#(don't even understand my own hair 🤡)

[godnectar]

Noooo I hate red heads :((

nawrrr,, rez love looks 100181901/10 w her hair red, and I was on my bimbo prime era when I dyed mine years ago 😽💪💪

[chezgender]

Cha cha cha / It's crazy it's party comparison

@tmrwds post and @izpira-se-zlato addition gave me brainworms. @kylla-kylla also saw the connection between ICIP and CCC and I saw their post after I started writing this. So I'm definitely not alone in being insane. Thus here is my own rant about It's Crazy it's Party.

Notes:

ICIP lyrics transcript taken from @koppitules on twt, translation taken from a Käärijä discord

CCC lyrics and translation from lyricstranslate.com

Disclaimer: This analysis is purposefully exaggerated/dramatic in order to highlight contrast. I do think Jere loves his job and career, ICIP is definitely a fun song in which you can find (or not) a deeper meaning, it's up to your interpretation. I just love angst lol please don't come at me I'm sensitive 🤡😭

(ps. sorry to all the people I tagged. You don't have to interact with this, I just wanted to give proper credit)

Let's start. Bear with me being cringe.

First verse

At the beginning of CCC, we see how partying is reserved for the weekend - it's something cathartic after a long week of responsibility and worries, it's an outlet for stress and negativity. The world can't scare him no more, as he mentions later in the song, now that he's having fun.

In ICIP, people have pointed out how the first verse reminds them of CCC, musically wise. This is definitely on purpose, the main difference lies in the lyrics. Here Jere reveals that partying now it's an everyday thing. It's an endless circus of traveling despite everything, he's the cog in a machine bigger than him. The world that seemed so tiny compared to the fun, is now scary - the party is now and tomorrow and 365 days a year, in Finland and even abroad. As if there was no safe place. He can't escape it and it's overwhelming to the point "you'll feel it in your hair and your ass" (honestly, weird phrasing, but it gets the point across I guess?). Either way, this party is almost ineluctable.

Chorus

In the CCC chorus he says he wants to forget about the pains of daily life by getting wasted and drinking with both hands on as many drinks as he can hold, until he won't even be able to get up. Honestly, although this doesn't seem like a healthy coping mechanism (but I'm none to judge), it does look willing and deliberate - he makes the choice of getting drunk on the weekend. He's in control of when the party happens.

In ICIP instead the chorus is shorter, and quite tautological: crazy is crazy, party is party, and life is life, you know? (see @tmrwds for a cultural insight on the "elämä on laiffi" phrase). There's a different feeling in this chorus, the singing is soft and maybe even a bit sexy but the lyrics hold a touch of resignation in between. This party is not a deliberate choice anymore, Jere doesn't get to choose when his life is crazy/party and when he gets to rest.

CCC 2nd verse / ICIP Tommy's verse

Without need for lyrics, also because most people have a hard time understanding what Tommy was singing live, I'll talk about this in brief. I chose to include it because Jere himself sang some parts of it during the live - mostly echoing, but still.

In CCC, Jere parties almost alone. Well, it's implied that there's more people to that party but the song is about him, his own liberation from stress and whatever thing was keeping him bound and off the dancefloor. There are no explicit references to other people.

In ICIP instead, Tommy sings about a club in which they enter and people go crazy. They talk about sex in a rather crass way, probably for kicks, but as mentioned in @tmrwds post, it could definitely hint at the wrong kind of attention Jere is receiving. People in his DMs and probably even in person are making more or less explicit advances on him, surely unsolicited, but it's part of the party.

And Tommy invites Jere to party with him (that modulated voice parodically reminds me of the beginning of Barbie Girl by Aqua). Jere says yes, of course he wants to party with him, right here right now (no matter the day, or his condition, does he really have a say in it?)

Another thing I'd like to point out:

Jere in CCC mentions "it's hard to talk when this different side of me does its part" / Tommy in ICIP mentions how the alcohol makes it hard to think (obviously, but I'm clinically insane and I see intertextuality everywhere) - so, basically, the "side of him" Jere talks about in CCC renders him carefree, maybe happy, definitely free of burdens. In ICIP, this "part of him" seems to have taken complete control to the point Jere can't tell himself from it.

Last part of ICIP

"Let's go party" leads to a countdown - inexorable and short, leaving everyone little time to get ready. The song explodes like a bomb, reminds me of a breakdown in a Korn song. The bass hammers hard and everyone is jumping, hearts bursting, everything is out of control. To quote @izpira-se-zlato , there's an apocalyptic feeling to it. Jere can't do anything but let himself be engrossed without a chance to escape. Which he can't, lest he gives everything up.

Where CCC was party metal with a touch of eurodance, ICIP definitely belongs to an insane rave. It reminds me of Dutch hardstyle, dubstep and a touch of eurodance until the end, which screams industrial/nu metal to me, only adding to the concept of hammering and exhausting work/lifestyle.

We could say that It's Crazy it's Party is the Välikuolema to Cha Cha Cha's Viuliunkieli, in a way.

Jere is a storyteller in most of his songs, and it's clear he likes such narratives to carry on between different tracks (i.e: I think the Viulunkieli/Välikuolema narrative carries on to Morgan), so it's only fair to assume the two songs combined tell a whole story.

Further speculation: Jere has often said he's really tired in this precise moment - the relentless touring throughout summer is obviously taking a toll on him, no matter how much he can love what he does. It would be exhausting for anyone. Plus, the "ghost" of ESC follows him everywhere: sometimes I get the feeling many people perceive him as the CCC-guy rather than the complete artist he is, so maybe he's trying to change this.

As many people already said, the story Mikke posted with the grave being dug could hint at the burial of green-bolero-Käärijä. I don't believe Jere is denying the fame and good things it has brought, but he's probably willing to turn the page and carry on with something new (and probably take a long, well deserved break). Or maybe the MV will just be homoerotic softp-rn featuring a grave, WHO KNOWS. I just know I can't wait to see what's next. I love ESC-Käärija (without CCC I wouldn't even be aware of his existence, so I'm forever grateful) and that love will forever be a part of me, but I also welcome this change with open arms in hopes to see him grow more and more.

Conclusion: the speculation is very real and material and I am very very cringe <33

[cliowo]

In this essay, i will explain the reasons why sky children of the light has become an increasingly unwelcoming game to new players and veterans alike-

Yeah yeah i usually only share my words here but tumblr feels like a really comfy place for me to share unfiltered thoughts and i needed somewhere to vent ig (skip if you have no idea what I'm talking about)

When I first started playing in prophecy, sky was a really fun game. We didn't have the request for a guide function then and I'm actually really grateful for it because the joy was in exploring each of the different realms and season areas on my own and randomly stumbling across spirits whose stories were waiting for me to discover. Maybe it was because I was a dumb moth - i didn't even know how to access seasonal spirits trees - but the pressure to cr just wasn't as intense as it is for moths today. The back to back seasons and "days of" events seem to have sucked the fun of exploring the world of sky for moths because they're so focused on grinding for candles/hearts/event currency that they just dont slow to smell the in-game roses anymore. And the thing is I get it because there's just so many new cosmetics as well as older ones from past seasons and events to farm for.

I mean sure you don't have to collect every cosmetic but 1 cape costs like 70 candles on average, same for a pair of pants iirc, a prop/acessory at 40-70 candles (70 if its an instrument??) , and hair at around 40-50 candles; and the best part is you can only earn 20-21 candles max in 1 reset 🤡 Add all of that plus the need to look for event currency in fear of facing such prices in the event rerun and you get stressed out moths facing existential crises every 2 weeks when ts arrives😀 Sorry moths, the economy is bad irl and just as bad in sky.

And what of the veterans? Yeah, well, we get no friends as everyone starts to quit the game and those that stay live off copium revisiting the places we once visited with friends- Or maybe that's just me

New friends, you say? *cue flashback to moths begging for help with cr* we exchanged like maybe 5 sentences max at chat benches🥲 i have nothing against helping out but it does make it difficult to form a bond when they disappear right after and you fade into their constellation of ubers

And then we have the seasons.

... Honestly the only season that made an impression with me after aurora was the recently concluded season of the 9 coloured deer, which was also another collab season💀

I actually had to check the sky wiki for this:

Remembrance - ironically very forgettable. What was the story again? Was it the one with the group of spirits living in one specific hole in vault like why- vault is bigger than that sad hole- OH THE PLUSHIES okay maybe this one was passable... im trying okay

Passage - ??? Havent finished this season's quests so uh- so far it seems like... a cult..? In isle...?

