#(but I don't want to bother to fix it right now cuz I'm so tired of knitting and I would need an entire extra month-of-work panel)

[cozymochi]

Cozy, you matter a lot. Perhaps you don't see it but I see it in the community that value you so much-- not just from your works but also just your rambles. You bring so much joy to us with your drawings, and personally I'm too shy to approach ppl in general but whenever you share your rambles I take note of what you say and understand your insights. There's a lot going on right now both inside and outside the internet, and that's possibly a factor to how you feel right now. But I swear, things will get better. I would love to hear you ramble more. I find joy in your words, and your craft.

Please don't undermine your value, you're truly a pleasant person to see here! <3

You are very correct that I do not see it, and I know this came in 2 days ago under a separate circumstance from offline state-of-the-world-things out of mine nor anyones control despite a decades worth of trying suddenly bubbling up all at once (and frankly, i dont have it in me to bother anymore in fighting “the fight” so to speak on THAT end, others might and good for them, but i’ll take the L until its my turn again in 2 years. I’m tired.)

But, today in particular I just had a reminder today that, yes. I still don’t feel valued nor that I matter around here this online space in particular.

I could put my entire everything into something and it won’t matter because there is more important stuff and people. I could ramble about trivial fandom stuff, but I don’t really have it in me to bother keeping it up for longer than an hour (if that), cuz I am just one, frankly insignificant person who has nothing interesting to share. I can’t imagine reading any of this is remotely pleasant at that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I guess will just never understand what others are seeing nor get their claims to the contrary

thanks for saying so though, it still takes a lot of guts to do and sorry I can’t really live up to that

Also sorry I don’t post enough art either for those content fixes, that’s the stuff people actually want to varying degrees. For a supposed artist im not really much of one at all

[the-firebird69]

You people are not friends you're very mean to our son he's telling you because he doesn't want you around him and he doesn't talk to you cause you stupid right to your face you don't care cuz you're stupid there's never been a situation like what you're saying there is in your retarded and he knows you're very stupid he's playing it out that you're wild cards yeah we have a lot of work to do cuz you to take over and I'm coming to that part of the announcements other things have not changed too much like the river and the diamond situation here and other the political situation still the same bja is taking a few positions there's no big push yet but there will be probably tomorrow into Friday the three days so

*we are speaking about items that are happening here on Earth one of them are the crabs they are advancing. A grouping of about 100 ships came out last night off of Mexico off the eastern coast and Yucatan and they engaged crabs up to 80 ft and destroyed half of them that were in from a mile to 2 mi and they're out there fishing now and those ones at a mile and two miles are gathering forces and they're getting big ones about 120 ft and a whole bunch of them there's probably 800 at 120 ft and 500 80 ft and they're starting to panic no but they're getting more right tonight it'll be twice that those ships will come out again and they will be sunk and they'll keep doing it and Trump wants to reverse their direction because he's a fool and Dave Dan kind of ruins his plan and is fighting him over the ships right now.

* he is in captivity. And he's stuck there and he is bothering Tommy f and his people are coming in and bothering him and his wiping them out now and he says you know I can't stand them probably turn to a jerk because of him and a lot of people did the clan messed with people and they picked up the ball and he says that makes sense and then you start doing it cuz you're forced to and he gets pinched by you so he said he's going there. Now his son says that to him and he remembers it and needs to ask the questions. So he's making notes.

*so Trump has been torturing our son with saying he's going to take over his body now Tommy F has a plan to do that and he is getting ready he wants to mess up our son's social security using taxes and it's going to be a war and they're going to not knock each other out and people will come in and fix it like the pseudo empire and he has been Arnold to look at those statements and see what they're saying cuz you probably want to find the synopsis and he went ahead and looked and said you know you made my plan for me and now I'm going to go after you I have plenty of stock in the company I needed to print it out and now he's mad finally but he needed a minute to look at it.

*there's a lot of these kinds of situations and they blame themselves and it's not really true cuz he didn't do the stock sales he didn't really drop it and people just sold stock and he said what can I do about it so yeah they talked about in the office and Trump was happy about it and Bill Lund figured it out he got mad he started looking at all his scams though he knows a lot of them he's getting ready to take over yep. And might use his father's body.

*so anyways our son is flipping off Trump and he forgot there's an office building across the street but they're not looking right now and he doesn't really care of the sit and annoy him

*in addition to these odd things here in Shawn County that punta Gorda Police department is organizing groups to go after trumpsters and to keep them out of the police force they're doing it in the sheriff's office too and other agencies they're pushing them out and they're tired of getting arrested and they're tired of pulling people out of prison and out of court they're going after the courts and it's a pseudo empire other groups are going to follow today bja has a planted lunch all sorts of groups to get those positions and Trump will be arrested everywhere and it is an emergency there's a lot of stuff he's sitting on because he's a lazy moron

*also we're noticing that he thinks our son likes him or something and he keeps doing that it's very rude we're going to go after him and after his taxes he has a lot of money and income he didn't declare and people are threatening him with it and they're going to go after him using the threat on our son a little bit but and also threats on them is it going to turn it around because what he did is very illegal and murders too they're already using those but they'll use them in concert with the IRS threats and they're going to arrest tons of agents and take over the agency and it's our chance to get positions that have not been available for hundreds of years here

Nuada Arrianna

And we said the last paragraph

Thor Freya

Olympus

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary557

4/9-10/25

wednesday - thursday

more soundtrack work done today.

i think i just need to do a once over on it and i can send it over. but idk if i'll do that now, cuz i just now decided to do vocals, and i kinda messed my voice up. which is okay, and has nothing to do with looking something over but i'm kinda exhausted. this was me finishing up one of the first songs i did for this project, but also, i added a second guitar thing to it doing different riffs, improved the sound overall, and i did a similar thing to another song. i also wrote some lyrics today. so super productive day. sad i messed my voice up but i figured i'd only have energy for one set of vocals today, even if it was cleaning something up basically. it is also very late, for me, basically, since it is now almost 1 pm... that means i am trying to stay up very late to fix my sleep . #awesome. my life is like the russian sleep experiment. very happy with where the song is i think. i think it's always gonna sound fucked up in a way because i do a fucked up thing in it, where the left guitar is playing impossibly high notes, it's like this hideous treble assault, freakish bends and stuff all over, i think it sounds good but i also wish those parts had more body but how would i really even accomplish that. the point is that they're fucked up in that way, you know. then there's a dance-y part that has that kinda thing going on a bit more but it's a little more riff-y. i mean both parts are riffs, but i think the riff in the first part would probably need some more time spent with the song to get a sense of that, and it's like not even 50 seconds long.

there's a part in it that i'm really happy with though,, a funny vocal part where i do this kind of shriek sound, something like a tea kettle or a bat screeching, it's very brief but it sounds interesting, i like the idea of trying to do abnormal things with my voice on some of these songs. on some other songs i wanna do girl group-y things, like egyptian shumba type stuff, i guess the thing i did is still in that vein, or descended from it, i was thinking about that when coming up with the idea.

still obsessed with this song, it's like, so perfectly written it's crazy, the guitar lines, i think it's two guitars at least, one sounds like it's tuned low so it can fill up lower frequencies better, it doesn't sound like a bass, the right guitar, i could be wrong though, they both kind of trade off at points though, the right guitar does some higher stuff at points. it's just a bunch of perfect parts, music like this working in terms of being 'catchy,' is so important to me, not that i need it to be always, but a lot of the bands from this time period/coming from this mindset end up having catchy parts, i really love it. it's like it absorbs the fact that a lot of early punk bands were enamored with various kinds of pop music/rock and roll as pop and totally perverting it, the perversion/subversion of what is able to be catchy or even cute or sexual, the ability to do something else entirely.

also this one:

i would like to sound like her... sometimes at least. i'll get there maybe, or annoying in a similar way.

i should talk about how i messed up my voice a bit, it's just because i didn't warmup really, but also because i go so long between doing vocals, i really need to be on it regularly, it's just my sleep and my gf always wants to be home, it makes it hard. i'd really like to scream more but i also don't want to bother people so much, but i probably have to, and if i don't hold myself back at points, which also contributes to me messing up my voice for a bit, i'd do things in fewer takes.

really i'm just super super tired. i don't know what else to put here, cuz i'm so tired but i'm trying to hang onto being awake, just so i can go to sleep a little later and become more normal. we might go out tomorrow, apparently. we weren't going to, but before that, we were, but now, after deciding to not, my gf has decided it's yes... but idk if i wanna or not. it depends on when i wake up, if i will go.

just had another lyric idea, so i put that down. awesome...

oh i wrote more today too. or yesterday, but today is a bunch of days stuck together, sort of, or just two. but that's sort of a lot. i think i need to sleep now-ish, i didn't get to stay up as late as i wanted but my gf has a friend coming over and they're gonna buy tickets again for this kpop group... to go a second day. it's just all silly.

it's so hard to stay upright, right now,

so,

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[theloveinc]

this is v v random and you dont have to answer if you dont want to bc it IS personal, but i wanted to ask abt ur experience on wellbutrin? in terms of like, getting energy or feeling tired, sleepy? im worried about it making me sleepy/tired/brain fog (im 26 n BUSY as heck) again, dont have to answer at all, just asking bc i know youre quite open n honest on stuff so i thought id give it a shot and ask about your experience n like. ur pros & cons if thats okay. anyways thank u lub u legend bye <3

🥺Legend, of course u can ask!! I'm probably not the best choice, given I've only been on it since early June (and some people, much longer)... but honestly, in terms of brain fog and sleep... I have had almost literally NO issues and am all positive reviews here (...kinda).

One of the reasons I was prescribed it actually was for excessive sleepiness and brain fog (I get horrible, horrible brain fog normally and I have for years.)... and even though the results have been somewhat inconsistent since I've switched dosages like three times (and was off for a bit), literally it's helped SOOOOO much.

