#(also ive been waking up at times like 2 to 4 am everyday bc im a wreck and it doesnt help with the crisis)
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breadfan · 1 year ago
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to be playing P5R but constantly thinking of Yakuza is like having to juggle between two jobs
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charmedreincarnation · 1 year ago
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ive known abt the void since 2019! yup, it's been 4 years lol. i was feeling mad depressed abt this but during that time, i have honestly grown spiritually and a week ago, i just sat down and wrote a post explaining the law from my pov and how i think people should apply it. as I was writing it, i realized what I believed to be the law and what i was doing in my void state journey were damn near opposites. lemme explain. if i truly believed the void was within me and i could enter easily, wtf was i meditating for it. i could just wake up in it right? but i was meditating damn near 2 hours everyday. so i honestly took a step back. away from me and just thought abt the void on its own? what is the easiest way to enter the void? wake up in it. all you gotta do is sleep and boom you're in when you gain conciousness. then why wasn't i trying this? because i didn't believe it was possible. i kept thinking of the void as a meditative state but it's not. so i went and read @gorgeouslypink doubts post and found all the success stories of people waking up in the void (ty to @voidarchivefiles for making that a billion times easier) and i searched reddit, and amino, and youtube. once i really believed that, i thought abt how to use this method. so i just listened to this subliminalevery night i fell asleep and every morning after I woke up and anytime I felt like it just for like 5 minutes and just affirming that i am going to wake up in the void state tonight and stuff like that. I somewhat detached bc to me it was something that would happen in the night so I'd just live my life for the rest. I started practicing your intention method. I would be like subconcious mind, I am going to drink this water and I would and shit like that. And I did listen to kottie's subliminal that @gorgeouslypink shared and I woke up in the void state and I manifested my desired face and acceptance to my desired university. I am going to UCLA now!!! I am honestly so happy and I just wanted to share. This took me 5 days, it was just releasing doubts (like genuinely) and intending to enter. I hope this helps other and thank you so much.
Im so happy for you <3 this also reminds me of my journey. I tried every method under the sun…. literally every single method. It seriously burned me out and made me hate my life and shifting/manifesting.
Honestly making the law feel natural and doing things you would only be doing whether you were trying to manifest something or not really took a lot of the weight of my shoulders and made it 1000x easier. I’m so glad you really took the time to find what you wanted to do and not what others were doing and stuck with it <3!
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solskens · 5 years ago
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ALL remaining questions lol
1. Are you enjoying yourself?
whenever i can, yes. rn im sitting outside n drinking ice tea n hanging out with my plants, thats nice!
2. Do you miss how life used to be?
no, not really - my life was overwhelming, and i appreciate the pause. however, i dont think there should have to be a pandemic for that, and i am terribly sorry for everyone who has to deal with all the negative consequenses of this. but i dont miss life before so much
4. What drinks do you have in the fridge right now?
in MY fridge theres like only garlic n butter, but im not home rn, but idk what my gfs family have in their fridge, omly drink there thats mine is some lemon ice tea, which im quite frankly addicted to 😬☕️🍋
5. What snacks do you have in your house right now?
like candy, lemon muffins and lentil chips i think? yet again, at my gfs house, not mine. at mine theres a bunch of shit bc i have a food box with Long Expiry Dates foods n snacks
9. How long do you think you can last like this?
i dont know, a few months. i’ll miss my friends and family too much after a while
10. What is the last thing you've read?
like, this question, but other than that i read the news earlier, or like an union article
11. What show are you catching up on?
catfish!!
12. Are you a "stay in pajamas all day kind"of person?
NOPE, gotta put real clothes on or ill get sad 👖����🌈
14. What time did you wake up today?
like 7:30? or something like that? my neighbours alarm went of n they really can sleep through their alarms for 2+ hours n only snoozing sometimes.
15. Are you staying active?
yup, we go on daily walks!! and i run while my gf works out at the gym, so today we went to the gym together n i ran home from there, through some woods n stuff 🏃‍♀️🌳💪
16. Are you staying hydrated?
yeah ive always drank a lot of water
17. How long do you think this quarantine will last?
not long enough dude n then well gotta be quarantined again bc ppl will get sick again
18. If you had to study one subject everyday for the rest of this quarantine, what would you study?
probably architechture, since thats my major n like, what i gotta Study. i dont, though. quarantine be ruining my focus etc. or french bc i like french n wanna mov to france or french speaking canada for a while
19. How much weight do you suppose you'll put on by the time this quarantine is over?
hah fuck this question dude
20. What's your favorite board game?
one where its like spies n shit n u lie, i think its called spyfall n me n my friends play it from time to time
21. What's your favorite card game?
seven!! bc me n my friends played it all through high school
23. What's your favorite tv show?
bbc:s version of les miserables Oh Lord am i gay for miss lily collins there dear madam👀🥰🤪😍
24. What's your favorite snack?
bread💛
26. What's your favorite beverage?
tea, or peach ice tea, or white wine ☀️
27. What do you like most about the quarantine?
not having to go to classes n just being home
28. What are you finding most challenging about the quarantine?
not seeing my friends or family and also official things taking a longer time bc other ppl r home
29. Do you think COVID-19 is as bad as the media says it is?
uh sure?
31. What have you learned so far from this experience?
i hate being alone 😍😍😍
32. Are you introverted, omniverted, or extroverted?
omni, probably, but idk yall maybe extroverted or introverted i dont know dude
34. Who are you most worried about?
everyone forced into harmful situations whether its abusive family or going without income or being isolated and elderly. 🥺
35. Who was the last person you texted, called, facetimed?
texted: my best friend ev, called: my gf to come pick me up from the woods, facetimed: my twin bc i just wanted to say hi 🥰🥺
36. What three emojis best describe your attitude towards what's going on right now?
😔😬👀
37. If you had to live in one item of clothing for the rest of this quarantine what would it be?
my pink hoodie!! 💕
38. What was the last meal you cooked and how did it taste?
beef n oven potato with tzatziki, it was good!! very garlic-y✨
39. What's your favorite restaurant? Is it closed?
a chinese one back home at in my parents town n idk, hopefully it is but idk 😬
40. What is your favorite store? Is it closed?
ahahaha the grocery store n nooo its not ❣️
41. How many things have you purchased online since being in quarantine?
only medicine, so like 1 package of things!!
42. What was the last thing you purchased online?
pain meeeds which my pharmacy had run out of
43. What's getting you through these tough times?
my gf n therapy n being in nature
44. Are you keeping up with the news?
sometimes i read the paper, sometimes not! it can be a lot n i think its completely okay to stay sort of uninformed, as long as you are informed enough to keep yourself n others safe 💛
45. Are you stressed?
yup, always am maam 😔🙏🤪
46. Tell me something positive.
the weather has been rly nice where i am lately so my plants are doing great! n im sure we all will thrive soon, too, just not my tomato plants 🌿❤️🍅
47. Give me some advice.
break up with ur partner if you constantly feel anxious bc of them. its not supposed to be like that honey 🍯💛
48. What's your favorite quote?
”And we love, as they loved on Lesbos long ago”, its renée vivien translated by some girl
49. What's your favorite book?
black iris
50. Tell me an interesting fact.
the first person i befriended at uni was also a lesbian, n we started talking totally by chance 🌈🌿
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fckeverything-v · 5 years ago
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 1. Do you bite or lick ice cream? Lick
 2. What is home to you? Alabama:/
 3. What was the last lie you told? I couldnt tell you
 4. Does everyone deserve the truth? Maybe not?
 6. Describe a moment in which you did something unacceptable in a bad situation. Walk away, move states..
 7. List two things that are more easily done than said. (No, I didn't mix them up.) Being alone & fuck irdk
 8. When was the last time you worked really hard to achieve something? Mhm 4 years ago.
 9. How many all nighters have you pulled? A lotttt haha
 10. If humans didn't evolve to laugh or smile, how would we express our happiness instead? Woah people express that? no but humans would probably bone all the time.
 11. How many romantic "things" or "flings" have you had? Only 2 (technically 3) serious relationships. Many flings.
 12. What is your paradise? I dont have one :(
 13. What is your favorite background noise? (Ex. Water dripping, people talking.) Music
 14. How many hearts do you think you have broken? Only 1... maybe 2 soon. (not you hehe.)
 15. What is the most important thing about electronics? What does this say about you? Finding friendships through social media or other platforms. And mhm probably that im a lonely pos
 16. Why do people care about celebrities? Do you care about celebrities? Because they're pretty. Not really.
 17. What is the most annoying thing someone can do to you? Chew loud.
 18. Do you overexaggerate? What are the pros and cons of this? Eh, yeah. And I cant think of any pros.
 19. Have you played any instruments before? Which instruments? Piano, saxophone
 20. Do you like taking selfies? Why or why not? No. I stare at it until i hate it.
 21. List 3 things you like about yourself?
 22. What is the best advice someone has ever given you? To not give up. As simple as that sounds.
 23. Do you have what it takes to raise a child? Why or why not? No. Dont you need to be mentally stable- i would hope so..
