#(again sorry for all this. i didn't have the strength to stand and speak at the funeral so i'm spewing it everywhere else apparently lol)
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chitsangenthusiast · 2 years ago
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i hope ur doing okay <3
thank you 🧡 grief is a suffocating beast but the unending love for him keeps me breathing 🧡
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pyro-les · 26 days ago
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Jealousy- Rio Vidal X Reader
918 words - warnings: none
Based on a request by @baysha1822
"You know, Agatha put together a pretty good coven, you gotta give her that."
"I don't know the green witch is pretty weird. She's definitely hiding something." Jen replies, Lilia and Alice humming in agreement. Rio was definitely the most suspicious of the group and considering they had a witch who had a rune hiding their identity and one of the most feared witches of all time, literally known for killing her own coven it was a pretty high bar.
"We're doing alright on strength though, Y/N is clearly pretty powerful." Lilia adds to the discussion.
"Pretty cute too." Alice replies, everyone agreeing yet again as they look behind them to Y/N strolling casually along the road while chatting to Teen. What they didn't realise was Rio walking ahead of them was listening to their conversation her anger steadily growing.
She may not have known most of the coven long but she was really starting to dislike them, how dare they start talking about Y/N like that? Did they not realise who they were messing with?
Sitting around a small campfire in attempt to bond Y/N poses a new discussion topic, "what did you guys do in the blip?". A loaded topic to say the least.
The group all pause for a moment, fearing she had said something wrong Y/N started to speak again "You don't have to answer that. I don't know why I asked that, I'm sorry." For someone so powerful she sure could be pretty shy.
The awkward tension dissapears as soon as it had arisen as the group start to chuckle, mixed responses of "don't worry hun.", and "no harm done hot stuff" each reply more flirtatious then the last.
"Well as you know I was pretty busy at the start of it. Alot of backlog to get through you know." Rio spoke with a chuckle. The others all turned to look at her with curiosity, they were clearly missing something that Y/N seemed to know if her small laugh at Rio's responses was anything to go by.
"You're laughs so pretty" Jen says to Y/N, who muffles out a small "thanks, I guess." In reply. Considering how much Rio complemented the witch it was ridiculous just how awkward she was responding to them.
"It really is! Everything about you is pretty." Alice adds on honestly.
Oh this was too much, Rio thought. How dare these poor excuses for witches keep flirting with her Y/N? Did they not get the message the last gods knows how many times they tried to flirt with her only for Rio to pull her closer or change the topic.
Y/N looked over to Rio, sensing her tension rising. Trying to help calm her she says to the rest of the coven "thanks but you guys really don't need to keep complementing me so much."
Taking her statement as Y/N simply being humble Jen takes an extra step too far, " Oh your cute, do you really think you don't deserve the praise? I'm starting to think you actually don't get compliments anywhere near enough if your response is anything to go by."
Now seething with anger Rio steps in "Do you really think that? That I wouldn't compliment her enough, that I'm not enough?!"
"Chill out dude, she's just being nice" Alice replies quickly followed by Lilia asking "what do you mean, you're not enough?" Clearly the only one to pick up her specific wording other than Agatha who had been watching with a small smirk, enjoying watching the sparks fly.
Standing up with her knife in hand Rio starts to stalk towards the rest of the coven with a smile on her face "She told you to stop, is that not enough? I don't care if you're just "being nice", she's mine!"
Clearly not taking her seriously Jen keeps digging her grave "Oh I get it, you're jealous she'll like us more than you?" Looking over to Y/N still sitting awkwardly on the log across from her she adds on "what do you say cutie?"
Bringing her knife right to her throat Rio seethes out "Enough! Do you really have no care for your own life? Is this really how you'd like to go? Because I'd be more than happy to assist if that's your plan." Lilia and Alice watch with baited breath, too scared to do anything while Agatha still watches from the side letting out the occasional laugh.
Jen just smiles up at Rio, maybe she really did have a death wish.
Finally stepping in again Y/N walks towards Rio and snakes her arms around her waist hushing in her ear "It's ok baby."
Leaning back into Y/N's touch, Rio starts to calm down a bit but not letting go of her knife currently still against Jen's throat as a small drip of blood starts trailing down her chest. Y/N runs one of her hands along Rio's arm, slowly going up to hold her hand gripping her dagger and bringing her hand away from Jens throat.
Finally calm Rio puts her dagger back in it's sheath and turns towards Y/N, her hands automatically going to her waist.
"Well that was fun." Agatha finally speaks up, breaking the silence.
"What was?" Teen asks, walking towards the group, looking over curiously to Rio and Y/N now standing close together side by side.
Laughing Alice replies "Oh you have missed so much kid."
A/N: this is my first AAA fic and I wrote it pretty fast so I apologise if any of the characters a bit OOC. That being said if you did enjoy it please let me know if you'd like more Rio fics and if you have any requests my askbox is open:)
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pynkfairyheart · 4 months ago
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pairings: toxic!Eren x black reader
warnings: toxic & manipulative Eren, smut 18+, mentions of cheating, a lil choking, first time writing in a while so it's a lil shitty, last sentence is a lil dramatic, nd she's not proofread
a/n: y'all, this is unfortunately based on true events૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ꒱ა however writing this did make me realize i need to stand the fuck up, bc there's no reason I'm writing this while he goes to get me some food from one of the girls job…please don't be like me and if you are STAND UP!!! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১
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For as long as you could remember you never understood why women went back to men who cheated. Maybe it was that you grew up seeing the effects cheating had on a family, or that it seemed impossible to be that blinded by love. Whatever it was you vowed to never be one of those women and you stuck with your word all throughout life up until you met Eren.
You heard about him long before you met him. The boy having a reputation for romancing women into his bed only to act as if he didn't know him the next day. You knew about his character when you met him, and believed you knew better than to fall for his tricks.
However, with just one look into those enticing green eyes, you ended up just like every other girl. Clawing at his back while he whispered sweet talk into your ear with every thrust.
You were prepared to never speak to him again. You knew what you had signed up for. Or at least you thought so. Like clockwork every night he'd have you back in his bed, wetting up the sheets as he claimed he could never get enough of you. In the beginning, you assumed he had run out of girls to play, but after the 2nd week, his sweet talking seemed genuine.
That was how you found yourself in a year long relationship with the one and only Eren Yeager. Over the course of 12 months, he showed you he had changed for the better. Or so you thought. It wasn't till you had an unsettling gut feeling one morning that you went through his phone and found the pictures from 4 different girls that you realized it was all a facade.
Like you promised yourself from a young age, you left him. Reasonably, you were angry, but that anger soon decimated and turned into sadness and shame, not from the fact he cheated or that you had just left a long term relationship but because you realized you'd take him back if he asked.
That day you gave your formal apology to all women you deemed stupid for taking their partners back because if given the chance you'd be one of them.
Within a month of ignoring the texts and calls from unsaved numbers and acting as if you weren't home, your strength wavered. Your excuse being that you had clothes from his place that you needed. You knew you should have had a friend come with you, but you felt it was unnecessary.
Unnecessary however wouldn't have you with your legs wrapped around his waist as he stuffed you with the dick that had your fingers itching to text him in the middle of the night.
“I'm sorry, baby. None of them meant anything” He whispered, kissing his way up your collarbone.
Oh, how you so badly wanted to push him off for telling lies, but the way he was buried deep inside your walls had you gasping for air and pulling him closer.
His lips curled into a smirk at the way you responded to him. Though he was unfaithful, he truly did have strong feelings for you. Whether it was true love or lust disguised as love, he would do anything to keep you in his arms.
"You know I love you, right? I'd never intentionally hurt you. It was just...stress and temptation, okay? Those girls meant nothing and could never compare to you.” He pulled back to look at you with the eyes that got you into the mess in the first place. His hips rocked into yours, the head of his dick putting pressure on the spot that made you see stars.
“I know, I love you too, Rennie'' You cried
Any normal person would feel guilty about the way they had you wrapped around their finger. Eren however relished in the way you melted in his arms, the intoxicating bond you shared leaving him to the conclusion that he couldn't live without you.
“Yeah? You gon leave me again?” He quickened the pace of his hips.
You said something incoherently as a strangled moan escaped past your lips, eyes fluttering shut from the intensity of his thrusts.
“Can't hear you, mama. You staying?” His hand leaving the sheets to wrap around your neck. Applying just enough pressure to make your thoughts hazy
“Yes, Ren. I'm staying. M'yours” You choked out, from both the ecstasy he was providing and because you truly did miss him.
“That's my girl” He praised, a twisted smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. His thrust quickening as the sounds of skin slapping echoed through the room.
You could only whine and moan in response, the sounds driving him crazy as you looked into his eyes. Nothing but love and lust swimming through them.
“You so pretty, mama” He mumbled, the hand that was once wrapped around your neck coming down to rub small rapid circles on your clit.
“Rennie” You cried, toes curling as you arched off the bed. Stray tears falling from the corners of your eyes at the combined pleasure
“Yeah, I know baby” He captured his lip in between his teeth as he felt your walls suck him in.
The pleasure was unbearable. The coil snapping as your orgasm left your legs shaking and eyes rolling.
Eren soon followed after, finding the way you gravitated to him and the sounds that left your swollen lips so salacious he buried himself inside you, thick ropes of cum filling you to the brim as he lazily rocked his hips into yours and whispered fake promises into your ear.
Tiredness immediately took over you as he pulled out. Leaving no time for regret to seep in over the fact you had just cursed your future by allowing him to once again enter your life.
oh nd im backk໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১
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beensbaee · 5 months ago
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𝒏𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒚𝒂𝒎 𝒔𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆 ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ
summary; neteyam visits his favorite healer after a hard battle
word count; 2.2k
BLOODIED, BUT BEAUTIFUL.
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Neteyam staggered into the healers tent, gritting his teeth together as an attempt to keep himself from hissing due to the pain that was coursing through his entire body 
Y/n was speaking to one of her fellow healers, oblivious to Neteyam standing behind her in dire need of her tender hands
He waited patiently, leaning against the entrance of the tent as he took slow breaths to keep himself from passing out as Y/n let out a laugh at whatever the woman she was speaking with said
Finally - she turned around. Her face content until she saw Neteyam - her cry of surprise had him wincing as she rushed over to him, grabbing his arms immediately and leading him to a cot he could lay down on
"Neteyam - you skxawng! Why didn't you try getting my attention earlier! Oh Eywa look at these wounds!" She said mortified, eyes quickly assessing Neteyam's injuries as he managed a smile
"Hello to you too, Y/n. I like your hair today." He said, barely having the strength to lower himself onto the cot in front of him as Y/n sighed
"Thank you." She said angrily, eyes stressed as she quickly reached for her disinfecting ointments with urgent need
He grunted as he laid down in front of her - the injuries over his body were burning and painful - but the familiar smell of the soothing medicines surrounding him and Y/n's scent allowed his body to relax as he tipped his head back and closed his eyes against the cushion laid for patients to rest their head against when being healed
"Teyam, what happened?" She said quietly, looking over his injuries one last time with a sad frown before dipping her hands into the ointment in front of her as her hands lathered it gently into his skin
He sighed, eyes opening as he watched her work with knitted brows. She was looking at him expectedly as she continued applying the green paste onto his skin
"Bad day for the war party." Was what he finally settled on as he let a wince of pain slip through - Y/n's hands quickly stopping at his rare show of suffering as she looked towards him with a knowing look
"Neteyam. I hate seeing you so hurt." She finally whispered, her voice pained as he finally met her gaze - his eyes crinkled with an ache she wished to sooth.
He stayed silent for a few moments, letting her words settle as he slowly moved his hand towards hers. Seeing he was trying to hold her hand, she quickly moved forward and clasped his hands herself so he wouldn't try to move anymore and risk aggravating his wounds any further
"I know. I am sorry." He said quietly as Y/n let out a huff
"How dare you apologize to me! Take it back! You are hurt, Neteyam. Don't you ever try to say sorry to me again when you are the one to deserve it so much more." She said, her tone truly hurt by his words as both of her hands cupped his gently. He ran his fingers over her knuckles as he let out a breathless laugh
"Ok, ok. Sorry -" He started, but was cut off with her letting out a hiss at his use of the word sorry once again
Finally, he let out a laugh that bubbled all the way from his tummy at her reaction as she let a small smile find its way onto her face
"Now, let your body relax. Think of something peaceful to help you. Deep breaths, Neteyam. Understand?" She asked as he nodded his head, closing his eyes as his mind trailed to a certain someone
It was not hard to have her be the sole thing on his mind as she worked diligently - her scent consuming his senses along with her occasional humming as she worked easily eased the tension from his muscles.
He didn't know when he'd fallen asleep - but her gentle hands cradled his face as she whispered his name
"Neteyam, come on yawne."
He didn't open his eyes when he first heard the words - believing he was just dreaming until he felt her soft fingers trace over his eyelids and nose
With lashes fluttering open, he was met with her concerned eyes as she helped him sit up
He let out a groan as he adjusted, but relaxed quickly as he felt the previous pain from his injuries almost gone. Looking down, his abdomen and arms were wrapped lovingly with her signature style - the cloth warm against his skin as he sighed.
