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sansa/arya/dany, your stans could never make me hate the other two of you 💞✨
#the real reason we'll never see a dream of spring is because it is actually just a 800+ page picnic that sansa arya and dany are having#and even grrm is struggling to come up with enough food descriptions to fill that many pages#oh you have fantasies about arya killing sansa upon their reunion?#why don't you take some 'ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ꜰʟᴏᴡꜱ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʙᴏᴛʜ yᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛꜱ. yᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅꜱ yᴏᴜ' and lay down for an hour#oh you think sansa is going to exile arya from the north or some adjacent bs?#maybe you should sip on some 'ɪɴ ꜱᴀɴꜱᴀ'ꜱ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍꜱ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ʟᴏꜱᴛ.#ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀʀyᴀ' and go for a long walk to clear your head#oh you think the endgame big bad in either stark girls story is dany-another traumatized child who was victimized at the hands of grown men#how fascinating - i am taking fervent notes on your insightful points and definitely not backing away slowly towards the exit#sansa stark#arya stark#daenerys targaryen#asoiaf#got#game of thrones#a song of ice and fire
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i feel bad about it but "he killed eighty people in two days" in The Avengers just doesn't seem like that high a number to me? it'd be high for a normal person, but in supervillainy terms that's... a bit crap, really isn't it?
no wonder Thor was so quick to say "he's adopted" the honour of the family is at stake here, you can't let the humans think that's the best any of them can do D:
#the avengers (2012)#(i have to specify which avengers so i can sort my thor-and-his-mates posts from my steed-and-emma-peel ones)#(i'll just assume someone's already written that crossover)#brodinsons (bringing-shame-upon-the-family edition)#queue#it's only like one every half hour or one every 15 minutes if he stops to sleep and eat and piss and so on#well he wasn't feeling his best he was clearly looking a bit under the weather i'm sure on a normal day he could do way better than that#not to make the obvious comparison here but we saw sylvie kill about one or two people per minute on occasion didn't we?
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having Frankenstein Hangster AU thoughts.
#should definitely be sleeping but this cold is killing me#nixie story ideas#nixie personal#like should i expand upon the thoughts and fully develop this bitch#or should i double shot the cold meds and forcible knock myself out to sleep for 12 hours instead?#??????#hangster#sereshaw#tgm
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https://x.com/FilmUpdates/status/1826219371762520415?t=dKB-W68C0rh58bXI61LP7g&s=19
ok miss thing

ok now tell me she falls in love with her half brother or something while doing all that murdering
#asks#anya taylor joy#people#regardless. yyaaaaasssd anya on the television <333 hours upon hours of anya on the tv killing people <333 yayy yippieeeeee even
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#star fetchers#peripeteia#sanyati#if i had a nickel for every time there was an MC in a (cyber)punk dystopia#who upon waking up or starting their life had to kill 100+ people over the course of an hour#id have two nickels#which isnt a lot but its weird it happened twice#myart#my art
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I like how whenever I watch AstralSpiff or Backseat play a new Poppy Chapter it’s pretty clear what game that they devs had been playing before hand lmao,, Chapter 4 being very clearly referencing to the Resident Evil 4 underground factory insect fights with how it was framed
#disco speaks!#honestly the most interesting chapter is still chapter 3 to me because there’s a consistent antagonist and it expounds on that story with#every step as well as actually showing the playcare and hour of joy#i don’t like the franchise because of what happened with the devs and the merch and NFTs and just general stuff with MOB#but like yeah. the more it digs down it just gets more vague and expansive to the point where it’s like where do the characters draw theline#like Doey hates the doctor but works with him but also hates Poppy more for also being abused but doesn’t hate Kissy or Mommy??#the prototype is probably not going to the live up to the hype because it’s been dragged out for too long#why the fuck is the player here? four chapters and over like I’ll give them like 15 hrs of playtime#(if even that) and there’s like been several antagonists with like catnap and the doctor being the most interesting and tied into the#big bad evil. also like I feel bad for the kids obviously but then the hour of joy where it’s like poppy are sad that ‘innocent’ people were#killed but also like is LIKE WHO DO WE EVEN CARE ABOUT??