#(its like a nervous tic of mine to say something nonsensical aloud when im embarassed or ashamed of a memory)
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my paranoia about social situations is so bad rn
#my mom is visiting me this weekend and on two occasions i apologized for things id said earlier in the day#and she was like... i dont even remember that#why are you thinking about that#and ;____; idk im obsessing over and replaying every part of every interaction to make sure i wasnt Rude and Weird#its relentless and constant and obsessive#and then ill like accidentally make a noise out loud or chastise myself verbally when i recall something i wish i hadnt said#(its like a nervous tic of mine to say something nonsensical aloud when im embarassed or ashamed of a memory)#anyway whyh am i even posting this#kiwi.txt
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