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sirpeppersto · 2 months

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wait im getting kinda excited to turn 23...im actually really proud of everything im doing right now. im engaged, getting my cosmo license, i have a lot of really cool new friends that treat me with the honesty and respect i deserve, i have one of the highest paying jobs among my peers rn, people respect my art and literally hundreds of people follow me to see it and some of them tell me how good it is. like yeah im very mentally ill and the world is in flames but those are two constant conditions I'll have to live with. everything else is not guaranteed, but here i am with so many things I've been trying so hard to get and have been dreaming about for years, if not most of my life.

like. i feel COOL. i feel like ive accomplished a lot and im still figuring out who i am(another constant of the human condition) but i know that whoever i am, im cool as fuck and i can get shit done

#idk girl ive been feeling kinda good about myself this week #probably bc i started doing my makeup again lol. i only wear it when im doing it as art or if i have a big ass red zit on my cheek #(like rn bc im on my period so hormonal acne is killing me)#but im making the art that i like to make and giving myself the time to do it and enjoy the process #and it comes out looking really good!! so it makes me feel good. art is good for you #i still need to post my backlog of makeup here ughhhhh. if you wanna see it rn its on my ig bark.ruffalo #idk im starting to get my confidence back. didnt realize how badly all that stuff with my parents at the end of 2022 fucked me up #now theyre moving 3 hours away! and im never giving them another cent of my money #being 21 really sucked and being 22 couldve been better for the first half but the second half? its kinda lit #anyways. my friend offered me shrooms for brat night on friday and im VERY excited for that. also excited to wear my new wig :))))))

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