#the player who is just a witness to the thing and barely has a stake in this#why is kissy nice like sometimes having the audience questioning the story and lore to be interested#but it’s like security breach a moment of thought and it’s just like this game is built on really nothing but wanting to make a game#and I love security breach but that’s not how you write a story#there’s good parts of poppy playtime and security breach but they don’t make up for the lack of planning for either#like at least security breach came all at once and there’s been other games to set the precedent and premise#but to quote the stupid meme poppy playtime insists upon itself#and by the way im not talking shit about the fandom or anything like that cause like#I’d be a hypocrite and im still following the story and will watch the next chapter when it comes out. it still deserves critism#and there’s also suspension of disbelief to go with it and I do enjoy it sometimes#and there’s also respect for the artists and story writers and the coders who care about their work and craft#the sound designers and the voice actors and everyone in between#ughhh I don’t know
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(Hammer anon)
Hi =]
It's worth mentioning that the twins did have a pretty solid understanding of what they were signing up for
That good to know! I think I’m just very used to arceus offering people a deal and then Not Explaining the Consequences (very… fae coded I suppose lol). It’s very sweet that despite all this they still agreed. Ingo wants to help people!! Of course he does. Every time I look into their in game quotes I’m always taken aback at how supportive and kind they both are. Like. Ingo is Nothing but encouraging and so so happy to see people succeed and grow. It makes sense that that sort of care would carry over to protecting the people he cares about (and even those he might not know!). Emmet is very similar- while he may be more to the point and use less words, he’s still super encouraging and kind! Even when he wins he still encourages you to come back and try again and again- he loves winning more than anything but even when he loses he’s still super happy!
I think that’s sort of character for them has faded in and out over time, and it’s super nice to see it. In the end, both the twins are fundamentally kind people that want others to grow.
… I forgot where I was going with that! Something something you are doing a fantastic job representing that with this story and how they act/ the decisions they make.
he has to made more of an effort to be kind and understanding and patient and gracious than he fucking wants to.
Customer service attitude sneaks up on him even without running a subway /silly
There is. So much here I could gush over (how much emmet cares for ingo, how much he respects his brother and his want for others to understand and acknowledge him as well) but the. They love encourager so much and want to help each other and although they struggle to find ways to do so, and cannot use the methods they used to, they still find ways to support and help each other though this. They still have eachother’s backs no matter what- even after such a huge shift in tracks.
There is something verrry sweet about that. (A real “would you love me if I was a worm over 120 ft mechanical bearing bond comprehension / a magical mechanic that can make metal float?”)
It’s funny to imagine Emmet being at the end of his rope talking with someone, and ingo just. Walking up to them and the other person hurrying away. (Well. It’s funny if you don’t think about it to much)
That trust IS earned, that kindness is repaid.
I have many thoughts of the twins being kind no matter what. Even with nearly every odd turned against them and forever changed, they are kind. And, eventually, that kindness is returned. Love that message- it’s a hard one to internalize but it’s so worth spreading.
… you are giving me fic ideas. (Not necessarily related to this au but)
No one else has heard him speak since the change, but Emmet listens, and Emmet is thrilled at every opportunity he has to hear him.
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I swear I had more to say here. This is just very sweet and I want to gesture at it with strong emotion (love listening to people talk. It’s so nice to hear them just speak. I’m sure for emmet and ingo it’s. So much.)
they'd also be able to train and grow and continue to push eachother to greater heights, even if one of them is warden and the other isn't.
“You grow stronger by matching yourself against a strong opponent. Please do your best and run toward the destination, an even higher state."
“Winning against us is a milestone in your life. You can rack up more and more. Please move on toward an even greater goal!"
“it was very fun! You want to win, and I don't want to lose. That's real. When we clash in battles, I feel very excited!"
“We won, but I am not really satisfied. I can tell that you won't give up. Because you will be much, much stronger. That's why we are waiting for you to come back!"
Yeah I think so too.
I can just imagine how they would encourage each other to keep getting stronger- even when far away from one another. Better combinations! New strategies! Just for the next time the other visits.
no special interest in trains (yet,)
I know the focus had been mostly on the getting used to everything in huisi but I would Love to hear about adventures in the future. I will. Ask specific questions in another ask! But feel free to ramble about anything so I can ping some ideas around =]
Emmet can solve nearly every problem… monster or a tragedy or a weapon.