 24. How do you cheer yourself up after a bad day? Play games for hours.
 25. When was the last time you felt awkward? Ha. Literally 5 minutes ago.
 26. Are you introverted or extroverted? Or a mixture of both? Introverted x100000
 27. What constitutes a good friend? Someone who doesnt give up on you amd atleast tries to understand.
 28. Would you rather have a lot of friends to hang out with or just one best friend? One best friend.
 29. In a regular day, what do you not want to hear? 'Hey hows your day going'
 30. What is your dream job? Fuck, is this still a question.. to be a homicide detective in the biggest city i can think of.
 31. Is it better to be lazy but smart or hardworking but unintelligent? Lazy and smart DUH
 32. What is a truth about yourself that others find hard to believe?
 33. What have you always wondered about the other gender? What it feels like to GET OFF. DUH.
 34. Which fantasy world would you like to visit the most? Um my own dreams i guess.
 35. Describe the worst friend you have ever befriended. Im not wasting my time describing that.
 36. Imagine that you have switched bodies with someone you don't know. You can't switch back. What do you do? Live it up. I think id feel happy honestly.
 37. If you found the recipe for immortality, would you sell it or would you burn it? Mh. Sell it, their problem now and im rich.
 38. What is the most important, applicable class you have ever taken? Current events.
 39. Name the last book you read. Dammed- chuck palahniuk
 40. Imagine that you are unable to express emotion. How would this affect your world? No change
 41. When was the last time you made the first move? Um never..
 42. What is your opinion on electronic music such as dubstep or trap? Trash
 43. What was the last tv show youve watched? Rick and Morty.
 44. Do you like and appreciate your life? I appreciate what i am trying to do.
 45. Do you like and appreciate yourself?
 46. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday
 47. What are you scared of? Heights.
 48. What is the most embarrassing, cringe-worthy thing you have ever done? Um live my life everyday probably.
 49. What are some of your hobbies? .... literally WORSE question. I smoke cigs. Is that a hobby?
 50. What is a superficial yet annoying mistake you constantly make?
 51. Are you a good friend? What makes you a good friend? If not, what makes you a bad friend? I feel like i am both. I try to be there for them. But also, im so hard to get so i feel like i might come off the wrong way a lot.
 52. Do you honestly learn from your mistakes? Honestly; nope.
 53. What have you learned the hard way? Not to care what people think. After wasting my whole life. Im starting to realize it doesnt matter.
 54. What is the most important thing to have in order to attain happiness? Follow your heart
 56. Are you a creative or a logical thinker? Both but probably logical.
 57. What is the smartest thing you have ever done?
 58. What is your ideal meal? Fuckk probably so good ass chicken with some gooooood asssssss mac and cheese. As lame as that sounds hahaha.
 59. What is the worst thing someone could do on a date? 1. Go on date with me
 60. Do you like animals? Which kind is your favorite? Yeah and dogs are cute but i love elephants.
 61. If you could turn one legal thing illegal, what would it be? Christmas.
 62. Do you have any guilty pleasures? Of courseeeee (;
 63. What is the best thing that the internet has ever created? Video games.
 64. Do you like playing video games? Which video games? Woah you read my mind of sum? Shooter games.
 65. What is your opinion on beauty in today's society? Bullshit
 66. Are you a morning person? When do you usually wake up? No not really and like 5pm nowadays.
 67. Do you have a favorite Disney movie? Character? No
 68. Would you rather live in the city or in the countryside? City but i love the countryside
 69. Would you rather live near the ocean or in the mountains? Mountains
 70. What are the best things about winter? Cold. Even though i hate it. Snow. Even if i dont see it. Trees dying.
 71. What scares you most about the future? Literally everything.
 72. What makes you feel old? Doing nothing.
 73. How many hours do you spend on the computer or phone on average? Idk like 5.
 74. What are some of your New Year's resolutions? Be a better me.
 75. What is your life story in 6 words?
 76. Describe yourself in one word. Awkward.
 77. What bad habits do you do? Smoking
 78. What genre of music do you listen to? everything
 79. Most prominent childhood memory? I would say, but its embarrassing that that's the memory.
 80. Imagine if you had an older brother. If you already have one, what is it like? If you don't, how would this change your life? My life would be so different. Maybe i would have someone to talk to.
 81. Spirit animal?
 82. Do you believe in horoscopes? Yes
 83. What is the worst advice you've ever been given?
 84. List the 3 most important people in your life right now. 1. Fox 2. Fox 3. Fox
 85. Favorite memory of your family. :/
 86. What do you look for in a relationship? Happiness
 87. Do you have a role model? Why or why not? No. I dont need it. But now that i think about it i have one role model.
 88. What is your opinion on social media? Dumb
 89. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? Pessimest
 90. List some things that you think are overpriced? Food
 91. What is your worst memory or creepiest experience? ..
 92. What superpower would ruin the world? Any of them
 93. What is something you swore you would never do when you grew up, but you did anyway? Exactly what im doing now. Nothing. Giving up. Dropping out
 94. What lessons have you learned from movies and which movies were they? Dont trust yourself when you know you arent okay. Fight club
 95. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? Europe
 96. How do you approach people? I dont but i guess a smile.
 97. What is your opinion on first impressions? I think theyre okay. Only if you dont judge.
 98. What are some things you did as a child that you no longer do? Lol play with imaginary friends
 99. What languages can you speak? English
 100. What do you think society will be like in 30 years? Lol hopefully ill be dead bc that shit sounds terrible
 101. What do you do on your lazy days? Play games.
 102. What ended your last relationship? I had enough.
 103. Favorite food? Soul food
 104. What is the most terrifying dream you've ever had? Fuck im not saying.
 105. When was the last time you got seriously angry? Last night
 106. What was the last friendship you broke? My friend Ashley:(
 107. Do you have any pet peeves? Close minded people
 108. Who was the last person you gave a hug to? Zack
 109. When was the last time you got seriously stressed? Last night
 110. What part of your personality do you want to change? I dont have one.
 111. Who is the most positively influential person in your life right now? My sister Grace.
 112. What is your biggest motivation? My siblings. Faith & Grace.
 113. What did you want to be when you were little? Honestly i never knew.
 114. What are some things that you are good at? Smokin weed
 115. What is one thing you want to be good at? Social skills
 116. What distracts you the most, especially when you're trying to work? My mind
 117. How important is privacy to you? Eh pretty significant i guess.
 118. If you could create one social norm, what would it be? Be friends with everybody.
 119. What's the craziest lie you've ever told? Um.. i told my 2nd grade teacher my family died in a car crash.
 120. What story do you like to tell about yourself at parties? I dont go to parties haaha
 121. What is the lamest thing that you have seen someone do? have friends and socialize too much like woah calm down you know youre still alone.. right. Like its only you. Hahah jk. But irdk.
 122. What is the stupidest thing you've done to impress someone? a guy invited me over and ive never done anything sexual before so i pretended like i knew and i hurt his dick like bad. (We didnt have sex)
 123. What is your morning routine? Wake up, wash face, brush teeth, get dressed, and then boom feel sad
 124. What's the last thing you did that is worth remembering?
 125. If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you? Help
 126. What is your opinion on playing "hard to get?" Being sort of isolated like not opening up. Which is okay bc if they want you they'll wait.
 127. What are the pros and cons of straightforward? Cons, you may hurt feelings. Pro, you know yourself and what you want to say congratulations
 128. What do you consider "leading" someone on? Being fake happy.
 129. Are you the friendzoner or the friendzoned? Friendzoner
 130. What do you admire most about your friends? How beautiful he is. Inside & out.
 131. What do you admire most about your family? They're still here.
 132. What is your opinion on "going with the flow?" You may forget where you are trying to go. Or who you are.
 133. Do you enjoy talking or listening? Listening.
 134. When is it time to end a friendship? Idk
 135. What is the worst excuse you've ever come up with? Lol too many.
 136. If GPA didn't matter, what courses would you have taken? Doesnt matter.
 137. What are your favorite baby names? Ive always liked Riley for a girl name and idk havent thought Bout a boys name.
 138. When was the last time you had a deep conversation with someone? Maybe a week or so ago. Or a few days ago.
 139. What instantly ruins a conversation? Lack of excitement
 140. Biggest turn ons and turn on offs. Affection. And idk
 143. When did you last do something outside of your comfort zone? God every day.
 147. What do you like about the 21st century? ???
 141. Biggest disappointment. Myself
 142. Do you have any self-restraint? A little.
 144. Prized possession(s)? little things
 145. What is your opinion on second chances? They might seem okay but idk.... depends i guess
 146. Text or call? Both, depends on whom im texting or callin
 148. What advice would you give to yourself 5 years ago? Life is hard and stupid but choices you make will stay with you forever so what are you gonna do, follow your heart or head? (head is better hope)
 149. How organized are you? Eh not really anymore.
 150. Favorite mode of transportation. My car
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chiffaust · 2 years ago
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i feel you on the kuro pulls i got two reis three tetoras and two rando four stars. if keito is the next fs i will act upon all of my villainous urges
mhyk ive gotten two ssrs and. Neither were anniversary cards so i think i will send myswlf to space. there is no gacha out there . Sighs
good luck on your future pulls 🙏🙏 may you be blessed with good luck.. And plenty of fausts and keitos
aalso can i be 🪄 anon huehue
WELCOME TO THE PARTY 🪄NONNIE :33
its ok... we'll get them sooner or later. my new years resolution this year was to get keitos full album but at that point i was only 1 card away from completing his album and now i have 2 bc i didnt get keitos chill yellow 4*. everyday i wake up im in a constant state of agony
the years almost ending and i am not only 1 but 2 cards away.. keito is gatekeeping me fr i hate that guy!
but for mhyk, faust has been treating me kindly lately. he came home even if it means i have to stay up an hour more than i should ignoring my pull for his pleasant and bittersweet card i was a dumbass at that time but yeaah!!! hes better than keito! i still think hes gatekeeping me from getting his 1st and 2nd anniv card but other than that its been going good! can you tell that i love him more
ALSO YOURE SO KIND NONNIE :33 HOPE YOUR PULLS ARE BLESSED BY YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS TOO!! hope they come home and dont gatekeep you from getting all of their cards like me..
