for accompanying me today; though, i still feel guilty for taking up your timeâŚâ
he gives you a reassuring smile. âit is of no concern. i was not particularly busy, and any time spent with you is never wasted.â
you smile back. âyou flatter me too much.â
âit is not as if you do not deserve it.â he responds. you canât help but widen your smile. he continues speaking. âyouâre staying over at the baiju guesthouse for now until your renovations are completed, correct?â
âi am! itâs been pleasant so far, and the decorations adorning the building for the season are definitely a sight to wake up to!â
a good amount of talking later, and finally at around midnight, you both arrive.
âiâm afraid i now must apologize for taking up your time, you ought to rest for tomorrow. shall we meet up soon?â his expression is soothing, but if you look a little deeper, a small glint in his eyes shows a bit of hopefulness and something else.
âof course, andâŚâ you trail off, glancing up at the archway you two are standing under in front of the guesthouse. âhappy holidays, zhongli.â
you quickly kiss him on the cheek before hurrying away, leaving a stunned zhongli in your wake, hand to the place where you kissed him, seemingly in awe.
he says your name delicately, like a sacred word meant to be worshipped. you stop your hand on the door, turning your head over to see him reach for your hands and spinning you around.
a small intake of air leaves you as he walks you both back under the mistletoe above that you spotted earlier. he then leans in close.
âmay i?â
and you close the distance.
happy holidays indeed.
Šď¸kazusys â 24/12/24; do not plagiarize/steal, repost, translate, and/or claim any of my works as your own.
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itâll pass // mv33
pairing: max verstappen X engineer!reader
word count: 18.5k
warnings: cursing and alcohol use. this is about the 2024 season and while i tried to make things as accurate as possible some things are tweaked for the storyline. so just read for the vibes and not biblically accurate season info :)
includes: right person wrong time, childhood friends, hidden relationship, a little friends to lovers, and ANGST
summary: when you think you've finally gotten everything you want in life... it goes and shows you just how unfair it can be.
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Not many children are certain on what they want to be when they grow up, especially at age nine, but you were an exception. Sure â millions of children say they are going to be a veterinarian or a doctor when they grow up, but how many of them actually end up being that? Life happens, plans change, and reality sets in for the majority of Earthâs population. Although you never planned on any of that happening to you. There was never a doubt in your mind that you were going to be anything other than a race car driver, but even the most determined and strong willed people get dealt a shit hand at some point in their life. Â
Youâd been surrounded by racing your whole life â a perk of your Dad being a successful rally car driver. The sound of the engines and the smell of the exhaust were ingrained into your brain by age five. You were a wild child, a thrill seeker and definitely your Fatherâs child according to your Mother, but you knew even if your Dad wasnât a racer that you would have still found yourself drawn to racing one way or another. For a good chunk of your early childhood you claimed to want to be a rally driver like your Dad, much to your Momâs dismay, but that all changed when you attended your first Formula 1 race.
F1 wasnât a foreign concept to you, your family watched and attended lots of different kinds of racing, but youâd never been to an actual Formula 1 race before. The atmosphere was completely different to anything youâd ever experienced and watching it on TV was nothing compared to seeing it in real life. You were enthralled by the sounds and hustle and bustle of everything. Not to mention how fast the cars actually were. The little adrenaline junkie in you was on cloud nine and by the time the checkered flag was waved and the car crossed the finish line you knew you wanted to be the one driving it.Â
Luckily being brought up in a motosports family meant you somewhat had an upper hand. You were blessed to have the finances to start karting and not to mention a very long list of connections. And sure having all these things help you, but youâve still got to have the talent. Which in your case was never an issue. You were a menace on the track, a force not to be reckoned with, and your Dad taught you not to take any shit from any of the insecure little boys. Trophies and medals lined your walls and there was never a doubt in your mind that you couldnât make it to the top, that was until you got older.Â
As your brain developed more so did your understanding that a lot of people and your competitors didnât think women belonged in racing. Sure when you were younger some of the boys teased you, but it was never anything that bothered you much. It wasnât until you were around fifteen and looking to move over to single seater racing that you faced your first real case of self doubt. Even with you being one of the best drivers in your division you still had to work ten times harder than the worst male driver to prove to everyone that you were worthy to be there. It was exhausting to constantly be ridiculed, to hear people say you only had gotten this far because of who your Dad was. It amazed you how you had won all these championships and races and people still didnât think you had the raw talent that you so clearly possessed.Â
Even with spells of self doubt and days where it felt like the world was against you, youâd somehow made it to Formula 2. That Formula 1 seat that youâd dreamt about since a child was almost in your grasp and you were more determined now than ever to prove that you were one of the 20 best drivers in the world. You knew that this season was your make or break, if you didnât put in 110% then what were you even doing here? You needed to make a statement, but even the most astronomical statement couldnât help the fact that your fate was decided when you were born a female.Â
It didnât matter that you had won basically every championship in the previous feeder series or that you were clearly on your way to win the F2 championship. It didnât matter if people claimed that you were the future of Formula 1 or if Susie Wolff was your mentor. It didnât matter that you had meetings with just about every F1 team about the possibility of a seat next year or that you had a well known last name. None of it mattered because at the end of the day no one was actually ready to sign a woman as a driver. Sure, theyâd string you along and give you the false hope of somewhat talking about a contract and then go and sign a driver who you could lap with your eyes closed. Sometimes you just thought they liked the publicity that the team got from the news of you being in talks with them and couldnât care less about actually giving you the time of day.
Finally accepting that you werenât going to get a seat in Formula 1 was a devastating out of body experience. You were sat in an uncomfortable chair in between Susie and your Dad as they tried to bargain you a seat at Williams. Although it wasnât your first choice, you had thought and prayed that with a female CEO and Susie having ties there that Williams would be your saving grace. It was your last option at this point and as you sat there their voices became background noise and the longer you studied Claireâs body language you knew this was the end. You had zoned out, your fingers bloody from subconsciously picking at the skin around your nails as your mind wandered to a place that wasnât this meeting.Â
Ever so often youâd hear a statement from one of them and it only made you more catatonic.Â
âSheâs in a league of her own, Claire. I mean sheâs a million times better than I ever was as a driver.âÂ
âHer stats alone should tell you everything you need to know. Sheâs more qualified than the drivers youâve got right now. I can tell you that.âÂ
Itâs what comes out of Claireâs mouth next that brings you back to reality and what also seals your fate. âWe could offer you being a development driver like Susie was or possibly a reserve.âÂ
Your eyes focus on her as you sit up in your chair. âI donât want to be a development driver or a reserve driver. I want to be in the car every race weekend. I want to be an actual driver and I know Iâm more than qualified to be one.âÂ
You can feel your Dad and Susieâs eyes on you, surprised at your sudden brashness, yet they didnât reprimand you. Both of them knew you deserved better than what you were getting dealt. You watch as Claire clasps her hands together and a tight lipped expression forms across her face. âI hate to say this, but we just canât afford to take the risk.âÂ
âThe risk?â You question, fully knowing what that risk is.Â
She clears her throat, her eyes darting from Susie to your Dad and then finally landing back on you. âYes you have talent, but we canât take the risk as a team right now to sign a female driver. We are barely holding on the way it is and signing a femaleâ it justâ we canât be the team to experiment with that right now, no matter how good you are. Iâm sorry.âÂ
âSo a woman can run a racing team, but just canât drive for one? Got it.â Youâre trying to be professional, but youâd already heard that sorry excuse so many times before and your dreams were literally getting crushed right in front of you, so who can blame you for being a little shitty.
âItâs not just me making this decision Y/N. Thereâs a million other factors and people that go into this decision. If it could be different I promise it would be.â The strained look on Claireâs face does nothing to ease the ache in your chest, if anything it makes it worse
Thereâs an awkward silence that fills the room and you want nothing more than to be out of this suffocating room. Your emotions are starting to bubble over and the last thing you want is for someone to spot you looking less than thrilled. In society a man is allowed to react and a woman can only overreact. Thereâs been countless times where your quote on quote emotions after a difficult race are used against you in an attempt to prove you shouldnât be racing.Â
The wooden legs of your chair screech across the floor as you get up and even though you donât want to, you reach your hand out towards Claire. âThank you for your time, it was nice talking with you.âÂ
âMy offer still stands. I think it would be wise to think it over.â Her grip on your hand is firm as she speaks, but it does nothing to change your mind.Â
You give her one last thank you before swiftly exiting the room and making your way out of the building. Itâs not until youâre in the safety of the blacked out SUV that you finally let yourself fully feel your emotions. And once the first tear falls thereâs no stopping the ones that come after. Youâre angry that even with the talent you so clearly possess, no one will give you a chance. That youâd worked this hard, gave up your childhood and the possibility of having a normal one to do this. Spent hours, days, months training and being away from home just to get to this spot in your life. Your one dream in life was almost in your grasp, your fingertips could brush against it, thatâs how close it was. Yet on a sunny afternoon on a random Monday it was ripped away from you.  Â
Sobs echo through the empty car and youâd never felt more hopeless than you do right now. You spot your Dad talking with Susie outside the building and a short minute later heâs walking towards the car. You try to pull yourself together, you donât want your Dad to see you like this, but when he gets into the driver's seat you lose it all over again. You somehow feel like youâve let your Dad down, heâs been your biggest supporter during this whole journey and you not getting a seat felt like the equivalent of you being the worst child ever.