"Thank you. I am sorry - was I sleeping for too long?" He asked sleepily, eyes taking in the now empty healers tent and dark sky that loomed outside
"Yes. I did not want to wake you. Did you sleep well?" She asked gently, helping him stand as he held onto her arm for support - eyes blinking away his tiredness as he slowly nodded his head
"I think that was the best sleep I have had in a very long time." He answered, his hands moving from her arms and around her as he enveloped Y/n in a hug, resting his head against hers as she smiled against his skin
"Well, thank Eywa I didn't let anyone wake you." She laughed quietly as he pressed a gentle kiss to the side of her head
"Thank you." He said quieter now as Y/n's cheeks quickly tinted with surprise while she blinked, stunned and trying to process what he had just done
Seeing her surprise, he displayed a lazy smile as her ears perked up
"You're welcome. You know, I'd do anything for you." She said softly as he nodded his head
"And I'd do anything for you, Y/n. But you already knew this." He said as she finally rolled her eyes, her sweet smile peeking through as Neteyam grinned at the sight of it
"Tonight, I walk you home." She said, her voice gentle but firm as Neteyam shook his head
"But-" He started, but she gave him a look that had him quieting in a instant as she smiled
"Come on, now. You are in no condition to walk to even your own quarters, let alone mine. Let's go." She reasoned, her hand moving to his palm as she led him out of the tent and towards the familiar path of his families sleeping area
They walked through the resting na'vi silently, Neteyam's hand never leaving hers as the sounds of Pandora's distant night animals filled the silence
She stopped a few meters away from his families quarters, respecting the fact that they were sleeping inside and not wanting to intrude any further as she turned to Neteyam
He looked beautiful in the moonlight. His freckles glowed in the dim light, and she could see the tenderness in his eyes as he looked at her.
"Now, you are going to go inside, and go back to sleep. No doing anything else, your injuries need rest." She instructed, his eyes never leaving hers as he listened - nodding his head along to whatever she said
"You see, the wounds you acquired from today were all over your body. To be able to make a full recovery - Neteyam! Are you even listening to a word that I am - " 
But she was cut off by him leaning towards her and pressing his soft lips against hers, his head tilting downwards as she was pressed flush against him - his palms holding her face so lovingly as any sound of surprised that left her lips was silenced by his mouth
Blinking away her shock, she leaned in to him as his arms came up and around her - holding her against him so lovingly that she couldn't stop herself from closing her eyes and deepening the passionate kiss
Finally, she broke away from him - lips pink and cheeks alight as she blinked rapidly - her mouth was parted as she struggled to even form a single word. He laughed - a real laugh that had a slow smile creeping onto her face as she tried to look away from him and hide the growing blush she could feel creeping up her neck
But his hands grabbed her face and turned her towards him - his eyes so happy that she couldn't even make herself look away as he began speaking
"How are you going to leave after this? And you know I will not sleep soundly if I do not know you returned back to your bed safely." He whispered as she looked at him silently - eyes round with love as he smiled
"You said it yourself. I am in no condition to walk you to your quarters and back - and I cannot sleep without knowing you are safe - which is something I need to do, according to you, so my wounds heal." He added, a playful glint in his magnificent eyes
"Are you suggesting I stay with you tonight?" She questioned, and his grin broadened as he nodded
"It is nothing shameful. I am making sure my dearest friend is safe with me." He added, his fangs peaking through that same incomparable smile she was so infatuated with as she shook her head, trying to contain her giggles as he reached for her hand
"Come on. You can lay in my hammock, and I can sleep on the ground." He said, mumbling the last words quietly and hoping she wouldn't hear - but unfortunately, the gasp she let out as her eyes snapped towards his let him know she'd heard him perfectly fine
"You sleep on the ground? That better not have been what you said." She exclaimed, brows pulled together and concerned as he rolled his eyes and laughed whilst leading her into his families sleeping quarters
She entered hesitantly, Neteyam turning back to look at her with an encouraging nod of his head as she observed the peacefully sleeping Sully's. They moved quietly to ensure no one was awakened.
He moved to lay in his hammock - which was thankfully large enough for both of them to comfortably lay on as he moved over and outstretched his arm towards her
She laid down, tucking her hands under her face as she laid on her side to look at him. He whispered how pretty she looked and she smiled - swatting his hand away and telling him once again how important sleep was for him as he sighed contently - arms wrapping around her as Y/n rested her head against his chest gently
They'd never been this intimate before - but she loved how natural it felt as their friendship had always been one consisting of them being close to each other. 
She said she'd wake up before the sun was up to walk back to her tent, and Neteyam said he'd walk her there in the early hours of the nearing morning.
Normally she would've awakened in time - but she'd spent the night whispering and giggling with the boy who laid beside her. He was no better, laughing so much that the girl would have to press her palm against his mouth to quiet him. They must have fallen asleep hours later - enveloped in each other's warmth.
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Jake stumbled as Lo'ak tugged him along, bouncing like a maniac with one of the widest smiles ever plastered on his face. Neytiri trailed behind the two, fuming at Lo'ak for waking them up - the boy had even been pulling on their hair to get them out of bed and insisting they had to come and see what he had to show them that second
"Lo'ak, boy this better be good or else you are in big tr-" Jake grumbled, but his own voice trailed off as Lo'ak stopped in front of his big brothers hammock 
"Look, guys." He snickers, poking Neteyam's cheek, who laid sleeping - a young girl tucked under his arm as the two slept soundly.
Jake's mouth only hung open as Neytiri stepped forward, carefully examining the two before letting out a pleased gasp once she recognized the girl
"What is Y/n doing here?" Neytiri asked, a smile on her face as she watched her son hold the girl close to him
Jake blinked, shaking his head before answering
"I came to the healer tent to get Neteyam - she shooed me away, said he was sleeping. She was gonna bring him to bed too, I guess she fell asleep here." He said, brows furrowed - confused but happy as he saw how peaceful Neteyam looked as he slept.
Lo'ak looked from his mother to his father, back in forth in disbelief as his mouth hung open
"Are you telling me he is not in trouble?!" He practically shreiked as Neytiri yelped, slapping the back of his neck and telling him to hush
But the two teens stirred, eyes peeking open as Y/n quickly sat up - her eyes adjusting to who stood in front of her before they widened - completely horrified
Neteyam lazily sat up beside her, a sleepy smile on his face as Y/n covered her mouth - shaking her head and muttering someone kill me as Neteyam looked towards his parents and brother
"Good morning." Were the words he'd said, stretching his arms as Y/n bowed her head and covered her face, mortified. Jake and Neytiri's laughter filled the air only moments later.
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prettypinkporkchop · 3 months ago
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Hellooo, I've been live laugh loving your writing, so I decided to make a request.
Could I request a paul lahote x reader where the reader is dealing with a stalker but decides not to tell him about it because she doesn't want to worry him. But eventually, he notices that she's been really freaked out and paranoid so he confronts her about it and she breaks down and tells him so he and the rest of the pack helped her deal with the stalker.
(if your request aren't open, just ignore their same if you just don't feel like writing this)
English isn't my first language, so sorry about any spelling mistakes
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Sorry, not sorry
Going out with Kim was a great idea! Until he found you. Who is he? You see him in the distance everywhere you go. You're getting random texts. You're too scared to tell Paul. What will happen? You don't know if he's human or not! Most likely, he is. The way he texts is too human-like.
"Babe." Paul snaps you out of your thoughts. "Hm?" You look up at him. You are sitting at the dinner table at Sam and Emily's. "I asked if you want me to make you a plate." He raises an eyebrow and then grabs your upper arm. "Is everything okay?" He leans down and whispers. You nod and smile at him. You feel terrible for lying.
Jared and Embry are side eyeing you guys. You feel your phone buzz in your pocket. You hesitate but pull it out and turn on the screen.
Unknown: the rez is beautiful! But not as beautiful as you. What does Paul or fuck boy call you? 'Babygirl' right? Haha.
You physically cringe but start to breathe heavy and look around, just moving your eyes. They are slightly wide.
Unknown: your eyes past me up, babygirl. Look again.
You look around again and begin to panic. Everyone in the pack at the table notices. "Y-you okay?" Quil asks. Jacob touches your arm. Paul and Emily in the kitchen making plates turn to you. "I'm okay." Your eyes wander again. Behind a tree, a tall figure stands there. You gasp and jump out of the chair. Paul rushes beside you, pulling you into him. "You're gonna talk to me. Now!" He demands. The pack stands up and rushes at the door, looking around outside. You start to cry against his chest and then lift your face up. "Remember when me and Kim had that girls' night?" He nods and glares his eyes. His jaw tenses. "Ever since then, there's been this stalker. I have no idea who he is. He gets closer and closer day by day. I saw him in the trees!" You yelled to the pack who are surrounded at the door. They quickly run outside. Paul starts fuming. If wolves started burning up smoke in anger, he would have been. Sam grabs Paul's shoulder. "We don't know If he's human or not. We can't phase in front of him. We just use our strength against him. Calm." He gently speaks to Paul.
He shoves Sam's hand off of his shoulder and runs outside. Sam follows him, and Emily grabs your arms. "I think we should call Charlie Swan." She suggests. "If the boys can't find him, we should." You nod your head.
You start to hear noises, which makes you jump up and run to the window. Jacob is holding his arms back, and Paul is screaming at him, punching him over and over. His face is bloody. Paul lifts his arm back, making a fist. His muscles flex back. His toned arms became more prominent. He swings again. You can't help but smile at your family and soulmate. You just know you are safe.
Soon, the pack comes back inside. You stand in behind where Paul takes his seat. Paul has a satisfied look on his face as he turns to face you. "Sorry." He smirks and then turns back around, mumbling, "Not sorry."
After all of that, you and Paul go home. He sighs and sits on the bed. You sit at your vanity, taking off your jewelry, pulling down your hair, and getting ready for a shower.
"You know, it pisses me off. You didn't tell me two weeks ago. You have to be honest with me." He speaks. Your heart breaks, and you look down, still at your vanity. "I know. I feel awful. I just - I didn't know what to do. This has never happened to me before." You turn around and face him. Your eyes get watery. "I was scared to worry you. I didn't think it'd get this bad." You watch his face. He still seems mad. He stands up and hovers over you. "Part of being soulmates is being honest, baby girl." You cower a little bit, but know he's not going to raise his voice or hurt you. "I'm so sorry. I'll do better." You sniffle. He sighs and pulls your head into his stomach, and strokes your hair. "It's okay. I love you." He kisses the top of your head. "I love you, too." You smile against him. You pull away and look up at him. "I need to shower." He smiles at you and then lifts you up to your feet. "Can I join you?" He smirks. You roll his eyes and kiss his lips softly. "I guess." You mumble while giggling.
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kurokawaia · 3 months ago
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Iguro Obanai X Fem!Reader
WC; 900+ | !MDNI! | TW/CW : angst
⋆·˚ ༘ * 𝑅𝐸𝒬𝒰𝐸𝒮𝒯 :: (filled request) Obanai x reader angst Pease!! - ANON
SYNOPSIS :: Obanai tells you to not to be with him anymore because he doesn't want you to leave him if he tells you about his scars, he doesn't want you to feel sad if he dies, he doesn't want you to feel any pain because of him. So, what else to do than to distance yourselves from each other.
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Obanai stood a few feet in front of you, his back facing you, rigid in his posture. You watched as the scales on Kaburamaru glinted and shone with silver under the moonlight. You searched for anything to think about, to dull the ache that was growing in your heart.
"Why won't you talk to me?" you sliced through the heavy, silent air. You knew that you didn't have to be this fragile and small, but it was too much to bear in silence.
Obanai didn't respond immediately. He stood frozen. When he did speak, his voice was so quiet. "There's nothing to say."
His words turned into a twisting dagger in your heart.
You had stood with him through so many battles, witnessed his struggle, his pain. You had begun to believe, perhaps, your standing there had started to mean something to him, perhaps you had grown into... someone he would love.
But now...
"Nothing to say?" you echoed. "Fought side by side, shared our fears and our hopes, but now, you act like none of it matters."
Obanai turned slowly to face you. "It does matter," he said, no emotion in his voice. "But you can't understand. You wouldn't understand."
"Then make me understand," you insisted, moving closer to him, with your heart now leaping out of your chest. "I want to be there for you. I want to be supporting you, but you keep at this, pushing me away. Why?"
You even caught the momentary glimpse of the crack in his façade, that vulnerability he struggled so hard to keep hidden. But it was gone again.
"Impossible," he whispered. "It's too dangerous. If aught were to happen to you on my account—"
"I understand the risks," you interrupted, laying a hand on his arm. "But I'm willing to take them. I honestly care about you, Obanai, and I don't want to be pushed away."
He tensed just slightly at the touch but didn't pull away. In a brief moment, his eyes, once frigid, softened as he turned them down to your hand resting on his arm.
He never wanted you to let go.
"I can't," he repeated. "It's better this way. For you. For everyone."
You felt the tears spring to your eyes, but you blinked them back. Refused to let him see just how much he had hurt you. Of course, you had known it would not be easy to love Obanai.