Obviously, people's reactions are going to be different, a moot (who I can tag but don't want to like... expose)(edit: @ace-of-books in the replies of this post!!!) on here told me Wellbutrin actually keeps her awake to the point where she needs mild sedatives to sleep... but I've honestly found I have no trouble actually going to sleep once I actually decide to (I like to use my phone in bed so I partially blame some sleep issues on that, but... you know) and waking up has gotten way, WAY easier.

(Also, with my new dosage, I take it twice a day and it's the NON-time release pills, and I've noticed that actually I haven't been as tired getting into bed usually... but someone told me this would go away once I fully adjusted AND I didn't have that problem on the time released capsules I took initially. Also it could just be that I've been taking a lot of naps at 8pm LMAOOO AND it doesn't actually bother me since the brain fog has been very reduced! *skips and jumps and claps feet together like a little leprechaun*🤩🤩🤩)

So yeah. More issues with... not being able to sleep than with being sleepy in the daytime. Thought when I was taking my more concentrated dose, if I had caffeine with it, things would get a little WoOoOooooOOOOooo funny🤡!!! at first.

As for cons... it's so funny because when I switched dosages the first time, I was like "omg these pills suck they stopped working after like, a month..." THAT WAS NOT TRUE LMAOOO. I HAD JUST GOTTEN USED TO THEM, and when I moved on to a higher dosage (150mg once a day to 150 TWICE a day🥶😨😱), I literally went insane (crying over mild inconveniences IN PUBLIC. I could think too hard and I would cry. Keep me awake over anxiety literally non-stop type insane).

And then, when I subsequently stopped taking them and it faded(?) from my system, it became very clear I actually was... worse off without them and I was extremely happy to go back on

I could always get used to it again, but right now I feel GREAT and literally kind of spring out of bed when I need to be up. No more lazing about waiting for my mind to work, it just does for the most part.

(Though I do get tired in the day because my schedule is awful, and also still crave sleeping a lot when I am in bed, it's just when I do wake + get up the adjustment period from sleepy time to being awake is almost... instant. So that, I would say, is fantastic).

ANYWHOOOO, this is kind of a long-winded answer that I answered sort of... backwards (talking about lack of sleep vs. excessive sleep), but... my experience has been so positive, even despite the dosage changes and the fact that it obviously hasn't cured my depression entirely. I just haven't had any issues with it making me tired at all, and it's FIXED my brainfog, which I guess is the answer to your question!

BUT, and I'm just gonna say this for legal reasons cuz I'm sure you already know, talk to your doctor/a medical professional first before making any decisions! Don't base taking it entirely off of ME because I also know people who experienced nothing positive on Wellbutrin at all. Not me, tho. But that can be common.

Thanks for reading this all (and being sooo sweet I lub you too + am kissing you), if you did! And no worries if you didn't, but good luck with whatever ends up happening!💕💕💕

[livelovelaug-h]

Stressed

New girl fanfic ofc, Schmidt x reader

Words

A/n: I know I have a lot of stories to get to especially That 70s Show but I finally had an idea for a new girl fanfic. Take it easy on me this is my first new girl fanfic haaha!!!

"you're stress eating aren't you?"

It was 9 p.m. and you were in the loft eating a burger when Schmidt walked in.

"No I'm not."

"You're eating that sandwich like your life depends on it, now tell me what's bothering you."

You sighed. "Ugh it's a lot of things schmidt."

"Are you not having any sex y/n is that it? because we can fix that." You gave him a look.

"No its not that. I mean kinda but...- no, I'm tired of not having long relationships and I'm almost 28 I should be pretty settled in."

"That's not true, none of us are settled down and we're older than you by a little."

"Yeah I guess your right. I just dont feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be in my life."

"I know you wanted to do more acting stuff by now but I would say I'm very proud of you for how far you've come. I mean you did a commerical for crying out loud! Not to mention you got over your fears. Stop being so hard on yourself woman, you'll get more jobs, I mean look at you."

You bit your lip & smiled. "Thank you so much schmidt, that means a lot to me."

" no problem, that's what I'm here for cuz I'm cool. I'm the cool one. The one with the best advice. That's why they call me mr. Advice guy. Advice here, Get your advice here"

"Alright no one calls you that, and I wouldn't go that far." You laughed. "But I think miller might be a little cooler than you.."

"Oh please."

Grabbing your hot sauce you tried to pour it down schmidt's mouth. "I know Miller would definitely drink this." he grabbed your wrist midway.

"Of course I wouldn't I'm not an animal."

2 secs, 3 seconds, 4

schmidt didnt let you go, both of you holding each others stare. It was the connection you've been wanting for awhile.

He spoke up: " are you thinking what I'm thinking? Solve one of your stressed out problems."

Grinning widely you shook your head. "Let's do it." Tugging on his arm you walked him towards his room.

He closed the door and grabbed your face kissing you. You were in heaven you couldnt believe schmidt was kissing you. That was one reason why you were stressed out. You liked him but didnt have enough courage to tell him, plus he didnt seem like he wanted a relationship since he was with a new girl ;) almost every week.

You guys walked back towards the bed, you laying down and him following suit. he leaned on top of you, stopped, and pulled back and spoke up walking towards the door;

"We can't do this."

You were kinda embarrassed. He probably didnt like you like you, I mean its schmidt he's hot and you dont your his type.

"Oh?" Is all you could say. Almost like a deer in headlights.

" I'm sorry I can usually do this with anyone."

Punch number 2 to the gut.

" oh okay nooo, I understand you cant do it when you know you cant get it up." You said shyly getting up.

"What no no, I can get it up. Trust me I can get it up. It's just I cant do it with you because- because I like you y/n. I've actually liked you for a while. I don't just want to jump into bed with you, like I normally would."

You were in shock. You raised your eyebrows.

" you were dating that guy and then you seemed upset so I didn't want to interfere or be the rebound, which I mean I wouldn't have minded but instead I just tried to distract myself with other women." At this point you were smiling so hard your face could fall off.

"Wow I wasnt expecting that, but I've liked you for a while too. I can't believe that our Schmidt is ready to try relationship."

" well hey, I didn't say all that." He joked. "I'm kidding I would like to try with you. How does dinner tomorrow around 7 sound?"

"It sounds great. I cant wait. I'll see you then."

"See you then." He closed the gap in between you guys and kissed you passionately. You could feel yourself heating up and getting red but you liked this feeling. You could get used to this.

"Good night schmidt.''

