#(and don't come at me I love her music I am flying to europe to see her next year)

[theodoraflowerday]

y'all really need to stop talking shit about casey on tags of my posts lmao it's starting to make me so angry

[turvi]

Yo what about just sittin on Rodrick’s lap as he discusses stuff with the band

Thanks for the request

Rodrick munched on the snacks that he stole borrowed from Greg's secret stash that he shared with his friends as they lounged on the living room couch, Evanescence playing on his tv.

His friend Adam mumbled. "Rodrick, will we get famous like that?" Rodrick looked up at the tv as he finally got time free from munching snacks.

"Adam, I can see it. In 10 years, people will fly from all over the world just to see us perform. We will do actual world tours." His friends looked at him, smiling as he continued.

Rodrick stood on his couch. "We will tour South America, Europe, and Asia." His friends cheered, but a particular cheer caught his attention. He turned around to see his girl Y/n clapping for him. He leapt over the couch, picked her up without effort, and twirled her around. "And you, my sweet girl, will manage our band."

Y/n put her hand on her chest. "It will be an honour, rockstar."

Rodrick couldn't help but blush. He loved it when Y/n would take pride in his music and would talk about it with her friends. He thanked his lucky stars that he found her.

"You got real quiet there. What are you thinking?" Y/n whispered as she fixed his hair.

"I am so lucky that you love me. You have always supported me, always been so kind to me. Although you can get annoying when I don't shower." He cupped her face, dodging her fingers as she tried to tickle him.

"Come on, sit with me, doll. Watch as history happens." Rodrick tugged her to where he was sitting with his friends. They all greeted her with a smile and went back to suggesting titles for their songs. He smirked when she sat on his lap, pecking her cheek as he started discussing song titles with his friends.

................................................................................

Y/n suddenly woke up and realised it had got dark outside. She looked around and realised she was still sitting on Rodrick's lap. She looked up and smiled as her heart was filled with love as she saw him sleeping peacefully.

She started to get up, but Rodrick's grip on her waist tightened. Y/n pinched his nose as a smirk spread on his lips. Why didn't you wake me up?"

"Greg is at Rowley's home, and Mom and Dad have taken Manny to Grandma's home. It's just you and me at home right now," he smirked as he wrapped her arms around her waist.

"What are you planning?" Y/n asked as the back of her finger brushed his cheek.

"Just stay with me. We don't have to do anything. I just want to hold you." His chocolate-brown eyes looked at her, pleading for her to stay.

Y/n nodded. "Ok. I'll stay, and you can rant about Greg all you want."

She felt like she fell more in love with him as his face lightened up and he held her closer to him. Y/n heard him taking a deep breath as she laid her head on his chest.

She looked up at him. "Is something bothering you?"

Rodrick's eyes widened. It always took him by surprise how she always took him by surprise how she would know how he really felt. He sighed, trying to find the correct words to say.

"I made pretty big promises in front of my friends. But what if we don't fulfil those promises."

Y/n realised he was getting insecure. "Now, it's not just your dream to do a world tour, Rodrick. It's your goal. It's one of your biggest goals. Take one step at a time. Do your shows locally, get a professional manager, and keep working on your music...there are so many things to do, Rodrick, and you have just started. So please don't give up." she kissed him as she held his hand, letting him know she was there for him.

Rodrick broke the kiss. He needed to see her, to take her beauty in. "I don't deserve you." He breathlessly mumbled against her lips before kissing her again. "I love you so much." he peppered kisses all over her face. He had to let her know how much he loved her.

"And I love you too, rockstar." Y/n kissed him back as a promise to be with him through thick and thin.

A/N: I know I am late sorry. I got busy anyways I hope you like it. REBLOGS AND COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED.

[flowery-mess]

I'm watching a turkish telenova rn so that's why I'm requesting this specific thing.

What if teen noah and teen reader got pregnant, but he's like, "I've got a band and no time for a child, get out" and readers being a badass and is like "k, I'm moving back to Europe, raising this child and becoming a lawyer"

So daughters now 20 years old and a rock fan, hence why she goes to the rock am ring festival where bad omens are gonna perfome (she's not a big fan of them, she wants to see the other bands)

Noah spots her in the crowd and is like "yn?" And sends the security to get her backstage. She declines to go backstage bc of the stories of rammstein drugging and abusing their fans and tells the security "yns my mom tho" and boom Noah realizes that's his daughter. At the end of the festival the daughters waiting with her friend for her mom to pick them up when Noah approaches her and is like " i know ur mom" daughters like " prove it i,I don't believe u" so Noah's like " this is her birthday, her middle name is this and yada yada"

(Daughter not knowing that Noah is her das obviously, mom never mentioned any names just that he was trying to make it with his music)

She was like "oh cool, mom used to be friends with bad omens?" So they're talking and boom Mama pulls up and is Hella mad when she sees Noah buuut not because she's butthurt of what he did to her 20 years ago but bc she's mama bear and is like " u were a nobody when u hurt me but now ur a big Rockstar and have more power. So stay away from her"

Noah's obviously still in love with mom and is shook that she thinks that way of him.