"If that's what you really want," you said softly, words trembling with the sorrow, "then I shall respect your wish."
Of course, inside you, you'd been wishing maybe someday he'd have the strength to let you in, to lay down his arms and let you carry a load part of the time. But for now, you needed to square up to what was in front of you.
He just wants to protect you; you do not care, you just want him.
The Obanai who stood there while you walked away. The sight of you leaving, shoulders bent, and walking so slowly gnawed a sense of emptiness into him.
He closed his eyes, trying to shut off some of the pain inside, but that was no use. He had tried to convince himself that he needed to push you away to protect you, that he was a danger he couldn't afford on your behalf.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, his voice cracking. "Thought I was protecting you but all I did was hurt you more and more."
The more he now realized that he pushed away someone who really cared, the more it hurt. Knowing that you wouldn't be hanging around him anymore really hurt.
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suosdisciple-keelmember · 4 months ago
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Suo Hayato x Reader — My master, my love
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Summary: Suo took you as his disciple and you train often together. However, you admire Suo deeply and have fallen for him.
Warnings: Physical confrontation, power dynamics (master-disciple relationship), light suggestive language
Word count: 1.9k
A/n: I hope you like my first contribution for this fandom! I definitely enjoyed writing this♡
You bow respectfully as a signal for the training fight to start. Moving first, you rush forward, hoping to test his defense, but you are outsmarted.
A simple sidestep destroys your plan as your wrist gets stopped by a determined grip, using your power to spin you around. Stumbling slightly, you notice that the next attack was already coming. With a well-timed jump, you succeed to escape.
Yet, the offensive stance of the person across from you remained. Now was it your turn to defend yourself.
However, in the next moment, drift your thoughts to your opponent and master, Suo Hayato. You had always admired him since you had met.
His brown hair is fluttering in the nightly breeze with his yellow tassel earrings, the two crimson spheres on both sides of them. The moon highlights his features and glistening ruby eyes. His right eye was concealed by a leather eye patch, adding a mysterious but striking touch to his presence.
Suo's fierce concentration during battles was totally different from the warm smiles he gave you, reflecting his gentle and friendly character.
Altogether, his whole being has been out of this world.
Quite often had you found yourself thinking about him. In the beginning, you didn't really consider it of importance at first. Then you were just looking up to your master, his strength and personality. Yet, you know that it wasn't completely like that. With the time you realized it—that you had developed feelings for him.
Abruptly stopped your daydreaming as you got thrown onto the ground. It was a gentle, but firm lead, a direct contrast to the hard and unrelenting earth under your feet.
"Out spacing again? You need to learn to focus more on the current moments during a fight, (Y/N)-san."
Raising up, you meet Suo's stern, assessing face.
"I-I'm sorry Suo-sama." you stutter, clapping your hands together to apologize.
A smile hushes over his face as he reaches his hand out to help you up. Accepting his offer, you feel a comfortable warmth spreading through you as your hands make contact.
Standing again, Suo pats your back and says with his usual friendly and at the same time lecturing tone : "And how often have I told you to just speak to me using '-san' or at least '-sensei'?! You are my disciple and no worshiper. Are you even paying attention to anything?"
"B-But you are my master! There's no other form which would suitable to address you!" you argue and pout.
After that, he let out a small sigh and his lips curve up again. "Okay, I won't mind that for now. Let's… come back to your performance." Nervousness washes over you. His evaluation was always something you looked forward to. Then, through his comments and feedback, could you draw a lesson and polish yourself.
"You've been all in all pretty solid in this session. And your defense has also improved. So… nice work (Y/N)-san! You get steadily better! Still, a thing we definitely have to work on is your concentration and technique." Nodding approvingly, you reply full of motivation at his words: "Okay, I will try to get better, Suo-sama! Thank you for teaching!"
The two of you decide to sit down so you could talk a bit. You did that almost every time during training to take a break and continue afterward. Knees drawn up to your chests with legs bent, the two of you sat next to each other on the soft grass which shined brightly in the moonlight. The cool air added something peaceful to the late hour and the soothing silence, making you feel safer and calmer than anywhere else.
"It's been some months now since we started training together, right?" Suo says while gazing at the sky. "Y-Yeah. And I'm still utterly grateful for our meeting. I wouldn't know where I would stand now in life, if I hadn't met you."
You remember it like it had only happened very recently—he had saved you as some rowdies brought you into a predicament when you were wandering alone through the streets at night. At that time, you weren't strong enough to stand up and fight for yourself. But Suo had helped you and didn't even wanted compensation for that. Also, you got the option to train from him. Once you realized the benevolence and kindness in his offer, it was obvious to you: Suo was one of the nicest persons you had ever encountered, and you were going to devote yourself to him and his training.
Suo shakes his head. "No need to praise me in such a way." says he, his voice sincere and full of modesty. His eyes soften as you make eye-contact. "You have really made progress since then by yourself. I have just given you a few tips and shown some techniques, nothing more. That's why, (Y/N)-san, you can be proud of yourself."
You blush slightly at his compliment. On the one hand, you feel grateful that he acknowledged the achievements you've made over the time, but on the other hand, you are also exasperated by him not recognizing that his assistance itself helped you to become better and change something in yourself.
"I object to that! Humbleness shouldn't be made out of lies! The reason I'm even now capable of defending myself and getting stronger was only due to your decision to take me as a disciple and I will tolerate no dissent, Suo-sama."
A sudden touch on your arm, let your thoughts spin endlessly in flusteredness. Suo had closed the distance between you and laid a hand on your arm. His grip, gentle and full of empathy, conveyed comfort. Knees brushing against each other, the physical contact providing something you just couldn't put into words. "We will see. However, you should always have in mind that it was your determination and will which has shaped you to the person you are now." The color on your cheeks turned into a darker shade of red, sight of field lying on the ground as you turn your head away from him so he can't see your embarrassement.
"And there's also another point I wanted to talk with you about."
Looking slowly again at him, you ask curious: "W-What do you mean?" Your stomach churned nervously as you saw him smirking full of mischief, assuming that he was up to nothing good for you. His eyes shined full of anticipation towards his only too well-known teasing.
"I noticed that whenever I say something positive about you, there's a tint of red coming up on your face. You could say that my words seem to influence you quite extraordinarily."
"T-That's not right!" you stutter, hugging your knees in an attempt to cover your blushing appearance. "I-I just think that… your comments are too good-hearted for someone like me. I do not deserve that with my skills and personality altogether."
Suo laughs, clearly amused about your flustered answer.
"Well, it shows at least that you are being honest with your feelings. And I like that about you."
Your heart stops for a second at his words and a comfortable warmth spreads in your chest, as you struggle to find the right words. "T-Thank you… Suo-sama" you say, smiling shyly, but full of gratitude.
You clear your throat and ask him then something which had been bugging you for a while now: "I don't want to let it look like I want to change the topic desperately to escape your teasing, but… why do you have even offered to train me? I mean, having a disciple must prevent you from making yourself stronger. So why did you ask me back then?"
Suo scratches the back of his neck, thinking for an answer. A minute of silence follows until he finally breaks it: "To be honest… I thought that you had potential. At first glance it may seem like you didn't had any power to protect yourself, but I deeply believe that, on the second view, there was an undeveloped strength within you, awaiting to shine. And that's why I wanted to help you to develop yourself."
"That was too nice of you, Suo-sama. In my perspective, I was definitely without any talent. I appreciate your thoughts a lot." you say and smile.
"No problem." Suo looks at the clock of his phone and then again up to you. "Shall we resume our training now? It's been a bit since we have begun our break."
You nod and punch the air. "Yes, of course! I'm always ready to continue our sparring!"
As the next battle between you began, you lunged again forward in his direction, pretending to use a strike at him. You know that he would read your actions and prepare some measures against them in order to fight back. However, this time you are determined to improve.
At the moment your distance was close enough for him to conter, you backed away from him. Suo didn't let him bother by that. Even if your movement wasn't anticipated by him, he would surely find a way to turn the situation into his favor.
Straight away he was approaching you, his movements precise and fluid. But this time you tried to catch Suo off guard.
Realizing the perfect moment, you bend down just as he is about to attack your side. As you feel his foot colliding against your body, you sprint forward, turn around and then start another offensive at him. Indeed, your plan had worked out, as you saw him losing his balance. Still, he wasn't completely taken aback by that.
Instead, he fooled you, shifting his body and putting one hand on your upper-arm and another on your shoulder, using your own force to take you down.
And like the last time you were brought down to the ground.
Suo used no rough strength to immobilize you, he pressed his knee firmly on your shoulder and helds your wrist, arm extended.
Looking up at him, you feel how the coldness of the ground is the absolute opposite to the hold of Suo, who was caring and gentle.
"You are already better than before, (Y/N)-san." Suo locked eyes with you, his lips curved slightly upwards.
"Only because of your great tutoring, Suo-sama."
"That's not quite correct, just like my reasoning before about my choice to take you as my disciple."
You tried to catch your breath at his unexpected revelation. "W-What do you mean?"
His eyes lighted up with a playful glint in his eyes. "Besides the skill to become a good fighter, I found something else in you. Your persistance. The way you held on to seek a way out of your situation, even when not having the strength at that moment, was just unique in my eyes and I wanted to help you. However, after some time, my beliefs about that changed a bit."
Still not sure about what to say to him, you ask, curious: "In… which way? Was it because I disappointed you?"
He chuckles and slightly leans down to your ear. You could feel his warm breath tickling your skin and sending a shiver down your spine.
The next words he whispers to you, you would never forget:
"On the contrary, being with you is pleasing. I care about you a lot. You've… become more than just a normal disciple to me."
And with that your cheeks flush again in embarrassment, leaving you dazed and unable to answer.
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mandiemegatron · 2 months ago
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ꜱᴀᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ꜱɪɴɴᴇʀ
ʟᴀᴅꜱ ʙᴏʏꜱ (ᴍɪɴᴜꜱ ꜱʏʟᴜꜱ) x ᴄɪꜱꜰᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
ʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ; ʜᴇʟʟᴀ ꜱᴀᴅ. ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ.
ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ; ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍᴄ. ᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ (ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀꜱ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴘʀᴇᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ), ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ ᴏꜰ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ, ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜꜱʏ, ʜᴜʀᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ, ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛꜱ, ᴜɴʀᴇQᴜɪᴛᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴍɪꜱꜱᴇᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇꜱ, ᴍɪꜱᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅɪɴɢꜱ, ᴍᴄ ɪꜱ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ.
♡ ᴘʟᴀʏʟɪꜱᴛ ♡ ; ɢᴇɴᴇꜱɪꜱ ɪɪ / ʀᴀʏᴇ ;; ꜱᴏʙᴇʀ / ᴘ!ɴᴋ ;; ꜰᴀᴠᴏᴜʀɪᴛᴇ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ / ᴏʟɪᴠɪᴀ ʀᴏᴅʀɪɢᴏ ;; ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ / ᴀʟᴏᴋ, ᴀʟɪᴅᴀ
ᴬ/ᴺ ; ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᴵ ᵒʷᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ᵃ ˢᵉᶜᵒⁿᵈ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ᵗᵒ ᴸᵒˢⁱⁿᵍ ᵀʰᵉ ᵂᵃʳ ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ʰᵉˡˡᵃ ᵈᵉᵖʳᵉˢˢᵉᵈ ˡᵃᵗᵉˡʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵒᵘᵗ, ˢᵒ ᴵ ᵖᵘᵗ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ˢⁱᵗᵘᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ. ᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵒᵘˢˡʸ ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏᶠᵘˡ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃˡˡ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰⁱˢ ˢᵖᵃᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ʷʳⁱᵗᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵐʸ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ 🥺💖 ˢᵒʳʳʸ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ⁱⁿᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵃⁱⁿ !
ᴀ ᴍᴀꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʙᴇᴛᴀ, ᴍᴏꜱꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴘʜᴇɴᴏᴍᴇɴᴀʟ. ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇꜱᴛɪᴇ 💖
ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇᴇᴘꜱᴘᴀᴄᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ, ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴜꜱᴇ!
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ZAYNE ;
After a few (what you assumed were) lunch dates with Zayne, you'd finally tried to find the strength to properly ask him out for a real date. Making yourself look as presentable as possible, you mustered all your courage before heading down to the hospital, a small note in your pocket that you'd spent nearly the entire night writing up to give to Zayne.
“Oh, Y/N! Nice to see you!”
You spun on your toes as you went to take a corner, flashing Dr. Grayson a grin and a small wave as you replied lightly,
“You too, Dr. Grayson! Another day in paradise, eh?”
The brown haired man gives a small shake of his head, a flash of a grin on his lips as he gently chuckles out, “Oh, you know it.” He then asks, “You here to see Dr. Zayne?”
You give a light nod before smiling again and joking, “It is Tuesday, isn't it?”
Dr. Grayson laughs and waves you off before walking in the opposite direction, calling over his shoulder, “Take it easy, Y/N!”
The second you get on the elevator, anxiety begins to eat away at your stomach. Your fingers fiddle with themselves as you watch the numbers climb, the soft beep of each passing floor causing a chill to slowly crawl up your back. Taking a deep breath, you steady yourself as you step out the second the elevator stops and the door slides open.