Not quoting that entires sections here as it’s rather long- but ough. I Know I keep going back to “the relationship they have is so sweet” but you are Killing me here. Emmet knowing he can take care of ingo… finding his new form buetiful thanks to the gifts he was given… being there and letting his brother rapid fire informations and rambles and thoughts… ingo being able to make his brother feel safe, being able to feel and sense him in ways that he never had before…
Seeing the other hurting and wishing with all their heart to comfort the other. Just doing their best to make sure the other knows that they are there for them, no matter what.
they made me realize I have autism.
Yeah. Yup. I have the braking suspicion that a Lot of people had that realization (I! Also had that realization.)
Ingo does mention that he thinks he recalls him and emmet used to “battle and discuss Pokémon, I think” so it makes sense they would do the same here! Even if ingo himself is the ���Pokemon” lol.
The most successful way Ingo finds to help Emmet sleep is actually by giving him his own room aboard.
https://imgur.com/a/7wKhc3Q
(This is a link to a drawing- You can totally post it on your answer tho!)
Just a sketch- fighting the combination of executive distinction + other ideas in my head + wanting to keep some of the other stuff a surprise
I know! I skipped a lot of details (trust me I am chewing on All of them- I just may not have known what to add / not had anything to comment about it) but man I. Am shaking this around like a chew toy.
Hiii :DD Hi welcome back!
I think I’m just very used to arceus offering people a deal and then Not Explaining the Consequences
Mhhhhm. That's a common fandom trope, and one that I'm frankly not very fond of. I have a lot of thoughts and opinions about how Arceus is handled in fandom and I don't want to get into all of them right now, but broadly in all my AUs where Arceus is involved, I try to write it sort of like a benign background grand master. It orchestrates these events and conclusions, but tries to avoid getting directly involved where possible. In my AUs, Arceus is actively avoiding being malicious whenever it is present and everything is done for a reason.
So in the case of Mecha AU, where it is directly getting involved in a drastic way, I want to actually give it a chance to have a character in the story than just being a 'deus ex machina.' (HAH. double pun) Most of that is through nuance, which is why I've been quick clarify that Ingo and Emmet knew what would happen and why I made Arceus' blessing so specific. It comes back as an key character later in their story, although that's a tale for a different time. Mainly, it's just really important to me that Arceus actually gets to Be a character instead of a plot point. It has motivations, goals, and a personality.
Every time I look into their in game quotes I’m always taken aback at how supportive and kind they both are. [...] Something something you are doing a fantastic job representing that with this story and how they act/ the decisions they make.
🥺 That actually means more than I can say. I've noticed that this particular trait does often get either overlooked (especially in?? Emmet's case??? for some reason??) or otherwise written in a way that doesn't quite feel right to me. I'm glad that this specific trait comes across in my work because i care about it a lot and it's the thing I focus on most when attempting to create anything about the twins.
I don't feel like I get it right all the time either, to be honest, but I do try my best. The way they're written canonically is so compelling to me but gamefreak please..... they have so few lines.... there is so little to work with. God knows I'm going to stretch it as far as I can but pokemon is just kind of Like This (vague gestures towards stories with a young target audience and casts way too large to thoroughly develop each arbitrary character)
In the end, both the twins are fundamentally kind people that want others to grow.
(To summarize: This ^)
[Jericho-Typical ramble below:]
Customer service attitude sneaks up on him even without running a subway /silly
It does!!!! It does and he HATES it!!! I think they should be nice to him and give him a break. I also think Emmet should get to go to a rage room as a treat.
They still have eachother’s backs no matter what- even after such a huge shift in tracks. [...] There is something verrry sweet about that.
THEY DO!!! THEY DO and it's SO important to me.
