#(i won't not respond for weeks on end this time pinky promise)

[iiboronii]

SHE'S SO CUTE HELLO ARTIC FROM IDPS!!!!! THE STARS IN HER EYES OHHHH SHE LOOKS SO GOOD <33333333 AND HER IN THE FIELD WITH THE FLOWER???? SHE LOOKS SO MYSTIFIED AND SHE LOOKS SO WARM AND COZY I LOVE IT. Even though she's winter she's still somehow so full of warmth!!

SOMEONE THAWING HER OUT WITH A HAIRDRYER LFMAFDAJOFD- LET MY GIRL BE FREE. And her getting caught in a loop omg :(( poor thing. Ink has to come distract her so that she just forgets entirely what was stressing her out! THE SNEEZING WITH A LITTLE PUFF OF SNOW THAT'S ADORABLE AAAAAAAAA <3333. The flowers are a cute touch too!! She's so naturey <3

Ohh to get my hands on an essence... I would kill for like. Idk actually. I think I'd want a fun location based or celestial body based one, like Essense of the Stars or something! Although that one would probably end up making you a little spacey (pun absolutely intended) like the Essence of Zonked. I could see them being used as treatments for ailments if they weren't so highly powerful!

The fact that Artic doesn't even know what she is is so captivating omg. And perhaps no one will ever know, but that's okay! What matters more is that she knows who she is as a person and not what she is, I think. I'm trying to imagine an inbetween of bone and ice right now (I am currently googling a lot of bone related questions), and I'm imagining that some areas are just more crystalline than they should be for a normal human. And since blood is made in the bones, I can see the bone marrow being blue and ever so slightly sparkly from the Essense of Winter that's in her instead of blood perhaps? Like instead of blood circling around she's just got winter being made and hanging out in her body ^^ Also TSA stopping Artic is HILARIOUS- "exsuse me, but... A highly controlled and illegal substance has been detected" "(sigh) this always happens..."

I feel kinda bad for the Alatreon :( It's just got so much going on inside its body. Poor thing... But the fight WOULD be pretty cool. They're both Something, but nobody really knows what that something is, but it's handled in such different ways I think! The Alatreon wreaks havoc while Artic is such a sweet and gentle soul.

ARTIC'S JOURNAL YES YES YES I LOOOVE A GOOD RECORD!!!! FIELD NOTES MY BELOVED. One time I had to go out and watch squirrels for a very long time and document what they did for a class project and I'm just picturing Artic doing something like that- Just watching from afar behind a bush or something writing down notes on the behaviors she's observing from a creature. The washing a Zinogre scene is sooo cute!!! She's so knowledgeable and knows how to best care for the animals!! And I can see Artic bathing a dragon or two at the sanctuary for the public every so often so that they know how to properly care for different types, narrating on what to be careful of and the best ways to keep 'em calm.

THE FESTIVAL SCENE OUGHHHH I'M UNWELL... I'm actually SO abnormal about this one. The scene is literally so bright in my head I can see it so clearly- Artic's got panic written all over her face but Ink knows just what to do because he's seen her do it before! She can basically dance, she just doesn't know it and she's just feeling too much pressure from all the eyes! And the scene from ATLA is TOOOO good omg. Perhaps I should watch it... I really like how they're treating it kinda like combat, kinda like dancing. I can really see Ink and Artic doing the same :D

MONSTER HUNTER TIME!!!!! I love that you include YouTube videos whenever you can btw. Super helpful for visualizing things in my mind!! The way it spins in the water seems like a good match for how I imagine Artic to fight! Something about the quick spins are almost dancelike to me, there's a beauty in it. AND OHHHH RUNNING FOR YOU LIFE MOMENTS IN VIDEO GAMES HOW I LOVE YOU <333 THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT THEM THAT JUST PULLS A FEAR OUT OF ME. Poor Ceadeus, though :(. Bro's just trying to stop being in pain all the time and see a little better, it's not TRYING to cause harm. AND AISHA MAKES SUUUUCH A PERFECT OLDER SISTER TYPE MENTOR FOR ARTIC- She needs a push to believe in herself becoming the hero, and Aishe is completely there to give her that push! With her encouragement, Artic can do anything! I can see Aisha standing up for Artic no matter what and protecting her and speaking up for her when she needs it most!! There's absolutely a folklore feel here!

YES MORE DOODLES I LOVE YOUR ART <3333 ARTIC AND INK ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER- And Aisha is so cute!!

IDPS my beloved. Kat taking care of everyone in any way she can is so sweet, but ofc she's gotta have an outlet. Making pizzas is perfect! It reminds me of this game one of my friends plays called Good Pizza, Great Pizza. It's just a calming little game about making pizzas that she plays when she has some downtime and wants to relax!

One thing about Artic is that she's always got a friend that's flashy enough for the both of them (Kat and Avie... What would we do without them?). THE MEME IS HILARIOUS BTW JFDIA;JFDAJFS- I'm picturing Kat dual wielding guns right now and jumping up into the air before taking aim for the theatrics of it all rn. She looks over and winks at the imaginary audience before shooting, and then when she lands she just sighs because nobody was around to see her cool move :(

Ok so the aforementioned OC universe is known as IDPS, short for Interdimentional Pizza Shop (and Mercenary Work)! There is literal YEARS worth of lore and ideas put into this thing I love it so much :D

This version of Artic is the one in my pfp, and who the oc: artic tag refers to lol- Basically she's embodiment of the season of winter, a huge dragon enthusiast, and the much-needed voice of reason!!

She's not a "true" skeleton per se, like she's not undead, she's just kinda in the shape of one- Though she can disconnect and reattach her bones like a cartoon ouo

She has ice powers, but not in a "shooting ice beams out of your hands" kinda way, it's very contact based!

She can freeze things by touching them, she can make a layer of ice under her feet to sliiide around super fast, and sometimes she physically freezes up under stress so you have to wait for her to thaw out akjfds

She can pick up your drink and little ice cubes form in it, in whatever shape she wants! And when she cries the tears freeze up so there's just little bits of ice on her face you gotta wipe off

In IDPS there are these things called essences, which are the super concentrated (and super illegal) form of a concept, usually in liquid form like a potion. Like if you poured a drop of Essence of Princess onto an apple, it would turn all sparkly and have a big bow on it!

Artic just naturally has the Essence of Winter in her bones instead of blood or marrow! So she doesn't have to worry about vampires bc they'd just get a really bad brainfreeze lol

She mainly fights with dual blades made of ice, inspired by Monster Hunter's dual blades! She's a very strategic and speedy fighter, her movements almost dancelike in combat, and she likes to use the terrain to her advantage!

And since this is a multiverse story, she actually goes through the story mode of Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate, saving a village from a giant sea monster! The gal who gives out quests in that game, Aisha, is like an older sister to her hehe ouo

So Artic is a licensed monster hunter, and she is absolutely FASCINATED with these creatures and how they work. And after some shenanigans in her childhood town in the mountains, she even starts her own sanctuary to educate people and care for dragons that wouldn't make it in the wild!

Here she's shipped with Ink Sans, and they live together with her dragon pet / companion Blizzard ouo!

It's this really sweet little story about Ink showing this really anxious and sheltered girl the world, seeing all the potential and life in her eyes and wanting to see her blossom.

And there's a scene where Ink is trying to hide his condition (basically he's undead and needs to drink magic paints in order to feel and regulate emotions), bc so many people have left him after finding out. But Artic doesn't mind at all, after all it's still him and she likes him for who he is ouo

The two are basically opposites, but they work well together and they're just silly little guys in love ouo

Artic's main arc is about identity and archetypes. Like how winter is often portrayed as this harbinger of death that needs to be driven away, but Artic is really soft and sweet-

She wants so desperately to be a hero, but the archetypal hero is confident and charming and brave and super strong; everything she thinks she isn't. But in reality, she's the most heroic of her peers because of her kindness!

There's a whole theme of knights and dragons and legends, realizing that those notions of what she should or shouldn't be don't define her, because people are more complex and nuanced than that ouo

THIS IS SO COOL OUGHHHH I LOVE IT I LOVE IT

My FAVORITE part is that there's literal years of lore built into this thing. Clearly it has been crafted with nothing but love and care in mind and I think that's beautiful.

I didn't even realize that was Artic in your pfp?? That's so cute I love it so so much :DD (Is there a high definition version I can look at? I wanna see her clearer!)

ARTIC'S POWERS ARE SO NEAT IN THIS!!!! I want heart shaped ice cubes that's actually so cute. And the way her abilities affect the way she experiences stress and cries? Chef's kiss. Do her ice powers affect her whenever she experiences other intense emotions? And also can the thawing out process be helped by blankets and stuff or does she just stay frozen? Oooh or does she just continuously keep refreezing bc of the stress? Like trying to thaw her out helps a little but not for long and not much? SORRY I'M JUST SO CURIOUS I REALLY LIKE THE CONCEPT OF HER POWERS AFFECT HER BASED ON EMOTIONS THAT'S SO FREAKING COOL-

And essences!!!!!! Oughhh I really like the concept (pun intended)!!!!! Is there an essence for every concept or just certain ones? And vampires getting brainfreeze LMFAO. Can you drink an essence or does that turn your organs into the concept? And is Artic the only person with an essence in her bones or do other people have it?

THE COMBAT YES OMFG I CAN SEE IT SO CLEARLY,,, STRATEGIC AND SPEEDY AND DANCELIKE I LOVE IT!!! She's so intelligent using the terrain!!! I can see her in my head looking around, eyes darting quickly to survey the area as she narrowly avoids an attack before making her next move!! Effortlessly she slashes her opponent when they're not looking due to her adaptability and quick thinking.