Ik specific and long but if u wanna work with this imma love u forever. It could be like dad daughter things, where he realizes even tho she looks exactly like ger mom, they have same interest. Orr the mom and Noah could talk it out and eventually fall back in lovee.

I don't write about having kids, but I gave it a try so I hope you like it💗

Uf I don't think Noah would be like that, but let's get along with that scenario...

I think it would be only fair to the daughter to tell her the truth.

I'm not sure what her reaction would be, but I wouldn't tell her what Noah said in the past, she doesn't need to get hurt too.

So maybe tell her that he wasn't ready to be dad yet so they parted ways and you got back to Europe.

Daughter would listen to both sides, take it all in and make her own opinion.

She wouldn't feel any hate towards any of you, because despite being just 20 years old she's very mature.

But she would want to get to know Noah.

They would exchange numbers and keep in touch as he and the band continue festival season.

After they are back in the states, all three of you have a big call about finding a date when the daughter would come visit Noah in the states and stay with him for like a month.

Daughter attending college makes it easier with her semester starting in October, so you agree on date from middle of August to the end of Semptember.

After the date is set, Noah tells her he wants to talk to you alone for a minute.

You talk about what happened between you two and Noah apologizes.

Through the years all the hate and anger kind of dissapeared.

Mostly because you're proud of yourself for raising your daughter alone and making it on your own.

Noah is proud of you too.

And he would never ask you or your daughter to talk about him like her dad or ask her to call him dad, because he knows he doesn't earn that title yet. He just wants to get to know her.

But what he does is ask if you would want to come too.

And you're surprised.

Of course all of those feelings you had for him flashed through your mind when you saw him again. But also all the pain he put you through with his decision.

But before that happened he was amazing. He was great boyfriend and great person.

The thought about your daughter flying alone scared you, but you know she could make it and then she would be with Noah. And you were 100% sure he would keep her safe.

That's why you didn't mind her flying to the staes even if you and Noah haven't seen each other in 20 years.

But you coming too? That made you scared.

You were scared that you would fall in love with him again.

You made this new country your home, you have great place to live and amazing job.

You can't give that up for someone who left you when you needed him the most.

"Thanks, but no Noah. You know it's not a great idea. I trust you with her, she is adult so I will be supportive of you two getting to know eachother. But I'm not gonna turn my life upside down because of you again. I appreciate your apology, I will stay in touch with you, but please, only because of her."

Even though he asked you to just come to the states for month you knew him and you saw in his eyes what you saw 20 years ago.

Love? Feelings? Call it whatever you want, but you knew how going there with your daughter would end.

And you didn't need your heart broken again.

[ourlordapollo]

Just realized I never posted my Narumitsu playlist so let's goooo

It's in rough chronological order by the OG trilogy and stops after T&T

Tracklist

Break My Stride - Matthew Wilder

You're on the road and now you pray it lasts

The road behind was rocky, but now you're feeling cocky

You look at me and you see your past

Is that the reason why you're running so fast?

Go Your Own Way - Fleetwood Mac

Loving you isn't the right thing to do

How can I ever change things that I feel?

If I could, maybe I'd give you my world

How can I when you won't take it from me?

Before I Got There - The Mountain Goats

And in a pit behind the altar,

The bodies of the fallen

Heavy tracks up to the lip

Just to prove that they were crawling

Faces turned toward the sky

That they would never see again

Victims of the fallout

I have failed you, sweet young men

Yesterday - The Beatles

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be

There's a shadow hanging over me

Oh, yesterday came suddenly

Fix You - Canyon City

When the tears come streaming down your face

And you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone and it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Stars - fun.

And I've been saying that you,

You're always holding onto stars

I think they're better from afar

'Cause no one here is gonna save us

—

You Run Away - Barenaked Ladies

You run away

You could turn and stay

But you run away from me

I tried to be your brother

You cried and ran for cover

Little Lion Man - Mumford and Sons

And it was not your fault but mine

And it was your heart on the line

I really fucked it up this time

Didn't I, my dear?

At Least It Was Here - The 88

But I love you more than words can say

I can’t count the reasons I should stay

One by one they all just fade away

But I love you more than words can say

Europe's Skies - Alexander Rybak

I don't know you, but I need more time

Promise me you'll be mine

Birds are flying over Europe's skies

Tell me please, why can't I?

