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🏁 Hi Tom!! Hope you're having a good day! (beware the upcoming Christmas season💀) Okay I give you 6 and 13 from the causal takeover asks for you to answer!

And I have my own question: What do you think about this song? It reminded me of you and Jesse. I also think you should show it to her😆

(I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I DANCED IN MY ROOM ALONE AFTER SEEING YOU SPAM MY INBOX AJSKSHAJAJAKSKAK TYSM)

- Hi there, I was gonna say I'm currently having fun until you reminded me that December is right around the corner

Just kidding, I can hold myself down now. Say thanks to her for me :)

6. What made you head over heels for Jesse? What lit that spark for you?

- To be honest...? It was just her being her genuine self that really got to me. I was talking to her one day, I think I was talking about some of my interests since she asked me what I like to do. I felt that I should stop talking since I've been babbling for long minutes now, I apologized then said something like how it's probably hard to catch up with what I'm saying. I've gotten a bit more worried if people really cared about what I talk about lately. But to my surprise, she smiled at me, and said something like;

"I like listening to you, it's how I can get to know you more."

From that point, I started feeling uneasy. Maybe it's because I've never, or haven't heard someone say that to me for quite some time now and it's like a wave of water suddenly washing over your face and you're fazed? Something like that, but that uneasiness wasn't necessarily bad because it made me feel ticklish inside.

And since then, I couldn't help but anticipate for the next day she would come back to visit, because she wouldn't mind — no, heck, she would LOVE to know more about me. That anticipation slowly became admiration because I've started to think about her even when she's not there, then I would notice her little habits and quirks and suddenly — boom. It's more than just admiration now. I had a crush on her. Then the rest happened, and then to present. I still think about those days, honestly, she makes me smile a lot more now.

13. What’s something you know about Jesse that not others know about? Any secrets you wanna share? Come on, embarrass Jesse, it’s okay.

- Heh, I like this one. I have some to share :)

Ever since I expressed my interest for Ska, the next time we talked about it, she suddenly became more knowledgeable about it. I couldn't help but raise a brow at that. I jokingly told her "it's like you suddenly researched about it for me." and she looked a little nervous after that. Turns out that I was right, she did search about it after I talked about it. She just wanted to impress me, but I can't make fun of her, because I totally would've done the same.

Another was when she would come home from either her part time job, or university, she ALWAYS has something written on her hand. It will always have something to do with writing "T + J" or "Tom <3". She admitted that it's always her happy place when she looks at her hand whenever she's feeling stressed. She adapted habit this back at her elementary days, but it still continued on to this day. It's adorable, yeah but it also tells me that she needed to cope momentarily and I feel that I have to do something about it, whenever I see ink smudge on her left hand.

• What do you think about this song? It reminded me of you and Jesse. I also think you should show it to her 😆

Okay, I gave that song a good listen and, I...???

It's fantastic. There were so many parts where I couldn't help but widen my eyes because of how accurate it was. Also that Novemeber mention made me chuckle, just make it December and we're good to go.

The part where it went "Mine was wack, then I thought about you, felt alright.", why was that so accurate??? I smiled hard, because yeah! Pretty much! And the "did you call me baby?" is a good throwback to the whole T.omee Bear nickname thingy, it's like this song is written by me, except I didn't even know it existed!

I lent my earphone to Jesse before I typed this, she kept giggling and asking if I'm sure I did not write this. She totally loved the accuracy, good reccomend by the way!

This was very entertaining, thank you!

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