Your Dad couldnât be more proud of you though, heâd never seen someone work so hard to accomplish their dreams and he was always going to be in your corner no matter what happened. His heart breaks when he gets into the car and sees you so upset and defeated, heâs half tempted to march back in there and demand that they sign you. But right now he knows you need him more than anything. He reaches over the center console and pulls you into him the best he can. His little girl deserved so much better than what you had been dealt and he only wished he could take that hurt you were feeling right now away from you.Â
âDarling I know this hurts right now. If I could, Iâd make a whole racing team from scratch just so you could fulfill your dreams, but this isnât the end for you. Maybe you could try different kinds of racing? Indycar? Endurance? Maybe follow in your old man's footsteps?â His hand gently rubs against your arm as you sniffle into his chest. âYou never know, maybe if you take the reserve spot you could get a seat the following year.âÂ
You lift your head up, your eyes bloodshot as you make eye contact with him. âDad, we both know that's not true. Theyâd just string me along.â You lean back into the leather seat as you close your eyes, already feeling a headache coming on. âI know life isnât fair, but this is some cruel level of unfairness. I wish I had been born a boy because I know I would not be in this situation right now if I was.â
âYouâre correct, if you were a boy you wouldnât be in this situation right now. But that is only because you wouldnât be half the racer you are as a guy. Youâve gotten this far and youâve got the talent you do because of who you are and that includes being a woman. I like to take credit for your skills, but honey all your will power and strength and smarts and hell just about everything else you get from your Mother. The guts to be in love with dangerous racing I will take credit for though.â He tucks a stray piece of hair behind your ear before resting his hand on the side of your face, gently wiping away your tears. âListen, people may be blind and ignorant now, but when they finally realize just how good women can be in motorsports and stop being pussies and take that risk, they are going to regret waiting so long.âÂ
His words do nothing to calm the raging storm in your mind. âI know, but I wanted to be that person. I wanted that realization to happen now. I worked so hard and what did I get in return? To be passed over by someone whoâs absolute shit? It hurts so bad.âÂ
His hands reach back over to yours, enveloping your much smaller ones in his as he tries to comfort you in any way he can. âThat feeling will pass. It hurts now, but itâll pass. I promise you.âÂ
The feeling never truly passes.Â
You learn to deal with it, trying to find the positives in life, but the ache is still there. It's like a bad knee that hurts when itâs cold outside. Itâs not there all the time, but certain moments take you back to that awful day. It hurts when you win the F2 championship and still donât have a seat in F1. It hurts when interviewers ask you about what your future holds. It hurts when you see people you raced with as a kid be that one of twenty that you want to be so bad.Â
Once the F2 season ends you honestly have no idea what you are planning on doing with your life. You really donât want to dabble in other forms of racing, but you know if you take a year off your chances of getting that golden seat become even more slim.Â
Itâs not until the FIA Gala that you come to the conclusion that maybe you should take up the offer of being a reserve driver. You know youâre going against every word youâve previously said and every stubborn bone in your body doesnât want you to do this, but thereâs nothing you want more than to be a Formula 1 driver. And if there is even a .1% chance that you could get that seat by doing a year as a reserve first, then youâd be dumb to not try. You know all the odds are against you and maybe youâre betting on a losing dog, but you needed to at least believe in yourself if no one else was. Itâs a choice that youâve mulled over for what seems like an eternity, but itâs a certain Dutch driver that makes you take the final leap off the edge.Â
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Youâve known Max since you were kids in karting. The two of you were pretty close friends as kids, often seen attached at the hip around the track during race weekends. Heâd found solace with you and your family, something that looking back now, you were glad to have been able to give him. He was the only other person who you truly considered competition back in those days. It was always a fun time when you raced against Max, mainly because he treated you like an equal, but also never downplayed your talent. He knew you were good and he expressed that many timesâ something that meant a lot to you back then and still does today.
As you two got older your friendship started to fade for no reason other than taking different paths. When he skipped F2 and went straight into F1 you were pissed, but he had the talent, you couldnât deny that. Youâd sometimes see him on weekends when F1 and F2 raced together, a few short words spoken in passing, but it was never like the old days. Your lives didnât necessarily coincide anymore, he was making waves as the youngest F1 driver to exist and you were stuck in F2. So when he approached you at the Gala you were surprised.Â
Youâd been playing good racing driver and making small talk all night, talking to sponsors and random rich men who loved to hear themselves talk. Youâd finally escaped the tortuous sea of networking and found yourself at a somewhat secluded table with a flute of champagne in front of you. You hadnât been at the table for very long before you heard a familiar Dutch accent coming from behind you.Â
âIs this seat taken?âÂ
You turned to see the one and only Max Verstappen standing there with his hand on the back of the seat next to you. Your eyes scanned across the white linen tablecloth to the several empty chairs surrounding the table and then back to Max. âI think they all might be spoken for, but Iâm sure they can find another table to sit at.â He lets out a little chuckle as he sits down and you notice him fidgeting with his tie, clearly trying to loosen it. âItâs weird seeing you in anything other than your race suit or team kit.âÂ
His movements halt as his eyes comb over you and it makes you squirm slightly in your seat. âCould say the same about you.âÂ
Heâs not wrong though, the dress youâve picked out for tonight is nothing shy of stunning, but itâs not you. You always felt like these events were a form of torture more than anything and having to get all dressed up was just the cherry on top.Â
âI saw that you had a good season.â You state before taking a sip of your champagne.Â
Maxâs eyebrows raise in surprise towards you, like youâve just said the craziest thing. âI donât think we should be talking about my season when youâve just won a championship.âÂ
You lean back in your seat, crossing your legs as you adjust your dress. âItâs only an F2 championship Max.â Thereâs still a part of you thatâs slightly bitter about him leaving you behind and you wonder what this night would be like if you were an F1 driver like him.Â
âIt still means something.â His baby blue eyes narrowed at you as he spoke.Â
The remaining champagne in your glass is gone in seconds, this isnât where you wanted this conversation to end up, but somehow you knew it was inevitable. âIt doesnât mean much if it canât even grant me that seat I want. I won that championship basically halfway through the season, but canât get anyone to offer me anything higher than a reserve driver. How does that mean anything?âÂ
Max shifts in his seat, he knows this is a sensitive subject to you and he knows what heâs about ready to tell you will probably get him slapped, but he has to at least try.Â
âIt could mean something and I came over here to talk to you about it.â Your eyebrows furrow at his words, confused as to what he could possibly mean. âI want you as my teammate.âÂ
You canât help but laugh slightly at him, the Dutchman had clearly had one too many glasses of champagne tonight. âDid you think to express that to Red Bull before I had that world shortest meeting with them months ago? We all have dreams Max and yours is nice, but itâs a pipe dream.â
He shakes his head and scoots his chair closer to you. âItâs not a dream. It can happen. The team wanted to see how the rest of your season played out, but they for sure want you now.âÂ
âWhere is Daniel going then?â A waiter comes past and you snatch another flute of champagne off of their tray. âAnd why is this not being discussed in a formal meeting setting?âÂ
âThe team thought you might be more willing if you heard about this from someone you knew pretty well first. You know Iâve always been in your corner.â Max knows this is where the conversation will either go south or youâll hear him out and he fears the latter isnât the most likely scenario. â And Daniel isnât going anywhereâÂ
It takes you a moment to understand what Maxâs words mean, your glass of champagne hovers near your lips as you slowly realize what heâs insinuating. And this time you actually do laugh at him because how could he think that after your disgruntled conversation just moments ago that you would want the one thing you were dissatisfied with?Â
âMax, you've got to be kidding me.â You feel like this is one big prank and your tone is more defeated than upset at this point.Â
Max on the other hand is trying to figure out how to convince you that this is your best option without making you throw that glass of champagne in his face. âJust hear me out ok? I know being a reserve is the last thing you want, but I also know that youâre one of the best drivers out there right now. And yesâ you should have that seat already and it sucks that they are making you jump through so many hoops, but Iâm trying to help you out in any way I can. So please just take Red Bullâs offer. Youâd be a reserve for a year and then when Danielâs contract is up at the end of the season youâd be the number one contender for his spot.â The only thing you can find yourself to do is blankly stare at him. Itâs not a guarantee that you would be getting Danielâs spot, youâd just be a contender and to you that means you would be just used for headlines and never actually considered.Â
âYou really think this is the best thing for me?âÂ
A sigh escapes past his lips, he should have known this wouldnât be as easy as he hoped. âWhat are you really going to do if you donât take this offer? You canât do another season in F2. I mean, youâre driving laps around these guys for fun. Youâre wasting your talent here and youâre also wasting it by being so determined to not take this opportunity.âÂ
Your arms defensively cross over your chest and you want what heâs saying to not make sense, but it is and itâs making you even more irritated. âI could seek out other forms of racing.âÂ
Max canât help but roll his eyes at how stubborn youâre being. âYou wonât though. You love rallying and yes itâs in your blood, but you lack the experience that you need. Endurance just isnât you. Indycar is the closest thing to F1, but at the end of the day itâs not Formula 1, so I know you wonât actually seek it out. F1 is what you want Y/N and Iâm trying to help you get there.âÂ
You know what heâs saying is true and itâs a tough pill to swallow, but you still canât bring yourself to actually accept that this is your best and to be frank your only option at this point. Max can see the gears turning in your head, your teeth chewing on your bottom lip. âY/N.â Heâs trying to get you out of your head and bring you back to him. His hand reaches out and gently lands on your knee and that simple action has your eyes focusing back on his blue ones.Â
âHow do you know for sure? How do you know that Iâll actually be considered for Danielâs seat?â Â
A heavy sigh comes from Max and you know heâs not going to say what you want to hear. âI donât. You know the racing world â just because something is said doesnât mean itâs true, but thereâs a high probability. And I think if thereâs even a slim chance and you donât take it then youâd be dumb. You know Iâll always be in your corner and I wasnât lying when I said I wanted you as my teammate.âÂ
You still donât know what to say to him, youâre torn between staying true to your values and not taking anything less than what you deserve and realizing that you may have to accept that this is the only way to even get close to your dream. âStop making the guys in F2 cry and come join Red Bull, please.âÂ
A small smile finds its way onto your face when you realize Max is recalling all the boys you used to make cry when you beat them when you were kids.Â
âThink youâre the only one I havenât made cry yet, Verstappen.âÂ