Wrecking Ball - Miley Cyrus

I never meant to start a war

I just wanted you to let me in

How to Save a Life - The Fray

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

No Children - The Mountain Goats

I am drowning

There is no sign of land

You are coming down with me

Hand in unlovable hand

Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

—

Love You Madly - CAKE

I don't want to wonder if this is a blunder

I don't want to worry whether we're going to stay together 'til we die

I don't want to jump in unless this music's thumpin'

All the dishes rattle in the cupboards when the elephants arrive

Cellophane - Sia

Patience is your virtue, saint of mine

I'd have fallen through the cracks without your love tonight

Iowa (Traveling, Pt. 3) - Dar Williams

How I long to fall just a little bit

To dance out of the lines and stray from the light

But I fear that to fall in love with you

Is to fall from a great and gruesome height

Hey Jude - The Beatles

Remember to let her into your heart

Then you can start to make it better

Lean On Me - Keb' Mo'

Lean on me

When you're not strong

And I'll be your friend

I'll help you carry on

Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

Pompeii - Bastille

But if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes

Does it almost feel like you've been here before?

Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles

Little darling

I feel that ice is slowly melting

Little darling

It seems like years since it's been clear

Here comes the sun

[walkingintheheartbreaksatellite]

Close To You(Harry Styles x oc)

It started in the early morning. 6:45 am to be precise. It was a chilly Albuquerque morning, and the balloons were going up, as they always did that early. Leaving the house as soon as she could, starting the 20 minute drive to work like she did every day. Arriving at work with no problem, she was immediately called into her boss, Sofia's office.

"Em, could you come in here for a sec? And close the door?"

Emily's pov

I slowly walked into Sofia's office, closing the door and sitting down.

"Did I do something again?"

The older woman chuckles and shakes her head.

"No. But I wanted to talk to you. Do you remember when Christopher said we were expanding into Europe?"

I nod my head, briefly remembering the conversation.

"Well, they want you and a few drivers to go to London for a couple months to start up. Your position would be my current one. The company is paying for your living space and travel, you are responsible for anything else. Interested?"

Wow. That's... not what I thought she was gonna talk to me about.

"U-um yeah I'd love to! When do I leave?"

She smiles.

"At the end of the month. You'll be in charge of everything and everyone there. I know you'll do great."

I smile and thank her. After that, the month flys fast. I pack what I need and it's shipped to my new flat and anything else goes into my mom's garage. On the day I leave, I meet the 2 drivers coming with me, Jackson and Adam, at the airport. At 4:30am. It's already too early and I need coffee.

"You guys ready for this?"

The two men tiredly nod and we trek to our gate after checking our bags. After about 30 minutes we begin boarding our flight. The attendant scans my boarding pass.

"Miss, it seems you've been upgraded to first class due to availability. Enjoy your flight!"

Adam, Jackson and myself just share a look and proceed ahead. I find my seat and holy crap it's nice. They find theirs in economy and we part ways. I take my seat and pull out my iPad, briefly starting to get some work done. The plane takes off and soon we land in LAX. The flight is a straight trip but I guess they had to pick up more people. I decide to put my work away and watch Demon Slayer instead. I pay no mind when I see from the corner of my eye, someone take the seat next to me. Jackson comes over to me to chat for a minute at that moment as well.

"Hey Em, do you have all the addresses for where we are staying? Ryan forgot to send it to us."

"Yeah. We're all in the same place, just separate units. We'll be fine."

He nods and briefly looks at my screen.

"Really? Demon Slayer again?"

I flip him off and he laughs and returns to his seat. After a couple minutes, the person next to her speaks up.

"Is it good? What you're watching?"

I take out my headphones and turn to the stranger, about to reply, when I see his face and my mouth drops.

"I-I um yeah it is. I-I like it."

He smiles and holds out his hand to me.

" 'M Harry."

I smile and shake his had. I'm pretty sure he could tell I was shaking.

"I-I'm Emily. I-it's nice to meet you!"

He laughs and I swear I could just die after hearing that sound.

"Y'must know who I am."

I nod and blush.

"I love your music. Always makes me feel better and brings a smile to my face."

He smiles.

" 'M glad to hear that. Love makin music and gettin to share it. Means a lot t'me that it helps s'many."

I nod and we talk for a bit. I don't think I've ever actually had this meaningful of a conversation with anyone before.

"S'what are you watchin? Looks interesting."

"Oh um that? Oh it's just an anime that I like. I've seen it multiple times. I guess I just like watching it."

I giggle and he smiles, filling my stomach with butterflies.

"Would y'mind if I watched with you?"

I nod my head and hand off an AirPod to him, moving my iPad in the middle so we could both see and I hit play. Somehow, through the flight, we finished season one and part of Mugen Train before we finally land. And I don't think I have ever been more disappointed. We both got up but before he walked away, Harry turned to me.

"I don't usually do this, but I want to see you again. Would y'want to maybe... exchange numbers? J-just as long as you promise not t'give it out...?"

"Y-yeah I'd love to! And I'd never do that! That's a betray of trust and that's one thing I refuse to do to anyone!"

