#(mutuals who remember This one are probably dying laughing at how 1:1 my tastes are lol)

[dirtyoldmanhole]

>:)c

[nicka-nell]

A heartbreaking break-up

Pairing: Ukai x reader, Kuroo x reader

Warning: Ukai angst, mention of cheating, mention of break-up, mention of alcohol

Note: You don’t have to read the first part to understand/read the second part

Summary part 1: Ukai and you had a secret relationship when you were his student, but after your graduation, you were officially a couple for years until Ukai had cheated on you with the new gym teacher.

It’s been five years since he didn’t see you. Five years in which a lot has happened. 

The affair didn’t get around the school, but enough people knew about it. Your friends, who used to be his too back then. His family, who used to be yours, still is.

He hates himself for pressing his dick into that stupid woman. For thinking this one time with his cock against the will of his heart. You fought, reconciled, but you were still hurt. 

You both distanced yourself because he realized he wasn’t good enough for you. That you’d probably be happier with another man. He had distanced himself to think about how he could make you the happiest woman in the world without letting you go. Without losing you.

But by doing so, you had only spaced apart yourself from him, were insecure and didn’t know if he really loved you anymore. Hardly have you talked, only occasionally a kiss, no caresses. The last time you had sex, he didn’t know.

Was it his offended ego that had led him to the flirtation of this annoying woman, back then? Did he want to prove to himself that he could still make women happy? He doesn’t know, he just knows it was a mistake, his mistake. That he will never forget your broken look, which gives him a sting in his heart to this day.

Since these 5 years a lot has happened… 

This gym teacher is no longer there. Left after Ukai told her that everything was just a stupid mistake, he has no feelings for her. Your mutual friends distance themselves more and more from him. Only Mr Takeda was at his side. His family blamed him right to do so.

He withdrew even more, stopped dying his hair. As soon as his hair was dark again, the first grey strands came. His skin became more wrinkled by smoking more often. Unclean by all the alcohol and sleeping pills he needed in the evening to lull himself to sleep.

He misses you every second. When you get up, your warmth is missing when his eyes open, your heated smile isn’t there. Your voice telling him to get up. Drinking coffee together, cooking food, laughing, arguing, kissing everything. All holidays are empty without you. Useless, since he can’t spend it with you. Everything hurts, he misses you.

You still never answered his messages. He’s still trying to imagine your smile, but he can’t. It has faded away.

Thoughtfully he wanders through the city, his one hand buried in his sweater, while the other holds a heavy bag full of alcohol. It’s been a long time since he traded his expensive, good-tasting whiskey for a cheap one. One that is affordable with this extensive amount of alcohol consumption.

His class is in extra training with the other schools. Because the spring tournament is coming up again soon and they train diligently with the other classes. Today they are at Nekoma High School.

He remembers well how the guys from this volleyball club stared at you. They were all kind of in love with you back then, but you only had eyes for Ukai. Yet, he only smiles for a tiny moment when he sees a face so familiar to him out of the corner of his eye and puts his heart in restlessness. Your face.

You look much more mature than 5 years ago, your face is full of youth, even though you have aged. Even if he hadn’t seen you for ages, and now he can only see your face through the flowers in front of you, he’s sure it’s you.

Smiling, you sit on the terrace of a café, looking into the distance, while you use your hands to settle your head on them. You look so incredibly beautiful. His body is stiff, yet he wants to see you, but his body just doesn’t move. He wants to hear your voice, see your laugh, laugh with you like old times.

But his joy of seeing you again fades, and instead a bittersweet feeling spreads in him as he sees you rising, waving toward a man. He doesn’t know what tears his heart more into a thousand pieces...

Your wonderful body, with this just so visible baby belly, or the man who nuzzles you lovingly on the cheek, kisses you, while the child in his hands reaches out and wants to you. A child. Your child, not his.

It’s a boy, his eyes are yours, his hair an exact picture of his father. Black and tangled in all directions. It’s like he just got up. The boy is from the man who’s had his eye on you before. His smirk is the same as his father’s. That could have been Ukais and your child. The child he would have wanted with you.

“Here, the drink’s from the man over there.” The bartender grins at you as he pushes a red cocktail towards you and looks to the side. Even your gaze wanders to the side when you see a man in a suit holding up his glass smirking, as if he wants to toast with you.

With a smile on your lips, you shake your head, turn to your cocktail as you hear his voice loud in your ears. “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you, kitten.” Your shoulders are shrugging as you realize that the man is now standing right next to you, knocking his glass against yours.

“Kuroo, right?” You ask, even though you already know the answer. Kuroo Tetsurou, former captain of the Nekoma Volleyball Club. “I’m glad you remember me. Mind if I join you?” Nodding, you watch him place himself next to you and lay down, his head in his hand, his elbow on the mahogany bar below him.

“You look sad, kitten.” Is all he says, yet his mischievous smirk won’t leave his lips. Again and again you had read Ukai’s messages, wanted to answer him, deleted your answer always. “I’ve had an annoying breakup. And now I’m here, spending my Valentine’s Day in a bar, alone, letting an old school friend Tsukki’s talk to me.” 

There’s so much irony and sadness in your voice, one more reason for Kuroo to make you laugh. Back then, he found you interesting and wanted to invite you on a date. “You’re probably forgetting you’re sitting here with the hot guy you gave the wrong number when he asked you for it.” 

Embarrassed, you think back to that time. In fact, Kuroo had asked you for your number, was totally embarrassed and completely different from the volleyball games. But at that time you were with Ukai, so you only gave him one number that you had thought up, hoping not to see him again anyway, since this was your last year at Karasuno High School.

“Ups… Yeah right… Sorry about that.” But Kuroo just laughs, ruffles your hair and looks at you. “As you should be. Did you know that number existed? I spent weeks writing with a 78-year-old woman, showing her my muscular bare chest until we met, and I realized that you must have jumped into a time machine.” 

Now you feel even more sorry for him. So much that you look at him apologetically and start laughing. Finally. “You’re looking much better this way, Y/n.” He’s just saying while he’s sipping on his drink.

You two are in the bar for a long time until you’re kicked out. It’s been a long time since you had such a pleasant laugh. This time you give him your real number, and this time he asks if it’s really your number, because he doesn’t want to end up with a serial killer in pieces.

But you just laugh, take his cell phone and call the number you gave him to show him your vibrating phone on which his number lights up. 

You’re writing until night in the next few days. Keep calling until one of you falls asleep and meets more and more often. So many times until you get together.

Every week he brings you fresh flowers. You cook together in the evening and enjoy every second you two have. So it is no wonder that after only two years you wore a ring on your finger, with the inscription of your names and the date of the wedding. It’s no surprise that after three years, your son was born, and Kuroo and you were even happier than you were anyway. Also, it was no surprise that you have been pregnant again for a few months, this time expecting a little girl which Kuroo will treat like his little princess, you like his queen. He makes you happy, incredibly happy.

Your child is now tucked in a thick blanket in a stroller. You start pushing the stroller as Kuroo snatches his hands from behind around you to grab the handle of the stroller and hold you captive between his arms. Cheerfully you laugh as he gives you a kiss on the crown and you move further and further away from Ukai.

So Kuroo Tetsurou was the man who gave you what Ukai could never give you. Sincere love.

For a moment, he’s thinking about following you. He can still remember when Hinata said that Kuroo had bought a huge house. From the description, Ukai knew where that was. It was in one of the high-class neighborhoods. But should he really follow you? Should he lose his heart completely?

“Excuse me, sir, are you all right?” Fetch him a voice from a young man who looks at him anxiously. “Yes… Yeah, I was just thinking. Thank you for your concern.” He bows, thanking the young man who still goes on with a worried face. Ukai also goes on.

Unconsciously, his legs carry him to the neighborhood he thought of earlier, to the house that Hinata had described. He looks at the letterbox placed at the entrance of your gate. 

The Kuroo family…

A thick lump forms in his throat, his heart aches bitterly and his hand that holds the bag full of alcohol trembles terribly. With a sad look, he stares into the window where he sees you together with Kuroo.

Tightly wrapped you both dance in your large but cozy living room. Your head on his chest while his hand is on your lower back, the other in your hand. That’s what you used to do back then. Dancing together with quiet music.

He gently turns your body, now presses his upper body against your back, softly places his head in the crook of your neck to cuddle it. His hands stroke the bulge of your belly. The life that’s in you. 

From a distance, Ukai can still recognize the words that Kuroo forms with his lips.

I love you. 

Words that Ukai would still like to tell you every day. Words he means as they are. But you don’t love him anymore. You’re not his songbird anymore.

He’s standing there for a long time, trying to absorb all your joyful expressions one last time. Manifesting them in his mind, because he knows he’ll never see you again. That this is the last time he’s here. That your smiling face will be the last thing he wants to see before he closes his eyes.

He wants to write to you...

I saw you today… you weren’t alone. You had a kid on your arm and a man on your side. It makes me happy… that you found your happiness. Even if it’s without me. Nevertheless, Y/n… I love you, I always did and always will do for the rest of my life...

But the message he wants to send you before he closes his eyes, he never sent. It remains in his draft forever. Makes you think he’s finally forgotten you.

[hawks-supremacy]

New Beginnings - Drunken Nights

A/N: Here’s part 20, this one is both texts and written. This one was fun to write.

Warnings: Alcohol, Suggestive themes? There’s I think one or two comments.

Word Count: 1.1k

Masterlist

Arriving at the address that Saeko sent you, you knocked on the door and looked around while you waited. As you looked at the one dying potted plant by the door you heard shouting and arguing coming from inside and suddenly regretted saying you were fine with Suga and Noya being there as well. Suddenly the arguing and shouting stopped and you wondered if you should call the cops out of fear that someone was murdered. As you started dialing 119 the door was ripped open to reveal a smiling Saeko. Behind her was a groaning Tanaka as he laid on the ground and you almost thought of hitting the dial button. Deciding he was probably fine you put your phone away and greeted your new found friend. 

Saeko shut the door behind you as you stepped over Tanaka to get into the living room, “Down the hall the first room on your right is mine, you can set your things in there for now.” Saeko said as you looked around the small home. You nodded and went to find the room she gave you directions to. Not remembering if she said the right or the left you went into the room on the left and saw Noya and Suga both laying on the ground in pain. Not wanting to ask questions you slowly and quietly backed out of the room and set your set down in the correct room.