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hobisolostan · 6 years ago
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85 question tag thing 🏹
tagged by: @sleepbugs (ilu !!! 😙)
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 (lmao funnyyyy) people
tagging: uhmmmmmmmmmmm @libraop @justinsgf @lilchims @namugf @brightjoon @moon9oddess @joonsgoth
last:
1. drink: h2o 
2. phone call: my mom
3. text message: my yearbook group chat .. its just spams from my friend cause she’s touring Europe ALONE , lucky bitch
4. song you listened to: always you - astro (stan talent !!!) 
5. time you cried: two days ago ish
ever:
6. dated someone twice: no
7. kissed someone and regretted it: what is this kiss?
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yea
10. been depressed: is this a question?
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no
12. favorite colours: blues/neutrals 
in the last year have you:
15. made new friends: yup!!
16. fallen out of love: no
17. laughed until you cried: yea ig ?? not like crying with tears streaming down my face but definitely a few tears slipped out 
18. found out someone was talking about you: o yea
19. met someone who changed you: yup
20. found out who your friends are: lets not go there :)
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: nope
general:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them ??? stranger danger kids dont friend people u dont know irl
23. do you have any pets: skjfl i wish :(( 
24. do you want to change your name: no actually, as much as i hate when it gets mispronounced and not like even a tiny mispronunciation, it literally gets butchered :) , it has a lot of ties and significance to my culture which is important to me
25. what did you do for your last birthday: my friend whom i would die for (the one in Europe rn) invited me over to her place and her and two other friends planned surprised gifts and hot pot ! her mom literally paid for all the ingredients akfdskjl i love her sm :(( 
26. what time did you wake up today: 7 am, my body she just did it ? idk lol
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching a horror movie
28. what is something you can’t wait for: MONSTA X CONCERT TOMORROW AKFSJD;LF IM SO MFCKING EXCITEDDD GONNA SEE ALL MY BABIES 🤩🤩🤩🤩
29. what are you listening to right now: aint nobody takin my baby - russ
30. when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no
32. something that gets on your nerves: narrow-mindedness, arrogance, ignorance, when ppl chew with their mouth open skfsjldfjs
33. most visited website: definitely between tumblr and youtube 
34. hair colour: black
35. long or short hair: short, it’s just below chin level rn sklfjsld
36. do you have a crush on someone: u ask me when hoseok is right ... there ?
37. what do you like about yourself: uh my lips and dimples and the fact that I’m pretty self-driven 
38. want any piercings: more like need ????? ive been wanting double helix piercings for the longesstttt time. might get some this year .. hopefully
39. blood type: i literally dont even know sklfjskd but its definitely a or b or ab since my parents are a combination of those 
40. nicknames: utshee ? just my normal name but instead of the ending ah sound its an “e” as in the letter e lol and then ironically its usa, long back story id rather not get into lol. shira if ur reading this u know 😔
41. relationship status: married to hoseok obviously
42. zodiac: this is virgo solidarity !!! 
43. pronouns: she/her
44. fave tv shows: dont really watch tv shows anymore tbh but the last good one i can remember was supernatural but its .. been awhile lmao
45. tattoos: nooooooo , i want a few small ones tho one day when im of age
46. right handed or left handed: normal regular righty 
47. ever had surgery: nope, i did fracture my arm once tho when i was like uh 2-3 
48. piercings: 2! just regular earlobe piercings, one on each
49. sport: volleyball, lacrosse, and gymnastics i did for a while competitively. i also love ultimate frisbee and long distance running on my free time
50. vacation: i havent been out of country since i came here to the states ksdjsdf my family just isn’t one of those that take family trips, at least out of country 😔ig my last family vacation was 2016 winter break where we drove down to las vegas and arizona to see the grand canyon. it was so damn cold omg
51. trainers: um i have superstars and two pairs of nikes that i wear on the daily. i really want some new van slip ons tho ugh 
more general:
52. eating: i eat literally everything lmao, im one of the least picky eaters tbh but i prefer seafood over meat. i still like and eat meat but sometimes id just .. rather not lol
53. drinking: water !!!!!!!!!! ( i down a good 10 cups at least everyday) i also love boba so much omggg u dont understand but i really do try to limit myself 😔
54. i’m about to watch: perfect man jimin focus skdjfklsdf jimin stans raise up for ur national anthem !!!!!
55. waiting for: college apps to be over even tho they technically havent opened yet akfjds;lfs
56. want: to go into my career field with zero in debt so basically impossible but a girl can dream :( 
57. get married: yea if it happens sure
58. career: medical !!! looking into anesthesiologist but im not set on anything, just wanna do Doctors Without Borders as my end career goal 😔
which is better:
59. hugs or kisses: kisses pls 
60. lips or eyes: eyes bc they just convey sooo much about a person but also pls ... if ur lips are as cracked as the sidewalk outside of my house we’re never smooching 
61. shorter or taller: definitely taller, also wanna be the little spoon during cuddles so yea
62. older or younger: older for sure because i look at the underclassmen and shudder in disgust bc they’re ur typical overgrown yet immature high school students. honestly dont know wtf happened to selecting genuine students to enroll into our school but skfjsdfjs im out of there in less than a year so whatever
63. nice arms or stomach: arms bc i like tummies but if u have abs i dont mind either
64. hookup or relationship: can’t really see myself doing hookups so relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant: depends? i definitely want a playful relationship but they should know when their behavior is verging on immature so ig slightly  leaning on the more hesitant side
have you ever:
66. kissed a stranger: no
67. drank hard liquor: o yeaaa, new years eve and home alone with my in-college cousin lmaoo
68. lost glasses: I LOST MY FIRST PAIR IN 5 MONTHS AND I STILL DONT KNOW WHERE THEY ARE ???? i had to buy another pair after begging my parents for a good 2 months bc the first pair were so mfcking expensive ksfjsld tbh the ones i wear right now are a lot cuter tho so 
69. turned someone down: yes
70. sex on first date: no
71. broken someone’s heart: maybe ? dont know to the extent the other person liked me so
72. had your heart broken: no
73. been arrested: no
74. cried when someone died: yea
75. fallen for a friend: yea 
do you believe in:
76. yourself: love urself right hahha :)) lmao im trying ig
77. miracles: hmm sure 
78. love at first sight: idk depends, im neutral. definitely think theres more to it tho
79. santa claus: no, wish i was still at that age where i did 
80. kiss on first date: hmm depends
81. angels: yea
other:
82. best friend’s name: i have two: one’s andreana and the other is sybil (the one who left me here to die while she went to europe yea, love that betrayer)
83. eye colour: dark brown
84. fave movie: was gonna say black panther but thats too much of a popular opinion so the ritual ?? its a horror movie which i love so much omg fljsd and it was surprisingly good ??? definitely have not said that about a horror movie in the longest time bc the newer ones are always so cringy and predictable 
85. fave actor: mistre kim seokjin of course 🤩🤩
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sophocused · 3 years ago
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some mannerisms ive developed and will not be elaborating on:
- calculating estimations of how much money ill earn in the next 3-6 months, numerous times, in a month
- drinking tall glasses of milk with just a splash of 0 calorie s'mores flavouring syrup u would normally use for coffees like it's water
- waking up at 7:30-8:30am with no alarm on weekends and soaking in extra hours of alone time and letting my brain jump to what i feel like spontaneously researching
- showering every third day bc my hair has finally been producing more normal oil levels. (want to be showering everyday but my mental health tells me to refuse to wear a shower cap)
- mentally checking out of conversations if i just feel like ive lost energy to mask or hide that im tired
- at work, maximizing being myself to reduce energy draining, reacting by instincts, and can just paint it over as trying to be goofy or entertaining to the children
- when i feel like im working too hard at my minimum wage job, i just match the energy of some of my male co-workers
- i am not embarrassed or anxious to tell work when i cant come in for the next day or need to change my shifts because of school. done putting myself through life endurance tests.
