#(like stay don't go or haunted or long live or would've could've should've or nothing new that i would play every day)

[lingeringscars]

updated overall faves from the top of my head:

cassandra who's afraid of little old me? the bolter but daddy i love him guilty as sin? the alchemy florida!!! the smallest man who ever lived

[hope-ur-ok]

Surprise Song Master post ~ European Leg

5/9 Paris, FR: Paris + LOML

5/10 Paris, FR: Is It Over Now?/OOTW + My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

5/11 Paris, FR: Hey Stephen + Maroon

5/12 Paris, FR: The Alchemy / Treacherous + Begin Again / Paris

5/17 Stockholm, SE: I Think He Knows / Gorgeous + Peter

5/18 Stockholm, SE: Guilty As Sin? + Say Don't Go / Welcome to New York / Clean

5/19 Stockholm, SE: Message In A Bottle / How You Get The Girl / New Romantics + How Did It End?

5/24 Lisbon, PT: Come Back... Be Here / The Way I Loved You / The Other Side of the Door + Fresh Out the Slammer / High Infidelity

5/25 Lisbon, PT: The Tortured Poets Department / Now That We Don't Talk + You're On Your Own Kid / Long Live

5/29 Madrid, ES: Sparks Fly / I Can Fix Him (No Really Can) + I Look In People's Windows / Snow On the Beach

5/30 Madrid, ES: Our Song / Jump Then Fall + King of My Heart

6/2 Lyon, FR: The Prophecy / Long Story Short + Fifteen / You're On Your Own Kid

6/3 Lyon, FR: Glitch / Everything Has Changed + Chloe Or Sam Or Sophia Or Marcus

6/7 Edinburgh, Scotland UK: Would've Could've Should've / I Know Places + 'Tis the Damn Season / Daylight

6/8 Edinburgh, Scotland UK: The Bolter / Getaway Car + All of the Girls You Loved Before / Crazier

6/9 Edinburgh, Scotland UK: It's Nice To Have A Friend / Dorothea + Haunted / Exile

6/13 Liverpool, England UK: I Can See You / Mine + Cornelia Street / Maroon

6/14 Liverpool, England UK: This Is What You Came For / Gold Rush + The Great War / You're Losing Me

6/15 Liverpool, England UK: Carolina / No Body No Crime + The Manuscript / Red

6/18 Cardiff, Wales UK: I Forgot That You Existed / This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things + I Hate It Here / The Lakes

6/21 London, England UK: Hits Different / Death By A Thousand Cuts + The Black Dog / Come Back Be Here / Maroon

6/22 London, England UK: thanK you aIMee / Mean + Castles Crumbling w/ Hayley Williams

6/23 London, England UK: Us w/ Gracie Abrams + Out Of The Woods / Is It Over Now? / Clean

6/28 Dublin, IE: State of Grace / You're On Your Own Kid + Sweet Nothing / Hoax

6/29 Dublin, IE: The Albatross / Dancing With Our Hands Tied + This Love / Ours

6/30 Dublin, IE: Clara Bow / The Lucky One + You’re On Your Own Kid

7/4 Amsterdam, NL: Guilty as Sin? / Untouchable + The Archer / Question...?

7/5 Amsterdam, NL: imgonnagetyouback / Dress + You Are In Love / Cowboy Like Me

7/6 Amsterdam, NL: Sweeter than fiction / Holy Ground + Mary's Song / So High School / Everything Has Changed

7/9 Zürich, CH: Right Where You Left Me / All You Had To Do Was Stay + Last Kiss / Sad Beautiful Tragic

7/10 Zürich, CH: Closure / A Perfectly Good Heart + Robin / Never Grow Up

7/13 Milan, IT: The 1 / Wonderland + I Almost Do / The Moment I Knew

7/14 Milan, IT: Mr. Perfectly Fine / Red + Getaway Car / Out Of The Woods

7/17 Gelsenkirchen, DE: Superstar / Invisible String + "Slut!" / False God

7/18 Gelsenkirchen, DE: Speak Now / Hey Stephen + This Is Me Trying / Labyrinth

7/19 Gelsenkirchen, DE: Paper Rings / Stay Stay Stay + It's Time To Go / Better Man

7/23 Hamburg, DE: Teardrops On My Guitar / The Last Time + We Were Happy / Happiness

7/24 Hamburg, DE: The Last Great American Dynasty / Run + Nothing New / Dear Reader

7/27 Munich, DE: Fresh Out The Slammer / You Are In Love + Ivy / Call It What You Want

7/28 Munich, DE: I Don't Wanna Live Forever / Imgonnagetyouback + LOML / Don't You

8/1 Warsaw, PL: Mirrorball / Clara Bow + Suburban Legends / New Years Day

8/2 Warsaw, PL: I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) / I Can See You + Red / Maroon

8/3 Warsaw, PL: Today Was A Fairytale / I Think He Knows + The Black Dog / Exile

8/15 London, England UK: Everything Has Changed / End Game / Thinking Out Loud w/Ed Sheeran + King Of My Heart / The Alchemy

8/16 London, England UK: London Boy + Dear John / Sad Beautiful Tragic

8/17 London, England UK: I Did Something Bad + My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys / Coney Island

8/19 London, England UK: Long Live / Change + The Archer / You're On Your Own Kid

8/20 London, England UK: Death By A Thousand Cut / Getaway Car w/Jack Antonoff + So Long, London

[pep-rambles]

Hey, I saw your lucifer swiftie playlist...the thing is it is not available in my country...so I can't even see which songs are in that playlist... I've thinking whether or not to ask but...if it isn't much of a hassle, can I know which songs are in his swiftie playlist?

1-19 Just songs I think he'd vibe to with no real personal context

Hey Stephen

The Man

Stay Beautiful

Marjorie

Better Than Revenge

Mad Woman

You Need to Calm Down

Love Story

Holy Ground

Fearless

Cardigan

August

Betty

Mine

Clara Bow

The Last Great American Dynasty

You Belong With Me

Miss Americana

Illicit Affairs

20-21 Brief Early Luclilith/Adam’sApple/Eden Polycule (whatever your vibe) section

But Daddy I Love Him

Guilty As Sin?