After getting situated you walked back into the living room and noticed that all three boys were now sitting on the couch in the living room clutching ice packs to different areas. You looked to Saeko for answers and she just shook her head in disappointment. You attempted to hold back your laughs but failed as one slipped from your lips. 

After nearly giving themselves whiplash to look up at you Suga and Noya both jumped from the couch to greet you and give you a hug, seemingly forgetting that they were just in pain. You laughed and hugged them back, “Remember what I said about not ruining this night for us?” You asked as you released them from the hug. All three boys vigorously nodded their heads and you smiled, “Good!” You patted their heads as if they were dogs and walked over to the kitchen area where Saeko was making something. “So whatcha making?” You asked, leaning against a counter while plucking a grape from the bowl to eat.

She looked over to you and stifled a laugh before responding, “Well I figured you’d be hungry after your shift so I was waiting for you to make everyone dinner. However, if you want to keep eating the fake decorative grapes that’s fine too.” As she said the last portion you spat out the foam grape and moved quickly to get the taste of manufactured decor out of your mouth. As you did this the boys started laughing at your expense and Suga quickly snapped a photo for blackmail later.

“In my defense, who the hell has fake food as a decoration? That’s more misleading than a catfish on Tinder.” You huffed as you poured yourself a glass of water and downed it. “So do you need help with anything? What are we making?” You moved to wash your hands so you could help prepare and make supper but Saeko just shook her head and told you to relax and sit down because she was nearly done anyway. Groaning dramatically and not wanting to argue with her you hoisted yourself up onto the counter to sit down.

“Hey Y/n how was your snack?” Noya asked as he kneeled on the couch to converse with you. “They probably enjoyed it to be honest.” Tanaka chimed in leaning on the back of the couch next to Noya. “I’ve heard plenty of times that they’ve had worse things in their mouth.” Suga butt in, not bothering to turn around. 

You spit out the mouth full of water you had just tried to drink but was interrupted by Suga’s comment. “Sugawara Koushi! That was unnecessary!” You yelled as you chucked a few of the decorative fruits at him. He laughed as the soft foam hit him. You turned away from them feeling your face getting awfully red from your private life being shared. “You know what I think this counts as ruining the night.” Upon hearing your comment the other boys turned to Suga and started hitting him and telling him to apologize. Still turned away from them you covered your mouth trying not to laugh as you heard Suga’s pleas and calls for help. Breaking up the small fight that was going on Saeko announced that it was time to eat.

After dinner and everyone helping clean up, the boys retreated back to Tanaka’s room to play video games while you and Saeko stayed in the living room laughing as you poured your sixth glass of wine for the night. “No really! He was sleeping with my best friend for 5 months, and then when I caught them he still tried to say he wasn’t!” You laughed as you explained your last relationship. 

Saeko threw her head back as she laughed, “Oh my gosh! What a dick! I wish we were friends then, I would’ve taught him a lesson.” She stood up and proceeded to punch the air in demonstration. You laughed at her antics and asked her about her past relationships as she sat down. She gave you a brief run down of her few that ended poorly and said the rest were all mutual agreements or just a fwb type deal. Then she asked what was going on with you and coach Ukai saying Ryu was telling her about the tension between you both. 

You groaned as you thought of a response, “That bitch! I swear to God he’s going to be running laps the whole practice next week. Anyway, there’s not really anything going on between us I guess. I had a crush on him in high school and it went nowhere. I mean I have a small crush on him now but that’s about it, I honestly don’t think it’s gonna go anywhere this time either. I might just give up on it to be honest.”

After a few more hours of talking and getting to know each other you decided to drunkenly do face masks and go to bed seeing it was getting late and you both had to work tomorrow. You both stumbled into her room giggling about nothing before settling into bed and saying goodnight to each other. After laying down for thirty minutes you heard Saeko’s soft snores and got bored of staring at the ceiling. You sighed and pulled out your phone before doing something that future you was going to be pissed at you for.

Tag List:

@that-chick212  @elianetsantana @halesandy @katsuhera @ilauvcoldpizza @coffeeaddictedmay @sevenlol @1-800-sharpshootershifty​ @5sos-wdw @katxsukishima @kookie-doughs @mer-majesty

[dammitadolfnomorecake]

1 2

2

Let into the stranger’s apartment, Levi didn’t know whether to be impressed or not by its sheer emptiness. The man really seemed to only give two fucks about having a roof over his head, everything else was goddamn bleak once the apartment lights came on

“Sit on the sofa, I’ll get the first aid kit”

Right. The kid in front of him was too old to hold any youthful charms. There were no “welcome to my humble abodes”, but there was also no “don’t fucking bleed to death on my sofa”, leading him to wonder how many damn strays the man dragged home with no thought of his own safety. His host didn’t even close the door behind them, disappearing off through a door as Levi was left to limp him way into the living area, eyes drawn to massive fucking bong sitting on the table. Great. His “goddamn saviour” was a pot smoking hippy determined to do his good deed for the day.

Everything seemed to hurt as Levi sank onto the sofa. Pulling out his wallet and phone, he chucked them lightly on the table, before freeing himself of his jacket, and kicking back to examine the apartment closer. Other than the bong, the place wasn’t as terrible as it could be. The paint work seemed passable, the furniture served its purpose. Heck, the man had a small bookcase of what seemed to be well read classics, two photo frames sitting on the top shelf, summing up the total everything personal inside the space.

“Scotch, bourbon, or beer?”

Levi jumped, alpha growling lightly at the fact he’d let himself get distracted

“Got any water?”

Clanging from kitchenette connected to the living area, the way the man slammed his cabinet grated on Levi’s nerves. The typical alpha punk snorting, before replying

“You’re gonna want something harder when I’m stitching that hand of yours up”

“Tea?”

“That’s a new one. I’ve got coffee”

If Levi had wanted coffee, he would have asked for coffee. Nothing tonight was going fucking right

“Double shot scotch”

“I suppose you want ice”

Levi shrugged. It all pretty much tasted like warm piss, iced or otherwise

“Oh, man, sure... If you’re offering”

Chuckling at him, the stranger had an alright laugh. For a man he didn’t give two shits about, he wasn’t completely fucking awful

“Careful, there. You’re verging on being polite”

“I’m always polite”

“Says the one calling me a “lanky shit””

Being five-foot-fucking-three was shameful for an alpha. All his damn life people treated him like a fucking runt, not that Levi had an issue with it. He just wasn’t as tall as the strange brown haired man who’s sofa he was now bleeding onto, and apparently needed to care about this right now

“You fucking are”

Bring over the first aid kit and his scotch, the man quirked an eyebrow at him. Levi nearly blinking in shock. Never in his life had he set eyes on a set of eyes so damn green... Scruffy around the edges, the man had shed his leather jacket in favour of a black hoodie, brown hair pull back into a messy bun, not missing a beat as he quirked a smile at him

“And you’re a grumpy old man, aren’t you?”

Yeah. And the man who probably an escaped lunatic that’d murdered his mother and eloped with his sister, knowing Levi’s luck

“Fuck off”

“You know what they say, “6 out of 7 dwarves aren’t happy”. Give me your hand, I’ll take a look”

Holding his hand out Mister Lanky-fuck, as Levi had now decided to call him, sat on the edge of his coffee table. Even with the sofa a few inches taller with the cushion, Lanky-fuck had the never to be taller than him. One look at the man’s grease stained hands had the alpha wrinkling his nose

“Leave the kit, I’ll handle it. I don’t know what I’m likely to catch from those hands of yours”

“Don’t be such a baby. They have these magical things called gloves and sanitizer, my father would murder me if he ever thought I was patching someone up without gloves on. Are you always so damn uncooperative?”

What the fuck? The man in front of him seemed ready to fucking pout. He might have only just seen his face a few moments ago, but now Levi was stuck between the awkwardness of not knowing how young the kid was, or how old the man was... Normally he considered himself quite well versed in the subtle act of people watching. It kind of came in handy sizing up the man who wanted to beat you arse before a fight. Snarkily he shot back

“I don’t know, do you bring home every alpha you meet?”

The stranger shrugged

“I don’t know. Never brought anyone here before so I guess that’s a no. Now, let me fix you up then I can go the fuck to bed with it your death on my hands”

Snorting, and despite the sheer randomness of the situation, Levi wasn’t sure he would mind being murdered by the man in front of him. He seemed easily as cranky as he was, and he’d been looking for something to break the daily grind. Catching his tongue, the alpha blinked in self induced shock, realising he’d very nearly asked if going to bed involved going to bed to fuck. None of this was like him. He never wanted... he was on suppressants. The dumb blonde beta who’d busted his lip must have shaken his brain loose, either that or the late nights were finally catching up with him

“Wash your hands then put the gloves on”

“God. I’ve got you. You’re not the first person I’ve patched up. I would tell you to wash your hand off first but that would hurt like a bitch”

“This dump has an actual shower?”

“With soap and all”

Letting out a low whistle, Levi fooled no one with his tiny bit of actual surprise that somewhere so crappy would have working facilities. If anything the only “foolish” thing would be how much of a fool he was making of himself right now

“I don’t believe it, maybe you’ll have to show me”

Fuck. Fucking. Fuck. Abort. What he meant to say was “If you don’t mind, I’d actually prefer to wash my hands and face”. Not that... Confusion clouded the strangers features, followed by a heavy frown in his direction. Heck. Now the brat looked old enough to be pushing 30. Being “baby faced” had to have its damn limits

“Listen. You can shower if you want. You can eat my food. Hell, you can put your clothes through the washing machine and dryer. I didn’t bring you home for a fuck, and if you think I did, you’ve got it all wrong. I brought you home because you dying on our fucking back step would probably cost me a job I can’t afford to lose”

This was going terribly. Would things go better if he tried to introduce himself? He had no intention of running into this kid again, so what was the point giving him his name?

“Calm your shit. It was a joke. Just fix my hand and I’ll take it from there, Mister Lanky-fuck”

Sighing at him, Mister Lanky-fuck appeared done with him

“That’s a new one. It’s Kruger. My name... Do you really have to keep scowling at me?”

