#(inflicting the abuse they experienced on other ppl. healing very nonlinearly. actively refusing and resisting help.
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SORRY for doing even more pallasposting (<- not actually sorry) but a fun thing about planning for the rest of the gravespeaker trilogy is the realization that pallas actually gets much more bitchy as they start 2 heal. bc like. for most of the the first book they are doing Dissociation Station Level 9000 they are doing “brain fog is to light a term it’s like silent hill in here” they are doing ego death speedrun they are so disconnected from themself that they interpret literally every single emotion they feel as negative because the act of Feeling itself is so wildly uncomfortable that they react to it like a hypothermia victim being dunked into boiling water (<- dying). and all of that goes a long way towards making it hard to express their personality which—crucially—includes the fact that they r annoying. so fucking annoying. absolutely irritating. ungodly petty and spiteful. a hater to their CORE. pallas self actualizing and using everything they’ve learned and how they’ve grown to be a little bastard at a level previously unseen by man they don’t even NEED the horrifying bloodflesh magic anymore they can just enter every fight like “your coat is ugly your shoes are tacky your parents must have never loved you or else they would have taught you the meaning of fuck around and find out you fucked around cutting those bangs and now you’re gonna find out” and kill their opponents that way instead ❤️
#this is a haha funnypost but i think u all should know that i genuinely made myself emotional thinking about this lol#pallas being kind of just a very unpalatable person at every stage of their life is very very important to me idk#like yeah they DO tick basically every Bad Victim(tm) box under the sun#(inflicting the abuse they experienced on other ppl. healing very nonlinearly. actively refusing and resisting help.#their trauma making them volitaile and angry and extremely hard to be around)#but!! it doesn’t matter!!!! bc they still do heal they still do get away they still do get better#and they still DESERVE to do all of those things no matter how much of a pretentious little brat they r#anyways book 3 pallas i love u and your shitty long hair and your shitty punk fashion and your shitty grating over the top personality#that’s my baby right there <3#wip: ghost story#pallas
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