You're not five steps from Zayne’s office when your phone vibrates once. Your heart immediately sinks as you take in the text from none other than Zayne.
Zayne: Y/N, I'm so sorry but I'll have to cancel our lunch for today. I have much on my plate at the moment but I'm happy to reschedule for next Tuesday, if that works for you.
You sighed and debated just knocking on the door anyways, thinking it would be easy to pretend that you didn't see his text-
Your brain short circuits as you hear his door lock. Muffled and low, you can barely make out Zayne speaking and you take the few steps to stand outside his door, curiosity and hurt sinking through your entire body as you press your ear near the door.
You feel like throwing up when you hear a low groan from him, and a more high pitched sound from a woman that was clearly not you, followed by shuffling and more sounds that break your heart into a million pieces. Taking a shaky step away from the door, you place a hand over your mouth as bile burns in your chest, crawling up your throat until you finally turn away and nearly run back to the elevator.
The second the door slides shut and closes you in the small space, angry tears run down your face and you fight the urge to throw a fist into one of the mirrored walls surrounding you. Your tears mock you in your reflection, taunting you and making you feel like a fucking fool as they slide down your cheeks carelessly.
As the numbers get closer to the ground floor, you sniffle and try to wipe the blackened streaks from under your eyes and you sighed heavily when it seemed just to make you look racoon-ish. Reaching into your side bag, you slapped on your sunglasses and made quick steps to the front door the second the elevator opened for you.
You're thankful that no one you know was working the front desk as you take long strides towards the front doors. You almost run out as they slide open, the mechanical sounds in the doors echoing in your ears as you take the left and head towards the city trains.
You feel numb as you step onto the arriving train about twenty minutes later, uncaring as to where it was going as you hid yourself in the very back. You slipped your earbuds in and unlocked your phone to open your music app when you froze, taking in the multiple missed texts and two missed calls from Zayne.
Zayne: I hope you're not too disappointed. I promise to make it up to you. There's a new place down the street that just opened a week ago. I was thinking we could check it out next tuesday.
Zayne: I just bumped into Dr. Grayson, you were here? Why didn't you come to my office? I always have time for you, no matter how busy I am.
-missed call-
Zayne: Y/N? Did something happen? Please get back to me as soon as you can.
-missed call-
You stare at the screen with contempt and bitterness as you think back to the last few months you'd spent making time for Zayne. The small smirks, the little gestures he gave, the way he seemed to stare directly into your soul - it didn't mean what you thought it did.
You felt like a joke.
Taking a deep breath, you finally replied,
You: I… don't think it would be a good idea to hangout anymore. I don't think your girlfriend would like that.
You then put your phone into airplane mode before you press play on your music, letting your eyes fall shut as you overthink every single interaction you had with Zayne.
Unbeknownst to you, Zayne stares down at your text with a heavy heart, realizing he may have come across in the complete opposite way that he'd meant to. MC leans over his shoulder with a raised eyebrow, slipping her shirt back on before she asks,
“Is that Y/N? I thought you guys were going to lunch?”
Zayne sighs and places his phone down before leaning down slightly to pepper her face with soft kisses.
“I think I've lost a friend, my love.”
Mc frowns and looks down at his phone again, taking in your text with a sad expression before pulling Zayne into a tight hug.
“... I think she likes you.” She murmurs into his chest before pulling back to frown slightly as she continues, “Which is unfortunate for her because you're mine.”
Zayne’s lips twitch up slightly at her words and he goes to respond when he's silenced by MC pulling him into a heavy kiss. Her eyes are sad when she pulls back but she's determined as she bites out, “You're mine and I'm yours. She can't have you.”
Zayne hides a small smile behind more butterfly kisses to MC's forehead and cheeks as he murmurs softly,
“Don't worry… she never will.”
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XAVIER ;
He'd been a regular at your work for the last six months, always coming in at the same time every other day to get the exact same thing - a chocolate croissant, a simple latte, and an offer for a bite to eat sometime.
“Are you ever going to give up?” You joke, handing Xavier his latte and bagged up croissant with a small smile, your cheeks tinted a light blush.
“Don't worry, I'll ask you again next time. One day, you'll say yes.” His fingers brush against yours as he takes the cup from your hand, flashing you a grin of his own before he heads over to the corner of the cafe to snack.
“You should just stay yes already!” Your one coworker chirped, little hearts in her eyes as she takes the blonde boy in. You give a slight shrug before brushing your hair behind your ears and going back to restocking your flavor shots. “You should do it soon, you never know if someone else is going to catch his attention!”
At those words, you idly wonder to yourself before shaking your head, pursing your lips to the side before you murmur, “... Maybe one day.”
The next time Xavier came in, you slid his usual order to him the second he got up to the counter, which he gratefully took over to his normal table before coming back over to pay. You waved him off, ignoring the soft giggles and whispering from your two coworkers behind you as you mentioned,
“Don't worry about it, it’s on me!”
Xavier tilted his head slightly, lowering his hand holding the cash as he asked,
“But why? I don't mind paying-”
You gave him a soft smile before rolling your eyes jokingly and motioned over to his small table with a quick nod of your head. “Why don't you look at your to-go cup and maybe you'll figure it out for yourself.”
Xavier raises an eyebrow with a small smile of his own, the tips of his ears burning slightly as he slid a little tip towards you. “For you. Thank you Y/N.” You give him another little nod as you pick up the bill and slide it into the shared tips cup behind the counter.
You watch out of the corner of your eye as Xavier lifts his cup and turns it til he sees your little message -
Dinner tonight? xxx-xxx-xxxx y/n number ♡
His cheeks burn bright red as he puts it down and pulls his phone from his pocket. Not a minute later, your phone buzzes in your back pocket and you excuse yourself from your cleaning, letting your one coworker take over as you hide in the back office for a moment.
You pull out your phone and see a message from an unknown number. You open it and snicker gently to yourself at the contents -
Unknown number: Only if I can pick U up from work. Ur done at 4:30, right? I'll be here for 4:45 :) U like KBBQ?
You immediately save Xavier’s number, grinning as you reply,
Me: I love kbbq!!! You better not be late 🥰
You slide your phone back into your pocket as you leave the tiny office. You close the door behind yourself and turn the corner to get behind the counter once more, only to look up and see Xavier smiling at you with his cheek resting in his palm. You blush and roll your eyes again, a small grin on your face as you tuck a few stray strands of hair behind your ear.
You threw him a little wink, opening your mouth to say something only to snap shut as the rush suddenly began, people piling in one after the other. Your eyes connected for a single moment before yours were torn from him to help the sudden onslaught of customers.
When the rush finally settled, you glanced over at Xavier's table only to see it empty, your heart sinking slightly as a soft sigh escapes your nose.
Your phone buzzes and you quickly check it, grinning as you see Xavier's text.
Xavier: ill see U soon. Gunna go nap for a bit
Xavier: dont look so sad.
You glanced up but didn't see him, shaking your head slightly before sliding your phone back into your pocket and getting back to refilling the now empty flavour shots.
When your shift end finally came around, you excitedly texted Xavier.
Me: freedom !!! ✨️
Me: ill see you soon?? I'm waiting outside 🥰
4:40 came around.
Then 4:45.
Then 4:50.
5:00.
5:15.
You finally sent off another text, wondering why he was half an hour late without saying anything.
Me: Xavier?? You alive?? 😭
5:20.
5:30.
5:40.
You sigh through your nose, hoping to god you weren't being stood up.
5:55.
You frown and turn to look inside your work, seeing your two worried coworker's standing behind the counter, throwing you anxious glances every now and then while serving the few customers going in and out.
Your heart sank into the ground as 6:00 rolled around with no response. You pulled out your phone and sighed again, this time a little irritated at waiting for so long.
Me: well I hope you're okay. I'm heading home. Let's reschedule I guess?
You throw your coworkers a wave over your shoulder before you pull your headphones out and slide them in your ears, turning on your dance music playlist, knowing that would pull you out of your thoughts long enough to get to the train station in one piece.
The second you walked into your home, you threw your side bag down and grabbed a beer from the fridge, cracking it open and taking a long chug before slamming the can down on the counter top with a hurt comment of, “What the fuck, man…”
You sat on your couch with your beer, content to drink your sadness away for the evening. You kept checking your phone, still seeing no response from Xavier and you finally just threw your phone onto the other end of the couch. Curling into a comfortable position, you turned on some trashy TV and let your eyes fall shut.
Today was the end of day 6 since Xavier had come in and you were starting to get worried. No responses through text, calls not going through, you almost felt like at this point, he was avoiding you. You sighed to yourself and finally shut the cafe down, turning off the open sign and locking the door before moving onto doing a good wipe down, sweep, and mop.
You're half way through mopping the floor when the heavy thunderstorm starts, distracting you enough to see someone who looked too much like Xavier running past the cafe, soaked to the bone and seeming panicked. You quickly unlocked the door and threw it open, screaming his name over the crash and rumble coming from the sky.
He didn't hear, continuing to run on and taking a right down an alleyway not a street down. You took a deep breath and quickly locked up before running after him. Worry began to eat at you - what if he was hurt? Or what if he was in trouble? And why the fuck has he not reaponded to any of your texts? As you took the same right he did, you stopped to a skidding halt as you took in the sight just a few feet away.
Xavier held a woman in his arms, both of them dressed in Hunters uniforms, their lips pressed against each other as the rain poured heavily from the sky. You quickly took a few steps back and leaned against the wall facing the streets outside of the alley, not wanting to believe what you'd just seen.
Was it all just a game to him?
Your coworker's words rang out in your ears as your heart sank, wishing you'd just taken the chance with him while you'd had it sooner.
Looking to the weeping sky, you took a deep breath and decided to leave, ignoring the footsteps that seemed to echo in your head, not realizing there were two extra sets walking out of the alley.
“Huh? Y/N?”
You didn't hear Xavier, simply continuing on to go back to the cafe and finish your closing takes so you could head home.
“Y/N? Who's that?” A feminine voice echoed your name, unheard by you. The woman clung to Xavier slightly, her eyes looking up to the blonde man in a curious haze.
“She's… no one.”
The woman clung a little tighter as she asked,
“... You promise?” Her words held a slight bitter tone and Xavier smiled warmly down at her before replying,
“Just someone that I used to know. Nothing more.”
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RAFAYEL ;
“Another gorgeous piece, Raf!” You gushed, taking in every single brushstroke with attentive and excited eyes. Rafayel hummed beside you, puffing his chest slightly as he ran a hand through his hair.
“It really is, isn't it? I put a lot of thought into this one.”
You snickered slightly and elbowed him lightly, throwing him a grin over your shoulder as you sparked jokingly, “So, you did it in a night.”
Rafayel froze before letting a slightly anxious chuckle wash past his lips. “N-no, of course not! When have I ever done something like that?” He jokes back and forth with you easily, gently flicking your forehead before showing you the next painting to be revealed tonight at yet another auction.
You take in the woman in the painting, her long, beautiful hair down her back as she sits on a dock facing away, her feet dipped in the calm waters, causing slight ripples. You knew this woman, you'd seen her and Rafayel together a few times but you kept trying to tell yourself they were just friends. Nothing more.
“What do you think of this one?”
Brushing stray strands of your hair behind your ears, you took a step closer and tried to fight back the hurt from seeing the love he clearly poured into this painting. “It's… beautiful.” You murmur softly, tilting your head slightly as you tried to imagine it was you sitting there instead of her.
“That's it? You gush about my work every time I show it to you, but this one is just… beautiful?”
You tilt your head the other way, still taking in the colours as you reply softly, as if not hearing him,
“Mhmm. It's beautiful.”
Rafayel huffs to himself, crossing his arms as he lightly glares down at you, though there's no malice behind his eyes.
“Alright, out with it. What don't you like about this one?”
You turn slightly, raising an eyebrow up at him but before you could even open your mouth to reply, a light giggle come from behind him as a familiar voice chimes in,
“Maybe she doesn't like it because you painted it,” MC jokes, poking him in the side before coming up beside you. “Hey Y/N, nice to see you!”
You shake off the sudden shock of MC coming out of nowhere and you're quick to throw her a light grin as you reply, “Hey MC!”
You both look back at the painting as MC throws an arm around your middle, ignoring Rafayel huffing and puffing behind you both as she jokes,
“It's the blue colour, isn't it? I told him not to use that ugly ass-”
There's a sudden shriek of laughter from her as Rafayel pulls her from you, his arms around her waist as he digs his fingers in.
“What did I say about insulting my colour work?!”
You take in the sight with a small grin, though your heart sinks as you notice how he treats her. It sinks further as he presses a quick though loving kiss to the side of her head, pulling more giggles from her and you have to turn back to the painting to bite back the burn boiling in your throat.
“I didn't think you'd be coming,” he murmurs to her before pressing another kiss to her cheek.
“I wouldn't miss it for the world!” She gushes before unfurling herself from him to cling to you once more. You jump slightly, unprepared for the sudden contact though you throw her a wide grin to hide the pain settling under your skin as your arm wraps around her shoulder.