What kind of a name was “Kruger”? Was it a first name? Or a last name? Or a nickname? Nope. He didn’t care. None of this mattered anyway

“I’m not scowling”

He couldn’t help it. Time and time again he’d been told he’d look less murderous should he open his eyes just that little bit wider. He didn’t know what people expect from that shit. His face was pretty much set the same way it’d always been... something referred to as “resting bitch face”, if his idiot friend was to be believed. Having been forced to think about it left a scowl on his face. Kruger snatching up his hand before Levi could grimace at the amount of germs

“Right. Sit there and drink your scotch. I’ll have this done as soon as possible”

*

Neither man had any idea of how fateful this first meeting would be, least of all Eren who wasn’t sure he’d done an actual good dead. He hadn’t learned the strange short alpha’s name, only that he took stitches like he’d had them a hundred times before. Patching the bastard back up, Eren forced himself to remember that politeness did exist, though there did seem to be some kind of polite mutual annoyance at the world between them that he didn’t think he was imagining. Whatever. He’d shown the man around his apartment, told him to use whatever was there... then crashed so hard he really could have been murdered in his sleep.

Come the following afternoon, Eren had woken to find the stranger gone and for some unfathomable reason his washing done, ironed, and neatly left on his coffee table. Hell, he might have just taken him to bed had he known he’d get free housework out of it. Whatever the fuck last night was, that was the last time. The stranger was gone, and with the beating he’d gotten the night before, it was severely unlikely he’d ever see him at the garage again. God. His sister was going to kill him for this... good thing she was never going to find out about him acting on a stupid whim.

[charmingcentry]

Bechloe - Variety Show

HS AU Bechloe where Beca and Jesse are fans of Bo Burnham. It’ll be a 4-parter going through each year of the Variety Show their school holds. This one is mainly Beca and Jesse BROTP with a hint of Bechloe.

----

Freshman Year

“Aw come on Becaw it’ll be fun!” 

Beca did her signature eye-roll towards her friend, looking straight into his puppy-dog eyes with a glare; Jesse always did have the appearance of a kicked poodle. “No dude, fuck off with it already… I’m not performing in the variety show with you!” She smacks Jesse lightly with her pencil, although it did cause him to wince, and continues on with her mathematics homework - surprisingly one of her favorite subjects. Jesse lets out a sigh and continues on with his own math homework, the duo laying down on the hardwood floors of Beca’s house.

As she shuts the rings in her math binder, Beca still feels two small holes, drilling into the top of her head. The brunette glances up and sees Jesse, quickly lowering his head down and refocuses his mind on the math problem in front of him; the male always did have trouble with factoring. The brunette shakes her head and rummages through her backpack, pulling out her English binder - her least favorite subject.

She never could focus during her English class even if it was right after lunch. Her teacher’s voice is incredibly monotone and robot-like, Beca constantly has to force her head up throughout the long lecture. The lack of decorations in the classroom contributed to the lack of exuberance amongst the class and the teacher didn’t seem to care. Unluckily for Beca, her father had forced her to partake in the Honors English class rather than the regular, one of the many cons of having a Literature Professor as your parent. For an honors class, the teacher seemed to lack the enthusiasm and ability to care.

If there was one thing Beca did care for in English class, it would be the redhead that sits diagonally from her. She would be the main energy source of the class - Beca presumes that English is her favorite subject - and would participate nearly every day. For 14-year-old usually oblivious Beca, she was surprisingly quite aware of how her stomach became a butterfly cage when the redhead would say hi to her or how her mouth went dry during group work and how her hands would become clammier. Some days, Chloe - Beca peered over at the redhead’s binder second day of school to learn her name - would shoot a smile at Beca whenever the brunette got caught dazing off in class. There were other days where Chloe offered Beca water or even gummy worms to keep her energy up - how did this girl not have cavities? I guess you could say Beca has a crush on Chloe but the brunette denies any part of it.��

The brunette continues working on her worksheet about rhetoric terminologies when she hears a rustle come from Jesse. She glances up and notices he’s pulling out a blue pill speaker Beca had gifted him for his birthday and his narrowing of eyes as he selects music. The brunette couldn’t help but sing along to the song chosen.

I am the left brain I am the left brain

I work really hard till my inevitable death brain

You got a job to do you better do it right in the right way with the left brain’s might…

Beca is startled when Jesse enters in with the next part; the brunette admits, Jesse did have a nice voice.

I like Oreos and pu- puppies! (“Nice censorship there.”) yes in that order!

And I cried for at least an hour after watching Toy Story 3… WOODY!

I am the right brain~ I have feelings

I’m a little all over the place but I’m lustful trustful and I’m looking for somebody to love

….do do do do do do

Beca playfully rolls her eyes once again at Jesse’s hilarious attempt at censorship as she answers a question about the definitions of ethos, pathos, and logos. She continues singing along to the song when Jesse pokes the top of her head. “Come on Beca, we have amazing voices! We can perform this for the variety show together.” The brunette’s face went pale as she sat up, her jaw slightly dropping.

“That’s a lot of censorship we have to do there Swanson…” Beca states, knowing how many dirty jokes there are within the song, but it would be fun to perform it she has to admit.

“We’ll work on that! You can like do the instrumental since you have that program and we can change the lyrics together.” Beca ponders and narrows her eyes slightly. “Please Becsss!” Jesse drones, clamping his hands together while shaking them. The brunette lets out a sigh.

“Fine.” 

Jesse lets out a deafening cheer as he works out the details of what would happen with their performance. Beca was surprised at his planning and organization skills, considering the 14-year-old can’t even locate his pencil case and listens to her friend’s ideas. The brunette would be taking the part of “Left Brain” of course and Jesse “Right Brain.” Beca would organize the instrumental behind the song and voice the beginning part. To settle who would be playing “Bo,” they settled with Benji who is a mutual friend of the duo - he enjoys performing on stage. Their outfits with just be Beca in blue and Jesse in red, inspiration taken off of the lighting Bo Burnham - writer and singer of the song - from his show. 

“Honestly, thank god you said yes. I signed us up before telling you.”

“Oh, I mea- wait you did what!”

---

The day before the Variety Show, Beca’s English class held a party to celebrate the end of the school semester. The brunette sat in her desk, she didn’t have friends in the class other than Chloe - the redhead was in the stage between acquaintance and friend. She scrolled through her phone, listening to a Bo Burnham playlist she had created back in seventh grade. As she chucks a brownie into her mouth, she feels a slight tap on her left ear. She looks and notices it’s Chloe, smiling brightly at Beca. The brunette widens her eyes slightly as she pulls her earbuds out. “I heard you’re in the Variety show Becs.”

Beca goes red as she rubs the back of her neck. “Oh, uh yeah. Jesse, he’s my friend, made me do it.” She puts a chip in her mouth, only worsening her dry mouth situation.

“I know him, he’s in my Biology class! He’s really nice and funny.” Beca could feel a bitter taste in her mouth as she slightly pouts. “I probably taught him all the humor he knows y’know.” The brunette bites her lip, was she jealous? “I- I’m sorry, I don’t know why I said that…” Chloe only smiles politely at Beca

“Nah, you’re alright Becs…” There’s dead air between them for a while. “Can I listen to your music? Don’t really have anyone else here to be with and I wanna hang out more with you.” 

Beca feels slightly touched and offers the left earbud to Chloe. The redhead smiles when she inserts the device in her ear and suddenly, Beca remembers she’s listening to “Eff” by Bo Burnham. Chloe gives Beca a shocked look as the brunette grimaces “Aw don’t be nervous Becs, it’s actually really good… who is this guy?”

Chloe scoots her chair closer to Beca as they both eat a platter of junk food and talk about Bo Burnham. Lucky for Beca, Chloe seems to enjoy his music and sense of humor. The two don’t notice the spreading blush on each other’s faces.

---

Of all of the places their performance could be in, Beca and her group had to be last. Last of all places! Expectations are already high and the brunette is nervous seeing that right before them was a comedy bit by a hilarious girl in their grade who goes by Fat Amy. Beca begins to pick at her nails as she sees the host walk on stage.

“Oh my god, I’m dying! That was so hilarious. Thank you, Fat Amy, for her wonderful stand-up and also stories of crocodile wrestling.” He clears his throat. “Now, give it up for Beca Mitchell, Jesse Swanson, and Benjamin Applebaum who will be performing Left Brain, Right Brain by Bo Burnham! The final act of tonight… good luck you three!”

Beca gulps as Jesse rushes to the right side of the stage as Benji goes on, starting off with a pretend magic trick. The audience laughs as Benji releases a fake dove that plops onto the ground, the brunette smiles as she nervously tugs on her blue-collared long sleeve. Then, she hears her voice. 

Hello, Patient 24602. How are you feeling?

Benji goes back and forth with Beca’s pre-recorded voice, quietly laughing at her friend’s improvisation with the dialogue. To her surprise, the audience is slowly erupting with quiet giggles and laughter as well!

“Real mature of you disembodied voice, calling me a loser.”

I was just joking you dumbass. (Thank God for the principal who allowed cuss words for this performance)

Beca stops her giggling fit when she hears the song is slowly approaching her cue. She glances across the stage and makes eye contact with Jesse. He gives Beca a thumbs up and the brunette smiles widely at him.

Splitting your neurological functions in 3, 2, 1.

The lights go out as Benji runs off stage, pretending to scream in pain. When the lights go off, Beca emerges from the side of the stage and stands with arms folded across her chest, standing tall and straight, appearing to be confident. The lights go on as her own voice introduces herself

This is Benji’s left brain, objective, logical, cold, analytical, aware of patterns, aware of trends. He’s efficient... and a prick.

The way Beca raises her hands gives the implication of the middle finger about to be raised. Then, the lights go off, causing the audience to erupt with laughter once more. The laid-back and steady beat transforms into a lively keyboard melody as the spotlight focuses on Jesse who is jumping with joy. This is Benji’s right brain. Subjective, creative, sensory, aware of feelings, aware of people. He’s emotional. And an idiot. He skips around himself and waves excitedly at the audience, pretending to be hurt by the last part of Beca’s voice.

Alright, you two.

All of the light appears on stage as Beca darts her head towards Jesse and vice versa.

Play nice.

Beca starts singing the first verse, making calm collected hand gestures towards herself as the focus of the light is directed on her. She appears to be extremely less bouncy and excited compared to Jesse’s character - or just himself if we’re being honest here - and yet on the inside, her heart is pumping dramatically. Just about when finishes her verse, she catches the eye of a specific audience member, Chloe Beale who is grinning brightly and raised her shoulders playfully when she noticed Beca staring right at her. The brunette fights back a smile when the lively keyboard melody begins once again, the focus of light on Jesse this time.

