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Songs of the Summer, 2023: #13
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Touching Yourself by The Japanese House (June 30, 2023)
i used to cry about her on laundry days maybe because i had too much time to think, then on those open-window, hanging-sheets afternoons once a week, i would notice the breeze gently pushing me to move on tea in the microwave and half-a-tomato on the cutting board, i find time to think  we should buy a coatrack, or maybe wall hangers, and a weighted blanketâsage green?Â
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Yeah, I admit it, I donât mind when The Japanese House is boring. I mean, âSomething Has to Changeâ is still one of my favorite songs of hers, and itâs just as simple and repetitive as âTouching Yourselfâ is. I could have put âSunshine Babyâ or âMorning Pagesâ in this spot on this listâthey have these beautifully immersive lyrics that I could analyze for foreverâbut when it comes down to it, this one, the boring one, is my favorite.
I guess it's actually easiest to talk about "Touching Yourself" in the context of my love for "Something Has to Change". To be fair, it's not quite as ethereally beautiful as its predecessor (if it were, it would be in the top 5 of this list), but âTouching Yourselfâ has a similar magic. What I love about âSomething Has to Changeâ is that itâs a mantra of sortsâthe simplicity & repetition of the lyrics, and of the light, pleasant groove that backs them, manages to capture so much anger and frustration and desperation and strength and determination, too, and channel all those feelings into a speech that, as I sing along, I feel like Iâm giving myself (and boy did I need that speech, back when I first stumbled across the song). I love its directness, especially compared to the rest of The Japanese Houseâs discography, as her music tends to be melty-sounding and uncertain in vocals and lyrics and production, too. That isnât a bad thingâI love so many of her songsâbut âSomething Has to Changeâ has been a standout to me for as long as Iâve been a fan, and I like the way "Touching Yourself" follows in its footsteps.
Even compared to "Something Has to Change", Amber Bain's performance in this new track feels unusually direct, simple and sweet and genuine, like I'm listening to singer at a coffee shop or on a park bench. That lack of mystery is unexpected, but it's quite charming, too. And âTouching Yourselfâ has its own mantra; it caught me on first listen and brings me back again and again: âKnow I shouldnât need it but I want affection / Know I shouldnât want it but I need attention / Know I shouldnât say it but I had to mentionâŚâ. Itâs not a statement of determination to do the right thing, to be kind to yourself for once, like in âSomething Has to Changeâ; instead, itâs just an expression of gloomy anger channeled into a satisfying rhythm. Can you fix your problem, claw your way out of this depression? Hell if I know, but at least you can enjoy this little tongue-twister of a bridge while you wait for answers.
âTouching Yourselfâ is tired, and resigned, and weird, and funâand after spending most of the summer listening to âDionneâ and âSunshine Babyâ, which are also tired and resigned and weird but most certainly not fun, âTouching Yourselfâ, with its awkward, even comedic, sci-fi-sounding synth and general lack of subtlety, became a late-summer classic. Itâs a sing-along anthem for three in the afternoon, and since my summer felt like one giant late-afternoon daze, including it here just feels right.
#shorter version: guitar good yes and i like the weird alien sounds#(next aespa song better just be those weird weeeooooweeeeooos for two and a half minutes)#also this song gets stuck in my head WAY too often for a song i am decidedly not comfortable singing aloud! /lh#my fave songs#songs of the summer 2023#the japanese house#yay for polyam rep !!!#ME omg :))
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