Moments - if they wanted a camera in-game, they could have just added it to like the days of sunlight event (the camping one) or smtg. They did not have to force a season for a camera💀 imho the camera was the only thing worth mentioning abt this season and i don't even take pictures

Revival - i suppose aviary is pretty and it's nice that the spirits have somewhere to stay now. Not particularly impressed. Don't really remember the story in this one.

...i heard rumours of a furniture season after the 9 coloured deer. Looking forward to hearing what they'll name this one lmao

The quality of "days of" events is still acceptable to me. Just maybe ignore the numerous iaps and the fact that we have multiple umbrellas but only 1 is f2p (don't understand whats up w that btw)

And also the recurring bugs💀 I've been playing for at least 3 years and I've faced these bugs/problems multiple times:

1. Unable to light frends constellations because the screen just yeets itself into oblivion or some random environment feature where i cant press the button

2. Game crashes (after every update istg-)

3. Splitting servers

4. Sky discrimination and gate keeping, aka refusing to let me open the game

5. Being unable to collect currency/dailies (it's not my internet i checked)

The lack of compensation is another matter entirely

I don't know man I'm tired. The only reason why I still have it installed is because it's my only link to the people I used to have fun and relax with. Not everyone has discord or insta or some other social media.

If you made it this far thank you for coming to my ted talk. Feel free to leave your thoughts- just remember to be respectful

Tldr:

The sky economy is bad. For everyone. Moths (and maybe even vets) are stressed out and vets are losing friends. The seasons are increasingly dull and the long-lived bugs are frustrating.

[keepyourpantsongohan]

Ayesha Liveblogs Jujutsu Kaisen 0

Not to immediately harp on how they designed Okkotsu's bully, but I knew. I knew from the Coat Rack Man. I saw the writing on the wall. And yet: 😨🤬🤡

Oh hey, we're back in Gojo's favourite room for a harrowing student-teacher conference:

The Jujutsu High School Board LOVES a secret execution. It's like their version of detention

"The curse placed upon you is one that can save people too, depending on how it's used." What an optimistic thing to say to someone who has just gravely injured 7 people seemingly by accident

I love everyone's old haircuts. Inumaki's spiky hair is fun! Also hgkjhgkjgh @ Team Gojo being the only students never pictured in a classroom

Also, the hair makes him look EVEN MORE like a smaller Gojo

"This is where we learn curses to exorcise curses." [Mentally, stressed] Tell me that ahead of time. HAHAHA. Did Yuta just think he was going to a regular school?

"It's a promise. That when we both grow up, we'll get married." Awww, Yuta and his playground fiancée are cute

Oh. Never mind. I take it back, it is in fact extremely haunting (no pun intended):

I am immediately endeared to Yuta and his awkward, haunted demeanour. He's just trying to live, huh?

"Put... me... on?" I feel like this can't possibly be right but immediately I want to assume that this curse is born of elementary school children not wanting to put on their jackets

"I want the confidence to say it's okay that I'm alive!" Maybe the real curse was insecurity all along

Awwwww I love Maki's gruff inspiration speech that also simultaneously promises Yuta that after this mission they'll be friends

As he has the ring on, makes me think it must be out of the question for Yuta to date if he's haunted by his ghostly fiancée

Also they're not going to elaborate on why Yuta was in the hospital?

"This is my personal theory, but there's no curse more twisted than love." Gojo said: Why yes, I have been hurt before, thank you for not asking, Yuta

"Do not forget that Okkotsu's secret execution was only suspended." "And don't you forget that if it comes to that, I'll side with Okkotsu." I love when Gojo is righteous. It's nice!

"Besides, no one's allowed to take youth away from young people," said Gojo, as if enduring violent battles with murderous apparitions is something that all teenagers do

I don't know how putting Rika's curse in a sword will break it so much as relocate it, but I do love a training montage:

"Maki! You've got a chance!" HAHAHAHA the dating question has finally been raised. Also I love that Panda's qualification for if someone can date Maki is if they also use weapons. The Nobara bond holds true too

I really do like Inumaki. The way he pushes his teammates out of harm's way. His curse essentially being its own kind of chronic illness (me too, buddy!) What a reliable and strong presence he is, even permitting for the fact that it is hard for people to understand him

"Inumaki-kun is kind. He doesn't want to accidentally curse others, so he speaks in rice ball components—words that can't carry curses. Even today, he helped me out. He tried to keep me away from danger." I love that right after I was mentally monologuing about how much I enjoy Inumaki, so too, is Yuta

That is extremely not how cough syrup works but we love a combo attack. [Kakashi voice] Teamwork!

"Once I break Rika-chan's curse, I'll be a normal person." Doesn't bode well for Okkotsu that he's still in this school, hm?

Omg where did Geto get Toji's weird worm storage friend???

Also since Geto's around, I wonder if this is going to feature the infamous attack we heard mentioned in S1

"Toge's cursed speech is something he's been able to use since he's been born, so back in the day, he struggled quite a bit." Imagining Baby Toge accidentally throwing his parents into the wall when they play peekaboo

Awwwww Inumaki empathizing with Yuta's involuntary curse

Why did Gojo sniff as he entered the development as if he could smell that Geto had been there gjghgfgg

"Geto Suguru. One of the four special-grade jujutsu sorcerers, who was banished from Jujutsu High after cursing over a hundred normal people to death. He's the worst curse user." 1) It helps to have the context of the Hidden Inventory Arc right before this 2) There are only FOUR? And Yuta is one?? 3) It's funny that they're all curse users essentially but it's derogatory to say that instead of sorcerer. Oh, the anime social structure

"I don't want everyone to catch the monkey smell." Geto said: I'm icky! And also maybe xenophobic. It depends on what metaphor you're going for

"We're going to kill all non-sorcerers and create a world with only jujutsu sorcerers." What makes Geto think this is a marketable business plan

Also the answer to my earlier question about the traumatic attack is: Yes, yes, it is

Gojo said: Stop trying to convert my students, it hurts my feelings!!

"I don't really understand what you're talking about, but I can't help anyone who insults my friends!" This is the funniest possible reason that Yuta could say no to ethnic cleansing. But alright, I'll take it

"On the coming December 24th, when the sun sets, we shall conduct the Night Parade of a Hundred Demons." Ah, it's the preamble to the traumatic attack. Also, Merry Christmas?

"I find it hard to believe he'd start a war he couldn't win." Gojo said: I have never accused Geto of optimism before

Geto really does love a diversion attack. And also torturing high school students. It's a wonder they didn't see the whole Exchange Event problem coming

"Why are you still a jujutsu sorcerer then?" "Because I'm spiteful." Hahah, I love Maki ❤️

"I wish I could be like you," said Yuta to Maki, immediately after her saying she's spiteful and wishes to crush her own family from within

HAHAHAHA YUTA OFFERING TO HELP WITH FAMILY-CRUSHING. What a nice, weird boy he is:

Maki said: You've unlocked the secret phrase to my heart. I now want to give u a leetle kees

NOT TO QUOTE THIS SHOW AT ITSELF BUT: "Jujutsu sorcerers are extraordinarily compassionate. An opening is always created when their ally is injured." 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Inumaki using his remaining strength to tell Yuta to run away 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 The only time we've heard him use someone's name!!!!!!!!!!!

"That woman saved me. Handle her with more care than a butterfly or a flower!" Yuta has grown a backbone but with the soul of a marshmallow. I love him 💘

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUTA USING CURSED SPEECH. POWER SWAP!!

"How old are you two?" "Fifteen." "You're still just children. It's not too late for you to turn back. You don't know right from wrong, do you?" Mimiko and Nanako said: Excuse me, Ijichi, we would like to be tried as ADULTS, thank you very much

"How many years do you think it took the sorcerers in my country to weave this one rope." Why must this movie continuously feel like a subtle hate crime LMAO

Is that three sided weapon the one that Maki uses in S1? 👀

"Especially when we jujutsu sorcerers exist without belief." The revelation this is an non-theist society is actually very interesting, Geto says one (1) useful thing in this movie

Yuta is experiencing Baby's First Homocidal Rampage

Seeing that it is the exact same team in the Shinjuku battle really recontextualizes what it must've been like for the Kyoto School to be ambushed during the exchange event. They've really been through it as a school

Yuta thanking his curse fiancée for falling in love with him!!! 😭💗

Not to break the sincerity of this moment, but I bet this went over really well with the monsterfucker community

"So that's how you want it, womanizer?" "That's rude. It's pure love." Insane dialogue to accompany this scene. 10/10. No notes

"I trusted you. Trusted that a man as principled as you wouldn't kill off young sorcerers without a reason." Bold take from Gojo about someone who has killed over a hundred unsuspecting people at very minimal provocation

Is the silent dialogue meant to be Gojo telling Geto he loves him? I cannot think of what else this would imply:

Also I guess this explains why no one's like "Well, it's obviously Geto's fault!" for all the curse problems. They think he's dead!