The light is now everywhere on stage, focusing on both Jesse and Beca. The audience begins to die down from laughter after a little bit between the friends, revolving around the right brain teasing the left brain about playing with Rubix Cubes.

Well, at least I did my freakin’ job, alright? I kept him working, I kept him productive. You were supposed to look after him, you were supposed to keep him emotionally stable for all this. 

The audience is silent as Beca pretends to be furious with Jesse. The brunette is throwing her hands up frustratedly as the taller of the two appears to be on the verge of tears. 

Now you’re trying to blame me for how he’s feeling, how he’s feeling! If he’s feeling unhappy it’s because you failed him! 

Beca pushes Jesse once, causing him to fall on the ground.

You did this to him he hates you I know he does! He freakin’ hates you!

Jesse begins bawling over-dramatically as the audience lets out a collective chuckle by the male’s performance. 

Beca pretends to feel bad and kneels down to Jesse, singing the next part of the song. The Left Brain apologizes to the right brain as she holds her hand out and helps the male stand up. Left Brain suggests an idea of how the two can work together, Beca playfully pushes Jesse’s shoulder.

Do you know what it is? JUGGLING! WE CAN JUGGLE AND JUGGLE OUR CARES AWAY.

The audience cackles as Beca looks towards an excited Jesse who is jumping in place, dumbfounded. The brunette rubs the bridge of her nose and lets out a sigh of frustration.

It- it was comedy. We can do comedy together.

Beca’s pre-recorded voice appears once again, stating the reassembly of the two halves of Benji’s brain.

Left brain! Left brain I love you!

Beca says with a blank slate on her face. I know.

The lights go out once again with only Benji reappearing on stage once Beca’s pre-recorded voice says the final line. The crowd cheers and hoots for the group and Beca and Jesse emerge from the wings, bowing and bowing when the crowd cheers them on. They eventually make their way down as the host concludes the Variety Show with a couple of school-related announcements. 

Out of Beca’s peripheral vision, she notices a patient redhead, looking at the brunette. She turns to Jesse’s parents and excuses herself, walking over to Chloe. Beca smiles as she tugs on the black necktie she wore for the performance, swaying side to side.

“Becs that was amazing! I didn’t know you can sing so well.” Chloe reaches out to grab Beca’s hand, the brunette notices and gulps a bit loudly, hoping Chloe didn’t hear. The brunette lets out a nervous chuckle and shrugs.”You also look pretty c-cute with that whole tie and collared polo thing...”

“I- I guess. I mean, I don’t sing really often…” Their hands pull away, Chloe still smiling as bright as ever. “Thank you by the way… Jesse gave me it.”

“Well, you look and performed great!” A voice abruptly calls Chloe from the entrance of the auditorium. The redhead snaps her head back towards Beca. “Well, I hope to hang out with you more Becs!” Chloe wraps her arms around the brunette, nearly causing the two to tumble over. The redhead pulls away and winks at Beca. “See you around!”

As the brunette walks back towards Jesse with an astonished expression and a great blush on her face, Chloe walks over to her best friends Aubrey and Stacie who have their eyebrows raised to their hairline. “I thought you didn’t like her?” Stacie asks, waggling her eyebrows

Chloe rolls her eyes and leads the two to her parent’s car. “Well, maybe I do now… hopefully, she does the Variety Show again next year.” The redhead plugs in her earbuds into the audio jack of her phone as she slides into the black leather seats of her mother’s car. “She did pretty great.”

Chloe’s mother begins the drive to a nearby restaurant as the redhead hits a familiar playlist from the day before, it was labeled “Bo Burnham Shit.” A smile washes over 14-year-old Chloe’s face as she imagines Beca singing along to the songs.

[necromancy-savant]

Found this on Facebook and thought Tumblr would like it. Plus I generally avoid lengthy posts on Facebook. 

If you have lived any portion of your life on the stage, cut and paste this into your own note and share your answers by tagging your fellow theater artists!

LAST SHOW ADDED TO YOUR RESUME:

Ren Faire scripted cast. 

LAST SHOW YOU AUDITIONED FOR:

A new works festival of one-acts.

DID YOU GET IT?

Yes.

LAST SONG YOU USED AT AN AUDITION:

Um...one time when I was 19 I auditioned for a musical and sang that song from West Side Story that I can’t remember the name of but it’s like the second song and the first one Tony sings by himself...I didn’t get in though and I haven’t auditioned for a musical since. 

FAVORITE MUSICAL: I don't even know at this point.

FAVORITE ROLE YOU'VE PLAYED, AND FROM WHAT SHOW: I’ve only done like 3 shows so far but probably Lord Capulet cause he was a single, recurring character with a fair amount of lines and also really challenging because I can’t imagine being married with children in my own life. 

FAVORITE ROLE OVERALL THAT YOU WOULD LOVE TO PLAY: Richard III. In which play? All of them. All three of them, right in a row. 

SUPERSTITION:

I don’t have any. I’m one of the few people I know who is willing to say Macbeth. 

WHAT WAS YOUR VERY FIRST SHOW?

As an adult, Julius Caesar. I did one when I was 6, and another in middle school, but even as a kid I felt like kids’ shows were too silly/juvenile for my tastes, and as an immature kid with 0 emotional intelligence I couldn’t muster much enthusiasm for shows I personally didn’t care for. 

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DANCE SOLO?

Nooo I cannot dance. 

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SINGING SOLO?

No; I’ve never been in a musical but I would like to. 

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN THE LAST TO TAKE A BOW?

No.

HAVE YOU BEEN TO NEW YORK?

Yeah; I’ve seen a couple of shows on Broadway over the years. 

HAVE YOU BEEN TO L.A.?

No. 

WHAT'S THE SCARIEST PART OF AN AUDITION?

The moment right before I start my monologue. 

WHAT'S THE BEST PART OF AN AUDITION?

Cold reading and just getting to play with the lines with a bunch of other people. 

NAME A SHOW YOU WOULD NEVER DO AGAIN:

Idk I can’t say there’s anything I’ve had a bad experience with yet. 

NAME A SHOW YOU COULD DO FOR YEARS? That I’ve done before? I could probably do Julius Caesar some more, though I might like to switch up roles a little bit. 

WHAT ARE YOU AUDITIONING FOR NEXT?

It depends on who’s doing what when. It’ll be something Shakespeare, at any rate. 

DO YOU KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PAST CAST MEMBERS?

Yes!

ON A SCALE OF 1 - 10, HOW IMPORTANT IS GETTING PAID?

Not important. I’m just doing this for personal fulfillment and that’s all that really matters to me. I mean I don’t object to the idea of getting paid and would never avoid getting paid to act but I’m not particularly trying to make money. 

SOMETHING EMBARRASSING OR UNEXPECTED THAT HAPPENED ON STAGE: 

My friend lowkey stabbed me for real by accident with a pointy wooden sword during a performance and it hurt but at least my dying groans were extra realistic that night. I laugh about it now.

WHO IS THE MOST DIFFICULT PERSON (on stage or off) THAT YOU HAVE EVER WORKED WITH?

I’ve actually been really lucky with the people I’ve gotten to work with! I’ve met some of the chillest, friendliest, most supportive people. 

EVER BEEN NAKED ONSTAGE?

No.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KILLED?

YES. 

EVER BEEN DRUNK?

I’ve played drunk onstage (10/10 would do again) but never actually been drunk.

PLAYED SOMEONE HALF YOUR AGE?

No. 

PLAYED SOMEONE TWICE YOUR AGE?

Yeah, Capulet’s probably about twice my age. I was 25, he could easily be 50. 

CRIED

No.

FIRED A GUN

No.

BEEN DRENCHED

No.

BEEN KISSED?

No (and the thought that I might one day have to learn how to kiss for a show haunts me because what if I can’t learn?)

I know plenty of my followers and mutuals do theater but I can’t keep track of which ones so if you see this feel free to do it, tag your friends if you want, and you can say I tagged you! I’d love to see your responses. 

[sambashua]

11 questions tag~

i was tagged by @achuu-nice @s-lay-ing and @maetaamong for the 11 questions game where you answer 11 q’s then write 11 new q’s! a good time! (y’all this is 33 questions bear w me)

nom’s q’s

how are you? :D I’M GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i hope you are too:D

sad ballads or happy upbeat songs? okay so like.. both so much.. but if i rlly had to choose i’d go for ballads bc i’m rlly a soft binch at heart (but red flavor will never not get me lit)

fave anime movie? maybe ponyo? or howl’s moving castle? i also really liked the girl who lept through time! (all credited to wonhankwan movie squad)

dogs or cats? bOTH i refuse to choose (but i got dos gatos)

do you keep stuffed animals in your room? no:( i have some on a shelf at my dad’s house tho? and i have mr. troll in my apt living room!

someone you miss? @atshinee :(

describe your phone case? iT’S GOT MOOMIN EATIN SOME CARROTS OR EGGS IT’S UP FOR DEBATE

favorite lore/myths? i’ve always been a percy jackson ho but i always thought persephone and that story was cool?? also the labyrinth 

eardbuds or headphones? earbuds bc headphones are real expensive

can I steal your heart? i actually don’t have one to steal bc you already took it nom:’(

favorite thing about your ult bias? uMMMMMMM prObABLy his smile♡ (i say smth different everytime but i feel like i neglect his visuals oops)

cloud’s q’s

Do you know a ksong by heart? (bc I don’t :x I can hum a trillion tho) haaaaaaa well i mean i can’t speak korean ofc but i can p much believably sing all of seventeen’s title tracks.. and i generally sing along to every song ever even if i don’t know it??? oH I LEARNED ALL THE WORDS TO IF IT IS YOU BY JUNG SEUNG HWAN BC I LOVE IT exhibit a b and  c for why!

When it comes to friendships, are you low or high maintenance? (As in your friends gotta talk everyday with you or you’ll feel like the friendship is dying OR if you can spend days without talking to them yet you still remain close) i like to think i’m a pretty low maintenance person! i’m easy-going by nature and i don’t mind silence at all and don’t even find it awkward usually. i have friends i don’t talk to for months on end and then we get together maybe once a year and we still remain close:) i like to think i’m easy to talk to so that could be part of it?