He smiles and takes my phone, putting his number in it.

"Text me love. Would love t'get coffee with you sometime." I smile and nod, waving him goodbye as I wait for Jackson and Adam to meet me up front. I see them come up and Jackson is grinning and wiggling his eyebrows at me.

"Shut it Miles. I don't want to hear it."

The two men laugh as we make our way out of the plane to baggage claim. I look around briefly for Harry and obviously I don't see him, causing disappointment to show on my face. So I decide to pull out my phone to text him.

E- Hi Harry! It's Emily!😊

H-Couldn't wait could y'love?😉

E-I  could've! I'm just waiting at baggage claim and the two idiots I'm traveling with are teasing me!😒

H-Yeah? S'not nice. Should I come steal you away?

E-Ha! As much as I would love that, I have to get the three of us settled in and dispatch them. Maybe coffee tomorrow?

H-Sounds great! I know a great place! I'll text you the address😊 See you tomorrow love

E-See you tomorrow❤️

TIME SKIP BECAUSE MY BRAIN DIED

It's been a couple months since I met Harry. And everyday with him is amazing. We both work quite a bit but still manage to see each other a couple times a week. But unfortunately... I'm going home soon. With the hiring of more staff, I'm not needed and they want me to come home. And now I have to tell Harry. I'm waiting for him at our usual spot and I see him come up to me. I stand up and meet him halfway, walking into his warm embrace.

"Missed you love."

"Missed you too."

He caressed my cheek and kissed my forehead. I forced a small smile.

"Y'okay love? Look a little down."

"Y-yeah I'm fine. But we do need to talk."

He looks at me with concern as I lead him to our table and we sit down.

"So you know how I've been telling you how well things have been going with setting up the new branch?"

He nods his head in acknowledgment.

"Well... it's done. There's new staffing and multiple drivers... so they want me back home."

We sit in silence for just a minute.

"When... when d'you leave?"

"In 3 days...Look Harry... I don't want this to be the end of whatever this is between us. I like you. And these past couple months? You made me feel so alive. I've never felt this way before. I know this sounds corny but I don't want this to be the end of you don't..."

He pauses for a minute and bursts out laughing. I look at him in confusion.

"How do you always seem to take the words out of my mouth?"

He pauses for another minute.

" 'course I still want t'see you. I love spending time w'you. We'll work it out somehow."

He takes me out of my chair and hugs me tight. He pets my head and I start crying.

"Shhh. It's okay love. M'not lettin you go that easily. You're stuck with me."

"But I'm gonna be in New Mexico! And you're still trying to write your album!"

"You're forgetting about something though."

I just look at him in complete and utter confusion. Those are the facts though... how could I be forgetting something?

"How often have you FaceTimed y'mum while you've been here?"

"I don't know- probably like a good couple dozen- ohhhh! Duh!"

He laughs and hugs me tighter.

"Know it's not ideal but we'll make it work. And I'll come visit you o'course. Can't go long without my muse, now can I? Never get the album finished without you." I blush and bury my head in his chest, causing him to chuckle.

"I'm know you would do an amazing job finishing it. You don't need me for inspiration Mr. I like to write songs about sex."

He chuckles and lifts my head up, forcing me to look him in the eyes.

"Course I do. I've written 2 songs already. Because of you. So I definitely need you. So stop thinkin so little o'yourself."

I nod, tearing up a little.

"Will you come see me off?"

He smiles and lifts me up.

"Really think I wouldn't? I'd never give up the chance t'see you, even if it is goodbye."

He kisses my nose, making me smile.

"Let's go get you packed up, yeah?" He grabs my bag and leaves a tip for the waiter.

"Wait you're gonna help me pack?"

"Course I am. Gotta get my time with you while I have you. And besides, we need to finish Edens Zero, don't we?"

I chuckle and nod my head. As excited as I am to go home to my family and my regular day to day life, I hate that I have to do it without Harry there with me. These past couple months have been amazing and he makes everything more fulfilling.

TIME SKIP TO THE AIRPORT

I woke up early this morning and I'm not ready to leave. Harry came to see me off though. I grab his hand and pull him off to the side.

"Something wrong love?"

I take a long deep breath.

"No... I just. I want to tell you something. I want to get it off my plate before I leave... Harry... I love you. And I know this is probably way too soon to say but- I just wanted to tell you. And I totally understand if you-"

Before I can finish, he grabs my face and kisses me. I close my eyes and focus on the feeling of his lips against mine. After a minute or so, he slowly lets go. He lets out a chuckle.

"Sometimes... I swear... you talk s'much that no one can get a word in."

I blush and bury my face in his chest until he pulls me out and places his finger under my chin, lifting my head up.

"I love you, Emily. I mean it."

I start to tear up a little.

"What did I ever do to deserve you?"

"Dunno, because I am an angel."