22-24 Songs For Charlie

Never Grow Up

Robin

Safe And Sound

25-36 His fall/ Depression

 Nothing New

I Hate it Here

Would've, Could've, Should've

Castles Crumbling

Mirrorball

Dear Reader

The Archer

You're On Your Own Kid

This is Me Trying

It’s Time to Go

 Anti-Hero

The Prophecy 

37-72 Lilith leaving

All Too Well (10 minute version)

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

A Perfectly Good Heart

loml

My Tears Ricochet

Say Don't Go

Tolerate It

Cruel Summer

Down Bad

Getaway Car

The Story of Us

Forever and Always (Piano version)

Haunted

Hits Different

Champagne Problems

You're Losing Me

Breathe

Death By a Thousand Cuts

Red

Cold a You

Last Kiss

Coney Island

The Moment I Knew

Mr. Perfectly Fine

Now That We Don't Talk

I Look in People’s Windows

You All Over Me

Sad Beautiful Tragic

Don't You

Happiness

All You to Do Was Stay

Exile

Right Where You Left Me

Maroon

Evermore

Is it Over Now?

72-110 RadioApple shenanigans

Gorgeous

Sparks Fly

Glitch

I Can See You

Labyrinth

Untouchable

Enchanted

The Other Side of the Door

Blank Space

ME!

Message In A Bottle

I Think He Knows

Long Story Short

Electric Touch

Wildest Dreams

Snow On The Beach

Willow

Daylight

Begin Again

Treacherous

Cowboy Like Me

Don't Blame Me

State of Grace

Style

Cornelia Street

End Game

Everything Has Changed

...Ready For It

Mastermind

So It Goes...

Out Of The Woods

Ours

King of My Heart

The Albatross

Paris

Hoax

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

False God

110-116 Finally standing up to Heaven and empowering Hell

Bad Blood

I Bet You Think About Me

Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me

Look What You Made Me Do

Karma

Long Live

[miraculousmultifan]

stranger things (taylor's version) prompt list

this list contains every taylor swift song and it will be marked by which songs have already been claimed. i'm sorting these prompts by album in chronological order.

since taylor swift has A LOT of songs, the list will be below the cut :D

original post HERE.

taylor swift

tim mcgraw

picture to burn

teardrops on my guitar

a place in this world

cold as you

the outside

tied together with a smile

stay beautiful

should've said no

mary's song (oh my my my)

our song

i'm only me when i'm with you

invisible

a perfectly good heart

fearless

fearless

fifteen

love story

hey stephen

white horse

you belong with me

breathe

tell me why

you're not sorry

the way i loved you

forever & always

the best day

change

jump then fall

untouchable

come in with the rain

superstar

the other side of the door

today was a fairytale

you all over me

mr. perfectly fine

we were happy

that's when

don't you

bye bye baby

speak now

mine

sparks fly

back to december

speak now

dear john

mean

the story of us

never grow up

enchanted

better than revenge

innocent

haunted

last kiss

long live

ours

if this was a movie

superman

electric touch

when emma falls in love

i can see you

castles crumbling

foolish one

timeless

red

state of grace

red

treacherous

i knew you were trouble

all too well

22

i almost do

we are never ever getting back together

stay stay stay

the last time

holy ground

sad beautiful tragic

the lucky one

everything has changed

starlight

begin again

the moment i knew

come back... be here

girl at home

ronan

better man

nothing new

babe

message in a bottle

i bet you think about me

forever winter

run

the very first night

eyes open

safe & sound

1989

welcome to new york

blank space

style

out of the woods

all you had to do was stay

shake it off

i wish you would

bad blood

wildest dreams

how you get the girl

this love

i know places

clean

wonderland

you are in love

new romantics

"slut!"

say don't go

now that we don't talk

suburban legends

is it over now?

reputation

...ready for it?

end game

i did something bad

don't blame me

delicate

look what you made me do

so it goes...

gorgeous

getaway car

king of my heart

dancing with our hands tied

dress

this is why we can't have nice things

call it what you want

new year's day

lover

i forgot that you existed

cruel summer

lover

the man

the archer

i think he knows

miss americana & the heartbreak prince

paper rings

cornelia street

death by a thousand cuts

london boy

soon you'll get better

false god

you need to calm down

afterglow

ME!

it's nice to have a friend

daylight

folklore

the 1

cardigan

the last great american dynasty

exile

my tears ricochet

mirrorball

seven

august

this is me trying

illicit affairs

invisible string

mad woman

epiphany

betty

peace

hoax

the lakes

evermore

willow

champagne problems

gold rush

'tis the damn season

tolerate it

no body, no crime

happiness

dorothea

coney island

ivy

cowboy like me

long story short

marjorie

closure

evermore

right where you left me

it's time to go

midnights

lavender haze

maroon

anti-hero

snow on the beach

you're on your own kid

midnight rain

question...?

vigilante shit

bejeweled

labyrinth

karma

sweet nothing

mastermind

the great war

bigger than the whole sky

paris

high infidelity

glitch

would've, could've, should've

dear reader

hits different

you're losing me

the tortured poets department

fortnight

the tortured poets department

my boy only breaks his favorite toys

down bad

so long, london

but daddy i love him

fresh out the slammer

florida!!!

guilty as sin?

who’s afraid of little old me?

i can fix him (no really i can)

loml

i can do it with a broken heart

the smallest man who ever lived

the alchemy

clara bow

the black dog

imgonnagetyouback

the albatross

chloe or sam or sophia or marcus

how did it end?

so high school

i hate it here

thanK you aIMee

i look in peoples windows

the prophecy

cassandra

peter

the bolter

robin

the manuscript

[itsmyturntobeme]

Surprise Song Tracker

I couldn’t find what I was looking for so here ya go!