"Good night y/n."

~~~~~~

The end

[clownistyping]

A Witch & A Hick, Chp. 3

Little Secret

This chapter is just the two learning about each other and car problems lol.

Also warning for Elizabeth offering sex as payment lol, it doesn't happen. Also I do hc Lester living in a trailer bc its extremely common and realistic tbh.

Lester puts the truck in drive and looks at Elizabeth as he presses the brake, 

"I remember you said there's a town nearby, any chance we can go there to fix up my van?" Elizabeth asks as she pets the two dogs, 

"No need, they'll charge ya criminal prices. I can fix it." Criminal prices, he repeats in his head. 

"Oh come on, you've already done so much." Elizabeth says her face soft, 

"I insist! I can't just let them uh take ya money when I can fix it for free." He smiles and Elizabeth mirrors it. Lester gives from the brakes and drives towards his home, 

"I have a feeling there's something...more behind this." Lester gulps, 

"What made ya think that?" Lester nervously laughs and his hands tighten around the wheel, 

"That's how most men are, expect a favor for a favor. Though they often expect ya know." Lester blinks and cringes, 

"Aw that! I wasn't thinking anything like that, hell I wasn't even thinking about you doing anything." 

"I mean I'll do it." His eyes widen and he stops the truck again, 

"What?" He blushes and looks at the girl, 

"I'll get you off, I've done it before." 

"No no! I have to decline, I just ain't that kinda man." Lester nods to the woman who shrugs, he lied. He is that kinda man, he's had victims beg for safety with offers of sex. He always took it, but let's the girls fall back in the hands of his brothers. 

"Not that I don't find ya pretty!" He defends quickly and Elizabeth laughs, 

"You're real purdy, I just. I just can't." He sighs and Elizabeth notices how tense he is. 

"Thanks, for calling me pretty." She smiles, 

"I think you're real pretty too." She compliments Lester who blushes again, Lester has never talked to a stranger this long. Never had a girl call him pretty, never met her.

"Ya just sayin that cuz I'm given ya a ride." Lester chuckles and Elizabeth shakes her head, 

"Nope," she pops her P, 

"Everybody's beautiful in they're own way, just as nature intended." Lester blinks and remembers her van, the witchy collection in it. 

"Oh right, you're a witch!" Lester exclaims and Elizabeth nods, 

"How'd you know?" She teased and Lester laughs,

"How'd you even get in all that junk anyways?" Lester asks and flicks his hat, 

"It ain't junk. Don't be rude," Elizabeth smirks and Lester nods his head, Jonesey puts her head on Lester's lap. He pets the dogs head. 

"Sorry but, how did you ya know..start?" 

"My sister got me my tarot cards, she really showed me the basics of witchcraft. Our parents didn't really care all that much but never let us do it in the house. Guess that's why I moved out so early too." Elizabeth laughs, 

Lester pulls up towards a driveway of a trailer.

The trailer is a once white single wide, covered in vines and ivy. Bones hung from the porch ceiling, 

Elizabeth notices his front door was wide open, and in the yard were scatters of trash, car parts, bones and more. The windows were open but blinds were keeping the inside blocked. 

It looks like nobody lives there, as stray cats scurried under the trailer and hissed at each other.

"I'll be quick, I'll just unload your van and fix her right up in a jiffy." Lester smiles at the girl and gets out of the truck, Jonesey follows and Mac follows after her. 

Elizabeth smiles as she watches the two dogs sniff around and play, getting out of the truck her barefeet sink into the grass and dirt. She stretches, the truck wasn't entirely comfortable with Mac siting right on her. 

"Sorry for the mess, I don't really have guests." Lester says as he unhooks the van, 

"Its fine, I've seen much worse." 

"Nah, doubt it." Lester shakes his head and wipes his hands on his jeans, Elizabeth takes note of the depreciation joke he says. 

As Lester pops her hood and smoke rises from it, Elizabeth frowns. 

"That happened before?" Lester asks as he waves the smoke off, Elizabeth nods. 

"Yeah, I've had a couple engine problems. Mainly because of oil, but my light wasn't even on." 

"Yup, cars will do that. Just spring a problem on ya right as ya were doing fine." Lester grazes his hand over the engine and instantly finds the problem, 

"When's the last time ya changed the cooling fan?" 

"Never." 

"Cleaned it?" 

"Never." Lester sighs and Elizabeth frowns, 

"That bad?" He nods, 

"Your engine is busted, you're gonna need a new one." 

"Nooooo." Elizabeth groans

"Hey its okay, this happens all the time. It's just an accident." Lester tries to comfort the girl, she squats and hides in her knees. 

"Hey now," Lester gets on his knee and pats the girls back. 

"We can maybe order one from the next town over, but it'll take a while for it to come in since we're basically in the middle of no where." Lester then sits with the girl and he blinks when he hears a sob come from her. 

"Jeez darlin, it ain't anything to cry about." He says and Elizabeth looks up, her makeup more runny than before, 

"This is my karma! I know it is and- and I shouldn't be cryin-ing but-" she hides her face again and Lester stutters, 

"Aw no no, this ain't karma just an accident. Honest." 

He isn't entirely sure what else to do, seen plenty of girls cry in Ambrose. Ain't none of them cried like this. 

Crying about karma, hell if karma was real he'd be dead, he thinks and shakes his head. He gently pats the girls back as she sobs. The two dogs show up and sit around the two Mac places his head on the girls back. Pushing Lester's hand away, Elizabeth quickly hugs her dog.

After a couple minutes, her sobs stop and she looks up. 

"Im sorry Lester, I just. It's just been a lot today," she says and wipes her eyes, smudging her makeup. 

"Wanna talk about it?" Lester ask and Elizabeth looks around, noticing the sun is starting to set. 

"No, not right now. I'm just tired now, sorry for bothering you with my emotions and junk." 

"Ain't no bother at all, I'm happy to help." She shows a smile from his words as he stands, he puts his hand out and she takes it to stand. 

"I know, and thanks again. Do you think it's alright if my van stays the night? I'll try to go to another town in the morning and order an engine. I'll find a motel too." She says, trying to clean her face up from tears and makeup. 

Lester raises a brow, and Elizabeth shakes her head already knowing he'll offer his home. 

"Lester please you've already done so much for me! I promise that by tomorrow I'll be out of your hair." She says and Lester shakes his head, 

"Darlin, How about we both go into town order you an engine and when it gets here I can put it in. If you think I'm letting you sleep in that hot van for the night you're dead wrong." Lester stands up straight and crosses his arms, Elizabeth actually has to look up to see his face. 

"I've got a spare room, it's messy and mainly holds all my junk but it's got a bed, a desk and a closet." Lester says and Elizabeth takes a deep breathe, 

"Thank you," she says and Lester uncrosses his arms, 

"I mean it, without you I'd probably be kidnapped by some crazy guy. Unless you are the crazy guy." She jokes and Lester nervously laughs.

"I like to call myself unqiue." Lester jokes and Elizabeth laughs, 

"That you are friend, that you are." Elizabeth says and watches as the sun falls behind the trees.

After grabbing her needed things from the van, the two walk towards the trailer. 

The two walk onto the wooden porch, Elizabeth's hands grazing the bones hanging above, 

"Those are my people repellents, makes hikers skedaddle." Lester jokes and Elizabeth smiles, 

"They're beautiful," she compliments and Lester walks through the open door, 

"Yup, they sure are. I uh, I keep my door open so the strays can come in and relax and get away from the heat." He says and flicks on a light, it blinks a few times but turns on. 

The two are standing in the living room, the couches covered in fur and scratches. Clothes are all around and clean and unclean bones sit on the coffee table. 

But the recliner is free of fur, just a flannel on the back. 

Lester notices his playboy magazine on the coffee table and quickly snatches up the magazine, Rolling it up he laughs embarrassingly. 

"Sorry about that, again not often I get guests." Elizabeth smiles and shakes her head. From behind the two, Mac and Jonesey come running in. They jump on the couch and sit next to each other. 

"My house is there house." Lester pets Jonesy's head and smiles, putting the magazine behind the couch during this. He turns to face Elizabeth whose staring at the bones, 

"I'll show you to ya room," Lester walks to the right and opens a bedroom door, 

The bedroom filled with bones in boxes, books, clothes and random knick knacks. He quickly lifts boxes from the bed and pats the dust off. 

"My casa your casa." He smiles and Elizabeth places her stuff down, Lester stands in the doorway now. 

"Thanks again, Lester. I really appreciate it." Elizabeth puts her hand out and Lester looks down at it. It's so small, he gently grabs it and Elizabeth grabs one of the bracelets on her wrist. She brings it over her hand and onto his, 

"I can't not give you a gift." She says and lets him go, Lester looks down at the bracelet. A whole set of animal teeth with beads in between. 

"I- thank you. It's so purdy." He says and continues, 

"You're a real uh...what's it called?" 

"Freak?" He quickly shakes his head, and takes her hand again. Putting their wrists together with the bracelets, 

"Unique," he smiles, "You're a real unique girl." 

"Is it because I mess with bones and junk?" 

"Well that, and because you're real nice." Elizabeth smiles, 

"You're just as unique as me Lester." She says and the two look at each other for a second, wanting this conversation not to end but not sure how to continue. 

Suddenly from behind Lester, Mac barks. 

Elizabeth laughs, 

"It's past his bedtime, sorry he gets cranky when he's not in bed by this time." Lester let's the dog run past him and onto the bed, 

"Well, goodnight, um. Sleep tight?" 

"You too Lester." Elizabeth quietly shuts her door and Lester stares at the closed door. Jonesy whines from behind him, 

Lester turns to the dog and squats, he pets the dogs cheeks and smiles. 

"She'll be our little secret, right Jonesey?" The dog licks his face. 

[youngmistressofchopchop]

I did it. Now I dont write, I draw so this is not gonna be so good. Its been through many revisions and I realized I spelt "Yuseke" as "Yueske the entire time so forgive me ill fix that next chapter. My Kuwabara x oc story:

It was finally cold again. Miyoko was overjoyed, she had never liked summer. Sure there was no school and she had more time with friends, but she couldn't stand the heat. She detested those sweaty nights, or how the bugs always bothered her, actually she didnt care for any part of summer.

Miyoko had dropped so many hints over the years and yet somehow, Kuwabara still had no clue. His air-headed-ness was cute, but it made things difficult for the shy girl Miyoko was. She just couldn't work up the nerve to say something, and when she did, something would always interrupt her. However, today she planned to change that! Miyoko got dressed up as cozy as she could, ready for what her and her friends had planned and with a gleam of excitement in her eyes, she headed out the door. 

 That was apart from going to see her crush, Kazuma Kuwabara's baseball games, he would play every summer. When they were younger, he played in an official team wearing his "Mötor Head" jersey and smoking every opposing team he played against. Miyoko never missed a single game! Every home run, every strike, and every fight that broke out because of a bad call, she was there. When they got older, she would be there to watch him play against his friends, still wearing that jersey. She was always supportive of him, she was madly in love with him, and had been for awhile.

"Urameshi!! Where do you think you're going?? I was talking to you!" Kuwabara's feet hit the sidewalk with force as he sprinted after Yueske, who had walked only a few feet, forcing Kuwabara to stop abruptly frantically trying to steady himself without falling. After regaining balance, Kuwabara grabed a fists full of his friend's jacket to pull him close aggressively. 