Max mirrors your smile, the memories of old karting days also replaying in his mind. âDonât see it happening anytime soon either.â A small chuckle escapes past his lips as he speaks.Â
The atmosphere between you two had lightened and as you stare at the smiling Dutchman in front of you thereâs really only one thing you can say to him.Â
âIâll think about it.âÂ
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After much deliberation, a handful of meetings, and finally accepting that this was unfortunately your best option, you found yourself dressed in a Red Bull team kit three months later in Australia.Â
Being a reserve driver was not where you expected to be right now, but you were trying to be more positive about the situation. If it wasnât for Max youâd probably be sitting at home wallowing in self pity. At least with being a reserve you get to still be around the one thing you love. It was tough though, to be a part of the race weekend, but not actually be able to race. Youâre in the team meetings, you occasionally do media, you train like a driverâ you do everything that a driver would do on a race weekend except actually drive the car. You sometimes feel like youâre just being taunted, like an animal with a treat just out of its reach. It's hard mentally sometimes, but you push through with the help of a therapist and the hope that this suffering now will be worth it in the end.Â
Being a reserve meant you spent basically all of your time on race weekends in the garage. It wasnât a foreign place to you by any means, but youâd never really been in the garage while the race was happening. You were more accustomed to being the one out on the track and not in here, but youâd grown to love the behind the scenes work. The one thing in particular was the role of race engineer. You were very familiar with them, your own engineer had been with you all through Formula 3 and 2 and you had fully planned on taking them with you into F1 if it was possible. The bond between racer and engineer is a special one, youâve got to have the utmost trust with one another, know how eachother thinks and trust that they are doing everything in their power to help you. It sounds a little dramatic, but truly what is a racer without their engineer?Â
Throughout the season youâd found yourself lingering more and more around the engineers. The occasional times where GP let you sit on the pit wall during practice sessions or qualifying you found yourself glued to the seat next to him. To see how effortlessly Max and him communicate and the level of trust is amazing. Itâs a completely different atmosphere and thereâs somehow a calm adrenaline that comes over you when youâre on that pitwall. GP makes it look like a piece of cakeâ looking at data, having multiple people in your ear at once, thinking about strategy. It sounds like a nightmare to some, but you grow to love it. The analytics make the gears in your head turn and the little racing nerd in you canât seem to get enough.Â
You seem to be focusing more on the engineering side of things more than racing at a certain point in the season and maybe itâs because subconsciously you know you arenât going to get Danielâs seat so youâre trying to distract yourself with something else. There are some moments during the season that give you hope that perhaps you will be considered, like the couple times you get to drive Maxâs car in FP1. That hour you get where itâs just you, the car, and the track in front of you makes you realize why you fell in love with this sport to begin with. Itâs just that when that hour is up youâre brought back to reality and you donât want to get out of the car, but the proud look on Maxâs face and his insistent rambling about how it was a no brainer that you finished with the fastest time each session made it a little easier.Â
But even with the slivers of hope, Max constantly advocating for you, and not to mention just your raw talentâ the team still decides to go with someone else. They donât come right out and tell you, but you hear the whispers around the paddock and online that Pierre Gasley is who they want. Your name is barely mentioned in talks and when the announcement finally happens at the end of the season you arenât even surprised. In all honesty yes it hurts, but you knew when you signed that contract that there was the tiniest chance that youâd get that seat and so throughout the season you built your walls up and prepared yourself for the inevitable.Â
If it was even possible Max seemed more upset than you about it, but when you tell him over winter break about the other deal you struck he seems to forget all about how you once again had been wronged. Somehow by not getting a racing contract you managed to sign a different one. It was a long depressing month during the end of the season of coming to terms with the fact that your racing career very well may never go any further than F2, but youâd realized that you can still experience your love of racing, just differently, by becoming an engineer. Youâd fallen in love with the behind the scenes work during your year as a reserve and GP had somewhat taken you under his wing.
So when the two of you had an actual conversation about you possibly taking the steps to become one it just seemed to click. Youâd signed a contract alright, but it wasnât the one youâd imagined to be signing. The little girl with a dream of being nothing other than a race car driver couldnât believe that this is where she was headed, but here you were. You were no longer Red Bull Racing reserve driver, you were now a Red Bull Racing apprentice engineer. Even with your knowledge from being a racer for some time, youâd still need to go to school and you somehow managed going to school while working under GP. How you managed that work load youâll never know.Â
Max was thrilled that you two still got to work together and was proud that youâd seeked out a new path for yourself. Heâd still be holding out hope that one day youâd get to be teammates, but for now he couldnât be more happy for you. Especially because you seemed happy with how your life was turning out.Â
As the years pass you only grow closer with Max. Itâs like youâre joined at the hip sometimes, but you come to realize thereâs no one else youâd want to spend the majority of your year with. It feels like your old karting days, he gets you and you get him and for you two thatâs just enough. Youâre there for his first WDC and you donât think youâd cried as much as you did then, seeing the boy you raced with as a kid win such a prestigious title. But you also cried for yourself, because as much as you were so proud of Max, you couldnât help but still mourn the fact that it could have been and should have eventually been you winning a championship. It stings a little less when he wins his second, but thatâs mostly because you got so drunk you couldnât really remember much of it. When you graduate with your degree in engineering Max is there cheering you on, dressed in something other than his team kit for once. You donât remember much from that night either, but you canât seem to forget how genuinely proud he seemed of you and how he couldnât seem to be anyplace other than right next to you.Â
The following year with a degree and years of experience now under your belt you get a promotion, mainly because GP got poached by another team for the following season. So for the 2023 season that is truly an iconic one for Max youâre practically his race engineer, but GP is still there right next to you offering his knowledge when needed.Â
When itâs finally official that youâll be taking over the role as Maxâs race engineer in 2024 the news is mostly positive, but of course there are some people that think you couldnât possibly be capable of taking on the role. That a three time worlds champion shouldnât have a woman as an engineer, let alone one that was around the same age as him. It was funny truly, you were more than qualified to be an engineer. Youâd done the schooling and had the experience, yet once again because you were a woman people thought you didnât deserve the job.Â
Max on the other hand was ecstatic that youâd be filling GPâs shoes. Heâd had a good run with him, but he couldnât lie and say he wasnât sure that you two would make an incredible duo.Â
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âSo maybe this wasnât how Iâd imagined us being teammates, but I did tell you I wanted us to be teammates didnât I? And I think itâs safe to say I always get what I want.â Max stated as the two of you tried to hide in the corner of this end of season/Max's WDC party/your promotion party. Well technically it was Maxâs WDC party, but of course he had to bring you into it and show his appreciation to the team as always.Â
Heâs clearly had one too many gin and tonics and the goofy smile on his face only got wider as he spoke.
âCocky much huh? I think that third championship is getting to you.â Â
He leaned in closer to you and those pretty baby blues narrowed in on you. âWell when we get my fourth title next year Iâll show you just how cocky I can be.â That was gin and tonic talking and you knew it was time for Max to retire for the night.Â
âAlright champ. Think it might be time to call it a night.â Your hand wraps around his bicep to try and guide him towards the exit, but heâs a solid man and he doesnât even budge.Â
âNo, it's still early! We havenât even begun to celebrate you yet!â Heâs being loud and pouty and all up in your personal space, classic signs of drunk Max. And truth be told you donât want the attention on you whatsoever, hence you hiding in the corner. Which of course Max had invaded as soon as he could. âCome on just one more drink?âÂ
You know one more drink is never just one more, but for whatever reason tonight you canât tell him no. And so hours later when youâre both making your way down the fancy hotel hallway towards his room you donât even recall wanting to leave early. Both of you tipsy are always giggling messes and when Max canât seem to get his key card to work to get into his room itâs apparently the funniest thing on earth to you. Which in turn has Max laughing and you donât realize how loud you two actually are until the door across from his opens and a disgruntled elderly man is stood there in his robe.Â
âSorry!â You barely squeak out to the man as Max finally gets his key card to work and youâre pushing him into his room before the old man can respond. When you hear the door click behind you, the both of you are stood in silence staring at each other for a moment and then laughter erupts out of both of you.Â
Max plops down on his bed and you take that as a sign that heâs safely made it back to his room and youâve fulfilled your duty as his friend tonight. âAlright. Youâre safe and sound which means Iâm gonna head to my room. Goodnight Max.âÂ
He quickly sits up on the edge of his bed at your farewell, his teeth gnawing at his bottom lip as he wonders if he should go through with the idea thatâs been consuming his brain for some time now. He had enough liquor in him now to justify even considering it. Itâs not until your hand touches the door knob that he finally speaks up. âY/N. Wait.âÂ
Your head whips around at the sound of his voice and by the time youâre fully turned around heâs inches away from you. âIf this is you trying to convince me to rally and head back out Iâm convinced you want me dead, Verstappen.âÂ
âNo no, itâs nothing like that.â His voice is soft and you can almost feel the energy in the room change.Â
âWhat is it then?â You throw him a questioning look.Â
Heâd cracked the can of worms and if he didnât fully open them soon he doesnât think heâll ever get the chance again. âUm- thereâs something I-â How was he supposed to tell the girl who in less than a month is going to be his official race engineer that he has feelings for her? Heâd been somewhat harboring them since they were kids and as he got older and the feelings seemed to lessen he figured it was just a silly little childhood crush. Heâd only then realized since becoming as close as the two of you have ever been these past couple years that those feelings were not just ones of a silly little childhood crush.
Sure it started out as that and yeah his feelings may have just gotten pushed down when your lives started to go in different directions, but now that he had you with him all the time and your relationship had blossomed into something more than just two kids on the kart track. Heâd come to the conclusion that those feelings never actually went away. And he knows he should have said something sooner because this new phase in your relationship and your work relationship takes priority over his romantic feelings, but Max canât help but be greedy. The three time world drivers champion surprisingly wants to have his cake and to eat it too.