"You're the descendant of Sugawara Michizane! That makes us super distant relatives!" So are all jujutsu sorcerers indirectly or directly the descendant of other sorcerers? It seems that way

"This past six years, I've been happier than I ever was when I was alive!" said Rika, as if that were not a weird thing to say about the time she spent committing acts of extreme violence as widely-feared apparition

Does Maki see Rika if she's not wearing her glasses? How does she experience this moment? She can definitely see the floating peaceful orbs

"You found it for me, sensei?" "No, not me. My best friend. The only one I ever had." With greatest affection. This is a symptom of Dumb Bitch Disease. WHY DO U SAY THESE THINGS TO PEOPLE THAT HAVE ACTIVELY BEEN ATTACKED BY HIM, GOJO

UHHHHHHH what brings Yuta to have lunch with Miguel!!! Who attacked them all a year ago!! What a threatening way to the end the movie

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

alr here's my simple concept of redemme lore™ GRRRAAAAHHGGHH

disclaimer; im pretty sure i rewrote a lot of what red has to offer while maintaining the key concept that he's basically robbed of his former glory as he's now just the old, prone to error and glitches — concept of what canon red is now so like don't come at me if it's wrong or smth LMDIFHOAJDKS and this is definitely prone to change as this is just the first writing LOL

shortcuts in typing;