And I'm so sorry I don't know anything about Monster Hunter whatsoever </3 BUT I DID SOME RESEARCH FOR YOU OFC AND IT LOOKS LIKE SM FUN???? I didn't get much of the story aspect of it but it seems great omg. Anyways Artic's curiosity is always something I love seeing!! I can see her killing this giant sea monster (Lagiacrus, I presume?) and then being like "wait a moment- I know this thing was terrorizing you all but I want a closer look at it-" AND FOUND FAMILY MY BELOVED OUGHHH ARTIC AND AISHA <333 THAT'S SO CUTE,,, and the sanctuary <33. Artic is so caring it's so sweet!! It's completely refected in her character and everything she does, I think. Not just in IDPS but across the board! Like. She saves this village from a sea monster and she wants dragons to be taken care of because she's just like that natrually. And even in like Buttermilk Daydreams she just wants to take care of The Onceler as best as she can!!!! And in the Biggering AU even though she's MAD at this man she's STILL telling him that they'll figure something out (they always do). Sorry I'm literally IN LOVE with the threads that stitch your AUs together I got so sidetracked LMFAO-

But anyways Artic and Ink Sans being opposites is SO GOOD AAAAAA- Artic feels so deeply and Ink doesn't feel at all without the paints. Artic has been sheltered and Ink has seen too much. And there's Artic's sweet and caring side coming out again!! Ink is afraid to tell Artic about his condition, but Artic could care less.

ARTIC SELF DISCOVERY YES YES YES YES YES!!!! SHE DOESN'T NEED TO GIVE INTO THE STEREOTYPES!!!!!! She's not winter even though she has its essence flowing within her. She's a hero even though she doesn't look like it. And her kindness being the thing that makes her most heroic?? I'M IN LOVE. This is what I was talking about earlier!!!! She's just so caring and sweet!!! It's something she uses to her advantage!!!!

[amberjazmyn]

pinky promise part two

𝓲𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓮 - pinky promise part two

𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 - not a lot as this is just sweet family fluff and reunions

𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - aurelia ackles finally comes home from study in brisbane

𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮 - this was so much fun to remake after so many years so, i hope y'all enjoy part two. also, whilst i didn't do it in the first part, whatever is italics is either flashbacks or the youtube vlog!

masterlist you can read part one right here!

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aurelia's pov | three weeks later 

it had been exactly three weeks later of me arriving back to college in brisbane when my phone lit up. a facetime notification from dad but, usually, it would be from jj. however, i was wrong this time, it was a facetime from dad. a smile instantly formed on my face as i answered the call. however, he did not look happy at all and instantly, i panicked.

"hey dad, what's up, what's new?" i asked in confusion and slight panic as dad sniffled on the other end

"something's wrong with jj! she just...she..." dad couldn't even finish his sentence before he rubbed his hand over his face as my heart ached for my dad

"...hey, dad, it's okay! what happened and what's wrong? it's going to be fine, just what's wrong with jj?" i tried to keep as calm as i could, knowing if i freaked out then it would only make it worse for dad

"she...she just isn't happy and has shut down. she won't even talk to mom or me...not even mom's belly!" okay yeah, this was a problem now!

completely disregarding that dad had managed to find a spot in the house where it was just him, jj really wasn't doing well with me being back at college that's on the other side of the world.

"dad, are you sure she's not happy and talking to the babies completely?" i just wanted to make sure whether or not dad was telling the exact truth, not that i think he's lying by any means, or if he was just worrying about one small thing happening that wasn't a constant

dad just shakes his head, another shaky breath and face rub as my heart breaks even more.

"yes, she won't even play with the dogs anymore or me! she's just...she's not okay, ria!" dad was scared as there was nothing i could do to comfort dad but just tell him that everything would be okay when that was most likely a lie

"dad, have you told mom and has mom tried to talk to jj?" i then question as dad nods his head again as i kick myself, of course dad's tried mom, that's probably the first thing he did

"yes, of course she has! we've even tried uncle jared. the last time we tired, jj slammed the door in front of us. please, aurelia, you need to come home! jj needs you and so do we! we need you so badly, jj's going crazy and i think you not being here isn't helping her! please come home!" dad sniffled as my eyes watered at hearing my dad asking me for help as i realise, maybe i shouldn't have left and i should refer to doing my degree online instead

"i can try dad, this time i'll seriously try! i need to go though as i am about to have a meeting with my topic coordinator but, i can ask! i'll text you, i promise! i love you and, before i go, well done on being so sneaky and running away from jj!" i wink at the end, of course i needed to throw in that little compliment to dad as running away from jj is not easy as dad smiles before catching a tear with his shoulder as i send him a kiss before hanging up the facetime

"thanks darling! i love you too!" dad responded back as i smiled before the facetime ended

now, time to talk this through with my topic coordinator and actually be straightforward with him. i had walked in for my meeting with my coordinator and, i think he noticed how dishevelled and utterly tired i was.

"...you can divert to online classes aurelia, you don't even need to ask me," was the first thing my topic coordinator said, wait, what? how did he know i was even going to ask him this?

"wha-what? sir, how...how did you know i was going to ask you that? and even if i was, of course, i'd need to ask you i-"

"-ssh, aurelia, please sweetheart. i've known you so well throughout this year that, it's obvious that your family seriously need you. you have that caring nature that they, desperately need back at home. go back home to austin, i also think it'll be better if you stayed home as well. the only times you'd need to leave them is for your six-week placements in second and third year. everything else, you'll do online, book your flights back to austin before i do it for you!" he smiled, giving me a friendly wink as i was just gobsmacked, he was allowing me to go back home without any other explanation and that was it

"oh...okay! thank you, for being so understanding sir!" i responded simply, still in utter shock as he smiled, nodding his head happily

"my pleasure, aurelia, you deserve it!" he smiles as i then escort myself out of his office before doing a happy dance

time skip 

let's just say, there wasn't any point in staying on campus so, i decided that i'd leave campus and immediately book my flight back home to austin, texas. and this time, without the option of a flight back to brisbane because i won't be coming back home until early to mid next year. i decided that this was an appropriate time to whip out my good ol' vlog camera as i know for sure my fans and subscribers would be excited about this!

"hey guys! it's aurelia, welcome back to aurelia's vlogs! it's nice to have you back or welcome if you are new, hi, i'm aurelia ackles and i film daily vlogs about my weird and wacky life! so, for today's vlog, i will be giving some very exciting news! i just came back to australia from my semester break back home in austin, texas for semester two as it started back again. so, because of that, i had to leave home and my family who, you all know because my dad's one of the most famous actors right now. however, i just got back from a meeting with my topic coordinator and he just allowed me to defer from being an on-campus international student to an online student back home in austin. so, i just bought some plane tickets to home which is austin. so, literally tomorrow, i'm gonna be on a plane back home to austin to surprise my family and they have no clue whatsoever! so, i'm going to on that journey so, this vlog will be a super long one and it will be over the course of a couple of days so, apologies in advance but, you guys do love my vlogs back home in austin just as much as you've loved my brisbane blogs so, hopefully this vlog isn't too boring. but, yes, that's my update for y'all and, i'm just incredibly excited that i was given permission straight away without even mentioning anything to my topic coordinator. it was like he had heard my facetime call with my dad as he had facetimed me in a lot of worry for my sister, jj. my sister jj hasn't been handling this situation well at all and it's just gone down hill for her quickly. and, i promised dad that, if i could work something out, i one hundred percent would. but, now that i can, i have to keep it quiet until tomorrow when i surprise them!" i paused as i then showed them my laptop screen, showing them the plane tickets back home to austin as i squealed in excitement

i then decided to take my vlog camera into my bedroom as i decided i should probably pack as i am literally leaving early tomorrow morning for my flight back home to austin.

"now, i'm in my room so, maybe if you guys could pack with me because i'm going to be back in austin tomorrow!" i squealed as i just then stopped in shock that i even uttered those words, my hands covering my mouth as tears of joy came to my eyes

"my family have no clue that this is even happening! they're most likely right now, still trying to get jj to talk to them, not even knowing that tomorrow, i'm surprising them! like, what the fuck?! and it's been not even a full month since i've been back in brisbane! wow, still in shock that my topic coordinator just said yes without any context! i...i...wow, i really need to calm myself down and maybe turn the vlog camera off!" i giggled, turning the vlog camera off as i then decided to pack my bag with the company of my own thoughts and music that was playing in the background

then, after packing my bags and deciding that i was tired as fuck due to the time now being ten-twenty pm and having to be awake by at least five am, i decided it was probably the right time to go to bed so, i did.

next day | 5 am | aurelia's pov 

i smiled into my vlog camera as i did my usual intro and then explained as to why i was in my car (that i have when i'm in brisbane, australia) because today, i was flying back to austin, like, my home austin and my family had absolutely no idea that i was surprising them.

"...so, like previously mentioned, i am in my car because i am flying back home to austin and surprising my family and i'm doing this three weeks after leaving austin to start the second semester of my first year of university. however, yesterday, i had a meeting with my topic coordinator and, the first and only thing he said was that i could for sure switch from on-campus learning to online learning so that i would be able to pretty much reside at home in austin and then only fly back to brisbane for my six-week placements during second and third year of uni. so, i think it's kind of easy to tell why i'm going a little crazy but, i'm just so excited because, literally yesterday, dad facetimed me in such distress about how badly jj, my little sister, was dealing with me being so far away from home. so, that was when i knew i had to at least try to see if i was able to be exempt from staying on campus and, i was granted it straight away without even asking. so, i'm super excited so, the next clip you'll see is of me checking into the airport and then going through security, see you then!" i smiled as i coverd my hand over the camera so i could continue the transition when i was done with driving, checking into the airport and then going through security

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i had now gone through airport security and was just waiting for my flight to be called over the intercome so, i just kept the vlog camera recording as in editing i'd just speed it up so it wouldn't be boring. when suddenly, my flight was called and i just became overwhelmed that i had a little cry. yeah, probably just a bit embarrassing but, i had been waiting for this literally the minute i landed back here in brisbane and, it was now finally happening.

