#(also tumblr automatically added the tag false to this post when I created it ? Okay lmao)

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I posted 2,736 times in 2022

320 posts created (12%)

2,416 posts reblogged (88%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@managerie76

@preacherboyd

@sleepyscully

@plinkitee

@nourann

I tagged 925 of my posts in 2022

#personal - 112 posts

#antipsychiatry - 33 posts

#body horror - 18 posts

#ask - 18 posts

#person of interest - 16 posts

#txf - 15 posts

#x files - 13 posts

#crimes of the future - 10 posts

#david cronenberg - 8 posts

#i love them - 7 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#thinking that somehow ‘lol the hellsite isnt profitable and never will be’ & ‘tumblr will be here for a long time’ are compatible is stupid

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

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57 notes - Posted July 30, 2022

#4

Vertebrae

MSR | words: 518 | AO3 | @nosebleedclub October prompt: vertebrae | tagging @today-in-fic

Very early on in their partnership, Mulder rested his hand on the small of Scully's back. Like the chemistry between them, it came naturally, without much conscious thought. He had to be close to her, as if gravity had shifted around her. Later, he hugged her. Even later, he kissed her.

The first time he told her he loved her, a star formed in his lungs, emitted flares up his throat, spilled light out of his mouth, so bright it blinded him.

And now, he gets to see her fall asleep and wake up next to him. That morning, he wakes up before her – his insomnia isn't as bad as it used to be, but he usually needs less sleep than her. She's lying on her side, facing him. He rests his hand on the small of her back. Her skin is soft and warm. He runs his hand up to her shoulder blades, and back down again, feeling the indentations of her spine under his fingertips. She stirs and without opening her eyes, she shifts closer to him, wraps her arm around him and buries her face in the crook of his neck.

"I love you," he says.

He's used to saying it now, but the warmth in his chest is still here; this star will never burn out. She rests her head back on her pillow, her hair spread out in a sun corona, and smiles at him.

"I love you too," she replies before kissing him.

He slowly drags his hand along her vertebrae again and continues kissing her. She smiles against his lips. Her spine is a puzzle piece that fits only with him. For all of his supernatural beliefs, he doesn't believe in fate. It could be comforting to think they were destined to be together, but they chose to be together. He chose her, and he'd choose her over and over again.

Mulder doesn't seem to want to stop running his fingers over her back anytime soon, so Scully decides to indulge him – and herself, because his touch is always soothing and comforting – and shifts on her stomach to give him better access. She stretches and sighs as he starts kissing her neck. She can spend the whole day like this, letting him kiss her everywhere. He continues kissing her back, and when he reaches her tattoo, he traces the ouroboros with his finger. Unending. Infinity – that's how much time he wants to spend with her. He kisses all her other vertebrae – she's small, but she takes so much space in his life. He settles back next to her, looks at her, and the star inside of him pulsates to the rhythm of his heart.

"What are you thinking about ?" she asks.

"The future."

"It's too early for you to be that cryptic."

"You'll always be part of my future."

"I intend to."

She kisses him and rests her head on his chest. It's the weekend, she can sleep as much as she wants. She lets herself drift back to sleep, listening to his heartbeat and feeling his love in her bones.

76 notes - Posted October 7, 2022

#3

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103 notes - Posted April 13, 2022

#2

I've been watching a lot of fanvids today

178 notes - Posted May 19, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Mulder really showed up in court with a little slideshow to try to explain that Eugene Tooms can elongate his body, eats livers and hibernates for 30 years

343 notes - Posted July 29, 2022

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