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Jayvik WIP 🤭
#this took 10 years off of my life#I'm currently in the stage of do I hate this or do I really love this#hopefully I can finish it tomorrow hehe#arcane#arcane fanart#jayvik#jayvik fanart#wip#my art
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ALNST THOUGHT BEFORE I GO TO CLASS
isn’t it so interesting how ivan — who’s behaviors are one of the most incomprehensible to the other characters in alien stage — felt love that was most human?
he calls his emotions shallow. he acts selfishly to vie for till’s affection. he even died because he couldn’t bare seeing till die without a fight.
mizi, sua, and till were worshipping gods. but ivan was worshipping another human.
a flawed, selfish human.
#i’m gonna be so sick#ivantill continues to ruin my life#i think ivan felt one of the most human emotions in alien stage#but he didn’t know better and only had the godly love of mizisua and tillmizi to compare it too#it’s no wonder he felt like his love by comparison was selfish#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#🦢🍸 thoughts !!#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan
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I GO TO SLEEP…AND WAKE UP TO THIS!?
AHHHHHHH!!!!?????????
#mcr#my chemical romance#frank iero#mikey way#mcr5#when we were young#wwwy fest#stage right for life#STAGE RIGHT 4 LIFE!!#micheal romance
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now that I can think semi-coherently again...whooooo's ready for Friday WEEHOO
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#i've only had gidel for a day and a half et cetera you know the rest#guidel? gider? ah yes. what's that romanization. my favorite game#i'm gonna go with fellow and gidel until something official comes out i guess#anyway HEY it's spooky carnival time where everybody wears hats and then probably turns into puppets or something! i'm excited!#yuu and grim are probably going to be there also which means it doesn't canonically take place during glorious masquerade#which is unfortunate because that really is the most hilarious possibility#ace and deuce in unison: ugh you won't BELIEVE what happened while you were gone#these boys cannot just have one nice day without someone trying to take over the school or destroy all magic forever or something#such is life in twisted wonderland
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Wish I could blink gone my tears, lads
#it's fine I didn't want joy in my life anyways fr#that flashback scene will be hearing from my lawyer#alien stage#alnst#blink gone#alien stage final round#alnst final round
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Hoseok weekly ↳ 78/78
#NO MORE WEEKS#HE'S ALMOST HERE#cr. namuspromised#hoseok weekly#jung hoseok#jhope#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#userpat#tuserandi#useremmeline#NEXT WEEK THIS TIME HE WILL BE BACK#KING OF STAGE PRESENCE#THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
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day 3: red
alts because im indecisive
#my art#smallishbeans fanart#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans#trafficblr#RED LIFE JOEL MY BELOVED YYAYYYYYYY#yes i did skip day 2 yes it is a tragedy yes i am very sad#i just couldnt come up with a good idea for it fhfgfh#maybe i’ll go back and do it later#7 holy nights of jeremy#ive been allowing myself to be very messy with these and its super super weird for me because im normally VERY meticulous with my art#like clean lineart and thought out details and blah blah blah. but its been super fun to just let loose lmao#It does also mean that these are very much “trust the process”#like boy…. you have so many ugly stages…. boy why are you ugly…..
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the way hamlet acts in act 5 scene 1 juuuust clicked to me. like my impression was "smh my head he is so toxic, he did NOT love ophelia as much as laertes did, what is wrong with him" but actually i think the thing that sets him off isn't just laertes' display of grief, it's also how everyone takes it seriously. everyone treats ophelia's funeral like a funeral and is sympathetic to laertes and understanding of his desire to jump in a grave with her etc but these same people around hamlet expected him to celebrate his uncle's coronation and move on from his father's death at the same time. in that moment hamlet sees laertes as similar to the actor narrating priam's death in act 2 scene 2 and it makes him SO mad (and he regrets it later in act 5 scene 2 which is after he realizes laertes' emotions are as real as his own. probably why he calls him "brother" as well)
#i think he did care for ophelia but certainly not 40k times the amount laertes did sorry bro i dont believe that#hamlet#shakespeare#ws#all my hamlet thoughts revolve around how hamlet is perceived by the people around him and how that affects him#hamlet living his life like someone on a stage and the ppl around him being his audience that isn't really paying attention#and like. ophelia being in this EXACT same position but so much worse. bc she's a woman in the 17th century
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I can be your everything.