"...so, guys, sorry for me whispering but, as you can possibly tell, i just got onto my plane back home to austin and, this is where the vlog will end for now as i'll literally be in the air for like, nineteen hours. so, i don't want to bore you so, the next time you'll see me is when i'll be surprising mom, dad and jj! see y'all when i'm back home in austin, love y'all!" i smiled, covering my vlog camera as i then put it on the seat next to me as i had no one in those seats as i just connected my airpods and played one of my playlists

and as if it was fate and i was going through some deja vu thing, she waits was the first song that started playing. except, this time, it was a happy tear that fell from my eye as i was coming home, not leaving.

time skip | austin

nineteen hours and thirty nine minutes later, i was finally back home in austin and i was minutes from surprising the family. i had rented a cute little car and decided that i would drive up there on my own and then surprise them. the reason being why i rented a car was because dad had driven my car with all of us in it the day they dropped me off but without a second car. meaning that dad couldn't just leave my car in the secure parking so i could drive it back home as they then wouldn't have a car to drive themselves back home in. but, the amount of excitement i had was uncanny. i at first did think about texting or ringing up uncle jared and aunty geneiveve if they could help me with the surprise and pick me up but, i decided not to and wanted to include them in the surprise as well. so, i turned on my vlog camera, bursting with excitement and not able to believe that i was back home already!

"hey guys! it's aurelia, welcome back to aurelia's vlogs! i'm back home in austin, ahhh!" i giggled, yep, that's what my intro to this part of the vlog was going to be and, i was lowkey loving it

"it's happened, i'm back home and the amount of times i've cried over the span of these nineteen hours is crazy but, they've been happy tears this time, i promise! so, as of right now, i'm in the little car that i rented since my actual car is back at home since we only had my one car with us. and i'm now just driving to my house to surprise my family! i think i'm gonna attempt to surprise them all individually and see how that goes! i might also check to see if the padalecki's are visiting as well as i also wanna surprise them as well!" i said, biting my lip as i tried to figure out the logistics in my head as to how i'd surprise them all individually - especially if the padalecki's were visiting

"and, i think, because dad was the person who brought this up to me first, i'm gonna surprise dad first and then i'll get him to help me surprise the rest of the family and the padalecki's if they are either with us or near us!" shortly after saying this, i had parked the rental car a side street from the house and just etched out my surprise plan to the camera so it would make sense not just in my head but saying it out loud as well

"so, i'm in a side street, my house is literally just adjacent pretty much to this street but, the first person i'm gonna surprise is dad as he was the one who facetimed me worried which i've mentioned a few times in this vlog already. so, i feel like i'd be able to surprise him so good first and then have him help me surprise the rest of the family, leaving jj till last as she has been struggling the most with me not being home. so, yeah, i think that's how i'm gonna do it but, the surprises for them is what i need to figure out!" i bite my nail as i try to think as best as i could how i could surprise the rest of my family and get their separate and very unique reactions

i then got excited as i figured out about dad and mom's surprises so, those were the first two i said!

"ooh, i know how i'm gonna surprise mom and dad! for dad, i'm gonna message him telling him that i had sent him a package and for him to come outside as the mailman is at the door with it. except, it's me that's the package and then with mom, i'm going to make sure that dad brings oscar outside with him and then just come in and say, "did anyone lose their dog' or to that extent and then get mom's reaction. but, i still don't have any ideas for jj or even the padalecki's if they're visiting but, i'm going to stick with the ideas that i have for mom and dad!" i was proud at how secretive i was being as honestly, i had to hold myself back from texting dad about this

then i realised how i'd surprise jj and, it was kind of similar to dad's surprise except, i'm going to have dad ask jj if she could help him with opening the package i had sent him. in which, i will ask dad if he could legitmately place me inside a cardboard box and then, i think if the padalecki's are visiting, i'll just wing it unless they are around when i'm surprising mom, dad and jj! okay, that sounds great, let's go surprise my family!" i squealed in excitement as i then calmed myself down

then i exited the car and tried to sneakily walk to the door, sending the message to dad that read" dad, i sent you a package and it has just arrived at the door, the mailman is waiting for you with it, if you could come outside to grab it, he'd appreciate that very much. and, if you could bring oscar as well, he'd appreciate that even more. thanks daddio!"

"okay y'all, i just sent dad the message and, let's just see if this plan will work!" i widened my eyes in slight fear as i showed them the message as i hear some shuffling at the door before it opened

and then, dad was right in front of me with oscar who had gotten so excited about seeing me. it took him a few good moments to realise that i was the package i had spoke about. but, the second he realised, he instantly shut the front door and lunged towards me as i giggled. dad's face relaxing from all the stress he had been going through with jj and probably mom's pregnancy with the twins as well.

"you're here, aurelia! how...how...what...what? we were literally on the phone about this when it was yesterday for you? what, how did you get here so quickly?" dad stammered out as i pouted towards my vlog camera, due to them only seeing my face, not dad's

"my topic coordinator just knew and, that's the short story as i need you to help me with surprising mom and jj. also, are uncle jared, aunty genevieve and the boys visiting?" i asked, pulling out of the hug as dad relaxes completely as he nods his head in excitement

i then told him the plan as he was excited, immediately grabbing my hand and running me upstairs. thank the lord, the rest of the family were outside in the backyard and had no clue that i had just walked in with dad.

i then made sure dad had got mom on her own as i then went to surprise her with oscar.

"um, did someone lose their dog?" without even needing me to finish my sentence, mom hobbled off the couch and waddled over, absolutely ignoring oscar and pulled me into a hug as she squealed in excitement

"aurelia noelle ackles! what are you doing here!" she yelped out as i just giggled as i told her the short story as mom just lept for joy, well, not completely since pregnant with twins as it was now time to surprise the padalecki's since i was right and they were visiting

so, i wanted to surprise them before surprising jj with me jumping out of dad's package so, that's what i did.

"hey momma! i knew you'd get excited!" i giggled before we parted ways after i kissed mom's belly so i could then surprise the padalecki's with their help before surprising jj

so, the way we surprised uncle jared, aunty genevieve and tom and shep was kinda simple, i just walked outside where they all were. jj was in the lounge room adjacent yet, she was fast asleep so she was none the wiser that i was even home. and, they realised that everyone else had all been surprised and it was just jj left so they managed to keep their excited squeals as quiet as they could.

"...aurelia! what are you doing home?!" was basically what uncle jared, aunty genevieve, tom and shep all said, although it was different from all of them, it was basically them asking me what i was doing home

"my topic coordinator gave me permission to do majority of my study here at home. i will only have to go back to brisbane for a six week period of placement next year for second year and then third year. i'll also obviously, have to go back for graduation but, other than that, everything else, i have permission to do here at home!" i said as they just smiled and pulled me in for a group hug, tom and shep begging to be held

and, of course, with dad holding the vlog camera and filming all of this, there was no way i could say no to picking up little tommy and shep!

after surprising the padalecki's, it was finally time for jj's surprise and this was the surprise i think i was most excited for.

"...so, i'm now about to go inside this big cardboard box because jj has just been awoken from her little nap from dad to see if she could assist him, dad, in opening his package. and, jj's just going to think it's a normal package when really, it's me! dad will also be filming on my phone so you'll get two different angles for the vlog of jj's surprise, enjoy!" i squeal as i then stop whispering as i had ducked back into the cardboard box as i had suddenly heard dad and jj come out of the lounge room and into the kitchen

"here's the package birdie, do you just mind helping me opening it with me, baby girl? your big sister, ria, sent me a really big package and i can't open it!" i could tell by dad's tone of voice about how excited he was as i could for sure tell that jj was skeptical and not too excited but helped out dad anyway

"sure...daddy..." jj mumbled, i almost teared up because jj sounded so upset and not interested as i heard her move closer to the box - it was almost showtime

"daddy...why...why's it so hard to open i-"

just as jj was confused and struggled to open the box, i jumped out of the box. instantly, jj reacted and it was the sweetest reaction ever, she had no clue whatsoever what she was supposed to do. she just fell backwards and her eyes screwed wide open as her eyes filled with tears.

"-hey birdie! i was daddy's package, do you like it?" i responded with a small giggle as jj then crawled forward and jumped into my lap as i giggled

i then pouted at her reaction as immediately, she started to cry as i looked at mom, dad and the padalecki's as i then looked back at jj.

"you're home sissy! i missed you so much!" jj cried as i giggled and hugged her tightly, swaying her side to side as i was shocked i hadn't lost my balance since she jumped on me and into my lap

"oh, i missed you too my sweet girl! i missed you too but, look, i'm now home!" i giggled as we pulled out of the hug but jj didn't want the hug to end just yet so i moved back into the hug

i then swiftly handed the vlog camera to uncle jared as i then stood me and jj up. also because my legs and feet were going a little numb so i needed to move them around a bit. jj didn't let go of the hug for a little while after so, i just simply waved to the vlog camera and had uncle jared turn off the vlog camera.

after uncle jared turned off the vlog camera, jj still held onto me tightly as i smiled and waited until she was ready to be let out of the hug. and because jj still wasn't ready to let go of the hug, i didn't try to and everyone just watched, just happy that i was able to come back home and study online.

then, finally, after a while, jj let go of the hug and she forced us all, as a family, to go into the lounge room to watch a movie to celebrate me coming home. and, because jj wanted to watch it again, we decided to watch lilo & stitch. and after the end credits of lilo & stitch were rolling and everyone was disbursing themselves up to bed, including myself, i made my outro for my vlog whilst i was in my bed about to go to sleep. by this point, everyone was up in their rooms so, jj wasn't with me this time. and no, she wasn't stuck to me like glue.

