#(as someone ignorant of his own neurodivergence is wont to do ...))

[lovesodeepandwideandwell]

oh do you also have elaborate body patterns! mine are mostly triangles! baffled my family greatly until I learned to tap them out invisibly!

Oh yes I do! The complex tics are complex ticcing! Idk it kind of feels like a chakra thing maybe for me? My family never really noticed though (assuming they don't do it themselves)

[baddyxangel]

well...that was an...experience.

spoiler

ok babies so i finally finished ALL of teen wolf and umm...wow . im gonna go ahead and share my thoughts, i think im gonna split this into 2 posts 1 where i talk about the characters individually and 1 where i just speak in general

6B never happened, I've never heard of it, never seen it, never touched it, never smelled it and i dont think i wanna see anything anymore.

starting with our MC we have scott, the indecisive, pure, irritating, "true alpha". now my problems with scott are honestly just preferrence but still somewhat justified . if you're familiar with comics you know that we always have our hero who believes and tries his best to save EVERYBODY including his enemies, and he is the "if i kill them i'll be just as bad as them" type. now the issue i have with this trope is that its just annoying and naive , I've always been more of a wonder woman type myself personally i dont see this issue with killing 1 person who has killed hundreds or dozens. Scott in most cases is very...bland ? very cookie cutter goody two shoes type, naive and a little bit soft, and for how gassed up true alphas are he is EXTREMELY underwhelming and one is his only saving graces for me is me being attracted to him.

he lets some of the most dangerous people in his universe roam freely because there is a "line" he wont cross and while i get those are his morals and his code i just personally couldnt fuck with it if i was in pack. his innocence meshes more well with ignorance. AND FOR FUCKS SAKE LET THIS MAN BE FUCKING SINGLE

also this was added in post: he's best on screen when he has other people with him to actually show he had some kind of personality besides "me help people" is what I've noticed. specifically stiles, derek and isaac tbh. i think one of my fav scott moments is "im the hot girl 🙂" and isaac saying "yes you are 👍🏽"

Stiles now we all know stiles, the best friend, the brains of the operation, the sarcastic and funny one who lightens the mood. Now stiles is one of my favorites (surprise surprise) because he's not infuriating to me i dont think I've ever been frustrated with mr.stilinski. he's essentially scotts polar opposite but not really if you get what i mean ? idk i love him, moving on.

Allison- i like her. got on my nerves after her coocoo ass momma died but y know. i thought her and scott were cute and i would've liked her to stay alive

Lydia- my favorite banshee, smart, but for some reason is always being taken hostage, attacked, injured, and put into extremely horrifying situations and i dont think i like that.

Kira- personally my fav of scotts Gf's, i think she's cute, right amount of awkward, strong, interesting and i would've loved for her kitsune to have been able to kill somebody. jeff davis obviously did her dirty with her storyline that was apparently finished even though...we still didnt get to learn that much about her powers ? whatever im upset.

Liam- dont like him . moving on. also the long hair didnt grow on me and i dont think it will.

Jackson- eat shit and die.

coach- we love you.

monroe- i could write an entire 2 hour movie script on this hoe. bitch killed 1 hellhound and start feeling ha pussy and thinking she hot shit fuck this lil girl was annoying, moving on before i keep typing.

gerard- you got what the fuck yo old ass had coming to you

peter- we love an anti hero with a sense of humor 💕 and idc he would've wrecked everybody shit in season 1

kate- girl...you are a mess of a hoe. lemme stop there before i write a book on her too.

chris- ily

melissa- someone give her an award ASAP

sherrif- you were very on and off for me

derek- baby i missed you so much, leave scott musty ass and come pack this puss-

dread doctors- these fuckers used to put fear in my soul when i was little

deaton- i dont like how he's used as a plot device.

desert wolf- LMFAOOOO

malia- i like her because she's impulsive but sometimes those impulsive tendecies make me wanna stomp her head in the ground.