The alcohol coursing through his veins isnât really helping him in thinking that clearly, he canât seem to muster up the words in the order he wants, itâs all jumbled up and he starts speaking in Dutch without realizing it.Â
âMax, you're making no sense. Youâre drunk, just talk to me in the morning or guess I should say afternoon by the way you seem to be sounding.â Heâs tipsy, not drunk. He could hold a conversation, but apparently not when it came to confessing his feelings. The liquid courage he thought he had possessed was clearly no longer working in his favor. Itâs only when he feels your hand touch his forearm that he pulls himself together. âWhen I signed that contract to be your race engineer I didnât think it would include babysitting.â You slightly teased him as you tried to guide him back to his bed, but like back at the party his feet stayed planted to the plush carpet.Â
You knew drivers and their engineers were close, you had to be, but there was something definitely different about Max and yours relationship. Maybe it was because you had known each other since you were children, but you two were for sure closer than the average duo. Case and pointâ the situation you two had currently found yourselves in. You didnât know of any engineers and drivers who went out and hung out outside of work like you guys do or even party like you two do, but for you guys it was normal. So perhaps things would have to change when the season officially started.Â
âIf youâre going to be so stubborn then you can put yourself back to bed.â Your hand drops from his arm as you turn towards the door to leave when you feel his much larger hand wrap around your wrist, pulling you back towards him. âMax-âÂ
Your faces are inches apart and his pupils are so dilated that those pretty blue eyes that always stare back at you resemble something more of a black hole than a spring sky. âI may regret doing this, but I think if I donât Iâll regret it even more.âÂ
And itâs in this moment that everything between the two of you changes and your lives are forever altered.Â
You donât even get to question what Max is talking about before you feel his plump pink lips against yours. Your brain short circuits and it takes you a second to realize what is actually happening, but by the time your brain catches up with your lips heâs already pulled away and cursing.Â
âFuck I shouldnât have done that. Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry. Clearly you donât feel the same-âÂ
Max doesnât even get to finish his rambling before your grabbing at the material of his shirt and pulling him back towards you. Your lips crashing into each others and this time heâs the one surprised. His hands reach up to cradle your face as he deepens the kiss, your lips moving in perfect synchronization. The night's drinks linger heavy on your tongues and they begin to mix as his tongue slips its way into your mouth. Heâs dominant yet soft with his actions and you find yourself becoming enthralled with them.Â
When you two finally pull away youâre both breathless with rosy cheeks and giddy smiles on your face. Thereâs a silence between you, no one wants to be the first one to say anything. To bring you back to reality and ruin this moment, but Max is the first one to burst the bubble. âI hadnât really planned on kissing you. I actually had a whole speech planned out, but guess this did the trick just as well.âÂ
âA speech?â You question.Â
âWas gonna tell you that I may have had a crush on you since we were kids in karting and how I thought it was just a childhood crush for the longest time, but then we became so close ever since you joined Red Bull and I realized that Iâve always been enamored by you. We just get each other and being around you is so easy. Youâre my person Y/N.âÂ
You werenât going to lie to yourself and say you didnât have a crush on Max when you were kids too or that youâd perhaps sometimes in the middle of the night when your mind wandered thought that there may be something a little more between Max and you than what you let on. But youâd always pushed those thoughts aside as quickly as they arrived. You didnât allow yourself to be distracted with silly crushes when you were racing let alone now when this new dream was at your fingertips. But the fact was that it wasnât just a silly little crush. Max is just as much your person as you are his. Heâs your biggest supporter and embarrassingly the person you think about the most. And perhaps you do find yourself staring at his pretty blue eyes or the way his eyes scrunch up when heâs really happy or laughing hard. The way his lisp becomes more prominent when he gets excited or how you love to hear him âmaxplainâ.Â
So perhaps you were more down bad than you had let yourself believe, but it was no use dwelling on it. You were colleagues and soon you would be his race engineer. This was just a drunk mistake and Max was only caught up in the momentâ at least thatâs what you kept telling yourself. This couldnât happen right now and you know you know you shouldnât have kissed him back, but god kissing resembled the same feeling of when you overtake on the track. That adrenaline rush that starts in your stomach and travels up to your chest. Itâs addicting and as he stands there in front of you, those swollen pink lips of his keep shutting down everything in you that tells you to not let this go any further.Â
Max gently reaches up to tuck a stray piece of hair behind your ear, his touch lingering as he tries to figure out how you feel. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have sprung this on you. Itâs alright if you donât feel the same, but I mean after that kiss⌠thereâs got to be something.â The sly smirk on his face only has you rolling your eyes at him, but he knows from the small smile your donning that the eye roll was nothing of significance. âI just had to tell you. Itâd been eating at me.âÂ
His hand moves to cup your cheek, his thumb brushing gently across the top. You practically melt into his touch and as your eyes flutter shut a deep sigh escapes past your lips. You know this canât continue, you know youâve got to be the one to set the boundaries, but god damn if this wasnât something like a dream.Â
âIâm not going to lie and say I donât feel the same because I do. Perhaps even more than you at times, but this was absolutely the worst time for you to do this. Before you know it the season is going to start and Iâm going to officially be your race engineer. We canât mix pleasure with business.âÂ
He knows what youâre saying is true, but to hear you say you feel the same as him has him willing to risk it all. âI know I should have told you sooner, but I think we could make it work.âÂ
âMax.â Youâre trying to get him to think rationally for just a second.Â
âWe donât have to put a label on anything and no one will know until we are ready. We will just take it slow. Nothing would have to change between us or the people around us. Work will always come first.âÂ
His hands move down towards yours and your fingers intertwine as you try to make sense of all the things flying around in your brain. Youâve never felt this way about anyone before like you do Max. Youâd been burying it, trying not to let it get in the way of your job, but it had been there subconsciously the whole time. Now that youâve come to terms with it and found out he feels the same, how the hell were you two going to move forward with this?
âThings will change Max, even if you say they wonât we both know they will. Weâll have to be careful about how we interact and sneak around. This isnât some little make believe play time kind of thing. This is real life Max.â You squeeze his hand as you speak, trying to convey just how serious youâre taking this and how he should be too. âI also have a lot more at stake than you do Max. Iâve gone through hell and back to get where I am today, I donât want it all ruined in the blink of an eye.âÂ
Max so badly wants to make this work. He understands your apprehension regardless of how strong your feelings are for him, but he thinks you guys should at least give it a try.Â
âI understand what youâre saying. I also think what weâve got here is pretty special. It would be a shame to not pursue it.âÂ
Your brain is telling you to choose your career and your heart is telling you to choose both your career and Max. Everything could work out fine and he could be the guy you end up marrying and living happily ever after with or it could all blow up in your face and you could lose your career and your man. But if you would have never taken the risk of becoming a reserve for Red Bull then you wouldnât be here in this position. So you take the risk and decide to go with your heart.Â
âAlright letâs see how this plays out Verstappen.âÂ
His eyes light up at your words. âYeah?âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
And for the third time that night you feel his soft lips pressed against yours.Â
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The 2024 season starts out with a bang. Max puts it on pole in quali and wins in Bahrain and the same thing happens in Saudi Arabia. Youâd been practically shitting yourself in the weeks leading up to the start of the season. There was an insane amount of pressure from the public and media for you to do well, but also an insane amount that you had put on yourself. You wanted to prove to people that you were good at your job, that you deserved to be there. So when the first two weekends went smoothly and your communication went well with Max you couldnât have been happier.
Not to mention how well it was going with Max. You two had been nothing but careful when it came to your radio messages, but also your behavior in the garage. The fleeting glances or smiles thrown your way only mean that much more considering you two are the only ones who know their true intent. And the evenings spent in each other's hotel rooms are like your own personal getaway. Itâs just you two once that door is closed behind you and it makes the kisses even sweeter.Â
Although the following week in Australia you werenât expecting to be dealing with a hiccup so soon, but thatâs the world of Formula 1 for you. It started off normal, Max took pole in qualifying and the race started great. Everything is normal on the pitwall and then you see Carlos overtake Max on lap two. It of course is not what you want to see, but it was only the second lap and you werenât that stressed at the moment, but then you hear the dial of Maxâs radio.
âI just lost the car. Really weird.â Maxâs voice fills your ears through your headset.Â
âYeah no problem Max. Still early.âÂ
You watch the data closely as the race continues and you can see his time dropping ever so slowly.
âFuck. The car is loose.âÂ
âI know. Try and hold on, we are working on it.âÂ
His time keeps dropping and you're combing through everything trying to figure out what could be going on. As you glance at the monitor with the race coverage you notice smoke coming from the back of the car and not a second later his voice comes through your headset once more.Â
âI have smoke. Fire fire. Brake my brake.âÂ
âCopy. Try and make it back to the pits.âÂ
Fuck. This could not be good. Youâre first real issue as an official engineer and itâs only the third race of the season. You turn in your chair as you see him rolling down the pit lane, his rear brake on fire. Your stomach drops and you know it's a DNF for him. Thankfully it wasnât a crash, you think you would have been going to the medics with him if that was the case.Â
Your headset is off and youâre making your way across the pit lane as soon as you see him get out of the car. Youâre nervous considering this is the first race issue youâve dealt with while being âtogetherâ or whatever you two are calling it and you arenât sure how Max is going to handle it.Â
Heâs in the garage taking off his balaclava as you walk up to him and you want nothing more than to wrap your arms around him, but you know you canât do that. Thereâs clearly signs of disappointment on his face, but heâs trying to keep a poker face when he spots you. âYou alright?â You question as you lean against the counter.Â
âIâm fine. Car isnât though.â Heâs short with you and you probably should have let him decompress on his own before coming over here, but you couldnât help yourself. Itâs not like itâs the first time youâve seen him in a less than cheerful mood, but itâs the first time since coming to terms with how you felt about each other and you being his engineer.