"D-Dont tell anyone! Or I'll break your mouth, so you cant tell anyone nothin' ever again!!" Kuwabara's face was as red as the setting sun. Unfazed, Yuseke stared at Kuwabara blankly for a short second before sighing and shrugging the big flustered fool off of him. 

"Listen man, I wont say anything. But this is getting really annoying. Ive told you before that you should just go through with it. Whats your problem with admitting to her anyways?" Yuseke looked to the helpless man and immediately regretted asking. Kuwabara looked off dramatically twords the orange and red sky. His shoulders slouched, slumping over, and fiddling with his hands. 

"I....Shes really pretty, ya know? And...Im well...ya know?" His voice trailed off, as if wanting reassurance he was being foolish. When there was no reply, Kuwabara peeked up with a quivering bottom lip. 

Yueske stood with his hands in his pocket saying nothing, only wearing a furrowed brow and tight lips. Suddenly, he burst into laughter. Causing Kuwabara to stand up straight and look at him even more embarrassed, and ready to punch him.

"I never thought I'd hear the great Kuwabara, warrior of love, admit to being ugly!!" Mocked Yueske. He bent over shaking his head and slapping his leg, resting his other elbow on his knee and laughing loudly. He straightened and wiped a fake tear from his eye. Kuwabara gasped in shock. 

"What?? Ugly??" Again Kuwabara grabbed at his friend, this time missing and falling. He quickly got up and held up a threatening fists. 

"Im not ugly!! Im just not a romantic type!!" He rubbed his fists on his chest. 

"I am a warrior of love, so I know how to treat a lady and how to talks to girls, I just....." He paused, his mouth moving like hes trying to remember how talking works. "She's different!!" He finaly blurted out. "She reads them girly romance books that Kurama likes!!" With a frustrated grunt, Kuwabara rubbed his neck nervously and spoke in a much more serious tone.

"Ive known her a real long time, and I cant tell her yet cuz I'm kinda worried she only thinks of me like how Shizuru thinks of me." Yueske picked up on the seriousness of the situation and scoffed trying to lighten things up again. 

"Well you are ugly, but I think she likes you anyway. Besides man, why asks me? You think I read them werid books?" Yueske pat Kuwabara awkwardly on the shoulder. 

"No way. I asked cuz you have a girlfriend!!" Kuwabara turned to look at Yueske who was moving his arm away. 

"So? Doesnt mean I know what im doing, just asks Keiko." The boys laugh, seeming to have calmed down a great deal. Before much more could be said, four familiar and approaching voices could be heard chatting playfully. 

"Oh dear, you didnt actually take me seriously did you, Miyoko?" Botan said in a teasing tone. 

"I did!! I'm gullible, you cant just tell me anything about spirit world.I will believe it!! Everytime!" The two girls laughed. 

"I've noticed," Interjected Kurama. "You have managed to retained alot of attributes from your childhood haven't you? I find that interesting." Kurama continud, wrapping an arm around Botan. 

"Alot of people say that...is that a bad thing? I'm not immature am I?" Miyoko felt nervous now. Maybe that was the why Kuwabara never seemed to return her feelings, perhaps she wasn't mature enough for a relationship.

Keiko quickly spouted, "No no! I don't think he meant it like that, I think it's cute!" Keiko put a reassuring arm around Miyoko and smiled a friendly smile. 

"Ofcourse! Its an admirable trait." Kurama said as Botan giggled. 

Botan wagged her finger and pointed it at Miyoko with a knowing smile "Im on to you! You shouldn't feel so insecure!" Botan pulled her arm back and used it to hug Kurama's arm. "Don't be so hard on yourself, I know you're simply nervous, so you're being extra critical of yourself, but you'll do fine!" Botan hummed encouragingly. "And, we all look fantastic!" Botan added as they all rounded the corner.

Keiko stopped dead in her tracks, and started tapping her foot. "Well, most of us are...Yueske! I thought I told you to dress up!!" Keiko pouted, walking over to her boyfriend's side. 

Yueske was the most casually dressed out of all of them. Just wearing his usual faded blue jeans, black converse shoes, plain yellow shirt and favorite green and yellow windbreaker jacket. He looked even more underdressed standing next to Keiko. She was wearing a lovely pale pink turtleneck, a plum purple suspender skirt reaching to her knees, long white socks, and loafers to match her skirt. Despite their contrasting attire, they somehow matched perfectly. 

Yueske wrapped his arm around Keiko's shoulder and smirked."Kuwabara isnt dressed up." He looked over to Kuwabara and nodded his way while jutting his thumb twords his friend. 

"What!! I am too!! This is the nicest thing I got!! Other than like...a tux or something!!" Kuwabara wore a blue Letterman jacket, a red sweater with dark blue jeans, and brown dress boots laced in black, he was indeed dressed up quite nicely. Miyoko blushed at the sight of his clothing, he cleaned up nicely as always. She couldn't help but smile at him, it was always a slight surprise to see him out of his school uniform. Kuwabara had a simular reaction to Miyoko's choice of clothing. She dawned a wine red A-line dress, knitted black leggins, and shin high beige lace up boots. She wasn't one to dress up like this, but she wanted to tonight, it was a special night after all. 

Trying to redirect the situation and prevent Yueske and Kuwabara from fighting, Botan chimed in. "Well, I never have to worry about Kurama when it comesto presentation! Unless ofcourse, he's overdressed and making me look a fool!" Kurama and Botan giggled to eachother looking the most put together, like they were the parents of the group. Tonight, everyone was going their part to help Miyoko's odds, evident by Botan, who was wearing something much different from her usual choice of clothing.

She modelled a white turtle neck dress, form fitting reaching just above her knees with a small slit on the right side, with sleeves that reached slightly past her palms, she wore her wedding ring, hoop earings, beige velvet tights, and blue slip on flats to top off the look. To match her, Kurama dressed just as nice. Wearing a white button up tucked neatly into his dark brown pants, red suspenders with red suede shoes laced in black, and a matching wool trench coat to top complete it all. Now everyone felt underdressed. 

"So what are we doing anyway?" Yueske asked scratching his cheek. Keiko shook her head "Are you serious? You've been waiting around this long, and you dont even know why??" Yueske simpled shrugged "I guess?" 

Botan sighed looking tired, Yueske was a handful for everyone. "Dont you remember, Yueske? I told you this morning! We're all having dinner!" 

Botan motioned to the brick building everyone was standing next to. "You've been standing right next to the restaurant! Where I told you we would be meeting up, seriously! You didn't connect the dots?" Botan tilted her head with a hopeless look. Yueske gritted his teeth and roughly pulled Keiko by her hip to his, talking through his teeth. "Whatever!!" He sighed and let go of Keiko fixed his hair flustered, he brought his fists down onto his palm talking loudly. "So now that we're all here, can we go?? Im starving and you guys took all damn evening to get here!"

Keiko lightly kicked his shoe pouting up at him. "Hush!! Its not our fault you dont listen, besides you didnt even try to dress nice! So I dont feel sorry for you." Yuseke quickly stepped aside and raised his voice a bit "Hey! Didnt ya hear me?? I didn't know what was going on!!" Keiko roughly poked her boyfriend's chest, "Again, not our problem! Listen and you wouldn't have to worry!!" 

Kurama was the first to put a stop to the bickering. He took a wide step twords the brick building and grabbed the glass doors handle, he opened the door and motioned for everyone fallow him inside.

So theres that. I'll write more soon. I hope its as fun to read as it was fun to write.

[chisaharu-chiha]

020419 Sleepy AF / Chisa Dream

Ugh kind of annoyed. I was dead tired yesterday so I went to sleep early right. Something must be bothering me cuz I could not sleep. My eyes were burning and crying I just wanted to sleep. After an hour of frustrating tossing and turning, I yanked out my night light thinking that would fix the problem. Thinking I'm back to lights making me stay awake. More frustrating tossing and turning happened. I don't know what time I slept but I guess I did have some sleep. I might have woken up a few times during the night. Now I feel sleepy AF and it's 6 in the morning. This wasn't suppose to happen. Ah my god I need that diffuser/humidifier right now. Something calm my ass please.

At least I had a cutie dream where I was cuddling the softest fluffiest bunny ever. It made Chisa mad because he wanted to cuddle with me but I wouldnt let him. I kept pushing him away and snuggling the bunny instead. I made silly faces and gestures teasing him. That kept on going until I felt bad. Putting the bunny back in it's cage I immediately pulled Chisa onto the bed. We held hands and snuggled together falling asleep in each others arms. ❤️

[the-firebird69]

So the two are doing the skit and it is because they stuffed someone into a beaver dam and he is no longer alive and it's very cruel they think it's Mac proper they're trying to figure out who's doing it and why and our son and daughter kind of not really messing around they said it's like this mascot at this company that wants to move to Florida and all of a sudden it's they were thinking it's the Chipmunks cuz it doesn't look like a beaver and really made them kind of famous so someone got stuffed into a damn because the company got famous what we know is they're also threatening our son and we know who it is and he owns several of these stores down here it is Trump and it happened before he disappeared. Then went ahead and found out who it was and it's the guy on their team now what we know is he's trying to say poison people downstream it doesn't really do much but if you have a lot of them it does and they're trying to do that in the upper Midwest now we're sick of the guy and he keeps on doing this and he killed someone to do it and people are finding out who it is and they're giving an order to kill off those people to stick them in the woods above the Midwest yeah and eventually it just runs down the Mississippi and contaminates the gulf which is what he wants to do to prevent people from having oxygen and our son says I've had enough of this stupid s*** people are but anyways people are getting trained he says to counter all that stuff that you keep dishing out and it's true he teams are forming and clean up cruise and we're going to haul that out of here in different pieces

A lot of times these people are very mean to our son we want to be mean to them and we see an opportunity coming up and they are going to regret saying stuff to us like they are I've had it was listening to these people I'm sick and tired of them I've been sick of them for a long time but now I've had it I really don't think they're worth anything so I'm going to the math as to what to do it suddenly hit me just sitting here that's radiation it's all over the place and they don't handle it well and I figured out something our son is riding around and you are too I saw the numbers today I figured out that you're riding around with him and it's not really good concern to wonder what we're really doing here as these people just sitting here driving around bothering him a lot of people. I found it to be very gross I started saying this shut it down. We tried to do that and it was very hard I said this is impossible we need to get in here and we moved in infiltrators so we found a whole bunch of sick plans that they're trying to do on him and we start to take them out and we will continue to do so we are tired of you picking on him and saying all sorts of things happen because of it and you just delusional assholes and he's not the whole time he's known the whole time that you're freaks and it's going to be over you don't have time or anything for this wasting time watching rental patients so where getting ready to get people out who are sick I noted that it's a lot of them. I found out that they plan on sitting here just doing this annoying s*** I said it's not going to do it for me and I asked and they said this blob of s***'s been in the way the whole time and we refuse to get them out and that's what it is and now they are completely mocking the presidency and they need to go. We are going to start our approach on this matter we have trying a lot of stuff but we're going to now get serious. There's a couple of things bothering us we're going to fix this month. We know why they have the attitude and what's prison on right now we can't do much about it