"...i almost forgot to film an outro since i had uncle jared end the footage of the surprises after i surprised jj because i just didn't want it to be filmed any longer. also, sorry that i'm whispering but, i'm whispering because everyone's in bed and getting ready to go to sleep so, that's why i'm so quiet but i'll have subtitles so you can understand what i'm saying..." i giggled, trailing off before i continued the outro

"...so, i'm back home in austin, texas and i am so excited about it because i don't have to go too far for classes. i just can do it anywhere in the house and i don't have to worry about any worrying facetime calls from dad about my little sister jj or the twins in mom's belly! so, goodnight my lovelies, i love you all so much, you are all beautiful, you are not alone and always keep fighting!"

i ended my vlog and basically straight away fell asleep as soon as my head hit my pillow. i was smiling tonight as i was so glad to finally be in my own bed in my own room, in my own house with my family.

- - - 

ok but, imagine seeing jensen get so stressed like that over facetime like, no, that'd hurt my heart so much! 

ok bye ily xx

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[tears0fsatan]

For your event could you do "aw did you miss me." Headcanons for Beelzebub, Levi, and Simeon, with male reader who has just gotten back from a two day business trip with Lucifer?

✦ ⊹ ˚˖ warnings... gn!reader (no pronouns used), this is so stupidly sweet watch out u might get a cavity, can be read as romantic or platonic, includes cuddles snuggles and more cuddles lol.

 :¨·.·¨ ♥︎  a.n... hello fruity five i am alive!! i know i pinky promised i'd post this a few days ago but im struggling with a lot at the moment. i apologise, sometimes life just feels like it's constantly moving forward and never gives me time to breathe. anw i digress, this was super fun n cute to make thank u for sending it in darling <33 i altered the quote a bit for all of them i hope u don't mind honey!

LEVIATHAN !

g*d forbid you find out about how he spent most of the time you were away in the entrance hall, ready for your return

he genuinely considered bringing his favourite ruri-chan blanket down and sleeping in front of the door (luckily for everybody, mammon and satan were able to convince him from doing that and alls well ends well)

kept moaning about how you were gone for too long so much so that even beelzebub nearly lost his shit

the moment you stepped foot through the door, leviathan was the first to run towards you

the type to hoard you in his room until he feels like you're actually back

hope you're strong because he will just. hold onto you. and he won't let go.

he'll keep his arms wrapped around your waist while his legs drag across the floor if you're walking to get something from across the room

if you say you want to go outside he'll look at you with them big ol' beady serpent eyes lol

he refuses to play games unless he's sitting on your lap or vice versa

“noooooo, mcccc, pleaseee.” leviathan whined, tugging on your sleeve with so much force it had you falling back down to his lap.

“levi, i was gone for two days. you’re acting like i left you to fend for yourself in the woods for months.” you said, exasperated. you wanted to be annoyed, but the view of leviathan whining has your heart stuttering.

“but, but….!” his voice trailed off, knowing that he had nothing to say that could validate his argument, not that he really needed to anyways.

“wow, seems like someone really missed me, hm?” you cooed, to which the demon responded with incoherent stuttering and a splotchy red face. his reaction only made you want to tease him more.

BEELZEBUB !

deadass nearly squeezed you to death when you walked through the door

he was so excited to see you that he even dropped all the burgers in his arms just so he could hold you

he doesn't say much, simply basks in your presence that he'd been deprived of for what seemed like forever

he's not usually the clingy type but for the first few days of you being back he'll hover around you

he doesn't necessarily cling onto you like levi does, but he'll follow you around the house

... you found yourself sleeping in his bed for a week because you caved into his kicked puppy look

he would bring an abundant of food up to his room (where he's held you captive)

shares his snack stash with you, even lets you have the last piece of his favourite spicy screaming gummy snake

gets super flustered when you cheer him on during his workout

“beel, darling… what do you mean by this?” you shifted your gaze from the heap of snacks the demon dumped on your lap to beelzebubs face.

beelzebub huffed with his chin resting on your shoulder, his eyes drifting from the snacks and making eye contact with you. it was almost like a lightbulb lit up in your mind and you subconsciously let out a small, “ah!”

you ripped open the bag that sat on top of the pile, taking out three fingers worth of treats and fed it to the demon. he had his mouth open, drool just barely seeping out from the corners of his mouth, and the corners of his eyes were crinkled.

the moment the fiery gummy touched his tongue, beelzebub’s expression changed into one of pure bliss.

you couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight of the happy and content demon, the words, “aw, did someone miss me that much?” followed your actions. beelzebub didn’t even try to deny it, merely nodding half heartedly before opening his mouth wide, ready for another treat.

SIMEON !

the moment your foot touches the purgatory hall, simeon's got his arms wrapped around you

he does the cliche 'sweeps you off your feet and spins you around' LMFAOOOO (he's an author, what can you expect)

once he sets you down he wastes no time in peppering your face with kisses, making sure he doesn't miss a single spot

he's prepared an assortment of little tasty treats just for you (felt bad that he couldn't share with luke but made a promise he would treat him next time)

once he has you all to himself, he'll make you tell him all about the trip, no matter how many times you try to remind him it was purely a business trip

he listens attentively, the look on his face tells you that he's hanging onto every little detail, regardless of how boring and mundane it was

has the biggest smile you've ever seen on his face the entire time

you catch him staring at you a lot, even more so than usual

if you mention you missed a certain devildom dish, he'd whip up a plate for you immediately

simeon’s eyes are bright and utterly smitten while they take in your appearance. it almost seems as though he's so entranced by you that he pays no heed to the words that come out of your mouth, which you find a little funny seeing as he's the one who told you to tell him all about your little adventure.

you smile softly, a smile that he reciprocates with one of his own without realising.

"-en... a giant ugly squid bursted through the sky and attacked lucifer and i." you finish off the ridiculous story, waiting to see if your angel would take the bait or prove your suspicions.

the angel covers his mouth with the hand he was leaning against and lets out a small giggle.

"mc... i'm sure that squids don't appear out of thin air in the human realm." to your surprise, simeon's expression returns to the one from earlier, easily disproving your thoughts. "i was hanging on your every word." his words are so suave you can't help but let out a laugh.

"haha! looks like you really missed me, huh?" you joke, but simeon just gives you another soft smile and nudges the plate of treats towards you. you want to joke around more, but the sincerity in his gaze stops you, so you choose to finish the story properly, knowing that the angel was paying attention to every word you uttered.

© 2022 TEARS0FSATAN. please don’t repost, modify or translate my works anywhere!

[issaxcharlie]

Something so right

Pairing: Alive! Luke x Fem reader

Summary: A date with the golden boy of the school reveals Y/N’s and Luke's true feelings for each other and they have no choice but to face what they feel. Who will take the first step?

(The fragments of the song are from Sparks Fly by Taylor Swift)

Luke Patterson was more impatient than usual. 7:30 pm and no sign of his best friend, the one who had never missed a Sunset Curve rehearsal in these two years that they had been playing together.

“Am I the only one worried about Y/N? She is not usually late."

Reggie slaps his forehead, a memory snapping back into his head. "I forgot to tell you she won't be here today, she said something about a date."

The guitarist feels a punch in the stomach, he tries to hide how bitter the news fell on him, but his friends know him better than that.

“A date? With who?” Alex asks, genuinely curious.

“Austin Grayson.”

“Ugh, really Y/N?” But of course it had to be the school's golden boy. Luke can't help not feeling insecure. Austin Grayson is everything Luke Patterson isn't, and that scares him. What if that's what she's really looking for in a partner? He just wouldn’t stand a chance.

“Nice, he really has to like her to invited her despite what everyone says." Bobby responds as he takes advantage of the short break to rest his hands. Reggie and Alex nodding in agreement.

“What do they say?” Luke asks, completely lost.

“Oh please, most of the school thinks you guys are dating. There isn't a day that I don't hear someone call her Patterson’s girl." Alex replies, and Luke looks even more lost.

He can somehow understand why they would think that, he always enjoys having her and feeling her close. Usually touching her hand or arm in some way, hugging her whenever he sees fit. Carrying her books in the hallways or supporting her at her basketball games, just like she accompanies them to all the band's rehearsals and performances, or how she sometimes wears to school the clothes that he 'accidentally' leaves at her home when her mom invites him to dinner. On second thought, it’s easy to understand the confusion.

You don’t know what is happening. Austin is sweet, handsome, smart, and yet you feel nothing. Forced yourself to laugh falsely all night, and couldn't help but think that it would have been more fun to join the boys in rehearsal, especially when they were only a few days away from Sunset Curve's first performance at school.

When you finally get home, you walk with your head on the floor, trying not to make eye contact with your date. Austin gently grabs your chin so you turn to see him.

A fake cough from behind causes you both to jump away from each other. You don't even have to turn to find out who owns that perfect timed cough.

“What are you doing here?” You refuse to turn around, but you know he's smirking anyway.

“It’s movie night, love.” You force one more smile towards Austin as you curse Luke under your breath, who emphasized the last word in that seductive deep voice he sometimes does when he sings and that secretly melts your legs.

“Patterson." Austin tries to get past the awkward moment by participating in the conversation, and Luke responds by approaching and placing his arm on your shoulder.

"Grayson. Thank you for bringing her safe and sound." He sounds sincere, and that makes you smile for real for the first time of the night.

“It was nothing... I should go. Goodnight Y/N, I had a great time.”

Luke lowers his arm from your shoulder and leans back, ashamed of his rare moment of insecurity and letting you say goodbye to the boy.

As soon as he leaves, you turn to see your best friend, who looks sadly at the ground, and you hug him tightly.

Luke has been through very difficult months, and it is easy for someone who is vulnerable to feel insecure, especially in situations new to them. Not to mention that you are definitely not going to fight with the person you love for putting his arm on your shoulder or calling you in an affectionate way, which are things that he usually does, guy in your doorstep or not. You decide that he showing a little jealousy for once is not the end of the world.