g.litchy red = red

current red aka brown haired red = canon red

p.o.k.e.p.a.s.t.a = pkpsta

~~~

ALRIGHT HERE WE GO

- red is supposed to be from the og game... like OG OG game, little to no color game, that's 1996 and mod creators confirmed he's 18+ above SO i do a littol math and assume we're now in the 2020s so hes 24~ give or take.

- in the canon pkpsta story he's stuck in his own game as he's definitely subjected to be toyed around for glitching fun and exploitations and so he finally had it — he's going to try to escape from his own copy and jump to another genuine copy ... maybe even getting the more recent games of GBA wouldn't hurt either.

- my mind is drawing on a blank on how he does manage to jump from his copy to another but let's just imagine he was able to do it for now — but anyways he ends up on the ruby/sapphire/emerald copy. let's go with emerald because im biased as fuck

- everything is much more colorful and less monochrome, but sad to say that his game sprite colors are still quite minimal and well... red, so he definitely looks out of place. (im filling plot holes SHHH) and he's still so glitchy, maybe even worse because he doesn't even belong there.

- so, he lives in this copy of pkm.n emerald now, but is kind of hidden away from most people. he just wants a place where he can't be played around with anymore so this is already fine for him.

- now the thing is, sometimes he leaves a few trails of red colored statics or well. glitches LOL like it's his form of "scent" or a "tell" that — oh it's this guy.

- some people noticed it, but it's not like they cared that much and assumed it was just some random wild plant p.oke.mon using an abnormal type of sweet scent attack

- that's where emme comes in — because she took more interest in that "scent" and wanted to figure out wtf is that thing and made sure it WASN'T her o.ddis.h, odie — using sweet scent 🤡... it doesn't even smell like ANYTHING it just go bbzsttt bzzt

- so eventually she does find out this guy wandering around, just not appearing too close to society. heck he's actually trying to familiarize himself with the newer generation of p.oke.mons that sprung forth

- red wasn't expecting anyone to find him so seeing her was such a surprise, especially that she's in so much color and up close — it does look really nice to look at, unlike his entirely red color scheme

- she was surprised too cuz wow, you are SO funky looking. everything about you is SO funky looking. i like you

- that's where she tries to befriend him and stuff, and while she has no understanding of where red really came from even if he tried to explain it thoroughly — she still thought he was cool so she still stuck by from time to time.

- at some point she tries to pull him back into the community, y'know like vibe with everyone?? why are you alone AHDHDHDHDHHSHDJ but it went well!! maybe a few weird faces darted towards him but because everyone knows emme's friendliness — they aren't TOO bothered by him. it's the "she's your friend so you're not a threat to me" mindset

- now the romantic aspect hOHOyJHOIHH COUGHING OKAY

- he loves her to bits because she's the one who really pulled him out of his misery and helped him feel like, the red he was supposed to be back then. he may not be the main character anymore because this isn't his game, but at least he has someone important to him, with him

- "they took everything from me — but at least I have you"

[sherlokiness]

if i may add my two cents about Jon running from the moon post.

Didn't Ned stark say something along the lines of "you may be as different as the sun and moon..." When speaking about his daughters. Grrm not just shooting down Dan, Val ships but also making sure people know that Jon loves Arya as his little sister. The moon he shall run to the raising dawn and bask in the sun of the coming spring.

Who gets referred to as dawn? As sun? Who has fire made hair? Or in this case dark honey made silk to rest upon her head?

Jon loves Arya like Ned loves Lyanna. Jon loves Sansa like Jaimie loves radiant Cersei? 🤡🤡🤡 What's funny is they are uniquely both part of an incest family the way the rest of the Starks are not. She's a Lannister, he's a Targ.☠️☠️ Like, be for real.

He missed his true brothers: little Rickon, bright eyes shining as he begged for a sweet; Robb, his rival and best friend and constant companion; Bran, stubborn and curious, always wanting to follow and join in whatever Jon and Robb were doing. He missed the girls too, even Sansa, who never called him anything but "my half brother" since she was old enough to understand what bastard meant.

The boys are his "true brothers" while Sansa and Arya are "the girls." As a Jonsa, I consider the divide between them a Doylist reason for a future romance. That way, when they're the first to reunite then it'll have more impact.

Whoever Jon's mother had been, Ned must have loved her fiercely, for nothing Catelyn said would persuade him to send the boy away

We don't want Sansa to be Jon's favorite sister.

He wanted to drift off to a dreamless sleep in his own bed with his arms wrapped tight around his lady, Catelyn.

We want Sansa to be his lady love.

As for the sun and the moon? Idk. They both have sun and moon references but Sansa has more of the sun imagery.

[khaosophist]

Hololive stuff barged into my feed.

I cannot stress enough how close I would have been to being obsessed with those streamers.

I know this because I would be interested in them even though I've never watched one stream.

Kiryu Coco was my favorite.

I'm feeling like I've got all this care bottled up just for Anime girls, and when I want to transmute that it just dies. But where did this attention come from?

I'm thinking of how 4chan changed my perspectives. The '3d pig digusting' aspect of this. The rampant misogyny 'Tits or gtfo.'. Why was I interested? All I'm getting is that I felt like I was in an in-group. This is really hard to write about because every time I think of those gluts in my life. I believe I shouldn't have what I have today. It doesn't matter that I changed. What matters is that I frequented such spaces in the first place. I think it didn't affect my social life much because of the idea of hiding one's power level. I had mixed the idea of Anime with 4chan, so I never expressed the kind of things that festered there. Eventually I developed enough interests to filter what I consulted. I don't remember how I found out about 4chan, but I can separate my past between newgrounds, and 4chan.

I remember going to newgrounds in elementary school. It wasn't blocked. Now , how the hell did I find the 18+ section? I went to play ganguro girls at the class computer while other guys were there. Went to a hot spring date...Totally normal. Nevermind the other kids were interested.

Anyways, I was a natural in navigating the internet, and computers, I mean, I found my brother's horrible, terrible stash. I say this in hindsight. All that interested me was the sex. Fuck, now I remember Immoral sisters was it? Just...I for sure know I'm not the same person anymore. God, maybe that's where the idea that one can consent to a rape because it feels good. But it's not like a fictional character has a choice in the first place...I don't remember the storyline in that hentai. I don't want to. But the images are vivid. Oh, fun! Now I remember Bible black. Yippee. I'm sure it didn't affect me. Nope, it's not like I had the means to understand what was going on. I'll write this again, what is up with all the Sexual assault in hentai? Did my brother even understand himself what the fuck he was watching? Why did he suck so much in hiding his porn. If a ten year old finds it in your computer, like...Encrypt it. SOMETHING!

Isn't it fun that he married a victim of SA. Does she even know the kind of shit he watched for years? I don't think he has ANY idea of what I know about him. It's not like I want to talk about it with him, because all I feel is blame, or want for an explanation. Blackmail as one's first hentai at...what...fucking...10?

Which leads me to what happened when I was seven. I was being babysat by my Godfather. Went to sleep. Got up during the night, aaaand, guess what was playing on the TV while my Godfather was on the computer? Guess 🤡☠️. She was laying on her hands and knees with high black boots. She had blonde hair. Hahahaha. How can adults suck so fucking much? Seven! SEVEN!

My wife saved me. She's everything. She believed that I could help myself, and that I could ask for her help. So I did. I opened up to her. I'm such at a better place, it's insane. She knows who I am, and who I want to be. I know not to make the same mistakes as them. I might make my own mistakes, but I hope my children will know to be better where they can, Like I do.

Have a tree. That's all for now.

[alsjeblieft-zeg]

447 of 2023

Created by joybucket

Pt. 2