#it is 3 am#which means shinyduo mizisua#obviously#i spent too long on this....#shinyduo#mcyt#life series#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#trafficshipping#i guess?#they are not /r to me#but not /p either#secret third option: murder camel#alien stage#my art
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We have exactly a fortnight to go through the five stages of heartbreak before THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT arrives. 💔 Thankfully, Taylor and Apple Music made these playlists to prepare us.
Press play and let us know what stage you’re in. 🥲
#Taylor Swift#The Tortured Poets Department#TS TTPD#I Love You It's Ruining My Life#You Don't Get To Tell Me About Sad#Am I Allowed To Cry?#Old Habits Die Screaming#I Can Do It With A Broken Heart#Apple Music#5 Stages of Heartbreak#Playlists
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Just a senior actor earnestly teaching his junior <3
#fanart#Alien Stage#ALNST#에이스테#IvanTill#Ivan#Till#actor au#off the record#this stream took a lot of years off my life#digital art#myart#katradraws
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aquarium park 🐠🦑🐟
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#i think aquarium park is one of the most beautifully designed stages to have come out of the sonic franchise#the soundtrack? the vibes? the inspirations? immaculate#that being said this piece took 10 years off my life and made me want to die#stupid fucking coral and garbage ass composition and too much detail in every single element#fuck 3 point perspective i hate 3 point perspective#if i have to work on this any longer i might snap my own fingers
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#��😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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HELPP?? I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A CAPTION FOR THIS PIECE OF LUKA AND HYUNA THAT MAKES IT EVEN MORE OMINOUS-
"내가 원하는 건 하나뿐이라고 했잖아."
"I told you there was only one thing I wanted."
#Sorry I'm super slow to these things my bad ya'll-#Luka you possessive motherfucker#Something something him not believing your life can be your own. it can only be someone else's#His life does not belong to himself. So Hyuna's doesn't belong to herself either.#Luka believes he can fill that role. That he's entitled to her life..#Hyuna believes the total opposite#“We only get one life so I'm living mine for me”#alien stage#alnst#alien stage luka#luka alnst#alnst luka#luka alien stage#hyuna alnst#alnst hyuna#hyuna alien stage#alien stage hyuna#hyuluka#toon talks
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Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis and Lyrics Breakdown
Okay so obviously spoilers, don't click Keep Reading if you haven't watched Round 6.
God fuck it's so fucking beautiful, where do I start?
I don't even know what is going on with those rapid shots of what I assume is some form of experiment that Till was involved in. I have no clue what the goal was or if it succeeded but somehow (for no real reason other than that one image of Luka standing behind Till ominously) I feel that Luka is involved with it.
Was this an attempt by Heperu's (Luka's guardian) rival to make a human capable of going up against Luka? Till being the youngest and Luka being the oldest also means that Till's guardian could have caught on to what Heperu was planning to do with Luka and then start experimenting on humans shortly after and it would still somewhat line up with the timeline.
But I'm getting into conspiracy territory, back to suffering!!
Allow me, to the tips of your fingers
Allow me, to the ends of your feet
Dissolve me in your gaze
I don't want to let you go
Oh this hurts. Seeing him look so defeated and exhausted, you can tell that even though to the public it's not certain whether Mizi died or not it doesn't matter to him. Because she's still gone away from his world, where he is unable to reach her. He wants to dissolve and die but he also doesn't want to let her go if there is even a sliver of hope that she lives.
Please, leave me scars
Please, hurt me so that
Not a single drop of me remains
Let me drown in you
The footage that plays to these lyrics really show how defeated he is. He refuses to sing, his passion for the art completely dead and buried. And (his guardian I assume) when someone shoves the fact that Mizi is gone in his face he lashes out and punches one of the aliens near him.
Until these falling stars
Are buried in the blur of time
However his heart isn't entirely in it and is quickly apprehended.
He is beyond exhausted and doesn't even protest or put up a fight while (the same alien he punched btw) another alien runs their fingers through his hair.
On your icy lips
Read my soul
Yes, my soul
He hopes that even if Mizi is dead that her spirit watches over him, seeing his soul and by extension, Him, for all that he is. Every thought and breath until he falls asleep is for Mizi.
But didn't we already know this is how he'd be like? Time for something juicier~
Even if your cold words
Carve scars beneath my eyes
May they linger on your tongue
You can break me apart
God this is heart shattering. Even if Till doesn't care for him, even if Till throws hurtful words his way, Ivan will still lie awake at night, cherishing what sliver of attention he is given. It doesn't matter if Till hates him, because as long as he is on Till's mind Ivan is happy. He is entirely in Till's hands, capable of being build up or torn down depending on how much (or how little) he is perceived by him.