“I missed you so much, rockstar.” You murmur still against his chest, your statement only makes him hold you tighter. You can't help but think about how just hugging him for a few seconds makes you so much happier than the whole date you just had.

“I’m sorry for making a scene. No wonder everyone thinks we are dating.“

“I don’t mind. I couldn't wear your cool flannels or your necklaces if I was dating someone. Plus it would take away valuable time that I can use as the president of the Sunset Curve fan club.” He chuckles. You can feel his body relax and his heartbeat begins to calm down. He gives you a sweet kiss in your hair before letting you go.

Best friends walk into the house, and as Y/N goes to change into something more comfortable Luke sits at the kitchen counter to chat with his second female best friend.

"You have to do something quick, I don't want to have you here crying and eating ice cream while she's on some date with some graceless snob.”

The guitarist can't help but laugh. Y/N's mom has always been a music lover and one of his greatest inspirations. She gave him his first guitar and taught him how to play, always supporting him in each of his steps as a musician. She has always loved him like a son, believing in him with all her might and always blindly entrusting him with what she loves most in the world, her daughter Y/N.

“I know, I will I promise. What I felt today when I saw Grayson touch her face and so close to her lips... I never want to experience that again. I was thinking maybe at homecoming? Sunset Curve is going to perform.”

She wrinkles her nose in response and Luke laughs again.

"Yeah too much information, I’m sorry. And I know, but we have to start somewhere. As soon as we get booked at a good enough club you'll be the first guest.”

They both make a pinky promise and smile.

“I’ll make you proud someday. I swear.”

“I’m always proud of you, my sweet boy. I know you’ll do amazing things, just take good care of my princess during tours.”

“You know I will.” They pinky promise again and reunite with Y/N in the living room to watch movies til the teens fall asleep cuddling.

Homecoming day arrived and you don’t have a partner. It is not hard to imagine why, being surrounded by at least one of the Sunset Curve members 24/7, especially Luke who tries to be close to you as much as possible, as if he is afraid that you will forget him if you spend too much time separated. Which is actually something you like, if you are honest with yourself. Is not something you would tell him but feeling him close and having his attention devoted to you most of the time feels quite special.

The date with Austin didn’t feel right and only confirmed what you've been trying to deny yourself for months. You are in love with freakin Luke Patterson. And you are in really deep, loving the good, bad, fun, boring, charming, and annoying parts, absolutely every side of him. And now is the time to finally do something about it.

After the guys show tonight, even more girls will be raining down on them than usual and things could get really messy, it's best to make your move first. Inside your heart you know that he feels the same, and if he doesn't have the courage to act on it then you will.

The first and most important thing you need to do to get the operation going is to kidnap Reggie, Alex and Bobby.

After a little threatening session everyone sang about Luke's idea for tonight, which made you grin like an idiot and feel more confident about your plan. The surprise that he will get when he sees how you sabotaged his plan.

Convincing Luke that it was best for you to come on your own so that they would have more time to prepare was not easy, but in the end you succeeded.

He's not a suit kinda person, but you went along with him to get a dark blue one that looked unreal on him just a few weeks ago, and you knew he would find a way to wear it sleeveless so he will look even more irresistible. You opted for a black dress that fades beautifully to blue towards the bottom of the skirt and in which you really look pretty good If you can say it yourself.

Sunset Curve finishes singing the first song, Now or never. It's time for the song Luke wrote for you, but he turns to see his friends scared when he still can't find you in the crowd. They smile at him and start to play the song they practiced with you just a few hours before.

“The way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I'm a house of cards. You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far.”

You walk onto the stage as you start the first verse, Luke is shocked for a few seconds but then grins from ear to ear.

“And you stood there in front of me just... close enough to touch.” He recovers much faster than expected and pulls you by the waist towards him, just the microphone separating you two while he looks at you with the most seductive face you’ve ever seen.

“'Cause I see, sparks fly, whenever you smile... Get me with those green eyes, baby as the lights go down.” He blushes a little and smiles while his eyes are locked on your lips, capturing every move.

After what seems like an eternity, the song ends and before you can even say thank you, Luke's lips crash against yours, and it’s even better than what you’ve dreamed plenty of times. All the people start screaming, but you especially hear Reggie and Alex a few steps away who sound pretty happy for you.

“Reggie, an issue occurred, I have to go, sing home is where my horse is if you want to.” Luke whispers to his friend, before effortlessly carrying you off the stage.

“Admit it, you just want to touch my legs.” You joke while he walks with you on his shoulder.

“I’m in love with a really smart girl.” You stay quiet, your heart wants to jump out of your chest and you don’t even want to imagine how red your face is right now.

The guitarist finally brings you down when you leave the building, and you both walk to the park next door, where you met when you were just kids.

"Do you remember exactly how we met?" He asks while taking your hand.

“Reggie and Alex teamed up to destroy you in a game they invented and I was the only one in the park, so you invited me to join your team. And when we managed to win you said that we were the best duo on the face of the earth, that we had to be best friends forever."

“I sound very intense.”

“You are.”

They both laugh at the memory.

"You were still right."

“When did you finally realize that you loved me?” Luke asks, smirking playfully.

“I've known for a long time, but I didn't dare to admit it until recently.”

He completely accepts my answer and sincerity and smiles at me.

“I always knew that we would end up together, you eat me with your eyes when I'm not wearing a shirt.”

His teasing takes effect and you blush just remembering him in that situation.

He smiles cheekily and then takes mercy on you and changes the subject.

“So, we are the best duo on the face of the earth, best friends forever, and now an official couple?”

“That’s right, handsome and smart. Nice.”

Both approach until their lips touch, the kiss begins calm but quickly becomes more passionate, his tongue claiming every inch of your mouth, his arms strong on your hips. You let this amazing sensations envelop you and you lose yourself in him, happier than you've ever been.

When you are with the right person, everything feels just right.

Thank you for reading!

Taglist:

@siennanoelle01 , @totomoshi , @kiss-themoongoodbye , @writerinlearning

[ssamie]

twelve. “the moon looks beautiful tonight, doesn’t it?”

kozume kenma x fem dazai!reader

(bsd x hq)

tw: mentions of suicide

masterlist.         suicide freak!

"kenma just this once please!!" y/n pleaded with a frown

"literally why?" kenma grumbled back.

they were currently seated by the stairway of the second-year building, five minutes away from being late to their next class, which was history. "because it's fun!" she reasoned "besides, you don't even listen to the lesson, you just play games under your desk" 

"yeah, but it's not considered skipping classes" kenma sighed 

"c'mon kenma, live a little!" she chuckled "then you can die with me afterwards." 

kenma sighed but nodded in reluctance "fine, but please don't kill me" he said with a sigh

"huh? then how are we supposed to die?"

"the point is we're not going to."

after a little bit more convincing, and a very troublesome escape from the school grounds, they were finally on their way off. the pair was walking towards the same riverbank kenma found her on after disappearing

"ah, isn't this nice, kenma-kun?" she said with a content sigh. she was holding a box of apple pie, while kenma chomps on a slice. "the air is nice, the apple pie is nice, the bridge is kinda nice" she hummed

"did you know, this is where i found atsushi-kun on the brink of death from starvation!" she exclaimed with a bright smile 

"i- what?" 

"yes, that's right" she said "ah, good times~" 

"i don't think you should consider that a good time" kenma sweat dropped "also, what's with you lately?" kenma asks her 

"hm? what do you mean?" she responded with a raised brow "you've been kinda.. tamed?" he muttered as more of a question than a statement "like, usually your attempts would be more bizarre." he said with a shrug 

kenma then reached out to grab another slice of the apple pie. that is, until his whole body shuddered. he looked up at her, looking like a shaken up kitten as he immediately shook his head. 

"i don't mean that i want you to start going all crazy again!" he shrieked 

she simply laughed, shaking her head as she sat down on the ground "well then i guess you're fulfilling your promise of keeping me alive, huh?" she mused 

kenma blinked at her words and meekly nodded, a faint smile ghosting his lips "i guess.." he replied "anyways, what are we doing here?" he asks as he takes a seat next to her

"were here to slack off" she responded with a nonchalant grin "work is like, really stressful" she said with an exaggerated sigh 

kenma simply furrowed his brows as he sent her a questioning look "but atsushi said you haven't done anything in like a week-" 

"anyways, kenma." she cut him off "in return of making you skip class, i'll share some of my incredibly utile knowledge to you!" she announced cockily 

"i don't think i need it.. nor do i want it" kenma deadpanned 

"well, i'm gonna tell you anyways" 

"but first, let me beat this level" she said with a cheeky grin as she snatches his PSP from his pocket. as she began to play, kenma simply watched her fingers click the buttons, silently watching as he nibbled on the apple pie 

"now, as i was saying.." she muttered "my knowledge consists of the mafia and their history.." 

"that's kind of relevant right?" she beamed with a small smile 

"no, not really." 

"alright! well, the mafia is kind of fun" she started out 

"im gonna have to disagree." kenma sighed "it's the mafia, why would it be fun?" 

"also, why are we talking about this anyway?" he rolled his eyes playfully at her 

"because its literally all i know about" she chuckled "unless you wanna hear about how to dispose of dead bodies." 

"no." 

"okay. well, in this same spot we're sitting on, there have been at least.. like, maybe one or ten murders?" she cooed out with a small smile. kenma looked at her, face scrunching up as he picked himself up from the ground, holding his apple pie tightly as he walked away 

"goodbye." 

she laughed loudly as she watched him walk away, eyes darting from between the boy and the PSP in her hands "wait! kenma, im kidding!" she yelled out 

"well, im actually not, but.. COME BACK!" 

kenma sighed, looking back only to find her shuffling around with the device in her hands as she screams about losing. 