Our son is trapped and will be trapped by a slight upgrade and a fairly soon

Thor Freya

Olympus

They both have some hammer in it not much

Bja

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary168

2/29/2024

thursday

bed time, soon.

cuz i need to be up before 11 am, and also, i get to work 4 days next week, isn't that awesome. i am like a bug in a cage being rattled around. or maybe not. idk. i'm dramatic and stupid.

today has been nice, basically, or it started kind of rough, i think, my mom saw my texts after the one she replied to, and then just like, said 'good' which reads to me like, 'good, you are suffering a little' which upsets me, it might be an incorrect read. she messaged me again, and it was nicer, and i replied. i just think we're not gonna talk about that. idk. it doesn't matter really, maybe i deserve some level of being talked to in a mean way if i don't talk to her often enough.

otherwise, i've been trying to fix one of the songs i saw issues in yesterday, the overly-distorted vox, which went well, although i'm thinking i need another re-write and re-take on the back half of that song. but that's okay maybe. i want to try something stranger and more figurative/vivid i guess, i want to go there for the rest of the lyrics is how i'm feeling now, it's kind of where i began, there's a period in the middle with more immediate lyrics, i think the other day writing lyrics re: scene stuff and frustrations with those people, as people who like, sort of create a scene that is maybe not able to do anything but be exploited/seeking to exploit/make apparent/expose themselves/others, surface, whatever else, basically shots at stardom as djs, or whatever, and then other more politically motivated stuff, i might want to return to stranger and more figurative things, not less political, just i guess not so obvious. being obvious is good sometimes, i just like being able to oscillate, it's two sides of an articulation, i guess. i also just wonder if maybe making stuff about people who have really bothered me is lazy or not. i don't think it is, or it totally depends on how it's done. if i've done it right depends on how people take it all. lyrics are hard, harder than prose, and i don't necessarily find it better than prose, so it's a weird dilemma. i like writing them though.

right now i'm back to a song that's on the list that i haven't gotten to yet, it's coming along nicely i think. it's interesting how some stuff just goes over really easily, and other things are like, much harder to figure out, w/ why they seem/feel messed up still. but it's getting solved, slowly and surely.

i am now exporting again, i think soon i will sleep, like maybe right after this. idk.

just a touch down more, and it should be good...

i am so tired already. i guess one good thing is i'm gonna be waking up earlier now, maybe, that'll help me get my voice warmed up better, and stuff.

the song does seem properly good now, that's exciting. tomorrow i will be onto more stuff, after work, so

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!

[lie---ability]

facebook really out here pissin me off 😃 bitch i know ok i know BUT I DON'T WANT TO. but at this point sobrang undeniable na. sucks though. but fucken facts. so what if we're click in other things but we can't suffer? ***i can't suffer. he likes to rebuttal that only i can suffer when really, between us almost every suffering is about him even if it isn't. i'm there when he suffers, but when i suffer, in his own way he drives the situation to it being his suffering. he makes my suffering his because i suffer. he suffers when i suffer, and in return i have to console him while i don't get anything. and telling him this problem will piss him off. to tell him this will shift his face into this expression i fucking hate. DESPISE EVEN. this face made of immaturity, stubbornness, emotional stupidity, hollowness and just... fucking fucked up mess of a person. when i get anxious, he tells me has a lot on his mind already. it could be his fucking job (not the company or people, just him having a fucking job), his family, being in a condo, or for what fucking reason! SO MANY REASONS. like FUCK? YOU CHOSE THIS LIFE! YOU DID. NOT ME. NOT YOUR OFFICE, NOT YOUR FUCKING FAMILY, YOU DID. you fucking chose this company, you chose this industry, you chose to follow Toti around, you chose to get high-paying positions which require a lot of work, you chose that. Same way you chose to live alone in a condo because you chose to never fix your relationship with anyone in your family. You chose to reject them over and over. You chose to never ask your brother how he is, or ask him why he no longer wants a job. You chose to ignore your mother's cancer, the way you chose to not reach out to the only sibling who's trying to keep you all together. YOU CHOSE THAT. YOU CHOSE TO KEEP BREAKING YOURSELF AND YOU CHOSE TO HAVE ME. YOU CHOSE TO HAVE A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND WITH FUCKING ANXIETY AND ISSUES. YOU CHOSE TO BOTHER ME. YOU CHOSE TO START A LIFE WITH ME. AND YOU ALSO CHOSE TO DIE WITH YOUR 7 YEAR OLD SELF WHICH RUINED OUR FUCKING RELATIONSHIP. YOU CHOSE THAT OVER AND OVER FOR MONTHS AND NOW WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING. YOU CHOSE TO RUIN THE LAST GOOD RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE LEFT BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T ACT YOUR FUCKING AGE. Rational? Thinking over emotions? NAH WE WERE WRONG. What you are is cold and hollow. You think than feel not because of reason but because you don't want to feel. You don't wanna go through the truth. You process things in the coldest ways possible. You reason out not with logic but to avoid having to feel the pain of the situation. You never used logic. It was just pure selfishness. How you were logical with me wasn't you being a thinker, it was you trying to get me. The same way how you """logically""" handle our problems, NOT WITH LOGIC BUT TO FULFILL YOUR SELFISHNESS and that is through hurtful words and avoidance. You're not a rational person, because if you were you wouldn't talk so much shit out of spite and out of misuse of emotions. The arguments and whole other shit you say are just wordplays for "I'm hurt. I don't like what happened and I can't admit it". I am sooo sick of your "I can't handle you right now cuz *reasons reasons reasons*" like THEN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU HERE FOR?!? Why are you my fucking partner?!?!? If we're here only for the good days then let's be fucking friends BUT EVEN FRIENDS NEED EACH OTHER ON BAD DAYS SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TO ANYONE?!?!? If you can't be on anyone's bad days, what the fuck are you doing in their lives?!? for Matt's free groceries? PHP 500 gifts?!? for his stupid gameplays for you to laugh at?!? and what about me? so you can say you go out on dates? that you have a girl? so you can spend Christmas and new year away from home? someone to distract you from your loneliness? Fucked up is what you are. I asked Jesus for someone stronger than me, not someone way less human than I was.

SO SICK OF EVERYTHING BEING ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I STOPPED WANTING PSYCHOLOGY BECAUSE I THINK AT THIS POINT I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH BROKEN PEOPLE IN MY PERSONAL LIFE, THE FUCK AM I DOING TO EVEN MAKE A CAREER OUT OF IT? Ano yun? 24/7 depression? I go home from my depressing clients to a husband and my friends with shitload bags too? Plus I can't imagine having you anymore if I did have that career. What if a client I loved decided to end herself? Would you be there with me? You'd say yes lol BUT I SOOO DOUBT AT THIS POINT. You can't even help me with simple anxiety episodes. What more the big problems? In short you're just emotionally unavailable. As a friend, and more so as lover. Do you even have the slightest idea how much I love you? I doubt because the things I could and would do, you think are superficial. But no, they happen to a lot of people. REAL PEOPLE WITH REAL FEELINGS. PEOPLE WHO LOVE OTHER PEOPLE AND NOT JUST FOR DISPLAY. The social media, the surprises, the huddles until 5am because one of them is sad, the sacrifices, the choosing between people, the petty fights they have to sit through, and alllll the things you think are shitload of crap. These things are called love. They are shit you do to keep someone, something you don't understand and almost 2 years of having each other to this day, still don't understand.

Whatever your parents did and whoever they were, you don't deserve to live this life through the eyes of Rikko when he was 8 years old. Most importantly, no one deserves to meet a 24 year old you and experience that same child. I'm so tired. I love you, for who you are, and for the things you were before. When I looked at you at SM Aura, I knew that as long as this person right here stayed this way, he can be other things. As long as you stay loving and thoughtful, you can be as ambitious or competitive, and not in a good way. As long as you will keep trying to ground me and silence my anxieties, you can get mad and upset in all the ways you like (physical abuse excluded). As long as you keep wanting to have a relationship with my friends and family, you can change and change as much as you like because I will choose you over and over again. I will keep accepting and loving you always in all ways.

But to my luck, that person died. And all you did from then on is change and not in a good way.

[pokefanbri]

Im still fucking fighting, i keep telling myself im not gonna let go & Fuck everyone else who thinks I should. But sometimes there's the opposite, im just lost & idk what to do....hes not gonna come back...so why should I bother to keep fighting 😔 If someone asks me...

Are they worth it? Absolutely. Because theres always room for improvement & growth, & we've been doing that apart for ourselves now for 7months. Did they give u the respect and attention u deserved? Are we not more valuable than that? Hell no & hell yes lol. Look I was happy just doing that for him but yea when it came to me honestly it was like nah im good 😒 & i know how fucked up it is that id go along with his selfishness but I did. I did deserve better & he knows I did... i just didnt wanna lose him & did anything he needed me for... but I ended up losing him anyway 😔 theres a reason why u work on that kinda shit & grow together as you go so everyone is happy, its fair to say we both lost sight...I was eager to learn everything about him cuz I wanted to be closer...but I was blocked out & pushed away, he wouldn't open up & talk to me or show feelings for anything, even of me when he used to all the time...like he was scared of being too attached or didnt want to get hurt..he didnt trust me or was afraid to show his true self or show any emotion that'd be viewed as weak due to the typical be a man complex. Idk I was confused & didnt know what was needed to help fix things so yea i walked on eggshells & me showing affection of my own free will was out of the question most of the time...I couldn't touch him unless he wanted me to & rare occurrences for my own satisfaction. Its the reason why I cried all the damn time, I felt avoided & unwanted because my own attention lacked pretty badly. How tf do I love a fucknugget bobblehead like that lmao, cuz I dont give 2 flying fucks he was my man ok! & being close enough to him made me happy enough I guess, I still looked at him like he was my world even if I wanted to slap him for making me feel so lonely at the same time. I admit his needs came b4 mine, he liked it more that way & I took care of him more than I did myself. But if he had more effort to take care of my needs in turn & I were happier than I was, & us happy at the same time, then maybe I wouldn't be so hard on myself...cry all the time & smoke like a chimney 🙁