Taylor Swift

Tim McGraw

Picture To Burn

Teardrops On My Guitar

A Place In This World

Cold As You

The Outside

Tied Together With A Smile

Stay Beautiful

Should've Said No

Mary's Song (Oh My My My)

Our Song

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Invisible

A Perfectly Good Heart

Speak Now (Taylor’s Version)

Mine

Sparks Fly

Back To December

Speak Now

Dear John

Mean

The Story Of Us

Never Grow Up

Enchanted

Better Than Revenge

Innocent

Haunted

Last Kiss

Long Live

Ours

If This Was A Movie

Superman

Electric Touch

When Emma Falls in Love

I Can See You

Castles Crumbling

Foolish One

Timeless

1989 (Taylor's Version)

Welcome To New York

Blank Space

Style

Out Of The Woods

All You Had To Do Was Stay

Shake It Off

I Wish You Would

Bad Blood

Wildest Dreams

How You Get The Girl

This Love

I Know Places

Clean x2

Wonderland

You Are In Love

New Romantics

Now That We Don't Talk

Suburban Legends

Slut!

Say Don't Go

Is It Over Now?

Sweeter Than Fiction

Reputation

...Ready For It?

End Game

I Did Something Bad

Don't Blame Me

Delicate

Look What You Made Me Do

So It Goes...

Gorgeous

Getaway Car x2

King Of My Heart

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

Dress

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

Call It What You Want

New Year's Day

Lover

I Forgot That You Existed

Cruel Summer

Lover

The Man

The Archer

I Think He Knows

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince

Paper Rings

Cornelia Street

Death By A Thousand Cuts x2

London Boy

Soon You'll Get Better

False God

You Need To Calm Down

Afterglow

ME!

It's Nice To Have A Friend

Daylight

All of the Girls

folklore

the 1

cardigan

the last great american dynasty

exile

my tears ricochet

mirrorball

seven

august

this is me trying

illicit affairs

invisible string

mad woman

epiphany

betty

peace

hoax

the lakes

evermore

willow

champagne problems

gold rush

'tis the damn season

tolerate it

no body, no crime

happiness

dorothea

coney island

ivy

cowboy like me

long story short

marjorie

closure

evermore

right where you left me

it's time to go

Fearless (Taylor’s Version)

Fearless

Fifteen

Love Story

Hey Stephen

White Horse

You Belong With Me

Breathe

Tell Me Why

You're Not Sorry

The Way I Loved You

Forever & Always

The Best Day

Change

Jump Then Fall

Untouchable

Forever & Always (Piano Version)

Come In With The Rain

Superstar

The Other Side Of The Door 

Today Was A Fairytale 

You All Over Me

Mr. Perfectly Fine

We Were Happy

That's When

Don't You

Bye Bye Baby

Red (Taylor's Version)

State Of Grace

Red x2

Treacherous

I Knew You Were Trouble 

All Too Well 

22

I Almost Do

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Stay Stay Stay

The Last Time

Holy Ground

Sad Beautiful Tragic

The Lucky One

Everything Has Changed

Starlight

Begin Again

The Moment I Knew

Come Back...Be Here

Girl At Home

Ronan

Better Man

Nothing New

Babe

Message In A Bottle

I Bet You Think About Me

Forever Winter

Run

The Very First Night

All Too Well (10 Minute Version)

Midnights

Lavender Haze

Maroon

Anti-Hero

Snow On The Beach

You're On Your Own, Kid

Midnight Rain

Question...?

Vigilante Shit

Bejeweled

Labyrinth

Karma

Sweet Nothing

Mastermind

Hits Different

The Great War

Bigger Than The Whole Sky

Paris

High Infidelity

Glitch

Would've, Could've, Should've

Dear Reader

You're Losing Me

TTPD

Fortnight The Tortured Poets Department My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys Down Bad So Long, London But Daddy I Love Him Fresh Out The Slammer Florida!!! Guilty As Sin? Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me? I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) ‎loml I Can Do It With A Broken Heart The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived The Alchemy Clara Bow The Black Dog imgonnagetyouback The Albatross Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus How Did It End? So High School I Hate It Here thanK you aIMee I Look in People's Windows The Prophecy Cassandra Peter The Bolter Robin The Manuscript

OTHER

Beautiful Eyes

Beautiful Ghosts

Carolina

Crazier

Eyes Open

I Don’t Wanna Live Forever

I Heart ?

Only the Young

Safe & Sound

This is What You Came For

[galindathrop]

Eras Tour Setlist and Surprise Songs

Taylor Swift

Tim McGraw - March 17

Picture to Burn

Teardrops on My Guitar 

A Place in this World

Cold as You

The Outside

Tied Together with a Smile

Stay Beautiful

Should’ve Said No

Mary’s Song

Our Song - March 24

I'm Only Me When I'm with You

Invisible

A Perfectly Good Heart

Fearless (Taylor’s Version)

Fearless

Fifteen

Love Story

Hey Stephen

White Horse -  March 25

You Belong With Me

Breathe (feat. Colbie Callait)

Tell Me Why

You’re Not Sorry

The Way I Loved You

Forever & Always

The Best Day

Change

Jump Then Fall - April 2

Untouchable

Forever & Always (Piano Version)

Come In with the Rain

Superstar

The Other Side of the Door

Today Was a Fairytale

You All Over Me (feat. Maureen Morris)

Mr. Perfectly Fine

We Were Happy

That’s When (feat. Keith Urban)

Don’t You

Bye Bye Baby

Speak Now

Mine

Sparks Fly

Back to December

Speak Now

Dear John

Mean

The Story of Us

Never Grow Up

Enchanted

Better than Revenge

Innocent

Haunted

Last Kiss

Long Live

Ours - March 31

If This Was a Movie

Superman

Red (Taylor's Version)

State of Grace - March 18

Red

Treacherous

I Knew You Were Trouble

All Too Well

22

I Almost Do

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Stay Stay Stay

The Last Time (featuring Gary Lightbody of Snow Patrol)

Holy Ground

Sad Beautiful Tragic - March 31

The Lucky One - April 2

Everything Has Changed (featuring Ed Sheeran)

Starlight

Begin Again

The Moment I Knew

Come Back... Be Here

Girl at Home

State of Grace (acoustic version)

Ronan

Better Man

Nothing New (featuring Phoebe Bridgers)

Babe

Message in a Bottle

I Bet You Think About Me (featuring Chris Stapleton)

Forever Winter

Run (featuring Ed Sheeran)

The Very First Night

All Too Well (10 Minute Version)

1989

Welcome to New York

Blank Space

Style

Out of the Woods

All You Had to Do Was Stay

Shake It Off

I Wish You Would

Bad Blood

Wildest Dreams

How You Get the Girl

This Love

I Know Places

Clean - April 1

Wonderland

You Are in Love

New Romantics

Reputation

…Ready for It?