“We wouldn't miss it for anything, would we, Y/N?” She asks, her eyes wide and hopeful as she clings to you. You can't help but nod in response before throwing Rafayel a small, polite smile as you add onto her words,
“Wouldn't miss it, not even once.”
Rafayel blushes before pulling MC off you as he scolds her,
“You're gonna suffocate our poor friend, come on, I actually need your help with something - stay here Y/N, we'll be back in a flash!”
You nod slightly before turning back to the painting before you, your hands resting in your pockets as you try to ignore the constant laughter and soft words spoken from both of them.
Friend.
The word rang in your head over and over, the noun burning into your skin and branding you with an agony you'd not felt since your last heartbreak. This was supposed to be different …
He was supposed to be different.
Rafayel made his choice in what you meant to him, and displayed it for both you and MC to see and it took everything in you not to burst into tears. You'd bent over backwards for him, stayed up late, visited at all times with snacks and spent countless hours with him - your heart sinks through the floor and into the center of the earth as you slowly and brutally begin to feel taken advantage of.
All the calls, the texts, the gentle touches, the little gestures of sweet faith - it meant fuck all.
A heavy hand clapped your shoulder and you jumped slightly, watery eyes turning to see Thomas standing there with a small frown on his face.
“... Why don't you head home, Y/N? Treat yourself to a nice dinner, relax and take some time for yourself.... It's getting late, after all.” His hand tightened only slightly, giving you a small shake as an apologetic smile rests over his lips. “Don't take it personal.”
The tears spilled over and you were quick to wipe them away with shaky hands. “Y-yeah…” was all you could murmur out before you give Thomas a curt nod and walk out of Rafayel's studio, making sure to turn your phone off so you wouldn't be disturbed.
You desperately needed peace and silence, and you were going to get it.
You ended up down by the coast, your toes in the sand as the chilled sea laps at your feet. The cold kept you momentarily grounded as you stared out at the vast ocean, wishing the waters would swallow you up and devour every piece of hurt that lingered inside of you.
Your heart ached, feeling torn and shattered, broken beyond repair. You swore after your last heartbreak that you'd never let a man wiggle his way under your skin and here you were, silently sobbing over a man that was never yours in the first place.
You took another step, the water resting just above your ankles. Another step.
Another.
And another.
When the water hit just under your chest, you stopped, looking down into the darkening waters as the sky turns to night. The black, inky waves called to you, beckoning you to continue into their embrace and after a few seconds, you listen.
There isn't a soul around to witness as your head disappears under the waves.
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ofstarsandvibranium · 1 year ago
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My You-niverse: Marc Spector & Steven Grant
Fandom: Oscar Isaac
Pairing: Marc Spector x F!Reader, Steven Grant x F!Reader
Summary: You and America get stuck portal jumping until you reach your universe again. In the meantime, you meet various versions of your husband.
A/N: the last chapter is finally here! thanks to all of you who enjoyed this series!
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When you wake up, you're at the Sanctum. You know from how the room is decorated. Your body feels heavy, like it's made of lead. You wiggle your fingers and toes, trying to bring some circulation back. With a groan, you're slowly pushing yourself up into a sitting position.
You look to your left and see Marc resting his head on the bed. You're sure his neck and back are probably hurting from the position. His snores make you smile and you decide not to wake him.
Slowly and cautiously, you drag yourself out of bed. You stagger a bit, nearly falling to your knees, but you catch yourself on the bed.
The movement of the mattress wakes Marc up. His head shooting up and his eyes rapidly blinking. When he looks at the empty bed and then you standing beside it, he's on his feet.
"Shit, baby, what're you doin' outta bed?" he rushes around the bed to your side, holding you up at the waist.
You shake your head, "Marc, I'm fine. I-I need to use the bathroom."
"Could've woken me," he mumbles in disapproval as he guides you to the attached bathroom.
"Didn't wanna wake you. Seemed like you needed the sleep. Speaking of, how long have I been out."
"About a week."
"What?!" You look at him in shock.
"Strange says all of the multiverse hopping took a toll on you mentally and physically. We've been keeping an eye out on you. Strange has been a lot of help."
"And America? How is she?"
"She's been visiting you every day after her lessons with Wong. Other than that, she's still doing her thing."
You nod in approval, "Good. I'm glad she's moving on."
Marc proceeds to stay in the bathroom with you as you do your business. He keeps a careful eye on you, leaning against the sink, arms crossed over his chest, with a stern look on his face.
When you finish up and begin washing your hands, arms wrap around your waste and Steven's voice fills your ears, "How are you doing, lovey?"
You softly smile at him through the mirror's reflection, "I'm good." you dry your hands and turn to him, "How are you?"
"I've been worried sick for the entire week, but I'm glad to see you're okay," he cups your face and places a gentle kiss to your lips, "Do you remember anything?"
Blue. Laurent. Nathan. Bud. Santi. Richard. Leto. Poe.
You nod, "Yeah. I remember everything. I remember them all."
"Is that a good thing?" Steven asks, pure curiosity on his face.
"I-I'm not sure. I-I feel kind of...sad? I feel like I've lost someone and I have this sense of yearning but...but they're not mine to yearn for."
Steven looks at you in a way that you know he understands what you mean and yet he's not mad at you, "It's okay, Y/N. You're here. And those versions of us, they have you too. We're all okay, lovey. We'll all be okay." he pulls you into a hug, a hand cradling your head as it rests against him.
You let out a deep breath of relief as you let yourself melt into Steven's warmth.
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"Y/N!" America cries out as she throws herself at you and you catch her in your arms, "I'm so glad you're awake!"
You chuckle at the young teen, "Hey, America. How are you?"
"I've been good. Definitely getting better at honing in on my powers! Wanna see?"
Marc steps in, "I think it's too soon for that, kid."
"Right. Got it. Sorry." she looks at you guiltily and deflates a bit.
"Next time. I'll be at full strength and fully ready to take on the multiverse this time." you nudge her and give her a smirk, letting her know that you two were okay.
It's been two days since you've woken up. Each day, a bit of your strength comes back. Eventually, you'll be good as new. Marc and Steven has been great at helping you get back to it. You see the love and devotion in their eyes, and you're forever grateful that, whether it's in this universe or the next, you'll always be loved by some version of them.
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violetmuses · 4 months ago
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Play Nice - A. Aretas 🫂
Title:  Play Nice - A. Aretas 🫂❤️
Fandom: “Bad Boys” Film Universe 
Character: Armando Aretas 
Pairing: Armando Aretas + Female Reader 
Main Storyline: When Mike needs a favor, anything can happen. 
Author's Note: Here's another request! Enjoy. 💜 @vergilnelosparda
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“Blind date? This isn't ‘95, Mike. What are you thinking?” You cracked up while shaking your head near Detective Mike Lowrey.
“All right, I'll be honest. I'm pretty sure that Armando likes you.” Mike squinted. 
“Oh, please!” You continued speaking. “I'm sorry, but even if it's true, your son doesn't really know me.” 
“Rough around the edges, but he's trying to be a good person.” Mike attempted once more. 
“Okay.” You wouldn't correct Lowrey this time and just waited. 
“Give him a chance. Please?” Mike seemed genuine. 
“Fine.” You accepted these plans for your own calendar.  
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When the bell chimed days later, your thoughts jumbled at first. 
You open that front door to see Armando standing on the porch and holding gorgeous flowers. 
“Aw, thank you.” You smiled because of the gesture. 
“You're welcome.” His slightly accented English beamed a little. 
For the first time, Armando reached out to hold hands and still opened the passenger door for you, guiding this moment in one car. 
Wearing this Bud Light shirt, Armando chose one trucker hat that veiled his brown eyes. Jeans clothed his legs and boots reached the pedals washe drove. 
“Where are we going?” You smiled in the passenger seat again. 
“It's a surprise.” Armando doesn't make eye contact, but when the car pulls up to this bowling alley, you smirked without hesitation. 
“Oh! Do you want me to kick your ass now?” You don't even wait for Armando to open the car door and almost jog inside. Kelly and Dorn always invited you here as well. 
“Not sure about that.” Aretas chuckled and finally met your path, ready for games. 
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“Shit! You're beating me.” Armando took off his trucker hat and glanced between flickered lights in the building to watch scores. 
“Told you!” You dance in terrible shoes before picking up the ball one last time and strike in return. 
“Good job, mami.” Armando slipped the nickname, but you didn't hear him yet. 
“Thank you, but I'll be fair.” Your smile reached him again. “You have the final attempt.”
“I appreciate it.” He says, waking up to the lane as planned. 
His muscular arm pulled back with strength and slammed down five pins. Not bad. 
“You're a good sport. That was really fun, so thank you.” You planned to leave with Aretas and head back home. 
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“See you at work tomorrow?” You nodded while standing on the porch with Armando. 
“Yeah.” His voice sounded a little nervous this time around. 
“Drive safe. Thank you.” Holding the beautiful flowers, you say goodbye and watch him walk back to the car. 
Before leaving, Armando observed as you entered the house and shut that front door just in case, revving his vehicle alone. 
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The next day, you and Armando reached your desks without really acknowledging what happened last night. It's no one's business anyhow. 
Around lunch, you found this sticky note by your computer: 
Food? - A. 🖤
“Hey! Don't leave without me.” You jumped up and grabbed your purse, nearly running again. 
“C'mon.” His rare laughter almost hits your body this time around, sounding adorable. 
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“So what brought us here?” The local restaurant is cute. 
“I had fun with you.” Armando fights that smile once more. 
“That's a good reason.” You nearly giggled, still enjoying this meal. 
“Look, I'm sorry for acting like a grouch when we first met.” Armando confessed. “This transition isn't easy.” 
“That wasn't just grouchy.” You then corrected Aretas. You pulled the asshole move. Mike wanted to help.” 
“Again, I'm sorry.” Armando still took the much-needed criticism. 
“I forgive you.” You accepted his words and he covered the bill.  Both of you leave side by side. 
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Sweet moments continued. Lunch, different outings, checking on each other and more. 
When your birthday tapped calendars this year, flowers proudly reached the desk. 
"Feliz cumpleaños, cariño. Llámame alguna vez.” 
Not only had Armando sent birthday wishes, but his phone number scribbled at the bottom of this card. 
Jokingly rolling both eyes, you turn around and see Aretas moving closer. 
“Brought cupcakes for the party tonight.” Armando revealed this large box. 
“All right. Let's go, then. I guess you're not that bad.” You messed with Aretas one more time and left for the celebration at Dorn's place. 
The future looked bright again. 
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fuxuannie · 1 year ago
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Hello again 🌻💕
I swear your on fire. Your works are really good and the voice line series I love them all so much!!
(May I suggest for some platonic ones too or sibling!reader version? Just not now or smth like that though hehe)
Heavily manifesting for Jing Yuan too😭I have 140 pulls ready for 'em. He has no choice but to come home aaaaa (light cone to please)
You speak tagalog too?? Galing talaga
-🌻 anon
↳  pairing(s) : various platonic hsr & gender neutral reader
↳  prompt : voicelines about their sibling!
↳  authors note : i'm gonna be doing one of every version i've done as of todays date! (meaning gepard, jing yuan, blade, yanqing, caelus, luocha) POGI KO EHH ALAM Q 🥳🙏🙏 sorry SANA JING YUAN COMES HOME + LIGHT CONE KASE UR SO COOL 🔥🔥🔥 thank you sm for enjoying the lil series by the way ♡ means the world!
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— GEPARD LANDAU
☆☆ "To the surprise of many, I actually have 3 siblings which totals us to 4 within the Landau children. Our middle child, (name), is less seen by public eye compared to me and my sister. Mostly due to the fact that they taking care of Lynx as Serval and I are busy with our duties. I visit them often, it's always nice to see a smile on my siblings face when I visit."
— JING YUAN
☆☆ "I have a story to share with you, if my older sibling (name) didn't reject the offer to become General, I'm not sure I would be standing in my current position. They're a skillful strategist, hard-working and was twice my strength when I was training alongside them all those years ago. They turned down the offer because they thought it would be funny for me to wake up one day to Master Jingliu scolding me for sleeping late and being late for my training to become General."
— BLADE
☆☆ "It has been a long while since I talked or visited my sibling. I fear that they too have succumbed to the cruelty of time, and they will hardly recognize me if I came home. I just wish that I had more memory of our time together, it all seems so blurry."
— YANQING
☆☆ "My older sibling is the coolest! I told the General all about them, how they took care of me and how they are basically the reason I love fighting and swords so much! They're practically my idol! It's a shame they're so busy.."
— LUOCHA
☆☆ "A healer and a destroyer.. certainly an interesting pair to call siblings. (name) was a little more.. aggressive with their methods and technique as we grew, as I took one of healing and medicine of the sort. In fact, I think that they're the reason I had half of my patients."
— CAELUS
☆☆ "Because I was born through a Stellaron, I don't really have a real set of parents or.. biological family at that regard. So when (name) came along, an odd sense of overprotectiveness came over me. I talked to Mr. Yang about it, and he laughed it off and said I was acting like a brother for (name) at all times. *laugh* I guess it's nice to have someone to take care of, and them take care of you. Like a family!"