Do you have a secret that you will take to the grave? (Ofc I’m not asking you to reveal it)  ajhfdksl tbh i don’t think so??? i’m kind of a private person.. but if someone asked me smth specific i wouldn’t not tell them ? idk tho i used to be a bit of a pathological liar so~~~

Recommend me 5 songs (not necessarily kpop songs) i’ll rec some non kpop since i’m sure you would know anything i recced ajkdhfjdk

honey - kehlani

to build a home - the cinematic orchestra (aka chanhee’s all time favorite song which makes me really emo)

broken clocks - sza

waves - young the giant

window seat - thomston, wafia

bonus! flirt right back - backbear :)

What do you prefer?: first, second or third gen kpop songs? third gen! since that’s when i joined i’m really into it at this point! also i think the variety of music is sooo much wider than it used to be? i’m not super in tune w all the older groups but i think it’s insaneeee how many groups there are rn snd they all have a lot to offer!

What’s the cheeeeeeeeeesiest thing you’ve done? (one time a former friend of mine was telling me about a problem she had and at the end of our convo I kissed her in the forehead bYE) um legit cloud i am cheesy 25/8 catch me being a soft snuggly bean popping trash puns left and right every day of the week

If you were asked to participate in a variety show, which one of the following would you pick and why? (Pick two!): problematic men, master key, hello counselor, weekly idol, one fine day, law of the jungle i think i’d go on weekly idol! i would wanna go toe to toe w doni and coni bc they’re always so harsh to lil baby idols ahhaha i wanna take them on!

Your top 10 kpop songs of 2017? binchhhh i’ll just go by my top nine according to spotify and my number one for apple music:)

When You Love Someone - Day6

Heartbreaker - NCT 127

My First and Last - NCT DREAM (also dunk shot tho byeeee)

Baby Don’t Like It - NCT 127 (tbh don’t remember listening to it this much what)

BABE - Hyuna

Like This - Pentagon

A Supplementary Story: You Never Walk Alone - BTS

Rollin’ - Brave Girls !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eclipse - LOONA (Kim Lip)

Wake Me Up - B.A.P

bonus! Coloring Book - Oh My Girl :)

Would you rather live in a huge mansion or a compact studio house? definitely a studio house! for sooo many reasons: 1) i hate walking 2) cleaning a large house is the worst 3) if i had the option to spend that much i’d just get a smaller house and spend money on more important things!

Tell me a fun childhood story (I’ll start! One time an aunt gave me money to buy ‘papas’ (potatoes) at the grocery store so bc I’m obedient af I went and asked the counter lady how many of em could I buy with the money I had so she went ‘uhh, not many tbh’ so i ended up getting like two and when I returned to my aunt’s house she laughed her ass off and said: I meant ‘papas fritas’ (potato chips) Not those! - and uh yeah this is funnier in Spanish but it proves that I’m such an innocent angel I mean wow) gIRL I WISH I COULDA SEEN THAT SPANISH EXCHANGE I DEFINITELY LAUGHED um????????? yo idk i can’t think of anything help uhhhh okay so when my sister and i were little our house was two stories so we’d take our stuffed animals and tie plastic bags to them and make them skydive ahahha but it wasn’t too satisfying for obvious reasons so we just attached this one stretchy pink scarf to them and make them bungee jump from the railing ajfdhgfdls classic

If you were offered to start a band, would you accept? yEAH if someone offered i would assume i had the talent and ability so.. yes.. even if i didn’t and someone offered i’d still say yes bye

kiki’s q’s

Link your favourite playlist here if you can and if you can’t write out the first 10 songs on it! (Not a question but shh) here she isssss okay wait so she’s not my go to playlist tbh but she has a mix of western and kpop so.. enjoy!

Is your current ult bias your first ult bias? If not who was your first? yes :) my first ever bias was joon but i didn’t even know what an ult was for a long time and by the time i found out i knew all along wonu was my boy

Who is your ult bias? jeon wonwoo ofc

Who is more likely to hog the aux cord, you or your ult? um me.. i’m kinda a hoe w music like i always play it.. when i drive my friends i am in charge of music bc duh it’s my car but then when they drive me they usually ask if i wanna play music ahahhaha MAYEB THEY’RE JSUT SAYING I HAVE GOOD TASTE THO???? 

Who is more likely to forget an important date, you or your ult? def wonwoo.. that boy couldn’t remember his own birthday if he didn’t pay attention.. for some reason i have a steel trao mind for dates?

Who is more likely to ask the other to pick them up after work, you or your ult? i like driving so i’d say maybe wonwoo? but i feel like he might be the type to want to offer to drive you.. who am i kidding that boy is always tired

Who is more likely to write the other a hand written note expressing themselves rather than just saying it, you or your ult? i think wonwoo.. i get the vibe that we’re both a bit emotionally inept and we would both have trouble expressing ourselves but he might find comfort w writing things down he’s a romantic binch he reads too much not to be

Who is more likely to cry when a dog dies in a movie, you or your ult? me bc dat ho doesn’t like dogs smh.. his only fault (jk he a mess)

Who is more likely to almost burn the house down while cooking, you or your ult? wonu? just bc i’m not that clumsy? he could do it tho

Who is more likely to start a pillow fight, you or your ult? neither of us we’re too tired

Who is more likely to ask the other to come over to cuddle with them so that they can fall asleep better, you or your ult? meeeeee i’m a cuddly bitch and he isn’t rip.. but he would do it for me he better

my questions:D

If you could travel anywhere, but were completely by yourself, where would you go?

What inspires you?

How many pets would you have in your ideal future? Any specific names or types in mind?

What are you opinions on fedoras

how many spoons can you balance on your face at once (picture or video proof preferred (i’m trying to get someone to do it pls anyone))

What is your favorite type of tree?

If you could convince one person to like kpop who would you convert?

What are three things you are normally associated with and/or what are three things you want to be associated with?

If you were in a kpop group what position would you hold (ie. leader, main vocal, moodmaker, etc) feel free to tag your mutuals and who they would be!

If you could have any wild animal as a tame pet what would it be?? (i’m ocelot loyal all the way)

What is your opinion on mint chocolate chip ice cream? (for maj)

i’m going to tag @yongpal-i !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (are you happy sister) @strawberryboo @everyonesabiaswrecker @kiheehyunie @indiepoptime @jungnoir @hwallsgrl @lipstick-chathao @yongceo @undinefin @kihqun @definitelythis @g-te @justsomekpopstuff (tagged you back:D) and @jeonwoooo if you guys want to try it out!!

[youngestk]

tag game

I was tagged by the wonderful libra mutual @sarcasticjuiceboxes​ but I was sooo lazy to make it and it took me more than a week to answer you, I’m so sorry. So I’m just gonna post here the games you tagged me in, and thanks btw 💕 you’re the best and I’m here just being so lazy, sorry again :/ plus, i’m gonna divide the games into sections so it wont be confunsing. 

1. what’s your biggest fear? Living without being able to make my dreams come true

2. if you could be a master chef at any one dish, what would it be? Idk I think it would be probably some fancy pasta so I could choose the best red wine to drink with.

3. you’re on a really bad date… how do you get out of it? Dating? What? lmao but I’d prob do like Laura said too, try to make it more fun or I would just look into my phone and find some excuse to just go like oh my dog needs me bye

4. what’s your favorite type of cookie? I don’t think I have one? I love any type of cookies?? lmao

5. what’s one unpopular opinion you have? I may have a bunch but I can’t remember any of it rn

6. indoors/outdoors? rain/snow? ocean/mountains? Depends. Rain (bc we don’t have snow where I live so). Mountains, definitely.

7. if you could spend the day with any line from any group, which would you pick and why? (ex. bts rap line, svt 95 line, exo beagle line, etc) Got7 beagle line, bc I would love to laugh and being a mess with them, I would prob just stay on the ground laughing and crying while they would be a loud mess jumping, yelling and acting like fools and dabbing everywhere <3

8. what first made you like your ult bias? bc he’s the funniest, warmest, lovable creature. He’s the king of being extra, that’s a big plus for me to love someone. When he was introducing himself on roommate and he kept asking if he could eat first, I was sold.

9. what’s one unique thing about the place where you live? We have an aerial tram (?)

10. what lifts your mood on a bad day? listening to music and watching my favorite tv shows

11. what’s the best thing someone could say to you right now? “I’m proud of you and I believe in you. You’re strong and you’ll succeed, but remember you’re not alone. I’ve got your back.” (just quoting what Laura said bc same)

1. If you could take any class in the world (it could be a language, dance, music, a traditional school subject, anything!) what would it be and why do you want to learn it? God idk there’s so many. But I would to love to take some renaissance class in an Italian university, since it’s the closest we can get from that period (that I love!). Or some class in some Italian art museum, I don’t even know if this exists but it would be awesome. I’d love to go to these places and see the past with my own two eyes and may touch it with blessed gloves lol (since it’s a class, you know...)

2. Who inspires you and why? I don’t know actually bc there’s a bunch of people. Friends, music, artists, characters. But I was thinking the other day that Young K is such an inspiration to me. He’s living his dream of making music, he did so much to show that he is good and talented and never gave up, he was in the middle of a huge project but also was in college being a normal 20yo boy. And still managed to take naps everywhere, eat everything and chase his dream. So yeah, he’s a big influence on me right now.

3. What’s a strange skill or talent that you have? I don’t have??

4. What do you think is the most important characteristic of a good friend?They just need to be simple. I mean, have this simple care and interest for you and for what you do/say. So the friendship will be healthy and mutual.

5. Is your aesthetic more nature or outer space if you had to pick one of those two and why? Nature I guess, I love those small things and details of our nature. But I do love outer space and I wanna believe in everything too.

6. What do you wish you were doing right now? Working.

7. What is your fashion taste? And I quote:

8. If you could have any hair style and color instantly what would it be? Why? I love my natural color, I never dyed my hair and I prob wont for a long time. But I wish I could be more confident of using it more loose.

9. What’s your dream pet and what would you name it? I already have it! I love my giant dog Micka! But I would love to adopt more and more AND MORE. I can’t wait to have a male dog and call him Frodo lol

10.You can add any song to your fav groups concert setlist that isn’t already on it. Which song would you add and why? Not kpop related, sorry. I would add Re-wired on Kasabian’s setlist bc I love this song soooo much and they were playing everywhere but when I went to their gig, they just cut it off D:

11. Something that you like that you didn’t initially expect to like? Kpop DEFINITELY lmao

1. Favorite time of year? Autumn.

2. If you could have any power (i.e. invisibility, teleportation, etc.) what would you pick? I’d go with teleportation too, so I would visit every place I want and go to every gig and visit my friends everywhere!