I love pink. 🩷 I'm Goth, but I still wear pink. I mostly wear black, but I also wear pink sometimes. I don't think hot pink eyeshadow really looks good on anyone. I've worn a pair of hot pink Converse. I would love to drive a pink car. I've owned a pink phone. I've owned a pink phone cover. I've owned a pink iPod. I've owned a pink laptop. I live in a big city. I live in a high-rise building. I've been to Chicago. 🏙️ I've been to NYC. 🌆 I'm a city girl. I've been to the top of the Sears Tower in Chicago. I've been to London. 🇬🇧 I've been to Tokyo. 🗼 I've been to Paris. 🐩 I've been to Seattle. City lights calm me. 🌃 I love Minnie Mouse. 🩷 I've had my picture taken with Minnie Mouse. I've walked through Minnie Mouse's house. I think I look pretty in pink. 💖 I own a pink dress. I welcome Christmas music at any time! I own a pink Christmas tree. I like pink Christmas trees. I own a pink sweater. I own a pink winter hat. I own a pink coat. This graphics looks like someone I know. ^ I have naturally straight hair. I straighten my hair every day. I wish my hair were naturally straight. I own quite a few pairs of chandelier earrings. I enjoy putting outfits together. I own a sweater dress. I own a heart-shaped necklace. I look very young. I'm still a little girl inside. The shirt I'm wearing has words on the front. I've talked on my cellphone at some point within the last 24 hours. 📱 I'm wearing a pink shirt. 👚 I own a pair of pink sunglasses. (yeah for lolz) I own something from Victoria's Secret. I'm wearing a loose top. I'm enjoying a hot drink right now. ☕️ I have my hair up in a ponytail. I'm wearing a headband. I take surveys as a way to relax. I don't actually even really like the color pink. I enjoy playing Truth or Dare. I like surveys that ask juicy questions. I've done something really stupid on a dare. I've done something dangerous on a dare. I've injured myself playing Truth or Dare. In a game of Truth or Dare, I usually choose Truth. In a game of Truth or Dare, I usually choose Dare. I've dared someone to do something dangerous and then later regretted it, because they got hurt. I like to giggle. 🤭 I'm thankful for funny jokes that make me laugh. 😂 Life is what you make it. I've been the class clown. 🤡 I enjoy watching stand-up comedy acts. I enjoyed watching stand-up comedy, but I could do without the dirty jokes. I like to watch funny TikToks. I wish someone would help me find the real me. I don't know who I really am. I want to take a year off to travel and to find myself. I don't often let people see the real me. Nobody knows the real me. I'm afraid that people won't like me if they see the real me, and so I hide. 🫣 I try to cover up the real me by acting like everybody else. I'm not perfect. (who is?) I'm not normal. I'm afraid people won't like me once they find out I'm not normal. I'm not even sure I like the real me. I hate myself. I love myself. 🩷 A lot of people hate the real me. I wish I knew what was going to happen tomorrow. I hate it when adults put pressure on me to plan out my future, because I want to just take life day by day. I have no idea what I want to do with my life yet. I'm scared of what will happen in my future. My future is in God's hands. ✝️ Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all. I understand that life is about risk, and that life itself is a risk. ….and that if we don't take risks, we're not really living. I want to live life on the edge. It's always been my dream to risk it all. Life is a crazy ride!

[xinhar]

♯ Kiss me? Kiss you? [2]

What: Who would initiate a kiss first and how would they react/do it.

Warnings: Slight suggestive...and spoilers on Kumo's part ig...

Characters: Momokado Ousuke, Momoura Shingi, Momobayashi Shingi, Momota Kumo.

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♯ MOMOKADO OUSUKE

This bitch has anger issues

Like. Girl, did you think that he would let you kiss him first?

Nu-uh bitch. His pride is flying to the sky or even galaxy🙄.

Good luck with that shit.

He would be the person who would deny everything too that he doesn't like it...

But we all know the moment he adverted his eyes on somewhere else🤡

Slap him. Girl. Ugh.

He would pull you for a kiss while muttering how gross it is.

"Why do people does this anyway? I don't understand at all." Groaning in dismay, he suck a breather amd flicked his gaze to you. Who, stared at him like a puppy.

Oh goodness. Why do you have to look so pathetic.

"Alright. Come here, JUST this time. Alright? Don't ever expect me to do it again. It's gross." Sighing, he ran his gloved fingers on your hair, pulling you close to him as his lip brushes at the corner of your lip. He heard your breath hitches in anticipation as he smirked.

Crashing his lip against your own, he pulled away immediately out of embarrassment. I mean, what do you expect? Adverting his eyes anywhere else, he cleared his throat and spoke.

"Happy now?"

+ He needs pursuasion girl.

Don't believe in him. He'll do it again. He's just in the state of denial😒🙄.

♯ MOMOURA KUSABI

BITCH. HE IS TAKEN. BY ME🙄 /srs

You might see him as a sly person

But

Don't ASSUME that he will kiss you FIRST.

No.

I bet he would IGNORE you and play pretend with Onis organs

OR

just randomly play with things what he sees

Seriously.

You must get his attention in order for you to get what you want.

Man, he really needs to calm down researching things.

"Kusabi, when will you stop there and give your attention towards me?" Pouting in irritation, you've been sitting there on the chair as you wait for how damn long over there, watching your lover do random things that you don't even understand.

And you don't think that it's that important. In which, it's true.

"Wee hee─ hm? " Stopping mid at his antics, he turns his head towards you with a raise brow. "What is it that you wanted?"

Silence. Sighing in exasperation, you stood up from your chair and trudge your way towards him with a huff. Him spread on the messy floor as you bent to his height, grabbing both his cheeks, he frowned and squirmed.

"Oy vey, stop grabbing my cheeks. What's wrong?" Trying to pry himself off from your grasp, you hum and ignored his attempts of getting his face out of your grasp. Asking you again with a grunt about what's wrong, you got closer to him as he gave you a questioning gaze, waiting at your response.

"I want a kiss, 'sabi." At that, he didn't gave much reaction as he only hum and thought about it before sighing

"A kiss, huh... Alright, go on." Mumbling, at himself. You heard him and you gave him a sheepish smile. Getting closer to him as both your lips eventually tangled and savour the imitation. Forgetting what's he's doing earlier and proceeded to lazily wrap an arm around your waist to pull you with him on the floor.

He might or might not go to far lmao─

Yes. That's how you get his attention.

♯ MOMOBAYASHI SHINGI

LORD. PLEASE CALM HIM DOWN

How tf should I start with this.

Pls kiss him first😭😭.

Poor baby is overthinking too much and might just mess things up

He says he's just cautious...

you know how shitty he would get

And please.

Prepare a tissue for him

His nose might start bleeding😔 after.

"Hold up! What if someone might see us?! Or walk in on us?! Or even worst─" Shingi started panicking the more he thinks of what ifs and shits. You just asked him for permission if you could give him peck on the lips, but then it turns to this.

Chuckling at him, you grabbed his cheek and start pinching it as you mused on how cute he is, earning a flinch from him as he gave you an innocent look enthusiastically.

"It's fine Shingi. You really need to calm down. Besides, it's just a peck, it's not that bad." Yeah, your reassurance literally went flying out of the window when he started muttering to himself before voicing it out loud.

"No! What if Kumo-kun see us! He will made fun of us, be─" You sigh and cut him off with a peck on the lips, successfully shutting him up and noticing him lean closer to you for more contact.

At that, you pulled away and grin. Seeing his stunned reaction that morphed to pout.

"See? It's not that ba─?! Shingi are you okay?! Your nose is bleeding!!"

"Please do it again but longer this time..."

Yes. He would crave it if you started it,

Fortunately.

♯ MOMOTA KUMO

I can see this guy as a laid back person

So...

He doesn't care and doesn't mind

"Just go with the flow." Yes.

He's so that.

Basically, he doesn't have any reaction

Unlike his Boss💀

You might be the one who'll hide in embarrassment here and not him

I mean...

See his reaction all day? Bitch, and you're expecting him to give one?💀

Nah.

"It's fine, Y/n. You could do whatever you want, I don't mind." Shrugging mindlessly at your fidgeting reaction. He sighed and pull you closer to him as he buried his face on your shoulder.

"Or, would you like me to kiss you first instead?" At the boldness, you bloomed red before looking at other direction, making him look up and grab your face with his gloved hand as he turns your head to face him.

"Are you not embarrassed at all, Kumo..." Asking him that, he raised his brow and shrugged. Indicating that he isn't.

Pulling you more closer to him, he wrapped his other hand on your waist and plant his lip on your jaw before pecking to it up to the corner of your lip.

"Why would I?" Lastly, he finally catched your lips. Basking in others heat.

Unlike his half cold body lmfao─ /j...

[astrojoy]

How Will Your Life Be 5 Years From Now?

I made 4 different song aesthetics

Choose 1 that you are drawn to 》》

Pile 1 - Coffee Breath

Pile 2 - Your Text

Pile 3 - Chinese New Year

Pile 4 - Crush

PILE 1

OML YOU GUYS I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU PILE 1 🥺 CAN I JOIN THE PARTY???? 🤚🤡

Ok lets cover this! WOO my energy is happy and just so positive so much love and, HAPPINESS. Like wow, what!? So for you guys I got a sentence that popped up in my mind during this saying "Answering your calling" For a lot of you, you could be feeling stuck right now or something, I'm seeing maybe some of you guys could be studying something? Maybe you are planning to go to college or are in it atm? You are saving money wisely and acting responsible with it as well. 5 years from now I'm seeing you take a risk, you are gonna have to take that leap of faith, you are aiming towards what suites you best! What do you want? What will you receive? Well instantly I'm seeing a home, a house, a new place. Some of you will be moving or purchasing some land and a home! For the people in cities, this could be an apartment too! You guys right now could feel lost I'm seeing, maybe you don't have any direction? A maze, with walls and endings every path you go.. I'm seeing a lot of free spirits. I love your souls, so spontaneous and beautiful at heart. I'm actually seeing the heart chakra, it will activate as well, you are following the path that makes you happy, not what doesn't. You are legit gonna fly out of that maze and make your own path for yourself!! I'm seeing soooo many birds, even a dog? You may have one of these as a pet, and if not then you will surely get one in 5 years. Some of you who are in unhealthy relationships or are always having sad past memories of one brought up, will be leaving this fully behind. You are saying "HECK NO" and just letting that memory fall off a cliff. Some gaurdian/guide of yours is really behind the scenes and making some magic happen for you. Oml just such a whole new path. Some of you could be going to somewhere foreign too? Travel is definitely here. I'm seeing a lot of butterflies as well! This will be a big transformation for you in your life. You will finally be free! Actually random thought, if someone has a family remember in prison or confinement, something, then they will be seeing them again 🥺. I asked for a message from my guides to help you guys better understand what awaits you, and I legit had the "Pleasure" card fly out! Its a girl holding her arms out with light all around her, ready to take on the world! +18 - some of you could actually be losing your virginity too btw, just saying. I specifically got a picture of a female with blonde hair and a white dress? Idk why, maybe this is a guide of someones? Anyways, HAVE FUN PILE 1! INVITE ME TO THE CELEBRATION BESTIIEE! 🥳🎉