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itsjunear · 5 months ago
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Comfort
Note: Hello loves! I'm back. After a few months, I have officially finished my midterms and have gotten used to the rhythm of university. I've lost a bit of practice, so I'm really sorry if this is horrible. I know the possibility of a fae catching a cold is almost nil, but I'm sick, so I'll indulge in writing something like this. Again, English is not my first language. I love you all! ❤❤❤
Psdt: I was listening to this song while writing, it doesn't have much to do with it, but I wanted to share it anyway.
Definitely, today would not be a great day. I mean, if waking up with a terrible headache and a runny nose wasn't enough of a bad omen, Az was out on a mission and probably wouldn't be back for another two days.
I sighed as I tried to stand up. The room spun, preventing me from continuing my pitiful attempt to get out of bed, and I groaned, coming to the conclusion that my body felt as if I had climbed up and down the stairs of the House of Wind five times.
I settled back into the large bed I shared with my mate, curling up in the spot that still held his scent. Damn, I missed him so much. I wanted him to be here to hold me.
This is what I had become: a spoiled and needy person because of Azriel. However, with a strength of will gathered over 300 years, I managed to get out of bed and drag myself to the bathroom. I definitely had a fever, and a cold bath would help, so I forced myself into the tub.
Fifteen minutes later, shivering and dressed in Az's warmest clothes, I forced my body to make some soup. Apparently, my biological clock was also out of whack, and I hadn't realized it was already past noon.
Feeling worse than after training with Cassian, I had some of the soup I had made and went back to bed. Wrapped in the scent of my partner and the security it provided, I must have fallen asleep at some point.
A light touch on my forehead gradually pulled me out of unconsciousness, and I responded with a sound filled with annoyance. A low, deep laugh answered me, making me open my eyes as quickly as I could.
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“Hello, darling” greeted Az's voice, immediately making me smile. “Everything okay?” he asked as he stroked my hair.
I nodded, stroking his cheek. “I thought you’d be back in a couple more days.”
“That was the plan, but I got the information Rhys wanted earlier” he frowned. “Just in time, it seems.”
“I’m fine, Az. It’s just a cold” I tried to get out of bed as my head started spinning again. “You must be tired. I’ll make you some dinner.”
My big and handsome mate stopped me, blocking me with his wing and arm simultaneously. “Stay right there, Y/N. Don’t even think about it.”
I rolled my eyes, followed by a grimace from the pain it caused, and tried to push him away from where he had knelt by the bed. Oh, surprise. He didn't move, not even a little.
“Y/N” he called.
I didn’t look at him, so he put his hand under my chin to center my gaze on him. “You need to rest. I’ll call Madja to give you some remedy, okay?” he informed me as he stroked my hair again.
“Az…”
“If necessary, I will tie you to the bed. I'm serious” he interrupted firmly.
“Fine” I rolled my eyes again. “Only if you lie down with me” I relented. After all, this was the only thing I had wanted since the morning.
He smiled as if he could read my thoughts and sent a wave of love through the bond. Without speaking, he lay down next to me, then pulled me into his arms and settled me on his chest. Filled with his warmth, I felt the fatigue overcome me again, and half asleep, I whispered, “I love you.”
“I love you too,” he responded before unconsciousness claimed me.
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sinner-sunflower · 9 months ago
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A HH Lucifer-centric AU 2/?
PART 1, PART 3, PART 4, PART 5, PART 6, PART 7, PART 8, PART 9, PART 10, PART 11, PART 12, PART 13, PART 14, PART 15, PART 16, PART 17, PART 18, PART 19, PART 20, PART 21, PART 22
Some might be a bit ooc but good thing it's called fanfiction and not fantruth amirite
Things to look forward to:
Roo and Goodie (that's the name I decided to give "The Good of All Mankind"
Sins being a somewhat close family/friends (Even with Mammon the jackass)
Badass Luci being the badass king of hell
Father-Daughter moments
Very subtle radioapple (brainrot)
If anyone wants to write a proper fic format based on this, I would be happy to give you permission as long as I can get to read it!
Do we have a deal?
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Charlie can't sleep all night even though she realizes that she is tired. It's almost noon but she didn't have the strength to get up yet and face everyone. Millions of thoughts are running through her mind. How could she say that to her dad? He was just trying to help. She didn't mean it. It was just in the heat of the moment. She doesn't really think that, right? She loves her dad. It's just not fair. That's no excuse. Wrong. Wrong Wrong. She's sorry. So so very sor-
Vaggie: Babe?
Charlie turns to the door and sees her girlfriend.
Vaggie: How are you feeling?
Charlie: Like I'm the worst daughter ever.
Vaggie comes to sit with her in the bed and hugs her lover as she starts to cry again.
Charlie: Why did I say that to him, Vaggie? He was just trying to help me. If it was any one of you, I would've done the same and made you rest.
Vaggie purses her lips, unsure of what to say.
Vaggie: Why don't you eat something first.
Charlie: is- is he down there?
Vaggie: I-
Before Vaggie could answer, Razzle enters the room in a hurry, gesturing wildly for them to come down. They both run to the lobby following the familiar.
Charlie expected another demon out to cause trouble in the hotel but it was-
Charlie: Aunt Bel?!
It was the Sin of Sloth, Belphegor, standing at the center of the lobby. The other guests watch in apprehension as Alastor's black tentacles are somewhat showing.
Charlie approaches her aunt slowly and notices that despite still upholding the regal stature, the bags under their eye are more prominent than before. The Sin gives a slight bow.
Belphegor: Princess. Your father was not at the palace. I would like to speak to him. Urgently.
Charlie: Oh um. Yes, he's here. He's in his room.
She beckons Razzle to fetch her father.
Charlie: Is something wrong?
Belphegor hesitates but doesn't answer.
Lucifer arrives downstairs the next moment.
Charlie sees the wet look in her father's eyes. Like he's been crying. Of course, he was. She knows her dad. He's her dad-
Charlie tries to catch her dad's gaze but he doesn't so much glance at her direction.
Lucifer: Bel.
The Sin of Sloth gives a deeper bow to her king.
Belphegor: Your Majesty. If I could borrow you for a moment down in Sloth. There is a... situation.
Lucifer adjusts his stance. None of the sins ever called him by anything other than his name before. That is unless there is something wrong or they fucked up big time.
Lucifer: And you went all the way from Sloth?
Belphegore: I- I do not feel it to be wise to discuss this matter over the phone.
That wasn't cryptic at all for the hotel residents.
Lucifer waves for her to come closer and she whispers something into his ear. Everyone was holding their breath.
As soon as she's done, Lucifer and her start moving.
Lucifer: I will be in Sloth. Alastor.
Alastor appears in a wave of shadows to his side.
Alastor: Yes, sire?
Lucifer: I will be unreachable until I resolve this. I'm sure you can handle keeping an eye on the hotel?
Alastor grins.
Alastor: I would be offended if you weren't.
Charlie: Wait! Dad! Please, can we talk before you leave?
Lucifer: Char-ch-
He stops himself and takes a deep breath.
Lucifer: Sorry, Charlie. We'll talk after.
Lucifer gives his daughter a small smile and squeezes her hand.
Husk: What the fuck was that?
Charlie could only stare as her father and aunt disappeared in a portal to the Sloth ring.
Charlie: I don't know.
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Part 3 Snippet:
Belphegore: Lucifer! What are you doing?!
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bluegalaxygirl · 3 months ago
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Amnesia (KidKiller X Reader) P20
Plot: After an explosion reader wakes up in a hospital with no memory of the past few years, her parents want to take her home so she can recover and get back to a normal life while the Kid pirates want her back on the ship where she belongs.
Warning: Bad language, Family issues, abuse, Violence, Blood and finally some fluff because we all need a Eustass 'Captain' Kid hug.
Reader is Female, Poly Relationship, established relationship, Kid X Reader X Killer, Reader is a member of the Kid pirates and is in charge of the money, Budgeting and negotiating the best price.
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A knock on the door makes you groan forcing your tired eyes open, it was a good idea to take a nap before Kid shows up, hopefully it will give you more strength to apologies, with a sigh you move to sit up as Killer stands from his seat next to the window, the masked man runs a reassuring hand through your hair before making his way to the door where he cracks it open to check who it is. Leaning against the headboard you let out another sigh feeling the skin on your burned legs tingle and your backache, isn't sleeping superposed to make you feel batter? Opening the door Killer gladly lets the red head in although he didn't expect his partner to bring so much, his flesh hand holds a large bokay of flowers but the white paper and big black bow is too big to see anything inside, under his arm is a small box, one he knows billings to you. "I just though… she should have it" Kid sighs moving to let the masked man take the white wooden box with a sliver lock, Reaching out his metal hand Kid hands his partner the duffle bag with your cloths and book in it, in a way it takes the blonde's heart drop, but he takes it anyway. Thoughts run through his mind wondering why the captain is giving you most of your stuff, does he think your gonna leave? Does he really think things are over this quickly? Before he can ask though Kid walks up to you his hand tightening around the bokay of flowers trying not to crush them while also trying to calm his nerves. Relief washes over you at seeing the red head again, for a while you thought he might not want to see you, you'd understand, the things you said where cruel to say the least and its clearly taken effect on the man by his blood shot and dark eyes.
Its strange seeing him so deflated, shoulders too relaxed, lips not painted, chipped red nail varnish and scruffy hair, the only thing keeping the odd stands of hair out of his eyes is the hastily put on goggles strapped to his head. Despite the way he looks a smile forms on your face, not only is he here and willing to talk, but he also brought you flowers, you can't see what they are but that doesn't matter, he honestly doesn't seem the type to get a present like this so it makes you feel extra special. Clearing his throat Kid stops in front of you his nerves getting the best of him leaving the red head's mind going blank, he went over and over in his head all morning working out what to say and how to make things right, but he can't remember any of it, with a sigh Kid lifts his eyes to finally land on your face apologies ready to leave his mouth until he spots the dark patch of purple and slight yellow on your cheek, anger and worry boils in him wondering how you got it and when, its looks fresh maybe a day old, was it after what they did yesterday? Did your parents take it out on you? Placing the flowers down on the bed he quickly reaches out to touch your cheek fear and anger overriding his nervousness allowing him to speak "Baby, what happened?" Quickly grabbing his hand you lean closer feeling the need to apologise as quickly as possible hating the look on his face "Kid, I'm so sorry" The two of you didn't mean to speak at the same time but it at least gives both of you a moment to calm down and think before speaking.
The silence between the two of you is deferring, you know he wants answers about your cheek but what's more important is apologise, to make that look on his handsome face disappear. Bringing his hand closer you hold it to your chest "I'm sorry, i shouldn't have said all that stuff, i-i didn't mean it, i know how hard you've been trying" Tears well in your eyes as your grip tightens on his hand hoping and praying that he'll forgive you, Kid's eyes widen at your apology, in his mind he should be the one saying sorry, shaking his head the captain moves closer pressing his forehead to yours while squeezing your hand back "No… I'm sorry, Your right, all I've done is pick fights" Your heart sinks at the sad tone in his voice making you shake your head back, before you can protest though Kid gives you a smile while caressing your cheek and chin with his metal hand, the cold metal is soothing on your skin sending a sense of calm and safety through you "I'll try harder, i promise… But baby I' sorry, i went too far… Yesterday, i just got so angry and-" Kid grits his teeth hardly able to say it in fear of your reaction, his eyes squeeze shut not wanting to see the look of hate in your eyes at telling you how he hurt your mother. Scanning his face your heart sinks, you already know the reasons why he attacked your parents, you don't know what state their in but you know their not dead, so they did hold back. Letting go of his hand Kid lets out a shaky sigh his face twisting in pain until your arms wrap tightly around him pulling the red head into your embrace, a shocked gasp leaves his lips and his body goes stiff unsure of what to do.
Killer can't help but smile under his mask, even though you don't remember much your still their girl, the one they go to for comfort and reassurance, knowing he doesn't have to get involved now the masked man makes his way back to his chair by the window setting down the bag and box before turning back to Kid seeing his wide eyes pleading with the blonde for help. Holding back a laugh Killer's shoulders shake earning a scowl from his partner, deciding to be kind the blonde nods letting Kid know that it's ok to hug you back, relaxing into your touch he wraps his arms around you, his metal hand rubbing your back while the other runs through your hair pressing you closer while burying his face into your neck. He can't believe how much he's missed this, missed your touch, your smell, the sound of your voice, the feeling of your heart beat against his nose and how your fingers rake through his hair and into his scalp. "I don't know everything but i can guess you attacked my parents. I'm not mad surprisingly and i know there alive which means you all held back, you could have killed them so easily but you didn't, For me… You did it for me" A tear slips out of your eye at those words, it just makes it more real, these blood thirsty pirates who have made it clear they will kill your parents are holding back just for you. "Only for you baby" Kid whispers back placing a lingering kiss on your temple not wanting this moment to end, your heart flutters at the feeling, it feels so right being with them, being held like this.