"kenma you made me lose!" she groaned out. the pudding head simply sighed as he trudged back to her with an unamused look on his face 

"well, whatever" she shrugged it off. she placed the PSP back in his pocket as she jumped up from the ground "you know what we should do?" she mused "we should steal a car and have a road trip!" 

"no! are you crazy?" kenma let out an exasperated sigh 

"i dunno about crazy, but i do know that kunikida-kun has a car and.." she trailed of with a suggesting smirk 

(he prolly doesn't have a car i think, but go along w it 😋) 

"were not gonna steal a car just to go on a road trip." kenma said to her 

"really? i don't think that's the right response, kenma" she slumped out defeatedly 

"we are NOT gonna steal a fucking car-" 

"YOU STOLE THE FUCKING CAR?!" kenma rubbed his temples in distress as she stood proudly before him, holding the car keys with a grin 

"yep!" 

it has been fifteen minutes since she's disappeared, only to come back to announce that she had carnapped kunikida 

"y/n, im pretty sure this is illegal." kenma sighed tiredly "do you even know how to drive?" he asked 

"of course!" she said with an offended scoff "well..last time i drived, it ended in a crash" she mumbled sheepishly "but that's not gonna happen, i promise!" 

kenma looked at her up and down, before shaking his head. "that doesn't sound very promising.." 

"cmon, live a little!" she exclaimed as she unlocked the car doors 

"i won't be able to if i die in a car crash, you understand that right?" 

"that's even better!" 

although despite his disputes, kenma ended up joining her anyways. now, he's seated in the passenger seat while y/n drives the car. music was softly playing through the speakers, though it was getting drowned out by kunikida's yelling, which was emitting through her phone

"oi! you bandage-covered brat, where the hell is my car?!" kunikida exclaimed 

"stop with the names, kunikida-kun!" she whined out "and how dare you accuse me of such!" she exclaimed with a dramatic cry 

kenma simply deadpanned at her as kunikida let out a deep breath from the other line 

"i have very right to accuse you becauSE RANPO TOLD ME IN EXCHANGE OF A CHOCOLATE BAR!" 

"AGH! BUT I MADE HIM PINKY PROMISE NOT TO SAY IN EXCHANGE OF A CHOCOLATE BAR TOO!" 

she fake cried as kunikida continued on scolding her through the phone "now, now, kunikida-kun~" she cooed out "dont go screaming a lot, or else your vocal system gets messed up" she warned "they say you can cough your throat out." 

"you- wait really?" kunikida asked in wonder

"i dunno" she responded nonchalantly 

"STOP RIDICULING ME, BASTARD!" he exclaimed 

"whatever.. there better not be any scratches or dents or i'll kill you myself" it was all he said before hanging up

she pocketed her phone and looked over at kenma, sending him a smile "that went well, won't you say so?" 

"50/50" kenma responded "anyways, where are we going?" he asked her 

"i don't know kenma, i've never done this before" she laughed softly "let's just drive around and stop for food once in a while" she said "let's just talk! preferably about our double suicide" 

kenma laughed at her antics and nodded "okay, i'd like that." 

in the end, they ended up roaming around the city. at some point they stopped by a wine shop to buy all of chuuya's favourite wine just to mess with him

chuuya did in fact come into the shop minutes later and had a fit. 

by the time the sky got darker, kenma suggested going to a mcdonald's for some fries. but sadly, it ended with y/n flirting with the female cashiers, so he had to drag her away. they even stopped by a cliff to 'stargaze' but it ended with y/n trying to make them fall to their deaths, so that ended quite quickly. 

now, they were back in the usual restaurant the agency goes to, having a light dinner. 

"so, kenma-kun, how was our road trip?" she cooed out 

"it was chaotic." he responded "but it was very fun, thanks for that y/n" he said with a smile 

she smiled cockily as she sipped on her coffee, letting out a small chuckle as she does so. "heh, let's just hope kunikida-kun won't notice the scratches on his car" 

kenma shifted nervously in his seat as he noticed kunikida leaning on the back of her seat, as well as atsushi listening in on their conversation. 

"um y/n.." he said nervously, slyly pointing behind her, though she seemed to ignore him anyways 

she snickered under her breath as she continued to talk. "there's so many scratches on the side! and-" she was cut off by kunikida's fist making contact with the side of her head, resulting in her falling off the seat

"y/n-san?!" atsushi called out with widened eyes 

"what did you say, brat?" kunikida asked in a low tone as his tall figure loomed over her 

"a-ah! what did i say?" she mused "i don't think i said anything, kunikida-kun! you must be hearing things!" she laughed sheepishly as she stood up straight once again "and why are you interrupting our dinner, hm?" she asked him 

"shouldn't you be at work? tsk tsk tsk" she clisked her tounge as she shook her head disappointedly 

kenma and atsushi froze in fear as kunikida seemed to have grew angrier by the second. veins popped out of his temple from agitation as he started strangling her, all while she still had that dumb and taunting smile on her face 

"and who gave you, the poster child for sloth and irresponsibility, the right to say that to me?!" he yelled 

"kunikida-san! don't kill her!" atsushi yelled out in panic "why not?! that's exactly what she wants!" kunikida exclaimed 

"ehehehe- AGH!" she coughed out, wheezing slightly as he shook her around 

after a quick minute of calming down, y/n was now back in her seat, facing kenma who was talking about a game he was currently playing "and this one is um- um.." kenma cut himself off, feeling himself grow anxious 

his cat-like eyes look up to meet kunikida looking at him like a disappointed father "is something wrong?" he asked quietly 

"i had trust in you, brat." kunikida said "i thought you were sensible enough to keep the maniac grounded." 

"buT INSTEAD YOU BOTH HAD YOUR FUN CRASHING MY CAR AROUND-" 

kunikida was cut short as y/n slammed her hand on his face and pushed him away with an innocent smile "now, now, kunikida-kun~" she cooed "kenma was talking about his new game, don't interrupt him!" she scolded him 

"i don't care, you're paying me back" he said as he sent her a pointed glare. she simply laughed carelessly at that statement. though her laughter abruptly died down as she spun around to face atsushi. 

"atsushi." she called out 

"y-yeah?" atsushi replied hesitantly 

"as your senior, i command you to pay the cost!" she exclaimed 

"no! also, im older than you!" atsushi yelled at her 

"oya~" she cooed tauntingly at him "but aren't i the one that saved your dying self months ago?!" 

"and to think i believed we had a special bond" she sulked 

"but y/n-san!!" atsushi panicked "I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY!!" 

"work it out~" she cooed as she ushered kenma out of the restaurant "we'll be going now~" 

"are you really making me pay?!" atsushi shrieked 

"bye-bye~" 

"so what do you wanna do to end the night?" she asked him 

they were currently walking around, basking in the moonlight while kenma talks himself up in his mind  "um.. can we go back to the riverbank? like, by the bridge..?" he muttered quietly 

"why? its already so late" she said 

"just- can we just go?" he pleaded "... please?" 

she looked at him and smiled, nodding along silently to his request. the walk to the bridge was quick and quiet. no one was speaking a word, only y/n humming under her breath and the sounds of cars passing by

the whole time, kenma was just screaming in his mind. 

he was pondering over kuroo's oh-so-wise words. the suggestion to confess to her sounded more simpler at the moment. he's been preparing for it the whole day. but now that it was actually happening, he was honestly just considering jumping into oncoming traffic

"were here." she announced 

kenma jolted, sporting a confused expression as he looked around their surroundings 

"it seems you've been so lost in thought that you couldn't even tell we've arrived" she chuckled "so, what's on your mind, kenma?" 

he didn't answer but simply watched her from his peripheral vision. she leaned on the metal railings, resting her hands on the bars as she looked down at the flowing water 

the only light source they had was the moon, and the street lights littered around the bridge 

"um.. it's just that-" he cut himself off with a deep breath 

"that..?" she urged him further 

"i- um-" he stammered nervously 

kenma inhaled deeply through his nose before sighing. "i can't do this." he muttered 

"what is it?" she asked worriedly "are you okay??" 

"is it cause you wanna die with me? are you agreeing to the double-" 

"t-thE MOON LOOKS BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT DOESN'T IT?!" 

"i- why are you screaming?" 

"fuck it. i like you, okay?" 

[stay-tinystars]

Rumors pt 2

Ship: Yeosang x Named female character (Jae Hwa) 

 College AU. ‘Bad’ girl x shy studious Yeosang. 

 Some fluff, some angst, mostly slice of life, a bit chaotic 

 Warnings: overly controlling parents, rumors, cursing, motorcycle. 

 Word count: 2.8k 

 A/N: this is a short series. I hope you all enjoy it. I’m trying out different writing styles as I get back into writing so I hope you enjoy. 

 All of this is pure fiction.❤

She expected to hear from Yeosang, or to see him somewhere at the university over the next week. When she didn't she decided it was best to approach his friends.

"Excuse me, do you know if Yeosang is alright?" Jae approached two of Yeosangs friends in the dining hall, at the usual table. They looked at her in slight shock.

"Yeah, he got in trouble for who knows what now." San shrugged.

"Apparently he got home late, and they grounded him." Wooyoung added.

"What about his schooling?"

"Thats where they got weird. They contacted the professors and got some work packets or some crap" Wooyoung rolled his eyes.

"Oh" she mumbled, as she sat on an empty chair at their table.

"Why do you ask?" She could see mischievous looks in their eyes as they looked at her.

"Well, long story short. He helped me catch my dog, who was running around the park, and we started talking. Then his mom called because he was late. I took him home, gave him my number. Then he disappeared" she rambled, her thoughts piling on top of one another. This was her fault.

"They took his phone. His parents are intense. They treat him like he's 10, instead of an adult" Wooyoung leaned back on his chair, folding his arms, intrigued by the soft 'bad girl' in front of him.

"How do you guys talk to him then"

"Secret messages" San lifted his eyebrows, then laughed, his dimples highlighting his face.