3. What’s your birthstone? Peridot apparently?? that’s what google said

4. Water, earth, fire, or air bending? Air. I’m a Libra!

5. If you could fluently speak any language instantly, which would you pick? Oh god so many ): but Korean so life it would be easier

6. Flower that best represents you? I don’t know any flower, I’m not so into it lmao but I just love sunflowers so much so I guess that’s it

7. What made you fall for your ult bias? Read up there

8. Pick a song to represent your current mood. Day6 – Be Lazy

9. Pick a mv that best represents your favorite aesthetic. Got7 – You Are. The colors and filters they use are soooo beautiful. And the blue wow

10. What’s one thing you wish you were doing right now? Watching some reaaally good movie bc it’s been a while that I don’t watch anything like that when I just finish it and say ‘wow’

11. One question you want to ask me? idk I’m so bad at this :/

age? 25 #old birthplace? Brazil current time? 9:05 PM drink (last)? Water. easiest person to talk to? a bunch of friends that aren’t here but @joonminyoongi​​ yes <3 favorite song (recently)? If ~ I Meet You Again – Day6 (go and support our boys!) grossest memory? when I was so little a boy that lived in the same street as I, throw a beetle on me and he got stuck on my back and I yelled so much that day, I was so afraid. This haunts me till now hogwarts house? Idk I’m not so into HP, my friends keep saying that I look like that house and stuff but I don’t know lol in love? With what? food? Always. Animals? Till the end. Someone? no  jealous of people? Sometimes, but is reaaaally rare. killed someone? dude what? middle name? don’t have one number of siblings? 1 one wish? To travel a lot person you called last? my mom reasons to smile? Music, my friends, my beautiful and precious dog song you sang last? If – day6 time you woke up? 11am shh :x underwear color? black vacation destination? Anywhere. But Iceland and Scotland, prob. worst habit? My memory is shit and sometimes I say the same thing twice or I even watch stuff twice, thrice. your favorite food? This chicken pie my mom makes zodiac sign? Libra ultimate bias? Ok I answered in the other question that is Jackson bc he was the first one but I don’t even know what is a bias anymore ultimate bias wrecker? Anyone favorite kpop song (all time)? That’s tough wow but Never Ever – GOT7 I guess favorite kpop album? Exo – The War favorite kpop ship? Wang gae park gae wins hard or soft stan? Both favorite kpop company? Jype, besides everything they still care about idol’s healthy and mental healthy backstory of how i got into kpop? I was watching kdramas already so my friend that loves kpop just decided to introduce me to roommate since a bunch of actors I like were there and she just throw Jackson to me like “he’s amazing, you’re gonna love him” and I DID LOVED HIM so I decided to check on got7 songs to support him and here I am, a kpop mess.

so that’s it, finally lmao! Thanks again for tagging me in everything @sarcasticjuiceboxes​ 🖤 I won’t tag anyone but if you wanna do it, just choose one (or all) of the games, feel free to do it  😉

[shortjohnsilver]

tagged by @baalmuian ty bruh i love talkin about myself LAST:

1. Drink: cherry pepsi 5ever. or until i decide to stop trying to die young. 2. Phone call: uhhh probably a potential job n trying to set up an interview 3. Text message: telling my aunt i’d do it this ONCE to get a student’s address for her but that i don’t feel comfortable logging into the system of my old job from home 4. Song you listened to: I’ve had Dark Blue on repeat a lot lately (Jack’s Mannequin) it’s my silverflint song. So probably that. 5. Time you cried: Earlier today while doing Damien’s dream daddy route. I’ve so far only cried during his and Robert’s. I cry about everything.

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah not really. 8. Been cheated on: i almost said no bc i care so little i forgot but yeah quite extensively. 9. Lost someone special: who hasn’t done that thing? 10. Been depressed: like last week. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: most recently out the window of a moving car while the guy behind us yelled “pussy!” at me and I flipped him off while still puking. LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. orange 13. purple 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: ye! 16. Fallen out of love: nah 17. Laughed until you cried: probably 18. Found out someone was talking about you: nah but i bet they are. little shits. 19. Met someone who changed you: mmmmm not really im consistently a garbage 20. Found out who your friends are: no n that sounds scary. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: ye GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: p much all? i think? i’ve at least met in person anyway. 24. Do you want to change your name: haha dying is easier 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: my gotdamn sister bought me a cabin for a weekend. nice. 26. What time did you wake up: like 2. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: crying bc ddadds got delayed again. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: someone to hire me. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: i was 7 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wish i’d chosen an apartment over moving in w/ my sister. don’t tell her that she’ll take it wrong. 31. What are you listening right now: my sister’s shitty kitten bite stuff she’s not supposed to bite. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: idfk. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: drivers not signaling. people who don’t like john silver. 34. Most visited Website: probably this blue hell. or twitter, lately. 35. Mole/s: idk i don’t think so what even is a mole??? i like the rodents. 36. Mark/s: i got freckles in lots of places. not like the good kind that are everywhere in abundance but just like scattered about in a few places. 37. Childhood dream: police officer 38. Haircolour: fucken red RED R RED !!BLOOD!!! 39. Long or short hair: don’t talk to me abt hair length i have issues. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah 41. What do you like about yourself: uhhh i am… fast learner… that was taken off my ‘strengths’ category for interviews 42. Piercings: none. more issues. 43. Bloodtype: good question 44. Nickname: fufu 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: aries 47. Pronouns: he/him 48. Favourite TV Show: FUCKEN U KNOW WHAT IMMA SAY FOLKS. THOSE BLACK SAILS 49. Tattoos: none but i’ve been thinking about the ones i want recently. 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: none 52. Hair dyed in different color: my hair was not born this way. 53. Sport: i’d play anything if it was easy and i didn’t have anxiety about literally everything. im fucking good at sports and shit im just bad at life. anyway soccer if i had to choose. 55. Vacation: secluded cabin. all hiking. no human interaction or public places. 56. Pair of trainers: wat? MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing atm. tragic. 58. Drinking: also nothing 59. I’m about to: idfk answer the next question after that it’s a mystery 61. Waiting for: someone how wants to hire me to call me 62. Want: a job 63. Get married: nah 64. Career: something with money WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i love me some kisses 66. Lips or eyes: HMMMMMMM idk both good. 67. Shorter or taller: nnn don’t care? 68. Older or younger: still don’t care. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS I LOVE ME SOME ARMS 71. Sensitive or loud: not sure what this means but probably loud 72. Hook up or relationship: got neither man lemme just have my cats. hook-up if i had to pick rn. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant i am Nothing.HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no wtf why haven’t i done this??? 75. Drank hard liquor: ye but it’s hard and i can barely stand how it tastes. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t have any 77. Turned someone down: sure???? 78. Sex in the first date: no again why haven’t i done this ?? my life reads like a… christian or some shit ew. 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably not 80. Had your heart broken: not in a relationship way but in a someone-betrayed-me-in-a-way-i-never-foresaw-and-changed-my-view-of-them-and-myself-forever way. we love dashes. 81. Been arrested: nah 82. Cried when someone died: yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: nah DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes. not often. 85. Miracles: cute but not really 86. Love at first sight: cute but not really 87. Santa Claus: absolutely 88. Kiss on the first date: uh, yeah? 89. Angels: no fuck that OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: aerin/JiRa 91. Eyecolour: idk like green 92. Favorite movie: black sails s01e01 no i didn’t do this whole thing just to answer the last question that way. im tagging uh... mutuals but they don’t gotta do it. pbvs. doubt i’ll find 20. @filmgoldlesbians @crystallisedrain @asexualsanji @samhound  @dearestfreckledginger @gaygingerpirates @husbandpirates @knownasemrys @miragu @lukearnold @anarfea ​

im positive i missed some probably some people i’ve even talked to but im a tired and i didn’t remember how some people’s urls actually went @whxlebones TOO I KEPT TRYING TO PUT AN A INSTEAD OF AN X while tryna tag you

[super-not-naturall]

85 Statements

I was tagged by the wonderful @assbutt-still-in-hell and I am tagging anyone who wants to do it. If you do just tag me in it so I can see your answers. I love gettting to know my followers/mutuals better! (Answers under the cut)

1. Drink? Soda; usually Mtn. Dew or Rootbeer

2. Phone Call? Ehhh, depends on with who. I can talk to my mom for hours on the phone, other people I just feel awkward.

3. Text Message? Is this asking my last text message? If so it was a picture of some beautiful dyed hair to my best friend because I’m thinking about getting mine dyed tomorrow.

4. Song you listened to? *Opens up my spotify to see what was last played* Forever Bound - Von Grey

5. Last time you cried? LET ME TELL YOU, THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY TIMES THESE PAST TWO WEEKS THAT I WAS CLOSE TO BAWLING MY EYES OUT BUT I MANAGED TO HOLD IT TOGETHER SOMEHOW. That being said, I actually don’t remember haha

6. Dated someone twice? I mean I guess; we took a small break then got back together.

7. Ever kissed someone and regretted it? Yep

8. Been Cheated On? Yep and it tore me to fucking shreds

9. Lost Someone Special? My grandma when I was 15; we were really close

10. Been Depressed? For as long as I can remember, but I was formally diagnosed my sophomore year of highschool. #imatrainwreck

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up? I don’t like the taste of alcohol so I’ve never drank enough to get drunk let alone throw up.

Favorite Colors 12. Purple 13. Blue 14. Gray

In the last year have you

15. Made new friends? Yes

16. Fallen in love? With Sam Winchester? Yes. With someone who is not fictional? Nope.

17. Laughed until you cried? Yep

18. Found out someone was talking about you? Oh my god, I happened to walk by just as a girl from my rec sports team was talking shit about me and it literally fucked me up. I was already having trouble with my depression and that just sorta was the tip of the iceburg so I quit the team.

19. Met someone that changed your life? @energeticallyem when she walked into my room and proceeded to deal with my awkwardness (Love you, Dean)

20. Found out who your friends are? Yeah; I mean, I’ve always had a good clue though.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list? Had a brief thing with a guy so yeah

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? All of them. I don’t accept anyone I don’t know.

23. Do you have any pets? ONLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DOGGIES IN THE WORLD

24. Do you want to change your name? I did when I was younger because I’ve always hated my name. I tried getting people to call me by my middle name for a while, but I never responded because I just always forgot.