I still don't fully understand why he held back, communicating with me on a deeper level is supposed to be natural & pretty much all normal couples show an appropriate amount of affection & understanding to eachother....but it was kept burried...was he afraid id hate him, judge him, make fun? No, id love him even more! Idc how dark he may think he is or whatever past bs he's gone through or even if he was lying about anything...its okay it can't hurt u anymore dear & we can overcome it just tell me what it is thats lacking & let's fix this. Id say "sit down babe, tell me everything, whats on your mind, what can I do to help 😊" & id give him the most gentle kiss on the forehead. I'd do anything to see a smile from that face & it makes me smile too. I want to help him, he needs somebody to hold just as much as I do cuz the fact of the matter is babe, he's just as broken as I am, we both need someone to put back our pieces & become whole again...after we try doing it solo it can only go so far b4 u want that physical presence of another again to help u more so. He keeps everything bottled up & especially didnt let me see what was happening to him I had no clue, if he didnt like talking to anyone he at least had me but still kept me away from him, whatever it was festered in him & he changed his whole demeanor toward me, he became colder & shut me out for good 😔 Making me feel even more unwanted. We didnt help eachother through our problems & I really wanted to, I wanted to save us for the longest time way b4 the end. Idk maybe if he put in as much effort & we knew how to function better together instead of a Corolla with just 2 wheels then we'd probably be fine...& our suspension wouldn't be dragging on the asphalt 😂 Its not all on him for fault, I take equal amount of responsibility, we failed eachother, we didn't know wtf we were doing & 9/10 it was just friends with benefits with only 1 of us in love & attached, & the other not really caring with side pieces to chat with 🤷‍♀️

U know what 🤬 They're right, he's right, & now I'm actually starting to accept it the more I write. Maybe just maybe,HE DOESN'T DESERVE ME AT ALL. Im still upset and frustrated. To answer the question again from earlier no maybe he's not worth it. I suffered through his bs and 10fold heartbreak afterward!! If he can't own up, right his wrongs & bring us both peace then no he's not worth suffering for afterall, and ive been loving the wrong soul this whole damn time 😣 He kicked me to the curb cuz he a fucking coward! He cant admit his wrongdoings, ask for forgiveness, say im sorry or actually put the tiniest bit of effort into a relationship to make it work, but instead disposes of me so he wouldn't have to confront any of it & just continue on like nothing happened are fucking kidding me!!?? I thought u were smarter than this, its beneath you to just run away & pretend I never mattered to you when we both know I did!!!....& im crying again. Im still feeling the betrayal apparently, ill never be able to trust him fully again anyway, let alone other men now. I dont hate you, I love you very much. But I hate the evil from you that you've shown me. I should've known honestly, I was naive to see all types of disrespect but this was the worst part. I still love him but i do deserve better than that & I hope he's changed his ways. Trust a guy with a high track record of ladies & a handful of em in their hand..what u think 🤔 can trust be gained back? Can I get over the bad uncalled for lying shit he's said about me to other women to make himself look better? Idk 🤷‍♀️ I haven't been able to rest without closure for so long, but enough is enough im making my own. You're absolutely right, you'd just manipulate me further, I thought maybe we could be better than before...round 2 at some point in the future...but maybe we're not salvageable after all. Thats up to u, I did everything I could, but now if u were to ever come back idk if I'd jump into your arms or slam the door in your face, I just dont know. Its better that I try never speaking of u again, or think of you for as long as I can so that I can heal better....cuz loving you even after the fact is tearing me apart & making me lose focus on what matters more, myself. I fought valiantly as long as I could, 7 months is a long time to not shut up about u lol.. maybe you've been hearing me I wouldn't know. I have to force it or ill never be able to, ill still silently grieve but as much as it hurts, Its time. U were my rock, an asshole but a good one, the best gamer I got to know, a boss at alot of things, with the cutest lil butt, & somehow the love of my life. Other than maybe something valentines or anniv related in Feb ofcourse....Ur getting what u wanted, I have to do whats best for me now, I have to let u go. I held on for so long but Im really tired & emotionally drained, im just torturing myself when i need to stop, im defeated, nobody won anything, everyone got hurt in 2020 why should our relationship be any different, id say we gave it our all be we both know we didnt. This hurts me so much to do, like my heart is breaking again. Bye babe, I love you with all my heart. 💋💞 💟

I tried to do what I could but if he left, I just gotta try to move on. If I take him back, I gotta consider how that's gonna look like & if I really got past the damage he did....obviously theres some I still haven't 😔 Its what im telling myself while trying to move past this. Others going through the same...We're in love and they ain't. We can't control their actions but we can control our actions. Im not a toxic person..only to myself, I love with all my heart, nobody bothers to understand...they just judge

[punkscowardschampions]

Ali & Carly

Ali: Heyo boo Ali: thanks for Rocky wrangling with me today, you're now also his fave so, add that to your tally Carly: its k i had fun Carly: hes a cutie & cool kid Ali: me too Ali: yeah, he's alright, but cocky enough so I ain't telling him Ali: dunno where he gets that from 😏 Carly: ha Carly: yea idk Carly: no clue Ali: i'm sorry Ro was being off btw, I'm working out why but trust it wasn't you, babe Ali: been neglecting her lately, everyone wants a piece of me Ali: hard life Carly: idc its me too Carly: nobody wants a piece but you Ali: I just told you that ain't true, and Rocky is ruthless, he called one of my customers a 'big bum witch' the other day Ali: no tip for me, thanks dickhead Ali: but I want all of you regardless Ali: willing to throw hands Carly: aw Carly: this town is full of big bum witches tho Carly: my ma back for one Carly: but are you willing to use those hands for good too or Ali: awks if that was your Ma, like hey gurl, I think you rock it Ali: your daughter ain't bad either Ali: you know it, IOU 'cos we couldn't make like we were in the backrow of the cinema Carly: unless she been lying about where she at i think youve avoided meeting the in laws again Carly: k cuz you kno i need to collect soon Carly: bored Carly: just back and zoned out so fast Ali: ain't even got exciting stories from their galavanting? fucking rude Ali: at least when we go AWOL we also go wild Ali: make things happen, lads Carly: my ma's good for nothing but hairspray and peroxide Carly: only use if i get beat up again Carly: my da's good for cash tho if you wanna get wild w me Ali: or you wanna single white female me Ali: which would be a disappointing outcome to say the least Ali: can't tonight babe, I've gotta have some sister time Ali: go hard for both of us Carly: k Carly: try not to miss me bad when shes talking about me Ali: oh babe, she will not, and if she does I'll set her straight Ali: gonna let the world know you're my 😇 Carly: whatever her issue shes gotta air it and youre her sister so you gotta hear it Carly: idc shes not gonna hurt me w it Carly: and setting peeps straight is the opposite of how you do, babe Ali: true Ali: idk what issue she could have though, you're a literal ray of sunshine Ali: true again 😏 Ali: ugh, imma miss you Ali: maybe i can sneak out when she's gone to bed, the 'rents too Carly: i miss you now Carly: cant hear my parents say shit Carly: i just wanna talk to you Carly: dont tell me maybe & keep me waiting tho Ali: i will Ali: promise Carly: i dont wanna make trouble for you Carly: w anyone Carly: you can stay w her if you need to stay Ali: You won't Ali: I can do both Ali: be back before first light Ali: even if I'll miss watching the sun rise on your face 😔 Ali: we've got the night, baby Carly: but you kno if ive got you for the whole night youre gonna fall asleep Carly: thats what im good at Carly: feel free to tell your sister thats why you like me ha Carly: fun & tiring its magic Ali: hmm, we'll see who wears who out first, babe Ali: and if I am that husband, then you'll just have to wake me up with morning sex like the good little wifey you are 😘😂 Carly: always bringing that confidence i like it Carly: k but if my parents wake up too you can explain its a duty thing yea i had to like Ali: i like you Ali: for so many reasons and imma show you all of 'em tonight Ali: fuck that Ali: stay out with me, its warm enough Ali: i'll trace all the constellations out with my tongue so you won't ever forget Ali: educational Carly: my ma is asking me what im blushing about Carly: i told her what you said but she's not a believer Carly: support my education bitch Carly: ha Ali: i mean, i'd offer to let her see the benefits for herself but Ali: not gonna win me any brownie points 'cos she won't take me up on it Carly: she dont kno what she's missing but i do Carly: wish you were here Ali: me too Ali: start the party without me babe, i don't mind Carly: too late if you do Carly: gotta get through this reunion some way Ali: they aren't making you watch a slideshow, are they? Ali: fate worse than death Ali: Maybe you could go to Ronan's? Lmao, he's been up in my pussy way too much since he found out about us...didn't think we were THAT loud but ok boy Carly: yea Carly: might do cuz same Carly: but what if i miss you he can really make a night of it when he wants Ali: Nah, I won't let you face that disappointment, babe Ali: my spidey senses will tingle like not on my watch, fuckboy Carly: aw Carly: you gonna come get me? Carly: thats no way to get him out your pussy babe fyi Ali: yeah Ali: I know but I like the idea of showing you off as mine Ali: but no sharing, he only gets to watch and be mad he fucked it up Carly: i like it too Carly: youre hot when youre oneupping fuckboys Carly: i thought i knew how to do it best but k youre flipping the script Ali: as long as i'm besting them i'm doing my job right Ali: gotta keep you on-board Carly: speak of the devil Carly: how he know i was alone & horny Carly: my parents have only gone to the shops its uncanny Ali: know your neighbours but bit stalkerish, pal Ali: i'll text him to fuck off, freak him out Ali: how does she know, ha, two can play this game fucko and I'm more committed Carly: ha Carly: you gotta Carly: hes smoking im gonna bum one see what line he tries to lay on before the text sends Ali: On it Ali: gotta let him know there's a queue to court the princess now and he's at the back, soz Carly: he likes hitting it from the back he wont be put off Carly: im gonna show him some of the hot pics i took of you tho Ali: when is he ever tbf? 🐶👅💦 Carly: true Carly: that fucking cute tho aren't i Ali: you know it babe Carly: hes talking to my da now Carly: kill me Ali: how fucking dare he Ali: knowing he has the upper hand with the man bants Ali: i know how to change a tire too! love me! Carly: if my ma invites him in for tea im out of here Carly: she will think hes hot under the collar for her & bitch thats my groundwork Ali: Run baby run Ali: what kinda moron is he tho Ali: coulda had a private show if you just waited, now its all saturday night telly and flat lager Carly: you kno i have nowhere to go if you dont want me babe Carly: facts Carly: he likes me now he cant have me what a fucking Carly: like i wouldve fucked you but im not getting w you Ali: i do, is this full sos crisis mode though? 