They would still love eachother if the other was a wurmple. If Emmet was a wurmple he could live in Ingo's lungs with the rest of the wild wurmple colony (JOKE) (But not entirely. because. Ingo does have a couple of stowaway bugs in his vents now and then. He's so big that if he sits very, very, very still, they'll climb on him like he's any other mountain or building. Emmet keeps having to remove them from the premises so their webs and nests don't block the airways, but Ingo keeps letting them back in when Emmet isn't looking) <- He can get away with this because bug types are known to have fewer brain cells (intensely affectionate) so they don't immediately clock him as giant living threat
[Doodle from a few years ago]
It’s funny to imagine Emmet being at the end of his rope talking with someone, and ingo just. Walking up to them and the other person hurrying away. (Well. It’s funny if you don’t think about it to much)
Actually, since Emmet tends to stay nearby him and Ingo can reach very far, MY funny visual is Emmet just. TOTALLY pissed at somebody. and Ingo reaches over with his claw to drag Emmet away by the collar of his coat. This is not realistic. He probably just lets Emmet climb onto the inside edge of his claw and carries him off, but the first option is a lot funnier to imagine.
I have many thoughts of the twins being kind no matter what. Even with nearly every odd turned against them and forever changed, they are kind. And, eventually, that kindness is returned. Love that message- it’s a hard one to internalize but it’s so worth spreading.
I feel a sappy kind of complicated feeling that I'm not quite sure how to put into words other than, y eah 🥺
The one thing that has never failed me is being kind. If nothing else succeeds, I am a firm believer that being kind cannot be completely overlooked, even in the face of fear, uncertainty, and anger. Kindness heals a lot more than people realize, even if you're directing it at other people. So, in stories I write, I also find it hard to write characters who are genuinely kind and caring in conflict with the people around them ksjdhgsg Call it a flaw, it probably is one, but man im a sap for kindness as a universal mediator.
… you are giving me fic ideas. (Not necessarily related to this au but)
:D!!! I'm thrilled to hear it!! If you ever write anything do let me know!! I love when my work can inspire other people to create things of their own, genuinely makes me so happy.
( ╥ ᴗ ╥) love listening to people talk. It’s so nice to hear them just speak. I’m sure for emmet and ingo it’s. So much.
I didn't have a lot specific to add to this but it reminded me of one of the first drawings I did of the Engineer and Mecha Ingo (This is from 2022) and I guess today is art day because I really wanna share some of the doodles I've made over the years of these two
Emmet IS in this drawing he's just very very small.
This makes me want to draw something new between the two of them. A quiet conversation or something with Ingo talking while Emmet listens. I'm not sure if/when I'll have time but it would be really nice 🥺
I know the focus had been mostly on the getting used to everything in huisi but I would Love to hear about adventures in the future. I will. Ask specific questions in another ask! But feel free to ramble about anything so I can ping some ideas around =]
Ohhhhohohohh......... This is not a good topic to let me ramble about anything. We've been mostly talking about Hisui so far, but the majority of my time with this AU until the last year or so was spent hyperfixated on Post-Hisui. I would say that just as much of the story takes place after Hisui as it does in Hisui, and I think the most important note about their "adventures in the future" is that, getting to that future is the hard part.
The Engineer, as previously mentioned in the main masterlist, falls into a coma not long after Ingo sinks into the ocean. Ingo... Does not. or, not right away. Emmet's sleep is very... different. And specific. It's unnatural. Forced. And, if you'll recall from that same initial post, Emmet will not die as long as Ingo is still alive. He's functionally immortal.
But that means that Ingo is still there, at the bottom of the ocean. He has internal oxygen stores. He has onboard water and power. He doesn't need to "eat food," necessarily. He can last for a long time without any external help, in large part because he can't move. (Half buried in the sand, the weight of the ocean is too great.) He's not using up the normally vast amount of energy he requires to function.
And he waits. and waits... and... ...The worst part is, Ingo doesn't have any point of reference for what is going on outside. He doesn't know what the people of Hisui are doing, he doesn't know where Emmet is. He doesn't know that Emmet falls into an unshakeable sleep right on cue alongside his own internal systems shifting to a power-saving hibernation.
Ingo is alone under the water for a very, very long time.
That's all I'll say for now. I'm very ill about it and I don't want to ramble too long when you've mentioned sending a different ask about it another time. Ingo's time under the ocean is, a lot, and none of it is happy.
Seeing the other hurting and wishing with all their heart to comfort the other. Just doing their best to make sure the other knows that they are there for them, no matter what.
No matter what happens now or in the future, this is what their relationship is based on. As much as that love and care is the thing that fuels them, it's also one of the things that hurts the most. They care SO much, more than anything, yet sometimes they care so much that it aches. their whole story is like this unfortunately and I uhhmmm,,,,,,, i havent found a way to, fix that. so I'm working on that part.