"He messages us through our gaming systems. His parents don't know how to block that"

"Can you tell him I'm sorry"

"I can do you one better" 

"What do you mean?"

The two boys just smiled at each other, mischief glinting in their eyes.

"Meet us at 10 tonight, at the park by his house"

"Why?"

"We're sneaking him out."

The park was dark, it seemed as if the light posts had burned out. She pulled up and parked next to the only car in the small parking lot, three figures stood in the dark.

"Did you have to bring your motorcycle?" Wooyoung asked, as she took off her helmet, and strapped it to the back.

"It's the only thing I have" she responded, placing her hand on her hip. "So how are we doing this?"

"Well you are going to help by being the distraction" Seonghwa nodded

"What kind of distraction?" Jae asked. Her eyes wide.

"Well maybe it's a good thing you brought your bike" San's eyes darkened, as he eyed her motorcycle, and shrugged the bag he was carrying off his shoulder. Her heartbeat picked up.

"I'm not wrecking my bike!"

"We will help you fake it." Wooyoung unzipped the bag, as San handed it to him. She felt like these guys were ganging up on her. Why did she come? Why was she trusting these guys she barely knew? She took a deep breath, and gathered her thoughts. This was for Yeosang, the one she got in trouble. The only guy who hadn't written her off. Maybe these guys weren't so bad, they are Yeosang's friends.

"My baby better not get damaged. I just paid it off!" Her voice was hard, along with her gaze.

"Your bike won't have any harm. We will just lay it down next to the curb in front of Yeosang's house." San held up his pinky, as if he was promising her to keep her bike safe.

"I don't like this idea" her arms folded over her chest, as her eyes narrowed.

"Look, do you want to help Yeosang escape or not?" Wooyoung approached her, she sighed and reluctantly nodded. "Good, now take off your jacket."

"What?"

"Just take off your jacket. It will help with the ruse" Seonghwa smiled. His smile, genuine. She shrugged her jacket off, and watched as Wooyoung opened a jar full of red liquid.

The three boys started smearing fake blood all over her right arm, and over the slits and holes in her jeans, mostly on her right side.

As they informed her of their oddly concocted idea for Yeosangs break out. They told Yeosang to find a clip of screeching brakes to play loudly upstairs, then to flash the lights twice, at which point Jae, who would be out on the curb, would scream. Knowing how Yeosangs parents act they would come out front at which point they would sneak him out the back of the house. 

Jae stood at the end of a driveway, Seonghwa and San had helped lay her motorcycle down a few feet away then ran. She watched the 2nd story window. She saw the light flicker twice, she let a blood curdling scream, bending over holding her 'bloodied' arm to her chest, along with her helmet. A few moments later the front door opened.

Jae started cursing, and acting just as the boys had coached her.

"Did you see that jerk! He ran me off the road!" She yelled.

"Well what do you expect riding a death trap!" Yeosang's mothers judgemental voice rang in her ears. The boys were right, Yeosangs mother was a piece of work.

"I wasn't in the wrong!" Jae defended herself. "I was just doing the speed limit, when that car came out of nowhere and side swiped me. Did no one see it?" 

"Do you even live in this neighborhood?" Her words sounded like venom, Jae could feel the judging eyes, she always did. 

"I was visiting a friend." Jae was appalled, they hadn't even blinked an eye at her 'injuries' nor had they asked if she was okay. She couldn't act any longer, she shook her head, and grimaced. "If you guys won't help me, I'll take myself to the hospital" Jae put her helmet on faking gasps of pain. She raised up her bike, and started it.

How Yeosang, one of the sweetest people she had ever met, had come from that toxic household she couldn't understand. She sped off towards the park. Hoping she had given them enough time to help Yeosang escape. She parked her bike, and took off her helmet, watching around her. She saw four shadows approaching warily, along the tree line.

"Oh my God! Jae are you okay?" Yeosangs voice was concerned, as he hurried towards her.

"I'm fine" she stated, leaning against her bike.

"You don't look fine, your arm, your leg! We need to get you to the ER." His panicked face only seemed to grow in worry as he continued to analyze Jae.

"Did you jerks not tell him anything?" Jae shook her head, standing up and walking over to the hood of the car where her jacket sat.

"Well we told him you were helping us out." San started.

"We just spaced the whole, covering you in blood and pretending you got into an accident." Wooyoung finished. 

"It's all fake, don't worry, Yeosang." Jae started rubbing her arm trying to get off the fake blood, it didn't budge or smear. "What did you guys put on me?"

It turns out San is a theater major. Which is why he had fake blood. However he had mixed too much coloring into it, so he insisted that they should all return to his small two bedroom apartment, which he and his roommateYunho shared. That's where he had the items to take off the fake blood. The apartment was small, yet comfortable. Jae had been guided into the small bathroom by San, who showed her the cleanser, and how to use it. Jae took off her shirt, so she was in her tank top, staring at herself in the mirror over the sink as she tried to scrub off all the fake blood, with the stage makeup remover. There was a knock at the slightly opened door.

"Hey, thanks for the help tonight" Yeosang said as he poked his head in.

"You're welcome. I knew you told me about your parents. I never expected them to be so harsh." She ran the rag under hot water, to start rinsing off her skin, which was mostly free of the fake blood.

"You met my mom" he stated as he closed the toilet lid and sat down watching her.

"She's a piece of work. She never even asked if I was OK. Just kept going on about how my motorcycle was a death trap. " 

"She really hates motorcycles."

"I can tell. But answer me this. How did you end up so sweet when she is just…. Ugh" Jae threw her head back.

"My dad is quite nice, but he does whatever she says. He says it's out of love, but I think he's just as scared of her as the rest of us are." His shoulders slumped, as he stared at the floor. Jae watched his actions. He reminded her of the hurt animals at the shelter, who couldn't understand why they had been mistreated. Her heart broke for him, no one should ever feel that way, especially from a parent. 

"I'm sorry Yeosang." Jae started with a sigh,, "She's just so infuriating, I can see the toxicity. I know this is hard for you" she grabbed the hand towel and patted her arm to dry it. He looked up at her then stared at the wall in front of him.

"It is hard. I need out. This was the last straw. I've been practically imprisoned for the past week." His head dropped into his hands. "I'm going to stand up to them. I'm moving out. I have to. I can't live like this."

Jae wanted to respond to his sudden resolve, but  she didn't know what to say to confirm his feelings, nor how to comfort him. So she walked over, crouched down, and hugged him. He immediately returned the embrace. She held him, until her legs started to cramp, from her awkward position between the toilet and bathtub. She pulled back, and stood up then softly took his cheeks in her hands, encouraging him to look her in the eyes.

"This won't be easy, but I'm here for you. So are your amazing friends. We want you to be happy." She rubbed her thumb softly over his birthmark. "I like your birthmark." Her thoughtful words shocked him slightly. He was always so self conscious about his birthmark.

"You don't have to lie." he muttered, as he softly grabbed her hand, stopping her movements.

"I'm not. I really like your birthmark. It brings a light to your eyes."

He just shook his head, and dropped her hand.

"Yeosang look here" , she said, turning around. There on her left shoulder blade was a large brown birthmark. It looked almost like a nimbus cloud. She had a crescent moon tattooed above it, and the cloud looked like it was raining stars down.

"Yeosang, when I was young I always got made fun of for my birthmark. I hated it. I hated wearing tank tops, I hated swimming, because I knew everyone would see it." She paused and looked at the ground. "Then I got older, and a friend pointed out that it looked like a cloud. As I learned to love me I decided to enhance its beauty without covering it, so I got the moon and stars tattooed. Our birthmarks, and scars are beautiful. They tell stories, and make us unique." She smiled as she turned, looking at the artwork on her shoulder in the mirror as best as possible.

"Do you have any other tattoo's?" He asked. She nodded.

"I have two others, both incorporate some scars" her smile, and gaze seemed distant.

"Can I see those?" He asked. She smiled at him, and cooked her head to the side.

"No" she responded, as she grabbed her shirt off the counter and slipped it back on. She then walked out of the bathroom, making a sure end to this conversation.

So the rumors he heard of her having tattoos were true. However he doubted that she had a death tarot card tattoo, or that she had a prison tattoo with how cute the one on her shoulder is.

That night Yeosang made plans with the group on how he was going to stand up to his parents. Whom they were sure, were losing their minds being as he had successfully gotten out.

The next day was Saturday, and Jae was working her shift in the back of the shelter. Her text tone went off as she filled another bowl of food. It was an unknown number

-Jae

-What are you doing?

-Want to come to the library. I need your help

-Oh btw it's Wooyoung

-Sure, the one on campus. I'll see you there at 5

-I get off at 4. Can I just meet you at the library at 5"

He left her hanging with no response.

-How did you get my number?

When she arrived at the library on campus she was greeted by a quiet Wooyoung.

"What do you need help with?" She asked, only to be grabbed by her wrist, and dragged into the two story library. She tried pulling free, with no luck. Wooyoung stopped below the balcony on the second story.

"But, soft! What light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Yeosang is the sun" Wooyoung cooed as Yeosang stepped into view from the second story of the library.

"What are you going on about now woo?" Yeosang groaned.

"He speaks: O, speak again, bright angel! for thou art As glorious to this night, being o'er my head As is a winged messenger of heaven"

"How can you memorize part of Romeo and Juliet, and yet you can't remember any of your biology class?"

"Well i'm trying to woo girls. I'll memorize anything for that." Wooyoung winked at Jae, she just rolled her eyes.

"You are crazy if you think standing below someone and quoting Shakespeare will woo them, Wooyoung" she responded, shaking her head.

"Oh, Jae you're here" Yeosang looked over the railing with a smile. "I'd much rather talk to you" , his eyes shining.

"I'm the one that asked you to come over here!" Woo argued.

"She's prettier than you" 

"Hey!"

