#(for those who don’t upload to ao3: all drafts are deleted after 30 days lmao)

[burinazar]

im editing that stupid 16k threesome fic i wrote in July to keep from going insane while preparing for my move and it sure is. something. there’s actually a lot of good stuff it’s not nearly as hokey as i remembered but i’m actually having some logistical issues editing this stupid mostly-sex-and-internal-monologue story.

the main thing but not the only thing is that I’d like to break it into three chapters but am having trouble choosing pleasing points to do so. another problem that was actually fairly interesting to figure out was “POV character (Be) watches another character (Vue) contemplate her relationship to a third one (Waz) and the writing and wording leaves ample room for interpretation on whether ‘what he thinks she feels’, ‘what she really feels’, and ‘what the author writing this feels’ are all the same or potentially of sync, rather than our POV character having perfect insight that doubles as an author tract” but i think I got that one figured out in the end

(also i originally for some reason decided to do a big stupid and edit it directly in ao3 draft form, probably thinking I’d be done in a couple days so it was fine, and you can guess what happened to it. that was so dispiriting that i abandoned it for six months. but it really is like, literally done and should get edited and uploaded)