PILE 2

OOOKKKK so pile 2, I got soooo many different messages and outcomes so plleeaase bare with me. This is gonna take a hot minute lmao! So first off I'm gonna point out extra info and if it means anything to anyone who reads this group then hopefully it helps? Yes! -> colors pink and green, 18, 333, cosmetology, drawing/painting, art, college, fashion, hairstylist. Ok so I'm seeing a TON of artists in this pile, whether it be fashion/makeup/painting. I also got animation?? So I'm seeing for some of you, you could definitely be moving away from your home. During this you will be quite antisocial, in fact, you could be now! Some of you could be doing online school. You aren't happy about this so you will meet some new friends! I'm specifically seeing 2 besties 👀 Ok now onto the college part, IF you are in college as you are reading this, then you could be unhappy with it, or feeling very stressed. I'm seeing you leave it behind at some point and meeting 2 new people, one in particular could be a potential love interest I'm hearing for someone. Now the next scenario, someone out there reading this will unfortunately have to say goodbye to friends or family and leave off to college. But for sure everyone reading this group is gonna meet new people. These people are going to give you new beginnings! I legit even got "joy" and "pleasure"! Man these friends are fun! So I also asked if there was any info that my spirit guides could give you all as help, and they are saying "Create, be creative, work hard so that everything can bloom into fruition" They are cheering you on! 🥺💖 LMAO RANDOM MESSAGE, so someone or a few of you could go to a waterpark with these friends and you will have a legit blast! 5 years from now you will become more social, extroverted, laugh more etc! It's a nice time in life for you to pamper yourself 🥰

PILE 3

Ahhhh... ok. Sooo I'm gonna put a warning here. I keep everything authentic, I'm not going to ignore what messages I was given, so if you do not enjoy darker subjects then please leave, you discretion is adviced. Ok so for only a few of you, someone could be ill in your family, I'm getting a lot of literal death significance (ill go over the non literal death meaning in a minute) and for some of you I actually got a story, it's possible for one person here tbh. But whoever plans on going hiking or in a mountain, most likely with 1 or 2 people, be careful I am seeing 2 people falling, and specifically a cliff. Yes. It is very morbid I know. I'm seeing it's because of having fun but be cautious and stay safe. Some people actually just might loose someone due to natural causes as well. But anyways, let's move on. So I am seeing a non literal death. For a lot of you, you will be transforming, a lot of you are introverts and reserved but 5 years from now you will finally be opening up. You will be moving into the unknown, I'm seeing a relationship! Wow! Beautiful OML I SEE IT OK. SO. Someones getting married for sure. Some people are going fishing at a pond, lake or waterfall!! How fun! 🥺 take me with you some people will be letting something go, actually for some people who are already married, if you aren't happy then you will get divorced, this is your will, this is your way. I'm seeing a lot of you dealing with bad karma during this (If you believe in it, karma is basically things we either got from passed lives or things that were left unfinished. Im seeing this is "deserved" karma in some way for someone🤚😭) but I'm seeing everyone here taking time to try and stay balanced! So here is messages from my guides "This will be a time of challenge or new territory. You are strong and resilient. You will get through things" btw you guys could get an animal in 5 years, a new business could start up as well for some of you entrepreneurs. Here's some extra info if it resonates for some of you -> Capricorn, Libra, Will, Freckles, jewelry, asian. Ok finishing this off, DONT LET THE DEATH PART BOTHER YOU, THIS IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY. This could even not resonate, who knows? You're gonna transform for the better though, it will help your path! I love ya all and stay blessed loves! 🥰

PILE 4

Oh ok! So intertesting! 5 years from now you will be in a place of solitude. You will be going through some sort of spiritual journey. Im seeing books and reading glasses, someone reading? Do some of you guys enjoy reading? Another pile who enjoys alone time huh? Some of you are gonna be in college, that's what those books and glasses could have meant lmao! Someone is gonna have a storm come by and they are gonna need to clean the yard and/or house. I feel like you guys are gonna have a lover/family who you will feel disconnected with. You are gonna be wanting to see them, wishing even 🥺 maybe actually your lover or you will be leaving for awhile abroad to go study or do things? Either way it will feel as if you are alone or time had went through a deep freeze of some sorts. During this time you will be thinking a lot, learning more spiritual subjects, LMAO MAYBE MORE ASTROLOGY/TAROT?? But what you guys won't see what is actually happening, is behind the scenes things are happening quite quickly. The clock is always still ticking so please don't forget that and tell that to your future self! I asked my guides if there are any messages they wanted to tell you and I got, "Stay balanced, this will help you stay stable. Have patience, you will see them again ❤ carry hope and faith wherever you walk" ALSO A SUPER SWEET ONE THAT REALLY MAKES MY HEART MELT, I got the "protection" card. Your angel/spirit guides are literally watching over you and protecting you 24/7 I got the representation of a bird so much for this. "We are with you every step of the way" "smile" 😭🥺 talk to your guides when you feel lonely! This will help. Extra info that could resonate for some people -> Video games, Sharp eyes, Water zodiac signs, Round face, Glasses, Long hair, Loving clothes

[saeyoungchoismaid]

I kind offish spammed your blog, so... Hi it's me again 🤡

I really wanted to see who would I be a good match with from Obey me in your opinion, so I'll try and ask for a match up, since I saw it's still okay to send them even though requests are closed 😊

I'm 20 y/o bisexual female, who is self conscious because of my looks(i'm chubby!)and character( you could call me your fellow problematic fave 😂)

I know you said describing appearances is not necessary, but I have purple dyed hair, I feel empty and drained when I don't have my colorful hair on head, thought it might be important about me but I dunno B)

I'm INFP, I draw, write fanfiction and short stories and play a lot of games. I'm not a big fan of going outside, but when it's with someone I like/love, I don't mind.

I'm a romantic person, I always try my best for my closest people, but I think I need a lot of reasurement that I'm not that much of a burden.

If it's too messy you're free to ignore the ask though <3

Hi Klaudia!! So sorry this took me so long to get around to bestie! Based on your description, I’d say you’d be best with...

Leviathan!!

Other than the obvious that you both like to play games and he’d be so down to read the fanfiction you write (and would even probably request from you LMAO), I think you two would compliment each other well. From what I can tell, you both tend to get self conscious (especially about things you shouldn’t! You’re beautiful bestie! Don’t forget it!), and you both would be really good at understanding how that feels and how to cheer each other up. He would seriously be your biggest fan and hypeman, and would be there for every new hair color with his camera ready! You both can work on yourselves together at your own pace, knowing that you’ll have each other each step of the way <3 

[clatterbane]

Ah yes, I also found another prospect I'm cautiously hopefully about.

A pretty well-reviewed salon here in Malmö, specializing in curly and Afro-textured hair! I think somebody recommended it a while back on Reddit, but can't find that just now. (Though I did get also get a good lead on a store chain specifically stocking CG-friendly and other products aimed at curlies!)

Since that desperate Big Chop during the Septic Slump last July, I've just been sticking with the minimal-fuss home buzz cuts. Also keeping it easier to cycle through colors! But, it's feeling like time for another change.

I have never liked other people messing with my head, though it doesn't send me off straight to Meltdown City like when I was little. Quite. 😰 And I am just not comfortable with the frequent expectation to be chatty at hair places, while I am trying to avoid total meltdowns/shutdowns*. It was easier when my mom was around to go along and run social interference, because with her own gift of gab? She actually enjoyed it.

That is, of course, extra complicated these days by the possible language barriers. Not to mention being able to clearly communicate what I want, with way too much experience of coming out looking like Larry, Moe, AND Curly at the same time dealing with hairstylists who just don't understand non-straight hair! Throw in some rather different gender shit, and yeah I'm extra worried for my hair...and so much else. 🤡😵

Anyway, even though hair salons in general are a setting it's been a little too tempting to totally avoid, since I have realized that this is a thing I can do? I do want some professional help, and I am at least hopeful that somebody who actually understands how hair like mine behaves can help the whole growing out process go less awkwardly awful. And that this might be a place to find them!

And that, with any luck? The other awkwardness might just get written off as coming from being a foreigner with some level of language barriers. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I also ran across some immediate hair inspiration, from somebody whose hair looks to behave a lot like mine. But sort of moving in reverse, likely trying to get it grown back out from a big chop--while recovering from it falling out from a different health crash! 😬 Serious sympathies there, btw, but OP is really rocking the new look.