End Game (featuring Ed Sheeran and Future)

I Did Something Bad

Don't Blame Me

Delicate

Look What You Made Me Do

So It Goes…

Gorgeous

Getaway Car

King of My Heart

Dancing with Our Hands Tied

Dress

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

Call It What You Want

New Year's Day

Lover

Forgot That You Existed

Cruel Summer

Lover

The Man

The Archer

I Think He Knows

Miss Americana & the Heartbreak Prince

Paper Rings

Cornelia Street

Death by a Thousand Cuts - April 1

London Boy

Soon You'll Get Better (featuring The Chicks)

False God

You Need to Calm Down

Afterglow

Me! (feat. Brendon Urie of Panic! at the Disco)

It's Nice to Have a Friend

Daylight

Folklore

The 1 (era opener as of 3/31)

Cardigan

The Last Great American Dynasty

Exile (featuring Bon Iver)

My Tears Ricochet

Mirrorball - March 17

Seven (spoken)

August

This Is Me Trying - March 18

Illicit Affairs

Invisible String

Mad Woman

Epiphany

Betty

Peace

Hoax

The Lakes

Evermore

Willow

Champagne Problems

Gold Rush

'Tis the Damn Season

Tolerate It

No Body, No Crime (feat. Haim)

Happiness

Dorothea

Coney Island (feat. the National)

Ivy

Cowboy Like Me - March 25 (with special guest Marcus Mumford)

Long Story Short

Marjorie

Closure

Evermore (feat. Bon Iver)

Right Where You Left Me

It's Time to Go

Midnights

Lavender Haze

Maroon

Anti-Hero

Snow on the Beach (feat. Lana Del Rey) - March 24

You're on Your Own, Kid

Midnight Rain

Question...?

Vigilante Shit

Bejeweled

Labyrinth

Karma

Sweet Nothing

Mastermind

The Great War

Bigger Than the Whole Sky

Paris

High Infidelity

Glitch

Would've, Could've, Should've

Dear Reader

Hits Different

[taylorswifttournament]

Round 1 Results!

Anti-Hero / evermore

Cruel Summer / Back to December

peace / A Perfectly Good Heart

I Think He Knows / Death by a Thousand Cuts

I Did Something Bad / Better Man

Forever Winter / 'tis the damn season

Forever and Always / The Joker and the Queen

Getaway Car / Only the Young

The Story of Us / The Lucky One

Red / the 1

Carolina / London Boy

Call It What You Want / Blank Space

Don't Blame Me / Better Than Revenge

this is me trying / invisible string

Everything Has Changed / It's Nice to Have a Friend

Midnight Rain / The Man

...Ready For It? / Begin Again

betty / All Too Well (Taylor's Version)

cardigan / Girl At Home

You Are In Love / I'm Only Me When I'm With You

mad woman / We Were Happy

Should've Said No / Lover

Christmas Tree Farm / Afterglow

Invisible / We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

The Outside / This Love

Crazier / The Moment I Knew

New Romantics / Speak Now

Innocent / seven

marjorie / Mary's Song (Oh My My My)

Mine / Superman

Run / If This was a Movie

exile / illicit affairs

Dear Reader / Beautiful Eyes

Love Story / Starlight

Safe and Sound / Question...?

Shake It Off / closure

You're Not Sorry / champagne problems

it's time to go / gold rush

White Horse / Nothing New

22 / Delicate

Tell Me Why / Bigger Than the Whole Sky

Hey Stephen / I Don't Wanna Live Forever

Eyes Open / Maroon

Cornelia Street / Style

mirrorball / Glitch

All Too Well (10 minute version) / coney island

Untouchable / Hits Different

Message In a Bottle / I Know Places

Last Kiss / Picture to Burn

State of Grace / Stay Beautiful

Jump Then Fall / How You Get The Girl

Today was a Fairytale / Mr. Perfectly Fine

Fearless / Our Song

cowboy like me / Snow on the Beach

You Belong with Me / Haunted

Tim McGraw / Dancing with Our Hands Tied

I Forgot that You Existed / I Bet You Think About Me

Labyrinth / Karma

Clean / I Heart ?

right where you left me / Cold as You

Me! / Tied Together with a Smile

my tears ricochet / Sparks Fly

epiphany / dorothea

Bye Bye Baby / Stay Stay Stay

You Need to Calm Down / Wonderland

Paris / Teardrops On My Guitar

New Year's Day / Long Live

happiness / Vigilante Shit

hoax / This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

Two is Better Than One / Highway Don't Care

Never Grow Up / no body, no crime

the lakes / I Knew You Were Trouble

All You Had to Do Was Stay / willow

Fifteen / august

High Infidelity / Welcome to New York

ivy / Paper Rings

Superstar / I Almost Do

So It Goes... / The Great War

long story short / Come Back... Be Here

Beautiful Ghosts / Look What You Made Me Do

Treacherous / tolerate it

Holy Ground / Would've, Could've, Should've

You're On Your Own, Kid / Don't You

Bejeweled / the last great american dynasty

That's When / Mean

Dress / Change

Wildest Dreams / Breathe

Babe / The Best Day

Daylight / Gorgeous

False God / King of My Heart

Renegade / You All Over Me

Macavity / Lavender Haze

Sweet Nothing / The Other Side of the Door

Sad Beautiful Tragic / Out of the Woods

A Place In This World / End Game

The Very First Night / The Last Time

Sweeter Than Fiction / Mastermind

I Wish You Would / All of the Girls You Loved Before

Dear John / Come In With the Rain

The Way I Loved You / The Archer

Enchanted / Ours

Bad Blood / Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince

[feywanders]

tied together with a smile ⸻ taylor swift

hold on, baby you're losing it. the water's high, you're jumping into it and letting go and no one knows that you cry, but you don't tell anyone, that you might not be the golden one; and you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone.