'cos i need to be good for a lil while longer yet Ali: such a typical bloke move that Ali: bet he ain't the only boy in ur inbox, not a pun Ali: 'cos he ain't in mine like 🙄 Carly: its k your sister needs you Carly: i can keep walking Carly: loads of other lads on site as well as in my inbox Carly: & they arent trying to say hi to me before we get down to it nevermind my parents Ali: 😾 Carly: why so sad blue eyed boo Ali: i don't like how lads treat you Ali: i'm not jealous, like swear to god, even though i obviously want you all to myself, i get it Ali: but i'm not about how shit they are to you, even if you don't care, they should care to be decent humans Carly: thats not lads its everyone Carly: youre the only one treating me different Carly: they dont know how else to be Carly: made my bed babe Ali: nah Ali: you don't deserve half the shit you get, that's bullshit Ali: and even the rest, people just don't wanna try to understand or be good, heaven forfend they inconvineince themselves for one second, like Carly: if im a slag im a slag i dont get to put conditions on it Carly: if it was a film maybe Carly: but theres no romance coming my way from theres and i dont want it Ali: why can't you just be you? someone who likes fucking, among other things Ali: not romance just like...not being a cunt Ali: idk Ali: pisses me off Carly: cuz you don't run the world even tho you strut it like you do and i love it Ali: not yet, babe Ali: one day, and you can be my right hand woman Carly: yea? Carly: take me w you & ill take you to all your fave places k Ali: k Ali: we'll be fun forever, I promise you Carly: gotta be Ali: you know i like you even when you ain't tho Ali: don't tell Carly: who would i Carly: ronans got enough for his wank bank & nobody else is chatting to me rn Ali: exactly, ruins the illusion and fantasy when they realise i care about you Ali: so unsexy of me Carly: youre sexy to me Carly: idc what they think Ali: good Ali: me either Carly: i like you too you kno Ali: yeah Ali: i had my suspicions Carly: i dont have any subtlety sorry about it Ali: Don't be Ali: I love it Ali: not enough people say what they mean or want, ever Carly: waste Carly: k i wasnt shouting how bad i wanted to kiss you before i did but not cuz i was bothered about me Ali: agreed Ali: sometimes you can't know you want something until you've got it Ali: i get it Carly: you get me Carly: its weird Ali: 🔮 Carly: ha Carly: k what am i thinking now Ali: wouldn't be proper to say Ali: tut tut bad girl Ali: like how you think though Carly: fuck Carly: youre good Ali: 🤷 don't mean to brag but remember that phrase you'll be screaming it later Ali: such a Ronan line, I can't 😂 Carly: but true Carly: not like when he says it Ali: 😍 Carly: what you doing w your sister Carly: gotta live through that cuz bored Ali: Fixing my weave Ali: getting into a white girl dread territory over here Ali: then gonna do some 🔮 forreal Ali: get ready for me to be even more of a know it all baby Carly: cute Carly: tell me my future i got some shit from another neighbor & im waiting for it to kick Carly: hows it gonna treat me Carly: needing a good trip Ali: we'll see who gets the answer first Ali: you got anything for me? Carly: yea Carly: they mystery but i kno you arent scared Carly: & you got me doing a test run rn lying on here on the grass Ali: 🌌 be there before it fades away my space explorer Carly: if you find me at a bad end prob dont take it Ali: is one of the lads trip sitting you Carly: so he reckons but hes drinking so theres no trust Carly: & he gave me it Carly: his game could be me lights out idk Ali: keep texting me, okay babe? Ali: if shit gets too real, tell me and I'll come early Ali: my sis is cool now, she gets what we're doing, she was just confused Carly: aw Carly: youre sweet Carly: you told her you like me Ali: 'course I did Ali: I ain't ashamed Ali: I'm proud Carly: youre gonna make me cry Ali: You're special, Carly Ali: You're gonna see Carly: I just wanna see you tho Ali: Me too Ali: I'm gonna make her some chamomile tea and then I'm coming, yeah? Carly: but thats not fair to her Carly: she's not gonna be a fan of me Ali: I've promised her more time tomorrow Ali: You need me rn Carly: but what if i want you to stay Carly: what are we gonna do then Ali: i'll stay until you're ready for me to go Carly: you mean that? Ali: yes Ali: promise, imma take care of you Carly: but theres nothing in it for you Carly: youve already got me you dont have to Ali: i wanna keep you Ali: and not just selfishly Ali: you gotta stick around, you're too cool to go anywhere, okay Carly: k Carly: im here & if you wanna be im not stopping you Ali: good Ali: i wanna be wherever you are Carly: i kept you pills back the lads didnt want me to but idc about them & you can follow me in now Ali: fuck them Ali: just me and you Carly: yea Carly: ill look after you too Ali: 😇 Ali: i know, i trust you Carly: idk if you should Carly: but i like it Ali: willing to take my chances Ali: you're worth it Carly: thats you Ali: i'm so glad i met you Carly: me too Carly: not that i met me thats weird Carly: you know what i mean Ali: i got you Ali: not high yet 😉 Carly: id seen you around before you guardian angel'd me that night Carly: thats weird too Carly: that i didnt see you how i do now Ali: it is Ali: you were always cute but Ali: idk, i can't claim to have seen this in my crystal ball Carly: thats cuz i wasnt cute i was a state Carly: & youd have more likely seen me sucking ronans dick Carly: look away babe you dont need to have that image in your mind Ali: don't need him reckoning he plays part in any of my fantasies, nah Ali: you can't not be cute, no matter how you try, soz babe Carly: you can't not be so sweet to me can you Ali: dunno Ali: not tried Carly: idk what id do if you did Carly: i got used to it Ali: got no plans to stop Ali: unless you ask me to, like Carly: thats not gonna be what i ask you to do Carly: trust me Ali: you can tell me all about it Ali: 5 minutes, tops Carly: okay

[the-firebird69]

These guys are not fixing the sewers and they were caught dumping concrete structures into the ocean so they put it on TV and they're trying to say no they're trying to capture the muck and they're saying they don't want to muck to leave either and my son says you know all I have to do is survive all your stuff and soon I'll have my superpowers and you're going to be dead and you're all here and you're the suck bags and they started laughing and kill yourself I know that's kind of the idea of you dying then what you're doing and you're going to be dead soon you should see how f****** quick you die after messing with me it's very instant and Trump is going to die for doing that to her it's probably what 20 minutes stan...

Yeah we suddenly see something you put a picture of his mama but he just left it there and it's our people he says it doesn't bother me that much and he actually is helpful that he goes a little deep now I'm starting to say something we're actually stupid but he says what about it Ken or what's your name Stan and the girl died very fast the other one's going to die then Trump will die and meantime they're getting rid of people all of us and yeah it's stupid he's got more to say about it radiation is headed this way

Stan

Mak you need to take over these apartments cuz nobody's doing anything about anything and sewer treatment systems what a bunch of assholes okay people hate them it's a trumpsters toss them out there he said I have something doesn't work and you're throwing these structures out after you break them and you're dead is what they're saying now

Zues Hera

Should have it I can't have the stupid s*** I cannot have this dumb f****** s*** stand you're so dumb it hurts you want him to take your sweater so the cops come what's wrong with you you f****** idiot you don't have an agreement so you can try and do something to him we have to stop you like a little child now he put something out there that's very heavy and you apparently don't even know you say that's not right I know you know about it cuz you had him do it cuz you're a f****** loser and you helped with this stupid s*** that trumps are doing we don't have any intention to running at that planet but I guess he says what's right and Michael too was up for and he's an idiot he needs to stay where he is you don't want you going after that planet because there's certain death the big groups are fighting already they're trying to get him to fight okay that's reasonable and I'm saying and for Christ's sake that's what you have to do and you're not doing that s*** it's sitting on your ass saying you can just go over there to see people go over there and they die then you say the computer boys you're delusional. You don't have robots doing anything so tired of you dumb assholes it is so tiring everyday to listen to the s*** anyways we're mobilizing cuz these idiots are out of control of course and he who can't keep track of them they go around if everything's crappy it's them some people will be happy this guy with an operative he'd be happy killings tons of your stuff trensters. He says he does but doesn't kill him by hand and the numbers aren't there that's what I mean he's a boss and that's what it's like if the numbers are there he feels a little better they're getting there though and Thor and Freya are a little bit upbeat the smiling now little uptick from that stupid s*** yeah that girl died so who's going to get the phone number to him nobody no the second girl left to go to the department of health to run a massive scam and he's saying you don't know the law so I'm calling and he called people and you're right he's the phone Trump was caught because of it and Trump's going after you and they grab you question you and they have to then they grab him for the crime you can say like the kind of setting it up and setting up stand it's an ugly business but he's letting trumpsters die just like you said he would and us because we said we'd do it to them it's true it's not the wrong thing to do for him it's just wrong to involve our friend here so much and you're being lunatic you and Brad is laughing but boy does he get beat up this guy is going to take him on a whirlwind tour you're never going to believe what he can do you hardly believe it at all is true you're in that case you saw him do that with the elevator people tried to figure it out any detailed exactly what he did it's very clever and you're just just f****** idiot staring at the wall thinking wonderful thoughts but I'm not today is horrible what do you announced about Portland is like the end of you Stan and only the most powerful will be there and the big groups are going to crush you they're going to crush Trump and Jason that's why you're going to be out one cartoon later I told you buffoon's not to do it you don't know what it means you don't know what a dragon ball is it's bad enough for this stupid thing where you capture a cage you in a ball can you start seeing both and it's two things instead of one

Mac Daddy