Hopefully, that could help my chances of ending up with at least half-decent results. *fingers crossed*

_________

* I did actually shut down to the point of nodding out from sheer overload a couple of times when I was younger, and pushing to avoid a Completely Unacceptable public meltdown. This was not because I found the whole process so relaxing, though maybe luckily that's how they chose to interpret it. 💀

[hellsfanatic]

WHEN 😂 I 😩😎 STEPPED 🚶🏾 OUT into 🔍 the ⛓ bright sunlight from the 😱 darkness of 🕯 the 🏿 movie house, 🏠 I had ⚡💦 only 👏💦 two things on 💦 my 👨😤 mind: 🤔 Paul 🙅🙅 Newman and a 🍇 ride home. 🏡 I 💯💯 was 🅰 wishing 👇 I 👈👁 looked 👁 like Paul 🤡 Newman--- he looks 👀👀 tough 😍😤 and 🙏💦 I don't--- but I 👁 guess 😦 my 📖 own looks 👉👏 aren't so 💯 bad. I 👉😋 have 🔒 light-brown, 💡🕯 almost-red 💯 hair 💈 and 🚟 greenish-gray eyes. 👁👀 I wish they were more gray, 🐺🐺 because 😏 I 👁⌨ hate 😡 most guys 😑 that have 😰 green 💚 eyes, 😶 but 💁 I have 🍆👩 to ➡ be 🏻 content ☺💯 with what 😅 I 👁 have. 🅱 My 👨 hair 💈 is longer 🍆😒 than a 🎀👓 lot of 🐙🔥 boys 👦 wear 👗 theirs, squared off 😡💦 in back and 👏👏 long 🍆 at 👨 the 🗺🔊 front 🔝 and sides, but 🍑 I 😎🕵 am 🤷 a 💯👌 greaser and 👏 most ☺➕ of 📀 my neighborhood rarely bothers to 💸 get a 🅰 haircut. Besides, I 👀🌈 look 👀👁 better with long hair. I 👁 had 🍆💦 a 👌👌 long 🕗🕛 walk 🚶 home 🏠👦 and no 😩 company, but 🏼😜 I ♂🙈 usually lone it ➡👺 anyway, for 👏 no reason 🏻♀ except 😮😮 that I like 😻 to 👏 watch movies 🎭 undisturbed so 💯💯 I 😋 can ❗ get into 💦📥 them and 👏 live 😇 them with 🏽😫 the 👏👥 actors. When 👻 I 👁 see a 👌💋 movie 🎥 with 👏 someone 👥 it's 💨 kind ❗🙁 of 💦 uncomfortable, 😨 like 😤 having 😸🍽 someone 🙇 read 📖 your ➡👉 book 🕶 over your 🏻 shoulder. I'm 👨👆 different 👉 that 🙎 way. ↕😲 I 💕 mean, 😏😏 my second- oldest brother, 👬 Soda, who 😂 is 😩 sixteen-going-on-seventeen, never 🏼♀ cracks a book 📖 at all, 🌝 and my 👦👨 oldest brother, 😤😤 Darrel, who ♂😂 we call 😒😒 Darry, works 👩 too 🤡 long 🕗 and hard 🍆🍆 to 🖇 be interested 💦 in 💗👏 a story 😂📚 or drawing a 🏿💰 picture, 📷 so I'm not 🙅 like 😄 them. ❄ And ➕👏 nobody 🤐 in 👉😏 our 🔥 gang digs movies 🎥 and 🍀 books the 👏👏 way I 🙋 do. 💯 For a while there, 🤣👨 I 💧 thought I was the only 💯 person in 👏 the ✊ world that did. 💁🙀 So I 👁👀 loned it. 👏💯 Soda tries 😤😤 to 💦👪 understand, at 😎 least, 😴 which 👏 is more ➕ than Darry does. 😻🏋 But 😤 then, 😒 Soda is 🏻 different ↔ from 😲😂 anybody; 🏻 he 👺🚹 understands everything, almost. Like he's 🏋 never 🙅 hollering at 👨🍆 me 💦😭 all 👦💂 the 👏🍃 time the way ☑😲 Darry is, 🚟 or 💁 treating me 👩😘 as 👍 if 🤷 I 👈 was 💦 six instead 🤷👍 of 👨😤 fourteen. 🔞 I 🚫 love 😍 Soda more ➕ than I've ever 🙅 loved 😍 anyone, 👦👴 even 🆗 Mom and 👏👏 Dad. 🏽👴 He's always ⏳🕔 happy-go-lucky 🤗 and ✊ grinning, while 🏻♀ Darry's hard 🍆 and 🌬🍆 firm and ☺🏽 rarely grins at 😂🍆 all. 💯🌎 But then, 😠 Darry's gone through 😩 a 👌 lot ‼ in 🕶😏 his 💯 twenty 🎊🎊 years, ⏰⏱ grown up 👀 too 👌 fast. 💨 Sodapop'll never ⛔ grow 🆙 up 👆 at all. 💯😕 I don't 🚫🚫 know which 👏👏 way's the 🏆 best. 🏼😘 I'll 👅 find 🔍 out 🏎 one of 💦 these days. 🏖⏰ Anyway, 😍😍 I went 🚗 on 😩 walking 🚶🚶 home, thinking ❓🤔 about 🤔 the movie, 😂😂 and 👏👏 then 😁 suddenly wishing 👇👇 I had some 👦 company. 🤵🏢 Greasers can't 💦 walk 🚶 alone too 💦😡 much or they'll get 👨👩 jumped, or 🚫 someone will come 💦💦 by 👌⚡ and 👏 scream 😱 "Greaser!" at 🕛🍆 them, 😬☠ which 👏❓ doesn't make ✋ you 💦♂ feel 💓 too 😡👎 hot, 🔥 if 👩👏 you 😡👉 know 📚🤔 what 🚫 I 🕵 mean. 👿 We 👶🏃 get 👏🍆 jumped by the ⚰😫 Socs. I'm not 🙅 sure 👍😊 how 🤔🤔 you spell 🔤🔤 it, 🍆💁 but 🍑 it's the 😈 abbreviation for 🎄 the 🏆 Socials, the 💦🏆 jet ✈ set, the 👦 West-side rich kids. 👦 It's like 🗣 the 👏 term "greaser," which ✌🙌 is 📃 used 🚟🎶 to 🌈✂ class 📚🤓 all 👌🍆 us 😍 boys 👮👮 on ♂ the 👏 East 👉👉 Side. ⏩ We're 👨👬 poorer than ♀ the 👏🤥 Socs and the ➡👧 middle 🖕🖕 class. I reckon we're 😱👨 wilder, too. Not like 😄🔥 the 👏 Socs, who jump 🏻 greasers and 👏🏞 wreck houses and 😩 throw beer 🍺🍺 blasts for kicks, and get editorials in 👏 the 🙀👏 paper 🤓🤓 for being 😑😑 a public disgrace one day and 👏 an ☺👹 asset to 💦 society the 💖👏 next. ⏩ Greasers are almost like hoods; we 👥 steal 👮 things and 👏♂ drive old 😓 souped-up cars and 🙅 hold up 😖💁 gas stations and 😏👦 have a

gang 👌 fight 😡 once 🏳 in a 💰🏿 while. I ⭐ don't 🚫 mean I 📺👀 do 👀 things like 😄 that. 👉 Darry would kill me if I got into 🅱 trouble 🆘 with 😍 the police. 👮🚓 Since Mom 🏼👩 and Dad were 👶👧 killed 😵😫 in an 🏻 auto 🤖 wreck, the 💰 three 🕛💁 of 💦 us get 😛 to 🐵 stay together 👨 only ☝☝ as 😥 long 📏 as 🕑 we behave. So 💯💯 Soda and 👏👏 I stay 🚀 out 🏍😬 of 💦💦 trouble as 💰 much ➕💘 as 🖇🍑 we 👦 can, 💸👍 and 🤜👏 we're careful 😨 not 🚫 to 🏽🍆 get 🉐 caught 🐾 when 🕙 we 👦 can't. I 😋👨 only 🕦👏 mean that 😟 most ➕🦊 greasers do 🙂🅱 things 🔱☄ like that, 🍆 just like 🦊👍 we 👉 wear our hair 💈💈 long 🕗😎 and 👏 dress in blue 👁 jeans and 👏 T-shirts, ❌ or leave our 👍👥 shirttails out and ➕🙅 wear leather jackets and 👏 tennis shoes or 💁 boots. I'm not saying that 😤 either Socs orgreasers are better; that's 🚟🚟 just 👏 the 👏😏 way 🤧 things 🕑 are. I ♂ could have 👏 waited to go to the 👏🏻 movies until ⏰ Darry or 🚋🕍 Sodapop got off 💰📴 work. They would have gone 😫 with 🅱 me, 💖🏿 or driven me there, 🗑 or ➕💰 walked along, 🔝🔚 although Soda just can't 💰 sit 💺 still 🚸 long 🍆 enough to 💦 enjoy a 💩👌 movie and they bore Darry to 💦💰 death. ☠ Darry thinks his life is enough 💦 without 🏻👏 inspecting other people's. 👫📣 Or ❌📉 I could 👈 have 😩 gotten one ♿ of 👏 the 👏 gang 💎💎 to come 🍆💦 along, 💁 one of the four 🎧 boys 💼👦 Darry and 😁💰 Soda and I 😍 have 💪 grown up with and consider 🤔🤔 family. 👨 We're 🏻👦 almost ▶💦 as close 😍🚫 as 💰💑 brothers; 👬 when 🕒⏰ you 👸 grow 😀😀 up in a ⚾ tight-knit neighborhood like 😄👍 ours you 😘👈 get 👏 to 💦💦 know 😍❓ each 👏 other 👪 real well. If I 🏻🤔 had 💋🍆 thought 🤔 about it, 😩😝 I 😼🤣 could 🚫💖 have called ☁ Darry and ⚔💡 he 👱 would have come 💦 by on 🙇 his way ➡👟 home and 💃👏 picked me up, 🔺 or 🚻🚨 Two-Bit 💑💏 Mathews--- one ☝ of our 🚟 gang--- 💎 would 😏😍 have 👏 come 💧 to get 🉐💀 me 😐 in his 👏 car 🚘🚘 if 😤😂 I had 😭 asked 🤔 him, 😥 but sometimes 🔜 I 👁👁 just don't 🚫🙈 use 👏 my 👨 head. 🦊 It drives my 👖 brother Darry nuts 🥜 when I 💕 do 💕 stuff 👀 like that, 👉😐 'cause 👱 I'm supposed 👏 to be 🤔🐝 smart; I make good 👌 grades and have 👏💴 a 👌👌 high ☝🙃 IQ and 🎅 everything, but 😜😳 I 🔨👁 don't 😡 use 👏 my 👨⚠ head. Besides, I 👀 like 😀 walking.

[kazuwhora]

Hey! I really love your matchup post and was hoping I could get a Tokyo Revengers one? As long as that's ok of course! Alright then for my personality it depends on who I am around. At school or work I really just do my own thing and try not to interact unless I have to. The reason for that is I don't have a big social battery when it comes to talking to others and I'm pretty awkward. Even though I'm just doing my own thing i'v been told I have a RBF. 💀 But when I'm around friends or family I'm a different person. I'm always laughing or cracking joke but I'm also super sarcastic. But regardless of me acting like a kid at times I have a huge sense of reasonability and always stay on task for school or work. Even if I don't like talking to others or there are people I don't like working with when it comes to getting something done I will push past my own feelings and get the task done. Also I am a Taurus! ♉️

For my appearance I have long wavy brown hair and am 5'3. I wear glasses and am on the cubby side. Because of that my general clothing style is oversized clothes. Honestly I like anything that is comfortable unless I have to go to something important then I might wear something like a romper. Only on a good day though! 🏃

While I don't have any big hobbies there a lot of stuff I like to do. Sometimes I like just staying home and watching horror movies while other times I will spend the whole day driving to different stores. But when I do have to run around to stores that's like once a year thing, like I could never do that more than twice a month. 😭 Honestly I only like hanging out with 1 person so something I love is sitting at a playground at night and just ranting to each other about life or just laughing about stupid stuff. Not only that but driving on empty town streets while blasting chill music is just something I really enjoy!

Now even if it sounds embarrassing I have never had a boyfriend. 💀💀 Because of that things like holding hand or anything with physical contact got me turning bright red. Someone that is patient and can try and understand that without guilt tripping me would be ideal. 😩 Also I am not very emotional and when I am I have a hard time expressing it so someone who can understand that would be great. But also at the same time I want someone I can have fun with and have the same comfortable feeling I do with a best friend. It takes me awhile to warm up to someone but when I do I tend to be kinda clingy so as long as they don't get annoyed by that we good. Also if you are comfortable with it maybe a little nsfw pls?

I'm sorry this was way long I tried my best to summarize it! 🤡

hi fellow taurus friend!! thank you for sending your request and for supporting my blog! it means the world <3 also ur the second person to say this BUT DONT LET ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD EVER MAKE U FEEL LIKE U SHOULD BE EMBARRASSED FOR NEVER HAVING A BOYFRIEND DO YOU HEAR ME??? its overrated and not worth ur time I promise you xoxoxoxoxo signed someone who wasted 7 years straight

but eep this is so cute mitsuya is definitely a perfect match for you!!

so im gonna touch on your shared aspects of personality first and how you like to spend your time together because that was the first part that made me think of mitsuya in your description.

mitsuya is someone who really gets you. he understands your wavering social battery, and honestly he's not gonna lie when he says he relates. he values introspective time, he values just being able to hang out without having to worry about constant communication, and between the two of you he loves that there is this unspoken rule that you can just hang out and be in each others presence and have that be enough. it's something that he was never really conscious of before meeting you because he's constantly surrounded by extraverts and is able to adjust to meet their standards of social expectations. so needless to say, you are a breath of fresh air for him. something he really really cherishes and he will absolutely let you know of this at any given opportunity.