change ⸻ fearless (taylor's version)

tonight we'll stand, get off our knees, fight for what we've worked for all these years; and the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives, but we'll stand up champions tonight. it was the night things changed, can you see it now? these walls that they put up to hold us back fell down. it's a revolution, throw your hands up, cause we never gave in.

enchanted ⸻ speak now (taylor's version)

there i was again tonight; forcing laughter, faking smiles; same old tired, lonely place. walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy, vanished when i saw your face; all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you. your eyes whispered " have we met? " cross the room, your silhouette starts to make its way to me. the playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks, like passing notes in secrecy; and it was enchanting to meet you.

nothing new feat. phoebe bridgers ⸻ red (taylor's version)

i've had too much to drink tonight, how did i go from growing up to breaking down and i wake up in the middle of the night, it's like i can feel time moving. how can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothing at twenty-two; and will you still want me when i'm nothing new?

wildest dreams ⸻ 1989 (taylor's version)

say you'll remember me, standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset, babe. red lips and rosy cheeks, say you'll see me again even if it's just in your wildest dreams.

new year's day ⸻ reputation

you squeeze my hand three times in the back of the taxi, i can tell that it's gonna be a long road. i'll be there if you're the toast of the town, babe; or if you strike out and you're crawling home. don't read the last page, but i stay when it's hard, or it's wrong, or we're making mistakes. i want your midnights, but i'll be cleaning up bottles with you on new year's day.

daylight ⸻ lover

i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you. i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you. i've been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night, and now i see daylight; i only see daylight. i wanna be defined by the things that i love. not the things that i hate, not the things i'm afraid of, not the things that haunt me in the middle of the night. i just think that you are what you love.

mirrorball ⸻ folklore

hush, when no one is around my dear. you'll find me on my tallest tiptoes, spinning in my highest heels, love, shining just for you. hush, i know they said the end is near; but i'm still on my tallest tiptoes, spinning in my highest heels, love, shining just for you.

cowboy like me ⸻ evermore

you're a cowboy like me, perched in the dark, telling all the rich folks anything they wanna hear; like it could be love, i could be the way forward, only if they pay for it. you're a bandit like me, eyes full of stars, hustling for the good life, never thought i'd meet you here; it could be love, we could be the way forward and i know i'll pay for it.

would've, could've, should've ⸻ midnights

if clarity's in death, then why won't this die? years of tearing down our banners, you and i. living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts. give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.

[couragehopelovefaith]

The ranking of every Taylor Swift-song I've heard

tolerate it

Dear Reader

Castles Crumbling

Chloe Or Sam Or Sophia Or Marcus

You're Losing Me

Nothing New

This Love

mirrorball

Tell Me Why

happiness

So Long, London

You All Over Me

it's time to go

Change

champagne problems

my tears ricochet

The Archer

Never Grow Up

The Great War

epiphany

Come In With The Rain

State Of Grace

hoax

Forever Winter

Ronan

Should've Said No

this is me trying

Safe & Sound

Foolish One

New Year's Day

peace

coney island

The Story Of Us

Clara Bow

Haunted

Tied Together With A Smile

Back To December

cowboy like me

A Place In This World

Breathe

Renegade

Better Man

Cruel Summer

I Hate It Here

Bigger Than The Whole Sky

The Last Time

I Did Something Bad

If This Was A Movie

You Are In Love

exile

We Were Happy

Death By A Thousand Cuts

Would've, Could've, Should've

Untouchable

Wonderland

Innocent

evermore

Afterglow

Dear John

Paper Rings

Forever & Always (piano)

Now That We Don't Talk

Don't Blame Me

The Way I Loved You

White Horse

the lakes

Eyes Open

cardigan

You're Not Sorry

You're On Your Own, Kid

"Slut!"

Cassandra

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

Holy Ground

the 1

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

Wildest Dreams

Sad Beautiful Tragic

Enchanted

All Too Well (10 min version)

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

All You Had To Do Was Stay

Fifteen

Is It Over Now?

Peter

Long Live

I Can Do It With A Broken Heart

Clean

The Other Side Of The Door

Sparks Fly

loml

State Of Grace (acoustic)

Cold As You

I Bet You Think About Me

Crazier

Girl At Home

I'd Lie

The Albatross

marjorie

mad woman

Run

I Knew You Were Trouble

The Tortured Poets Department

It's Nice To Have A Friend

Stay Beautiful

The Manuscript

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

The Prophecy

Midnight Rain

I Look In People's Windows

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince

ivy

Carolina

Better Than Revenge

illicit affairs

That's When

I Forgot That You Existed

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

 Dorothea

Fresh Out The Slammer

Babe

Fortnight

 Come Back... Be Here

Snow On The Beach (both versions)

Superstar

Soon You'll Get Better

The Moment I Knew

All Of The Girls You've Loved Before

How Did It End?

willow

Picture To Burn

ThanK you aIMee

 Sweet Nothing

Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me?

Treacherous

A Perfectly Good Heart

Robin

august

vigilante shit

All Too Well

Daylight

 The Lucky One

Begin Again

 Jump Then Fall

I Can See You

Bejeweled

Love Story

 Call It What You Want

Say Don't Go

long story short

Message In A Bottle

But Daddy I Love Him

 High Infidelity

no body, no crime

Labyrinth

the last great american dynasty

Shake it Off

Lavender Haze

right where you left me

 closure

Stay Stay Stay

Tim McGraw

Anti-Hero

'tis the damn season

Our Song

The Black Dog

 Forever & Always

Bad Blood

Look What You Made Me Do

 Cornelia Street

Today Was A Fairytale

 We Are Never Getting Back Together

Teardrops On My Guitar

I Think He Knows

So It Goes...