- i can notice myself spending way too much time on my phone and online and on a screen on days and times im not working and i dont like it, and im trying to find a way around it that doesn't just include cleaning or eating
- when i eat, i like to feel like im in a mukhbang, and acknowledge out loud how good the food is
- why is it always easier to get numerous consecutive tasks done so long as i have my noise-cancelling over-ear headphones in and MUST have/know my specific music mood playing
- could go a week unable to watch a single video lecture when alone, gets in a call with my partner and suddenly im the productivity champion chugging through videos and typing at the speed of light for the next 3-4 hours
- my music moods are never genres anymore, but go by theme i.e. "songs with male singers that have voices as deep as i think i hear myself in my head so that when i sing along, it sounds the same" or "songs that feel like angry women being angry, justifiably so" or "songs that make me feel hyper-feminine and dainty and diabolical"
to sum it up, im still mentally ill but ive been really looking out for myself for once instead of trying to fit in and make-look like i always have it together
side note, im v envious of people and artists who i observe diving into a project i am also interested in, and yet they're not held back by the fear of not being up the exact skill level i would think it takes to do or start the thing i.e. writing a book, webtoon, character design, original concept art.
I no longer miss the past me i lost in early 2020, she couldn't handle what's taking place these days heh 2 jobs, 2 finals, embracing more adult responsibility like no longer postponing my road test, i think i handle myself pretty well these days.
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wlwhyuck · 6 years ago
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💫🌟85 questions tag🌟🌙
i was tagged by @najaeminclub to do this, and even though ive already done this it was awhile ago and i thought i’d do it again for fun lol 
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people
last:
1. drink: water from my lovely hydroflask
2. phone call: my best friend last night i Love her
3. text message: “sippy sip bitch” to my fav cousin lol 
4. song you listened to: japan by famous dex
5. time you cried: uh last night nyoom
ever:
6. dated someone twice: nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: uh yeah
10. been depressed: yes 
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no bc i can Control myself and plus im never just drunk so ive never gotten to the point of throwing up....and i have a like. fear of vomit/vomitting 
favorite colours:
12. black
13. red
14. blue
in the last year have you:
15. made new friends: yes omg
16. fallen out of love: out of lust ? mayhaps. love? no
17. laughed until you cried: every time my dumb ass laughs at dumb shit i cry
18. found out someone was talking about you: i love hearing abt ppl talking abt me and this isnt even sarcasm 
19. met someone who changed you: yes and im grateful
20. found out who your friends are: this first year of college/university/whatever has shown me a lot and im grateful
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: i havent been on fb in like 5 yrs
general:
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: i never added ppl i didnt know irl
23. do you have any pets: no but i wish /:
24. do you want to change your name: used to want to change it from korin to korinne lol 
25. what did you do for your last birthday: dank ass korean food with my stupid friends that i love to death, threw a soft serve cone out a sun roof while on the freeway(not my proudest moment i dont usually litter ksjdfskljdf), and boba 
26. what time did you wake up today: like 8-thirty something
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching greys anatomy lol i got like 12 seasons to go before i catch up
28. what is something you can’t wait for: 88rising’s head in the clouds and honne in the same week! also im going to this super bougie kbbq place for my cousins bday w our friends soon we havent been in forever
29. what are you listening to right now: incidentally, head in the clouds by joji
30. when was the last time you saw your mom: like this morning before she left for work
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i have actually known zero toms my entire life
32. something that gets on your nerves: i work retail im sure you can imagine what gets on my nerves (customers)
33. most visited website: youtube and tumblr and ssense (bc i love torturing myself)
34. hair colour: black brown
35. long or short hair: its short rn !! but i miss my long hair too
36. do you have a crush on someone: @doysauce hey i have a crush on u 
37. what do you like about yourself: my knowledge of fashion and ive been told im a good listener and give good advice
38. want any piercings: i dont want any more tbh! i used to want industrials in both ears
39. blood type: i have. no idea
40. nicknames: korn flakes, cup o noodle, k, krin
41. relationship status: tengo una novia hehe
42. zodiac: capricorn
43. pronouns: she/her, they/them doesnt matter.. im agender/non-binary but its more a me thing than anything tbh !
44. fave tv shows: greys anatomy
45. tattoos: one on the outside of my wrist!
46. right handed or left handed: right
47. ever had surgery: no
48. piercings: just my ears!
49. sport: i dont Move.mp3
50. vacation: id love to go to japan, germany, russia, paris, korea
51. trainers: i have a pair of white a1s i wear almost everyday
more general:
52. eating: i’m eating canned peaches and i added ice bc. i hate warm fruit
53. drinking: water rn but i love oolong milk tea or matcha thai tea
54. i’m about to watch: greys anatomy S2E21
55. waiting for: my best friend to pick me up so we can go to the movies n eat n do dumb shit
56. want: fuckin air conditioning its so hot in my room bye
57. get married: perhaps one day but idk. my parents arent even married theyve just been together all these yrs
58. career: bithc a job in the fashion industry. in the digital editorial department of one of the following: ssense, dsm, grailed, dazed, nylon
which is better:
59. hugs or kisses: both uwu
60. lips or eyes: both
61. shorter or taller: taller 
62. older or younger: uh idk no one younger by like a yr or two lol
63. nice arms or stomach: i mean if its a Boy i love. arm girls i dont care bc theyre Perfect
64. hookup or relationship: relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant: 85% troublemaker 15% hesitant hehe
have you ever:
66. kissed a stranger: nah
67. drank hard liquor: strawberry sky yummmmm
68. lost glasses: yes every goddamn morning
69. turned someone down: uh yeah rip lol
70. sex on first date: if ur both down n consent then why not
71. broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so ?
72. had your heart broken: yes 
73. been arrested: no
74. cried when someone died: yes
75. fallen for a friend: big Yeah
do you believe in:
76. yourself: mostly
77. miracles: sometimes
78. love at first sight: no 
79. santa claus: no
80. kiss on first date: if you’re both down then why not tbh 
81. angels: her name is zyla
other:
82. best friend’s name: tirza 
83. eye colour: brown
84. fave movie: interstellar, dunkirk, ready player one, arrival
85. fave actor: i dont have a favorite actor rip
i am not tagging 20 ppl sjdskjd but i Am tagging newer mutuals! @officialrenjuns @1aphrodite @donghyonce @sitgma @4-am @huangfilms @yuckhi @1yangs @saphore @littleprincejeno @1eehyuck @nctchenle
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hyuwujin · 7 years ago
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♡ random tag ♡
I was tagged by my amazingly talented hyunjin stan besties, @hyunjinh and @hyuunjins ! Ty for tagging me bbs, ILYYY!
1) 5 favorite groups?
Stray Kids
BTS
ASTRO
GOT7
BlackPink
2) Top 5 on your bias list? (no particular order)
Hyunjin
Yoongi
Vernon
Bambam
JinJin
3) Ult Bias group and why you love them?
okay,,,woah, this is reaaaally hard to answer bc stray kids came into my life recently whereas BTS has been around for about a year askasd Okay, if you asked me in December who my ult was, no doubt I’d say BTS. All of them are so hardworking and to come from a small label and be such a huge sensation? Imagine the amount of work that had to be put in. Imagine the sleepless nights and meals they didn’t eat because they were working so hard. Esp, with Burn the Stage on yt, we’re learning so much of their hardships during their trainee days and it really breaks my heart. On another note, their lyrics! They aren’t all typical and pointed toward girls and I love that! We have songs about society, hate, and government (i’ll get into stray kids in a bit) I could go on. I appreciate every single one of those boys and I’m so proud of them, even if i haven’t been there for them since the beginning.
Whew;;;
Okay now? Am i allowed to have two ults? Bc I also love Stray KIds with my whole heart. They’re the group, I’ve spent the most time and money on alksjsad I’ve been there for them since predebut and that holds a special place in my heart! Watching their journey from being trainees to debuting is really going to stick with me. I was there when minho and felix were eliminated i’m sorry for bringing this up agiksjdh and I WAS ANGRY AS HELL AND SAD AND WANTED TO KILL JYP. I was there when they returned and I remember my heart swelling to see them again. Overall as a group, I just love these boys so much and I’m excited to see where they go with their music. They’re already questioning society and the thoughts going through teens/young adult minds and I JUST LOVE IT ALDSKSD
4) Ult Bias and why you love them?
As much as i love love love love love Hyunjin, I think my ult has always been Yoongi. He’s the guy i literally handed my heart to askldhs BTS was probably the group that really got me into kpop and my oh my, Yoongi just came on screen and I was breathless. i’ve got a thing for rappers alright? dont @ me. Anyway, don’t get me wrong, I love ALL of bts but Yoongi has a special place in my heart and I’ll always know him as that guy who drew me more into kpop sdjasd I COULD GO ON ABOUT HOW HARDWORKING HE IS BELIEVE ME! 
5) Favorite Kpop Meme
hmm, fav kpop meme? I think i like jungkook’s “pardon” the most asldkjsd
6) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)
oooooooh, this is difficult. I love blungi (blue haired yoongi) with all my heart bUT WHEN HES BLONDE? IM DECEASED;;;
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7) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs
I tired not to repeat artists alksdasd
Euphoria - BTS
Trauma - Seventeen
Baby - ASTRO
Hellevator - Stray Kids
Hate - 4minute
8) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?
