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not enough discussion about the gavins' complicated relationship with feminine-coded/beauty products, i don't think.
#for klavier because it's not as direct it's about how we never see him actually wearing lipstick? even though apollo literally attends#a concert of his which is where you'd most expect him to wear makeup. but apparently he just doesnt. or at least not in public#klavier gavin#kristoph gavin#i feel like there are several ways you can read into it. the misogyny/toxic masculinity one is really obvious clearly with kristoph's#singling out of men specifically and klavier's (probably accidental?) condescending manner of calling women 'fraulein' plus his general#mildly patronising attitude towards many of the women in the game (also probably unintentional)#(i think he's trying to be charming and it's coming off wrong to some of them. like ema. and me.)#but i feel like there's also maybe an element of... inherent perfecfionism to it? like both of these products are conventionally beautifyin#products and kristoph while he is open to showing people he uses nail polish specifically chooses one that's clear and missable unless you#see him apply it. he also feels the need to justify his use of it and specifically spell it out as something he chooses to do rather than#needs to do even though duh. that should be obvious.#idk there's just something about his seeming need to take control of that narrative that i find interesting. his need to spin it into a#'there's nothing wrong with my nails but I had the foresight to see that even the smallest parts of my appearance should be kept immaculate#and it's a choice i'm making to refine an already adequate part of my personage /not/ to cover some unsightly defect.' the need to emphasis#that specifically is so. hm. and with klavier i could see it being a case of him liking makeup liking the pops of colour yet being unwillin#to admit to it because he's afraid that other people might see it as him being dissatisfied with his own appearance regardless of if he is#or isn't. or even just perceiving colourful makeup as being unseemly because it's so overt and unnatural.#like i can see this as them both viewing 'real' beauty to be that which is inherent to a person and seemingly effortless#thus somehow negating the beauty which one achieves through cosmetics or other external means.#and if you want to use external means to achieve beauty or neatness or whatever then your only valid options are those which blend into you#natural state. like clear nail polish. or really awful spray tan.#i feel like klavier's less confined by these ideas (if they hold merit at all) considering he actually owns coloured lipstick and he wears#jewellery (admittedly quite 'masculine' jewellery no gems or pearls or anything like that but jewellery nonetheless) but i think it just#makes it more interesting that he doesnt seem quite able to cross the line anyway. like it's that ingrained into his system.#anyway that's all i've got. you guys should tell me what you think too#annotations
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veilguard better give me the option to kill off my rook because inquisition faking me out like that genuinely pissed me off 🤪
LET ME KILL OFF MY PCS BIOWARE. ORIGINS WAS THE BEST GAME BC IT LET ME DO THATTTTT MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH/BAD ENDINGS IN GAMES PLEASEEEEEEEEEE PLEASE I BEG OF YOU BIOWARE
if you're gonna give us a soft reset on the world what better way than to wipe the slate clean in the most literal sense. DEATH TO ALL MY PCS GIVE US A FRESH START IN DA5 GIVE ME THE DRAMAAAAAAA
#personal#and kill off solas too please <3#just kill off everyone honestly#give the devs a fresh canvas to paint on#who gives a fuck about choices anyways just kill off everyone and negate everything LMAO#HAND IN UNLOVABLE HAND BIOWARE. UNTIL LACK OF MAJOR CHARACTER DEATHS DO WE PART <3
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i live for different interpretations of the parts of saikis powers that havent been confirmed, but whenever i see someone misinterpret what HAS been confirmed, i go a little insane..
its hardly justified cuz people dont have to know every little thing about a piece of media to be able to enjoy it and can make whatever fan pieces they want, so dont take this too seriously im just very autistic about saiki k so my brain explodes when people get things wrong, especially when its really obvious that they either didnt finish the show or didnt pay attention cuz some things are very prominent in the series 😭
like what do you mean saiki can see ghosts by himself? what do you mean? (very cool concept as an au or future power advancement thing though, toritsuka would be pissed) OR when people say things like "why didnt saiki end world hunger or go back in time and prevent the holocaust?" or anything along those lines, like.. idk if you were paying attention tbh😭the butterfly effect and the overall downside of using his powers and the consequences that often times outweigh the benefits is like.. a MAIN theme in tdlosk..
this applies to any misinterpretations of saiki k but ive talked a lot about other things (height, saiki himself, etc) and this is one that i see probably almost just as much
(not trying to sound pretentious here or anything cuz i also dont know/remember everything correctly, but whenever i see people like correcting others in a comment section and its just all wrong.. it makes me go silly.. and when people refuse to listen to anyone who says they misread/forgot something..)
