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#(also if u read this; thank u auggbjn idk what  the point of posting this is;; I just  rlly  wanted to share;;
feliville · 4 years
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I wish cringe culture was Actually dead
#or at least; I wish it didnt  manifest in my head And  reblog tags  sometimes;#Im feeling a bit ashamed about the things Im plainning on doing fanart for#and the things I currently draw a lot (rocksei comes to my mind first)#the tags I get tht make me feel bad  are Very few; thank god (ive gotten only one tag tht has made me feel rlly gross n bad)#where some1 is like 'this is X fanart? huh.. cool art tho' or  stuff like tht#I know (or hope) tht ppl dont mean this in a bad way; its just surprising to some ppl tht theres someone drawing Serious art of Silly show#or game#but it still makes me feel weird bc  in some ppls eyes; drawing things like this is shameful and weird; and I cant get that out of my mind#specially in drawings tht take me way more effort or time#once its posted; I cant not have the thought in the back of my head that Someone is gonna think this is weird or dumb#or for a second I think tht I couldve drawn something that more people can like and sympathize with;#I have to keep reminding myself that I draw for Myself; and that I love what I draw;; I mostly draw what I love and what speaks to me#I pour my soul and love into my art; and I wouldnt have it any other way#I sometimes wish I didnt have to see the very few tags of ppl who get weirded out about the source material of my drawings; but I feel like#thatd put me in a bubble where I can only see what I want to see; and I dont like that at all#I dont think theres  a clear answer on what I should do  besides to just continue doing what Im doing#just to keep drawing what I love; trying to not let bad thoughts stick with me; and  to hope tht my art means at least a bit to  anyone else#who can look past the source material#(also if u read this; thank u auggbjn idk what  the point of posting this is;; I just  rlly  wanted to share;;#delete laterrr
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