deucalion- also used a plot device after his season and then died for no reason. im so sorry for what this show did to you

im missing a lot but if you drop your opinions and names in the replies i'll share my opinion on whoever i missed

Thoughts on Theo? theo- hated his manipulative ass but he is so fine so it hurt me to be screaming and cursing at my tv when he was on screen. originally i was extremely irritated and annoyed when they brought him back cause i dont think he needed to be redeemed like at all, even though i appreciate that i can love him without him being a piece of shit it was unneeded i think . id still fuck him tho

scott pissed me off cause... is theo just a great liar or does scott just hate stiles ? why would he believe theo so easily yet not ask for stiles part of the story ? its like he forgets that stiles doesnt have claws and fangs and shit so of course he's gonna do what he does to survive when y'all can't protect him 🙄 i swear their werewolf hearing only works when the plot needs it too (ik they probably need to focus to enhance their hearing but still it's so annoying-) the season is essentially based on misunderstandings tbh. everyone's lying for no reason at all. but i do like how we actually get to see the effect of their mental health but this is also what i mean when i was talking about scotts fluctuating intelligence and how he's only smart when the plot needs him to be, how does he go from being the dimmest bulb in the box to being able to be in AP biology or whatever class it was. it makes no sense at all

”scott pissed me off cause... is theo just a great liar or does scott just hate stiles? why would he believe theo so easily yet not ask for stiles’ part of the story?” Because Scott McCall is a toxic friend and an even shittier werewolf (he couldn’t even detect Theo’s cheap lies and let himself be played like a fiddle throughout Season 5) And because Stiles doesn’t cater to Scott’s delusions of werewolf Jesus-hood and doesn’t stroke Scott’s ego like Theo does. Scott simply chose to believe the worst of his neurodivergent best friend – the boy who risked his own life to save his whiny ass countless times – because it suited his agenda, and because he’s pissed that Stiles didn’t share his own trauma with him like Scott wanted and demanded. SCOTT: We can’t kill the people that we’re trying to save! There’s always a choice! And yet Scott has no problem conspiring with Deucalion (Boyd and Erica’s murderer) behind everyone’s back to assassinate Josh and Tracy AND trying (but failing) to kill Gerard – selling Derek and his Pack out to the hunters, violating Derek, and using Derek as his own personal murder weapon to achieve that – just because “He threatened my mom! I had no choice!” A True Hypocrite indeed

[goldshitter]

i hate how one instance of my friend hurting my feelings is enough to sour my day when otherwise our conversation went well

idk, i just feel like he went out of his way to almost... belittle what i was doing. like i get that getting up to eat is not a big thing, but did he have to laugh with his head thrown back and literally say “you know that literally no one finds that a big deal/an accomplishment” and he kept saying that, and i was almost in tears but i turned it around and said that i spent so long trying to be someone other ppl wouldnt look down on (here he turned his camera up so he was “looking up at me” (jokingly sure, but on top of his going outof his way earlier it kinda just sucks tbh))

like i think he has own complexes involving productivity and doing things that need to be done, earlier i was telling him im trying to be compassionate with myself in regards to things that need to be done, and his view was sometimes there are things you have to suck up and get done, and hes right here, i just spent so long beating myself up and still having no results that im trying to go about it in a way that is kinder to myself. so i think he has his own stuck ups about him not working, his wife being the breadwinner, hes also neurodivergent and mentally ill yada yada, but wow. years ago he snapped once through text when i said i didnt wanna do something, and he said that he didnt wanna do laundry but he still had to. and he immediately apologized after and i dont hold that one slip up against him, but i remember things too well, especially the negative experiences. and im terrified if i bring this up to him he wont react well, because i myself hate confrontation and would rather ignore or push things down so im the only one who has to know. my own insecurity outweighs my trust that he will listen and respect me even if he does think im lazy and useless. anaaand now im crying, because it always boils down to me thinking my friends think low of me, except this time he all but said everyone does, right? idk im not thinking straight now, and i wish i could just “get over it” and even my psych has called me out that i always assume ppl look down on me even when theres no real indication of it. so now ofc im taking what he said the wrong way and feel like im bad at backing up my points, which to be fair are very biased against myself. i dont feel good and i need to go do homework, but all i know is i feel hurt and i wish i could just be angry and confront ppl, instead of avoidant 

[no1trash2003]

I am non binary.