#my autistic ass when misconceptions about things i like exist#different from when people make a conscious choice to change things sometimes#like an au but only slight canon divergences#sometimes i like to pretend that shapeshifting doesnt take him two fucking hourd cuz thats so annoying#like i can negate that by saying he takes off his limiter but he never does that in canon and i cant remember if theres a reason#so sometimes i just CHOOSE to ignore it#or!! the height thing!! if u acknowledge that it was a choice then i dont care#i like making saiki a little shorter than in canon + teruhashi and kuboyasu a little taller#to be fair the heights AND saikis powers can be pretty inconsistent in canon#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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i think a lot of people have never been in a truly desperate situation but think they have, and this causes them to pass really harsh judgment on people who made bad choices when either irrational or having no good choices to pick instead, and i really wish people could get some fucking self-perception and work on their compassion skills and not fucking do that as much anymore
#jack facts#people be banging on about empathy this empathy that#and like sure maybe people have a measurable capacity for it but i can tell you what#that sure as fuck don't mean any fucking one of them ever bothers to make use of it when it matters lol#and i mean on the other hand it's hard to conceptualize how you would feel going through something you've never experienced before#i just wish people would be AWARE of the fact they don't know!#or like that there's a difference between ''i can't afford anything but instant ramen'' and ''i can't get any food or water''#or a difference between being freaked out by spiders and having clinical arachnophobia#or a difference between ''my loved one is sick and i'm really worried about them'' and ''my loved one is dying in front of me''#etc etc etc etc etc#anyway the longer i live the more i'm convinced that empathy is a garbage concept#and actually a more reliable way to act with true compassion is through at least some capacity for relative objectivity#the ability to say ''i don't know how that feels and i cannot understand it through comparison'' and to be able AND WILLING#to take people's self reports on their feelings thought processes or lackthereof in good faith and with sympathy#and also the ability to acknowledge that doing a bad thing for good reasons does not negate the bad thing being bad#but also should and does change what consequences are appropriate and/or most effective#and also like............... things people do in desperation or other irrational states do not represent Who They Are As A Person#or what it's like to hang out with them in a day to day situation#another thing i keep getting more and more aware of is like. if y'all can't even handle an irrational or impulsive choice that does harm#done by an otherwise ''good'' person under short term desperate situations#that they then do their best to reduce the harm of after the situation is over#i can not even imagine how absolutely unforgiving you must be of anyone who has delusions#and i mean real delusions and real psychosis not the hyperbolic babytalk version lol#like i don't think most of you even know what the fuck a delusion even is the way you act about things as simple & straightforward as like#fear. hunger. pain.#absolutely fucking exhausting
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the thing i cant get over with calvinism is that like. yes God is sovereign yes God knew the ones who will be His since before the beginning of time, but that doesn't necessarily imply predestination. God knowing does not equal Him Specifically Choosing These People To Be Saved. the aspect i get the most hung up on is if you are saying that God has chosen specific people to be saved, then the opposite is also true. you can't say that God chose these specific people to go to heaven without necessarily implying that inversely, God ALSO chose (maybe indirectly, but still) specific people to not be saved. to go to hell. and for me that absolutely does not mesh with the loving God of the Scriptures.
