#(i dont speak a lick of hindi i would probs d word if i get sent there)
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(sending one email shouldnt give me so much fucking anxiety but it does sdygcysdgduygdygysud i hate doing i.mmigration-related stuff)
#negative ;#tw: vent#ooc / on mobile!#(its not even the actuall immi stuff but prepwork for it but my god i feel sick anyway lmao)#(every day i curse my naive high school self that just blindly applied to random unis without thinking)#(I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME I COULD HAVE DONE THIS WHOLE IMMI THING LATER BUT NOOOO IM HERE NOW SO I CAN ONLY DO IT OR ELSE ITS A HIGH WASTE)#(AHHHHHHHH I WANT TO SCREAM OVER THIS but its also just 1 email AAAH THAT MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM MORE)#(if i rewind time i am telling my younger self to just go to a local uni bc sure i had a lot of new experiences but i also have anxiety now)#(and depression but i think that was always there and moving alone across the world really highlighted it)#(every day i live in the great fear that if i fuck this up then im gonna get kicked out and then where do i go lol india?? hell no)#(i dont speak a lick of hindi i would probs d word if i get sent there)#(the concept of geo-political units and restrictive assignment and segregation to such was a FUCKING MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!)#(I HATE THIS WHY IS THE WORLD LIKE THIS REWIND THIS SHIT ALREADY SUHCUISICUSGSC)
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