 You Need To Calm Down

 Florida!!!

 Mine

Everything Has Changed

Mean

Fearless

 Speak Now

I Know Places

Mary's Song (Oh My My My)

Last Kiss

Bad Blood (remix)

 Starlight

The Very First Night

 Timeless

 When Emma Falls In Love

New Romantics

ME!

Bye Bye Baby

 Out Of The Woods

Getaway Car

 My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

...Ready For It?

End Game

Hey Stephen

 Style

 Red

Lover

The Bolter

The Best Day

 Guilty As Sin?

 I Almost Do

Gorgeous

 Don't You

Karma

 You Belong With Me

Hits Different

 22

 Mastermind

Suburban Legends

Blank Space

 Superman

Karma (remix)

False God

invisible string

Paris

The Man

 The Outside

So High School

I Wish You Would

imgonnagetyouback

betty

 Question...?

gold rush

Down Bad

How You Get The Girl

Invisible

The Alchemy

King Of My Heart

 London Boy

Hopefully I remembered everything..

[jalebi-weds-bluetooth]

Arnav, Khushi: Choti Si Duniya

#3 Old Habits

On most days Arnav and Khushi were happily married, with ample amount of laughter, space, sex, healthy banter, mild arguments, partnership and friendship filling their days.

On some days they just took the breath away from the other by simply existing, thrumming in the evergreen Rabba Ve. And on other days they were quiet, with one of their past demons returning to haunt them while the other supported the best they could.

And on the rarest days their arguments would take an ugly turn. It wasn’t a difference of thought, but rather crossing an invisible line of trust. Old habits, which despite maturity and therapy, flared up.

Unfortunately, Arnav crossed it far more than Khushi did.

“You’re forgetting she’s my sister Khushi Kumari Gupta! How could you not tell me she’s dating my manager.”

“She is also my sister Arnav, and Di told me not to tell you-”

“I don’t fucking care-”

“-that’s exactly why she told me not to tell you. And Aman ji is a good man for Di.”

“I don’t care, you still don't know Aman.”

“I’ve known him for six years! And for your kind information, I am a good judge of character Arnav-”

“-no you're not. If you were a good judge then things would've been different.”

“What do you mean by that.”

“Forget it.”

“Don’t forget that with this judgement I chose to marry you.”

“Oh really? With this judgement you brought fucking Shyam back to the house. I told you it was a big mistake but no - you thought he had changed.”

Khushi stormed into their bedroom, packing her clothes for a week. How dare he accuse her for not understanding Shyam! Yes, she had made a colossal mistake regarding him, but bringing it up after five years?

Just because he couldn't handle Di having a boyfriend?

Khushi breathed hard, fought her tears and zipped up her suitcase.

“Khushi, I’m sorry.” Arnav panted, having run up the stairs. His panic grew at the suitcase.

“Then why did you bring that up.”

“I was angry, I didn’t... you know how I am regarding Di.”

“I do Arnav, but that does not excuse you bringing up that up. I would've never brought him to the house if I knew he killed Di’s child.”

“Of course, I know that. It’s just... I shouldn't know about Aman and Di after they’ve started dating.”

Khushi sighed. She understood his overprotectiveness, especially after the Shyam fiasco they were all at edge towards Anjali. Frankly if it had not been for Aman, Khushi would’ve confided in Arnav.

“I get it, but I’m leaving for Bua ji’s for a week... if I didn’t know you, I would've never forgiven you for what you said.”

“Khushi you know I didn’t mean it.”

“And you know that anything related to that man is... has never been my fault.”

“I know Khushi but don’t go.” He held her hand.

“Arnav, I’m not in the state to forgive you for what you said. I want to calm down, take a little break and talk to you about this. So first, go and talk to your sister and please let me go.”

Arnav’s temper ticked. He hated Khushi leaving home. Leaving him.

“Running away from things don’t fix anything.”

“I’m not running away Arnav, I need space.”

“I said I’m sorry.” He yelled.

“And that is not enough!” She matched his pitch, grabbed her suitcase and headed for the door. Except he shut the door on her face and pulled her away.

“You can’t leave,” He warned. Khushi snatched her hand away from his.

“Or else?” She challenged.

“You know what I’m capable of,” His mouth hardened into its cruel, familiar straight line. And Khushi’s heart broke, again.

“Every single fucking time,” Khushi swore and threw her bag to the floor, angry tears rolled down her cheeks. Arnav faltered, his grip on the door loosening.

“Khushi main-” Khushi stopped him and stepped away.

“Enough Arnav. Main kya? You didn’t mean what you said? Didn’t mean to hold my hand hard enough to hurt? Didn’t mean to bring up the past? Didn’t mean to break my heart?” Khushi folded her arms, analyzing his face.

“But it still hurts. And you do nothing to fix it. I wonder, where does this come from?”

“I don’t want you to leave me.” He said.

“I didn’t leave you when things were worse, when you couldn't stand being in the same room as me-” And despite the years, the memories filled Arnav with guilt and Khushi with pain. He looked away, unable to meet her eyes.

“I’m sorry,” His voice had lost its strength, “I wish I could change-”

“Hume uss baat se koi farak nahi padta. I have never asked you for an explanation or your regret. I’ve left these behind. But you haven't. Your habits haven't.” Khushi wiped her tears, struggling to keep her composure.

“You know, let’s talk about this. Because I’ve heard all of this before and we never really addressed how you broke my heart. And the fact that you can say all this despite all the therapy we've been to...”

Arnav sank into the green chaise, head in his hands. Khushi, always having the bigger heart, kneeled by him and grabbed his face. He was crying. Her heart truly broke.

“Talk to me Arnav. Why do you say these things? It’s been so long, and trust me when you shut the door and grab me I still get scared, it still breaks my heart despite everything. It will never be okay-”

Arnav held her hand, whispering his sorries to her.