I can't quote that whole section either because it really is so much, but I keep rereading it too. It does give a very good perspective into how both of them feel and the experiences they're having. In a way, I think it does a better job than most of my other explanations.
[The most successful way Ingo finds to help Emmet sleep is actually by giving him his own room aboard.] https://imgur.com/a/7wKhc3Q This is a link to a drawing- You can totally post it on your answer tho!
[Drawn by Hammer Anon]

DUUUUUDE!!!! THIS IS SO CUTE OH MY GOSHHH 😭😭🥺 I've been staring at this all evening. This is so lovely and sweet and peaceful... I especially love how you've personalized Emmet's space here. He looks so comfortable in the hammock

The way you've drawn his core is extremely fascinating to me but does make sense based on my extremely limited description. Mentally noting this down for later I didn't give a good description of Ingo's core, but this is what it was ""supposed"" to look like:
I put ""supposed"" in quotations because while this was my first idea from years ago, it also feels extremely lackluster, so I've been wanting to redesign completely it for a while. But also holy shit please if anyone knows what that ^ shape is called I spent SO long trying to look it up with no results and I really don't want to just call it the Fruit Gusher Shape because surely there's an actual word for this kind of twelve sided shape (ignoring the bottom side-view drawing don't worry about that one)
Anyway
The funny thing is, I HAVE tried to draw Emmet's room several times, but your sketch is actually closer to how it looks in my head than any of the drawings I've made. This is because. All fictional locations in my brain operate on dream logic and generally have incomprehensible non-Euclidian structures. So genuinely this is exactly how I envision it when I talk about it.
The room is rectangular (longer than it is wide) in my head but this ^ was for a school project with specific requirements. Again, really don't like how Ingo's core looks here so I'm thinking of redoing it entirely/almost entirely. I like the closer/more cramped/more homey vibe of the sketch more than the digital one.
The way you drew it actually makes me really happy, and I'm thinking maybe I should push aside how I think it's "supposed" to look in order to actually mess around with how it Really looks in my head. You got the computer terminal basically perfect, and I love the addition of the pearl clan banner + the little gliscor plush/toy. Super lovely 🥺
I know! I skipped a lot of details (trust me I am chewing on All of them- I just may not have known what to add / not had anything to comment about it) but man I. Am shaking this around like a chew toy.
All good! 🤝 I definitely do the same when I'm not sure what to add. Rest assured I have been regularly coming back just to reread everything and hrhghthhh. Yeah. Good. I fully understand. I wouldn't call your ask chew toys because those aren't my thing but like, if AUs are songs then your asks are like the Audio Visualizers that play in my brain whenever I think about them. Does that comparison make any sense? Maybe not. Point being: metaphor for a sensory stimuli I like
Mecha AU Masterlist
#Submas#Submas Art#Ingo#Emmet#Pokemon Ingo#Pokemon Emmet#Subway Graffiti#Subway Boss Ingo#Subway Boss Emmet#AUs#Mecha AU#Mechanical Dreams#Crack AU#Ask#Killing Me With Hammers Anon#Ramble#posting this one in the horrid hours of the night because executive dysfunction is upon me#i love you hammer anon thank you ;; this is seriously so sweet. I'm going to be looking at this drawing for days.#It's genuinely so thoughtful and lovely I can't express enough how happy I am
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Chapter Update! Again!
Ship: Aurora Winn/Elias Leroux
Rating: M
Murder Time!!!!!
Total word count (so far): 5,162
The Slaughter
elias is mine, rory belongs to @thedeafprophet !
(about two chapters left!!!)