Pulling away slightly you look into those amber eyes seeing that look you hate gone and a smirk on his face although there's a slight hint of redness in his cheeks as his eyes flick to your lips then back to your eyes, even though you don't want too you look away from his eyes instead looking to the bunch of flowers laying on the bed knowing if you don't then you will end up kissing him. You've only just made up so you don't want to ruin anything by diving in head first, see how things go for now and then maybe you could reconsider you stance on this feeling towards the two. "You brought flowers?" You ask getting the captain to look over at the white bokay as well, his touch leaves you, only resting his flesh arm on your shoulder while his metal one grabs the flowers as lightly as he can as to not crush them. "Ur, yea. They didn't have your favorite so i got you Tulips, Red, yellow and purple." A look of surprise covers your face as he hands you the flowers in a shy manner, his flesh hand moving off you to run the back of his head, Killer lets out a chuckle trying top hold back his laughter but failing for once at the sight of his bashful captain "Shut up, Kill" Kid growls through gritted teeth yet there's not bite to his bark, looking over the large arranged bokay in your hands you can't help the large toothy smile, your heart sores at the thoughtfulness, they may just seem like flowers but each one represents the three of you, Red of course for Kid, Yellow to match Killer's hair and your guessing the Purple represents you. "Your face is redder than your hair" Killer laughs bending over and holding his stomach trying not to laugh too loud as the red head turns redder with embarrassment but tries to make it seem like anger to save himself "I said, Shut, Up, Killer"
Leaning forwards you place a soft kiss on his burning red-hot cheek, shocking the captain enough to make him freeze "Thank you, Kid, there lovely" Clearing his throat Kid nods standing up and waving his hand "Yea, yea, don't expect me to do it again, it was only to get you to like me again" The captain shrugs portending like he doesn't care as Killer sighs placing a hand on his mask and shaking his head, hoping he hasn't just fucked things up luckily though you can't help but let out a small giggle, he's only saying this stuff out of embarrassment and as much as you would love to join in on the teasing your body and mind is too tired, plus he did something nice for you without being told too or asked, he deserves be saved from the embarrassment. Giving you a smirk Kid makes his way over to the other side of the bed lightly flicking Killer's mask with his metal fingers for laughing at him before leaning against the wall his arms crossed over his chest "Kill sorted out some stuff for you, he wanted to give it to you the other day but that nurse is… Persistent" The captain laughs still a little impressed by the young woman's ability to stand up to two big time pirates, shaking his head the masked man leans back in his chest crossing his arms over his chest and one leg over the other a little pissed off at being flicked on the mask but there also seems to be something else. "Yes, we did pack some of your stuff, we hope it'll bring back some more memories for you" The use of the word 'We' made you want to laugh again knowing Kid is too embarrassed to say he packed for you as well.
It's strange for him to be like this but you actually find it kinda cute, your snapped out of your thoughts by the blonde leaning forward the air around him changing from serious to nervousness and it makes you realize where this conversation is about to go, your ready to know what happened but your scared to find out why they did it, they found out something and it made them angry, thats all you know so far, a lot has happened in the past, lots of bad memories and events, your 18th birthday comes to mind, maybe they know what happened to make you leave, it would solidify everything for you. "But first we need to tell you what happened yesterday" Kid's shoulders tense at his partners words watching you nod and lean back into the headboard, Killer mainly does the talking telling you what happened with your parents some times the captain would join in mainly ranting through gritted teeth at the things your parents said, but then he went quiet again, not like his normal quiet more like seething quite as Killer explains what Heat found out. Your stomach churns hands clenched around the covers turning your knuckles white at the way he talks about it, like the words are venom in his mouth trying to spit them out, his hands clenches together almost shaking as his leg bounces and the muscles in his neck tenses ready to lash out at any second. Your eyes leave the blonde for a second looking to the captain a feeling of over powering energy flowing out of him, his eye's full of anger and breath hitched in his throat trying to stop himself from yelling, his flesh hand tightly grips his metal arm threatening to make the solid piece of metal buckle.
When Killer stops talking managing to relay everything to you without breaking into anger and a need to hit something you notice something floating out the corner of your eye, looking over a gasp escapes your lips seeing every piece of metal in the room floating around, some bigger pieces like the end table and bed's have what looks like purple electricity zapping in and out of it. Wait… Bed's. Your eyes widen at the realization looking down to see the bed your currently on hovering off the floor, luckily you aren't too high up but it still concerns you. "Urm… Kid" You clear your throat getting the captain and his first mate to look at where you should be, their eyes widen, the Blonde quickly standing and sending Kid a look through his mask although you can't tell what it is, while the captain pushes off the wall letting everything but your bed clatter to the floor, letting all his focus stay on the object your sitting on. "S-Shit, baby, i'm so sorry, you ok? You hurt?" The red head ask lowing your bed down as gentle as possible before rushing up to you and cupping your face, placing your hands over his you offer the red head a reassuring smile "It's ok, I'm ok, don't worry. I get angry too when i think back to everything" Those worried amber eyes turn angry again at your words remembering what he's heard so far and how there's probably more, he can't understand why your so calm about it, reassuring him when your the one that got hurt.
With a sigh you reach a hand around to the back of his head guiding his face into your shoulder slowly as to not spook him, the look in his eyes tells you his mind is spinning trying to work out his thoughts and feeling on the matter, he doesn't seem like the type of guy who would openly talk about it so you give him time to process. Looking up at Killer you can't tell what he's thinking or feeling but it doesn't matter in that moment, reaching a hand out you offer up the same affection hoping he will take it, if not for himself then for you luckily he quickly accepts stepping past your hand and kneeling on the floor the same as his captain to wrap his arms around the two of you pressing his mask into the side of your neck. As soon as your hand connects with his hair the masked man relaxes against you and you feel his hold breath release through the holes in his mask tickling your neck a little. There's more to talk about, you know they need answers to their questions but for now they allow you to hold them close, it feels so natural being like this, having the two hold you as you hold them, their scents mixing together in perfect harmony managing to calm your own pain at the memories but what pained you more was their reaction to it, you've never seen anyone get mad over what happened not even the doctor who has to reconstruct your ears. You know its not normal for an ordinary family to do the things that yours did but your family isn't ordinary, they have a reputation to uphold and you fought against that despite what would happen to you and because of that you shouldn't be upset or angry about it. Right?
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suengmi · 2 years ago
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ot8 skz prompt!
you cry when they barely raised their voice at you (but not in a too angsty way, they were just playing around w you) and they comfort you
also HAPPY LATE BDAY 🎉 (im gonna rob you for all ur seungmin and jisung pcs)
hehe thank you anon!! i went to see moulin rouge live and just had a kpop trade day/night with my bestie i was like "i'll swap u any of these two lee knows... for that mingi"
BUT YOU CAN'T HAVE MY SEUNGMIN ONES I'LL FIGHT YOU BARK i got like 26 different seungmin ones with 11 doubles... it's not enough, funnily bangchan is actually my ult in skz alkjsdlaksjd leave me alone seungmin got me WHIPPED
ANYWAYS!! warnings under the cut, i added pics for comedic effect. idk why my writing always goes humour, anyways i worked v hard on this!! and as always,i messed around with the prompt a did a few hurt!skz/you raising your voice at them hehe enjoy!!!
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all non idol!au, all gn!, as always kinda proofread and lapslock
you're laying on the couch, nose stuffy and filled with tissues. you were always sensitive when you were sick, your head feeling like it's spinning and your body betraying you anytime you tried to stand up. chan was always a caregiver, he loved taking care of the people he adored. not one day went by where he didn't ask if you needed help or needed anything, you could always reassure him that his presence was enough, much to his scoffing.
☆⌒ヽ bangchan
warnings/other: living together, established relationship
you needed help to go to the shower, the steam would probably help. plus, you hadn't showered in two days due to how sick you were.
"babe?" you called out, voice weak.
"baabe?" you squeaked once again, trying to lift yourself from the couch. "baaaaabe?" and nothing, but you can hear him tip toeing around somewhere, the clunking sound of a bottle hitting the bathroom floor.
"babe!" you half yell, still trying to push your self from the couch.
chan rounds the corner, eyes frowning as he taps on the side of his headphone, "what?!" he screams at you, eyes scrunching and brows furrowed.
you burst into tears, suddenly feeling like you're in trouble for wanting help. "i'm sorry, i didn't know you were busy." you can barely speak, voice raspy and quiet.
"what?" he speaks again, pulling his headphones to rest on the back of his neck. this time his voice more gentle. he sees the tears forming in your eyes and immediately comes to your side. "what's wrong?"
"don't yell at me." you say through tears, hands coming to rub your eyes.
"shit," he curses, rubbing the sides of your arms, "sorry, i had my head phones on, i was running you a bath."
"oh," you sob, still letting yourself cry your hands dropping to your lap, "i thought you were angry at me."
"oh my god," he says pushing your messy hair out of your eyes while wiping the last of your tears. he sighs, "i just couldn't hear you silly."
"i've run you a bath, do you wanna have one together?" he stops and gives you a sniff, "you need one."
you frown, using the last of your strength to push him away, but it fails. "yes please..."
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you're balls deep in your game, you've never been so focused on a game in your life. it's the final battle fight of the last of us 2, you wipe away tears at the scene before you folding out, feeling conflicted as the characters fight in the water.
☆⌒ヽ felix
warnings/other: living together, established relationship, cussing
"ahh!" you yell a bit too loud as you feels more tears form, "this is fucked up, fuck you both, fuck off this is so unfair."
"what did you say to me?" felix says, turning from his pc to look at you. "did you just tell me to fuck off?"
"what?" you turn to felix, eyes back darting back to the screen for a moment, still in the middle of the battle.
"what the hell? why did you tell me to fuck off?" felix says as he scrunches his nose, clearly upset and confused. "what the fuck?"
"no! oh my god, no." you scrambled to pause the game, getting to your feet to stand by felix, "no, no, i was talking to the game!"
"you lyin'?"
you roll your eyes, "why would i say that to you? ellie is fighting abby, and i'm telling them both to fuck off, not you!"
"oh," he says, pleasantly surprised, "valid then."
you press a gentle kiss to his forehead, he looks up at you still kinda upset. "baby, if i were to ever tell you to fuck off it'd be because you ate the last of the bread."
he smiles, eyes crinkling into moons, "oh that's true."
"you wanna watch?"
he scoffs, "god no, i already cried at that a month ago. hell no."
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"get back here!" changbin screams, running across the field to catch you.
☆⌒ヽ changbin (LMAO THE PIC)
warnings/other: new relationship, play fighting
"no, no!" you yell back, a grin on your lips, you dart around the edge of the tree, seemingly hidden (well, you think at least.)
dating changbin had been a whirlwind, he was kind, funny, silly in the best ways and so cared for you like no one had. it had only been a month, but you were so damn in love with him, even though you were still getting to know him. everyday you were excited to find out more about him, it was never enough.
there's a silence in the air, your eyes dart around the edge of the tree. after a moment or two, a voice screams suddenly, "got you!"
"ah!" you scream, feeling hands aggressively wrap themselves around your waist. you had always been a scaredy-cat, any loud sound would startle you and send you into a frightened mess.
"all mine!" he said as he pulled you to the ground, arms still wrapped around your waist.
you feel trapped, his large arms wrapping around you. you can feel the anxiety in your chest, flight taking it's hold over freeze.
"changbin! that really scared me!" you cry out, but he's relentless.
"too bad, i win!" he chuckles loudly, pushing you to lay on your back, his muscles bulging as he pins you there. he slowly loses his smile when he meets your upset scowl, mouth turned down at the sides.
"baby, no-" he says searching your face, "i'm so sorry, was that too much?"
"yes," you say in a low tone, wrapping your arms around his neck. "i get startled easily,"
"i didn't know, i'm sorry." he apologises again, lifting you up to deepen the hug. you melt into his frame, enjoying being engulfed by your boyfriend, though pocket sized, he seemed much bigger than you in moments like this.
this is your chance to get him back, you smile into his neck before pressing a sharp bite down on his collarbone.
"hey!"
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usually, hyunjin was the patient one.
☆⌒ヽ hyunjin
warnings/other: living together, established relationship
he would always happy to wait for you when you were getting ready, always be okay with you needed to run back inside and pee because you would probably forget and always, he would always wait for you to tell him what you wanted or how you felt, never pushy once.
you were upset, getting fired from your job. it wasn't your fault, just the reality of the job market right now. 'no more funds.' they had said. you were floundering., wallowing in self pity (and rightfully so.)
when hyunjin arrives home, it's ten oclock at night. you're sitting on the couch, balled in a blanket. the lights are off, black smoke seeming to surround your nest of pillows, the only light on your face was from the tv.
"hey beautiful-" hyunjin says cheerily before being met with your tired eyes, black rings around the bottom. "what's wrong?
"nothing." you scoff, hiding more of yourself.
"babe-" he says softly, kicking his shoes off and dropping his bag. he comes to your side immediately, hands rubbing up and down your side. you say nothing, shifting away from his touch.
he sighs, "you wanna tell me what's wrong?" he seems tired.
"no." you say lowly, turning up the tv volume.
"are you... sure?"
you say nothing as you kick him with your foot, still wallowing and watching the tv.