“And what do you mean by ‘my sister’. Don’t you know how long it took me to make this family my own. Arnav, my world changed overnight. You know this. Tumhara, mera... you make me feel like this is not mine. That this house, this-”

“No Khushi, everything is yours. Yeh ghar, Di, main-” He choked.

“Then why do you work so hard to push me away? I know you're concerned for Di, even I was first worried when I learned she liked Aman ji. But she's happy with him.” Khushi said.

“I can’t... Di was happy with Shyam. I can't see her go through pain again, when I know that I could've prevented it.” Arnav confessed.

“Arnav, things would've hurt irrespective of everything we did. Or maybe because of it. The problem was not that we couldn't protect her, it’s that we took away her choice. Our decision to tell her the truth depended on it our convenience to lie about him.” Arnav agreed.

“And Aman ji is different. You know him for twelve years and if he turns out terrible despite that, then we’ll support Di the best we can and murder him.” Khushi cracked a smile and Arnav chuckled.

“I’m sorry Khushi,” He said, wiping her tear away.

“You should be. I mean, yes, I should've known better about trusting a man who didn't hesitate to kidnap you-” Arnav tsked at her.

“You were barely in your twenties. I shouldn't have brought that up.” He huffed.

“But you did.” She smiled sadly. Arnav stopped himself from saying 'I didn't mean to'. If he didn't, he shouldn't have. So he attempted at pouring his heart, saying things he meant.

He often resorted to pulling people’s mistakes when they made a decision without his input to prove they can't always make the right choice.

“Because I believe I’m the only one who can take the right decisions for everyone...” Arnav scoffed at the irony of his sentence. There were times when he had succeeded but despite his best efforts he did hurt Khushi where it hurt most.

"I always think it’s right to use any means to stop you from leaving me, especially after a fight. Cause I think I’ll fix everything later, as long as you're in front of me.” He confessed.

“Except it fixes nothing. It just... Arnav I feel like I have to cut a part of myself to be with you after such things because I love you, I love you so much that I can’t bear to not love you. Aur aise harkatein ke baad... it gets difficult to love you.” Khushi began to cry.

“It kills me to not be able to love you.” Arnav kissed her forehead, holding her tight in his arms. Her sobs racked against his chest, breaking his heart to two.

“Khushi please don’t... how can I fix this? I feel like any sorry isn't enough.”

“Let’s talk. Like this, always.” Khushi sniffled. Arnav nodded, pressing another kiss to the top of her head.

“And... if I want to leave,” Arnav’s grip tightened, “know that I’m always coming back. Except I just need space to process things.” Khushi broke the hug, and caressed his cheek.

“Ok, I’ll tell Mohan to drive you to Bua ji’s. I won't- can’t, you know I won't be able to leave you there.” Arnav smiled, holding her hand against his cheek.

“I’ll talk to Di about everything and we’ll work on this.” He pointed to themselves. Everything was worth a shot.

“And I will never keep anything from you.” She promised, acknowledging her own mistake.

“Ab jao, otherwise I won’t let you go.” Arnav turned away, dismissing her. Khushi pressed the most loving, forgiving kiss against his cheek and left for Bua ji’s.

---

Aman and Anjali watched Khushi leave for Bua ji’s. She had and bid everyone goodbye - Aarav choosing to stay home, afraid of the cheek pulling at Lakshminagar. But promised to FaceTime his mum at every single minute.

Arnav, had not come down to see her off. Anjali was worried sick. Aman tried to placate her.

“Aman, you have no idea the problems Chote and Khushi faced because of my first marriage. I did not... I always ruin everything. My blind faith nearly destroyed my brother’s happiness and yet again-” Aman placed his finger against Anjali’s lips, shushing her effectively.

“No Anjali. You are not responsible for ASR and Khushi bhabhi’s lives. Your faith in your husband was admirable. If the narrative was different, you would've been lauded for your trust in him. Unfortunately that wasn't the case.” Anjali didn’t agree. Aman grabbed her shoulders and pulled her close.

“Anjali, look at me. Take deep breaths. Ab, listen. Yes, you affect ASR’s life - why wouldn't you, he's your brother, your support, your heart. But whatever happens in his life is a result of his actions. Same applies for Khushi bhabhi. Yes, they might have fought regarding us, but not because of it.”

“But Aman-”

“No buts, if we were to break up - because, of course, ASR affects your life too - would you hate ASR?” This time Anjali grabbed Aman’s shoulders in response to his questions.

“I would never hate my brother Aman Mathur. And no matter how much I love him, I would speak to him but not give up on you like that.” If they were not in  Shantivan, Aman would’ve kissed her senseless on the spot.

“It’s taken me a lot to fall in love, and I’m not going to change that-”

“Then that resolves everything Di.” Aman and Anjali jumped apart on finding Arnav leaning against a wall, a soft smile playing on his lips. These few minutes said a lot about Aman and Anjali’s relationship that he wouldn’t have been able to have assessed without a calm mind.

“Chote.” Anjali nearly ran into her brother’s arms. Arnav hugged her tight, happy and relieved at the same time.

“It’s ok Di. First of all, as Aman said, you’re not responsible for anything. Everything will be fine between Khushi and me. And next time, you can tell your brother everything, I wouldn’t sack Aman for being your boyfriend... even if I’m tempted to.” Anjali pushed him against his shoulder and the siblings grinned.

“Thank you Chote. This means the world to me.” Aman smiled affectionately at the duo.

“There’s nothing to thank me. It is your life. But if Aman hurts you-”

“-then feel free to do anything with him.” Anjali quipped.

“Precisely. Even Khushi is on board with murder.”

“Do you both realize I am here.” Aman cleared his throat.

“Yeah, that saves me the time to separately give the shovel talk. You are truly efficient Aman.” Anjali laughed and headed towards Aman, who was more than happy to receive the threats.

He was officially welcomed to the Raizada's.

---

Madhumati and Garima had long learned what interference could cost in both, Khushi and Payal’s lives. With Shashi’s recovery they realized that if they had let both the daughters take decisions they saw fit, a lot of misunderstandings would've been avoided.