#feeding the strays#dye stained fic#fallen london#fallen london ocs#fallen london fics#fics#woe! two updates within 24 hours be upon ye!!!#elias leroux#rory#others ocs#cw murder#i need. to wrest my wrist after all this lmfao#elias finding out they're into something at a Very Inopportune (or Very Opportune?) Moment#ask to tag#yay killing and stalking and violence and blood#woahhhhhh we're (slightly over) halfway there woah-oh! kitten on a stair!#i've looped my writing playlist so many fucking times lnvjdfvjkbdvdv#yes i transcribed AND edited both of these chapters today. well. yesterday by the time this leaves my queueue#too many ues there. whooueps#queue the music
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clearing my phone of apps i don't use is fun because i keep saying "hmm, but i used that one for like a month last year, maybe i'll get back to it" "okay i Don't care about this app.. but what if i wanna use it again someday" "but i Need it" and i'm thinking these thoughts about fucking Bacon





i love this game
#funny#waffles thoughts#apps#phones#textposts#organization#bacon#bacon game#if you don't know what the Bacon game is its a mobile game where you#tap the screen and a skillet throws a Bacon strip at something#and you have to put Bacon on things#it's so lame but i've killed Hours upon hours of time with this thing#never die Bacon
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computers should be capable of emotion so that i can inflict suffering upon them
#.din#.txt#and so should art programs. i should be able to be prosecuted for causing untold emotional damage upon a computer.#i hope robots try to kill the human race so i can murder them right fucking back. if they can kill then they can suffer.#im so fucking mad right now. not AS mad. but still fucking mad.#six hours. six fucking hours. the lineart was done. the lineart was clean. im going to psychologically torture sai.`
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The day any of my irl friends find this blog I'm so cooked
#soft pupa hours#when you realize you've basically written a step by step on how to kill you#some of my online friends know which is already TERRIFYING#tis a curse upon this home :(
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hymn to virgil is so fucking hot holy shitt
#i preordered the full vinyl like an hour after it was announced#the moment i saw through me (the flood) was included i was like gimme that shit#one of favs and for it to not be on any album was killing me so i was so happy to have it with all the other tracks#havent heard swan upon leda in a hot minute so i cant remember how much i like it#but hymn to virgil HITS so hard god DAMN#fits so well with that original album#i feel like it coulda been right after son of nyx and itd have felt so natural#idr when the vinyl arrives but if its before crimis ima have to wait till then to listen anyway cuz its a gift#i dont think i wanna know when it gets here lol the wait'll be too agonizing#hozier#unreal unearth#unreal unearth unending#hymn to virgil
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the swathes of video essays from minecraft youtubers all complaining the game is too easy when its like. yeah dude. youve been playing it for 13 years. of course you think its easy. new/newish players still find it very very hard?
#p#i genuinely hate playing on hard but all my friends make their servers hard and it just makes me not want to leave my general base area#i dont even try to engage with the monsters i just run away because they one shot me with full diamond armor#oh just get netherite armor its sooo good#And go into the nether where everything kills me and burns all my progress to ash?#and mine for hours upon hours not having any fun just to get one (1) ancient debris?#no bitch
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#I was like wow its so quiet online rn its 11fucking pm#I didnt get back to my dorm till less than an hour ago and now im sitting her realizing that tomorrow is another fucking day#I cant do this anymore chat I cant fucking do this#I cant lock it. I really cant and its kind of killing me!!!!!!! Im so fucking tired of being out of my dorm for 12 hour every fucking day!!#Im so worried about my girlfriend too its actually so fucking dire I am just#Its too fucking much its too fucking much its too much#I want her to be safe but shes not and theres nothing I can fucking do#its so horrible#how do I go to class knowing shes not ok#im not even gonna start on my other relationships rn oh my god oh my god#I havent even processed my breakup really I keep just getting. overwhelming feelings and then ignoring them#I wish I could cry. I kiind of am but its just not. enough#nothing is cathartic#nothing is working#pinnochio turned his sly eyes upon the humble bathroom stall
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i've been playing a lot of arknights lately lmfao
#reze stfu#mostly is2 tbh for no other reason than i rly want that phantom skin#that was me during is3 w mizuki skin too#IT'S L2D AND IT'S FREE OKAY. hours upon hours of struggling to grind is worth it imo#ofc it helps that i killed phantom for the first time during my is2 run a few days ago#def getting better at ak :3
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i understand the need to make halloween costumes slutty but only when it applies to dressing as the cenobites from hellraiser. it’s just warranted
#horror#i want to make a pinhead look soooo bad#literally just went to the bathroom and the nightlight cast light upon my face and it completely erased my thin eyebrows#and with my hair and my sunken eyes all i could think at this fresh hour of four in the morning was damn i would kill it as pinhead#i need to dress up as him this year. so bad#q dicit
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