âI know, Iâm sorry.âÂ
He shrugs his shoulders at you, his hand running through his dirty blonde hair. âWasnât your fault.âÂ
You feel like it is though. âAre we good?â You ask with a low voice.Â
Max could barely hear you with the sound of the mechanics and when he sees them moving the car into the garage he grabs you by the elbow and leads you towards the back of the garage towards the paddock entrance hallway. It luckily was empty for the moment, the garage too busy dealing with the car.Â
âWhy would we not be good?â He lowers his voice too.Â
Itâs your turn to shrug your shoulders. âI donât know. Itâs just that it was the first issue of the season and I wanted to make sure you werenât upset with me or something.âÂ
âSchatje.â The term of endearment always has butterflies fluttering about in your stomach, no matter how many times you hear it. âIt was not your fault. It was a mechanical issue.âÂ
He can see the worry across your face and he knows the amount of stress youâve been feeling about everything. The last thing you need is to be worried about how your relationship is going. He quickly checks both directions and when he sees the coast is clear he pulls you into his arms. Itâs what you both needed after the shit show that was this race and even if it was brief his actions told you everything you needed to know. âWeâll talk more tonight, yeah?âÂ
You simply nod at him, both of you knowing you have to go back to your respective roles in the team before someone comes around the corner. He gives your hand a gentle squeeze before disappearing behind the corner and back into the garage. You lean your head against the wall as you let out a deep sigh. There was something in you that had a feeling that this season wasnât going to be an easy one.Â
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Japan and China have you guys back to regularly scheduled programming and then Miami comes and turns everything upside down. When Max wins by the skin of his teeth in Imola the following race week you know something is not right with the car, but you canât seem to pinpoint it. You know Max and you know heâs driving the car to its full ability and he somehow manages to secure the win in Canada and Spain, but not without being vocal about how shit the car is over the radio, to which you can only reply copy that Max.
Itâs clear to you and probably everyone else that this season is not looking to be a dominant Red Bull season and it makes your stomach churn to think about the headlines about you. Thereâs not a doubt in your mind that everything will be blamed on you, especially after the horrible weekend that is the Austrian Grand Prix.Â
It doesnât start out bad, Max puts it on pole in qualifying and he holds the lead throughout the majority of the race. Itâs not until lap 48 that things start to fall apart.Â
âI canât hold this much longer.â Maxâs voice sounds through your headphones.Â
âA couple more laps Max.âÂ
âThe tires are fucked.âÂ
You donât want Lando to undercut Max and you know if you donât time this pitstop right that it may very well cost Max the race. On lap 52 you call Max into the pits and McLaren pits Lando also. You need this pitstop to go well and of course â it doesnât. A stubborn left rear wheel nut is what brings the gap between Max and Lando down to two seconds.Â
Thereâs not a bone in your body that wants to relay that information to Max, but youâve got to, itâs your job.Â
âGap to Lando is now two seconds Max.âÂ
âFuck.âÂ
âI know, but you can hold him off.âÂ
As the time began to shrink between Max and Lando your confidence in Max holding him off was dwindling and you knew he wasnât going to just let Lando pass him. He was going to hold Lando off for as long as he could and when the racing started to get sketchy you were sure you wouldnât have any fingernails left by the time this race was over.Â
âKeep it clean Max.â You tell him after a particularly close call.Â
âSomething is wrong with the car.â He replies. You can tell heâs got no grip, but heâs also trying to defend like his life depended on it.Â
As the laps go by the two drivers seem to be getting more desperate as both of them are pushing track limits and each other. You know itâs not gonna end well and you can only do so much from the pitwall. Itâs Max who makes the final decision out there regardless of what you say.Â
Itâs been a tiring back and forth game with them and when they finally make contact on lap 64 your stomach drops for the man you care for, but you shake your head as his engineer. Both of them have punctures and somehow Max is able to make it back to the pits and still finish fifth. Itâs quiet on the pitwall and the cheers from the Mercedes team drown out anything that might have been said. You donât know what to say to Max when you see him. As his engineer you know he was defending (rather recklessly in your opinion) but as his âgirlfriendâ you want to slap him for being so reckless.Â
You know itâs better to just let Max decompress on his own and at this point you somewhat need to also. Heâs got media duties to deal with and youâve got your own responsibilities. You donât even bother in waiting around for him like you usually do after a race. Once your tasks are done youâre making your way back to the hotel and for the first time that weekend you actually go to your room. Nothing sounds better at the moment than a nice long hot shower and so you let the water help wash away the stress from this weekend. That is until you hear a rapid knock on the door as youâre wrapping yourself in the hotel branded fluffy white robe. You know exactly who it is, but considering youâre dressed in nothing but a robeâ you check the peephole. To no surprise there on the other side stands a disheveled Max Verstappen. His hand runs through his hair obsessively and you can tell heâs not in the cheeriest of moods. You open the door and he wastes no time in coming in.Â
âWhy arenât you in my room?â He immediately asks, his tone almost reads as offended that you were here instead of three rooms down.Â
âA girl canât use her hotel room?âÂ
âYou know what I mean.âÂ
You sit down on the edge of the plush bed as Max remains standing.Â
âI just wanted some alone time. To decompress after this weekend, specifically today. Figured you could use some too.âÂ
Heâs standing in front of you now, his fingers lightly toying at the collar of your robe. âAll I wanted to see when I came back to my room was my girl waiting for me.â His voice is soft and you can tell this weekend has taken a toll on him. He plays the tough guy act during racing, but at the end of the day heâs just a man who wants and needs love and comfort. And so without a second thought you're sneaking off to Maxâs hotel room like a couple of teenagers trying to not get caught.Â
The warm embrace of Maxâs arms is one of the places you feel the most safe and tonight is no exception. Austria is clearly a weekend to forget, but you know the media will be dragging it out for weeks to come. âThe only thing Iâm gonna say about today is that youâre lucky all that happened was a puncture. As your engineer and girlfriend you put me through the fucking ringer today Verstappen.âÂ
He doesnât even register you somewhat scolding him for his driving today, all he can seem to focus on his you referring to yourself as his girlfriend. Of course youâve been nothing less to him in his mind, you were exclusively his and no other woman would compare. But with the somewhat tricky situation youâd found yourselves in youâd never really put a label on it and that was fine to him. In fact heâd been the one to suggest it in the beginning, mainly because he knew how nervous you were about exploring the relationship between you two. But to hear it nonchentaly come out of your mouth that youâre his girlfriend is perhaps the best thing heâs heard in a good while.Â
âGirlfriend?â He questions, his tone somewhat teasing you.Â
Your head leaves its home on his solid chest and moves to look up at him. You hadnât even realized youâd referred to yourself as his girlfriend, but after six months of you two just going with the flow or whatever you wanted to call it. There was no doubt that you two were exclusively one anothers.Â
âI meanâ thatâs what I am right?â You pray you havenât just made a fool of yourself, but you know he feels the same.Â
His hand cups your cheek and he looks at you like youâre the most breathtaking thing on the planet. You can feel the butterflies erupting in your stomach and just by the way his eyes soften when he looks at you, thereâs no way he doesnât feel the same.Â
âYes, but only if Iâm your boyfriend.â His voice is sweet like honey and the butterflies are about ready to escape your stomach at this point.
âWe sound like two 13 year olds right now.âÂ
Your laughter is like music to Maxâs ears and he canât ignore the swelling feeling in his chest. Itâs terrifying, but thrilling at the same time and itâs a feeling that heâs sure he never wants to be without.Â
âWell ok then I need to know if we are actually boyfriend and girlfriend.â Giggles fill the hotel room and you would have thought you two had been drinking with how ridiculous you two were acting, but you were really just lovesick fools.Â
As the laughter dies down you can sense a shift in the atmosphere as you two lay there and stare at each other for a moment. In what seems like no time at all your leg swings over his waist and a second later youâre straddling him. His hands instinctively move to your hips and your hands lay flat on his chest as you lean forward. âI think itâs safe to say that youâre mine huh? My boyfriend?âÂ
Your lips hover just above his as you whisper to him and you can see his pupils dilating and feel the grip on your hips getting tighter.Â
âI like hearing that.â He whispers back, his lips jutting out to connect with yours, but the tease in you has you pulling back ever so slightly.Â
âHearing what?â A playful smirk adorns your face as you sit up with your hands still splayed across his chest.Â
He sits up too, but itâs clear youâve ignited a fire in him. His hands snake around your waist as he holds you close to his chest. Your hands now resting on his shoulders. âThat Iâm yours.âÂ
And in one swift motion heâs flipped you onto your back as his large biceps bulge while he hovers over you. His head leans down towards your ear and his breath tickles your neck. Itâs like every nerve in your body is heightened and youâre aware of every single thing he does to you and himself. âAnd that youâre mine.âÂ
A shiver runs up your spine as he whispers into your ear and by the look in his eyes you know itâs going to be a long night.Â
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To say you were looking forward to summer break was an understatement. The mere idea of having a month off was the only thing that got you through those last three races. Silverstone wasnât horrible, but Hungary and Belgium were nothing to write home about. The team had figured out that the upgrades that were brought to the car werenât working correctly, but now it was trying to figure out why they arenât working and how to correct them. But even with potentially corrected upgrades it still seemed like the car would be a pace behind McLaren or Ferrari. Youâd been stressing trying to work on a new strategy with Max and trying to figure out how to make the car faster with basically nothing to work with. Not to mention the headlines that had your head on a spike claiming âRed Bullâs downfallâ was because of you. It was truly tiring and so when the checkered flag waved in Belgium you were one happy girl.Â
Itâs not everyday that you get to send a week on a private island with your boyfriend, yet here you were. When Max had mentioned something about getting away during summer break you had figured Saint Tropez or Bali or really any typical F1 driver vacation spot. You had also figured youâd be spending some time apart considering it would be a little weird to be spotted on vacation together. The last thing you wanted was for rumors to start flying around, but Max surprised you with the unexpected.Â
When Max told you this was a private island you figured thereâd be maybe a handful of other people, but it was literally just you two and the staff for the villa. Itâs truly paradise on Earth and you have to pinch yourself sometimes to see if youâre dreaming. Days spent on the beach and in the ocean. Nights spent tangled inbetween the sheets and mornings spent waking up to the gentle lull of waves crashing onto the sand and alright sometimes it is spent tangled in the sheets. Decadent food at the snap of a finger and the feeling of the sun on your skin everyday. Itâs just what you needed, what you both needed to help you recharge for the second half of the season.Â
On one of your last nights on the island Max and you find yourselves cuddled up on one of the giant loungers outside. The ocean had calmed for the night and the moonâs light cascaded over the water and onto you two. For once Max had sought out comfort in your arms and you thought you had put him to sleep from running your fingers through his hair until he spoke up.Â
âIâm glad we found our way back to each other.âÂ
Your movements stilled, you werenât expecting him to say that. Sure Max is a lot more loving than people would expect, but he isnât one to be overly sappy. âMe too.â Thereâs a beat in the conversation and your hand finds its way back to his hair. âI donât think as kids we saw our lives ending up like this though did we?âÂ
âCareer wise or us being together?â Max questions.Â
âBoth I guess or at least it was that way for me.â You can feel Max slip his hand under your shirt and his finger start to mindlessly trace patterns on your abdomen. âIf you would have told the girl who hated your guts for a while after you left me behind in F2 that I would be on a romantic getaway with you years later, I would have laughed in your face.â You can sense the shit eating grin on Maxâs face. âI also fully believed that I was going to be a Formula 1 driver. There was nothing that you could have told me back then that would have changed my mind. Hell even five years ago I was still holding out hope. Guess I should have known better.â Youâd turned the conversation in a different direction, but it was Max and he was the one person who you could have these kinds of talks with in confidence.