25. What did you do for your last Birthday? My cousin took me out to lunch with his girlfriend, I got some writing done, and my mom made family dinner.

26. What time did you wake up? Around 10:30 am because my dog decided she had to wake me up.

27. What were you doing last night at midnight? Finishing up a chapter to my fic

28. Name something you can’t wait for? The semester to start

29. When was the last time you saw your mom? A couple hours ago

30. What are you listening to right now? The fan

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? I feel like I have . . .

32. Something that is getting on your nerves? Asshole boys

33. Most visited website? Tumblr (is that even a question?)

34. Hair color? Super light brown

35. Long or short hair? Long af

36. Do you have a crush on someone? I mean, I did, but then drama ensued (again stupid asshole boys) 

37. What do you like about yourself? My eyes (picture Jared’s with a bit more green and that’s mine.)

38. Piercings? Ears and nose

39. Blood type? I think A- ?

40. Nicknames? I don’t really have one that is serious, but t-sizzle, t-swizzle, t-dog. Sometimes I’ll get called Tris. My aunt calls me Naner-baner (because my middle name is renae.)

41. Relationship status? #foreveralone

42. Zodiac? Cancer

43. Pronouns? She/her

44. Favorite TV Show? Spn, The Flash, Doctor Who, Quantico, Daredevil.

45. Tattoos? Yep! Two runes from TMI series on my ribs

46. Right or left handed? Right

47. Surgeries? Appendix and Gallbladder

48. Kids? Hopefully someday, but for right now I just play with my pastor’s 4 little ones.

49. Sport? I danced for 7 years and did MMA for 1

50. Vacation? I’d love to vacation somewhere cool like London (or anywhere int he UK tbh.)

51. Pair of trainers? I don’t understand?

52. Eating? right now? no

53. Drinking? Some water (it’s a miracle, really. I am prob the most dehydrated person on the planet)

54. I’m about to? Probably go to bed seeing at it 12:30 am

55. Waiting for? nothing? I guess . . .

56. Want? To travel the world and become a beautiful writer

57. Get married? Hopefully someday

58. Career? Right now I go to college full time, but I’m hoping to do military social work after I graduate!

59. Hugs or kisses? Hugs-they’re so nice and warm

60. Lips or eyes? Eyes-everyone’s eyes are different and beautiful and I just love that about people

61. Shorter or taller? As in me? Shorter (5′2′’) I’d like to date someone taller, but that’s not hard to accomplish for me.

62. Older or younger? Usually same age or a couple years older, younger guys usually piss me off with their immaturity.

63. Nice arms or nice stomach? I’m a sucker for arms; it’s a weakness of mine.

64. Hook up or relationship? Relationship all the way

65. Troublemaker or hesitant? Depends on who you ask. Ask the small town i grew up in, I’m a liberal trouble maker. Ask the suburban/urban area I live in now, probably more hesitant. (And i just realized this was talking about love interests still, whoops - def hesitant.)

66. Kissed a stranger? Nope

67. Drank hard liquor? Had a sip of rum and coke and never again. 

68. Lost glasses/contacts? Yepp

69. Turned someone down? Yeah, some guys seem to think I’d be good with being FWB and I’m not about that life. (Nothing against those who are, it’s just not for me.)

70. Sex on the first date? I’m waiting until marriage #thatchristianlife

71. Broken someone’s heart? I mean it broke my ex’s heart when we broke up, but that was because he cheated on me when he was drunk so that’s more on him than me.

72. Had your heart broken? Shatter then stomped on then set on fire then thrown in the trash broken.

73. Been arrested? Never

74. Cried when someone died? Yep

75. Fallen for a friend? Yep

Do you believe in

76. Yourself? Depends on the day

77. Miracles? Yeah, it’s kinda hard not to when you look around you

78. Love at first sight? Nope, but I do believe in lust as first sight.

79. Santa Claus? Fun Fact: My mom still uses different wrapping paper and uses different handwriting for the gifts she signs from santa every year. My brother is 22 and I’m 20.

80. Kiss on the first date? Depends on the chemistry

81. Angels?  Yes

Other

82. Current best friends name? Emma to the Lee (it’s all one word.)

83. Eye color? Hazel

84. Favorite Movie? She’s the Man

85. Favorite book? Okay so I usually put down the TMI Series or the Great Gatsby, but I finished a book last month called Teach Me To Forget by Erica Chapman and it literally tore me to shreds but was SO GOOD. (It’s a super triggering book though for those with mental health issues though, so I’d be wary about it.)

[undertakers-convention]

So I was tagged in a thing by @lesblion for this thing

the last 1. drink: coffee or water 2. phone call: my bubbie 3. text message: marty! (@teabank if you want their blog) 4. song you listened to: well right now I’m listening to a shit ton of Miyazaki movie music, all by Joe Hisaishi of course. But that’s not really songs, so I guess the last song I listened to was Rouge No Dengon from Kiki’s Delivery Service, which does have lyrics and is all fun. I’m kind of on a Ghibli kick rn, any other day this answer wouldv’ve probably been some Mitski or LAKE song. 5. time you cried: recently I think, but I can’t remember specifics. time isn’t real

6. dated someone twice: not applicable, I don’t date at all screw that shit 7. kissed someone and regretted it: once more, not applicable 8. been cheated on: n/a 9. lost someone special: that’s kind of vague. does this mean death? or just them being gone? Because I kind of have both 10. been depressed: that’s a loaded question 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never been drunk.

3 favorite colors 12. black 13. grey (you may have noticed a theme) 14. olive green? maybe? I love colors, but I don’t wear them much lol, so I dunno, I don’t really have favorite colors. There’s different very lovely colors for every occasion. I like red. Anything is cool, depends on my mood

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes! I plan to keep my friend group small still, I like having a small amount of people to keep in contact with and all, but yes, I’ve made several very good friends! 16. fallen out of love: love is fake lol 17. laughed until you cried: I think? Yeah I have 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah, I don’t really have to find that out, people do it all the time and I hate it, but it’s a very common aspect of my life. I’m used to it 19. met someone who changed you: I dunno, I feel like it would take a lot to change me in a big way, but everyone changed you a little at least. I probably have. If I have I probably haven’t noticed it, that’s difficult to track though. (I would like to point out the very nice and good response Ariel had for this one, ilu buddy! You’re the greatest!) 20. found out who your friends are: I guess so. What does this mean exactly? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: what’s a facebook

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: see number 21 23. do you have any pets: YESSS I have five cats! Three adults and two kittens. (Warning, sadness ahead) We used to have another cat but he recently passed, and we all miss him very much. I know it’s weird to mention that in this question, but it feels weird and wrong not to mention for me. We had him for like my whole life. 24. do you want to change your name: I used to really want to go by my middle name, Grey. I feel ambivalent now. I’m okay with my name, it’s a bit boring, but I don’t mind it. It’s a nice name, I don’t think it suits me. Plus I don’t like that my first name is the last name of a neo nazi lol, but that’s not that big a deal. It just puts a sour taste in my mouth. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I went out to get Polynesian food and hibachi and stuff. I was very stressed and anxious the whole night. I think a few days later or before @gummybird took me to see a cure for wellness, which was one of THE worst films we’ve ever seen in theaters. And we go to the movie theater to specifically watch bad movies together. He also gave me a DS and a bunch of mini kit kats. Thank you Jay (I know it’s been like like more than four months, shush, thank you anyway) 26. what time did you wake up: which time? I wake up like five separate times every damn morning. I’ve set three different alarms with different tones at completely different times to ensure I’ll get up at a reasonable hour, and I still fall asleep immediately after turning them off. 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering 28. name something you can’t wait for: @nicehairprincess AND @listeningforpudding COMING BACK TO AMERICA THIS MONTH!!! They’re gonna be here tomorrow for the party my mom is throwing at our house that I don’t want to be at lol (parties make me anxious as all hell) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: maybe 40 mins ago 31. what are you listening to right now: a fan in my room 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my brother is a little pissbaby who gets defensive at everything and can’t ever admit he was wrong. My mom does the same thing. It get’s on my nerves every day 34. most visited website: tumbo dot com

35. hair colour: dirty blond 36. long or short hair: on the long end of short. I’m thinkong of either growing it out of getting one of those cute little fluffy furly mohawk lookin’ things. I wanna do something new with it 37. do you have a crush on someone: see numbers 6, 7, or 16. You’ll notice a theme happening here. 38. what do you like about yourself: next question (I legitimately hate everything about myself, not an over exaggeration. I don’t view it as some tragedy though, I just don’t like myself)

39. piercings: none 40. blood type: blood 41. nickname: god there’s too many. My dad calls me senor speedskate. Everyone else just calls me “that little bitch” 42. relationship status: alone and wouldn’t have it any other way, see number 37 43. zodiac: pisces 44. pronouns: he/him or they/them. tbh I don’t give a shit about pronouns, I probably wouldn’t use any if that wasn’t the most inconvenient thing. The only reason I primarily use he/him is because I’m used to it 45. favourite tv show: gravity falls yo! but it’s over and I’m still crying. my favorite show that’s currently still running is star vs,I can’t wait for the update!! 46. tattoos: none. I may or may not ever get one, I don’t really care 47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: none? Once I had to get stitches on my head after i cracked it open on a radiator 49. sport: ew, that’s a slur 50. vacation: when I was like 4 my family went to disney? then every summer up until I was in like fifth grade I think we rented a beach house for the last week of summer 51. pair of trainers: ???? is this code or something? Do I need to break out a cryptogram book?