#julia.txt#now ill admit that i might be missing something#but like. i dont get it#also it just removes the concept of free will that is so important#you CHOOSE to follow God you CHOOSE to accept the Lord as your Saviour you CHOOSE THAT!!!#from the beginning of time God made us with free will. otherwise we're what. robots ? that have no choice in where we will end up#and obviously God KNOWS where we will end up. but that doesn't negate our role in it. yk#and also also#it strikes me as very. hm. in the nicest way possible very arrogant. kinda.#like .. oh i was chosen by God to be speciallll i am saved bcause God chose me specifically to be saved#rubs me the wrong way#the only difference you have with someone who isnt saved is that you chose to accept God and they didnt. and thats it#idk. gestures vaguely#weird to me !!!!!#faith posting#calvinism talk on the dash....#opens my hands. in it you see john 3 16. for God so loved the WORLD !!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD!!! that he sent His only begotten son#so that WHOEVER!!!! believes in Him shall not perish. but have eternal life
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#...if it's generally recognized as rude to say 'what if this was x/y ship tho'#on a post that's about x/z#why is it NOT recognized as rude to say 'what if this was about x/y/z as a ship' on the x/z post#like i'm aware that whether or not op is OKAY with your x/y/z as a concept is not going to deter anyone on this site i get that#but can you not acknowledge that your hypothetical x/y/z is a DIFFERENT THING than the pairing the post is about#it's not a fun addition to x/z it's an Entirely Different Thing!!#please consider that if someone made a post about a ship they might not enjoy the ongoing saga of 'but what if this was a different thing'#in the notes#(because sticking everyone in a relationship heap together isn't a fun cute hack to resolve your conflicting desires)#(it's just a negation of choice)#guhhhhh this is salt i know it's salt but i don't even MAKE romance-related posts that much and the one popular one is full of#'x has two hands though' and it's just. that's not RELEVANT#it wouldn't BE the thing the post is about if x weren't giving both hands to z and vice versa
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also since we are talking about it, miles has little to no libido / sex drive / desire to actually physically sleep with people who aren’t the walrider post canon. he flirts and makes passes a lot because it’s just his personality, but he’s terrified of anything other than brief and basic physical contact. so while he might entertain Ideas and want to take things in that direction — unless there’s a lot of trust and discussion beforehand he most likely won’t follow through
#I know libido and sex drive aren’t exactly the right terms because he might Want to have sex with someone#but the 75 layers of trauma and self hatred usually gets in the way and negates the desire that’s there#I just don’t know another term for ‘would sleep with someone in theory but probably not in practice’ lol#celibacy implies active choice I feel………. or at least some sort of conscious decision to live that way#plus he’s got the general numbness and inability to experience most physical sensation thing going on#it’s complicated#so complicated that 9/10 times he won’t even bother and will just rile someone else up and act all teasing and coy about it#miles vc what are you talking about ahah I’m not flirting ;) [rail me [don’t touch me I’ll cry and have a panic attack]]
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im tired of sleeping 12 hours a day im tired of needing to take naps im tired of feeling exhausted no matter what i do i just want to be awake
#i just cant get anything done with the time i am awake. choice paralysis does not help!#the adhd induced caffeine negation doesnt help either!! nothing helps!!!!!!!!!!!#i hate waking up and immediately putting myself back to sleep i hate being chronically ill i hate that this is my life forever#cant i just be shot!!!!!!#ehlers danlos havers when the disorder actually impacts their life instead of being a fun party trick
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i know no one asked but here are my updated thoughts on mimic
#ruin spoilers#i don't dislike it in ruin! i think it works fine for what it is#like yea it's ABRUPT but fnaf has never been know for its stellar storytelling has it lmao#my conclusion is really just 'fuck it there can be two horrible entities down there'#i still do not like glitch/burn as mimic bc it is just a Bad Writing Choice to me#i'm okay with its presence what i'm annoyed by is using it to fuck with all the details in sb#also as uh.. Confusing as potentially making pq canon is i don't think it really negates anything either!#just bc we didnt see it doesn't mean burntrap wasn't still down there#but thats just my two cents DHFGFD i still have NO idea how to interpret the vanni network or mxes#like the network is leading her to mimic but the rabbit is actually trying to protect her so?? IDK#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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now that I’m dragging my mental health back to a semi-decent place and feel like I might have the energy to like....write literally anything again, at some point I’m going to write about the importance of critiquing within the context of a written story
as in, critiquing narrative points completely without any consideration of how they are contextualized in the story is a bit unfair.