He batts his eyes at me and flashes that smile that I love so much.

"Oh hush. I try to be cheesy and you decide to be cheeky."

He chuckles and hugs up and we don't let go until they call for boarding for my flight home. He kisses me once more and I let the tears fall down my face. As soon as we let go, he wipes my tears with his thumb and smiles at me.

"Promise y'text me when you're home?"

I nod my head and give him one last hug and I let go, letting the tears fall.

A COUPLE WEEKS LATER

Things have gone back to normal for the most part. I'm back to doing my old job. It hasn't been too bad. But I miss Harry like crazy. We FaceTime at least 3 times a day and talk on the phone almost every second. He's been singing me to sleep recently and honestly I always wake up refreshed in the morning because of it.

Right now, I'm sitting at my desk, entering orders, when I see a name flash across my phone screen. I smile and answer.

E- Well hello there handsome

H-Hi love! What're y'doing later this week?

E-Oh, you know, the usual. Working and going to my sisters this weekend I think. What are you up to?

H-Oh, you know, just planning a trip to go see my favorite girl this weekend.

My eyes go wide.

E-REALLY?!

He laughs.

H-Mhm... Mum and Gemma wanna meet you. So... they were gonna come with... if that's okay...

E-I-I'd love to meet them! But isn't it too soon? I mean we haven't even made anything official...

H- That's what I said! But according to Gem, I refuse to shut up about you so they are insisting on meeting you.

I let out a little chuckle.

E- I guess if I'm meeting them, you should meet my mom and my sisters... well... some of them.

H-We'll be in Thursday. I'm booking hotels for mum, Gem and Jeff.

E-I'm sorry... are you expecting to stay with me?

H- I mean-

I let out a loud snort.

E- I'm kidding. Of course you can stay with me. But it's only a one bed so you can sleep with me or on the couch. I'll ask for Friday off and see if Sofia will approve it.

H-Don't worry bout that. We'll probably sleep Friday and explore later.

E-text me your flight details and I'll come get you Thursday after I get off. I can't wait to see you!

H- Me too love. I love you

E-Love you too Harry.

We hang up and I get back to work, never letting the smile leave my face for the rest of the day.

Special thanks to @puffpasstea for encouraging me to write this! Ily!😭

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[alexhandersen-marcoilsoe-fandom]

Chapter I: What a gentleman!

Thank you @flowers-in-your-hayr​ for this amazing moodboard! You’re such a talent!

a/n: This is my first ff, that’s why it’s not that long. English is not my first language, so I am sorry for mistakes. 

Paring: ALEX x Reader

Spotify: Kiana Ledé & Jacquees - Only Fan

No warnings (smut incoming), fluff, fluff and more fluff.

Words: 918

Summary:   Your best friend Ana and you are doing a trip to Copenhagen. You met there two good looking guys. This city became after this evening very special for you.

Ana and you just ended your nurse school at the university. She was your best friend and you knew her since the high school. It was so a stressful time with all the exams and full schedule. So you decided to do a city trip. Ana and you were already in a few big cities, so you booked a flight to Copenhagen. It was one of the cities you didn't see in Europe. The flight was very short so you didn't sleep in the airplane. After the landing you took a taxi to this wonderful hotel. You were not rich at all, but you wanted the best hotel for this week, just because you deserved it after this stressful years as a student.

Ana wanted to go out, even if you didn't have dinner and landed late. It was Saturday and the only flight to Copenhagen on this day. You searched in the internet for a good pub a found one in the near of your hotel called "Mermaid's pub". So you took a shower, put new clothes on and refreshed your make-up. Ana already waited for you in the lobby bar.

You walked down the street to the pub. They were full of people in your age. 

,,The men here are really tall"  You commented to Ana and were surprised how attractive this was. You entered in the pub and were shocked by all the people, most of them drunk.

,,We're never gonna find a seat here" Ana wasn't a patient person.

You walked into the crowd and looked for a free table. Exactly at this moment you saw in the corner of the pub, how three women stood up and went. You hurried. It was a table for four but you didn't care. It was warm and the air was stuffy despite the door being open.

Two extremely good-looking guys came to your table and said something you absolutely didn't understand. Firstable they spoke Danish and even if it was English you couldn't understand it because of the loud music. Ana just nodded and they sat down next to you.

"Why did you nod?"

"What else should I have done? We don't understand them anyway." She was right.

,,Jeg hedde Alex’’  You didn’t know what to say. The situation made you feel totally insecure and you blushed.

,, Jeg….. ehm…taler ikke….ehmm…dansk (I don't speak Danish)’’. You took almost two minutes to say these four words and hoped you said that right. The pronunciation was so hard. On the way to Copenhagen you learned a few important sentences, just in case nobody talks English.

,,Oh excuse me, I am Alex. For the fact that you don’t speak Danish, that was perfect’’. He said and was surprised from your skills.