Go Go - BTS
Grow up - Stray Kids
Crazy Sexy Cool - ASTRO
As if it’s Your Last - BlackPink
Lost - BTS
Don’t Wanna Cry - Seventeen
YAYAYA - Stray Kids
Just Right - GOT7
Daydream - Jhope
Change Up - Seventeen
9) Favorite Kpop crack video?
askdhasd The reason I grew to love bts so damn much was because of the crack videos. Deadass, I spent my entire spring break of last year ONLY watching crack videos. Hm, i think my favorite has to be the “waKE ME UP iNSidE” or “When Suga forgot his SWAG” adkhas
10) Favorite content creator within the fandom?
I think we can all agree that everyone blog made in the stray kids fandom is talented af and amazing!!!
11) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?
I used to be most active in the ARMY but...ive lost inspo for writing buT I STILL LOVE MY BOYS. i’ve been the most active in th e the stray kids fandom, much more than ARMY, i can tell you that. For bts, i’ve written fics and done fake texts but for sk? I’ve done that AND made moodboards, video edits and some shitposts asldkjsd
12) Take your top 3 biases- fmk
F(riendly convo with) - Vernon bc he just seems so funny and memey and ilh
M - uhh hyunjin bc we’re the closest in age and um,,,i love him???
K - Yoongi bc whenever i see him i wanna punch myself in the face lasdjd
13) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?
He’s a bias wrecker and it’s Kim Taehyung! Ngl, i wanna marry the hell outta that boy but i think we’re more compatible as besties adasd He just seems like he would be my personal bubble of happiness and he’d be there for me when i need a good laugh or someone to vent to.
14) If you could date any idol, who?
Okay so he isn’t even my bias but Jungkook???? Idk i just...whenever i see him, my heart just swells and i just wanna hug him sometimes and he looks so cuddly and he’s so funny and memey and omg i need to stop. so yeah, i love jeon jungkook and idk what to do with myself....
15) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?
BTS - Wings (that entire album kILLS me)
16) Are you a soft or a hard stan?
uhhhh i think i’m more of a soft stan but i’m not toTALLY innocent as hell.
17) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?
Jeongin. Have you seen that bbs smile? 
18) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?
Definitely Jungkook asdljasd
19) Favorite vocalist?
Kim Taehyung, no doubt. His voice is just so low and smooth and woah it can put me to sleep. 
20) Favorite Rapper?
Okay, i’m mentioning A LOT of bts and i’m sorry oops. I love Yoongi’s rapping ssosososo much but Changbin’s growling kind of rap? GIVES ME DEATH. AKSDH not gonna lie, i was intimidated the first time i heard him but after a while (and knowing he’s actually a big softie) i really grew to love it so much ah.
21) Favorite dancer?
Hyunjin! Any mv or dance video i’m watching, my eyes linger to Hyunjin bc I JUST LOVE HOW HE DANCES SO MUCH AHHHH
22) Things you have in common with your ult?
Nothing. Honestly, i doubt Yoongi and I have anything in common sldakjsd so i guess i’ll go with my 2nd ult. So ppl tell me i’m soft and shy like Hyunjin? So there’s that but I also notice how CUDDLY hyunjin is w/ everyone. AND ASK ANYONE I KNOW PERSONALLY (i’m looking at you, chels @pcysconverse​ ) IM SUCH A KOALA AND HUG AND CUDDLE EVERYONE ADLJSD
23) The most beautiful trait any idol can have?
i love modesty aslkjasd You know, those idols who work so hard and then brush it off and don’t bother to brag about just how hard they’ve worked. I love that.
Physically, smiles are the way to win my heart. 
24) Songs that will always make you jam along?
District 9. On friday, my friend and i were listening to it on the train and we were jamming, all the while people probs sent us weird looks.
25) Your worst wrecker?
Jeon JungkOOOOOk! *jimin’s voice* 
26) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?
I went to an ASTRO fanmeeting back in February! 
27) Favorite choreo?
GoGo;;;; YOLOYOLOYOLO YO :))))))
28) Favorite live performance?
LITERALLY ANY FIRE by BTS PERFORMANCE. This one is a personal fave tho.
29) Favorite debut mv?
i DONT’T HAVE ONE ASDLJSD
30) Recommend a rookie group
stray kids bc i think they’re tho only one i know adlksad
31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?
Euphoria bc i have been listening to it everyday asldkjasd
32) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)!
@seungchanie @hyyunjinn @jeongin @straykidzz @straycuties @minhomygod @realstraykids @changbeanie @felixthekoala and anyone who’d like to do it!
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wiener-blut · 7 years ago
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i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!
rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)
— what was your last…
1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch
— have you ever…
6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao
— fave colours
12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk
— in the last year have you…
15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes
— general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways
23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future
24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it
25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖
26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely
28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days
30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......
32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn
33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube
34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago
35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips
36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)
37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?
38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear
39. blood type: 0 positive, i think
40. nicknames: Lily
41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen
42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius
43. pronouns: she/her
44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them
45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding
46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that
50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao
51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens
— more general
52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay
53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u
54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet
55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face
56. want: to cuddle honestly
57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis
58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague
— which is better
59. hugs or kisses: hugs
60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes
61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually
62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)
63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up
64. hookup or relationships: relationships
65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both
— have you ever
66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?
69. sex on first date: nope
70: broken someone’s heart: probably
71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda
72. been arrested: no
73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily
74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here
— do you believe in
75. yourself: ugh
76. miracles: i want to
77. love at first sight: no
78. santa claus: i want to lol but no
79. angels: fuck yes
— misc
80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana
82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really
83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u
84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons
85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that
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chickenfetus · 7 years ago
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HI!!! i like to request ALL of the flowery asks! btw i LOVE ur blog and maybe u????? idk 🌸🌸 (jk i love u alot)
who is this????????/ under cut bc i get rambly 
azalea: what’s one word that describes you?
lame lmao
baby’s breath: what did you want to be when you were a kid?
honestly? my answer’s like yours jen because i wanted to be an astronaut but also a vet and then a few years later i wanted to be something else of a whole different profession but now i know what reality is like and i have no clue what i wanna be whoops
begonia: are you a messy or clean person?
i hate seeing my desk/workspace be messy but i cant bring myself to clean it up either???? bc im lazy 
bleeding heart: has your heart ever been broken?
hMMMMm mmm idk i dont think so
bluebell: do you drink tea or coffee?
i drink tea more than i drink coffee but i drink water more than i drink tea i drink water like. everyday lmao obviously but i drink a lot of water its my brand now
buttercup: what are five things that make you apologetically happy?
what does this mean why is the word apologetically there i cancelled it lmao no negativity in this house
my favorite people (u know who + my friends)
when people answer my anon asks and . they respond with a long reply/seem really happy responding thats my fav fam
this is getting real anime but when i get an UR/4* from scouting 
finding an anime/manga/book that perfectly suits my taste
im very tempted to just say water bc idk what else 2 say 
calla: what’s your favorite book?
ive only read 3 whole books this year but i recommend all of them 
challenger deep - neal shusterman (i could go on about this book for days honestly its so interesting and even though its told by the same person it has two kind of perspectives because there are two settings, that didnt make sense but this book is my new favorite)
see you in the cosmos - jack cheng (i love this one too because its just so warm? made me a little emo but its really good and i love how unique it is, text type wise)
a monster calls - patrick ness (this was something i heard from my school first so i didnt know if i really wanted to get it but its actually pretty good?) 
carnation: what are your five most played songs?
i cant really check using the music app bc i added the songs at different timings so itll be inaccurate ill just do most played song from each band/group
again - astro (this is their best song dont @ me)
letting go - day6
all in/stuck - monsta x
death by a strawberry - dance gavin dance
check yes juliet - we the kings
chrysanthemum: what are you afraid of?
i may not b a child but im still afraid of the dark bc my imagination is wild im also afraid of bugs and disappointing others nice oh shit im also afraid of asking for things
daffodil: what’s your astrological sign?
capricorn 
dahlia: what’s your favorite band?
this question was made for me its day6
daisy: which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most?
ive never watched friends 
dandelion: are you an extrovert or an introvert?
in between!!!!!
geranium: how has your day been?
its been good!!! i managed to ask my mum 2 take me to hair place so i can get it cut finally and im working on updating my tumblr pages and doing all my tags
hydrangea: what’s your dream job?
pass
iris: who’s your celebrity crush?
pass
lavender: what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received?
oH FUCK FAM my friends got me a kermit toy for my birthday i lvoe it 2 dEATH
lily: what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of?
i got first in my class once wow amazing that was 2 years ago i wish i was as good as the me from 2 years ago 
marigold: what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?
well i want 2 b more hardworking but guess thats too late
morning glory: are you an early bird or a night owl?
now that school is over and i have no reason to wake up early ive become neither which is saddening because... i like waking up at 7am on weekends and doing things early but now i wake up at like 9-10am and i still sleep at 11pm  
orchid: what’s the last movie you saw?
