#(hence why I’m like… 11 hours into Azran Legacy but haven’t played in months)
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Hey. I read your post about changing the posting schedule of this blog. You do not need to produce content every day especially if it’s detrimental to your mental health.
I’m really sorry if I’m overstepping my bounds by sending this. And feel free to ignore this message if I am! I want you to know that this random stranger cares about you. You do not have to reply to this publicly at all if you don’t want to, you can delete it or leave in in your inbox.
Please please focus on yourself first, whether that’s through distracting yourself with tv shows or tumblr, sitting in the park, talking to someone, or anything else. Please do whatever makes the world a better place for you.
I love you. And I hope you are kind to yourself and the world is kind to you. <33333
Ah, but the world is not a kind place, is it? It is a vast and a beautiful and fascinating place, but kind is just a little bit too much to ask. People are cruel. I’m too soft for all of it. I’m chronically unambitious and incurious and the only way I could actually contribute anything meaningful is organ donation. It’s just not fair that the good things never last and the bad things never end.
#Parker’s asks#thank you for your kind words by the way#I’m trying I really am#it’s just#I don’t know where the joy went#it’s not where it used to be#it’s not in the games I used to play#(hence why I’m like… 11 hours into Azran Legacy but haven’t played in months)#it’s not in the books#I used to be able to read hundreds of pages a day#I’ve spent a week trying to get through howl’s moving castle and I’m barely halfway#i occasionally get a spark but then it’s gone and the higher I felt#the farther the fall and the most painful the landing#there is no joy#there is nothing#the autoclave I call my heart sterilized it all out#but thank you for the kind words#thank you for the blessings#it’s not your fault that I’ve gone past the point where any blessings can do me any good
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