Notice my pain
And mend me right now
To quiet my fears
I'll drown in you
He wants so deeply to be seen by Till, noticed. Till who doesn't let anything hold him down and always picks himself back up became a pillar of hope and strength to Ivan. It didn't matter how or in what context he gets to be seen, so he went out of his way to provoke him just to get Till to look at him even for a moment.
This was mentioned a while back on VIVINOS Patreon but the entire incident where Mizi and Till got attacked by that hound monster was orchestrated by him. I feel like there is two possible reasons for this depending on when in the timeline this takes place.
Either he wanted to test Till's resolve in hopes of being proven wrong about his courage (after all your hopes can't be dashed on the rocks, if you never had hopes to begin with) only for his obsession to end up growing even stronger than before.
Or he tried to let Till get roughed up enough that he'd be transferred (solitary confinement? emergency room?) somewhere else away from the others at Anakt, so they could escape together.
But we all know how that turned out.
Either way what Ivan wants isn't freedom, he's long since given up on that. There's no point in his freedom if the person that inspired him to yearn for it isn't by his side. He needs Till there, his very presence to reassure him that no matter what Till won't falter. But he failed to take account of the one thing that weakens Till's resolve.
Mizi.
Mizi is to Till what Till is to Ivan. And so without Mizi in his world Till crumbles. Since Till will only go where Mizi is and Mizi already gave away her heart to someone else, it's impossible for Ivan to be free while keeping Till in his world.
And so he follows him, resigning himself to a life without freedom.
Sick of these nights to come
To be engulfed in silence
But the distance between them is killing him, and each and every day they come closer to their inevitable doom.
It doesn't matter if they believe the lie the aliens told them, that if they die singing they will be blessed. Because what is the point in that? How can going somewhere far away from the people they love be a blessing?
In your gaze where I am seen
Consume me
Yes, me
His desires mirror Till's. He wants his soul to be seen by him, recognized for his undying love for him. He wants Till to see that he can give him all that Till yearns for in Mizi and more.
To this everlasting melody
Face to face we dance
And yet Till still refuses to look Ivan in the eyes.
Things get a little unclear but since they aren't shown singing here and there's no flashback to accompany the lyrics, we can assume that at this moment Till most likely gave up on singing.
With our story
Lost in forever's embrace
I'm not sure if Ivan intended this from the start or if it's a decision he made then and there but one thing is certain. If Till stops singing then that would mean he forfeits, he'll lose. Till has never once given up. Even when he went back for Mizi that night, he never intended to leave her in the first place. But now without her he crumbles.
And Ivan can't let that happen, not like this.
Moral grey area aside, this scene is so deeply moving to me
And I don't say that in a romantic context, absolutely not. This is something much deeper than just love. This is the culmination of everything they've been through, all those moments lead up to this.
Because this isn't a kiss.
This is Ivan throwing his life away for Till.
Till was going to loose, the only thing that could overturn that is if his opponent attacks him. The kiss was to distract Till and keep him from catching up to what Ivan was planning.
Just look at the contrast between their first and second kiss. As soon as the score board shows Till is in the lead, he gives him a gentle peck on the lips. The contrast is stark and full of meaning. This was the genuine kiss, hidden behind a smokescreen of aggressive bravado created from the previous one.
And it worked. Till was completely convinced that Ivan's intentions was to kill him, and he was fully intent on letting him.
I know a lot of people doubted his intentions. Because he didn't let go of Till's neck the minute he saw their scores, a lot of people assume that this was Ivan trying to drag Till down with him.
But the minute he coughed up blood what does he do?
He smiles.
and let's Till go.
He's only human. He might know logically that Till has won the match. But emotionally he refuses to let go until he is certain.
Until he knows for a fact that he is the one bleeding and dying he'll keep up his charade.
And then.
And only then.
Till truly sees Ivan.
As he dissolves in his gaze.
#THEY RUINED MY LIFE /POS#I FUCKING HATE THEM /AFFECTIONATE#ivantill#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst mizi#alnst#alien stage#에이스테#ramble rumble#I don't know what happened#I had a thought and a neuron activated#I think I might have ascended#alnst spoilers#alnst round 6
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