i really dont remember?? maybe uh guardians of the galaxy?? i dont remember who i watched it with and when but it was good actually i remember who i watched it with nvm 
pansy: do you believe in love at first sight?
i dont really believe in romantic love anymore 
peony: what does your url mean?
chicken fetus means an egg
periwinkle: what are you thankful for?
god get ready folks im gonna go on my biggest boxy rant ever...
so boxy is my friend who ive been mutuals for over a year and our first common interest is love live and haikyuu so we had that to talk about but im bad at keeping conversations with ppl on tumblr so that ended quickly but earlier this year or late last year i made a twitter and told people on here about it and she followed me and i didnt really mind/pay attention to the stuff she posted/rted uNTIL. until that fateful day... june 25th... at like 8pm? she rted a pic of mister brian kang with dumb minion glasses on and ok maybe i do believe in love at first sight? bc wow!!!!! whos this dumbass with minion glasses and the fluffiest hair ??? so i slide into boxy’s dm.. expecting an explanation and she gives me a good one saying how brians from a band (i would later find out), day6 and im not a fan of kpop, never have been.. ive only watched like some kpop mvs bc i love my friends so i expect myself to listen to them and get over them as soon as im done. boxy my friend, bless HER she sends me all of their mvs from congratulations to i smile and i watch the first one - i smile and me? i start smiling and i can feel myself getting excited because holy fuck theyre a band! they play fucking instruments??? and at this point im already whipped then i move onto how can i say and that shit blew my mind let me tell you.. so because of boxy... i get to where i am now, proudly stanning 3 groups and if it were not for her i wouldve never gotten into mx as well... boxy is just?? really important to me her impact is just that great?? so im super!! sUPER thankful for her and i dont think she’ll ever see this but boxy i love u thank u so much!! boxy gave me more than one reason to live, and not just exist?? without her i wouldve never been able to make so many (like 2 but hEY) new friends and this probably got so long idk im just really thankful for boxy thank u lord for blessing us with boxy (@/youngkwhom on twitter) (kittenma on tumblr) i hope shes happy forever and i also hope she has good days for the rest of her life?? boxy deserves it i lvoe u boxy
petunia: where were you ten years ago?
10 years ago i was like 6 probably watching pokemon or some shit and getting glasses
poinsettia: where would you like to be in ten years?
dead thanks
poppy: what’s your online persona?
i dont understad the meaning of persona but an egg?????? 
rose: who’s the last person you spent quality time with?
all my classmates in an exam hall for 2 hours, quality time indeed
snapdragon: what are your goals?
pass
sunflower: what’s your favorite quote?
i think i had one before but i forgot so maybe it wasnt my favourite lol idk i dont have one now
tulip: if you had three wishes, what would you wish for?
for all of my favourite people to be happy forever
a good future
i want astro, mx and day6 to get an award for all of their hardwork thanks
violet: what’s one thing most people don’t know about you?
i was gonna say smth negative but lets not hm m m i? ?? ill put smth irl ppl probably dont know either uh hhh i guess?? that i eat a lot?? but also get full really quickly but then really hungry right after that idk thanks digestion
zinnia: do you believe in magic?
no ????/ idk is there any evidence that magic exists 
JEN !!! thank u so much for asking even tho u probably asked just to get back at me but this was still fun ask memes will never get boring bro,. i love u and i hope u have a good evening also i love ur blog too moon anon probably already told u
to anyone who actually bothered reading through this mess - thank you and i hope you have a good day/night too!!
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5:05 AM on July 23rd
i absoTonight someone got stabbed over a god damn jul pod. 
but lets back up
I have been at school for a week.
I needed to get out of columbus... just like old times there was just nothing left for me there i was just killing myself because of how summer went and how i am and shit whatever. it'll be nice to temporarily go back in the winter and spring and even next summer and i can't wait until then but for now i need to not be there. I need school i need distractions i need people - i need people who are my friends but I'm not too close with - distractions are all i need right now so i don't hurt myself.  
I came back to Wake and literally the first day i was here i heard                       1-800-273-8255 - Logic 3 times by three separate people. Thats a fucking sign if i know it...ive never really heard that song until like that day and now i listen to it every single day...
Everyday i wake up and have running or lifting and i do that in the morning then i just sit and do nothing until playing pick up soccer at night which is kinda shitty bc fuck boredom and fuck routine but its a distraction none the less so its alright with me...
Im destroying my bank account because i have no meal plan so i eat out everyday which is like 10$ a meal cus life is expensive... but at least I'm eating i mean I'm still underweight sitting around 140lbs but I'm not getting any lighter. Tbh i was kind of getting comfortable being skinny because i love the way my baggy t shirts that are too big for me, fall on me when I'm underweight but i know inside i need to get my weight up to be healthy and like sane. but ill get there..i hope - eating as much as i can in hopes to gain weight anyway.
I knew i was forgetting something when i left -  well i forgot a lot but least of all i forgot my contact case so i was sleeping in my contacts for like 5 straight days and that shit killed my eyes but i finally got a case so last night was the first time i slept without them and if i sleep tonight it'll feel good as well.
I'm trying to think about what happened this week but nothing really happens during summer school it kinda sucks. I met all the freshman guys and girls and they all seem pretty cool I've been chilling outside with them  every night when were done with pick up and shit because i have nothing better to do and i like hearing conversation hearing them all talk and reading all of them. Half of them think I'm crazy because i only sleep like 4 hours a night and because my teammates tell them the stories that are my snapchat stories this summer. It is what it is ya know.
SIDENOTE andre keels is currently telling me about how he went on a date with this girl and he's low-key geeking out and its pretty funny, I'm happy for him he deserves the high that follows being low - i hope i get that eventually.
I had a really low night a couple nights ago where i just sat outside listened to jcole and smoked cigarettes by myself but i got thru it.. it just seems like when I'm doing absolutely nothing my mind takes over and i think about all the things that bother me with life or just life itself. its kinda shitty because it seems like when I'm not distracted its like a struggle to keep living like i don't understand the point of living or being alive or life in general so it confuses me why I'm here but i try not to think about it.
I thought i was a going to quit cigarettes but i literally need them not because I'm addicted but bc its something to do when I'm alone at night by myself... and i should prob get a jul pod or some shit but its so expensive and niggas are getting stabbed over it now and I'm just not about that lmao ........ I'm dying on my own terms if anything.
im not on social media really anymore. i check it every once in a while but very rarely except like writing weekly shit like i am rn or on snapchat. i guess like 5 albums came out or something and i had absolutely no idea. it's alright tho other people fill me in eventually I'm currently listening to tyler the creators new album. Its a lot better than i expected tbh.
 “5 car garage....full tank of gass but that don't mean nothing nothing nothing without u in the passenger”
took a little break to smoke a cig - I'm kinda nice at it now and hitting juuls tbh despite my efforts and much coughing in the past I'm finally getting nice. with my luck ill probably get cancer or some shit but thats alright i guess  (kanye hands)   
anyways down to business aka the most excitement of this week SOMEONE GOT STABBED OVER A FUCKING JUUL POD 
thats fucking lit and crazy and so disappointing of humanity but at the same time the greatest thing thats ever happened ever...
actually 2 people got stabbed but one kid got sliced in the finger so like that doesn't even count but the email i got said 2 people stabbed soon i mean i don't make the rules. I was chilling right i played like 2 games of pong and won both (ayeeeee) then i walked into this house and was staring out of a window i actually took a pic but this fight broke out and i turned around and everyone started leaving under the assumption cops would come... so i walked outside and i was trying to account for everyone that was there because DAD FOLDS came out and i was counting everyone and i thought i had it correct but this kid was like where is abby i think she's dead inside like passed out drunk soon despite hearing sirens i ran back inside and checked the house to find that she was not there which was good so i ran outside and started running with this kid named Sam.. so me and sammy for running through yards and bushes and shit but my shoe got caught in a bush (fuck me right) “sam go on without me live on  bruv” so sam started running away... i finally got unstuck and i saw like 3 cops chasing sam so i ran the other direction around this building and on the other side i saw 4 cop cars so immediately i dipped into these bushes where i hit my face on a brick wall and copped a gnarly scratch that will not scar which is disappointing... (incase u were wondering go had a black t shirt on and not the usual white so my shit was not stained or anything thank god) so i was laying there for a good 10 seconds and i got on snapchat and scrolled thru the stories for a brief moment when i heard “sir we saw you jump in the bushes please come out” i was like fuckkkk mee so i got out with my hands up cus a nigga not trynna end up like trayvon   and i backed up slowly and got handcuffed and then they patted me down found my wallet, luckily found my real ID and then put me in the car... i wait there for a little and scrolled thru snapchat behind my back and then they pulled me out and questioned me. I just claimed ignorance bc i actually didn't really know shit at all... my only lie was that i didn't know the only guy i was running with. Then they just let me go. They asked me why i was running if i didn't do anything and i was like “i wasn't trynna get stabbed and also cops these days shoot black people so i wasn't trying to be shot either” and at some point this cop was like do you have an accent where are u from and i was like uhhhh ohio? but they let me go and i walked back to campus and i saw all these freshman outside and i was like ooo go to bed y'all and we all went to bed.... then i laid there for like 2 hours before going back outside...talked to some people for a while who were out there and then skrrttted off to smoke and music and write..