Ana and Alex’s friend were already deep in conversation. From that moment on you felt comfortable and start talking as if you knew him much longer.

,,So this is Marco, he is my best friend and roommate. And what's her name?’’ He asked.

,,She is Ana, we studied together, but we know each other since the high school.’’ He was very attentive at what you said, so you told him why you traveled to Copenhagen.

,,Oh nurses, that's a tough job, wow. So, congratulations for your graduation girls!’’ You thanked him and glanced back to Ana.

You tapped her shoulder ,,Hey, I have to go to the toilet’’ You wanted her to come with you.

,,Yes, me too, I follow you’’. You drank up your cocktail and both stood up.

,,Such a wonderful and sexy man, damn’’Janina was really impressed about Marco, almost in love. She fixed her matte lipstick and admired at herself in this huge mirror.

,,We shouldn’t fly back home’’ She said ironically and laughed at the same time.

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Back to your seats, waited two fresh made cocktails for you on the table. 

,,Oh, is that for me? Thank you. How did you know that Martini sour is our favorite drink?’’ You blushed directly and didn’t had the courage to look into his blue eyes.

,,We asked the bartender, what you ordered before’’ said Marco proudly.

The hours passed and you got more and more tired. It was your fourth Martini sour and the alcohol started to making you clumsy.

Marco and Alex insisted to accompany you to the hotel. Alex opened the door for you und put you your jacket over your shoulders. 

,,What a gentleman’’ You thought and watched for your step.

You didn’t want to admit it, but you felt a lot safer with them in this dark night and strange streets.

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You stand at the main entrance of this luxury hotel. It was already cold and your hands were shaking. You weren't used to such cold winds. Alex rubbed your upper arms gently to warm you up.

,,It was a very funny evening, thank you so much. Can I hug you to say goodbye?’’ He asked you shyly.

You didn’t answer. Instead you hugged him and for the first time you felt tiny butterflies in your stomach. You were freezing, but his warmth and the touch of his soft hands on your body, made you forget it.

You stand really close to each other, face to face with just a few centimeters apart. You had to look up, because of his height. The light from the street lamp made his eyes shine and they hypnotized you.

,,Marco asked if we want to do a sightseeing tour with them tomorrow. What do you think?’’ asked Ana and ruined this perfect moment.

,,That would be awesome. I'm sure you know the best places in the city’’ 

Before the elevator closed its door, you smiled and waved shyly at him.

Chapter II: Overhelming city, just because of you.

[lady-strange-i-dont-want-youu]

OH NO you got a concussion?? That sucks I'm so sorry to hear that! At least you'll be off for a while, that could be nice!! I don't know much about concussions but I hope you get better soon 💛 And I think you have some kind of Magical Powers 🪄 because as I read that you wrote "may she get fired, amen" she started up drama in the work group chat that lasted like an hour 😂 idk if anything will come if it but she was really disrespectful to the owner of the store in front of everyone in the chat. Even if she doesn't get fired over that, it was really funny to watch her behave like a child in front of all these people she's supposed to be the boss of 😂 no one's going to want to take her seriously. I am over 18 (21 whoo! lmao), you're totally allowed to say whatever you want. I think you could make it as a singer / musician! I know I haven't heard your stuff yet but you definitely have the ✨vibes✨ for it 100% AND I'd love to be a fashion designer that way too!! I think that would be so much fun! My dream at the moment though is interior design. I'd love to design the inside of houses specifically - I think I'd be pretty good at that! Doesn't it feel like the year just flew by? Or is it just me 😂 I didn't ask for much for Christmas, all I want is candy and maybe a tom petty cd or two to add to my collection! Is there anything you're really hoping to get this year?? Do you have any favorite traditions for the holidays? -❄

I went back to work today and LET ME SAY there was this huge freakout with the bosses i find it quite funny and when i saw my boss she looked so suprised😂 thank you for the kind words though🤍 I'm much better now i was worried i wasnt gonna be able to drink this year but i was able to have my vodka crans so i'm a jolly camper! Speaking of which MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!🥳 AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOUU!!! That manager chic MAY SHE GET FIRED OR TRANSFERED SOMEWHERE ELSE! Literally behaving like a child is so low but i agree it's hard to keep a straight face when a grown chic is acting like she's five💀😂 i hope she leaves your job so you can get back to enjoying it, and lucky you're 21! I'm legal in my country rn but if i went to the states... well gotta wait TWO more years to buy booze :( hopefully i can show you my stuff but it's all a working progress by febuary i want a single released but thankfully my friends that are in the band are so supportive of me and i never had that much support from my friends especially guy friends lol but thank you for believing in me :')🤍 we be styling queens lets gooo😎✨rockin and rollin✨ even though i dont fully know you yet i can DEFINITELY SEE you becoming an interior designer that would suit you so well and you'd be amazing and spectacular at it! It's not just you about the year flying by i'm mentally still stuck in september💀christmas doesnt really feel like Christmas due to so much stress in the world but same here i didnt ask much just maybe a couple def leppard and europe cd's, a dark chocolate orange and maybe a pair of crazy abstract pants i've been eyeing on urban outfitters but ik my brother wouldnt get me those but then again music>>>>clothes rn😂 i got drunk and watched a movie with seafood (shrimp and calimari) with more little snacks MAN THE PRICES IN CANADA ARE HORRID but still tasty! OH i wasted like half hour buying a mickey of jack daniels and cranberry juice (no i didnt do what ik what you thought😂that bottle of jack was for my brother and cranberry for my vodka😂) how was your Christmas eve? What were your traditions this year?