Max knows this is still a very sore subject for you and how could it not be? He couldnât imagine having gone through all the shit you have just to be denied over who you were. He may have had his fair share of shit to go through as a child and some other things, but in the end he got to achieve his dream and no one denied him of it because of who he was. He knew you had to look at him with envy more times than not and he wished he could only go back in time and somehow by the grace of the racing gods get you a seat. âThereâs no such thing as âknowing betterâ you had a dream and the talent to back it up. There was no reason you shouldnât have been able to achieve it schatje. Life is just one cruel fucker sometimes.âÂ
âBut I guess without that happening we probably wouldnât have ended up together then?â You try to change the subject to something less depressing than your failed racing career.Â
âEverything happens for a reason.â Max states.Â
You nod in agreement, itâs something youâd told yourself quite often to try and cope with your dreams getting crushed.Â
âI do love my job now and however shit my luck may be it canât be that bad. I still get to enjoy racing and Iâve managed to acquire you in the process.âÂ
Max lets out a small laugh at your statement. âDidnât know I was some prize to be sought after.âÂ
âYou were like an added bonus that came with the job.âÂ
Max playfully scoffs and after a few moments of silence he changes the subject.
âMaybe we should just stay here for the rest of the season.â He doesnât want to admit it, but heâs been dreading for summer break to end and to go back to driving a car that wants to disagree with everything he does. Â
âIt would be nice, but we have a championship to win.âÂ
Max looks up at you and even with the moon as your only light source those baby blues of his still sparkled. âYou really think we still have a shot at it?âÂ
You know this season has been weighing him and the whole team down and as much as youâve been stressed you still have faith that you guys can pull off the WDC. âIâm gonna tell you something my Dad used to tell me. Whenever I had a difficult race or was upset or even when I was getting rejected for an F1 seat heâd always tell me âitâll passâ. You may be feeling like shit right now or hopeless, but after some time things get better and eventually that feeling of despair will pass. This rough patch we are in right nowâ itâll pass Max. Youâre gonna win again, especially if I have anything to do with it.âÂ
The overwhelming desire he has to tell you he loves you right now is something he canât ignore. Heâs never had someone in his corner like this before. Had someone that he cared about so deeply and loved be so involved in securing his success, but also reassuring him and instilling confidence back in him. Itâs something you were good at as kids too, he couldnât recall how many times heâd snuck off and hung out with you and your family during your karting years. If he hadnât had a particularly good race he always knew youâd be there for him no matter what others in his life said or did.
But as much as heâs confident in his true feelings about you and the fact that he really hadnât felt this way about anyone before, he decides to keep it to himself for the time being. If you by some chance donât feel the same he doesnât want to ruin this nice moment or vacation by blabbing his mouth about how he feels. So for now him pressing his lips against yours and the feeling of your hands on him will have to suffice instead of âi love youâ.Â
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The first race back after summer break is Maxâs home race and you both want nothing more than for him to win this one. The usual cool and collected Max has some nerves to him this weekend. Youâd been nothing but reassuring and supportive this weekend because you truly think with the little tweaks the team had made to the car and some new strategy techniques that you may have this weekend in the bag, but Max canât seem to shake the doubt in his mind. Heâs of course thrilled to be racing at his home race, but the fact that he hasnât been winning and that his family is going to be here has his mind working on overdrive. The little boy who hated to be a disappointment is still inside of him no matter the size of the nonchalant facade he tries to put on.Â
When Max qualifies P2 you know heâs going to be upset, but you know you guys can work with P2. You two go over the best possible strategy techniques Saturday night and come Sunday morning youâre both feeling good about the race.Â
âAlright Max twenty seconds until the formation lap. Be smart and safe.â
Your voice travels through the headset and Max smiles at the last part. It had become a habit of yours to always tell him to be smart and safe over the radio. Itâs your way of telling him you care and perhaps subconsciously that you love him and he wants to tell you he loves you back every time, but he knows everyone can hear what is being said, so he settles for the old stand by.Â
âCopy.âÂ
When the lights go out you donât realize you havenât taken a breath until Max overtakes Lando on the first turn and youâre breathing out a giant sigh of relief. This is what you guys needed and now all Max needed to do was get some distance between him and Lando and pray for it to be a boring race and heâd be taking that top step.Â
âBeautiful Max.â
You know the reassurance over the radio will have him smiling like a fool under his helmet.Â
It doesnât take long though for your confidence about the race to start to diminish. Lando wastes no time in trying to gain his position back and you can tell Max canât hold him off much longer. He eventually overtakes him and the gap that Lando starts to create is making your stomach turn. You knew if Lando got out in front and into the clean air it would be game over and thatâs exactly what happens. With only ten laps left you donât even want to tell Max how big the gap has gotten, but from his radio silence and him not outright asking, you figure he already knows.Â
22 seconds.Â
Thatâs the gap between Lando and Max when the checkered flag waves. Your stomach is in knots as you take off your headset and make your way towards the crowd already forming for the podium celebration. Max still ended up with P2, but to be beaten with a 22 second gap at your home race has got to be killing him. You watch him from below and you can tell his mind is going a mile a minute, the adrenaline still coursing through his veins and the disappointment from losing the race is written all over him.Â
After the podium celebration and the team debrief and every other responsibility that you have on a race weekend, you finally find yourself back at the hotel. Usually youâd be flying back home on his private jet, especially on a weekend like this, but Max opted to fly out first thing in the morning. So while Max finished up the last of his responsibilities you opted to torture yourself some more and go over countless amounts of data from this weekend.