"Can someone just tell me why am I here?" Jae laughed. Wooyoung's smile became mischievous.

"I need your help, removing him from the library" he pointed towards where Yeosang had been. Then groaned as he grabbed her wrist again and started towards the stairs.

"Why?" Jae questioned, "He's an adult, he can stay here as long as he wants."

"You don't get it. We kind of broke into his parents house. "

"You what?" Yeosang yelled, as he walked down the stairs.

"Well, we wanted to make sure you actually would move out. Plus I knew you needed clothes." Wooyoung scratched his head. 

"Who's 'we' " Yeosang pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration.

"San and I. We ended up being stuck in your room when your parents came back, and I was lucky and got out your window. But I think San is still under your bed."

"Wooyoung, that is how people end up in jail" Jae's voice quiet, yet stern, as she placed her hand on Wooyoung's shoulder making him face her. "You can't break into people's houses!"

"We didn't really break in. The code was easy to guess" The gravity of the situation, seeming to finally sink in.

"That doesn't make it less illegal" She almost hissed.

"We've got to save San. I guess I'm facing my parents sooner than I thought" Yeosang groaned, as he started to lead them out of the library.

Soon enough they were back where they were the night before, at the small park by Yeosangs parents' house. Yeosang was trying to convince Jae to come with him, as support while wooyoung helped sneak San out.

"Your parents are going to recognize me from last night if I come with you!" Jae argued.

"But I think they will handle you better than him. They think he's a bad influence." Yeosang motioned towards Wooyoung, who was watching the two argue as if it were a drama while leaning against his car.

"And having me come with you, with my purple undercut, and eyebrow piercing will be a good thing? Plus your mom already thinks I'm a heathen because of my motorcycle. I don't think I'm one who should join you."

Jae found herself standing next to Yeosang as he knocked on the front door of his parents house. He was holding onto her wrist tightly. She was sure this is how she was going to die.

[chwesangel]

My sunshine ☼ Felix

Lee Felix x Reader

Neutral reader + Fluff + Non Idol AU

Words: 1.8k+

As the weather grew hotter, your feelings for your best friend grew too. Felix has been the light in your life since the moment you met in middle school but recently your feelings had turned more romantic than platonic.

—

5 years ago

"Can I sit here?"

You looked up toward the voice and met eyes with a soft looking boy who's cheeks were dusted with freckles and a light blush.

You smiled and nodded, giggling when you saw him fumble with his backpack as he moved into the seat next to you. "I'm Y/N." You said, holding out your hand for him to shake.

"I'm Felix." He responded and took your hand.

'Oh my gosh... Tiny...' you thought to yourself, looking down at his hand. "New here?" You questioned.

He nodded and before he could say anything else your teacher started class.

3 years ago

Ever since the afternoon Felix sat next to you, you guys were practically attached at the hip. Today the two of you were sitting on his couch playing Mario Kart and after what felt like the 20th round he put the controller down and looked over to you.

"Ready for school tomorrow?" He asked.

You shook your head. "No, not really. What if we don't have any classes together? Who else am I supposed to talk to?"

He laughed. "I'll still see you at lunch and between classes and after school and literally every second we're not in class."

"Promise you won't replace me with someone else though? And especially not a girlfriend or boyfriend. I come first." You joked

He laughed and held out his pinky. "I swear on my gaming skills"

You gasped and linked your fingers. "Woah that's a big risk, sunshine."

Sunshine. You had started calling that one night you guys had stayed up later than usual and we're sitting on your roof.

4 years ago

"Are you okay?" he asked, laying a hand on your shoulder.

You nodded. "It's just been hard I guess. School stresses me out, friends are too much drama anymore."

"Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"

"Just you being here with me is helping. You make my days easier and my life brighter. Like my own personal sunshine."

He smiled at that. "Your own personal sunshine, huh?"

"My sunshine." You laughed and poked his cheek.

1 year ago

You sure hoped Felix's gaming skills reflected his broken promise. Near the end of the school year he had started dating one of your mutual friends, Melody. Now don't get me wrong you were happy for him but he completely brushed you to the side.

Every time you wanted to hang out there would be something else taking his attention. "Sorry I can't, me and Mel have a date tonight." or "Not tonight, I have to help Mel study. Summer school, you know?" and your least favorites were the "I have to cancel tonight, Y/N Im sorry. Mel asked me to come over."

You were glad they got along so well and that he was so happy but you hadn't hung out all summer. Them constantly being together would be fine if he hadn't straight up canceled plans to hang out with her without a second thought.

By the end of the summer they had broken up and you got your best friend back. You spent the next two weeks taking care of him and doing anything you could to make him feel better. Deep down you were almost happy about the breakup which killed you. You felt guilty but then again, could anyone blame you for being happy that Felix was spending time with you again?

—

Now it was the last week before summer began. The last week before you were finally done with school. The last week before you and Felix would be adults and have responsibilities that took up most of your time.

You guys agreed that you'd be roommates once you moved out of your parents houses. You agreed that you'd help each other with anything and everything. You agreed that regardless of what happened, you'd support each other endlessly.

As the final day of school came to an end, you and Felix walked out of the building with a cheer, the air filled with laughed and excitement for summer.

"Soooooo Y/N," He started as you guys got into his car. "You thinking beach bonfire or drive-in movie to kick off the start of our adult lives?"

You chuckled and thought for a moment. "Bonfire, then we climb up to my roof like we used to and just talk, yeah?"

He nodded "Sounds perfect." He said with a smile.

—

The sun had started to set and you were in Felix's car again, driving down to the beach. He had the radio loud and the two of you sang along to whatever overplayed song came on. Everything felt perfect in that moment and you silently prayed that it would never end.

Once you had reached your destination, you guys grabbed whatever you would need and made your way out to the beach. The blanket had been laid out and he got the fire started, Felix took a seat next to you.

"I don't think I'm ready to grow up, Y/N." He whispered.

You laid your hand on his back and rubbed slow circles. "Me either but we're going to be here for each other through everything, right?"

He nodded. "I know that I kinda sorta broke the promise last time we did this but can we promise each other something?" He said whole holding out his pinky.

You took it in yours. "Of course we can."

"We'll still be there to support each other even if someone else comes into the picture? Even if we get married and start a family with someone other than each other?"

Other than each other... You didn't want to start a life with anyone other than him. You wanted him to keep being your own personal sunshine. You didn't want to have to share. But you couldn't tell him that.

"I promise, sunshine." You said with a smile.

The night carried on slowly, but you wouldn't want it to go any faster. At some point you had ended up in his arms, laying against his chest. You could hear his every heat beat, every embarrassed noise he made when you brought up an old story, and everything bright laugh as you two reminisced about all the times you had spent together while growing up.

You two grew up together. He was there for every heartbreak when your crush didn't like you back, he was there to comfort you every time your parents fought, he was there to help you study for every test and there to take you out for ice cream to make you feel better if you failed, he was there for every big moment of your life.

Just as he was there for you, you were there for him. You saw the good, the bad, the scared, everything. If someone had asked what your world was like before him you probably couldn't answer.

Because over time he had become your whole world.

Every time you looked at him your heart was filled with so much joy you felt like it could burst. It wasn't until recently you had realized how beautiful his laugh sounded, or how dull the world seemed when he wasn't by your side.

You had fallen completely in love with the boy who you had relied on since the first day you met. You could only hope that maybe he felt the same.

"We should probably get going so we can actually sit on your roof to stargaze while the stars are still out." Felix laughed and shifted to get up.

You stood up and stretched before staring to gather your things and Felix put out the fire. Once you were back at his car you put everything in the trunk and before you could get in Felix stopped you.

"I love you, Y/N. I really don't know where I'd be without you." He whispered while pulling you into a hug.

You hugged him back as tightly as you could and held onto him like your life depended on it. "I love you too, Lix. More than anything."

You two stayed like that for a minute before he pulled away with a sigh. A smile was plastered on his face as he walked to the drivers side and got in.

The drive was silent except the gentle music that came from the speakers and Felix humming along to it. He pulled into your driveway and the two of you walked over to the side of your house and climbed up onto your roof.

—

You guys had sat for awhile, talking about plans for the future, how you felt about school being over, summer plan, anything and everything you could.

Eventually the topic had moved to love, family, once again your guys' future. You felt nervous as you debated telling him about your feelings. Once you had decided you would you went to open your mouth to say something but he spoke up first.

"Y/N, I can't imagine a future that isn't with you. You're all I can see. I'm so in love with you... I just wish I had told you earlier. I understand if you don't feel the same I just... I wanted you to know..." He said while taking your hand in his.

"You mean that?" You whispered back to him.

He nodded. "With all my heart."

"I love you too. I have for awhile now. I love you a lot more than I knew I could actually." You said.

He smiled and leaned in to kiss you. When the two of you pulled away he smirked at you and said "Who needs to look up when I can see the stars in your eyes right now."

You rolled your eyes at his cheesy line and tapped the tip of his nose. "Yeah well I can find at least three constellations in your freckles right now. You're even prettier than the night sky, you know that sunshine?"

"That's ironic." He laughed and kissed you again.

—

Years had passed and you and Felix were together now. Despite the occasional arguments that all couples had, everything was perfect. You were happier than you knew was possible with him and he felt the same. Living in a small apartment in the city with your soulmate made each day feel like heaven on earth. He was your heaven on earth.

With your hands interlocked, you guys walked along the same beach you had gone to the night you confessed to each other. At some point he stopped and when you turned to look at him he was down on one knee pulling something out from his pocket.

"Y/N, remember when I said I couldn't imagine a future that wasn't with you? Well I wanna make that a reality. You are my future. So will you marry me?" He said with a worried smile on his face.

You laughed excitedly and nodded while he got up to kiss you. "Of course I'll marry you, sunshine." you whispered with a smile as big as possible.

(Admin Angel ☀️)