[andmuzzlethat]

Angels Don't Fly || Chap. 1

Warning: Mentions of cheating and drug use, profanity, usual Crüe stuff

Word count: 1,894 (some chapters will be shorter than others)

Tag list: @slashscowboyboots @ouija-cat @ozzy-dumbass-of-darkness (please tell me if you wanna be added)

Author's note: This'll have to do with a lot of memories, which will be dated. I've also changed how I write. It's different (??) also there's no intro, I decided to just jump into the story !!

Third person ⤵

The year was 1986, the Crüe were on their sixth month of touring for Theatre of Pain, and because none of the boys cared about the consequences of their actions, except Mick, Doc had the bright idea of flying Estelle out to Europe for their final 3 months.

Nikki wasn't too fond of the idea of course, he threw a shit fit when Doc got all the boys together for the news. But it was too late now, for Estelle was back in L.A already packing for the flight that took off in less than 3 hours.

It was casual for Nikki to roll his eyes when he didn't get his way. He got up and walked out of Doc's room, who followed close behind him.

"I bought the ticket already, Sixx." Stated Doc, who managed to keep Nikki from running off somewhere in Europe. The raven headed bass player sighed heavily before running his fingers through his hair. A leg bouncing up and down while he sat on the chair in his room.

"I don't get why you didn't consult with us first, mainly me. She is my girlfriend or maybe I don't want her coming," (that was the first 😉 lol sorry (totally not)) Nikki fussed. He was tired of Doc treating them like kids, although they did act the part. "Plus, she doesn't like when I do coke and drink, that's one reason I didn't bring her."

Doc crossed his arms and shook his head in a disappointing manner. He knew too well that Nikki loved Estelle.

Under all the drugs and hidden emotions was a boy who just wanted to feel wanted and loved, he's got that now and some, what more could he want?

"What?"

"She'll be here by tomorrow afternoon. You got about a week and a half before tour starts up again, so I suggest you spend time with her wisely, God knows she'll wanna leave once you don't get a fix." Doc says and Nikki scoffs.

"Fuck off."

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The following day, Nikki woke up a little too early for his liking. He laid in bed, staring up at the ceiling while he had an arm rested under his head. Thoughts of Estelle leaving him running endlessly around his mind. He knew for a fact, that the girl fucking loved him and do anything in her power to keep him.

After aimlessly looking around the hotel room then to the digital clock on the bedside drawer, which read 8:37 AM, he began to move. Getting out of bed became a bother when you're like a vampire.

He first started to get clothes out of his suitcase. In it consists of multiple leather pants, some shirts that became cutoffs and others that are buttonups and probably just regular 'ol shirts, also lots of his undergarments that Estelle had packed for him back home.

A smile formed on his lips, only lasting a brief amount of seconds before his mind slipped back into the thought of her leaving, but this time for a different reason. It was what he had done just about a year ago.

Nikki ⤵

January 26, 1984:

The stress of having to write more and more music for a new album was, in the least, tiring. We haven't even come up with a fucking album title, due to the incident that happened a little over a month ago.

While Vince was away, some things changed with the band, me in particular. When Estelle was with her family for Christmas, I had my dealer over for a visit. He didn't have the drug I wanted but he did have drugs. To me, it seemed to be coke, something I wanted and had to wait for. He explained to me what it was. Heroin.

He let me sample some, since I've never tried it but obviously know what it is. I watched as he got it ready. After, he handed me a bandana, told to me tie it above my bicep. I did, held it tight as he felt for a vein then stuck the needle into it.

Let's just say it felt a whole lot better than sex. I'm not sure what happened, all I know is Tommy came by and found me in the closet. I was close to naked, passed out cold, and looked like I wasn't breathing. I remember him shaking me and nearly slapping me as I opened my eyes.

He was coming by to give me some stuff he'd bought for me but ended up giving me a fucking lecture, only to end it with, "do you got anymore?" I'm not one to turn anyone out, but this is Tommy, my Terror Twin, he had to try this.

