#(even with a goos pcp and therapist and caseworker helping me keep track of shit. it’s still. a lot.)
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[inhales] i’M TiRED OF GOING TO dOCTORS!!
#tiger’s roar#…yeah don’t ignore your health if you can help it kids#granted. half of this was my parents ignoring my physical/mental health#because they ignore their own and therefore mine#and well. The Expense (and the docs in TN were often Very Very Shitty in care or bedside manner)#in hindsight. bUT STILL#I am. tired. of this year feeling like a never ending cycle of going to docs and waiting for months and going again etc#end result being: ‘tiger. you prolly have ptsd. tiger. you have sores on at least your stomach. tiger. you have an autoimmune illness.#and ‘tiger. have you considered getting on disability. oh yeah and if the autoimmune Rx ever gets approved Because Expensive#’it’s gonna be giving yourself shots to your gut and becoming immunocompromised’#…like. can I just have a normal young adulthood. please.#I am tired of this year.#…whatever. at least I’m not Scary Depressed leading up to my birthday in like. 2 weeks#just reeeaaaaallly stressed out and tired of trying to keep track of shit + the wHAT NOW?!#(even with a goos pcp and therapist and caseworker helping me keep track of shit. it’s still. a lot.)#…and I think most of what’s beating my depression back is. y’know. being A Bit vindicated#buuuuuut yeah. I’d rather be an Average Adult with physical/mental health#taking classes. or working a shitty job. idk.
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