He wants to announce it but we have the scoop on the health department that girl Alicia left she figured out that you're actually calling the cops no that has her father's after her just like the little one and for some reason he says you're not supposed to give the phone number cuz they can't stand the people the people at the desk before are not there that's why they were nice and it became hell now the health department was where Alicia was answering the phone illegally you're not allowed to run around cutting off a VIP it's supposed to get things and that's it so they're not doing that and they're doing the opposite trying to kidnap him and everybody's paying attention so it went pretty badly and there are people who are up in arms about them and they want them out of here maybe they want them out of Charlotte county in Florida and they want them out of the presidency and our son is saying all you can do is just make me angry to prove you have power that's impressive or cut down people that are intelligent in your realm and fumble that's even more impressive no you're nothing so she left the health department no she's sitting there trying to do something trying to report our son doesn't have a name doesn't have his phone number so she's trying to call fawcett memorial to figure out who you are she can't reach anyone and it's been about 10 calls that are pissed off at them no there's like 40 and they can't answer the phone she talked to one person who said I can't tell you anything like that this is a hospital of course will be procedure and she's calling and asking about an irate caller it's actually turning into a comedy so eventually she'll just try and do it yourself and we're waiting for that and we're going to arrest her and other people are going to go after her like Trump still not figuring out that his granddaughter is going to be out soon chasing his ass down to kill him and she was just knocked out and he suffocated her with the dirt and it's a homicide charge and the Trump lady flew in a little bit out of costume but that's what she looks like sometimes with the Trump helicopter and that's who he is and he is nailed by Malena who said I have to implicate you you keep killing my girls for no reason said they're doing the wrong job but they're doing the job they're told to the letter Lucy said what the f*** is wrong with him you said you can't do it right you can't do it wrong figure it out and she says what is it I said the guy is an idiot he has these duplicates and that's his deal she says if it's true it's war instead of course it's true they're the ones holding the ships and I wonder cheesemen has kids okay where is his wife and who is it because he's a clone.. so Sarah says okay it makes him a clone so clones are taking over from clones and it's your idiocy and people are going to look into it and Trump is ranting and ranting and ranting at neo and he thinks our son's ranting but now he knows what he's doing he's raising a flag and Trump is sending orders he says yeah but you look like a fool in public for real and people go after fools for their money I don't feel sorry for you at all and you're doing it on your own which is hilarious and he's talking to Trump about it and the guys an idiot it is funny yeah we're going to we're going to clean your clock

There are a few things happening here on the hospital is having a lot of problems there's a lot of fighting they're bickering at each other spitting stuff out puking things in people are leaving and coming in and people getting grabbed when they leave people are coming in with cops and removing people and they're coming in with ambulances and relocating people they think that the Ken will be relocated because they're trying to kidnap him using it about 10 patients of left and there's only about 80 beds including the ICU and it's getting pretty hot 10 is a lot that's like 15% of their patients and the new patients are not coming in you're doing this the first day but you were letting on and they start this thing about medical list in a sense I don't know about family going there and they're not saying anyone's on the list so he knows that they're not doing it and they're starting to say we want him on the list and stuff like that then they said it's probably stupid cuz he's thinking of asking him maybe and they don't know which way to go we do Ken has to be on his own and it's for his own good and he's wondering what the hell's going on and he says I didn't upset the nurses it was Trump doing it to his own kids they still don't know about the duplicates and lady at the front desk it's not going to be there for a while and she was told by staff and for some reason Steph is rational down there and said don't do that to a patient then the board of health called which was the idiot upstairs and she said to her we don't tell anybody about what we're doing so they're having a fight and he says good yeah so I lit it up hey says thank you and said you really really needed it bad and he's wondering he's tried to call on the phone the cell phone tried to call the bedroom number twice tried calling the nurse and they put two nurses on who can't put one brain cell together he left his name and number and another nurse has it no it's still the same nurse it's not right now they left it there and it says what's it's for until someone's going to give it a note Ken says he's laughing because he says it's going to get done but he wants to talk to him about something and it's important and he says it too he needs to move to another hospital and he wants him to help arrange it finally so Ken knows which one and her son doesn't he doesn't know who's running faucet and he thought it was Steve faucet who is not Trump he got screwed over by him and her son saved the guy and it's going really hard because it might be but people know the truth

And Ken has to investigate it cuz we don't know what happened to Steve fawcett he hasn't been around so he gets it

Thor Freya

Olympus

He already looked into it and we did too and we know what we're doing but he can't ask him to do it and he's saying it to he doesn't know he doesn't want to make a mistake

Mac Daddy

Olympus

[the-firebird69]

Sure it's an annoying process what we get the job done LOL these people are horrible whatever you're doing it seem like it takes 10 years but we're in a defensive posture they're approaching and we're going to stop there fleets before they even get close and they won't have a chance to how far anything meaningful

Daniel

Good, I thank you

Hera

You're welcome Empress

Daniel

We have a charge to keep here is mine. Were borrowing the planet. Okay okay that's the wrong way to go. My presence is holding it for when they need it it's really what it is so people won't squander it

Hera

That is true

Macs

I'm starting to see something that's what the larger group says others were saying that I am possessing it for my people so I get that they're from America

Hera

We do realize she's going to relocate and it's cuz he was accidentally sitting on an iron deposit or temporarily

Daniel

Good. I see my husband and he's right I am cold is here temporarily for your realm's future use and it's actually true he says and it is

Hera right now I'm holding it so you can get rid of a fleet of idiots

Haha we are

Daniel

We're getting rid of this fleet of idiots yes. They're sending a quarter of the fleet it's about $500 billion ships. This includes the clones. We need to keep in mind that these two have a life but you seem to straighten it out and it says now and she's was afraid but it's more valuable than the planet Venus and it says that is true that it is because we're going to fight over the iron later. Love these people are rude and fold and very wrong and we need them out we are stopping them and we've been stopping them but they're doing is ridiculous and I'm sick of it I'm tired of them bothering people all the time sticking their neck out constantly for a stupid plan because one idiot thinks he has an AI this morons and she has and he does not. Is a living piece of s*** and I don't know what the hell is doing it for you keep saying it and we're saying okay where is it then he says it's in the ship down there then he says it's in Saturn he doesn't know I'm telling you what I have to stop him and he wants people to help is making this into a huge nightmare friend fighting friend and things like that we need to get him away from him and people are agreeing now this is terrible this guy is wrecking us and we're rebels and we don't need any of what he's doing we need him out and I'm writing it now

Mac Daddy

John reminard is losing people. You brought another potato percent out is what he brought and that percent is gone and half percent is gone on the bunkers and he is down to 2% roughly it's about 1.7% in the general population on the island you sound till about 2.8% and he's not going to have anybody in a few days and he's delusional as hell and he's mental I mean that guy is ill and he is putting pressure on Hera that is inordinate and sending tons of threats to her about him I want this fixed I want to stop we need to stop doing him from getting threatened by these two idiots I say it every day for two years and I want it done right now every time I want an army in here and what are you doing this is not a game he's saying it too I'm fighting to survive and it's happening cuz I'm forced to fight I didn't tell you something you two have to get people in here

Thor Freya

I don't know why we're signaled out no I know why but he's right we know how it works I'm going to order people too people are not going to do this voluntarily apparently people like our son would and his kids this is where the fire is

Frank Castle hardcastle Duke Nukem Blockbuster

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[the-firebird69]

Mr Olympia '90s images - Google Search

Hell yeah Mr Olympia that we posted doesn't want to be talking about but he's smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee and sweating it out at the gym in westborough here's a State trooper he's always giving her son the hairy eyeball so someone said you guys are the criminals I don't know what you're looking for and he's saying to himself you know you're doing something wrong you said I can pick up 10 things you're doing wrong right now that you can get arrested for it that are felonies I just don't want to do it I don't want to go through it and I won't and he became a b**** and he got arrested and did a few times to get arrested each time he said this guy has power so you're going to say it and people tell him to shut up and he's a Mac proper eventually got pulled in and interrogated because he wouldn't shut his mouth and these guys have a big problem with that which is good I really other people do it all the time to stop people the guys are s*** and he's still running around being a b**** and get a nailed he doesn't have that much speed because of the skill most people aren't huge and they're getting trimmed down now it's kind of Bunker system it's not really small and it's not Giant and it's not large so it makes sense and it's like not on purpose but it's hard it is it's sort of his if you talk to hulk Hogan it says it's not his fault and these people are massively pushy so there's something wrong with them and we're not doing it they tried to figure out what the hell they're doing it for and they said no reason and those guys are not primes they might be but that's not the issue and it really isn't so these guys are looking at their status they're checking out what's going on it says what in the hell is my life you people are stupid yes are you like some kind of giant and said maybe so I am and Mac is and hulk Hogan is it going oh so now I'm starting to see something they're not really trusted there's Giants everywhere and they have a game so here our son saw people get small and big hundreds of times and it's for a game you have the bug juice and that's why you got big and people are a little bit taking it back but that's their game and they go over it and over it and over it like you can't remember it and it just keep drilling it into him finally it's like okay I see they go up and down for Christ's sake you can't eat anything the stupid water in it cuz he gets sick at least I do they don't fix the tire f****** rear so there's your game and they said this well it's pretty smart that was it you know it's oh gosh I'm in trouble I figured you out where you are what you're doing and you capabilities I feel terrible. I learned words you've been watching retards for too long you can sit in here and get away with all sorts of stuff and we're going to have to and you're juveniles. And he said that to them and they said what do we do and all about so you put so much stank on the ball I had to put some steak on them all steak on the ball bags so they got really mad cuz you called them f*** no he said I can step on you and that's not what he said so they say what's the problem with it I don't see the problem with it just stay where you are we'll be right with you it's just one step really. So they find out about a huge giants and got mad and said this guy has a gun and we're bothering him like he's a baby and not sure you like a human being and all this s*** came out of them and it sounds stupid and we grabbed a bunch to make sure they're not Trump because they do sound stupid and they're not Trump they just kind of dumb. And the Mac proper and they're not gifted. The point is that the guy didn't know his status now they and the answer is horrific

Thor Freya

Olympus