Since then, it's been my drug of choice. I told him not to tell Estelle or anyone else, also threatened to kick him out of the band if he did. He shook on it, so I doubt he would.

Today was day five of not having any sex with Estelle. It was shark week for her, so that explained a lot, like the fight we had two nights ago. One of the worst we've had in a long time. Things between us have been going so fucking fine, but she decided to pick a fight, well, I did engage in it too.

We slept in different areas of her apartment, her in the bedroom and myself in the living room, on the couch she had. I was too big for it. Purely uncomfortable.

We weren't civil, although it sounded childish for us both, that's just how we punished each other. Trust me, the make-up sex was fucking amazing, which is why I participate in our arguments. The only time we saw each other was in the morning, I get back late at night, so I don't get to see her before I go to sleep, that is if my body and mind want to.

While I had nowhere specific to go, I ended up in the studio. Nobody was here, so I hung out by myself, which is what lead me to stressing about the album, and all of the drastic shit that's happened between Estelle and I.

I scanned the room for a phone, stopping when I found it. In a corner, it sat on a mini table, along with some magazines. Quickly, I got up and the number of my dealer immediately popped into my mind. Sitting down on the chair next to the table, I typed the digits out.

A few rings and he answered. "Hello?" A female's voice was heard. My eyebrows furrowed.

"Yo, where's Kev?"

"Not here at the moment, why? Do you need?" She asked bluntly, it surprised me. The chick gave me Estelle vibes, reminded me so much of her although she was only talking to me through the phone.

"Y-yeah. Meet me at the address he has written down, I'll be there."

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And that's how I fucked up. Sleeping with someone else in a bed Estelle owned, the the fucking apartment she owned and worked hard for.

I waited for her to come back, it was nearly 10 o'clock at night when she had. The look on her face was evident she had a bad day. Her eyes became glossy when she stared at me. I couldn't help but cave in and engulf her in my arms. Her's snaked around my neck and held onto me tight.

"What's wrong, Sweets?" Before I knew it, she was a crying mess. Her sobbing was the only thing heard in the apartment.

I slowly moved us to the couch, sitting her down first then myself. She leaned onto my shoulder, tears still running down her face and dripping on my shirt.

We sat like that for at least an hour, in the time being I threw an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. I prayed to whatever God there was that she doesn't find out what I did hours prior to this. She needed me right now and that's what she was getting.

"I'm sorry, Nikki, for snapping like that the other day, some jealous bitches told me an obvious lie a week before that." She explained, which I didn't want but was relieved to hear.

"No, Esty, I don't blame you, with how many women there are at times. I probably would've believed the same thing if I was told you were cheating, I mean come on, you're much more than I am. You could do better than me. Estelle, you're beautiful and could probably pull a fucking female your way."

It wasn't necessarily an apology or an acceptance to her's, but it seemed to be something, she smiled a fucking smile that could have me in tears. She shook her head and then stared up at me. Her chocolatey eyes gazed deeply into mine.

Before either of us knew it, her lip's were pressed roughly against mine. Her small hands made their way into my hair, gripping it how I liked, she fucking knew what she doing now and getting herself into. She needed it more than me.

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Third person ⤵

That night the couple made up in a way they knew how, through passionate affection and about 4 or 5 orgasms throughout the night. It took his mind off the mistake he made that day, which he still managed to keep a secret for so long.

Nikki sighed before pulling out a plain black shirt, leathers, and socks, deciding to go without briefs for the day. He's done it plenty of times before, what's stopping him now?

Later, after his shower and shoot up time, Doc knocked on his door. He waited patiently for Nikki to open the door; a few seconds later it came flying open.

"You're ready, surprisingly. We gotta go, her plane will be landing soon and it's almost rush hour here. Come on." He explained without missing a beat then began walking towards the elevators.

The raven haired bassist grabbed his sunglasses and a water bottle. He made his way out.

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Estelle's eyes scanned the sea of people for Doc and Nikki, since the manager told her it was only going to be the two. When her sight landed on them, an immediate smile formed on her lips. She quickly made her way towards the odd pair.

"Sixx!"

"Hey, baby!" Nikki swore he saw a sparkle in her eyes as she saw him. It was a sight to fucking see, especially when the two haven't seen each other since July.

She squealed when he lifted her up by her bottom. She hadn't felt those hands in a long time and had surely missed them, him. Their lips connected like magnets and the couple were in a full on heated make out session on the airport.

Doc cleared his throat when people began looking and giving them disgusted looks. Estelle and Nikki parted, a smile on the brunette's face. He put her back on the floor. She looked at Doc and engulfed him in a hug, which surpised both Nikki and himself.

"Sorry, just haven't seen you guys in forever!" Estelle groaned, letting go of the man.

"It's fine. You hungry? I'm sure if this giant is then you must be." The girl laughed lightly and nodded.

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my first ever chapter to a fic i have a feeling will last some time !!