present time  - its 5:48 AM and someone got stabbed over a juulie like 6 hours ago thats wild....................
tomorrow or today technically I'm going to play beer die (a drinking game) [google that shit] at like 3 and then go to a team cook out and chill. should be alright.
this tyler the creator album is actually kinda nice - i actually did find some nice songs on soundcloud tho today i found a really nice piano piece that kinda calms me down in the beginning then slowly gives me anxiety... I've had a lot of anxiety lately
it seems like I'm feeling so much shit now as opposed to being numb and feeling just so dead and all the feeling at once just scares the shit out of me or makes me heart want to explode but its kinda nice to feel shit sometimes... i still have moments days where i feel absolutely nothing but it is what it is...it can't all get better at one time... I've just noticed tho that like everything use to seem weird to me like literally “this is so weird” always went thru my mind but now EVERYTHING is so scary to me like even if I'm not paying attention and someone speaks to me and the sound catches me off guard it makes me jump. its weird - haha
its getting light outside i know i need to sleep because I'm trying to get 8 hours a night even tho it doesn't always happen but I'm trying. last night i laid awake for 2 hours thinking about magic tricks. card tricks that i will eventually try on people...i created my own card tricks in my head... i have zero decks of cards rn tho which is so rare for me never really happens.
anyways - another update will come next sunday and hopefully by then i get stabbed over a juul pod by then.  
6:00 AM   I FUCKING HATE BUTTERFLIES.
i love you good morning.
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foreveragayicon · 8 years ago
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1-50
u trying to kill me ma man. ill just leave out the ones i already answered k
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
i honestly dont know…i never hold hands
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
shy with strangers, outgoing w my friends
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my friend rosalynn who i met on here and has turned out to be one of my best friends, who has been dealt a bad deal of cards and also @ice-kookie because she is a saint 
4. Are you easy to get along with?
i hope so
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
i dont drink and i dont plan to so…
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
fuck fuck fuck dont make me go into this…
someone who is nice to their friends and doesn’t treat them like shit, considerate and knows how to flirt hella well, gets good grades and actually cares about their future, doesn’t smoke, drink, or do drugs (i joke but that is nasty as fuck sorry if u smoke and ur offended soz man its my opinion and i practically choke whenever i pass by someone smoking oop), messy hair but NOT greasy u know what i mean, morning voices, why are shirts a thing???, 
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
i hope so but no
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
this guy in my history class i need to get over him that little shit
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend ashleigh
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“goodnight” lmao im so typical
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
changes on the daily but (not in order)
caroline- aminé
dive- salvatore ganacci
oui- jeremih
sweet child o’ mine- guns and roses
money for nothing- dire straits, sting
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
only if theyre attractive r my best friend and they dont mess it up too much
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
hell yeah
15. What good thing happened this summer?
a lot of good things i cant pick :)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
fuck no
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
we cant really be that self-centered to think they is no one but us in the world
19. Do you like bubble baths?
bring on the bubbles i say
20. Do you like your neighbors?
dont really know them…they are interesting i guess
22. Where would you like to travel?
everywhere!!!! i really want to go to the bahamas, bora bora, uganda, austria, argentina, el salvador, japan, canada, spain, etc.
i have been to ireland, england, italy, france, germany, mexico, ecuador, australia (just got back a few days ago!!!), cayman islands, galapagos island :)
23. Do you have trust issues?
is that even a question
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
going to bed hA
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my boobs tbh literally theyre so small whenever i wear a bathing suit it just doesnt fit right jiniew
26. What do you do when you wake up?
go back to bed HAHAHHA
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
wish i was a little tanner but im good
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my friend ash and rosalynn
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
nope
30. Do you ever want to get married?
yes :) i want a big white wedding
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
my hair is soooooo long its insane
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
no
33. Spell your name with your chin.
sikderfrfzzza = sierra
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
horseback riding, skiing, basketball, volleyball, track and field, etc i love sports man. is scuba diving a sport?? bc
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
tv. i could not live without music 
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
HAHAH STORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
i just tap my fingers tbh unless its my friend then i do something embarrassing because why not
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
plays volleyball and runs track, is sweet with words, considerate, loyal, doesnt have to be popular but confident, knows what they want to do with their life, cares about their grades, doesnt do drugs, smoke, drink, whatever, knows how to party, respects my morals…okay lets get into the good stuff hehhee….pleasant to see without a shirt ;), great kisser, knows how to treat me, can afford my expensive sport- horseback riding, horses are expensive as shit-, has hair i can run my fingers through, fuck i love people just give me someone
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
brandy melville, topshop, BP in nordstrom, express, target!!!
40. What do you want to do after high school?
it changes everyday tbhhhh.
i want to a large animal veterinary surgeon, plastic surgeon, dermatologist who specializes in cosmetic surgery, physical therapist, I DONT KNOW THSI SI TOO STRESSFUL
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on the situation tbh
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
im super nervous and dont know what to say…thats what it means… or i like you… or i hate you
43. Do you smile at strangers?
of course
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
ive been to bottom of the ocean many times so outer space hehe
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
my mom yelling at me :)
46. What are you paranoid about?
the question should be what am i NOT paranoid about
47. Have you ever been high?
no
48. Have you ever been drunk?
no
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
not really im p good
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
pink
ill post the rest tomorrow im so tired
ask away
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allthatglittersisau · 7 years ago
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i think i had like legit derealization last night bc i was terrified. like I've felt like that before but it was never really scary until last night.
yesterday was just terriblé for some weird reason, i couldnt deal with anything & was just really angry and tired and sad
& i think i just couldn't handle it? isn't that why derealization/depersonalization happens?
but man that was a horrible feeling & its so weird to wake up the morning after a complete breakdown like that. I just don't know what im doing differently when i feel good/okay and when i feel awful and suicidal. like what is the variable that changes.
& i even stopped smoking weed since it was making me feel terrible. and i was a lot less anxious since i stopped smoking for about a week, but now I feel at least 10x worse than before when i was high everyday all the time. & now I'm nervous to even smoke bc i feel like it'll make it worse! & ive been smoking cigarettes sorta, never more than like 1 or 2 a day tops. & that makes me feel terrible initially but kinda nice like im floating and then i feel way fucking better for a couple hours. but then i get all anxious a little bit after that prolly cuz it wears off n i need more. also this is why im scared to drink cuz i already know i have an addictive personality, alcoholism runs in my family (& anxiety/mental illness) and i don't need to expose myself to a new unhealthy coping mechanism when i can just do it when im 21
i also feel like im wasting my life & youth or whatever by just studying and working and not hanging out with any friends. but im tired of everyone & myself and don't have time for anything.
so i think next semester im gonna ask my boss for an extra day off bc i don't think i can keep this work 5 days a week school 4 days a week never have a day off thing like i have been. im exhausted. and stressed. and i think I just need more time to myself and time to relax and time to have fun. bc i honestly hate my life and who i am. but i consider all these flexible things in my life to be static (my work schedule, school, etc) and i don't think i have enough extra energy to work on bettering myself. i can barely just get by. and i feel like my relationship has been suffering bc my lmfao inability to function like a normal human. but goddamn ive realized that i need constant validation for everything i do & think. like if johnny looks at me a certain way I immediately think shit like "wow he hates me he's gonna dump me then what will i do". and i need someone to validate all my opinions and actions and if they don't i just get really uncomfortable. and its insane that I literally cannot let anything go and take everything directly to heart.
and at the same time I feel like I let a lot of things go. I let people walk all over me and take advantage of me and make fun of me. but some things just hurt and i can't stop thinking about them. and every little mistake i make feels like the end of the world like I'm a failure.
and I know this looks bad , but idk why but social media like tumblr n twitter it makes me feel better to type this kind of stuff out and post it send it out to the world instead of just keep it in a journal. I'm not looking for attention or a response everx I just see it as a public forum for me to talk about my experiences. so lol
i feel a lot better after my nap and im looking forward for school to be over in the next 2 weeks.
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okwilliamson · 7 years ago
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1. Last kiss - um yikes this guy who I had a really bad encounter with in august i hate it lol 
2. Last phone call - hmm, to mik on monday, we spoke for maybe 40 minutes to try n catch up w each other we dont talk enough. 
3. Last text message- to a group chat with me and sydney and german about an ugly guy in our class lol 
4. Last song you listened to-i was listening to Gaga’s Joanne album this morning 
5. Last time you cried - literally this morning watching master chef junior but that wasnt like wild the last time i seriously cried was last wednesday when i found out i wasnt gonna graduate on time 
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice- well..i guess kinda but bc this dude was in jail so we like were talking before and after he was in jail...idk if that counts 
7. Been cheated on- yes lol in highschool 
8. Self harmed - nah ive never felt the need. 
9. Lost someone special - lost them? idk ive fallen out of friendships n stuff 
10. Been depressed -a few times in life, thankfully i dont have ongoing depression just depressive episodes usually lasting a few months or weeks. 