as in, I continue to see things about the Ted Lasso finale that annoy me. not because people had a different read of the finale or disliked different things than I did - or that they’re critiquing it at all; there’s plenty I will critique or would have done differently - but like, saying things like “Ted going back home to Kansas is bad because he’s clearly miserable about it” is an unfair reading when, within the CONTEXT of the story, it’s not framed that way. regardless of whether it was a choice you liked or how you would have wanted things to end, it’s not framed in the story as a) a bad thing, b) a miserable sacrifice, or c) a thing that Ted is upset about. so there’s a difference between saying “I don’t like Ted going back home to Kansas at the end because to me that doesn’t read as a happy ending’ and “the finale objectively frames Ted going back as a bad thing because it makes him unhappy”
and this isn’t JUST a critique on criticism in regards to Ted Lasso. it’s the nature of fandom criticism in general. “I didn’t like this thing” becoming “this thing is objectively bad in the story” or even “this thing is portrayed as objectively bad bc of this, this, and this” despite that contradicting how the story actually frames it.
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other early buffy bi-coding includes: both her heart & spirit being initially coded as gay/bisexual (the writers weren’t sure which till tara came into the picture, & according to a semi-recent article, of which label pretty much until willow came out) & were intended as such, as the writers always knew one of them was going to come out.
#buffy summers#btvs#this is why i don’t consider the use of willow (a lesbian) to convey elements of buffy’s (a bisexual) sexuality biphobic whereas i sort of#do when that lens is applied to faith. in willow’s case her lesbianism is important like i cannot understate that but the writing choice#itself was influenced by the notion on part of the creators that willow being written as bisexual was the original intent & they changed#their minds because the lesbian representation was important & they felt with the way people thought of bisexuals it would make willowtara#get taken less seriously. so until willow came out she was very much a bi-coded character (STILL A LESBIAN & STILL MEANS HER & OZ WAS COMP#AS SOON AS THAT WAS CONFIRMED)#up until she came out- and it was largely if not entirely that before that point (bar the coming out scene) where she is used in any major#way to convey that aspect of sexuality with buffy- it becomes more general in terms of paralleling relationship struggle after that point#so willow being bi-coded & willow being used as a buffy sexuality figure were near entirely overlapping which negates the view of#bisexuality genuinely being part straight part gay rather than having to exist in dual spaces due to the way sexuality is dichotomized#also shout out to willow’s lesbianism for still retroactively working very well as a narrative way to convey that dual space even before the#choice to definitively make her such was made. her complicated lesbianism does so much for the themes girlie is carrying.#like a lot of people complain about that choice because of the fact we later got confirmation that it was made for reasons which were i#inconsiderate to both bisexuals & lesbians but ultimately willow as a lesbian works better overall than willow as a bisexual on a#storytelling level to me based on how sexuality in particular is ultimately positioned in the story by the end of s7#like when i talk about pre-coming out willow being bi-coded it isn’t to detract from her present lesbianism or say she should be bi- that’s#flat out lesbophobic & i don’t fuck with it- it’s just acknowledging a reality that influenced how she was written prior to coming out 100%#where as with faith that’s not present especially because she is fully meant to represent buffy (a bisexual’s) sexuality rather than any#sort of dual space struggle- she (darkly) mirrors buffy’s rather than playing a role in it#which then (to me) does start to play into the half straight half gay idea when considering again that she represents buffy’s sexuality#specifically the repressed aspect is positioning a bisexual’s repressed sapphic attraction as lesbian rather than… repressed bisexual#*ie positioning#attraction. like especially considering eliza said she thinks faith swing both ways it kinda does make me uncomfy & feels really reductivist#which is part of why i plan to make that post#blah blah people are entitled to their headcanons. in context the headcanon kinda has a biphobia issue when ignoring faiths bi-coding & word#of saint paul confirmation on top of her narrative positioning irt sexuality that’s all i’m saying
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Anyone remember the assassin collection AU?
Somehow I just wrote Mermista's whole chapter. Like. What just happened?
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“UGGGGHHHHH!” Mermista groaned as she fought the princess back under, smacking her against a seat at the edge of the bath. It put Mermista’s upper body out of the water as she snarled down at the pale bubbling water. “Stop. Fighting! Just make it easy on us both!”