"fine, be like that." he scowls, voice slightly raised as he shakes his head. he shuffles to the kitchen counter, gripping the soda left on the bench top. he takes a sip, looking back at you, clearly annoyed. "i'm not in the mood."
hyunjin was never one to raise his voice, never had he done that to you. he patience seemed to have be worn thin this time.
"no i didn't-" you sigh, trying to gather your words.
'i have bad days too you know, it's not just you."
you sit up, blanket falling down the back of you. he's right, he's always right. "that was not cool, i'm sorry."
you look over him with sad eyes. he's now leaning over the counter, hands digging into his scalp.
you get up from the couch, readjusting the blanket over yourself as you shuffle to his side. you bump your head into his shoulder, looking up at him with wide eyes. "i love you."
"i love you too," he sighs, leaning his head on yours.
you sit like that for a moment before he speaks. "i got fired."
"no way same."
you both look at each and laugh in disbelief, how on earth did this happen?
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jeongin was so cute, so damn cute. he reminded you of how cute he was every time he did, well, basically anything. but sometimes, he was really secretive. you didn't know why, until you had come to his house the first time. you hadn't been together long, but you were over joyed when he invited you over for dinner.
☆⌒ヽ jeongin
warnings/other: fresh relationship, not smutty but heavy descriptions and mentions of hentai lmao, pg i guess
"bone app the teeth!" he chimed, placing down the bolognaise he had made. it looked and smelled delicious, and you loved the cute frog bowls he had put them in. it made him that much cuter.
"eee! it looks so yummy." you squealed, "wait gotta pee."
"okay, down the hall to the left" he said plopping himself down, proud of his masterpiece. he sat up, making sure to clarify. "oh not the second door, the first one!"
you didn't hear the last part as hurriedly made your way down the hall. you looked at two doors, two seemingly the same. 'i think he said the second?'
you open the door in a hurry, being met with a large pillow of an anime woman, giant boobs out and her legs parting in display. you just stand there in shock, taking in the sight before you.
"helloooo." you said curiously, stepping into the bedroom. on the light stand there was a figurine. her boobs were seemingly wet, the short skirt she had lifted up behind her, thong busting out. a few more adornments, mostly lewd plastered the room.
"babe?" he called out as he walked down the hall. his eyes met with your curious ones, a smirk slapped across your face.
"babe!" he yelled, pulling you back by your arms. "i said first door! why didn't you listen!?"
"ow!" you said in surprise, feeling a lump of guilt building in your throat. he had never yelled at you before and it scared you. "i'm sorry i didn't hear you."
he sighed shaking his head, "i told you not to go in my room!"
"stop yelling at me..." you mumbled, wincing away from him.
quickly he pulled you out of his room, accidentally slamming the door behind him, it made you jump.
"jeongin-" you started but the lump in your throat grow. "i just got the wrong door, don't yell at me."
you stood in silence for a moment before he spoke up, rubbing the back of his neck, an unsure grin on his face, "i just didn't want you to see yet, i'm sorry i yelled."
you turn back to him, eyes tracing his face. he'd been caught. "theeee hentai?" you smirked, standing on your tippy toes.
jeogin's face burnt red, ears tingling with embarrassment. he scrambled to say something, but nothing came out. just splutters of words.
you laugh, "do you seriously think i'd be upset about that?"
"i don't know..." he says under his breath, looking everywhere but you.
"hm," you ponder, finger on your chin, "i don't know how i'd look in a thong, i might not have the ass for it."
jeongin looks like he's going to burst, his expression surprised and embarrassed by your words.
you sigh, taking his hand in yours, "it's fine but don't ever yell at me again, okay?"
"okay..." he says looking to the ground, feeling stupidly sorry for his actions.
"besides," you begin, smiling at him, "maybe you'd look better in a skirt and thong."
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"wake up!" is all you hear as you jolt upwards, your forehead sweaty and breath heavy coming from your chest.
☆⌒ヽ jisung
warnings/other: living together, established relationship, mentions of nightmares and knives (not bad i promise lol)
you had a nightmare, which didn't happen often. the dreams you usually had were just an information dump of your day mixed in with people you had thought about, but this felt real, the feeling of fright still tingling in your body.
you look over at jisung, his eyes sleepy but still looking at yours.
"hey, you okay?" he speaks, voice raspy.
"no!" you yelp, busting into tears, still feeling shaken by your nightmare. "you were following me, telling me you were going to kill me! why were you yelling?"
"what?" jisung says in a confused tone, hand coming to your shoulder to stable himself.
you shrug his hand off, "you were going to kill me, why would you do that?"
"what are you talking about?" he mumbles, sitting half upward.
"in my dream," you begin by taking a deep breath, "you were chasing me with a knife, it was so scary."
"i'm... sorry?" he says, still so confused, "i didn't mean to?"
"oh," you breath out, tears slowly stopping. "i still cant believe you'd do that. i'm... damn."
"i'm sorry i tried to kill you in your dream. it was wrong of me...?" he mumbles again, eyes trying to find sleep.
"yeah, yeah it was." you breathe out, "don't do that again."
"okay... i won't." he sleepily sighs, his body falling back to the pillow. "i can't believe... i did that, what a ...dog act from me. asshole."
"absolute dog act, you dick." you finish before you feel your body laying back, waiting for sleep to capture you.
"so wrong of me, i'm such an idiot." he mutters, his lips pressing against the pillow, already falling asleep.
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you scoff, eyes slowly closing your tiredness overtaking you. "damn right."
aussie slang: dog act if you don't know lol
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"c'mon, just let me see." you yell through the crack of his changing room, attention turning from your phone. "i'm sure it's fine."
☆⌒ヽ lee know
warnings/other: close friends who like each other, uh lee know half naked??? spicy lee know, play fighting
"it's not." he says from the change room. you can hear his sighs through the curtain, frustration in them whenever he tries on another piece.
"do you need help?" you start, sliding yourself to the other side of the bench in front of the changing room.
"no!" he fumbles, dropping another item.
you sigh, hand slipping to grab onto the curtain, "i'm coming in!"
"no-!"
you're instantly met with his crotch, boxers tight across his hips, and you can see that. yes, the outline of that. your brows raise, certainly surprised with the view in front of you. his boxers had the kittens on them, cute little kittens of all colours and a pink background. you loved it, you can't deny.
"uh..." you start, not knowing what to do. you'd liked lee know for a while, so you can't say you're entirely horrified. you slowly raise your eyes to his, confusion and annoyance on his face.
you just sit there, his eyes burning into yours, just both staring at each other before he pushes on your face, leading you to fall back off of the bench. "don't do that!"
"ack!" you fall back yelping back hitting the ground with a thud, "i'm sorry i just wanted to help!"
he raises his voice slightly, anger present in his tone, "yeah, well i'm fucking naked!"
you feel bad, you've pushed a boundary and you didn't even realise you had been edging on it. "i'm sorry." you choke out, feeling bad for invading his privacy. you were close but not that close, yet.
you just lay there, ashamed of yourself for what you did, not thinking about his boundaries. after a minute he comes out, you're still laying on the ground in defeat.
he purses his lips in anger as he grabs the side of your ear, wrenching it towards him.
"ah shit!" you screech, laughter behind your words, "i'm sorry! aha i'm sorry! stop it!"
"you done?" he says through his teeth, still pulling on your ear.
"haha yes! it tickles and hurts!" you giggle, mouthing ouch a few times. he gives you a final tug before he finally let's go of your ear.
you get to your feet, rubbing the side of your ear. you both walk in silence before he halts you, eyes glaring into your own.
"if you wanna see me naked just say so, at least i can put better boxers on."
it was your turn to go red in the face, but you smirk instead, hiding your face, "i like those ones."
"really?" he questions, pondering your words, but seems impatient in his tone. "i'll wear em for you this weekend then, you staying over or not?"
you nod hurriedly, instantly agreeing to his plans.
"aw," he stops, clearly enjoying your agreeance and the new realm of flirting with you, "cat got your tongue?
you smack him on the arm, "stop!"
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"do these look good?" seungmin asks, raising the brown frames to his face. no, no they don't. they absoutely don't. you try to hold in a laugh, your hand coming to your mouth.
☆⌒ヽ seungmin lalsdjka that pic always gets me
warnings/other: established relationship, seungmin thinks he's funny
"umm... maybe?"
he sighs, raising them a bit. "how about now?"
"uh," you begin, trying to hold in your laugh, "sure?"
passive aggressively he throws them back on the rack, turning on his heel to walk to the next section. you follow behind him, you can sense he's getting frustrated trying to find the right sunglasses. his vision wasn't the best without his glasses, so he needed your help trying them on. no contacts in today.
"hmm," he ponders, picking up anther pair. they're so ugly, rectangle and frames way too dark. no one would suit them, that's probably why they're on sale.
"um... maybe?"
"you already said that!" he says, frustration in his voice. "if you're not going to help, just leave."
you feel kind of hurt at his tone, but continue to follow behind him. you can't help but feel the anxiety in your chest, he wanted your advice but never listened anyways so you thought it best to be quiet.
suddenly he turns to look at you, feeling the awkward tension he's created. he throws his hands in the air. "what?!"
"hey don't yell," you start, wincing a bit at his words, "i just don't think those suited you..."
he takes the sight of you in, realising he's upset you, "shit- i'm sorry baby, i'm just annoyed i can't find a good pair. this is so hard."
you grab his hands and bring them to your chest, your eyes looking up at him, "thank you for apologising, you don't gotta be so mean."
he bends down to press a kiss on your lips, it's gentle with apology laced in it. he takes in a sharp breath before leaning back, "okay, which ones?"
"circle, definitely."
he turns to face the other section, hand gently melding to yours. the pair he picks up are just as ugly as the others.
"no," you begin interrupting him. you let go of his hand and pick up a dark circle frame pair of simple sunglasses, "these one's."
"really?" he questions, brows raised.
"just try them."
he sighs, bringing the frames to sit on his ears. "yes or no?"
"oh definitely, these are the ones. you gotta trust me."
he pouts and rolls his eyes, "oookay."
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a/n: i had so much fun writing this!!!! hope you enjoy!!!!
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Healthy break up - Pablo Gavi (a)
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"Tell me, please. Whatever it is, I will stay by your side. Always"
When Gavi heard what you said he closed his eyes in order not to cry.
"That's the thing, y/n."
"Look, Pablo. It's ok, I promise you. Everything will be ok"
He breathed in and out before he decided to speak.
"You don't deserve what I'm going to tell you and it's hurting me just thinking that you might hate me after this."
"I won't hate you. I can't hate you." you said while trying to console him.
"I tried so hard to get rid off this feeling, trust me. I hate myself for it and if I could control it, I would. These days have been... hard. Really hard and I know you told me multiple times to speak my thoughts to you. That's what people that love eachother do, but I just can't. I've been feeling so lonely and sad without having a reason. We are most of the time far away from eachother and I feel like our schedules can't combine."
With every word that was leaving Gavi's mouth, your heart would break. You still decided to hear him say everything, before you could speak.
"Please, forgive me for this. Please.." he escaped a sob from his mouth. "I want what's best for you and right now I'm not the perfect boy, understand me.. please, y/n!."
Your hands went on your tearful eyes. Gavi took them and wiped your tears away from your face.
"I am sorry that I feel like this. It's all my fault and I'm truly-".
"Shh, shh." you said while touching slowly his cheeks. "It's no one's fault, ok?"
"No, y/n. I'm so stupid. I can't find happiness with you and it hurts me-"
"Pablo, stop." you smiled sadly. "I understand you."
He started to cry in your arms, while your hands went on his hair, playing with it.
"Forgive me.."
"I do, Pablo. I forgive you."
You tried to find the strength to speak again and when you did, you managed hard not to cry.
"Thank you for telling me. Thank you for trusting me."
"I love you.. I really do." he said it for the last time while looking into your eyes.
And for the last time, you two kissed. A kiss that could be never forgotten..
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"It's ok, sweetheart.." your mom said while you were crying hard in her arms.
"He said he can't be happy with me, mama.."
It's been days since you and Pablo broke up and you weren't doing too good. You understood his feelings, but all the time healthy break ups are tge worst. You know he loves you, but sometimes love is not enough.
Gavi was sad and tired all the time. He didn't speak much about your break up, knowing if he would say something that reminds him of you, he would break down right there.
It was hard to pretend that nothing was happening, but this is going to be the best for both of you.
Even now, after time had passed, you would still go to support him at his games. He never saw you, but somehow, he all the time felt you there..
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Today you didn't feel the need to do anything, but you woke up because someone was knocking at your door.
You were all moody today and when you saw that there was actually no one standing in front of your door, you got angry until you saw some flowers and a letter.
You were confused and when you saw the initials, you started to tear up.
You looked everywhere. You only wanted to see him. Unfortunately, he was nowhere.
There were your favorite flowers.. he still remembers it.
You open the letter, read it, put it in your heart and closed your eyes.
'Today would have been our 2 year anniversary. I don't want you to be sad or cry. I want this day to remind you that things are going to come and some are going to end. It is part of our lives and we must understand these stuff. You were the person that thought me how to love someone more than myself. You made me shine when I was at my lowest. I hope that this is going to be the step you will do to forget about sadness. Remember our memories, but forget me. Hugs, P. G'
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