11. Been drunk and threw up - yes lol im not proud 
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex - yes 
13. How many people have you had sex with this year? - um 4 
15. Made a new friend - yes for sure 
17. Laughed until you cried -this happens to me like every week im lucky 
18. Met someone who changed you - maybe not honestly not in this calender year like from jan 
19. Found out who your true friends were -i feel like this has been very relevant in the past year 
20. Found out someone was talking about you - idk man 
26. What did you do for your last Birthday - i was in the darkroom working and sydney and nadia and german and luke were there and nadia made us soup and cake and bread and then i went to lukes house and got high it was kind of a boring basic day 
27. What time did you wake up today- 6:30 am 
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - thanksgiving food 
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time - i only have one sister and ill see her later today <3 
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - i wish i could change my financial situation to help me and my family 
32. What are you listening to right now - this wack ass presentation
33. When is the last time you had sex? - august sadly 
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now - um presently not anyone in general usually everyone kind of annoys me lol 
35. Most visited webpage - instagram probs & twitter and horoscope.com 
36. Favorite colour - recently its been shades of orange 
37. Nicknames - most everyone calls me liv or livy 
38. Relationship Status - single af 
39. Zodiac sign - scorpio 
40. Male or female - female
41. Primary school - this is UK terminology idk what this means 
42. Secondary School - middle school? idk i went to all my schools in canal winchester oh 
43. High school/college - i attended otterbein & finishing my degree at wright state in dayton oh 
44. Eye color - brown 
46. Height - 5′6 
47. Do you have a crush on someone - no im not 12 
48. What do you like about yourself - im funny, im a no nonsense kind of person, & people trust me, and im a good friend & sister 
49. Piercings - got my nose and my smiley pierced & ears too 
50. Tattoos - i have 4 tats so far more to come 
51. Righty or lefty - right handed 
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing - my ears, but first one i ever did on my own was my nostril 
54. First best friend - a girl named Myca in first grade lol 
55. First hookup - umm like casually i guess Tony 
56. First Bestfriend- ....
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating- nope 
60. Drinking - got some ice coffee n a water bottle gotta stay hydrated 
61. I'm about to - get out of this class in like 20 min 
62. Listening to - a less wack presentation 
63. Waiting for - the end of the day so i can go home 
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? - not rlly 
65. Get married? - its not a goal but i wouldnt be opposed 
66. Career - hopefully something that keeps me happy 
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes- all of these are stupid im skipping them 
68. Hugs or kisses
69. Shorter or taller
70. Older or Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud
74. Hook-up or relationship
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger - um no ive known everyone ive ever kissed 
77. Drank hard liquor - of course 
78. Lost glasses/contacts - nope 
79. Had sex - hi 
80. Broken someone's heart - no people love to hurt my feelings tho 
82. Been arrested - nah im a good girl lol 
83. Turned someone down - i usually just ghost people 
84. Cried when someone died - yeah 
85. Fallen for a friend - haha :-) 
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - sometimes 
87. Miracles - no 
88. Love at first sight - idk i guess but love is more than a chance meeting 
89. Heaven - no 
90. Santa Clause -no i wish i still did it made christmas so much more fun 
91. Kiss on the first date - sure 
92. Angels - idk i think people can be angelic but i dont believe in god or heaven or angels or anything holy 
93. How would you label yourself? - an art student fumbling through her twenties 
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For - i dont pray 
95. Did you sing today - i was singing along to diamonds are a girls best friend this morning 
96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About- umm idk i think solomon i loved him, but also bae bc he was my most recent and only really adult relationship 
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? - i wouldnt 
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For - for my laptop to not ring in the middle of class lmfao i hate myself in this moment 
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? - no lol 
100. Do you like the way you look?- sure 
a random q&a durin class if u read this hello 
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ch99rry · 8 years ago
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1-102? 😁😁😁
omg ur gonna kill me
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
i think the last person who told me they loved me was my mother lmao so im pretty sure she meant it
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
mmmm i mean i would if they were comfortable with it. im 17 so its not that much of an age difference but im still underage but idk
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
LMAO NGL IT WAS WHEN I WAS SITTING NEXT TO MY BOYFRIEND (i feel like its too early to call him that......) DURING LUNCH. AS MUCH AS I WAS HAPPY THAT HE WAS THERE I WAS ALSO RLLY MAD THAT IM SO AWKWARD WITH HIM
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
i mean??? yeah???
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
omg yeah probably coughdominiccough
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yepppp it was where are you by taeil i think
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
uhh my caltech hoodie and some gray sweatpants
8. How often do you listen to music?
like every minute of everyday. i will always listen to music
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
probably sweats since i dont normally wear jeans during the week (i have uniforms at my school)
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
...what?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
both??? im very social and open with my friends but its hard for me to talk to groups of people (even if its just like 10-15 people) and people im not that close to
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
hmmm nope
13. What about ‘R’?
nope
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
UM NOPE PROBABLY NOT
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
g o d y e s
16. Are you going out of town soon?
i dont think i am
17. When was the last time you cried?
uhhh tuesday? yeah tuesday
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yeyeye
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
mmm maybe... i kinda want a lighter brown but idk
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK CHANYEOL PARK–
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
uh well the day im having is over so
idk what i disliked tbh. maybe during lunch when my bf’s friends forced him to sit with my friends and i while at the same forcing me to sit with them
that was so embarrassing lmao
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
YES YES YES YES YES except i got acne and shit on my forehead so its kinda gross
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
mmmm nah
24. What are you sitting on right now?
my bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
yeye!! my best friend aleks!!
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
GOD Y E S
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
aleks!!
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
caltech
30. Does anyone hate you?
yeah definitely lmao
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
nah
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
eh not really but i’ll watch them anyway
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
nah
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
probably freshman year
35. Did you have a dream last night?
none that i recall
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
yesterday?? i think
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
mmm probably not
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
umm yes?? hopefully my bf???
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
y e s??? h ope f u l ly my b f????
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
mmm yeah! i would consider it a good day
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
nah
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
mmmm i dont think i will
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
mmm probably aleks but idk i dont remember. in a romantic way, no one
44. What’s the best part about school?
def my friends
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
yep
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
mmm nah bc all my teachers have been so chill with my friends and i bc we’re like the smart group of kids
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Y E S
48. Were you single over the last summer?
yep
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
oh god no. if my life were anything like two years ago i would probably be dead by now
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
sleeping lmao
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nahh
52. Are you nice to everyone?
i try to be but if someone pisses me off lmao i’ll go off on them
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
yepppp (i had a crush on two of my gay friends lmao)
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
ofc!! cheating is literally the worst thing you could do in a relationship (besides kill them...)
plus i dont wanna hurt jaydon by cheating on him omg :((
also who tf would i cheat on him with wtf
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
mmm yeah. not so much online but in person im p good at hiding my feelings
56. Do you think you like someone?
uh???? yes????
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
GOD I WISH
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
lmao this is a dumb question
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
probably franchesca
60. Do you hate anyone?
GOD YES
61. How’s your heart?
its... p okay rn i guess. i got some insecurities still but im in a good place rn i think
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
yeah kinda
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
lmao who do u think i am? of course i have
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
probably zu
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
nah
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
mmm i hope not!!
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
i mean. sure? if he did it in front of me, i’d be glad that hes being open but i cant imagine jaydon crying lmao
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
nah
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
mmmm rene or kat
70. How do you look right now?
like a mess
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yes!!!!
72. Can you commit to one person?
OFC
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
mmm yeah
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
oh my god yes
75. Did you wake up cranky?
today? a little bit
76. Are you a jealous person?
yeah i get p jealous and paranoid easily
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
yes!! maybe not if u get rlly bad paranoia and anxiety but im trying to work past my paranoia and rlly enjoy this
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
nope
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
y e ss
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
go to a roller rink!!
81. Last person you cried in front of?
uhhh i dont think ive cried in front of someone in y e a r s
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
my best friend from 3rd grade
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
lmao i would like to think he is but im not sure, i’d have to ask
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
probably watching a movie. i rlly wanna watch train to busan with someone (preferrably him lmao)
85. Are you over your past?
more or less
i still think about the past year or two with kat, alex, and tay but everything before then im p okay with
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
y e
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
yep
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
first true love??? uh??? true love is a dumb concept???
also my first love already apologized for being a dick to me and i already accepted it lmao
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
uh no thanks
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
mmm nah
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
i hope so!!
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
yepp and hes a loser senior :^)))
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
nope
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
nope
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
i mean??? i guess?? he was also kind of a dick
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
ye shes p cute (it was aleks lmao)
97. Who do you have texts from?
what does this even mean
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
i would honestly cry but even if i felt crushed (which i would be) i wouldn’t be surprised bc i think all the time that im not good enough for him. besides that, i feel like the last option tbh. like after leeloo and franchesca, its me, and i know im probably overthinking that but i cant help but feel that way. so yeah i’d probably tell him its doesnt surprise me but i’d still be upset
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
nope
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
uhhh thats chanyeol
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
nah
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yes!!!!
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