Technically this isnât even your main job, but if you can somehow figure out what the hell is wrong with this car then youâll take on whatever job you have to. You donât even realize how long youâve been sat at this small hotel room desk, papers scattered everywhere as you hunch over your laptop. The sound of the door opening and closing doesnât register in your mind and itâs not until you feel two strong hands on your shoulders that you are brought back from the world of tire degradation and sector times.Â
âBaby, come on, let's go to bed. We canât solve this in one night.â His fingers work slowly into your tense muscles and a sigh of relief comes from you as you lean back in the chair, eyes fluttering closed as he continues to work his magic.Â
And as good as this feels, your brain wants to talk about the elephant in the room. âSo we are gonna pretend like you didnât get beat with a 22 second gap at your home race?â His movements halt and you realize you probably could have worded that better.Â
âWell Iâd actually like to forget about it if thatâs alright.â He moves away from you and chooses to sit down on the edge of the bed. His body language is nothing shy of defeated and you could kick yourself for how you spoke.Â
âThatâs not what I meant to say. It came out wrong. I was just trying to say that Iâm trying to figure this out so it doesnât happen again. We can act like it didnât happen but it did and thereâs clearly a reason here in this data.âÂ
He doesnât say anything, just stares at you blankly.Â
âIâm sorry if this isnât what you want to be hearing, but Iâm trying to get you a winning car again Max. I mean this is my first year as your actual engineer and I feel like Iâm gonna lose my job if you arenât winning races. The car is shit and we canât seem to figure out a good strategy to work with the shit car. I donât know what the fuck happened from last year to this year but Iâm losing my fucking mind. People already think I shouldnât be here and by not cranking out wins Iâm just giving them more ammunition to use against me.âÂ
You hadnât realized youâd started crying until you feel Maxâs thumb wiping the tears from your cheeks. âFuck Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to go on some rant and have a breakdown.âÂ
You bury your head into his chest as his arms wrap around you, enveloping you in his strong warm embrace. âItâs fine. Itâs good to let it out.â One of his hands moves to gently stroke your hair and when you finally pull your head back to look at him, heâs pressing a kiss to your forehead and it tells you everything you need to know.Â
âI know weâve both been under stress, but I didnât know it was this bad baby. I wish you would have talked to me sooner before it resulted in this.âÂ
You shrug your shoulders at him. âDidnât want to be a burden.âÂ
âYouâre never a burden to me. We are a team, remember? Regardless of actually working for the same team, at the end of the day itâs still you and me. Donât ever feel like you have to bottle things up because youâre worried it will stress me out. Weâre in this crazy ass world together yeah?âÂ
A sniffle comes from you, but your tears had subsided. You find yourself just staring at him, getting lost in those ocean blue eyes and you know youâre so eternally grateful to have a guy like Max in your life. If only the world could see just how compassionate and loving he actually was.Â
âDonât know what Iâd do without you.âÂ
âProbably be miserable.âÂ
And there was the smart ass Max that you knew all too well.Â
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The season was coming to an end in a little over a month and you and Max and the whole team had been working overtime in trying to get the cars back up to the normal Red Bull standard that everyone had come to know. Max hadnât won a race since Spain in June and with only four races left in the season the media had been in a whirlwind over a possible title fight between Max and Lando. You tried not to pay it much mind, there wasnât a doubt in your mind that Max wouldnât win his fourth championship this season. Even with a less dominant car he still went out there and gave it everything and his talent truly showed this season, to see him pulling that car up to podium level multiple times told everyone what they needed to knowÂ
Brazil was this weekend and itâs always a fun race in your opinion. Rain is always expected at least once throughout the weekend and the teams prepare for it, but this weekend it seemed that mother nature didnât want this race to happen. Qualifying had gotten moved to Sunday morning which made things a little more complicated. If Max wrecked it didnât give the mechanics much time at all to make any repairs. To make things even worse he was already starting with a five place grid penalty due to power unit change, so he had to make the most of this qualifying.Â
The garage is alive preparing to send the cars out for qualifying, but you can see how wet the track is and you canât lieâ youâre nervous. Usually youâd be on the pitwall by now, but youâre lingering in the garage waiting for Max. When he sees you heâs surprised and when you pull him to a somewhat less busy spot of the garage heâs worried that something is wrong.Â
âEverything alright?â He asks.Â
âYes. Just wanted to tell you in person to be safe. It looks nasty out there.âÂ
A smile creeps its way onto his face and before he can tease you about being a softie his head mechanic comes up asking him a question. You take that as a sign to get your ass over to the pitwall before anyone overhears anything else. With your headset on and your nerves at bay for the moment you turn around in your chair to see Max getting into his car.Â
âAlright. Green light at the end of the pitlane. Be smart and safe Verstappen.âÂ
âAlways am.âÂ
You roll your eyes at him and prepare yourself for what could be an interesting qualifying session. When the first cars go out you know thereâs going to be multiple crashes, you can just tell. Luckily Max makes it to Q2, but that's where everything goes wrong. A late called yellow flag has Max qualifying P12 which is actually P17 and you know when you hear the static in your headset that what comes out of his mouth is not going to be pretty.Â
âWhat the fuck? Why did they wait that long to pull out the flag? Should have been red to begin with, he went into the wall!âÂ
âI know Max. We will discuss it later.â
Youâre trying to not let himself get more community service, so the less he talks on the radio the better.Â
Max is raging as soon as he exits the cockpit of his car and you can tell from the pitwall that he has a bone to pick, but the race is in a few short hours and you have work to do. He can rant all he wants later, but youâre on a mission to somehow get him to win this race all the way from the back of the grid. He doesnât come and find you for some time, but when he does you two donât even mention the drama from qualifying. Heâs clearly cooled down and you two know itâs now time to lock in and make this strategy work. You two go over three possible strategy plans, but you can tell from the fire in his eyes that heâs planning on pulling out a little bit of Mad Max today.Â
Thereâs maybe a half an hour until lights out and you take that time to go and find your parents who had been invited to attend the race this weekend. You like to think their very cool race engineer daughter is the reason they are here, but unfortunately you are a nepo baby and your Dad was invited because of who he was. Unsurprisingly you find Max and your parents chatting in the garage, Red Bull lanyards hanging from their necks. They greet you with a hug and kiss and Max and your Dad continue to talk while your Mom and you head out into the paddock.Â
âHowâs the engineer life been treating my baby?â She asks as you two stroll down the paddock.Â
âI canât lie, it's been stressful, but I love it. Helps that Iâve got such a good driver to work with though.âÂ
âItâs nice to see you two reconnect.â Thereâs an inflection in her voice and you know there was a totally different meaning behind her words.Â
âWhat is it Mom?â You groan.Â
âNothing. All I said it was nice to see you two reconnect. You two were close as kids and Iâm not surprised that you found your way back to each other.âÂ
You stop in your tracks, turning to face her. âMom.âÂ
âItâs truly nothing. Itâs just a little bit of Motherâs intuition.â You stare blankly at herâ waiting for her to continue. âIâve heard how you talk to him over the radio, how you two look at each other in pictures, and Iâve witnessed firsthand how you two have acted today. Youâre in love with him arenât you?â Your heart starts to race and you donât know what to tell her, of course your Mom would know this. She links her arm with yours and you two head back towards the Red Bull garage.
As you two walk through the entrance you find your Dad and Max still talking. Your Mom lowers her voice as she speaks to you. âYour silence tells me that Iâm correct.â When Max spots you his whole face lights up and heâs waving for you to come join him and your Dad. âAnd Iâd say itâs pretty safe to say heâs in love with you too.â She whispers to you before heading towards the two men.
Youâre dumbfounded as you stand there in the middle of the busy garage, but the sweet sound of a familiar Dutch accent hollering for you has your legs moving before your brain catches up.Â
In what seems like no time at all youâre back on the pitwall and the cars are lined up on the grid. After a mess of a formation lap the five lights finally go out and the race is underway. Max wastes no time in making his way through the field and youâre crossing your fingers that this rain on the radar goes around the track, but as the first few droplets fall you know this is about to get interesting.Â
Max had made it up to second thanks to a combination of VSCs, other teams pit stops, and then by the grace of the racing gods a red flag. Which gave you guys a free pitstop and allowed for him to hold his P2 position. Things were looking up, but when the red flag lifted it seemed like the rain was only getting heavier. You knew at this point that this was the ultimate test of trust between Max and you. He was blindly following your orders and praying that what you were telling him wasnât going to have him end up in the wall like so many others.Â
âNo red flag? This is getting dangerous, even for me.âÂ
âNo red flag.âÂ
âWhat the hell?â
âI know. Anything can happen out there. Please be careful.âÂ
Your fingernails are non-existent at this point and youâre sure youâve aged ten years from this race alone, but eventually Max overtakes Esteban and after more safety cars and yellow flags itâs down to the last lap. Max has got this and you can feel the happy tears starting to well up in your eyes. And when that checkered flag waves and heâs the first person to see it the whole pitwall and garage erupts into cheers. You would have thought heâd won the championship the way everyone was acting, but he was just reclaiming his spot at the top.
You canât make your way over to the barricade fast enough and to see the pure joy on his face as he climbs out of the car makes your heart swell with happiness. It had been a long time coming this season and of course his first win in what seemed like forever was one hell of a drive. He comes running over to the team and when he spots you youâre the first person heâs hugging and practically pulling over the barricade. You can feel the happiness radiating off of him and you know that after this that heâs got the championship in the bag.Â
The podium celebration was one for the books and to see him radiating up there and smiling down at you had you forgetting that youâre keeping this relationship a secret. But the one thing you know you wonât forget is how in love you felt and what you donât realize is how bad itâs going to hurt.Â
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The two week break before the triple header that ends the season has you spending some time at headquarters. It's just the usual end of the season stuff, but when an email pops up from HR wanting to schedule a meeting youâre a little concerned. You donât mention anything to Max, figuring itâs just maybe something silly, but when you walk into the HR office you can sense that itâs not something small.Â
âY/N, so glad you could work this meeting into your schedule. I know youâre a busy woman so I appreciate it.âÂ
You sit down in one of the plush chairs in front of her desk and you try to calm yourself, if it was something so bad then why would she be so cheery towards you. âOf course. What did you need to discuss with me?â God, could you sound any more robotic?Â
Her cheery demeanor turns more serious and when she clasps her hands together on her desk you know this is the moment that someone has found out about you and Max and youâre about to be canned.
âI donât know how to really go about this, but Iâm just going to come right out and say it. There was someone who got into contact with us and claimed to have pictures of you and Max engaging in less than professional activities after his win in Brazil.âÂ
Youâre stunned for a moment and donât know what to say, youâd been mentally preparing yourself for this moment, yet when you actually hear it you realize you didnât actually believe that this was the reason you were being called in. You two had been so careful about maintaining professional boundaries while at work and out in public, but apparently not that weekend.Â
âI can assure you thatâs not the case with Max and I. Did they actually have the photos to back up their claims or is this all just hearsay?â You werenât going to immediately give it up in case this was a test, but when she pulls out an envelope and slides it across the desk, you know itâs over.Â
The envelope though it weighs virtually nothing â feels like the heaviest thing in the world.