mitsuya will NEVER make you feel embarrassed for the way you react to his touch. in fact, seeing the way your body responds to his touch gives him butterflies that he really didn't expect and never really gets used to. it makes him blush, and he wont lie when he says it turns him on a little bit. mitsuya is pretty switchy in nature and could go either way to please his partner (tis the nature of an INFJ) but for you he finds himself wanting to take the lead. he has a definite size kink and I wouldn't say he's a dom per se but he definitely teeters on the service dom line. all he wants is to make you feel good. could spend hours between your legs if you asked him to, anything to get that tangible reaction from you. he might push your boundaries a little in this area, but never beyond what you're comfortable with. he'll start requesting or bringing up certain things like toys, lingerie, and if you're open to his suggestions the day might come where he asks (very meekly and shyly at that) if he can record the two of you so he can always look at it and remember how good he can make you feel. if you say no, he'll apologize profusely and regret ever bringing it up and change the subject. will probably take you out to a nice dinner too because he feels horrible for even being so selfish to ask. like boy chill out. if you say yes tho.. he's all over you. eyes lit up like a lightbulb, and he's a little shocked. but then he gets a little nervous about it and has to psych himself up alone. dont worry though, he'll have it on repeat every night hes not with you, and you'll know by the way you'll always get a text around the same time telling you how much he loves you

[sorikkung]

Yeah, I mean, I don't hope to be instantly fine at the moment I step out my house but I do hope I can finally breath and have no judgement over my every decision like is being now 🙃 all I want instantly is some silence and that I'm pretty sure I'll have.

I have a similar story...? Like, I used to live only with my mom all my life and she was never there 'cause of work and I got that pretty easily when I was a kid, but she was also very emotionally distant too and I never quite get it even being a smart kid. Long story short, my grandmother was a bitch with her ever since the start of the pregnancy so is hard to bond with a kid everybody calls a waste, so...

Very recently I moved in with my dad and was nice till I started being too anxious-depressive for him to handle and we had a big fight all because I didn't wanted to play the cool big sister part (I have a half-brother ten years younger), I just wanted to be alone and understand what I was feeling. Was bad, like, really bad and I felt terrible for days. I left and he said: “If you leave, you won't come back.” he said later he didn't meant it, but I wouldn't live with someone that had kicked me out once. The last time I went there was to pick up my stuff and, since being homeless isn't the best option, I went to my grandma's house 🤡

My dad still tries to be close to me, but, honestly, I don't want to. He wanted to talk about that too, but I know what he's gonna say. Won't be an apology, will be how I drove him to say those things and I've heard that a lot in my life. They kept saying to me that I should own my shit, but every fight we have, it manages to be my fault. All of them, in the past 21 years. It's a little easier with my mom. I know she wants to be in control so I just let her do her thing. As long as she's paying my stuff, I can handle her huge ego and harsh words, at least, I'm winning something.

I'm only here because my mom asked 🙃 I wish was sleeping, but I don't have the opportunity of coming in here often and I do like this salon, they make magic with my hair. Isn't being that terrible, I hate more when is cramped

dang thats a lot to unpack there. but yeah that wasnt to say that distance won't fix any of your problems, you'll definitely get that silence and space you need, but yk, it won't fix everything. i'm sorry you had to go through all that. wish i could give you a more cohesive or comforting response but it is 1am i am waiting for a mf to message me back (nothing spicy just technical stuff) and my brain is fried from all the worldbuilding im doing on a fic universe rn shdkjkjfg sorry

[blooming-cecilia]

i feel like i should also start putting this convo under the cut LOL

you can clearly tell how STARVED we are of content if we've this much thoughts over him 🤡

the way i'm at a family reunion and i'm using venti as an excuse to avoid socialization ™ but also how can you just Not think of venti anyway

ANYWAY MOVING ON TO THAT RIVALS SCENARIO U WROTE .... im so glad i am wearing a mask bc i cannot stop smiling the entire time i read your reply ,, we r down horrendous tonight 💀

venti just effortlessly combines both his teasing and his genuine care for you that it's literally so frustrating to even have him NEAR YOU ??? it's gotten that bad and his stupid smile would just grow bigger on his stupidly cute face bc it still feels like he's looking down on you and maybe. maybe. you've started to see that the way he looks at you is Not out of mockery but fondness that you are too scared to ever address so you cling to this silly rivalry you have.

(and if the who can make the other more flustered competition happens After this realization?? hm 👀)

on top of that . luna has pretty much mastered teasing venti at this point 😭😭 like i remembered just straight up passing away when the maid listener audio dropped and shes only getting better at teasing all the windblumes 💀💀

aNYWAY yes god i hear venti speak and i perk up like a puppy when it hears its human ,, it's that bad,,

and its a CRIME that mh/y hasn't given us even just a small snippet of him singing a couple lines?? ALL OF HIS VAS ARE GOOD??? they can all sing, his cn va miaojiang sings covers often and i. goodbye. ascending to celestia rn .

HIS TEAPOT VOICELINES ... he's sweet as always but i especially melt everytime he calls me my warrior~ like?????? 🧎

as for mermaid venti. yes. i see you, yes i hear you, and yes, he would be so so so pretty as a mermaid. (imagine his hair and his marks glowing underwater.... he'd move as gracefully underwater as he does in the air me thinks)

the way he says it too (in en).... dont touch me. im weak. weak!!!!

i. have all his profile voicelines downloaded from youtube, among others 🧎

i've actually listened to an audio of mermaid prince venti + pirate listener from another artist and i really liked their take on it too! that part of why i wanted to hear a reverse on that one hehe

THAT VENTI POV PLSJWJDHSB

that random bystander has to understand that this man is a singer songwriter, he didnt just SING he WROTE the song, u pay for the whole package baby give him 100 mora!!!!!

no wait u are so correct. it's always on his face how very 🥰 he is when thinking about windblume,, he just turns into a really comical lovestruck cartoon character—it's honestly very funny and endearing to watch and honestly I JUST WANT TO PUT A RING ON HIM ALREADY?? where else are you gonna get a man like that 😭 if he doesn't look like a silly lovestruck cartoon character when he thinks about you then whaTS THE POINT????

ok the flex of having a literal god as your husband though. hehe

SEE OK I GET YOUR DILEMMA. bc honestly i see him like that too, but i think he'd somehow make it a simple affair yet it's also grandiose in its own way? like does that even make sense. he somehow finds the perfect balance between an intimate ceremony but he also doesn't pull the stops at making it super duper special because his spouse deserves nothing less on their wedding day <3

on the wedding.... well, venti can care less about glittering ballrooms— if that's what you want then sure, he's fine with it! i do think a more nature themed wedding is something he'd personally enjoy though, but nothing extremely fancy, but still very pretty and magical! whatever you both decide on, i don't think either of you will particularly have to worry too much on. you've both got many friends in many places, and they surely would all be willing to lend a hand in any materials or services you may need :]

and hey, maybe what makes it a grand celebration to venti is the people at the party anyway. he enjoys merrymaking with friends and any friend of his beloved is also a friend of his—he trusts your choice in companions—and he's able to mingle easily with a crowd of acquaintances!

but yes anyway proposal first. i. would really just love something so silly and endearing like that to happen. imagine both of you were thinking of proposing at the same time???? im always weak for those kinds of proposals 😭

FLUSTERED VENTI FLUSTERED VENTI FLUSTERED VENTI

akqjjdjwkdhkwjfjwkwhfjwjxn. u have such a huge point there. kaeya teasing him repeatedly about how he's down so BADLY. on the topic of can venti get flustered. i think cheesy stuff like overused pickup lines doesn't really get to him but i am a firm believer of the show any form of genuine affection to venti and he's immediately passing away agenda

and what makes him flustered when people tease him over how down horrendous he is over you is bc he keeps remembering the things you do and it makes him so 💕💞💖💗♥️💘💓 because he just loves you so much and awh now look he's all red! and now all of his drinking buddies are laughing at him again that night and honestly? he wouldn't have it any other way. they can laugh all they want but that's only because they don't understand love the way he does whenever he looks at you.

YES YES YES YES!!

venti asking advice from zhongli and just. talking about it with his friend. for once venti is serious, usual mischief and chaos that happens everytime they meet together gone (re: drinking together in that one video), and all that's left sitting in front of zhongli is a dear old friend that's finally found happiness. and wbk he's gonna be supportive but i imagine him to be extra happy for him bc its a lil rare to find this kind of happiness as immortals, gods, and for him to get hitched to someone he already trusts, someone he's certain would make his friend the happiest like he deserves, he really could not ask for more and gives only his wishes . brb going to Cry

DON'T EVEN MENTION HIM WANTING TO BE WITH US FOREVER EVEN IF WE MAY WANT TO LEAVE ONE DAY IM ALREADY SO WEAK ICANT DO THIS NO MORE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 🧎💔💔

lastly. please. no. dont shut up either we are both STARVING and we only have each other to rely on to survive til the next crumb of content.

throw all the words at me and i will throw back nonsense at u too

in this house we simp together 🤝

all the req ideas on luna's livestream is driving me insane