#(and: I can also fall asleep anytime anywhere! just not on purpose π never ever on purpose.)
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as someone who has always had issues with sleeping, it's so strange to see how my husband can just fall asleep whenever he wants, wherever he wants. he could lie down on the ground and sleep for 8 hours, no problem.
he just goes to bed, lies down, and falls asleep. and then stays asleep until his alarm wakes him, then he gets up and is just. awake. just like that. he never remembers any of his dreams, he just sleeps. all night. uninterrupted.
it's just. very weird. I mean, I had a lot of sleepovers with friends when I was a kid, so I guess I already knew other people can just. sleep. but still, I guess I always figured it must be a coincidence that everyone else just happened to fall asleep and stay asleep on those occasions. but damn it's been 10 years of seeing this dude just sleep like it's no big deal, and I suppose that's just. how it's meant to be?! how unfair is that.
#he also snores like crazy#so he sleeps peacefully and I can absolutely not fall asleep when he's in the same room π#even when we're in adjacent rooms. I still hear him snoring#yes I've been trying to fall asleep and it is not going great! so I'm trying to distract myself enough until I feel just tired enough to#try again#(and: I can also fall asleep anytime anywhere! just not on purpose π never ever on purpose.)#ugh why does it have to be so hard π like life must be just. so much easier when you can just sleep?? and also feel rested when you wake up#I still think that's not a real thing. like. people just. wake up? and feel? better and less tired? nah that's made up π¬#trying to sleep without my antidepressant and. I honestly forgot just how bad it used to be#I can *fall asleep* now thanks to melatonin#it only takes like 30 minutes usually#but I keep waking up. and not being able to get back to sleep#and I don't hear like. 4 out of 5 alarms.#and I feel so exhausted when I wake up that I physically can't make myself get up#ugh I just hate this shit so much π#personal
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