So when Khushi arrived with her bag and a call came from Payal apprising the Guptas of the situation at home, the Guptas needed no answers from Khushi nor were in a hurry to send her to Shantivan.

For this home would always remain as Khushi’s.

Madhumati didn’t prod about the untouched jalebis (although she did have a good mind to use her belan on her beloved damaad), Garima busied herself with her hour long chats with her grandson on the phone and Shashi gave Khushi the space to talk.

Time definitely allowed healing and perspective.

---

It was one of those days when Arnav was restless. Neither tending his plants nor working gave him relief. Perhaps it was because there were three more days for Khushi to come home?

He paced across every square inch of his mansion - the Prakashes and Raizada's knowing well to steer clear from Pacing Singh Raizada.

“Wassup Nannav? Missing Khushi bhabhi? You want me to send her a message? I’m heading there to grab some samosas.” NK grinned, as if he hadn't seen his cousin pining for Khushi in the past four days.

“Nothing.” Arnav gritted. He knew therapy was working. If not, NK would’ve been six feet under. And maybe Lavanya would’ve murdered him for it, but that was a small price to pay.

“Everything’s alright Chote?” Anjali stepped in, slapping NK behind his head.

“Yes Di, I ju-” Arnav stopped. The air sweetened, goosebumps broke and a sudden wind hit him. Oh, it was one of those days.

“Chote-”

“Nannav,”

Arnav ignored them and walked towards the door, nearly running by the end of it.

There was Khushi, in a red salwar kameez, house keys in hand.

They looked at each other as a strong breeze washed over them. A few strands of her hair flew and she softly smiled, before her chin wobbled and a sheen of tears betrayed her joy of coming home.

Oh, the one to cry at the drop of a hat!

Khushi ran up the few steps and nearly jumped into his arms as he engulfed her in his embrace. They remained in the intimate hug, sharing a few discreet kisses and whispered promises, oblivious to the audience.

“Di, how does Nannav always know when Khushi ji’s home?” NK asked.

“Old habits NK bhai, puraani aadatein.” Anjali smiled.

---

A/N: This was the longest CSD one shot! Here's your slice of angst but happily ever after - just let's say I was in one of those moods.

Choti Si Duniya is going to be a series of one shots of Arnav & Khushi’s life post the end of the show. These are going to be snippets inspired by certain gifs. I hope you liked it - do share your views!

[couragehopelovefaith]

Ranking Taylor Swift-songs (on her albums)

Decided to post this anyway. *prepared for the booing and tomatoes* Sorry, if I forgot something, will fulfill later, if needed.

Castles Crumbling

tolerate it

You're Losing Me

Dear Reader

Better Man

Nothing New

Never Grow Up

peace

mirrorball

Would've, Could've, Should've

happiness

my tears ricochet

champagne problems

hoax

You All Over Me

epiphany

Safe And Sound

it's time to go

coney island

Dear John

Bigger Than The Whole Sky

Tell Me Why

Come In With The Rain

Back To December

You're On Your Own, Kid

The Last Time

exile

Foolish One

The Archer

State Of Grace

Dress

Forever Winter

Cold As You

State Of Grace (acoustic)

Midnight Rain

The Great War

this is me trying

Change

Don't Blame Me

Haunted

We Were Happy

I Knew You Were Trouble

White Horse

Ronan

the 1

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

All Of The Girls You Loved Before

The Way I Loved You

Breathe

Marjorie

Cruel Summer

Sweet Nothing

Forever & Always (piano)

I Can See You

All Too Well (10 minute-version)

Fifteen

The Story Of Us

Wonderland

the lakes

Wildest Dreams

A Place In This World

mad woman

Paper Rings

You Are In Love

Holy Ground

New Romantics

New Year's Day

Soon You'll Get Better

Snow On The Beach (ft. More Lana)

Death By A Thousand Cuts

Should've Said No

Snow On The Beach (original)

Vigilante Shit

willow

I Forgot That You Existed

evermore

I Did Something Bad

Come Back...Be Here

cowboy like me

Labyrinth

Sparks Fly

Right Where You Left Me

Timeless

All Too Well

Innocent

closure

Tied Together With A Smile

cardigan

 'Tis The Damn Season

Lavender Haze

Untouchable

Glitch

Call It What You Want

ivy

Shake It Off

Sad Beautiful Tragic

Anti-Hero

The Very First Night

Last Kiss

Babe

Clean

Daylight

seven

Better Than Revenge

august

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

It's Nice To Have A Friend

Forever And Always (original version)

I Know Places

Bejeweled

Treacherous

You Need To Calm Down

Maroon

I'm Only Me When I'm With You

The Lucky One

You're Not Sorry

This Love

Long Live

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince

Long Story Short

Delicate

High Infidelity

When Emma Falls In Love

Message In A Bottle

Stay Stay Stay

Getaway Car

Our Song

the last great american dynasty

I Think He Knows

Mr. Perfectly Fine

Mary's Song

Cornelia Street

The Other Side Of The Door

Don't You

Dorothea

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Afterglow

False God

Starlight

Run

Jump Then Fall

Welcome To New York

Ours

Mastermind

Girl At Home

That's When

ME!

Begin Again

I Almost Do

Picture To Burn

If This Was A Movie

I Bet You Think About Me

Red

Mine

Lover

Superstar

Bad Blood

Teardrops On My Guitar

The Moment I Knew

Love Story

No Body, No Crime

Tim McGraw

So It Goes...

The Man

Blank Space

Bye Bye Baby

The Best Day

invisible string

Electric Touch

Karma (original)

Karma (Ice Spice)

...Ready For It?

Mean

Enchanted

Hits Different

Fearless

Everything Has Changed

Today Was A Fairytale

Look What You Made Me Do

Paris

Gorgeous

King Of My Heart

22

I Wish You Would

Out Of The Woods

Hey Stephen

gold rush

All You Had To Do Was Stay

You Belong With Me

End Game

Betty

Speak Now

Invisible

The Outside

How You Get The Girl

Superman

Style

London Boy

A Perfectly Good Heart

Stay Beautiful

Question...?