#(because she does get it remembers liam and her daughter and aidan and rana so she gets it she does and its not ur fault lisa its okay)

[lesbiancosmicowl]

i think lisa Knows. like, she definitely suspected after the Moment, for sure knew something was up after the conversation at the precinct ('surely that does us both a disservice?' i mean come on). but now? i mean... carla just spent her entire work day doing things for her (and isn't that what shes been doing since they met?) (when was the last time someone cared this much?) so she Knows. its not like carla is even trying to be subtle abt it anymore, either ('need a coffee?' 'get us some lunch' 'you can do it next time' 'good job i got some' 'i was hoping id be the one getting the brownie points') (*gazes at her when shes not looking* *seeks out and prolongs physical contact* *listens intently* *fidgety and nervous*) i think lisa's 'you're such a good mate' is just her saying 'here's your out pls pls pls take it i'm giving u the chance to step back, walk away, you don't want me, can't want me, here's your out, i am setting this boundary pls dont cross it, it will hurt us both if you do'