MORE GENERAL 52. eating: right now? nothing 53. drinking: nothing 54. i’m about to: stare blankly into space for four hours then probably shower at way too early in the morning like I usually do 55. waiting for: goddamn anything to happen 56. want: to be less of a sadsack boring peice of nothing lol 57. get married: how dare you say the m word to me 58. career: animator and a lot of other things probably, but the man=in thing is animation and writing

WHICH IS BETTER 59. hugs or kisses: hugs, but please don’t make me do too many. If I hug you it’s fine, if you hug me we got a problem 60. lips or eyes: both, duh. I fnd them both to be visually interesting 61. shorter or taller: both are good, but I’m tall, which I prefer for me 62. older or younger: um what 63. nice arms or nice stomach: why should I choose, they’re just bodies. I don’t care how other’s look so long as mine is good 64. hook up or relationship: hook up but I’ve never done one and probably never will lol. Ain’t no great tragedy 65. troublemaker or hesitant: the two aren’t mutually exclusive. I’m very much both

HAVE YOU EVER: 66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: no, because taking sips from my older sibling’s cups doesn’t count. The most I’ve had is a beer equivalent like 5% abv thing. It was cherry flavored. But that’s not hard liquor 68. lost glasses/contact lenses: my eyes are in working order, I don’t need those 69. turned someone down: it’s a hobby of mine 70. sex on the first date: I don’t date, binch 71. broken someone’s heart: how would I know that 72. had your heart broken: this is vague but it probably means romantic, so no 73. been arrested: no 74. cried when someone died: not when a human being died, but there have been cats. and friends nearly dying that got me hella upset. 75. fallen for a friend: look, I have some very nice friends but not on your goddamn life

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 76. yourself: did you not read the little shpeil I had about hating myself? Also, it depends 77. miracles: cat’s count as miracles I think 78. love at first sight: no 79. santa claus: I’m an adult. No 80. kiss on the first date: ??? is that somthing I can or cannot beleive in?? it exists whether I do it or not??? 81. angels: no, though the thought is nice, but no

OTHER: 82. current best friend’s name: I have several best friends, I don’t like to categorize my friends, it feels weird, but I’ll just say that Jay and Beck are my closest friends  83. eye colour: like this really muted blue 84. favourite movie: Coraline. But I have a lot of favorites, I talk about them frequently.

I tag @cllusterfuck  and @teabank I guess? and anybody who wants to

[everythings-koreanpop]

Goodbye’s Aren’t Always Sad: Part 1

GIF not mine. cr to rightful owner

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four (Finale)

Word Count: 1,665

Pairing: Jaebum x Reader ft Youngjae

Genre: Fluff | Angst | little smut (in later parts)

A/N: I was listening to Day6′s First Time from their Daydream album and now I’m hooked... But anyways, I really hope you guys like this because I like it and you know Jaebum is just a bias wrecker so i couldn’t help myself but write something about him. (pst... my request box is open. really anything is welcomed) Check out my masterlist too!

Summary: The first time you had met Jaebum there was a spark. Only a spark that was seen by you and him. Back then the feelings are mutual. Everyday you spent together was a day spent in laughter, soft kisses, tight hugs, and sweet words. When you had to part, he’d always kiss the back of your hand and as the two of you headed off to your destination, your hands would hold onto each other until your fingers slipped from one another. Then, right after finishing what needed to be done, you and Jaebum would ways find your way back to each other, going side to side, wrapping your arms around his waist. You two were both in love that others around you would compliment on how happy the two of you seemed. And the truth was that being around him, you were truly happy. But sometimes even the happiest, most madly in love couples come to an end.

“Jaebum!” Shouting at the top of your lungs, you desperately needed him to come to the bedroom immediately. “Hurry up!”

You heard his loud footsteps running down the hallways and soon the door had swung open. He looked at you standing up on the bed, pointing at something on the ground.

“Don’t just stand there! Kill it!”

His eyes followed the direction at where you were pointing to see a long legged spider crawling around the wooden floor. Instead of picking it up with a tissue and discarding it, he started laughing at you. The way you dressed made him laugh even more. You were holding up a fly swatter and had a scarf wrapped around your head. You wore your best warrior face expression even though you were terrified as hell.

“Yah! Are you really laughing right now?! That thing was crawling on my leg when I was getting ready!”

Jaebum laughed even harder to the point of grabbing his stomach from all the joyful pain he was in. Finally after a solid two minutes, he picked up the spider and headed toward the bathroom. You heard the flush of the toilet and knew you were finally safe. Jaebum came back into the room with a big grin on his face.

“You’re safe now, princess,” He said reading out both of his hands to you to help you get down from the bed.

You placed your hands on top of his shoulders as he placed his on your hips. He lifted you up and wrapped your legs around his waist. You pulled him in for a hug and felt his arms creep around your back to pull you closer.

“My prince, you saved me from harm.” You whispered against his neck, kissing his cheek as you pushed back to see his face. You ran your hand through his black locks and you finally got to see the smile that had first caught your attention when the two of you met. “But, I don’t like when my savior laughs at how scared I am and then save me after he’s done laughing.”

You saw his eyes roll in a circle as he smirked at you. “But now you’re safe, (Y/N). And that’s all that matters to me. Now, where is my reward?” He asked looking at your lips and then back to your eyes.

“Oh, no way,” Shaking your head, “A prince who laughs at their princess shouldn’t get a reward.” You covered your mouth with boths hands while you still had your legs wrapped around his waist.

“Is that so?” He asked raising his eyebrows at you, “Then I guess there is just another way for me to get it.” Your boyfriend plopped you down on the bed, laying you on your back, your legs still wrapped around his body.

You knew you were in for trouble.

“Still won’t give me that kiss?” He asked as he set his hands at the side of your waist.

“I’m sure,” you said bravely.

Jaebum shook his head and moved his hands to your waist and started tickling your sides. Even though you were pushing away his hands from your body he’d start attacking the crook of your neck. You could feel your stomach beginning to sore from all the laughing and you decided to give in to your pushy boyfriend.

“Alright, alright-”

He cut you off after saying a few words, hips lips capturing yours for a long soft kiss. You trailed his back muscles through his shirt with your fingers. Before things got heated, Jaebum pulled away leaving you wanting another long kiss.

“Finally, got my reward.” He said before unwrapping himself from your legs, giving you a smirk followed by biting his bottom lip. He pulled you up by your hands and you stole another quick kiss from him. “What was that for?”

“That’s for being the best boyfriend any girl could possibly have.”

A smile appeared upon his face and leaned in to kiss your forehead. He then proceeded to ask you about the plans he had made for the day. “So are you okay with going out for lunch with my friends and then having dinner with my parents later on? It’s my mom’s birthday so remind me after lunch to get her a present.”

You nodded your head. You’ve met most of Jaebum’s friends except for one Youngjae, he kept talking to you about him when you first met all of the people in his group. However, you were more nervous about having an actual sit down dinner with his parents. You’ve met his mother before while you and Jaebum went out to get coffee. Although she was friendly towards you, you couldn’t help but feel nervous around her. Jaebum could see that you were feeling somewhat uncomfortable so he ran his hand up and down you back.

“Don’t worry about my parents, (Y/N). They love you, I keep telling them how amazing you are and they’re dying to meet you.”

“I know, babe.” You gave him a hug and went back to the mirror you had fled from before the spider attack. You fixed your makeup and you and Jaebum went hand in hand, walking out of the house and to the car. Moments later you found yourself zoning out to look at the passing buildings and before you knew it, you were at the restaurant. You could see Jaebum’s friends waiting outside, their hands waving around in the air as soon as they recognized the car.

“It’s great to see you again!” Yugyeom greeted you first, “We’ve waited a long time, (Y/N).”

Jinyoung came up behind his younger friends and smacked the side of his arm. “Stop, we didn’t wait that long. You’re just impatient.” He turned to you and gave you a wide smile, “Good to see you again!”

After a few minutes of greeting the other three friends, you noticed a new person in the group. Jaebum draped an arm around the the unknown person’s shoulders, having him walk towards you.

“(Y/N), this is Youngjae. He went to the same school as all of us. He just got back from traveling.”

“Ah so you’re Youngjae. It’s good to finally meet you. Jaebum wouldn’t stop talking about you,” you said, giving him a light nudge on his shoulder.

His face flushed pink a bit. “Ah really? I guess it’s the same for me too, Jaebum wouldn’t stop telling me how great of a person you are.”

You both laughed when your boyfriend tried to decline everything and say that you were both lying.

“You know, I feel like I’ve met you before. Your face is very familiar.”

“Really? What kind of work do you do?”

“I own a couple of restaurants here.” You told him the names and his face lit up.

“You own those?!” He said in disbelief.

“Well, not really own. More like co-own with a friend of mine.”

“I’ve been there multiple times. So that’s probably why I look familiar. But I haven’t seen you around there though.”

“That’s probably because I work behind the scenes. I help out in a the kitchen from time to time and some days I watch the tables to make sure people are being seated in the right places.”

Youngjae nodded his head. The table was ready and all eight of you went inside to enjoy lunch. Jaebum’s friends have always welcomed you with open arms and now that you’ve finally met all of them, it felt like a second family to you.

You and Jaebum sat next to each other, Youngjae took the empty seat next to you.

“Since you co-own a restaurant, you must know a lot about food and stuff, right?” Youngjae questioned while flipping through the menu.

“Of course. I started as a chef and worked my way up to be where I am now.”

Jaebum leaned over to look at youngjae who was fully engrossed in looking at the pictures of the food. “It’s actually hard to eat out with her sometimes. (Y/N) can have one bite of a dish and then blatantly tell the waiter that she doesn’t like it and have them send it back.”

Everyone looked at you in surprise and you just needed to comment on what Jaebum said.

“The cook should know better. I mean, why serve food if it doesn’t taste good?”

“If it doesn’t taste good specifically to you, (Y/N),” Jaebum said.

You chuckled and playfully slapped the side of Jaebum’s arm, “Well, what can I say? My standards are very high.”

“Then i wonder who Jaebum became your boyfriend?” Bambam questioned, instantly shielding himself from the balled up napkin Jaebum threw.

The rest of the lunch flew by so fast that you lost track of time. Things started to slow down, the bill was paid for, and everyone started to leave one by one. The only ones left were you, Jaebum, and Youngjae, the three of you stood outside of the restaurant in the cool weather.

“So, where are you off to now, Youngjae?” Jaebum asked as he snaked an arm around your hips.

“I was actually gonna take a cab to Insadong and buy a few things before going home.”

“Ah!” You gasped remembering that Jaebum needed to buy a birthday gift for his mother, “We were planning on going there too! We need to buy a gift for his mother, we’re having dinner with them tonight,” You informed Youngjae while shoving Jaebum with your hip, “Let’s go together!”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to impose of anything,” Youngjae said in a worried tone.

Jaebum shook his head, “No, no. You wouldn’t be imposing at all. Plus, I haven’t seen you in a while and it’d be great is my best friend and my partner in crime get to know each other better.”

Youngjae looked at you and you gave him the thumbs up. “Alright then! Let’s go!”

<<End of Goodbye’s Aren’t Always Sad: Part 1>>