I can understand how and why this would make people in and outside the lgbt community uncomfortable or even angry. Some may feel that me saying that delegitemises their experience as transgender in the eyes if others, some may feel that I simply dont understand basic biology. I understand where all these perspectives come from as I have at a time agreed with them. Although I hate to have to argue the legitimacy of my own individual sense of self, the notion of having to prove myself to others for their comfort rather than my own is something that, as a neurodivergent person, I am familiar with.

First, I'll talk about the concept of non binary in reference to my identity. It was only recently that I came to understand that others view themselves as distinctly male or female. This simply isnt the case for me. I dont identity with gender at all, for me it's as though I've been handed a multiple choise question without the right answer, but have been told that I must tick a box. Being referred to as my assigned gender at birth (agab for simplicities sake) was distinctly disgusting to me, as I knew that it meant those around me saw me as something I wasnt. I knew that i was living a lie. I do have a desire to begin some form of medical transition, but someone in my financial position is likely to never be able to get such a thing.

All I want as a non binary person is for the way I view myself to be respected. It's like if your name was fred, and every insisted on calling you alex even though you hate it. It's weird and quite frankly rude. But because they dont understand why you wouldn't want to be called alex, they get mad at you. You dont have to understand my gender or identity, but respect that I want to interact with the world as neither Male nor female. Please respect that.

I know some people will criticise the fact that, all in all, I look like some odd stereotype of a butch lesbian. However I'd like to point out that if a cisgender man presented completely female, so much so that he had to correct everyone he ever met, his identity would, by most, be respected. That in my eyes shows that people can understand that gender presentation isnt linked to gender, but only in reference to non transgender individuals. Transgender people have no real social distinction from cisgender people, so why cant we extend the same respect to transgender individuals?

I'd like to talk about how most people in my community view me as an embarrassment.

I am transgender. What else would you call a person that does not identify with their birth gender, and wants to transition away from it? I've given up much hope of ever been respected by the general population, but the lgbt community is meant to be a community for transgender people, and non heterosexual/romantic people. Why would the lack of acceptance from people who have, historically, never accepted us anyway matter. We all want the same rights as others, but are we really willing to assimilate to do that? Are we really willing to bend to the desires of people who HATE us, in order to gain their scraps of dignity? We are above bowing down to the desires of others. We are all human, making us worthy as the same rights. We are above the will of bigots.

I only ask that I am referred to as non binary. I only ask for people to respect my pronouns. I will politely correct anyone who messes up, but why do I have to do that at the risk of being murdered? Why do I have to do that at the risk of being shamed for bringing the displeasure of transphobes? Why is the comfort of ignorant people more important than my ability to live as myself without automatically becoming a social outcast and risking death?

For those displeased with my grasp of biology, I in turn am displeased with yours. You dont seem to want to acknowledge the other chromosome types outside of xx and xy, and near anyone who does writes it off as a mutation. I'd like to remind you that mutations are the things that turned us from bacteria to human, and that in way makes those things an exception. Even in a purely biological sense, sex is not binary.

Gender has been shown time and time again not to be binary. I need you to understand that when biology is taught at a basic level it is often oversimplified and outdated, which the belief of the gender binary is. I fully understand biology.

No one has to understand me. I dont demand that of anyone. But I beg people to respect me. I wont change who I am for the acceptance of others, and I wont hide my reality for the comfort of others. All I ask is that people respect that