When you finally work up the courage to open it you feel like youâre going to throw up. Your palms are sweaty, mouth is watering, and you feel light headed. There in your hands is the thing that is going to ruin your careerâ pictures of you and Max kissing outside his hotel room in Sao Paulo. How could you two have been so dumb? You arenât sure if you want to cry or scream or throw up.Â
âThereâs no denying that itâs you in those photos, but Iâm here to give you your options.âÂ
âOptions?â Your eyes are still locked to the photos that are still being held in your shaky hand.Â
âListen. I admire what youâve accomplished as a woman in a fully male dominated sport. I also know what happens to women who let things like this go public. Their hard work is diminished to becoming their partner's significant other or your hard work could only have been accomplished by selling your body in exchange for promotions. Luckily, I was the one who saw that email and I squashed it early enough to where we wonât have a scandal on our hands, but I need something from you in exchange.âÂ
Youâre like a deer caught in headlights and there's so many things going through your brain that you canât even communicate with her.Â
âI get that this is overwhelming and the last thing you wanted to happen, but right now itâs only you, Max, and me that know about your relationship at Red Bull and we want it to stay that way. I also know that youâve gotten offers from McLaren and Ferrari to work for them next year and youâve ignored them.â How did she know about that? You hadnât told a soul, not even your parents. Youâd been mulling over it for some time. You didnât want to leave Max and you had made a home at Red Bull, but McLaren especially had been so adamant about getting you to join the team. Your contract with Red Bull was only for a year, but you figured theyâd resign you, now it doesnât seem that way. âSo, youâre only real option here if you want to continue to make a name for yourself in this world is to break things off with Max and accept one of those offers.âÂ
Your eyes snap up towards hers and you can feel your heart about ready to beat out of your chest. âI know this isnât what you want to hear, but my higher ups will not want to deal with this scandal if you two continue to be careless. There will be no workplace romance, you will be gone and your hardwork will be for nothing. I followed your journey Y/N, you deserve to be out there racing with all of them, but life gave you lemons and you somehow made some damn good lemonade. Now donât let them drink your lemonade.âÂ
She takes the photos and the envelope out of your hands and you hear her put them through the paper shredder. You feel like youâre frozen in time, like how you felt back in that meeting at Williams all those years ago. âIâm sure itâs nothing too serious between you two anyways. So this shouldnât be a hard decision.âÂ
Youâre brought back to reality and the words are slipping past your lips before you even realize it. âItâs not serious.âÂ
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The following days leading up to Vegas are a blur, you try to drown yourself in your work and Max canât seem to leave you alone. Itâs not that you donât want to see him, itâs just that youâre waging a war in your mind right now and heâs at the root of it.Â
You try to ignore the impending doom hanging over your head and actually enjoy this weekend. If Max finishes one place ahead of Lando this weekend heâs going to be a four time Worldâs Driver Champion. Itâs the thing you guys have worked towards the whole season and to see it finally come together might be one of the highlights of your career. Vegas as always is a spectacle, the lights, the parties, the celebrities. Itâs nothing like any of the European races or really any other race if you were being honest.Â
When the sun sets and the track lights come on your mind only focuses on the task at hand and not the ultimate ultimatum youâve been given. Qualifying goes somewhat to plan, Max didnât manage to get pole but he does qualify ahead of Lando, which puts him in a great spot for tomorrow. Heâs buzzing once he gets out of the car and when he finds you he can tell thereâs something slightly off with you. Your energy isnât necessarily what it usually is, but he figures maybe youâre cold and tired, so he doesnât press the matter.Â
You try to follow the script the following night, but the longer this thing festers in your brain the more you canât keep on your poker face.Â
âTwenty seconds till formation lap. Be smart and safe.âÂ
âCopy.âÂ
The race thankfully is pretty unremarkable. The main goal tonight was to just beat Lando, if you managed to score a win also that would be great, but the Championship was what you were going after tonight.Â
And thatâs just what Max does.Â
The roars from the crowd and the team as Max crosses the finish line before Lando are deafening and you can feel the mixture of happy and sad tears streaming down your face.Â
âMax! Youâre a four time champion!âÂ
Itâs nothing but pure glee back from him across the radio and you canât help but laugh at the simply lovely through the tears. You managed to pull yourself together and accept the congrats from the rest of the pitwall and make your way through the crowd to see if you can find Max, but heâs already trying to find you. The crowd makes space for you to get to the barricade and when Max spots you thereâs nothing but love in his eyes and it absolutely kills you. He pulls you up over the barricade and envelopes you in the most bone crushing hug youâve ever experienced. Thereâs millions of cameras around so you have to be careful, but you savor the moment for as long as you can. âWe did it!â Max exclaims and you can see the happy tears threatening to spill out of his eyes.Â
âWe did! I told you it was gonna happen, didn't I?âÂ
Seconds later you two get into a Rolls Royce with a cameraman that takes you along the track. You look over at him and heâs radiating with happiness and the ache in your chest only seems to grow. âIâm so proud of you Max.â That smile that you love so dearly beams back at you and you want to reach out and caress his cheek, but you know you canât. Â
âI couldnât have done this without you. This championship is as much yours as it is mine. I hope you know that.â He goes to reach for your hand, but then remembers the cameraman and quickly snatches it away. Silence fills the luxurious car and you know Max is trying to take in being a four time back to back champion, while youâre coming to terms with the fact that not too long from now youâre going to not only break the man you loveâs heart, but your own.Â
That little girl with a dream is still inside of you, sheâs with you every race weekend. You love Max more than you should, but you know if you continue on with this youâll be the one losing your job and not him. Itâs not fair, but you learned that life isnât fair early on and youâll be damned if you allow yourself to lose something else that you worked so hard to achieve. So if that means losing Max and moving teams then you guess that's how it has to be. Your Dadâs words replay in your head âitâll passâ and you know that nothing ever truly passes and that all you do is learn to live with it. The ache gets weaker over time, but it never truly goes away.
Even though you found a new dream to pursue you still have moments of truly missing racing. Like when you see the pure excitement and joy on Maxâs face when he wins a race or when you see the adrenaline radiating off of him when he gets out of the car, you canât ignore that ache in your chest. You canât help but sometimes still think that should be you and you know you shouldnât feel like that about the man you love, but youâve never been able to live through him. Heâs told you so many times that his wins and now this championship are as much yours as they are his because without you he wouldnât be able to win. But those words do nothing to heal the teenage girl who got her dreams shattered just because she was a girl. You want to be able to have your dream and keep the man you love, but the career you chose doesnât allow for you to have both. So for that little girl that still lives inside of you, you choose your dream.Â
You attend all the team celebrations and end up getting soaked in champagne more times than you can count and you try to savor every last moment you have with Max and that includes going out and celebrating and coming back to his hotel room and celebrating some more. You savor it all fully knowing this is the last time youâre going to make love to him and kiss him and be held by him. And when he finally decides to fully bare his heart to you as you lay in his arms that night, you stick your knife right through it.Â
âI love you.âÂ
You donât answer him for a moment and you know this is how itâs got to happen. The longer you wait the harder itâs going to be.Â
âItâll pass.âÂ
Max isnât sure he heard you right and heâs choking on his own words trying to form a coherent sentence. âWhat are you talking about schatje?âÂ
The tears are already falling down your cheeks and you know there is no coming back from this. âPlease donât call me that.âÂ
Max removes you from his grasp and sits up in bed. âWhy not?âÂ
âIt makes this harder than it needs to be.âÂ
Heâs more than confused at the moment. His heart is racing and youâre crying and he doesnât understand what is going on. He just won his fourth championship and finally told the woman of his dreams that he loves her and she replies with itâll pass? âY/N what the hell is going on? I love you and I know you love me back. I see it in your eyes when you talk to me or when you look at me. I hear it when you tell me to be safe as I line up on the grid. Am I a fool or something? Have I been blind this whole time?âÂ
âI love you more than you could imagine.âÂ
âThen why are you sobbing and telling me itâll pass and asking me to not call you schatje?â In the back of his mind he knows, but he doesnât want to come to terms with it.Â
You just want to pull him back into your arms and kiss him and take back everything youâve said so far, but you canât and you wish this wasnât your reality at the moment. âWe canât be together anymore Max.âÂ
He furrows his eyebrows at you, he really canât believe the words coming out of your mouth. âAre you being serious? Like are you being totally honest with me right now? Because we have something special here Y/N. I want to know why youâre throwing this away so easily.âÂ
You take a shaky deep breath and sit up next to him in the bed. âSomeone got a picture of us kissing outside your hotel room in Brazil and Red Bullâs HR got wind of it. I got called in and she showed me the pictures. They squashed it before it got out, but Max, she basically told me that if we were to come out as a couple that Iâd lose my job. I canât afford to lose out another dream of mine Max. You donât understand what itâs like.âÂ
He grabs your hand and the simple feeling of his skin on yours has more tears rolling down your cheeks. âListen, Iâd give away every championship every wi-âÂ
âYou donât mean that Max.âÂ
Heâs up out of the bed at this point and you fear itâs only going to escalate from here.
âFor fucks sake yes I do! I know weâve made things a little complicated, but we can make it work. I mean Iâm Max Ver-âÂ
âExactly, youâre Max Verstappen. You wonât have to worry about losing your job over this. Youâre F1âs golden boy, world famous Max Verstappen. Itâll be a little slap on the wrist for you, but for me in this boys club? Itâll be hell. Iâll be painted a whore, a girl whose only way to have gotten into this position was to have had sex with every guy I had to. You donât know what itâs like to be one of the best drivers of your generation and not get to follow your childhood dreams simply because no one wants to take the chance on signing a female driver. Iâve had to give up one of my dreams and Iâm not about to have to lose another one. So yes, I love you and itâs fucking killing me inside to do this, but sometimes we have to let go of the things we love. This horrible heart wrenching feel we are both experiencing will pass. I promise you. You deserve to be with someone who can give you their all.âÂ
He sits down at the end of the bed, your words finally sinking in and he feels like the wind has been knocked out of him. Like he's gone into the wall at full speed. âI donât want anyone else but you Y/N.â You crawl to the end of the bed and wrap your arms around him and itâs at that moment you realize heâs crying too and the last little bit of your heart thatâs intact finally breaks. âIâm not gonna be able to convince you to stay am I?âÂ
You press a chaste kiss to his bare shoulder. âNo.â You whisper. âIâm probably always gonna love you Max, but this is how it has to be.âÂ
His hand reaches up and grabs yours and a shaky breath escapes from him before he speaks. âGuess you finally made me cry didnât you?âÂ
FIA Gala 2025Â
The black gown youâve chosen to wear tonight is stunning, but youâve still not grown accustomed to wearing them. And you havenât grown to like these fancy Galas either, but youâve got to go to it though. Youâre being honored for being the first female engineer to win back to back WDCs with two different drivers on two different teams . Your season with McLaren this year was nothing shy of spectacular and people actually started to recognize your talent.
Youâve been nursing this glass of champagne for some time now, listening to the team talk about the season while all you can think about is taking this dress off later. They get called over to a different table to talk with some sponsors and you take the alone time to scroll through your phone. Youâre just about ready to go and see if thereâs anything here other than champagne when you hear him speak from behind you and that all too familiar ache blooms in your chest.
âIs this seat taken?âÂ
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