She tensed her stomach just in time to negate most of the gut punch. “Like, seriously!?”
If she couldn’t keep the princess down they’d end up out of the water soon and that would really be the end of it. Mermista could fight on land but she wasn’t nearly as effective. She desperately looked around just in case Sea Hawk had managed to find her but was doing his dorky standing in a shadow routine until she noticed him.
There was no sign of Sea Hawk.
There was, however, a tub of ice cream.
#assassin collection AU#she ra#spop#mermista#sea hawk is also there but like just her ride okay just her ride#just kidding he's actually the most successful assassin in the Horde#his flamboyance just negates the effect of that title#everyone thinks Entrapta's an assassin because of the killer robot when she isn't#everyone thinks Sea Hawk isn't an assassin because of the Sea Hawk Swag (TM) but he is#anyhow Mermista almost finished the unfinishable job but there was ice cream in the mix if she didn't soooooooo#easy choice
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How I sleep knowing Aloy is a lesbian and HZ3 will not have dating sim-like romance options
#if im wrong ill eat this post or whatever ig#i just think just bc games like ME and BG give branching romance pathways doesnt mean every rpg needs to...#especially as those games have a strong focus on player choice embedded in their design philosophy#and horizon has always been very much a linear story. its just open world#and aloys journey as a character and her relationships? also linear and predetermined. comeon#also unlike bioware and bg3 in horizon games you are not creating a player character. you are not projecting yourself you are empathising#i think it would be veery weird and out of place for guerrila to suddenly include a romace choice mechanic#even the way they allowed the player to choose not to kiss seyka in the dlc was a bit of a cop out i personally think#bc despite it being rather inconsequential and not negating the relationship they had developed nonetheless#it gives people a window to b like. heres how aloy x avad can still win jfhjdn#and outside fandom shipping spaces and in the real world. it gives just enough space for the cognitive dissonance#of ignoring aloys sexuality completely#they might still do it in the next game. or relegate a romantic storyline to a sidequest. which is FINE i guess#like of course i think it should be 70 hours of undeniable unskippable dykery. but realistically i just hope for hashtag gayloy confirmed <#this got away from me but bottom line i just think shipping has poisoned peoples brains and i hate it in this fandom especially
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little annoyed at how easy it is to make s4 work as an explanation for how zane got his powers…. chen uses the islands magic crystals to steal their powers. zane is powered by a mysterious substance, and it’s heavily implied that that is connected to his elemental power. easy obvious explanation: zane is powered by a piece of that crystal shaped into the circle we see, and chen kidnapped him not just to steal his power but to figure out how he had it in the first place
but they just… didn’t do that.
#text✨#ninjago#yeah i know it’s bc a) that opens too many questions and ambiguity is just as much of a narrative tool as anything else and b) it’s.#it’s lego ninjago. but considering everything else about this show it’s v interesting to me that all this setup is there and they don’t do i#t. personally i figure there probably WERE plans in earlier drafts but that’s pure speculation#hm. on second thought though i do think there is value in us not knowing how zane works. it doesn’t matter how he functions bc what matters#is his similarities to everyone else not what sets him apart. he’s still human and a part of the team just a little different on the inside#it’s how he presents himself and *wants* to be seen that’s important. not the pedantic details of his functioning. it’s about choice#……. negating my own post aside. wild how blatantly obvious the connection is.
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just got an email from indeed saying that my experience as a *checks* grocery store worker might make me a good editor for a journalist company
#hello ?#i have a degree in history. and am pursuing one in english...like i think that would make me a good editor#not trying to negate grocery store workers btw. as a grocery store worker it's just an odd choice since i know they know i have a degree
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just tags lol
#once again just.......... so baffled by the Type Of Guy#who seems to believe that an in-game explanation completely negates any nasty implications when it comes to fromsoft games#. like#yes the “level up maiden” is a constant trope!#it does not change the fact that it is still a choice laden with unique gendered implications in the context of each installation.#yes! the trope is very likely inspired from classical mythology/hero's journey plot structure!#this does not change the fact that all of the above are also laden with unique gendered implications!#in the context of their respective cultures of origin.#just so confused. just overall. in general. no reading! no reading! none
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